#misc: songs

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assigning kairiki bear songs

translations from vocaloid lyrics wiki unless specified

005

Darling Dance

there’s nothing, there’s nothing, i have nothing, you hear me? can't change, can't change, i can’t change, you hear me? i don’t get it, i don’t get it—“i get you,” no, you don’t get it, alright, i’m hiding everything but the eyes in my photos!

worthless, my da-da-da-da dulling dulling darling (lol), how very funny! it seems like a dubious theory for love, but sure, i'll keep pleading for your attention. in my worthless da-da-da-da darling’s mind, i'm just filthy and dirty, please quench my urge to see you, da-da-darling!

nananananananana, nanana nanana– my purity gone, fading in and out of emotion, nananananananana, nanana nanana– my innocence gone, pouring all my sappy feelings into a worthless darling. (smooch!)

Mellomelloid / Attract-oid

you gotta come meet me this week! waah, i’m so lonely! i’m crying, so gloomy… sniffle, sob, ‘till my face is bright red, that kinda thing… …well, they’re totally fake tears, aren’t they? lol

you’ve already become hopelessly infatuated with these eyes, and now vulnerable, i gulp more down! all my cells are biting, biting - you’re so much that i could eat you up! now vulnerable, i’ll gulp more down! my disguise has been busted, and i’ve already completely gone wild!

Unhappy Birthday (TL)

(next, next year, next year) surely everyone, (next, next year, next year) every one of them, (next, next year, next year) will get bored, (and just leave me.)

(another shot,) i'm doubled over, (choke it down,) i tie the rope, (1 2 3, i say,) i want to disappear.

unhappy birthday-day-day, sings the pile of trash-trash-trash. having an imaginary party in the mud-mud, wildly flailing and dancing-dancing-dancing, “erasure.”

Mao / Cat

pspsps, cat, cat, aren't you a cute little cat? you try crying mournfully and grinning sweetly up at me, but i don't notice, so you jump! cat, cat, who are you? even if i try to inquire, you quite clearly can’t convey the answer to me.

that's the way!

isn’t it natural to put on a bold front? (isn’t that natural?) the truth is, i want to groom myself to my heart’s content. (meow, meow, meow, meow!) coexistence? you joking? not a chance! (not a chance!) bye-bye-bye! affirmation generally involves a nod. running around dejected, i’m met with hardship, hardship. how charming. this late in the game, i’m feigning innocence more than ever, meooow!

Carnival Happy

give it all you've got, pa-party, let's play! (now laugh! good kid, good kid!) let's shout, “what time does it close?”

out of range, bound hand and foot, a deer in headlights, (don't cry! good kid, good kid!) hey, it's true: you only smile at the best stuff, right?

please, please, please, don't leave me behind, please, please, please, look at me, right by my side, please, please, please, praise me, gimme a pat on the head, let's play on the hopscotch squares! let's play...

Alkali Underachiever

i give it my all until my face is red from exertion, “unoriginal”, “underachiever”– i don’t wanna hear it...

ruruka ririka lula lilalulala– don’t hate me, i want to know the meaning of my mud-smeared existence. ruruka ririka lula lilalulala– don’t leave me behind, i’m surrounded by darkness, so i can’t even see ahead of me.

006

Ángel (TL)

the crimson blood covering the seducing blade, the meaning of existence, go shade it, go shade it! the work of a servant, it's karma, it's all worth it, a life filled with bullshit, we're spinning and spinning around...

ah ah, break down cynically, 1 2 3! isn't it so painful? desperate life, life, life, life– sew your heart with an incision, 2 2 3! for this junky future, we'll make it shine again!

Carnival Happy (TL (only some parts))

yeah. le-le-let's go, let's go- let's- it's all fine, fine. i kept fighting, and fighting, while screaming: i don't like this! i can't do it! i can't bear it anymore– open up, open up, open up the “unknown!”

yeah. le-le-let's go, let's go- let's go, it's f-fine, i made a mistake, a mistake, let's “mayday”! i'm trying hard not to cry, the kids who can't do it go missing, “peek-a, peek-a, peek-a-boo!” more bad things will come, with our hands, with our hands, let's clap with our hands!

Telesto-Teles (TL)

a terrible spectacle that's all but dazzling, my innocence goes bye-bye. living through it is honored hypocrisy; hey, it's the rule of justice.

riiight. where is my happiness? unhappiness is painful, but surely the skies will be clear tomorrow? what i saw...

