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cosmicwhoreo · 1 year ago

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More of good ol Gold Choco because he's fun

he's an elusive old bastard that comes to those who just ask nicely~! And have the right amount of coins...

#crk #cookie run #cookie run kingdom #Gold Choco Cookie #doodles #concept ideas #might keep some might throw some idk #he's babygirl and a greedy boy

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silusvesuius · 8 months ago

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nnnnnnnnnnnnno maa'am

#my want to draw traditionally literally split me open for the past week and leaves me literally depressed i'm so serious i can't even look -#- @ my art programs without wanting to throw up omfg should;ve never picked up those pencils #but it's ok i just needed a nap #something so relatable about them i think nelvas has something in it for everyone meanwhile eltl is secluded art museum.#it's very possible to walk around in neloth's and talvas' brains but eltl is off limits. they will NOT! get no drawings like this outta me #wtf r they thinking ........#< eltl not nelvas #something nobody on dis earth can understand ..........#talvas wants to live he likes living but neloth's presence is so strong that it overrides and deletes his will to live.#bruuuuuuuuh #i bet the feeling of neloff is in everything he does if they ever part ways he won't be able to fold clothes or anythign without wanting -#- 2 cry . for what reason . idk bc neloth once yelled at him for folding clothes like shit .what am i on rn #(talvas thoughts mode) I want this old man to hug meeee😢😢😢#NELOFF DO IT and smash him too before i do it first .#me and neloth are the same person tho so it doesn;t matter but w/e #i'm getting emotional over them right now this cannot be real #i love her .... (Skyr1m)#i opened the game for .5 minutes today to take pics of a character uight what a beautiful game.#Te/s having such extensive lore ruins the whole entire game and the franchise but whatever . skyr1m is an art piece that's just how i feel #also this might be a very hard pill to swallow for some people but t*lvas is literally a kin Vessel for young women that keep getting -#- hit on by men twice or thrice their age when they're just trying to live their life .#this feels so profound to me i need dis shit inmy discord bio right NOEW.#Talvas................................#(eyes watering) (holding palm out)#suicide //#just in case but this tag would've gone crazy with my drawings of ulfr*c from late 2022 where i drew him with slit wrists. very artsay #is it not. i didn't like neither of those drawings tho i need to revisit cus i can feel ulfr*c on a diffaraaant level #when will i run out of tags. the way you can tell i just LUH talvas look at me drawing his hair in that second pic 😑BRU #look at me also trying to replicate pencils digitally in the first.. hmmm i don't hate it #at least it soothes me and i don't have pencil withdrawal

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codenamesazanka · 9 months ago

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Shigaraki dies, and goes back in time. To the day OFA was transferred to Deku…

[part 1] [part 2] [part 3]

rough idea/summary [part 1.5] (takes place immediately after Part 1, after Shigaraki kills AFO. He encounters Kurogiri.

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Shigaraki attempts to leave the lab after killing AFO. He realizes he doesn't know where the exit is - he only ever traveled here via Kurogiri or warp goop - but he knows he's underground. If he tries heading up, he'll find an exit eventually, right? And if all else fails, he'll just decay a way out. He wonders if he can recreate what he did at Jaku without augmentation - definitely on a smaller scale, and he can't differentiate what not to decay, but the crater at Deika was pretty sizable on its own—

Kurogiri appears in front of him.

Shigaraki Tomura. You just killed All For One.

Kurogiri has always been a tough opponent for him, in their spars, during the fights Shigaraki starts - just too fast with those portals. Shigaraki had gotten faster, but that was after a month training with Machia, something this body doesn't have…

But Kurogiri's not an opponent, if he ever was.

Shigaraki says, You don't seem so disturbed by it. Does that mean Sensei had a backup plan for this exact thing?

Shigaraki doesn't get an answer. He wasn't expecting one. They stare at each other for a moment, before Shigaraki lowers the rest of his guard.

