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I drew her in a 90’s magical girl like style cuz that’s what @justmaiidraws AWESOME, EPIC TMNT AU is sorta about

[asideofkimchi]

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[chuluoyi]

The ask abt satoru helping pregnant! Reader to get up bc she's too plump to get up on our own after sitting down is PRICELESS!

But I was like gurl, I want to guilt trip him so bad.

Imagine he's teasing her again but she's actually pretty frustrated and like upset for some reason and she just tears up on the floor!

Imagine this poor man's reaction 😭😭

this time, it’s after you have your bath. you’re stuck in the bathtub and can’t get up—it’s always this way lately but satoru is always standing by at your beck and call to help you.

unless this time, when you call him, he’s just giggling away like the shithead he is.

“satoru!!! i can’t get up! just help me already!”

“ahahahah you’re so cute being stuck though!”

and hot, he added internally. the way the water cascades around your taut belly somehow turns him on. he’ll fight anyone who says that they no longer find their wives attractive while pregnant, because in his eyes, you look heavenly.

meanwhile, now you’re getting real upset. you’re self-conscious that he has to see you all naked after bath almost every day, and you take his laughing the wrong way.

and doubled with your hormones, you finally tear up. “hic…”

oh and satoru’s laughter immediately dies down, turns into a panicked frown as he approaches you and gets a hold over your body. “hey, hey… sorry—let’s get you out of here, yeah?”

you’re still sniffling even after he picks you up and dries you off, but then you’re getting louder after he puts you in your pajamas.

“hey… don’t cry, i’m sorry—”

“huwaaa!!”

or it could also be you’re just prolonging your cries so you can guilt trip him 💁🏻‍♀️ anyway, he doesn’t know, all he knows is seeing you crying makes him uneasy.

“stop crying…” he pulls you in his arms, patting you in the back with a sad face. “sorry. i’m sorry, okay? i don’t mean to make fun of you. it’s not good for you and the baby if you’re upset… so please?”

you roll your watery eyes at him, suddenly running out of tears and pulling away. “you’re a shit.”

“—! yeah. okay…”

“you’re the shittiest.”

“mm-hmm, whatever you say, sweets.”

and that night, following ‘whatever you say’ rule, he’s sleeping on the couch.

[xxstylefntsyxx]

DAISUKE EATING THEIR PARTNER WHILE THEY PLAY VIDEO GAMES.

My first ask!? Omg hehehe, I've been waiting for this day! Of course, theres others lined up too, but I would love more suggestions in the future! Thank you and for your patience hears your prize! It a bit short... but bear with me. I've been busy lately!!

Girls And Video Games

The ship was quiet today, nothing needing fixing and Curly was letting everyone take the day off. You decided why not go to your boyfriends room and hangout with his cool toys?

You grabbed a blanket and some snacks from your room to go down to his. You heard some music and what sounded like daisuke cursing.

"Fuck!" You heard as you opened the door. He was sitting on his bed with his headphones plugged in. You could see he was playing Mario kart on hamis switch. You came over to him and light tapped his shoulder.

He jumped, "Shit!"

"Heyy!" You said sitting down. Daisuke threw his arms on you, pulling ykj down on the soft bedding. "Babeeee! Hi, what have you been doing!? You sleep good? Miss me? Love you! Did you come to see meee? Oh you shouldn't have!" He was overly excited for you and it made you giggle on the inside. He kissed all over your face and neck, "Mm~ someone smells really fucking good!" He said, taking a deep breath in. You squirm, feeling his hair tickle you.

"Heyy! I didn't come here for thisss! I came cause you said you'd let me play Super Smash Bros with you!" You pushed his shoulders gently. He pulled back, kissing your forehead.

He sat back to set the game up for you two. He slipped to the floor to sit between your legs. "Kay baby, choose your character! Me, I fuck with King Dee Dee Dee." (Yall please, he's my fave cause he's so cute... imma Kirby gurl though.)

"Donky Kong." You said. He looked up at you, those brown eyes that mesmerized you. He gave you a tight, "Pfft."

You scoffed, rolling your eyes, "What!?"

"Stop grabbing. " He said dryly.

"Stop, smashing." You said.

"Get closer you coward." You said with an annoyed grin.

Daisuke rolled his eyes and started the match.

As the game went on, you both became heated. Throwing insults and raged outbursts until eventually.

"Fuck you, I won!" You said. He looked up itu a goofy smile, "Cause I let you. Stupid girl~"

Your face felt hot, looking away from him and ruffling his hair. You decided on playing animal crossing while he laid between your thighs, lovingly squeezing and kissing them.

You were too far gone trying to fish and fuck around going bankrupt, not noticing his advances.

He slowly started nipping and sucking your thighs, groaning internally as he did. You moaned a bit when he slowly trailed his lounge over the sensitive spots he bruised.

"What are you-?"

"Hush, and continue playing. You're making me bankruot, might as well pay me?" He said in a low voice. He sounded bored and out if it, but you knew he had a motive.

You continued playing while he was still being mischievous. You felt him turn around fully, his breath ghosting over your thighs. He took his hand and pushed your stomach until you laid all the way back.

"You okay dai?" You asked still not looking down at what he was doing. He responded with a mumbled yes and started slowly bringing your shorts down. You whined and he quietly shushed you, "Hush, last time I got caught it wasn't so good for me. Be good baby."

He continued on, kissing down your stomach until he made it to your panties. Like he was unprovoked on the position he put you in, he pushed your legs apart until they were wide enough for him to slip between.

You were trying to distract yourself from the growing wetness dampening your panties. He licked a long stripe up your clothed cunt before settling on your clit.

Slow licks that sent shock down your spine and made you slightly moan. He pushed them aside slowly, watching you stick to them slightly.

"Holy shit. I haven't done anything to you yet~ Selfish girl." He purred. You jolted, his tongue seeped between your quivering folds, licking up your sweet fluids like it was sweetener, earning a rich and satisfied groan.

"Fuck you're delicious. So fucking good." He whispered against you.

You were trembling, trying to hold the console in your hands while simultaneously indulging in such lewd acts against your body. Your back arched unconsciously when his tongue swirled aroudn your sensitive clit.

"Ah- shit!" You moaned, unable to keep focus. He gave a small smirk, spitting on your clit and licking it off.

Two arms locked your legs around his shoulders and gently he began undoing your most sensitive spots and making you a mess.

He started shaking his head, suckling your precious pearl like it was candy.

He had a knack for eating messily. Leaving you drenched in saliva and your juices down your ass and onto the bed.

"H-hey! Wait!" But it was too late. His tounge traced a singular line up, leaving you aching. The pleasure he gave you was on another planet.

You felt the coils in your stomach coming undone, arching and grinding into his face, wanton moans leaving your wet lips.

"Dai! I'm gonna-" and then he stopped. That pressure building ceased and left you with this buzzed feeling downway.

You shot up immediately to see what the problem was, for a second you thought you did something so you were cautious to make sure he wasn't hurt or anything, but he was smiling up at you, "Mm? Sorry, pretty, not yet♡"

"What!? What the hell, if this is about earlier, I won fair and square! You're being a tease and I wanted to cum why!?" You were pouting, he loved that. It made him stiff, but that was for later, right now though...