(wa pa pa pa, wa pa ra pa ra pa)

i'm walking, walking recklessly now, losing sight of the meaning (of being here), the uncharted unknown– huh? huh? in a limp mirage. even tonight, the world, after the clouds, turns into a sunny day, a self-proclaimed peace prize. the right answer is a feeble image of friendship and love. (limply-limp-limply...)

Down Timer

i can’t go back after all, i can’t go back after all, the neverending darkness, the struggling, the crying, it all just sucks. that kind of life – burn it!

therefore, the loneliness of my heart, let it rip my body to shreds, tear it apart! embrace the pain tightly and let it blossom– yes, the throbbing screams of my heart, crawling and tearing apart the ground, the once clear light is withering away – i will do a good job!

Heart Nonsense (TL)

there's nothing left in me. there's nothing left for me. (pain, pain, go away. pain, pain, go away.) everything is a big, heavy mess. it makes me feel smothered, dizzy. (pain, pain, go away. pain, pain, go away.)

i've done a good job of tearing away my depressed mask, and i've thoroughly deceived the truths i've denied.

please, rid me more of my heart. please, destroy more of my heart. come, cry out in pain, my dear heart– the jokers are scattered; please, corrupt more of my heart. please, defile more of my heart. come, dig deeper into the wounds in my chest, try it...

Anatasama

o you, o you, it's already a desired response to your overtness, o you, you will destroy the rebellious, encumbering human race!

o you, o you, it's already a rampaging, overt realization, o you, you will eradicate the crude, "annoying" human race! i'll destroy the entire human race, o you, hey, o you, hey, from the brains of skeletons are many of you!

007

Mage of Violet (TL)

lightly, lightly being dyed purple, from here on out i'll continue to protect you; go and release the spell of miracles, and make your smile bloom like a flower.

glittering, this is directed to the depths of your heart, continue being just the way that you are; it's like a magical power that, you see, can make everyone in this world smile! urapa papa pararira, then if you sing, we're together forever, aren't we? surely forever, aren't we?

Mental Chainsaw (TL)

d-d-d-d-down ↓ getting worn down, d-d-d-d-down ↓ living sure is hard, d-d-d-d-down ↓ tomorrow and beyond that, no matter how much you try, it's a strike-out!

this annoying hate, oh– no, no, i say no! no, no, and i say no, no, no! these annoying limits, oh– no, no, i say no! no, no, so let's all roar! a-a-a-au!

Hate Girl

ugh, hating, hating, hating– any and every thing, it's dark, it's dark, it's dark, ugh, everyone, everyone, everyone– feeling apathetic, they turn a blind eye to it all, it's what they're good at! (yeah!)

hating, hating, hating– hating this disaster hating, hating, hating– pretend to be tough, yeah! shaky, shaky, shaky– even this severe pathology is just faking-ism, run-ta-ta-ta! (yeah!)

hating, hating, hating– hating that i was born, hating, hating, hating– make a circle, yeah! dizzy, dizzy, dizzy– now i'm emotionless with this cutting-ism, run-ta-ta-ta! hating girl-ism, run-ta-ta-ta! (yeah!)

Bug

let's see, it's a bu-bu-bug, now, bug, bug; ta-ta-tag, it's just talents tagged as such, ugh, i'll pe-pe-peel, peel my emotions away, this onset of "pain" is no good, no good, no good… no, no, no!!!

well! a terrifying emotional drop, it's all the pa-pa-para paranoia! i raise my drowned-out voice and go round and round; well! it's a desperate situation, i'm doomed to fall no matter what i do! surely, surely sinking, no, no, no!

let's see, it's a bu-bu-bug, now, bug, bug; your affection is just off the mark-ark, i hate it so! let's see, it's a bu-bu-bug, now, bug, bug, the answer is so weak, i hate it! i hate it!!

Neroism

this phenomenon hurts, it hurts! a pitch-pitch-black phenomenon! preced-ced-ceded by symptoms of bright-bright-red inflammation! this phenomenon hurts, it hurts! a headlong phenomenon! an entire life of my an-an-anguished emotions plummeting in free-freefall!

i de-de-de-de-ny it, i de-de-de-de-de-ny it, ny it, ah, (at this point) from my inner self to my very existence, i deny it all, aha! i de-de-de-de-ny it, i de-de-de-de-de-ny it, ny it, ah, (at this point) whatever happens now, it's fine, so i don't want to hear it! i don't want to hear it!

Ruma

time after time, i stumble—yip yip yip—and stagger around unsteadily, i'm going numb... the right answer disappears—bark bark bark—wait! i can't seem to find the exit either?

give me love; scream out your feelings recklessly until you're hoarse, it will not stop— laugh off the x marks, the blood plasma in your heart dances about in a bright red, i put forward that there is no correct answer—dun dun dun dun! (awoo!)

