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all i could think about watching the wrapped video
#why is he STARING AT ME#fr though#“im proud of you”#millions found DEAD#idkhow#dallon weekes#gloom division#i dont know how but they found me#idkhow but they found me#idkhbtfm#i don’t know how but they found me#save me dallon weekes
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anthony dad posting 😭😭😭😭😭😭
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NOCTIS WITH KIDS NOOOOOOOO 🫨🫨😵💫😵💫😵😵😵
there was a cutscene prior to this that was super cute too but this little one off convo 🥺🥺🥺 idk something about how he says thanks I———-
#angel’s altar 💒#ffxv.posting#millions found dead#my ushy gushy can not survive this i fear 😔#i hate biology 😔#DFSSFFSSDF
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People often talk about Rio Ranger as if he's the doll version of Sei but what I find super fascinating is that he isn't, not in the same way Fake Reko or the Dummies are replications of their human counterparts.
Ranger resembles Sei on a surface level — same physical appearance, just an unclear amount older; same way of speaking. But he is unmistakably different. Ranger is an incomplete being, missing his positive emotions, but even the true Ranger is Rio Laizer rather than Sei, because there's still something different.
Rio Ranger is, fundamentally, inhuman and yet desperate to be human. He was created to be jealous of humanity and despite his hatred for them, humanity is what he is always striving for. But it is something that he doesn't possess, and is forced to steal instead. He takes clothes from the dead and uses drawings on cards to feign emotion; he is the Dress-Up Doll, Rearranger, not possessor of anything of his own.
While the other dolls based on humans in the game have identity issues based on their personhood being defined by someone else, being merely a copy of another person, Ranger is not even allowed Sei's identity to base himself on — it's very likely he doesn't even know who Sei was. He does not have Sei's clothes — nondescript and tied to Asunaro as they are — and he does not have the capacity for expressing emotion that Sei had.
When comparing Ranger and Sei in terms of personality, differences are obvious. There are similarities, naturally — besides the abrasive way of speaking, there's the jealousy and desire for validation. But in Ranger, these are present to an extreme — they're all he has. (And, ironically, this is what Gashu claims to believe makes him so human, even when Ranger's inhumanity comes through most clearly in this lack of anything else.)
In Sei, on the other hand, these traits are tempered by logic, to put things in YTTD's beloved logic vs. emotion dichotomy. Despite his outwardly emotional nature, from what we see of him he appears realistic and focused on survival in a way that Kai isn't. He's aggressive and overly casual about killing people, but he doesn't express the glee at violence that Ranger does, only a fierce desire to prove himself and survive. Sei is jealous of Kai and desires Gashu's affection, but also has an understanding of the situation he's in that both Kai and Ranger lack — he can tell that Gashu doesn't care about him as much as he does Kai, and recognizes that the way Gashu treats both of them is wrong. Ranger believes Gashu truly loves him, a fact proven blatantly false by his eventual demise at Gashu's hands. Ironically, this blindness is more similar to Kai as we see him in his minisode, rather than Sei.
Of course, this understanding isn't simply a part of Sei's basic nature, but rather the fact that unlike Kai and Ranger, he has past experience to go on. Sei wasn't born into the Satou family — though his exact origins are unclear, based on his grief for his birth father and how he talks about Asunaro ("all this shady organization crap"), it's possible he wasn't even born into Asunaro at all. Before being sent to Gashu, he had his own father, one who we don't know anything about but whom he apparently loved. He doesn't accept Gashu's treatment of him and Kai the way Kai does because he has known a different father and a different way of life. This doesn't free him from Asunaro's influence — he still accepts the role of assassin they give him and resigns himself to becoming a killer. What choice does he have, after all? But he carries no illusions about Asunaro or his role in it. He knows that the training is cruel, that he is viewed only as a tool, that Asunaro is wrong even if they are also not worth resisting.