He stood up, grabbing a joystick and sitting beside you, "Well, I'm a sore loser, so best two out of three?"

"If you lose daisuke, I'm going to fuck you up do for this." You snarled. Daisyke didn't care, though. He knew a way to best you fair and square without even cheating. Beating you at a game of, "Jumpforce?"

"No. Dude that's fucking cheating cause you know I'm bad at that! Can't we just have fucking sex!" You whined.

"No, you're being a baby right now, Y/N~" He sung to you, his fingers trailed your thigh to your cunt. He split your thighs apart, slipping his fingers tontouch your clit. You moaned, "Daisuke~"

He licked your neck before sucking it, "Stop being a whine and play the game baby~"

"You're such a tease, daisuke. Such a fucking tease."

[writtenbyan-aries]

Hey Gurl. 🥰 Can you do one at a Halloween Party with The Sturniolo Triplets. You are best friends with all off them but have feelings for Matt. You two got drunk af and fuck in a random bathroom. (make it super duper smutty please.) And suddenly Chris and Nick walk in bc they were in search of Matt. Nick has one of his trantrums and Chris just smirked and turned around pulling Nick with him. The next they they tease you about this. Pleaseeeee 🥰🥰

Warnings: SMUT18+, strong language, drinking, party vibes, flirting, kissing, hair pulling, biting, scratching, unprotected slightly drunk sex, general filth

Word Count: 2059 | unedited

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“Are you almost ready?”

You glance back as Tiff walks into your room, “Yeah, just need to..” you lean forward, painting your lips with your red lipstick and you sigh, “There. Done.”

You stand up, smoothing out your dress, “How do I look?”

Tiff raises her brows and smirks, “Yeah, if this doesn’t catch Matt’s attention then I-“

“I do not..” you cut her off, “I do not want Matt’s attention.”

She rolls her eyes, “Yeah, okay. Say that again when you’re drunk and whispering to me about being too scared to talk to him.”

You sigh, “I’m not scared.” You pick up your bag, “And I will prove it, later on.”

“Yeah, okay.” She laughs, “I’ll believe it when I see it.”

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You walk into the Sturniolo house. It’s decked out with Halloween decor, music is blasting, and there was a lot of people.

“I didn’t even know they had this many friends.” Tiff mumbles as she moves to stand next to you. You shrug, “I guess they do, oh. There’s Nick.”

You hold your hand up, waving to him as he walks over, “Hey, hey. Glad you could make it.” He leans in to hug you, “Drinks are over there, food is right next to it. Have a spook-tacular night.”

“Good one.” You laugh and he shrugs, “It’s the Halloween spirit.”

You nod, giving him a smile, “I’m going to go get a drink.” You look at Tiff and she nods, “Yes, me too!”

She follows you over to the table and you pour yourself a drink.

“Oh.” She elbows you, but causes you to spill some of the soda and you huff, “Tiff.” You glance up at her, “You just made me-“

“Yeah, yeah. Look.” She subtly points and you look around until you see Matt, “Matt?”

She nods, “Yeah, you gonna prove that you’re not scared to talk to him?”

You take a sip of your mixed drink and sigh, “Maybe when I have a few more of these in my system.”

“I don’t think you’ll have that much time, babe.” Tiff mumbles and as you turn to throw the paper towel away, Matt grabs your biceps, “Spill a drink already?”

“No.” You laugh, “Tiff bumped me and I missed the cup.”

“Ahh, I see.” He glances at Tiff who’s walking away, “Well, thanks for wiping that up. Most people would have left it.”

You lean around him, tossing the towel into the trash bin, “It’s not a problem, I wasn’t raised in a barn or anything.”

He laughs and you feel your knees buckle, but you keep cool, “So, um. What are you supposed to be?” He shrugs, “Vampire.” He reaches into his pocket and pulls out plastic fangs.

He pops them into his mouth, giving you a slightly muffled, “See?”

You smile and shake your head, “Can’t even tell you have them in.”

He takes them out and licks his lips, “Thanks, that really helps.” He reaches out, pinching the hem of your short dress, “You’re not here to arrest anyone are you?”

You glance down at the fake SWAT badge on your chest and you shrug, looking up at him, “Only if it’s truly necessary.”

He nods, “Mm, well let’s hope it don’t come to that, yeah?” He smirks and gives you a wink, “I’ll find you later, gotta make my way around and thank people for coming.” He rolls his eyes, “Nick says it’s polite or whatever for hosting a party.”

You tilt your head, “I mean, yeah, he’s kind of right, but I won’t tell if you don’t.”

He smirks, “I’ll be back.”

You watch him walk away, smiling as he glances back before stopping to talk to some other people.

Tiff walks up to you, her mouth open, “Wooow. I’ll find you later… he’s so interested in you.”

“No.. he was just..” you sigh, “I don’t know. Maybe.”

“The way he grabbed your dress, girl. He’s in. To. you.”

“We’ll see.” You laugh and down your first drink.

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You were drunk, laughing and dancing with Tiff.

The place was packed.

The music seemed louder in a way.

You were overall having so much fun.

You seen Tiff’s lips move, like she was saying something, but you didn’t hear her. She took your hand and spun you around and Matt’s hands were on your waist.

He gave you a smirk and you went with it.

You spun around, your ass pressing against his crotch and your back against his chest. His hands were guiding you with the beat of the song.

His lips right next to your ear, a low groan ringing through them as you grinding a little harder.

You spin around, your arms moving around his neck as you look up at him.

He pulls his bottom lip between his teeth as his hands move up to the small of your back, “You wanna go somewhere?”

You furrow your brows and tilt your head, “What?”

He leans down, his lips right by your ear, “I asked if you wanna go somewhere with me.”

That’s what you thought he said.

“Yes.” You breathe out, your hands sliding to his chest, “Please.”

He brings a hand up, taking it into his, “Come with me.” He leads you through the crowd, and down the hall to a room.

You walk in, your eyes scanning quickly over the decorated bathroom, but you don’t really care about that right now.

You lean against the counter, reaching out to pull him towards you by his jacket as he walks over to you. His hands slide down your thighs, stopping to lift you up onto the counter and your lips were glued to his.

He swallows your moans, giving your hips a squeeze before sliding them down to push up your dress, “You look so fuckin’ hot in this outfit, ma..” He leans back, his eyes scanning over your face, “Been wanting to rip it off of you all night.”

“Well…” you giggle, “You can’t rip it off of me just yet, but you can lift it up for now.”

He pulls you off of the counter and spins you around, your eyes locking onto his in the mirror.

His hands pull the skirt part of your dress up over your was and he pulls your panties down. His fingers dip down to drag over your wet cunt and you gasp, pushing your hips back more, “Fuck, Matt. Please!”

He smirks, biting his lip as he undoes his jeans.

You watch him in the mirror, your jaw dropping slightly as you see his cock get freed from his boxers. You look back up at him and he tilts his head, “Eyes on me, baby, okay?”

You nod, fighting to not roll your eyes back as he slips into you slowly with a groan of his own, “Fuck.”

You grip the edge of the counter, your brows furrowing as he slowly pulls out, and you moan loudly as he thrusts back in.

His eyes stay on you, his head tilting back just slightly as his jaw clenches tightly.