Failure Girl (TL)

ah, see, i scraped my skin again, how many times does this make? here, see, my traumas keep oozing out, no matter how i try to hide them. ah, see, i've held it in again, making it seem like it's no big deal, how good i've gotten at this. just, see, they may say anything about me, i'm showered with their disdain and covered in bruises.

this suffocating feeling is making me quiver, this inferiority complex is making me dizzy, i can't breathe, i'm completely empty inside.

Lemmingming

hey, having little to no salvation is the norm here! meaningless and unproductive abuse, i want to say goodbye to this world that fails to thrive off of true madness.

insulting each other, envying one another, we hate each other so!

all we pull are incorrect answers and even though we try to dive off the cliff and die, ah, nobody gives a single damn! not one! the normalities i've refuted that made me all alone are already so numerous... held by this neverending pain, i can't see anything in front of me.

Venom

in exhaustion mode, our lives are “suffering”, it’s a deadly poison in our school–give in to it, give in to it! (a magnificent knight–when pretending to be happy, win or lose, you die by a lack of productivity.) regrets are already “lonely”–smile, smile!

the recipe for my heart is flavored with attention-seeking; i’m a nirvana junkie. i pretend more and more to be strong, and end up face-down in the mud. gulping down the poison, feeling pain, crying, there’s no coughing up this veno-venom– goodbye.

008

Electrostatic Human (TL)

i'm terrified of being laughed at. opinions are dangerous. this whole world makes me ill at ease. thus, i bristle, as if electric, to shake free of everything, “don't touch me like you know me,” i seem to say.

the cats and the crows, they all stay away from me. in the dark, i'm completely by myself, just as i wanted.

i try to be strong, try to be strong, try to be strong, but it just hurts. whenever i come into contact with something, there'd be a prickling pain at my fingertips. i want to touch, want to touch, want to touch others, but i can't. i'm just a coward, a pest. for me, there's no accomplishments, no “right answer”, nothing.

Mao / Cat

i avoid the public gaze, and in a graceful manner, i want to pull back the nail that doesn’t stick out. retreat, retreat, retreat! the world i dreamed of that day gave me a touch on the back.

jeez, who gives a damn, damn? it pisses me off! (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah!) who gives a damn, damn? it's already over! (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah!) that’s why i’m saying “meow, meow!” that’s why i’m always by my lonesome! i've gotten used to it, and been laid up in bed with it, and i've cried many times over it.

Bug

spinny-spin, going insane! crack! warning! wait, this isn’t gonna work— spinny-spin, spinning at the count of 1, 2! (insane, insane,) aah! crack! warning, yeah, this really isn’t gonna work— spinny-spin, my feet chained, (insane, insane) endless pain, huh? haha!

squeezed, squeezed tightly is an unneeded child, pa-pa-para, paranoia; good girl, good girl - the one flooding the chat with "good job" is the administrator, aah...

Minus Label

falling down, i nosedive, and it gets worse. i want to face forward, but i can't, and so i feel down.

i'm an underachiever, labeled and taken ahold of by my neg-neg-neg-neg-negative thinking. indecisive throughout the year, i can't take a single step.

i feel stagnated, all i'm doing is getting better at this love-love-love-love-loveless fake smile. i can't even retrace the steps of this emotional lost child.

Lemmingming

searching around for the owner of the blood i'm soaked in, my screws come loose and i'm high from the praise, i'm putting up with all these sneers, so don't look at me! don't look at me!

hey, this barely existing friendship dwindles away bit by bit, regret is so uncool, and yet it increases steadily, i want to say goodbye to this contradiction evading us from this plague.

criticizing one another, resenting each other, we fight each other so much!

“ ” State of Heart (TL)

cry, cry, constantly winning awards through the year! “do your best–” huh? always butting in all year long! yeah, this is brutal, forget exemption, let's just close the school! i'm actually always burning myself out all year long!

my head, banging like a drum– this is proof that i exist! my head, banging like a drum– “(blank)” state of control over the heart! my head, feeling hollow– the future is unknown! my heart, always wandering– and i've been feeling sentimental all year round! already feeling sentimental 'bout everything!

People Allergy

no one, no one, no one, i can't cling to anyone, the tears fall drop by drop. i seek ideals and ideas like those found here, there, and anywhere.

i hate people, but, to be honest, it's myself, someone who's weak and nothing more, whom i hate more than anything with a burning passion.