This is a major part of why Ranger isn't Sei, why he cannot be; because Asunaro is all Ranger knows. They are his creators, who he was literally built to serve. In Ranger's mind, he is not only Gashu's son and heir, but his creation, his masterpiece. And of course he wouldn't have been created with Sei's memories — why take that risk? Why give him any sort of knowledge of a life outside Asunaro or reason to be disloyal to them?
Ranger is not Sei — so why model Ranger after him? Because Ranger is the idea of Sei, what Sei was meant to be: a counterpart to Kai, a rival, a second choice. Gashu preferred Kai, once; Kai won out over Sei. But Kai has proven himself a failure and betrayed Asunaro, leaving Gashu with no choice but turn once more to Kai's long-dead competition. Ranger is, like Sei, the opposite of Kai, temperamental and vulgar while Kai is stoic and polite, and perhaps more importantly, capable of murder while Kai steadfastly is not.
And yet Ranger isn't Sei. Sei was jealous of those — specifically Kai — he saw as superior or at least as being treated as such; Ranger is this idea taken to its natural conclusion. Sei had lost everything he had outside of Asunaro; Ranger never had anything else to begin with. Sei was a human; Ranger will never be, doomed to forever long otherwise. Ranger is Sei only in the ways Sei was useful — desperate for recognition, willing to kill, a perfect rival to Kai — but something entirely different, an inhuman machine, in all the ways Sei was a liability.
Sei was human, and he knew that he deserved to have that fact respected. Ranger isn't human and gets only the wanting, desperate to be as good as a human even humanity itself is unattainable. Of course, it isn't being a doll that is actually Ranger's problem — it's Asunaro, who view humans and dolls alike as disposable. Sei's humanity didn't make him any less of a tool as far as Asunaro was concerned, it only made him more difficult to control. All Sei wanted was to be seen as an equal to Kai, a person worthy of respect — and this is what he gets, in the end: his face and voice used as a base for one of Asunaro's weapons, while his true identity and personhood remains forgotten.
Ranger has nothing to hold him back from doing his duty for Asunaro, nor does he have anything to hold onto outside of it. In that sense, Ranger is an ideal asset for Asunaro — at least until the very jealousy and hatred Gashu programmed into him goes too far, and he is, once again, deemed a failure. Ironically, Gashu shoots Ranger for attempting to kill a participant, when willingness to kill was perhaps the one true advantage Sei had over Kai.
In the end, Ranger is offered no more humanity in his death than Sei is — they are both merely pawns of Asunaro, set to die at its whims. But while Sei dies in the arms of his brother, receiving one final act of kindness as Kai refuses to kill him, Ranger has no one in either of his deaths but his creators: in his death as Rio Laizer the dubious kindness of Tia Safalin, making his final moments full of agonizing guilt, and of course in his first death, as Rio Ranger, nothing but Gashu's coldness, the bullet in his head a sort of culmination to the favoritism Sei found weighed against him, and a demonstration of just how far Gashu has come from the father who once genuinely cared for Sei. Sei was human, Ranger was not, but as far as Asunaro is concerned, they are exactly the same: tools, easily thrown away as soon as they stop being useful.
#also I don't know where to put this in here but the fact that both Kai and Ranger struggle to show facial expressions#while Sei does not... it's neat is all#your turn to die#yttd#rio ranger#sei satou#sei yttd#i haven't been as focused on yttd lately but i found this in my drafts and was like oh i am still mentally ill about the satou brothers huh#i have so many thoughts about sei... we see so little of him but what we do see is so interesting to me#i was writing an au where he survives instead of kai so i have thought extensively about what his deal is lol#like can we talk about how sei killed like 3 people? specifically other kids? and was super chill about it? like dude#if sei was not a tragically dead child he'd have become a super fucked up adult is what i'm saying#i need to go back to writing that fic.... maybe when i finish my 5 million other wips
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
#did I some how miss an episode bc liek how did we get here#bro they just found out about the mimic what do you mean foxy died 😭😭#ok he’s not actually dead#BUT STILL#looks like puppets finally gonna go after them now#that shouldn’t end terribly at all teehee#I have like 50 million thoughts running through my head rn hhh#the eclipse and puppet show#teaps#eaps
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banishment to the void I’m not drawing a bg
#Queen dead cells#Dead cells Queen#Dead cells#THE HORROR IN MY EYES WHEN QUEEN OPENED AN EYE IN THE SHOW#Why would they do that💔#anyway I like her#Can’t be bothered to add an bg so hey#ALSO!! FOUND A STYLE THAT DOESNT TAKE A MILLION YEARS!!!!#YIPPPEEE THIS ONLY TOOK 2 AND A HALF HOURS!!!!