“M-Matt.” You gasp out, eyes rolling shut just for a split second. He thrusts stop and he pulls out, spinning you around to lift you back onto the counter, “Eyes on me. I wanna watch that pretty face while I fuck you.”

You nod, gasping loudly as his cock slips back into you and his thrusts resume.

He slides a hand up to the back of your neck as he leans in to guide your lips in a heated make out.

Your hands slide up his chest to his neck, moaning out as his teeth clamp down onto your bottom lip. He gasps, quickly following up with a groan as your nails drag down his skin, leaving red lines in their path, “Showin’ everyone I’m yours, huh, ma?”

“Didn’t.. know you were mine.”

He smirks, tilting his head as he brushes hair from your face, “You’ve had me under your spell since day one, baby.”

“Would have been nice to know.” You bite your lip in attempt to hide your smirk, but fail.

“Not my fault you took this long.” He laughs lowly and leans back in to kiss you as his thrust pick up, “You feel so good.”

You tilt your eyes to the side, your eyes staying on him as yours walls squeeze around him, “F-fuck.. I’m.. so close.”

He nods, his grip on your hips tightening as he tilts your face back towards him with his fingers on your chin, “Go on.”

You wrap your arm around his neck, pulling him in to connect your lips in a sloppy kiss as you moan.

“I’m gonna Che-“ the door opens and there stands Nick, “Jesus fuck! You really couldn’t have locked the door? Like is it really that fucking hard to twist the little thing on the knob? Seriously guys?”

Matt tries his best to keep you both covered and all you can do is laugh.

“Can you, just.. get the fuck out?” Matt scoffs, “kinda in the middle of something here.” He glances down and you cover your face as you keep laughing.

“Alright..” Chris smirks, “Come on, Nick. You can lecture them later.”

“We have a house full of people, a house full of rooms, even.” Nick bitches as he’s pulled away by Chris, “And they chose the downstairs fucking bathroom…”

The door is pulled closed and you look from the door to Matt, “You gonna lock that now?”

“Fuck no, I have something more important to tend to.” Matt crashes his lips back onto yours and his thrusts resume, desperate to get you back to where you were before the previous interruption - and it didn’t take long.

Your fingers tangled within his hair at the the nape of his neck, moaning loudly as your legs tighten around his waist, “Fuckfuckfuck, yes yes, right there.”

He lean forward, his lips attaching to the skin of your neck as he guides you through your high, “Such a pretty girl.”

He groans lowly as he kisses up your jaw to your lips, “I hope you don’t plan on going home after this.”

You shake your head slightly, “Not unless you’re coming with me.” You smirk against his lips and moan as he wraps his arm around you to thrust into you deeper.

He mumbles against your lips, “You’re not going anywhere.” He smirks and kisses you against, his thrusts growing sloppy rather quickly.

You loosen your legs, just in time for him to pull out and spill his cum onto your thigh. You kiss him through it, swallowing each of his moans and groans as he comes down.

He slides his hands up to your face, cupping your cheeks as he kisses your lips one last time before stepping back to grab the towel.

He wipes off your leg, cleans himself up and redresses as you slide down off the counter and pull your panties back up.

You glance over at him as you fix your dress and smirk as you see he’s staring at you, “What?”

He shakes his head, “Nothing.” He chuckles, “Just thinking of how we can sneak to my room without Nick lecturing us again.” He rolls his eyes and you laugh, “I think if we just make a run for it, we’ll be good.”

Matt laughs and walks over to you, he presses his lips to yours and you let out a sigh, “I may be a little drunk right now, but this wasn’t a one time thing was it?”

He furrows his brows and shakes his head, “I meant what I said, baby.” He pulls you in by the waist and smirks, “You’re not going anywhere, and neither am I.”

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I haven’t really been in a writing mood, but I’ve been forcing myself to work through it so I don’t fall deeper in the slump, my apologies if this sucks. Thank you for reading anyway! I love you so much and I will catch you in the next one 🖤

Likes and reblogs are majorly appreciated!

[someprettyname]

I was a puddle on the floor. I have 3 weaknesses.

Kunigami

Bring called princess by kunigami

Random gifts from kunigami

surname? that IS your name, sir 🤨🤨 pt. 2

— 𝖿𝗍. 𝗂𝗌𝖺𝗀𝗂 𝗒𝗈𝗂𝖼𝗁𝗂, 𝖻𝖺𝖼𝗁𝗂𝗋𝖺 𝗆𝖾𝗀𝗎𝗋𝗎, 𝖻𝖺𝗋𝗈 𝗌𝗁𝗈𝖾𝗂, 𝗄𝗎𝗇𝗂𝗀𝖺𝗆𝗂 𝗋𝖾𝗇𝗌𝗎𝗄𝖾, 𝗓𝖺𝗇𝗍𝖾𝗍𝗌𝗎 𝗍𝗌𝗎𝗋𝗎𝗀𝗂, 𝗄𝖺𝗋𝖺𝗌𝗎 𝗍𝖺𝖻𝗂𝗍𝗈, 𝗇𝗂𝗄𝗈 𝗂𝗄𝗄𝗂 — 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖼𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗆 𝖻𝗒 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗂𝗋 𝗅𝖺𝗌𝗍 𝗇𝖺𝗆𝖾 — 𝖼𝗐: 𝖵𝖤𝖱𝖸𝖸𝖸𝖸𝖸 𝖮𝖮𝖢; 𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗍𝖾𝗋𝗂𝗓𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇𝗌 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗌𝗂𝗆𝗉𝗅𝗒 𝗁𝖼𝗌!! (𝗂 𝗁𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝖽𝗂𝖿𝖿𝗂𝖼𝗎𝗅𝗍𝗒 𝗀𝗋𝖺𝗌𝗉𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗉𝖾𝗋𝗌𝗈𝗇𝖺𝗅𝗂𝗍𝗂𝖾𝗌 𝗈𝖿 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾 𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗍𝖾𝗋𝗌 𝗌𝗈 𝖸𝖴𝖯𝖯𝖯 𝖻𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽 𝗈𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗂𝗋 𝗐𝗂𝗄𝗂 + (𝗄𝗂𝗇𝖽𝖺) 𝗅𝗈𝗈𝗄𝗌 + 𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝗏𝗂𝖻𝖾𝗌 𝖧𝖨𝖣𝖠𝖨𝖲𝖣𝖩 — 𝗆𝗒 𝖻𝗋𝖺𝗂𝗇 𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝖿𝗂𝗇𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝗀𝗋𝖺𝗇𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝗆𝖾 𝗉𝖾𝗋𝗆𝗂𝗌𝗌𝗂𝗈𝗇 𝗍𝗈 𝗉𝗋𝗈𝖽𝗎𝖼𝖾 𝖻𝖺𝗇𝗀𝖾𝗋𝗌 𝖲𝖮𝖮𝖮 𝖧𝖤𝖱𝖤𝖤𝖤 <3; 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝖺 𝖻𝖺𝗇𝗀𝖾𝗋 (𝗂 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗄)

𝗉𝗍. 1 𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾!

gang i fumbled

[yooniesim]

hello and happy new year! ceci, do you happen to have or could you please make a tutorial on creating teeth if it's not a big hassle? i wanted to make a very particulat teeth shape for my sim, but apparently i do something wrong because the result morphs the whole face in a weird way

gurl the "happy new year" is beating my ass rn, not this exposing the state of my inbox...... 😭😭😭

but ok more seriously, I'll get on with the tutorial 😳

Step 1

first, we're going to use s4studio to create our package. we're going to clone the EA teeth to use as our base.

open s4studio and select "create 3D mesh" under "CAS"

click the blue "CAS" button

Step 2

select "Face" from the Part Type dropdown menu. this will make only the teeth files show up.

we're interested in both "yuTeeth" and "yuTeeth_Snaggle", but select yuTeeth first! (you can hover over each picture to see the names too)

click next, and save your package file as whatever you want.