Logica

i wonder, at that disastrous scene i finally reached after much reckless struggling and wandering, in the path i took, or the way i lived, where is it that i went wrong?

now, even if i searched for the answer, searched for the answer, and wished with all my being, this weakness lurking in the dark is gnawing at my heart. but even now, i can elucidate my doubts! i affirm that i live! i can’t send out an sos. tell me the meaning of drifting without taking a breather, and living until morning.

Venom

my heart is full of helplessness; i’m a helplessness junkie. i pretend more and more to be strong, and end up face-down, in pieces. gulping down the poison, feeling pain, crying, there’s no running away from this veno-venom.

oh my, flirtiness, loneliness, poison flowing continuously; c’mon, give me more love, make the pain go away. presence, “message read,” don’t you want some poison? more love, love, love, love– destroy it, venom, no!

009

People Allergy

i'm scared of people, so i shut myself away, if this friendship is only surface-level, i don't want any of it, not one, not one bit.

wi-wi-wi-with these bold-faced lies, laughing at me, betraying me, the pain that's created a damp spot on my chest just won't go away. e-e-e-even though my red, swollen heart has gotten all worn out, even today, every now and then, i still end up getting hurt.

Affection/Sadness Underachiever

hey, just for you, a never-ending love on 1, 2, 3! hey, all of these smiles, i want them offered up just for me, just for me, and yet…

hey, ririka, ririka, now, now, every time i long for you, my heart makes me dizzy. hiding a love with nowhere to go, look, it's dyed bright red.

and that's why ririka, ririka, right now, i'll be right by your side, yes, with our insoluble bond, i don't want you to be taken away by anyone, anyone... don't leave me behind.

Unhappy Birthday (TL)

sewing tragic “ideals” to my heart, i scrub the distress of my brain. already sterile, my emotion switch is set to off, no future in sight.

(no, it won't reach) all this wailing (no, it won't reach) with my dried up heart, (no, it won't reach) everyone, everyone (is nowhere to be found.)

(another shot,) i wish for (choke it down,) someone to hug, (1 2 3, i say,) i want to dream it, at least...

Mount Rita Girl (TL)

and that's why i just really love you, love you, yes, you, only you! can't you just see it? the marginal morality. come! now everyone's just loving with such irony! it's really the best of thrones, sss!

(cry) (cry) (cry) an inferior mayday, with eyes that hold onto grudges; unseen and unappreciated by the love of my love! (cry) (cry) (cry) with this inferior love, to the front of the long extended line; by the poisonous fangs of emotion, choke feverishly! on this throne of emotion, sos!

Neroism

there's no real reason, there's no real meaning to it. cradling my super-delicate heart tightly, tightly in my arms, i become just a bit nihilistic, more compatible with the world. by now it's hopeless, my heart's swollen up—

this phenomenon hurts, it hurts! a pitch-pitch-black phenomenon! preced-ced-ceded by the symptom of—is that a loop? well, what now? this phenomenon hurts, it hurts! a headlong phenomenon! an-an-anguished as i've been, have i been a fool my entire life?

Mellomelloid / Attract-oid

you’ve already become hopelessly infatuated with these eyes, seriously, i love, love you so much! (i love!) all your cells are melting, melting with my love, my love! no matter how hopelessly infatuated you become with these eyes, i’ll love, love you so much! (my love!) the fantasies, the fantasies are overflowing - i’m full to the brim with these feelings.

head swimming, i-i love you! a head swimming i need you, seriously, i love, love you, lo-lo-love! a head swimming “one more time!” head swimming, i-i love you! a head swimming i need you, seriously, i love, love you, lo-lo-love! head swimming, i seriously won’t ever let you go. i’m already head over heels in love! a head swimming, i need you!

Electrostatic Human (TL)

unsteadily, i try to push myself to the limit, only to find myself endangered, hindered, injured. i just want to flee, i think as i shake in fear, papapa papapa papa.

i'm terrified of being disliked, it clouds my eyes, and in the end, it turns into a malady. thus i bristle, as if electric, to get through life, “just don't mind me,” i seem to say.

even if i become fed up with anything and everything, there's simply no hope for me, as you can see, i've ended up all on my own.

Mag Mell

oh, these violent emotions dizzily come, leading to a reeling strife. oh, sadness spills out, there’s a mushy and corroded beating in my chest.

oh, my heart wanders around, leading to a reeling death. oh, staying at home is pure torture, a throbbing bpm pounding uselessly.

i have nothing left now, i have no dreams now, you've been taken away. ah, i don't care who, i just want somebody to be by my side...

tightly squeezed by a magic choker, i trip into the depths of my dreams. everything is of no concern anymore. the pitch black that takes up my sight is inviting; i have nothing left to lose.