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genuinely one of the most boring, lazy, unsatisfying bits of worldbuilding in TVC (and i'm glad they're ditching in the show) is the idea that vampires just don't like being around one another. how is that narratively satisfying in any way? what does that accomplish? in all other ways, vampires are written as more or less thinking and feeling as humans do. excusing away 'oh idk they broke up' or 'oh they all just wandered off from the night island' by saving vampires just kinda don't like being around one another falls so FLAT.
#rose reads tvc#this last third of tva feels so rushed and sloppy and dull tbh. why did we spend a million chapters with marius and like one chapter on CoD#barely anything about tvl or iwtv from armand's pov which could've been so fascinating.#anne rice said she changed her mind about him as a character since those books. use this as a chance to reconcile it???#what did he think about all the nicki stuff? what about tossing lestat off the tower?#his POV on akasha and everything from qotd? hell if we're gonna make this book all about him and marius what about like.#show us his thoughts when he found our marius wasn't dead?#idk i'm struggling so much with words today but i'm feeling dissatisfied. :/
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booboo beast
#was looking for something and i found this lil dude hidden in a random canvas...#chandlo when snorpy goes into a different room (he cant see him and a million meteors could suddenly appear and kill him dead!!!!)#bug game
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Hi I just stumbled across this blog and idk if you'll see this but I have inanimate insanity headcanons I need to dump SOMEWHERE so here
- cheesy has one of those meme soundboards downloaded on his phone and he plays meme sounds at the WORST times like 2 people will be arguing and you'll hear vine booms after every line and you'll look over and he's just casually doing that
- tissues has weird random beef with SO many people, specifically soap, test tube, and salt
-idk if y'all have spirit weeks at your schools but we had a bring anything but a backpack to school days and I think lightbulb would do that but like. Everyday. It's always smth different too one time she carried her stuff in a washing machine and no one blinked an eye bc it's LB
-the cherries called nickel cringe once and he's never been the same sense
-SOAP IS A THEATRE KID IM A THEATRE KID AND I CAN FEEL IT
-Clover decorated Cabby's shelves once with doodles and stickers :)
- hotel oj has just one big TV in the common room and paper and knife are CONSTANTLY hogging it and watching shitty reality TV shows. The others hate them for it.
ALSO SOME BFB ONES
-Blocky's sense of humor entirely revolves around making people eat those godawful bean boozled jelly beans. He always knows what the bad ones are and he gives them to people without telling them
-Lollipop has a whole brand of kitchen appliances but like they're all kind of useful and they flopped and gelatin teases her abt it constantly
OK IM SORRY IT WAS SO LONG
The cheesy one is canon source he told me actually
#hi so glad u discovered this blog so sorry I u found it when it was in it's dead era#nickel got the biggest reality check ever by a bunch of 11yr olds#soap reciting hamilton front to back while cleaning the hotel to the point that everyone has the musical memorized just cuz they've had#-to hear it a million times#lollipop girlfailure in both her business and love life canon/silly#ask#headcanon#inanimate insanity#bfdi#bfb
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Don't do a thinkpiece on skypiea if you're going to completely ignore white christian settler colonization and indigenous genocide. Just don't talk about it.
