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I’ve been seeing a lot more shadowy things out of the corner of my eye again to the point I’m turning and double checking there isn’t something there. (
Normally it’s ankle height, kinda like a cat (sometimes it is a cat since I live around 4 but sometimes it’s not them). Lately shadows have been person height so I keep thinking there’s someone else in the house or room I’m in. Little freaky feeling but I haven’t dwelled till now even though I do think the height change is a little weird
#yes I’m stressed but no more than usual#coming to terms with things though#🤷♀️ who knows why the shadows are showing up right now#it’s been probably almost a year or so since they last showed up#mm maybe longer#they come and go
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kiddos!
(used this old render as a ref)
#myart#marky#bow#kelly#dhestyn#gaston#sue#stella#i had a lil bit of fun w this one#this might be the first time i’ve ever fully finished a piece. like. in my life.#color & background & all#i like how it turned out!!#in total it took me ~18 hours but i admit that at least some of that time was literally just me trying to learn how procreate works#i figured it out. mostly. kind of.#idk what i’m gonna do now#maybe i’ll finish the mbz character lineup i started#i might just like… redo that whole thing though actually#mm. don’t know. n e way.#going left is the title of the canon story btw. i know that’s on my blog in few places but. yea#post-canon which is what i post abt most often (when the kids are… no longer kids. adults.) is called going right#i… thought it was funny#going left was supposed to be a placeholder but it has been 10 years atp so. doubt it’s gonna change#rainyrambles
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hii can i see your mc? i am curious
ofc!! <3 here's my girl <3
#she used to have longer hair#but#*i* have longer hair#so i was like mm no let's change that#HAJDJSJ (she looks maybe only like 5% like me)#ʚɞ*.゚. lnds#*ੈ♡. rose jar
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Not me waking up to a dozen messages from a friend because apparently Rika is now in the Ssum too???
I feel like they are putting in more and more mm content but uh- 😭
She is so pretty I can't even lie to ya'll... And she's smiling.... Alas, I am a creature of weakness, not strength, and smiling Rika just happens to be one of those weaknesses.
Now, I have zero context for this, but I will pretend everything's fine and happy here :) Look at her with her cute hat! I am swooning despite all my reservations
#mia babbles#DO I EVEN MAKE A NEW TAG FOR THIS???#because if they keep going#maybe i will#but uhh#i am enjoying this from a strictly aesthetic perspective btw#i do not like how they keep showing mm into the ssum#i'd even argue that the ssum is no longer a standalone game lmao#i mean it's their loss really#cheritz have been really bad with their decision making lately#but hey#i will just fangirl over pretty smiling rika#because i love her#:)#also i am telling you my girl was meant for a country life#omg i want to draw rika with a straw in her mouth now#IDK IF I SHOULD PUT IT IN THE FANDOM TAGS BC???#is it a spoiler????#the ssum is confusing man#does anyone even care for the ssum spoilers at this point lmao
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LEARNING . . . .
#✏️ - 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐏𝐋𝐔𝐌𝐁𝐎𝐁 // [ooc]#// i hope to someday convert the majority of the hairs :3#// (except for the ones attached to hats LOL)#// starting with crisp tho 'cos he has Fav Privileges#// i have NEVER used blender before in mah life ...#// so when they're like “just do [this]”! and i'm liek HUHHH?? WHAT??? HOW??? WHEREEEE?!?!?!#// i also wanna make the hairs a bit more m.axis matchy??? but that might take longer for me to learn#// first is baby steps ... that's getting it to fit on the model correctly & appear in game#// 2nd step is to figure out how to RETEXTURE (or sculpt?) it ... and maybe make it look more MM
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Sort of weird scrolling through my dash after losing interest in every single fandom ive been a part of and seeing all sorts of media I used to be into that made me so happy barely affect me now
#.mimiming ❜#prosekai milgram.. anything actually..#except maybe haniwa 🩷#haniwa my favouritest thing i ever got into with the most awesome songs 🩷#also i think i can stay interested in ocgrams for longer because tsumigram stays in my head always and forever#oc projects in general mm#maybe i should flesh out my own ocs more#inwas trying to draw them a while back but the drawing was do bad i threw my sketchbook across the room#someone picked it up and kept it on my table after i fell asleep so. maybe ill keep drawing a little longer#i have to study also. sigh
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hello!! happy STS!
okayy I love your gods! They are so fun! I did the uquiz and I got The Crow, which is. well. happens fdjskds
is there a common concept that receives a god but you refuse to give it one? how many gods did you create for your stories, if you can count ofc? 👀 do you have a favourite god? That one you keep favouring at the expense of others /lh /j
Hey hi! Happy STS! Sunday also starts with S. Bleed-over day...