[mzminola]

Ned was doomed before the beginning of the story; the direwolf has already choked on the stag antler in time to be found as an omen, Robert & Ned's fates are intertwined, Jon Arryn died from what he swallowed and Robert chose Ned to be Hand of the King, there is no way turning down a royal offer like that works out safely, and no way accepting it works out safely either. Ned was doomed, the gods just gave him a heads up.

But he became doomed in a particular way the moment he swung the sword down on Lady's neck.

The gods said hey, you're doomed, but here's the symbol of your house given mortal form to aid your children, and Ned killed one. His king gave a cruel, unfair order Ned disagreed with, that would hurt a child under his protection, his own daughter, to end the life of a creature that had done no harm, not for meat or furs to survive the winter but merely to satisfy the royal family's sense of offended dignity, and Ned carried that order out personally.

Ned killed Sansa's protector. He killed a gift from the gods.

Of course his own life ends on the royal executioner's block, a sword swinging down.

[hoofpeet]

I'm not a living thing anymore

[tibby]

Which wolf wins? I guess it really depends, just gotta wait and see.

[hinamie]

Boob window aside, having an avatar who fucking sucked is such a cool idea???????? The possibilities and the worldbuilding consequences???????? Your minds??????????

(also im not sure how i'll cope with waterbending megumi, the concept is making me go 😭💙😭💙😭💙😭)

HFJJGF YA sukuna....a symbol of peace...in charge of maintaining the spiritual balance of the world............truly What cld go wrong (lots) . Fire nation absolutely reeling they want to reroll so bad he did them so dirty

also re: waterbender megu ,,, heeeeheeeehhehhehehe ok listen. ik this means nothing coming from me bc im chronically obsessed with megumi no matter the context but . let me just say tht out of everything we have planned, the stuff with megumi is BY FAR my favourite :)

naturally it will still hurt tho :3

[funfactory]

240929 — happy hayoung day! 🧡

[tyudeongi]

티즈토끼 ! ATEEZ + BUNNIES @ 2023 ATINY DAY

[itwaslegendary]

And all at once you are the one I have been waiting for, king of my heart, body and soul.

Taylor Swift - 'reputation' Stadium Tour film

[ri-writes-if]

permission to grab laz by the shoulders and shake them vigorously. PLEASE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 THEYRE SO FRUSTRATINGIFKSKFJF i LOVE the way mc reacts to it though theyre smart and they arent taking laz's shit at face value hell yeah 🔥 i love that theyrr confrontational about it too i feel like its so often that the reader is discouraged from it on romance routes like laz's. idk maybe i just havent seen the good ones yet ckdkkdkf

also do they get a little jealous if you keep ash around when getting the burn treated??? the absolute audacity if so.................... ohhhhhghfnkgkk

I understand you 🤝 I played a lot of games (not ifs) where one step away from the behavior your love interest likes might kill you, lol. Or if you argue with them, you're automatically in the wrong.

Good catch! They were also like, "Why are you nice to them? You can be nice to them, but when I do it, I'm manipulative??" 😂

[r-aindr0p]

Uhhghfdss uhh going to a (themed) bday party this evening... Been like a deer in the headlights for a week now because I'm bracing myself for something that's very probably far nicer than I imagine but ough.... kinda panicking so I do nothing instead of organizing myself :)))))

[klainegifs]

[averlym]

litany of the martyrs (click for better resolution!)

[puppyeared]

Muwduw dwones

[stinkrascal]

did i mistake you for a sign from god?

i know i forgot his wrinkles im srry plz dont mention it + i dont feel like editing the 2nd pic so its going under the cut. here u go, more wrinkleless sims 4 astarion for you

[yameoto]

so like. im at the gen v smut store. yall want anything?

fucking my way to the top; seven!au. sub!reader you're essentially their free-use slu- stress relief. cmon, supes have needs, too! just think of it as.. an extended iniatiation period. hell is a (fucking) roommate; dom!reader sub!jordan jordan is your dormmate with the highest libido youve ever seen, and heard.. and felt. you're sick of being sexiled out of your own fucking dorm—time to take matters into your own hands. mind-rape; dom!cate dubcon she can make you do whatever she wants. fill in the blanks. (and hey, it's not kidnapping if you walked in there and chained yourself up. right?)

for the record! these are all personal drafts i have all already began writing and NOT to be used as prompts :) !! please keep in mind