#its so wild how smart ppl who watch one piece are#yall can write theories all day long and im like wow yall are so smart#but when it comes to skypiea you go braindead#i do not believe youre that stupid#that you dont recognize it#i genuinely just think youre anti indigenous#and dont want to recognize anything doing with indigenous genocide bc you benefit so much from it#ive been looking online for anything that has an intelligent take on skypiea and i havent found much#ppl comparing it to palestine#which is fair#but imo wano represents that situation a lot better#its pretty obvious skypiea is commentary on the indigenous genocide of north america#i think you guys forget that#by tens of millions#and hundreds of years#thats the biggest and longest lasting genocide in human history#nothing in history comes anywhere close to what was done to indignenous north americans#i know yall dont care and dont take it seriously#but odas not a fucking brain dead dumb ass bitch#obviously hed make one of the most important arcs in the series revolve around a significant real world event#its even the way that he went out of his way to show that the indigenous ppl are somewhat sovereign#but theyre STILL being targeted by the white ppl and controlled by white christian colonization
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fellas do you ever harass someone by (checks notes) getting abused by them for two years.
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mood for the evening
#:)#was going through the phone i had from 2014 to 2019 and found a couple old selfies i took#and when i tell you i have never seen a more dead behind the eyes individual swamped in despair in my life#like a little jpeg of me aged 20 should NOT have contained as palpable a misery aura as it did. and yet#anyway it's insane how much i have genuinely improved as a human being in the last 18 months#on and off i've been jokingly calling my self improvement process a miraculous resurrection but wholly and genuinely i think that did happe#like. the me now looks way more alive + happy than maybe i ever have in my whole life????#also what's insane is that in these pictures of me from ages 17-22 i look a million times older and wearier than i do now in my mid 20s#moral of the story is resurrection is THE hottest thing a bitch can do#idk just. very glad i didn't succumb to the pall that had been cast over me for the majority of my life#i am very glad i am alive here and now despite it all. i certainly never believed it lmfao
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hello world.
name's alex, or i guess i also go by cancel on here too. he and neos if you want. 18 years old unfortunately. transmasculine nonbinary and aroace. im diagnosed with many things and undiagnosed with many more things. welcome to the introductory post for this chaos pit of a blog.
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im an artist with a main focus in character design and concept art, though i do illustrations too. i love my ocs so thats what i draw most of the time. id advise against following me for fandom stuff other than lotf but i do reblog some animanga things and other media i like from time to time. i use this blog as a catchall for my art, yapping, and reblogs, so beware.
if youre coming from the lotf fandom, hi. so heres the deal. i used to draw the lotf characters, but eventually my designs and hcs for them became so complex and removed from the novel that i decided to make them ocs. theyre called the island kids. you can look at their refs and read about them by clicking that link. i long for them to eventually be their own characters apart from lotf, but i understand that they still look and act similarly to the lotf characters, and seeing as they literally evolved from them, they can pretty much be treated as the same thing. thats why im here. i still engage with the fandom normally, but when i draw the "lotf characters" im really drawing the island kids. apologies if thats highly confusing, dont worry. im still confused myself.
if youre here for oc content, hi. i have way too many projects to possibly keep track of so id suggest to not even try. if youre interested in any particular project feel free to ask and i will spill the beans all over your counter. i dont really have a hierarchy of projects as my focus switches constantly but in general the island kids and catwog are on top. im also a big fan of making gijinkas so youll probably see a lot of those from me too. i aspire to be a character designer / concept artist one day and making ocs have always kind of been an outlet for me to hone that skill. i treat them like my babies. i hope you will like them as much as i do.
some other miscellaneous interests i have are mythology, shakespeare, various animanga, some choice video games, internet / psychological horror, and a bunch of other stuff, but i dont usually talk about those on here. they may pop up from time to time though.
rules.
before you follow ; im quite literally almost never on this app so posts are extremely inconsistent. i wouldnt follow for one particular thing because you will get an earful of everything else im interested in at the moment. not much else, just make sure you can handle the uber instincts of my uber autism.
do not interact ; bigots of any affiliation (racist, ableist, queerphobic, etc), proshippers, zionists, terfs, ai "art" creators or defenders, nftbros, mspec "lesbians" or defenders, and generally annoying people. this isnt exhaustive but for the most part i just block if i dont like you.