Step 3

zoom in close to the model with mouse wheel until you can see the teeth, to make sure everything is correct, then go to the "meshes" tab on the right side

export your mesh and save it where you can find it.

note: if you've never used s4s or blender before, make sure your blender location is set up correctly in the s4s settings. otherwise, the sims4studio tools won't show up in blender & we won't be able to edit our cut numbers later.

Step 4

now that we have our mesh, we need to edit it in blender. I'm currently using version 4.2. the controls are different in different versions, so feel free to ask me about it if you're using another version and something isn't working right.

open your mesh in blender. press the N key to get rid of the side panel and Numpad 5 to make the view better/less disorienting. you can zoom in and out with the mouse wheel, and move around by holding the mouse wheel and moving the mouse.

look to the right panel where "rig" is listed. click the arrow to expand the list so you can see all parts of the rig.

click the eye symbols next to "head" and "head_2" to make them invisible so you can easily see the teeth!

Step 5

there are many ways of editing teeth, of course, but what i'm going to show you is basically how to frankenmesh them. this is a good way of creating subtle variety in MM style, without it being overly difficult! we're going to combine the regular and snaggle teeth as an example.

go from object mode to edit mode by clicking the menu at the bottom and selecting "edit mode"

afterwards, click the symbol on the bottom right to toggle "x-ray" so you can see all your vertices when editing.

Step 6

left click in the gray space to deselect all. there will be no orange left anywhere on the mesh.

then, hover over the top teeth and press the "L" key over a vertice (the small black dots) to start selecting the top half only. you should only have to select a couple vertices until everything on the top half is highlighted orange. you can change your view by holding down the mouse wheel and moving the mouse.

Step 7

now, press "X" key to bring up the delete menu.

click "vertices" to delete the parts of the mesh we've highlighted. only the bottom half of the teeth will be left behind. if there's any floating parts left over, highlight those with L and delete them the same way.

Now, repeat Steps 1-3 with "yuTeeth_Snaggle". when you have that mesh exported and saved where you can find it, continue to the next step.

Step 8

go back into object mode. you must be in object mode to append meshes.

go to file -> append to bring up another window

double click your snaggle mesh you just exported

double click "object"

double click "s4studio_mesh_1"

click "append" (if the window didn't close already) and the snaggle mesh will be added to your current mesh!

Step 9

you will see several new mesh parts in the list on the right. right click over "bone_bone_shape.001" and click delete to remove it, since it's just a duplicate.

do the same thing with "rig.001" to delete it as well

select the mesh part you just appended- which is "s4studio_mesh_1.001" to select it and go back to object mode (you can also rename it now by double clicking it if you want)

Step 10

repeat what we did in Steps 6-7 to remove the bottom teeth of the snaggle mesh. you may need to be more careful since these teeth are less straight & overlap more. take your time, and if you make a mistake, you can press CTRL+ Z to undo. you can also click the eye icon next to our first mesh part to hide it so you can see better.

when you're done deleting, unhide the first mesh part to see how it looks together. you now have the top teeth from yuTeethSnaggle and the bottom teeth from yuTeeth on the same mesh! you can mix and match many teeth parts this way.

I decided to rename my mesh parts to top & bottom to keep them organized. you can click the eye symbols to hide either one and see how each part looks. when you're ready, select the top teeth mesh part and return to edit mode.

Step 11

some of EA's meshes have very few polys, so they can be hard to edit, especially if you want to move individual teeth. but, teeth are so small that they don't need/shouldn't have too high of a poly count. having every single tooth be super detailed is overkill, so it's a good idea to only increase polys in the specific areas you want to edit. for this example, i'm going to mainly focus on the front teeth.

select the front teeth by right clicking + dragging over the area you want to select, and it will highlight orange.

go to "edge -> subdivide" to increase the polys in the selected area only, which will give you more to work with. DO NOT SUBDIVIDE TOO MUCH! once should be plenty for this.

Step 12

now for the fun part- actually editing the teeth to be unique! you don't have to do this if you only want to mix & match EA parts, but it's neat to toy around with, even if you just do tiny edits. there's a variety of ways to do this, and I like to do a mixture, but for this example I'm going to use proportional editing.

click the circle button to turn on proportional editing

left click any vertice you'd like to edit

press the G key (move tool) and scroll the mouse wheel forward until the gray circle appears on your screen. this circle represents the influence of editing- the bigger the circle, the wider range of vertices will be moved around that point. the smaller the circle, the smaller/more detailed the change.

move the vertices around by moving your mouse. you'll see right away how it moves. play around with it by using a combination of scrolling the wheel back and forth and moving the mouse.

left click to confirm/stop moving the vertices. you can undo using CTRL + Z if you need to. keep repeating this step by selecting vertices, pressing G, and moving them around how you want. you can also use proportional editing with the S key (scale tool) to make areas bigger or smaller. in blender 4.2, you can also click the tools on the top left side of the window if you want to mostly use your mouse, but I usually use the keyboard.

when you're done editing your mesh and you're ready to test it out, save your file before moving to the next step. keep a copy to the side so you have something to come back to later if you want to change anything!

Step 13

now we're going to prepare our mesh to be game-ready. some of the most important aspects of that is ensuring a) the mesh part is correctly named and b) the "cut" number is correct. if these things are off, the game won't know how to read it, and we'll get odd bugs like missing heads or our mesh just not showing up at all. we currently have two mesh parts and teeth only need one, so we'll fix that first.

first, go to object mode and select both mesh parts by holding shift and clicking each one.

press CTRL + J to join them together into one part.

Step 14

another thing we need to do is remove doubles so our mesh doesn't look weird or have any odd shadows in-game. in blender 4, it's "merge by distance", but in earlier versions it's just "remove doubles". you should do this when you're done editing, because it'll be difficult to edit after this step. I always do it after I merge all my mesh parts & am about to import for testing. I also double check the cut numbers after this to be sure they're right.

rename your combined mesh part to "s4studio_mesh_1" and ensure the cut number is 0.

go to edit mode and select all by pressing the A key

go to mesh -> clean up -> merge by distance

unhide the "head" and "head_2" parts of the rig you hid in Step 4

save your mesh as a new file name so you don't overwrite your working mesh, in case you want to go back and change something

Step 15

go back into your package in s4studio and import your new mesh

if you like how it looks & are done editing, select LODs 1, 2, and 3 in the dropdown menu and import your mesh there too. these are normally different meshes, but since EA based teeth are so insanely low poly, there isn't much point making individual LODs for them. but it's not that difficult to make them if you want to- if anyone wants a quick tutorial for that, let me know!

