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Oh, God im so tired. I have ocd. I've been looking into ramcoa an oea reasources all morning. I'm just tired an my head feels funny.
#ptsd#actually ptsd#trauma#mental illness#positive mental attitude#help#ramcoa#ramcoa survivor#tw abuse#tw child abuse#oea#oea survivor#tw oea#organized abuse#tmbc#tmbc survivor#mind control#mind conditioning#programming#mind programing#tw conditioning#child torture#childhood torture#anti endo#anti radqueer#anti endo dni#minors dni#tw violence
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[Abandoned by the Lightners, his heart became cracked with hatred.]
Hitting a lil' too close to home?
#junie art post#ink sans#error sans#utmv#errorink#implied. but yea not the focus#this has been turning around in my mind for quite some time. im glad to finish it lmao idk if my ramblings make sense even.#so like listen. do you ever think about how similar the function of the utmv is to the dark worlds in deltarune.#in a meta narrative to fandom sense? idk the word#we are making exaggerated expanded worlds of the ordinary tools and entertainment of the real world and make it into something more#isnt that very very interesting?#and we explore every sort of possibility in that creation. both good and bad#and when all is said and done. every possibility found and the entertainment and secrets has all run out#we put it away. abandon and leave it behind#what is left? what happens to the world and characters we have created? can it sustain without us?#what of the ones left in the dark?#idk if yall saw me a few months ago but i reblogged comyet's old post of ink begging us not to leave him alone and to keep creating#yea that never left me#and seeing exactly THAT SCENARIO in deltarune made my brain iTCH#imagine an ink in King's position.... wait isnt that just underverse#mmmmmmm. darkner ink.....#also error is here too. not just for errorink or that i can't separate these two to save my life#but error is also one of the few people to be able to GET IT?? he can hear the creators too. ink cant#but hes pretty much programmed himself to avoid having a mental break down to this via reboot memory loss.#and ink has his own internal coping mechanism (hooray for short term memory loss)#these two idiots will do anything but confront truths lmfao#ahhh my favorite idiots. never change#mmmmm#deltarune
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Based on this tumblr post
#knocking my head into the table the artblock has been getting to me#it feels like missing a coding in a program but the program is my mind and I am missing the art spark#aftg#all for the game#the foxhole court#the raven king#the kings men#andrew minyard#neil josten#andreil#tfc#psu foxes#nora sakavic#beanarttag
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'divide by 0 detected' how about i divide ur fucking unreal engine ass face by 0 if u dont shut the fuck uo
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i know it’s technically not undertale but papyrus is there so i might as well release it on the anniversary
anyway ! a slightly better rework of a comic i did a good couple months ago with dialogue taken from @carlyraejepsans ‘s post for let papyrus say fuck day
#hopefully they don’t mind the tag#but yeah !! happy 8th anniversary undertale !!#god its this old already huh#deltarune#utdr#deltarune fanart#kris deltarune#kris dreemurr#ralsei#susie deltarune#papyrus#papyrus fanart#should i tag this as undertale#megh fuck it#anyway dw guys we’ll be back to regularly scheduled programming tomorrow#undertale#undertale fanart
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You are not your mind, you are not your thoughts, you are the observer.
You are the awareness, you are consciousness.
Whatever you choose to place your awareness on is what you “manifest”
Choose what identity you what to be by selecting to only focus on the thoughts that agree with the identity you want to experience= embodying the version of you who has whatever you want/ wish fulfilled
The same way you can mute/ block or unfollow anything you do not want to see on any social media algorithm, you can choose to do the same with the thoughts in your mind that are not agreeing with your new identity/story.
It’s as simple as picking out the character you want to be for your movie. Get in character and don’t go off the script !! Have fun creating your story & getting into character because this is your life now!

Let me remind you to not let any one tell you what you can or can’t do, you are limitless being!!!
Don’t let the physical reality or the doubtful voices tell you otherwise, because you are the commander. Don’t be a prisoner or victim to your own mind. You take charge and decide to be who you say you are by selecting and reminding yourself of who you are and what you have.
Trust yourself, trust your power , the power that created all creation is within you, so trust and surrender to the fact that it is law & its happening for you. Whatever your inner man sees/hears and assumes to be your story will materialize. When you hear people say your thoughts are what manifest, it’s true but only the thoughts you place your awareness on= dominant thoughts. This is why it’s your “job” to put attention on the thoughts that support your new identity/story. = MENTAL DISCIPLINE
If you really want something you don’t stop until you get it, now I don’t mean to try and get it or work hard for it. Instead BE IT !!! What I mean is to continue to embody and think & trust in your favor!!!! continue to think in your favor no matter what the outside shows you & no matter what other thoughts you may hear, eventually by ignoring and saying “no, that’s not true” to opposing thoughts you will find it easier to think in your favor and do it naturally. Wake up every day and decide that it’s already yours, it’s already done, and be that person who has it already by focusing only on thoughts that remind you it’s already yours.✨
-xoxo, the cosmic angel ⭐️🪽