Ah! Thank you!!!! The Crow is a good fun one. Actually, that's a lie, it's very rigid and strict. But crows are my favourite animals, so you get a thumbs up!
Hmm... the only thing I can think of at the moment is the moon? The sun has a god (the cockatiel!) But from my knowledge, I haven't given the moon anything yet.
Number of gods, ohhh, harder... but I have made a handy little chart to help me keep track :)?
Any god with a red dot in its middle is one I could write a story about, and/or have more details on. This is... also not quite all of them, oops? But hey, it's a chart! Makes about 19 by this count.
And oh, final one... I wouldn't say I specifically favour any god at the expense of others? I like to keep the stories balanced!
But.... at the same time, the entire world did spawn from the Crow and giving it a kingdom, and I love Glalis so very much. I have an end goal in mind for these stories, and it involves Glalis surviving, so it gets a lot of wiggle room and leniency.
Tbf, as long as it works within the worlds logic, and sounds about right for the various gods, I let them all get away with a lot.
#sts#thanks for the ask! I kept this one longer because it made me go 'ohohoho!!!' aha?#love to think about TSS and TCD and all that. Hate to write it. Sometimes. Mm.#man that quiz is old. Really fun to do. Maybe I should do an updated one one day with more gods
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since the s9 winx style is soo similar to their mermaid magic show, the guys in it are a good reference for what the specialists might look like if they show up,,,
#im not saying they Will look like this However#the styles Are Very Similar and the girls genuinely look like they could be from the same show#soooooo yeah#the first blonde guy actually feels exactly like how they would design a modern sky#pretty boy style yknow ? maybe with longer hair (hope)#anyway the whole show actually feels like a reference for what s9 will look like#i think mm had/has a lower budget so maybe not completely the same?#anyway they dont look awful? not the best but not the worst#they look better moving too so... idk...#perhaps some hope will be allowed in this chilis tonight#wait also is this show good it actually looks cute !!#might take a sniff
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I did a hub and sideblog with my other muses and the only ones who the muses have stayed are the ones who have gone back to their own blogs . . .but I'm worried that people are gonna be pissed about it and the anxiety is just a lot.
#mobile post.#i just have been feeling a lot if anxiety about this#sigh...i guess they can sit there a little longer#maybe i should stop trying to make mm blogs work.
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cake
#that chocolate was freshly drizzled in hindsight maybe shouldve waited a lil longer for the chocolate flakes BUT#in my defence now it's cooled off and the flakes are still there it looks good#i just hope. it taste good.#mum insisted i drizzle melted chocolate on top so uh. mm#shouldve made ganache but nevermind . . . . . . . . .#(why did i listen to her she's not even eating chocolate atm so she isnt eating this cake ffs)#(heliaaaaa 😭😭😭😭😭😭)#helia's stuff
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ok since tears of the kingdom is coming out like. insanely soon i figured i’ll just dump how i’ve been feeling abt it here. i wont tag for them and i dont intend to share any but because i have been actively seeking out spoilers i will vaguely reference them here so… idk really long musings on this game and my feelings abt it
(im just writing this out mostly for myself since i really kind of just. want to really figure out how i feel about this)
i… am not excited for totk?
i’ve figured out a bit ago that my severely waning interest in botw and general anxiety and discontent surrounding totk is just that… these games arent for me. i dont enjoy open world games with half a million things for you to do like it’s basically a sandbox. i struggle to really enjoy singleplayer minecraft. the space stage in spore gives me genuine anxiety, both when i played it as a kid and again when i reached it as an adult.
botw and totk are not games for me, and that’s cool. i’ve figured that out.
so why am i getting so damn anxious about this new game?
i am getting totk- not entirely of my own volition, i live with someone who is very genuinely excited for it, so it’s pre-ordered digitally on our switch. i am going to play it and complete it at least once.