Step 16

you can stop here if you want- the teeth will take on the texture of your defaults if you used the yuTeeth package as a base. however, since we've used the Snaggle teeth on top, I think an adjusted texture might look better. I always use the textures by @ice-creamforbreakfast for my teeth, so head over there and grab their defaults if you haven't already! then grab the "uneven teeth" package file and open it in s4s.

export the texture from the uneven teeth package file as dds

go back to your package file and import it! (and don't forget to credit ice-cream if you post your teeth publicly ;3)

Step 17

lastly, go to categories tab and scroll to the bottom. if you want your teeth to be enabled for random sims, check the box

if you want the teeth to be considered a certain type (like buck teeth), change the miscellaneous to that type. if it doesn't matter or you're not sure, just keep it as TeethStraight.

Finally, save your package and you're done! :)

[glamorousfantasyfic]

Singing my heart out

Pairing : Azriel × reader

Word count : baby , Idk

Summery: Azriel is your roommate and you are in the mood to blast out songs but didn't expect Az to see you singing your personal concert .

Warnings : some kissing scenes, banter, fluff .

I looked outside the window, the city was bustling and small lights marked the streets. I couldn't hear the city noise, thanks to the soundproof glass but I was comforted by others going about their night.

I was having too much energy for tonight, and it will probably bite me in the ass later when going to bed and not being able to sleep.

So I turned towards my room and searched for my speaker and microphone which I had gifted myself as last year's birthday present. I wanted something fun and a dance song to get this pent-up energy out.

" Perfect, this is the one "

I grabbed my microphone and put on Taylor Swift cause there's nothing I love more than Miss Tay's music.

I started bobbing my head with the beat and closed my eyes.

" Midnight "

" You come and pick me up, no headlights

Long drive

Could end in burning flames or paradise"

Now I am doing a full-blown dance and singing like I am Miss Tay, ohh how I wish !!

"Fade into view, oh

It's been a while since I have even heard from you "

Now I am just letting go and feeling this music baby !!

"And I should just tell you to leave 'cause I

Know exactly where it leads, but I

That's it, this room is my concert and I am doing a show for the audience.

And I am singing as loud and proud as I can " You got that James Dean daydream look in your eye

And I got that red lip classic thing that you like

And when we go crashing down, we come back every time

'Cause we never go out of style, we never go out of style"

I am imagining someone's eyes they are golden and warm like honey and they hold me captivated. With my eyes held closed, I imagine him with his beautiful face looking at me with so much heat.

His eyes did not leave mine, not even blinking.

"You got that long hair, slicked back, white T-shirt

And I got that good girl faith and a tight little skirt

And when we go crashing down, we come back every time

'Cause we never go out of style, we never go out of style"

His piercing gaze on me and his Adam's apple moving and now I am hot and bothered. With a fuzzy feeling in my stomach.

"So it goes

He can't keep his wild eyes on the road, mm

Takes me home

The lights are off, he's taking off his coat, mm, yeah"

I can't stray my eyes away and I just want to tear his clothes apart with my bare hands. And he's taking off his coat, the fuzzy feeling in my lower belly expanding.

"I say, "I heard, oh

That you've been out and about with some other girl, some other girl"

And that other gurl, I am gonna kill that one yeah!

He says, "What you heard is true, but I

Can't stop thinkin' 'bout you and I"

I said, "I've been there too a few times"

Yeah but gotta pretend that doesn't bother me. Yeah and as I open my eyes to roll them

There were warm eyes

Wait what ??

I stared, my eyes wide, song forgotten, Taylor you really need to shut up now.

His mouth tilted upwards, he looked at me from afar, arms crossed across his chest, the tattooed muscles bulging.

Standing and leaning against my door frame looks delicious with droplets dripping down his face, one coming down his neck and ...

Okay! Snap out of it.

I quickly or tried to turn off the speaker, turned calmly and placed my microphone on the bedside table, my back to his I took a deep breath.

" You don't have to stop at my expense, darling "

And coughed right out of the air. Turning towards him said, " Umm .. well I kinda was hoping I was alone "

I said looking down and playing with my hands and the string of my pajama pants !!

Oh no, I am in my pajamas! These are hideous.

" Well we can't let that whole show, go to waste can we ?"

Quickly untangling my hands, I looked up, " How long were you standing there ?"

" Since your tight little skirt, yeah that's what that was, isn't it? "

I tried to fight the blush creeping up my face but it was no use.

" It was an amazing show though, I thought I was having a heavenly experience. "

He said still leaning, still with his stupid smirk which was now turning into a smile.

" Shut up, I thought I was alone and wanted to burn off some energy, okay !? "

I said folding my own hands across my chest and his gaze moved towards my chest. Then I realized, were not covered with bras and we were perked up because of my little show here.

His gaze moved upwards but that smile had turned into something malicious.

I quickly dropped my hands to my sides, still unsure why had I put on my pajamas so early.

He stalked towards me.

" What are you... doing?"

He didn't stop until he was a foot away from me.

Feeling his warm breath, I tilted my head upwards, almost injuring his chin and my head.

"Oops sorry."

I said with intent to take a step back but his arms sneaked around my waist holding me in place and flushed against his.

Leaving me no room to breathe, he bent down brought his mouth close to my face and whispered in my ear

" Y/N, I can suggest many activities to release that energy ."

Too flabbergasted to answer I just stood there not breathing, just still.

" Y/N, darling you need to breathe."

I snapped out of it and took a slow, steady breath.

"Az," I said or wished to say but it came out as a whisper.

" Mhmm, yes ." He rumbled, his eyes darting between my mouth and eyes.

I felt his words to my core, but an idea snapped at me.

" That song, I was imagining Cas," I said fighting a smile.

His eyes snapped towards mine, the lust circling in his eyes, tampered down but still there.

He pulled himself back, his hand still around my waist.

" What did you just say ?" Raising an eyebrow, he said.

" I said ...."

I say saying every word and sound painfully slowly.

"I dare you to say another man's name right now," he said possession and jealousy in his eyes as he slowly stepped towards me.

I smirked and looked in those dark yellow eyes

I stepped back but due to the bed behind me I fell

" Oomph"

As we fell on the bed, I pinned underneath him.

" I said Cassi-"

His wings were tucked neatly and unraveled, and both hands were on either side of my face. He caged me and kissed me roughly with passion and so much hunger, I couldn't help but kiss him back but as I moved my hands for his hair, he grabbed both of my wrists and pushed them back into the mattress

I groaned he broke away from the kiss,

" This is your punishment for trying to tease me. No hands on me, and you are my dessert, which I am going to have early. "

He said smiling wickedly and as I went to pout, he roughly kissed me again.

That's how we spent our evening and safe to say I slept very peacefully that night with all the ' Activities' that I had done.

I hope you enjoyed this, it was my first time writing my crazy thoughts down so please feel free to correct me or give any feedbacks that you have. If you have any Azriel requests, do share these and I will talk to you soon.

Byeeee !!

[whatbigotspost]

so uh ya gurl has been talking about being a highly masked AuDHD nonprofit leader who is newly integrating accommodations I need into my professional and personal lives, over on my socials that come with my guvment* name.