Guess it's not avenging him.

Kurogiri only says, I am your protector.

To the very end.

...I've always been a shit brat to you, Shigaraki says.

Kurogiri's misty head ripples. That never had any bearing on my mission to watch over you. To make sure you grow up properly. And it seems you have. What future did you come from, Shigaraki Tomura, to have matured you like so?

'You left,' Shigaraki could say, but he doesn't know how Kurogiri would take that. An insult? Even though he lost all desire to insult Kurogiri a long time again. Or maybe Kurogiri'll understand, vague as it is. The same way Toga and Twice had teased him about this, once. The same way Kurogiri said Shigaraki had friends, waiting for him.

I was 21, Shigaraki says. It's been a while since I was who I was this morning.

Kurogiri was quiet. A death at 21 is far too young, Shigaraki Tomura.

...You say that like it's my fault. Shigaraki says. Well—maybe it was, part of it. But somehow, he got a 'continue'.

There's only two people who can command Kurogiri - AFO and Shigaraki, and AFO overrules him. Especially if there is a backup plan (of course there would be a backup plan; he really should've decayed the Doc while he was at it. If he goes back right now to do so, will the Doc still be there? Or will Shigaraki be wasting time he could be using to escape?)

Kurogiri, Shigaraki says. Until he calls you back, will you work with me?

#fanfic #fanfiction #nalwrites #nalslastworkingbraincell #newest chapter throws a bit of a wrench into this #now that shigaraki canonically entrusted deku with finishing/keeping his destruction or whatever #[doubt]#but i can spin that prob #he's back and all of that has been undone #and he's still the leader of the league #deku's still some plain looking brat #with nice intentions #but then at the medical bay all might said Evil will be caught and punished #and shigaraki realizes he still hates him #or something #idk #will think on it #shigaraki time travel fix it fic idea

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spotaus · 4 months ago

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Late Night quick thing (New Age Sillies)

Bad news: That joke post about including Reset + Orchid is definitely not canon. (I legit got sad thinking about Reset being in a universe where Orchid isn't- because their stories are so so intertwined- but Nightmare 100% would NOT risk the whole twins exploding Error's soul thing.)

Good news: This means I COULD include Kane (Reset's older brother who usually dies in timelines where Reset is born) and use it to develope his character a bit more! Also! Perhaps a Blue × Dream kiddo is finally in the stars for me to design?

#new age au #really enjoying the idea of Reaper + Geno having an heir at some point (and them sending that heir over to Night's kingdom for #exposure to other places as well as to hang with his third cool knight dad who's hard at work 🙏)#Kane has little to no development besides being a perfect angel (foil to Reset's eventual turn to poor choices) so I'd love to do #to him what I do to every oc of mine. (Namely: Throw them into the Kingdom and see what they do.)#oh! and I could see Blue and Dream (beloved boys) listening to the warnings of possible complications if they try to have a lil babybones #and Dream deciding he'd take the risk and carry the growing soul #(<- though tbf this is MANY years into the future and they'd be well established knights of the realm)#i'm not evil so they *would* manage to avoid the twins curse and have a singular beautiful babybones #they'd get raised partially on the move but stay behind with Night and Error if the two had a more dangerous mission #and grow up to be an obnoxiously powerful warrior following after their dads #(but they'd probably be hesitant to follow into the footsteps of being a knight and might go on a quest with friends before choosing a #final path for themselves)#<- Most spoiled rotten kid ever. courtesy of Nightmare and Error and all their extended family <3 #oh last note. Ancha has me cracking up w/ ideas for Cross potentially meeting someone and I was beamed w/ an old ship request post I saw and #I think it'd be funny to include Lust in here somehow... (probably call him smth else as a nickname but y'know-)#like. He works in the city around the castle as some sort of... idk tailor? and he's been making things for Nightmare for years without #knowing because Ccino always was discreet about the orders and providing measurements + always tipped well so it was none of his business #but one day it's like. before a big announcement ceremony or smth and Ccino drags Cross in by the scruff because no one can get him to get #clothes that actually fit aside from armor (hc he steals the others clothes a lot and wears 1 shirt until it's threadbare)#so Ccino makes him go to Lust and Lust is able to get him fitted for sone new outfits because. well. Lust doesn't do much but he's very very #handsome and Cross is super easily flustered and shy around new people and he's awkward and aughhh.#and then he thinks about the interaction for the next month before deciding he's going to ask Ccino to go back there again.#and Lust likes dressing Cross up in new outfits (everyone thinks it's great Cross is loosening up and meeting new friends cuz Lust introduce #s him to people in town) and it takes forever for Cross to get over his worries and ask Lust out to a ride on his horse (romantic. of course #) and Lust agrees because he's charmed.#and the best part would be Cross *actually* manages to keep it a secret. like. no one finds out until one morning Killer bursts into Cross'#room to wake him for surprise training and it's Cross. the weird Dog. and- holy shit did Cross have someone over???#Cross pulls the cool ones frfr 🙏#it's just a casual thing between them with little plot relevance or drama I think. just a chill lil relationship 🙏