the gameplay and world of botw never really got to me, and even what snippets of gameplay i see for totk dont really entice me. it just makes me anxious to think about the sheer amount of new stuff i’ll be dropped in the middle of and how i really dont care about this version of link or zelda or anyone else in botw’s hyrule
and some of the story spoiler stuff and general direction this game is going in has me just worried that the zelda series is moving away from what it used to be into an entirely new direction, that being a direction that it seems like i wont enjoy as much as everyone else seems to
so then i guess my main worry outside of totk is that i just end up struggling to really feel connected to the rest of the community about this? being a contrarian is fun until everyone is enjoying something you for some reason can’t get yourself to
i dont have a lot of hope in the story of totk to harken back to… ANYTHING of worth that past games have built up and made to be so important and interesting. hype is a dangerous thing for a not-yet-released game, and while i think the insane amount of speculation and theories and hype around totk will cause a lot of people to be disappointed with the final story, i dunno if i really wouldve liked it even if the story actually piqued my interest
maybe totk’s gameplay will really hook me. maybe i’ll enjoy the massive open world and gmod-ass gimmicks. but what ive seen of the story makes me less interested and the snippets of gameplay i see just make me remember how bored i now am with botw
at the end of the day this is just a video game with tags on this site i can blacklist and videos i can ignore and lore i can brush aside because at this point loz canon is a suggestion more than anything
i just cant shake the discomfort of once again being an outlier as everyone i see loses their mind about this new game while i just feel overwhelmed by it. i have played botw for a long time and have long since worn it out. i played age of calamity to completion and have not touched it or cared for it beyond the music since. i am not excited about totk and i feel like i am in the wrong due to my opinion
#salty talks#kinda personal? just angsting abt totk and being a lil negative abt it#at this point im not expecting it to blow me away. i no longer have fun playing botw. i do not care for the story or characters#this if anything is to soothe my nerves and is for the sake of my own wellbeing to articulate how i feel about this#it is cool to like. put your feelings into words. this is a lot more eloquent than ‘i miss linebeck’#it feels kinda selfish to bitch abt a game thats not out yet and complain abt it not seeming enjoyable to me#but it looks like a genuinely good game. but its not for me. and thats what im ruminating on here#like i love linear stories games that limit you and fun little gimmicks and characters with complex arcs and all that#i played a little bit of skyward sword earlier and was finishing up the cistern dungeon and was so delighted to see the main statue lowered#i love the dungeons with gimmicks that flip everything around and force you to really think abour your next move#im excited to reach the water temple in oot again to swim around and tinker with the water level#i cant wait to finish oot and move onto mm and its wonderful gameplay and areas#id love to revisit albw and get back to playing ph (and maybe finishing triforce heroes idk abt that one i just want the linebeck outfit)#i played botw for like ten minutes a few weeks ago and then put it away without a second thought#so. if anyone wanted to know how i feel abt totk. its a bit alienating#i might blacklist every variation of ze/ink tbh. sayonara you weeaboo shits and your bland fucking milquetoast ship thats kinda irritating#i may delete this bc it errs on the side of being too personal but i really just need to write this stuff downh#anyways. going back to writing my thing abt my oc n linebeck hanging out and being gay
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Constantly taking rebound guy's bait because he's feeding me Disco Elysium can we just finally reach the part where I reject him and we never talk again that would be very NICE
#I have consulted to more of my friends and yea mm Weird !#There are details that I would share more but hmm HMMM maybe not! I forgot that this blog no longer has 3 followers!!!!
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The world is set on prescriptivism and... it doesn't jive with me
#I could elaborate on what I mean; but I don't see much point when it's not like anyone's even gonna see this#and I just kinda doubt that anything I'd have to say here would be all that insightful anyway#but I just find myself a descriptivist living in a world full of prescriptivists#which maybe that sounds silly; but I promise I mean something specific with it#and a lot of what I mean boils down to the concept that almost everyone seems to 'know' the right way to go about this or that#where as me... the more I live the more I find everyone's path is unique; and the stuff that worked for me isn't a good fit for everyone#and on the inverse; things that make me miserable might be exactly what someone else needs#every solution needs to be custom tailored to fit the person who uses it; that's what I find#(you can make some general guesses or nudges; but you're going to need to treat the patient; not the chart)#(ie; you're gonna need to actually engage with the specific person and figure out what works; not just toss generalisims at them)#so that's my stance; I don't try and say how things should be (when it comes to people) I just try and see how they are and go from there#...that's not how much of anyone else tends to view things; so I find anyway#everyone always has infinite advice about how you can do exactly what they think would fix your situation#and it comes from a place of caring; doesn't it? they say do this cause they're convinced that's what you need to do#but... both for me and for others I find it's rarely that simple; if it was that easy they'd have already done it#it's like my last therapist; all these ideas about what I needed to do (that were dumb; but had a kernel of sense in them)#(things like his suggestion I play pvp in a game with bad pvp and also I hate pvp)#(when the better suggestion was to group more; because the point was to get out of my comfort zone in low risk ways)#but he had all these ideas and it felt like he got very frustrated when I wasn't moving forward; so... I quit seeing him#and... turns out what I needed to move forward was to wait like a year or two for a big shake up#where I finally had the chance to leverage things into owning my house... and then I could actually act again#like right now I may be stuck; but not like then; I actually do have many ways forward that I can try and work on things#(and... I slowly try to... I'm not why people seem so convinced that I haven't thought of trying to move forward...)#(I just suck and it takes me a long time... way longer than I'd like... but I do try and keep moving forward)#eh... why do I even bother writing shit like this?#mm tag so i can find things later
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g. satoru who is a massive pervert and constantly whines for you to let him touch you all the time, even when you're both around others. you've lost count of how many times he grabs you and pulls you into his lap, his warm hands slipping under your shirt while sitting next to g. suguru, who's attention is no longer on the tv.