It’s going as well as I could hope. There have been real gifts in the process. Like when a former volunteer who doesn’t even live in my same state anymore reached out to tell me how I’ve opened her eyes and she’s asked me a million questions about the self-exploration and diagnosis process and we’ve been messaging a bit about it and this was her last note to me

I’m like baby girl you are NOT imagining it, it’s a very real thing we are experiencing as a people right now and THANK GOD. Also 😭😭😭😭😭 I am so honored to have inspired someone to self reflect on something so important.

humans are not as neurotypical as neurotypicals think we are.

humans are not as cis as cis people think we are.

humans are not as straight as straight people think we are.

humans are not as able bodied as able bodied people think we are.

You get my point.

I’m making this NOT rebloggable bc I have at least one coworker who is among the userbase and MM if you follow me directly hiiiiii the moment we thought may come someday is happening WOW but if not, I hope you never see this 😅

*let’s be clear, it’s NEVER been scarier to admit anything of this nature under your guvment name right?!??!??!??????!!!!!!

[milkzoro]

MY BABY GURL-

May you offer some more zombie Luffy please? I desire more of him-

I don’t mind him nibbling on my while he fucks my brains out- :3

sum more zombie!lu for yew 🤍

version 2 ! (original post)

⋆.✧̣̇˚.⚝𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪★ ✧˖°˗ˏˋ

a fever you can’t sweat out

luffy whined in bed all day, he laid there covered in sweat while tears stained his cheeks, he felt hopeless. this was something completely different for him, he wished he would feel better soon so that he would be the one taking care of you, even though you were completely fine.

after going over all the possibilities of the causes of his sickness, we were both stumped, “are you sure you didn’t eat something bad, lu?” he shook his aching head before a thought crossed his mind.

“we’ll now that you mention it… i did get bit by something… don’t worry peach, ‘m strong.” just as he said that his head started to throb. you rubbed from his shoulder to his chest to try and comfort him, he still had an insane fever, his skin was scorching hot.

“that’s not how that works baby, i’m worried about you.” saddness filled you emotions, you knew he wanted to be okay for you but he physically couldn’t.

“a kiss to make me feel better? then i’ll tell you what happened, promise!” he reached out for you, pulling on the back of your neck to get you close, he looked deep into your soft eyes and smiled. you rolled your eyes and mumbled, ‘fine’ as if you weren’t going to give him a lil smooch anyways.

his lips were warm as he kissed you, his tongue begged for entrance as he tried to push past your plush lips. you allowed it, the growing ache in your tummy wanted him so bad.

you ignored your aches and pulled back, making him growl in annoyance. “you said you’d tell me, luffy. so spill.” you held your ground, despite wanting to give in to his needs.

“muyggffgghhhhh fine— was playing with my bugs… but there was one i didn’t recognize, mm had like human teeth? and, well no it wasn’t a beetle… you think it was a zombie y/n? sheheiiuhihihih kidding! but it did have teeth.”

he showed you the bight mark on his right hand and you audibly gasped. the mark looked so fresh, how could you not have noticed? the teeth indents were red and it definitely looked infected, there was slight swelling and discoloration… poor baby, he was shivering now. the unknown illnesses seemed to be getting worse.

“please don’t worry y/n! ‘m fine! see look!” he shuffled out of bed and stretched out his arms to the best of his ability. “can you kiss me again?” he put on his best puppy dog face for you. how could you say no to him?

you playfully pushed him back on the bed and layed on top of him carefully, kissing his cheeks before meeting his mouth again. “only if you stay in bed and rest baby, that’s the deal if you want me to keep going.” you teased and he wholeheartedly agreed.

luffy ignored the aching feeling flowing through his veins, he loved your pretty lips. he hoped that kissing you would distract the other thoughts that were in his mind. but he sucked, and pulled, and finally bit.

“ouch! luffyyyyy why did you do that?” it stung, you’re pretty sure he broke skin, you tasted a faint trace of metallic in your mouth. he didn’t look okay, he was apologizing as if it wasn’t in his control, he aslo didn’t look like himself. his fever was worsening, he writhed around in bed, clutching his ears because they were becoming hypersensitive.

“baby, listen. it’s okay. i’m here.” you touched him again but he begged for you to back away, he didn’t want to accidentally snap at you and regret it later.

his voice deepened as he explained to you, he growled and moaned. “no, y/n! please, get the ropes, i need you to listed to me and tie me down, i feel something happening, get them now!”

you tied him to the bed and waited for further instructions, biting your lip as a nervous tick. he was unresponsive and still for a moment and you worried even more, you rushed to see if he still had a pulse and he surprisingly did. but he was ice cold. he shuffled in his ropes a bit when he felt your fingers touch his ice neck. you could’ve been mistaken but you thought you heard whimpers?

you boyfriend looked different. his eyes met your own but they didn’t give you that warm feeling anymore, they were hazy white and the color from his skin was gone. you reached out to touch him again.

“y/nnnnn seeeeee mm ohhuuuukayyyy, t-touch mmme” with the groans mixed in, his words were almost inaudible, but you could understand him

you were hesitant at first but you still had the aches in your tummy, luffy laid restless under the ties of the ropes, his soft rustles and pants made your cunt do flips at the sight before you.

“you want me to touch you, lu? i-is this okay to do?

“uh huuhh… i need you now… get on top mughhhhhhhrzz now…please.”

the ropes you placed on him were secure, so you felt safe moving forward. each limb was tied down to every post of the bed, he was sprawled out like a starfish. you knelt between his legs and eyed the tent in his shorts, he looked bigger than usual. the zipper opened easily as you freed huge cock from the fabric, eyes wide from the sight of him.

his growls ushered you to remove your panties and t-shirt. “let me feel you peach, get on.” his raspy voice controlled you, he couldn’t use his hands so he needed to improvise, he begged for you.

“tell me if you want me to stop. okay, lu?”

his eyes turned sinister and a slight grin crept on his face like he has just got the last piece of some monster plan. his voice was more clear now, but it was just a little bit off. it was now deep and demonic. “think before you speak y/n. look at me.” his pale eyes gestured down to his enlarged cock. “shouldn’t i be the one saying that to you? now get on.”

you nodded your head and swallowed your nerves— how were you going to fit it all? waiting around wasn’t going to solve you problem. you hurried to straddle him, lining him up with the drips of your entrance. his growing tip kissed along your slick, you held your breath until you finally sunk all the way down his length. he hissed at the contrast of your warmth swallowing him whole.

more groans fled his mouth, annoyed with how he couldn’t grasp you and move you himself. you needed time though. as you rest at the base of his thick cock, you held your hands to your mouth. silencing your yelps from the pain of being stretched so soon. you shifted your hips a little, the pressure in your cunt finally adjusted to his insane width.

slowly, you began to rock yourself on him, pushing up on his chest for support. “ahhh shit! too big luffy. feels so good—”

he whined and shifted beneath you, bucking up his hips to get you to move faster. “be a good girl and move. please, fucking move peach—” he continued to hit your g-spot repeatedly, even if your weren’t fully ready for it. tears pooled in the corners of your eyes, both from the pain and the pleasure. slick sounds filled your ears as you felt yourself start to unravel around him, you started to bounce faster.

“ahh luffy!! sss too muchh— t-think i’m gonna cum!” your cunt clenched around him, hugging around his thick base perfectly. your words fueled him more, he took it as a sign to fill you up on the spot. the ropes tugged on his flesh as he jolted beneath you, you were surprised they managed to hold down your monster of a boyfriend. but those thoughts soon left as he thrusted deep inside you over and over again. you could barely sit upright as he did so, you were blissed out and so sensitive.