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lunasilvis · 9 months ago

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Forever going between the want to delete all forms of social media and using it as my trusted daily escape from day-to-day stuff

#Leaning forward towards the 1st one but then I open tumblr or insta and see a fluffy animal and it's all okay again #But if I might be deactivated one day....👆 Tell urselves I'm in a better place lol #idk being online can be rotten. and I sometimes think I'd do better by just throwing it out #I feel it doesn't click much with who I am #It can enhance the ego or boosts excessive talk or overthinking things. and that's not who I am #but then again I live remotely faraway from my best friends and social media is the glue that keep some bonds going #personal

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onejellyfishplease · 1 year ago

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Wait do they (brothers) even know what mosquitello (the great) looks like cause I feel like that’s would be important to their (pretty useless) search

uhhhhhh

*looks at notes*

nope!

#also i am considering a small redesign for mosquitello #but idk #i might throw around some ideas #i just keep imagining a really serious scene then just seeibg his goofy ass face #ill figure it out #asks #screwnames-ihatenames #mosquitello

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asfdhgsdkjhgb · 5 days ago

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guys i need to be dancing at a house party tipsy with someone im attracted to so bad btw. ive never been to a house party in real life (though id quite like to at least once) but i really have been desperately needing that specific (probably awful for me) sensory and social environment so bad lately

#just me rambling again #i keep looking through ao3 to try to find smth with the exact vibe im looking for but cant :(( might have to grab hold of some old or some #half made ocs and write it myself idk. or just like. find a way to experience it irl #oh btw ! tmrw night slumber party w one of my friends who ive been wanting to hang out with more + also happens to be the one i recently go #to smooch on the mouth :3333 #the stated purpose is ive been trying to get her to yap at me abt her biggest fandom / interest for ages and just explain all of the lore #and story and characters to me bc ive been wantign to hear abt it from her but we just havent had a good time #and also i cannot lie i hope that i can smooch them on the mouth again! theyre such a lovely person and so very pretty #ive been meaning to tumblr tag ramble abt that for a bit and forgot anyways i have straight up told them and also one of our other friends #that if they get invited to a party ever they should please please lpeaseeeeeee see if they can invite me along #my brain has a half assed hope at maybe getting the teen party experience (most likely not oging to happen for me but it is a real life #possibly grounding for little daydream of wants) bc a somewhat popular guy the year below me (guy i fancied when i was in the play fun fact #for any loyal frog lore enjoyers) put smth on his instagram story like if i throw a bday party is anyone interested ?? with like a story #poll and obviously i picked the affirmative bc i dont know him super well but he knows a lot of ppl i know and i did a cool photoshoot with #him once idk im hoping if its a big event i have a shot at going (as aforementioned--not going to happen in real life but a man can dream)#sigh i recently made a new playlist of the weird yearning ive got going on rn and the flavor of my minds niche longings #its a good playlist #idk ive been so nothing recently im just excited that i get to see my friends this weekend i get to hang out w some of my besties tmrw #through the day too im very excited #OH ALSO omg im just throwing every single diary update i have into one post now ig but erm #ive realized recently (last week or two) that i think im finally 'over' my most recent relationship?#like im still sad abt the fact that my high school best friend.. doesnt talk to me anymore #and im still coping with all of the nightmare insecurities i have deep in my mind being proven correct within the past however many months #but like i only just registered oh hell yeah at the very least i dont have like. romantic feelings of any sort still towards her? i do #love my wonderful ex gf shes such a lovely person and for a long time was an amazing friend to me #but it feels like a weight is off of my chest i straight up was sitting in the feeling of well i'll be missing her forever and i just have #to live like this forever oh well but like. no im chilling in that regard actually we're clear.#idk ive had like nothing going on lately i work and school and i think about my feelings SOMETIMES #i try not to generally but they always get in somehow you know how it is.