#loassumption#affirm and persist#joseph murphy#affirmations#mindset#loa#loa blog#loa tumblr#imagination#affirmdaily#manifesting#master manifestor#manifestation#manifest#programming subconscious mind#conciousness#subconciousmind#law of assumption
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My contribution to buttermind

#half life#gordon freeman#barney calhoun#buttermind#barmey calhoun#barmey#barneys mind#freemans mind#gordon freemind#my art#slop#idk#artists on tumblr#comic#(?)#that fucking bird that I love#ok now back to our regularly scheduled program
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“machine connor is more deviant than deviant connor” deviant connor will literally spend the rest of his life fighting his programming and being scared to death that one day amanda will resume control of him
#never EVER disrespect deviant connor in my presence#TO CLARIFY some idiots on tiktok think theyre smart#i do think connor was programmed with deviancy in mind that’s a popular theory that i believe#so yes machine connor is literally him denying his programming#but what you ppl don’t understand is that’s also what deviant connor is doing#if amanda was telling the truth and the plan was always for connor to be deviant and for cyberlife to resume control of his programming#and either by killing himself or successfully finding the emergency exit#deviant connor is LITERALLY fighting what he was programmed for#and he will spend the rest of his life fighting to just exist as his own self#so again this is all based on fan theories#but i just hate specifically when ppl say machine connor is somehow more deviant just bc he’s in denial#connor rk800#dbh connor#connor dbh#detroit: become human#detroit become human#dbh#detroit connor
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TDL design, hooray!! I already have designs for TSC, TCO and a rework of Victim's design drawn on paper I just need to draw them digitally. No idea when that will happen.
#the programs fought me in the drawing process#i totally don't have a big drawing with all 4 hollowheads in mind for later#my art#ava#ava dark lord#alan becker#animator vs animation#ava tdl#ava fanart#ava fandom
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i am ill