“c-coming lu!!! i’m gonna— fuck! cum so hard!” you felt your legs begin to shake on either sides of him, his deep stokes making your mind go numb as you unravel around him. he wasn’t done yet, but he was close.

“fuck, y/n stay right there for me, gonna fill your pretty cunt all the way up. shit— you can do that for me, can’t ya?” you cried out as he overstimulated your weeping pussy, making a mess of the both of you. he stroked up a few more times before you felt his cold liquid flooding your cunt, there was so much of it.

with his final stoke before he came, he moaned deeply. you cried with him, feeling your second orgasm come with his own. “so tight for me y/n, shittttt— such a perfect pussy.” his chest heaved in unison with yours as you both started to come down from your highs.

⋆.✧̣̇˚.⚝𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪★ ✧˖°˗ˏˋ

@anemptypuddingcup what do we do next ???? do we untie him? yes or yes 🙈

[notyourkindofhoodoo]

Opinion on William's route

WARNING: SPOILERS AHEAD

Originally I downloaded Ikevil because I wanted to play Victor's and Ellis' routes, but since neither one of them is available yet, I went with William because he looks like a vampire lol. I really liked him in the beginning despite the "komadori-chan" thing. But the more I progressed in his route, the more distant he grows. I got to the point where MC literally RISKS HER LIFE FOR HIM and we got that card where she's bleeding in his arms and he's like "Mm yes this color suits you indeed" and I'm like???? BRUH SHE IS DYING IN YOUR ARMS

It especially irritated me how composed he remained. I was hoping he'd have a redeeming moment, a display of something other than brutality, authority and f*cking laughing when MC asks him something serious. The moment when's she stabbed is crucial, and then later he's like "hmm ok guess I'll protect you if you really wanna come along" like she's some kind of disposable pet. In fact, he seems more like some deity to worship rather than a romantic partner. I know none of the guys are normal, they are villains and got some mega issues, but for me it was highly disappointing for the MC to almost lose her life for William and he's just like "wow I'm glad that's your choice yay". like gurl come on

I get it that she wants to protect him, it's cute. But he's so formidable, why does he let her put herself in danger for his sake??

As a character I like him, though. He's very kind to other members, he's noble and overall impressive. It's just that the romance is eh for me. I'll finish the Blind Love route soon so we'll see I guess

[homeforimagine]

No Thoughts. No words beside why doesn’t this man have a character Ai😫😫

(Also not me coming out of retirement 😩💪)

[beyoncesfiancee]

For you think love is stainless and pure: 2, 3, 8, 11 & 17!

ILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUIL

2. How did you come up with the idea?

i mean have you seen the show...... no lol but I was obsessed with cxg and watching it all the way through at least 7 times from 2021 (the origin? I think???)-2022. so my idea for a closeted paula POV obsession fic was a natural outgrowth as I got to know canon more and more intimately. I have fully convinced myself that my fic is canon. and here's the psychological origin straight from the horse's mouth!!!

and considering that i published the first chapter on july 3, 2022... i must have been flipping through the tag for the first time after writing a huge chunk and been aghast lol. now I see though that i created the fic document on may 31, 2022, so i must have been cooking on the work like a madman for all of june.

3. Did the idea change at all by the time the fic was complete?

not really, I fleshed it out and connected the motifs and stuff (and added something per @tomato-greens' suggestion, the non-canon dog that scott brought home, to give paula a reason to really loathe his ass in the "rebecca's wedding pinterest" chapter), but I always knew it was going to be a masturbation-centric, psyche-centric exploration of paula's history of obsessions. going back to her abortive lesbian crush in high school, another time she made a female friend her whole life, but with rebecca she's grown up enough to be able to sublimate it into being obsessed with her romantic life rather than just obsessed with HER...

8. Did you cut something out of the outline or an early draft? What was it and why did you decide to cut it?

mm... I don't think so, really... I was mostly adding stuff in. I can't remember at what point I decided to do the interleaved chrono present-day vs. reverse-chrono past chapters, which is funny, because it's an extremely novel (to me) and #literary structure and by far the most effective device of the whole story IMO! was I specifically trying to do something novel and challenging while writing this story? I must have been, or why would I have chosen such an interesting structure... it's rare that I delete anything out of an outline tbh, I delete written chunks often because they're not going how I want them to but in general the outline of the story only gets richer and denser.

11. What was the most challenging aspect of writing it?

the last chapter was a real sonofabitch. as you can see from the chapter index, i apparently wrote basically the whole fic except the last chapter, publishing it weekly, then was stewing and marinating on that last chapter for months afterward. it's kind of the culmination of paula's understanding that her own obsession with rebecca is unhealthy, and that she should be rebecca's friend rather than her erotically obsessive surrogate mother. and getting her to come to that realization in a way that let her close the door on that part of her life was challenging I guess

17. Talk about the fic’s ending. Why did you end it where you did?

unfortunately, in season 2, paula/rebecca loses a lot of the obsessive/lesbionic heat that pulled me into their relationship in the first place: paula swearing off doing shady-stalking-things for rebecca in episode 1, then paula doing law school and rebecca becoming more involved with the gurl group, means that their relationship kind of became more healthy/interdependent and less codependent. booooo lol. so I wanted to put a button on paula's internal life as far as canon goes (see previous question) and so therefore paula setting boundaries for herself was the natural endpoint for a story about paula's obsession.

and because i wuv you so much for asking and being my most faithful and devoted commenter on the fic with perhaps the most soulcrushing wordcount:audience interest ratio of any of my work, here's my entire set of notes and outline of the fic as braided into canon:

[summer 2015: holding everything together family-wise while listening to twilight on audiobook, doing “mom stuff” but completely absent physically/emotionally to her family. planning her jerkoff session mentally later. mrs hernandez is her friend at work but she works all day and night and has no time to have actual friends] s1e1 - paula hacks into rebecca’s instagram, emails, facebook, all social media s1e9 - paula accuses rebecca of being in denial about her love for josh, rescues her from the beach day and makes her promise to never lie to her again s1e10 - camp w/ josh [winter 2015-2016 (mid-season 1, between eps 10-11): paula is texting w/ rebecca, scott brings home a dog for the kids and paula flips her shit and dives back into josh fantasyland, pinterest board planning rebecca’s wedding to josh and choosing lingerie for her] s1e11 - they go to catholic marriage counseling at the beginning of the episode s1e13 - courtroom kiss [late winter-spring 2016 (late season 1, in between eps 13 and 14): masturbates to the thought of josh and rebecca together (“having stand-up sex in the shower of a very nice bed and breakfast!”); in the courtroom scene she’s wearing a purple long cardigan, blue and white fishscale pattern blouse, long necklace, black pants from a pantsuit; greg sees the kiss too and paula brushes him off, with victory for the joshbecca otp. then by the time rebecca comes to paula’s house, paula’s changed into a corny cat shirt and grey hoodie with a sloppy ponytail and juicy couture sweatpants (by the way it was filmed at the spring street courthouse in downtown LA)] s1e14 - “stand-up sex in the shower at a very nice bed-and-breakfast!” s1e15 - paula stays in rebecca’s house for a staycation, goes through her mail, uses her robe s1e16 - “you canNOT get rid of Channy Bear! I forbiddddddd it.” s1e16 - paula feels like she’s losing rebecca now that they don’t have stalking josh to bond over; still trying to sabotage valencia for funsies (breaking into her instagram) but rebecca smacks her down s1e17 - “stalking pastry isn’t sexy” - but she still gets to spend time with rebecca?? s1e18 - “after everything I’ve done for you” s2e1 - per paula “we bone all the time now” and they got a harness on amazon prime - “oh, yes Daddy B)” s2e1 - rebecca is horny for paula’s stalking skills s2e1 - “that glitter feeling, I know that feeling. I feel that feeling every time I do those bad things to help Rebecca”… “I swear it off and then she pulls me back in, like I did a fistful of blow. it’s like the high I get from those vampire novels” s2e1 - paula swears off stalking for rebecca’s sake and makes her sign a friendship contract; “no more immoral or illegal things, it is not good for me, and if you are my friend then you will… accept it”