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my ask box is always open for general chatter or art requests. probably wont draw media characters but feel free to send in lotf characters, my ocs, or your ocs and i might doodle them depending on my availability.
please dont hesitate to message me if we share an interest or you just wanna talk with me. i dont bite i promise. and if you are ever so inclined to draw one of my ocs, i beg of you, please tag me or send it to me so i can scream about it and do my little autism dance while looking at it for the next 5 business days.
you can use the tags down below to look for specific stuff on my account, though i cant guarantee everythings tagged properly. i also tag reblogs with the name of the media im reblogging and the characters in the post so you can also look for stuff that way.
if youre interested in more of my yapping and / or art, heres my twitter and instagram. my discord is ihavetheconch if you want to shoot me a friend request.
#⸝⸝ connection terminated ( 01 ‚ cancel talks )#⸝⸝ finalize transaction ( 02 ‚ reblogging )#⸝⸝ unknown file detected ( 03 ‚ my creations )#⸝⸝ edit user settings ( 04 ‚ ocs / cancelverse )#⸝⸝ overwrite previous data ( 05 ‚ inbox / asks )#⸝⸝ send friend request ( 06 ‚ friends )#and after one million zillion years i have an intro post#introduction#lotf#oc#local annoying artist found dead in LA home after being forced to write about himself#immediately noticed a spelling mistake that's awesome chat
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#found this . pareallels. last night#two twelve year olds that care so much about their friends that theyre willing to die for them#either to save them or in guilt for hurting them#and then theyre saved. and theyre saved again and again and again#because their friend would never let them die not in a million years#like what the actual FUCKKKKKK#sorry normance im not trying to exclude him i love him but hes dead so its okay ❤ (joke)
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I will never forgive Russell brand.
Celebrities can use their influence for good, or evil. When he interviewed Logan Paul on his podcast was when I realised this.
I saw it come up and was like "Logan is a disgusting, irredeemable human being and I will never respect him." And then I was like "well, Russell is giving him a chance - maybe I should too? Maybe I can listen to his side?"
And that was because of how much I respected Russell brand at the time. He used to be my favourite comedian. So I listened, as did millions others.
And I saw Russell choosing a path of compassion for a horrible human being and I followed. As did millions others.
And I thought nothing of it. I was being a good person, giving someone a second chance. As I thought millions of others must be thinking.
And what does Logan do with this second chance? Continue to be an irredeemable human being but adds in being a capitalistic, leeching scammer and animal abuser.
This is why celebrities can't just sit there and be like "oh it's not my fault if people follow me!!!" Like yes it is. It is your fault and it's your responsibility to give your credibility to people redeemable of it. And if you don't, you need to own up to it.
Russell is the reason millions of people gave Logan a second chance. He helped transform logans platform and gave him a new opportunity.
Russell is the reason thousands of people have been negatively impacted by logans new business ventures.
Russell is to blame.
#russel brand#logan paul#logan paul purposefully went to the suicide forest and found dead bodies and made fun of them#logan scammed millions of dollars from his fans usibg a dodgey cryt#pto scheme#hes an awful human#like yes forgive people but dont use your celebroty status to redeem scam artists#and then say youve done nothing wrong
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THE CAT ATE THROUGH ALL MY CHARGERS I NO LONGER HAVE A FUNCTIONING LAPTOP
#SCREAM#I NEED THIS FOR WORK#MY PAPER THATS DUE TONIGHT IS ON THERE#I CANT TURN IT ON ITS DEAD#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#she ate through my phone charger too but i have a million back ups#but only the one laptop charger#IDK WHAT TO DO NOW#it was also sparking when I found it#that very easily could have either killed her or started a fire#im shaking now ahhhh
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