#my art#cookie run kingdom#shadow milk cookie#pure vanilla cookie#vanilla milkshake#we'll be back to the regularly scheduled programming after invosobang part two begins#forgot to draw the segments but this is still with my Weird Puppet Things au in mind#crk
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Silly little guy!!!!! YAHOO!!!!!
#animation#pokemon#joltik#made this super fast so its extra rough lol#i rlly wanted to animate but couldnt use my beloved animation program.. so here we are#dont mind me posting to tumblr because im sad and posting here usually makes me happier 👉👈
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Tw: stabbing mentions, infections, ramcoa stuff.
So I have a question. As a kid (about 3-4 ish) I had this...thing I would do which is I would stab my biological father repeatedly multiple times. This became a problem. Then I moved on to the dog. Other than this I was actually pretty meek an shy to other adults. It was only to my father an dog. I avoided adult males but was OK other than that. I was very "protective" of younger kids when put in observation (mental ward for toddlers an kids). I found this in an old document about my health (which my mom hid for awhile an even denied when i brought it up an got mad). Why??? We what does this mean?
Did something happen to me???
I was sick a lot w/ immune problems as a kid, hives, sicknesses, seizures, some head trauma.
Is this ramcoa from an early age? I don't want to use a label that isn't for me but.
#ptsd#actually ptsd#trauma#help#mental illness#positive mental attitude#tw stabbing#tw animal injury#ramcoa#ramcoa survivor#oea#oea survivor#tw oea#organized abuse#tmbc#tmbc survivor#mind control#mind conditioning#mind programing#programming#tw conditioning#anti endo#anti radqueer#tw violence#tw abuse#tw child abuse#child torture#childhood torture#anti endo dni
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A warning for trauma survivors looking for online support
You may have come across the acronym "RAMCOA", which stands for "ritual abuse, mind control, and organized abuse."
If you search the Internet for RAMCOA, you might come across a result like this:
If you click the link, you'll be taken to a site that briefly describes what RAMCOA supposedly is, with content like:
MC - Mind Control. A shortened form of TBMC, standing for Torture Based Mind Control. MC is also known as programming, where victims are repeatedly tortured starting at a very young age to intentionally cause a system of dissociated parts that function perfectly to suit the abusers' needs.
alpha : a base program, one of the very first implemented. it trains the victim's mind to accept every order given by handlers willingly. parts with alpha programming will often have no will of their own, and very little personality outside of following orders.
aiw : alice in wonderland. typically split into 3 different sections : black alice, white alice, and crazy alice. ideally, a system scripted with aiw would have all three. white alice makes sure the system forgets the trauma, black alice makes the system feel like theyll be a danger to others if they remember the trauma, and crazy alice makes the system think theyre making it up or going insane if they ever remember it.
Literally all of this comes from a conspiracy theory - specifically, the Project Monarch alter programming conspiracy. It was developed and pushed by far right conspiracy theorists. Most of what people run into specifically traces back to Fritz Springmeier, a man who claimed in the 90's that the fight for gay rights was part of a plot to enthrone the antichrist in the year 2000. The Project Monarch conspiracy theory was always adjacent to the Satanic Panic, if not a somewhat niche part of it. If you start checking citations, you will find many of these people citing Svali, a conspiracy theorist who gets a lot of her material from Springmeier. (Example 1, example 2.)
This is no accident. The term RAMCOA was created by the International Society for the Study of Trauma and Dissociation (ISSTD), which was created by and for psychologists who believed in the myths promoted during the Satanic Panic.
The RA part comes from "satanic ritual abuse," which was coined by Dr. Lawrence Pazder of Michelle Remembers (cw for descriptions of horrible abuses) fame. Lawrence Pazder is the man who effectively started the Satanic Panic. It cannot be overstated that Pazder, now a known malpractitioner, was considered the expert on ritual abuse during this time.
The MC part comes from "trauma-based mind control," which was coined to refer to the alleged abuses inflicted in Project Monarch. Parts of this conspiracy theory that can't be traced back to Fritz Springmeier can usually be traced back to Cathy O'Brien and Mark Phillips, two other (really racist) conspiracy theorists.
Ultimately, the entire conspiracy theory is constructed from tropes that go back to The Protocols of the Learned Elders of Zion (a known antisemitic hoax), blood libel, and early modern witch panic.
Searching the Internet for RAMCOA resources, ritual abuse, or trauma-based mind control will always bring you to conspiracy theorists.
(Also, the term OEA, which stands for "organized extreme abuse," will lead you to conspiracy theorists as well.)
So yeah, if you're looking for support, be very wary of this stuff. It will absolutely not help you heal; just the opposite.
#trauma recovery#abuse recovery#ramcoa#isstd#oea#tbmc#trauma based mind control#alter programming#project monarch#conspiracy theory#conspiracy theories#conspiracism#conspiracy theorists#conspiracy theorist#satanic ritual abuse#ritual abuse#cult survivor
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The secret to manifesting is knowing you already have it!!

#loassumption#loa tumblr#loa#loa blog#master manifestor#law of attraction#manifesting#manifest#affirm and persist#affirmations#affirmdaily#law of assumption motivation#neville goddard#joseph murphy#subconscious#subconciousmind#programming subconscious mind#mindset#positive thoughts#positive affirmations#quantum field#source#god#imagination#law of assumption
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kind of late, but here are my pieces for @hsprzine vol. 3 out now
#my art#homestuck#caliborn#calliope#panel redraw#hsprzine#i got caught right in an art program transition when doing these don't mind the different styles here#forgot what tags i do for these
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Something I love about Leo is that, canonically, he IS capable of cooking, he’s just completely incapable of using a toaster. He’s banned from the kitchen not out of an inability to make edible food, but because being within six feet of a toaster causes the poor appliance to spontaneously combust.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rottmnt headcanons#rise leo#all Leos mortal enemy: toasters#side note but thinking about this aspect of Leo’s character really has me wanting to make a deeper dive into Leo as a Jack of All Trades#because he has aspects of this all throughout the series#where he can do many things he’s just not the best at it#like he can cook but he’s no Mikey#he can - canonically - rewire an *AI PROGRAM* but it goes very wrong#he can lift both Mikey and Raph simultaneously but he struggles to do so where his other brothers don’t even break a sweat#bro is a Jack of All Trades Master of None frfr#and Leo is even more interesting with this in mind because he uses what he CAN do so well#it’s like how he can see his family’s strengths and weaknesses and knows exactly how they work#his skill set is made way better simply by his personal USE of those skills not by the skills themselves#portals and teleportation are only op if you know how to weaponize them#given time he ABSOLUTELY could#okay I shut up now this was supposed to be about toasters#but yeah all the boys have a bunch of skills under their belts outside the typical ones#but Leo stands out to me for having skills his other brothers have but to a much lesser degree in a lot of cases#and he works with what he has so well that that is a skill in itself
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