in season 2 2016-2017 paula must be at least 42 due to “honk if you’re horny paula proctor is 40” bumper sticker season 1 2015-2016 = 41 therefore she was born in 1975 therefore she was 15 years old in 1990 her sons are… 16 and 10 in the first season? brendan was born 1999, tommy was born 2005 therefore she was 24 when she had brendan and 30 when she had tommy

and I want her internal monologue to be as deluded as rebecca, but in 80s rom com terms instead of musical theater. like maybe she's fantasizing about scott saying something charming like billy crystal would (??? I assume, haven't seen it) but then he says something boring or stupid that lets her down and she instantly bounces away into fantasy again

thread of longing/rejecting, fantasy/reality

@tomato-greens' remarks in quotes: “I think she's so good at stalking people because they're emblems of lives she could have that aren't hers / or at least I think that's reasonable emotionally in the context of the fic”

“mmmm so it's just habitual for her to stalk celebrities' instagrams, follow a couple around town that she sees have a cute interaction at the grocery store or whatever”

& also Rebecca is a MUCH better and more fulfilling daughter than these teenage sons / so at first maybe it's easy to focus that attention on her…then the attention gets more and more intense….

I think I don't want to make the lesbianism extremely explicit. like obviously paula is obsessed with rebecca's sexual and romantic fulfillment but I don't want to mention it at all in those terms b/c I don't think paula would be able to even think of that

two female rivals competing for one man’s affection “do you want to be like her or take her place in his arms?” “I shouldn’t have grabbed you or squeezed you or put my hand on the nape of your neck or run it through your hair…” - Josh

paula things:

she bought a shitty gift and is way too invested in people’s acceptance of it; subsuming her interests/needs/emotional expression into whatever the other person is doing as a way to gain their love and attention

her husband threw out the tablecloth from their wedding and doesn’t even listen to her when she screams his name

she eats ritz crackers with peanut butter and m&ms (?)

she lashes out with “I didn’t love you anyway” when she feels rejected (rebecca getting other friends in valencia, jayma’s bridal party)

she gambles to feel alive and has been thrown out of multiple casinos; also shoplifting. lipsticks and sambuca??

she went camping and got a rash that almost made her infertile “but unfortunately, it did not”

corny slogans (“behind every great lawyer is a great paralegal”, live laugh love crap)

paula quotes:

“two years of training, six months of night school, and 15 years of experience but… never mind…!” + she knows how to say louboutin (aspirations/fantasies)

“I perioded on a white settee at Roberta Janatelli’s condo in 1987… wrapped a sweater around my waist then hooked up with Bobby Henderson anyway” = 13-14

“I wake up every morning in cold sweats worried that I’m wasting my entire life with a man who spends all his time with a barbershop quartet named the West Brovinas. … and that my children get into a really good gang”

���worse than all the Kardashians combined… except Caitlyn, who’s a national hero”

“I can’t believe I’m doing this, it’s like a fantasy… like strawberries and champagne is just gonna magically arrive at the door”

“it’s been five years since I made love without the TV on… and ten years since somebody held my hand”

“you break into his apartment one night when you know Valencia is off on one of her yoga retreats. He comes home, you’re in bed, naked. I did that at least ten times in the ‘90s and it worked every time.”

“I’m not a… ma’am…”

“I can see that [sleeping with Misty from shipping]… she has slut-face smug smirk”

“I’ve been cheating on you with Rebecca’s love life. it’s so intoxicating to witness it in its purest form, I’m… addicted.”

“God, it’s so sexy when you listen”

“I think I have a UTI 0:)” after she and Scott have connected sex for the first time in years

re: Rebecca’s tits “fluff em up… there you go… you know, people think they’re fake, but when you get up close you realize no human could design these!”

“oh god no! have you never seen a two and a half star movie? he has to come to you! you do NOT call, you do NOT email, you don’t reach out in any way”

“I’m your judy greer, your rosie o’donnell, your… ohh, joan cusack!”

“glitter exploding inside of me… when I do those bad things for rebecca!”

her songs: “face your fears”, “preferred”, “after everything I’ve done for you”

romcom and details: 80s bodice rippers the way we were when harry met sally sleepless in seattle you’ve got mail pretty woman the holiday outlander twilight amazon shapeshifter romances grease love actually 13 going on 30 my big fat greek wedding moonstruck sex in the city

https://novels80.com/twilight/page-59-10015723.html [Ed.: the page of Twilight I pulled her fantasy quote from]

names for valencia: valerio, venezuela, valderrama, vaseline, velveeta my names: vaginosis, vaginismus, vinaigrette,

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[withoutzeuzey]

HI I JUST WANNA SAY I LOVE YOUR ART!!! specifically your applefish posts cuz they make me so happy seeing applefish 💖💖 I also hope you don't mind me like... Liking all of your rafayel pics as well and I even scrolled down to see the first drawing and like... GURL SAME. I came because I heard Sylus was cool and a dragon BUT HOLY FUCK. THE AESTHETIC. THE BEAUTY, THE ELEGANCE.

the sass

ALSO WTF WHY ARE YOY ME YOU ALSO WERE INTO YOOSUNG BACK IN THE MM DAYS??? Reading the tags you're so right it is a curse or smth 😭😭

Dude I just wanna say that like, your drawings make me so happy and your art is genuinely so pretty. Please make more applefish, or don't! Your art is pretty either way (but fr tho I think the shenanigans between Caleb, Rafayel and MC would be so funny... Especially when you drag in Zayne as the one needing to mother all these kids make sure the trio doesn't get in trouble in this hypothetical scenario.

Anyways I'm probably rambling too much sorry! Your art is very pretty and I really enjoyed scrolling through your blog! Even the old art! It's all so fantastic and aaaaaaa please keep making art! Ily!

Can we kiss? I also love dragons-

Lmao but THANK YOU SO MUCHH😭😭💕💕 it makes me really happy to see you scroll through my art and thank you for the compliments!!!💖💖

I sometimes get anxious about making applefish because of how strict this fandom is with BL but hearing you say that, I'll def continue making applefish!!!

You're right zayne needs to join the group too hahaha or maybe i should make an au where everyone is childhood friends

Anyways thank you sm again!! I really appreciate this🥹💖💖