'he doesn't mind,' satoru always comforts you, grinning into the skin of your neck. 'sugu's my best friend, he knows i can't help but touch you, baby.'
best friend or not, that doesn't explain how you always ended up with your legs spread open wide in satoru's lap, your jeans and panties discarded somewhere on the floor as suguru kisses all over your thighs. the two of them talk like you aren't even there, as if you aren't growing wetter as each second passes.
"satoru," suguru purrs, his fingers running up and down your soft lips, parting them open to watch slick slowly drip out of you. "you must be doing something else to her. i've never seen it get wet so quickly." the way he speaks so calmly makes you dizzy. it's unfair, so fucking unfair how calm and collected suguru is when he's inches away from your pussy, those pretty purple eyes focused on it.
"yeah? 's wet?" it's also unfair how riled up it gets satoru, seeing his pretty baby getting shy because his best friend is rubbing his fingers up and down her slick folds. "she's so messy, isn't she? she's the prettiest little pussy," he coos into your ear. that gets a chuckle from suguru, his eyes finally looking at you. "always the one to talk to the pussy and not about it, aren't you, satoru?"
his fingers finally focus on your clit, rubbing little circles into it. both you and satoru look pretty from this angle, suguru notices. the pure need and shyness on your face paired with that manic desperation on satoru's...it's a perfect picture, one he wants saved forever. maybe next time you'll let him take some pictures...after all, he needs a new background for his phone.
"c'mooon, sugu...give her a kiss? c'mon, c'mon, give that cunt a kiss, tell me how sticky 'n' wet she is," satoru fucking begs, acting as if he's the one spread open and dripping. but you second the thought, giving suguru the prettiest little puppy eyes.
"anything for you, princess," he coos softly, leaning down and pressing a little kiss on your clit. it's so light you barely feel it but then he's peppering kisses on it, your wetness starting to get on his lips and making each press of his lips sticker and wetter. "s-sugu-!" before you can even beg for more, his mouth is on you. his tongue is so wet and hot on your cunt, it feels like he was drooling for you.
"does she taste good? how wet is she, suguru, c'mon, tell me, tell me how that pussy tastes, pretty please?"
"mm, satoru, it's almost as if you wanted to be between her legs."
"who wouldn't? she's so pretty, she's squirmin' so cutely, my pretty baby, my needy little mochi, her pussy's always so creamy and warm and messy, god, i miss it right now."
"shit...stop talking like that, you're gettin' me flustered, should i-"
"s-sugu, please, keep going," you so politely ask. it's unbearable how cute you are, it's taking everything in him to keep being nice, to keep treating your cunt nicely. he knows satoru is mean and practically bullies your pretty slit almost every day, but he wants to be the nice one, the one who you go to when your 'toru' is being too mean. yet, you're making it so fucking hard when you look at him with lidded eyes that beg him to be rougher with you...
but he knows he's done for when satoru whispers something in your ear that has your eyes fluttering a bit and gets a pretty little gasp from you. those gorgeous eyes—oh, do you have little tears in them too?—connect with his and he's fucked.
"s-suguuu, please," you coo to him, moving your legs to hook over his shoulders and pull him closer to the apex of your thighs. "i need your mouth on my pussy r-really bad, please don't tease me." you take a pause and squeeze your eyes shut, whining a little as satoru coos for you to keep going. "g-give my...my messy cunt attention, suguru..."
suguru shakily sighs and the next thing you know, his mouth is smushed against your pussy, his tongue hungrily swirling against your clit as his hands grab onto the fat of your thighs. he doesn't know what gojo told you in order to hear you say that, but he's silently thanking him as he messily sucks and slurps at your juicy cunt.
it's so hot, all it takes is a few swipes of his tongue and you're gushing everywhere. suguru lowers his head to dip into your hole and he moans. he missed this, missed the sweet taste of your juices on his tongue as you squirmed and moaned for him, your boyfriend's best friend.
"fuck, i-i can hear how wet she is," comes satoru's pitiful whine, his hand dipping down to swipe at your clit as suguru focused on lapping up everything that dripped out of you. "lemme help, lemme help, wanna help you get her creamy, sugu." the feeling of suguru groaning into your puffy folds has you keening, arching your back against satoru's chest. oh, he's in heaven watching you both. "yeah, you didn't know she could cream, didya? put your fingers in her, sugu, put 'em in that sticky little pussy 'n' angle up."
reluctantly pulling his mouth off you with a wet sound, suguru slips two of his fingers in you. he doesn't miss the cry of his name, but he really doesn't miss the delirious giggle and moan when he angles his fingers up, rubbing against that spongy spot.
"f-fuck, she's dripping..."
"go on, fuck her with your fingers, you know you wanna see her make a mess. make her fucking cream, suguru, get her prepped. maybe t'day she'll let you put it in...oh, based on your face, she just clenched on your fingers, yeah?"
his fingers are still swirling around your clit, his other coming down to press on your abdomen. he can hear you getting wetter, your little whimpers turning to moans as you slur their names desperately. he wants you to lose all thoughts, only able to think about him and suguru...yeah, he wants you all soft and sweet so he and his best friend can try and slip into those warm, slick walls.
"mmn...she's really creaming...god, pretty girl, can you cum for me? i wanna see you cum on my fingers. satoru, move your fingers, the poor thing needs my mouth on her."
"hmmm, suddenly you know what she needs? ehehehe, you're learninggg, suguruuuu!" if you had turned to look at satoru, you'd see the charged look in his eye, blue eyes practically glowing with insanity. his hand grabs a fistful of suguru's hair and pulls his face directly into your cunt, unable to handle any more of this. he wanted to see you cum on suguru's face.
"c'mon, c'mon, kiss it, suguru, make it messy for the both of us. mmh, fuck, listen to you making out with her pussy, s' wet and sticky, isn't it? oohmygod, both of you sound so good, she's gonna cum, sugu, she's gonna cum in your mouth...fuck, i love you both so much, can't wait to see you both fucking each other."
#geto suguru smut#gojo satoru smut#gojo smut#suguru smut#geto smut#geto suguru x reader#geto x reader#gojo x reader#gojo satoru x you#gojo satoru x reader#jjk smut#jjk x you#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen smut#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen x you#💎 ── satoru.#🔮 ── suguru.#i am insane !!#˗ˏˋ ★ lxnarworks .ᐟ
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debated spending actual real money on csp brushes
lowest point of my art career
#maybe its because i never wanted to spend money on art when i was younger#but i firmly believe you dont need special tools to make cool things!#but mm. some of those brushes are fun and i collect csp brushes like a freak#i also can never decide if i want something brushy or crunchy#but damn i saw a cool brush someone was using and when i went to check it was no longer free#i have no clippy to my name#but i dont NEED another textured pencil brush how many pencils does one man need??#jup says things
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idk man. i should be humble and whatnot but i have to defend myself
#strrambles#ok first we can all agree i had noble intentions yeah?#right then. did i do plenty things wrong? well no#my only mistakes i argue were pushing my responsibility onto jakob#and letting narzissenkreuz take over#first of all carter was fully justified. he was in full agreement. we had appropriate intentions.#and i regret it? mm maybe. without him we couldnt have continued our research.#(and here i must say people look back on these actions with a lens from the present. they judge us because they know the archon would#save the day. but we didnt know that.)#the foundation of the ordo was once again justified. we were open with our ideas#we showed them the revelations. which were accurate at that time#and offered a utilitarian method that would allow us to preserve everyone#we were open with the idea#and they joined.#we knew only how to dissolve and merge#and were aiming for a solution after the mass dissolutions#which im sure we could have achieved and as a result reseparated post disaster#though i guess i cant speak of what ifs here#but look those were the intentions and none were: hey lets live in a hivemind forever!#that being said#my major mistake was dissolving myself#i know ascension in that way requires you to strip all psyche and ego and the freud shit#but i overlooked just how unethical narzissenkreuz would be without those things#and arghghgg. i dont know man. though narz isnt me because i die with my psyche#i have an obligation over my creation#and he — or they — messed things up badly.#and yeah by that dissolution i also indirectly caused my own brother to take such a dark route#the lengths he went to just to revive me was. frankly very cool of him. in my lens. but also terrible for himself and terrible for everyone#else. like if id just held off on that dissolving part and let myself figure things out for a bit longer#if my dissolution even WORKED in the first place
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