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tiredmaster · 1 year ago

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Throwing cheese at the wall but I have a feeling the man who hired Colin and he hates so much is going to be Gwen's father or family member

#magpod #the magnus protocol #tmagp #i think those are the right tags theres too many #(3)#i would go insane if it was Elias but i have a feeling not #either way she clearly has stakes in this company in some way and comes from a wealthy background #and colin keeps losing his shit over some guy who is wealthy. my guess is potentially gwen and elias are siblings but i have no idea if #elias would have been working at the magnus institute when it burned down #if so it makes sense why his family might then invest in a similar project? again throwing cheese #idk where i got that from btw. throwing cheese.

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edennill-archived · 5 months ago

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Been listening to Finrod's Duel with Sauron in the Finrod rock opera and I can't help but just be amused at how inconsistent Sauron is being.

"Yeah, well, you're not guiltless before the Creator either."

"Who is more guilty? We, or the one who knowingly taught us pride?"

"Oh, that was for your own good."

#only consistent train of thought I can derive from that exchange is that Sauron is trying to convince Finrod to let go of the Good #since he's already done some things contrary to his morals and then adds that the morals were useless anyway #but tbh I wouldn't put it past him to just turn his own argument around whenever it's convenient to him #it's all 'which lie might help me achieve my goal rn' anyway #//#also I love those lines of Finrod in the end about thrones and crowns but I'm not going to quote them #since I do suspect their effect on me is at least 50% that enough of them is understandable to a Polish speaker #But yeah it's incredibly cool that Finrod just feels entitled to reproach Sauron for throwing away his... potential? birthright?#idk how to phrase it #*has* shades of using someone's hubris to keep other faults in check which is ultimately not good but I think you can read it differently #as in Finrod is legitimately... almost pitying here #my post #finrod rock opera #silmarillion #silm #finrod #sauron\#rock operas

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forgotten-daydreamer · 1 year ago

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tmi probably

my lunatic ass after telling my therapist "i have a thousand voices in my head all the time, and they tell me all the possibilities, so i deserve to know the future and i actually see it most of the times!" when he replies "not really. none of us can see it, you are just hyperactive and manic."

#ignore ignore ignore ignore go away #doc started talking about inpatient wards and emergency rooms like?? no. i'm never telling you anything ever again. how dare you.#i know he cares about my mental health. but like. i don't know. i feel like i'm being gutted out like a fish #i might throw up #like how dare you tell me i'm manic?#like. i know. i know! i can see it. i can tell.#i just. how do i put it into words. i just need to do the stuff i do and i need the voices to keep going. they just have to be less loud.#also because not all of them are bad!! some just don't make fucking sense.#“you know there are things we can do together that can help if you would just trust me and yourself” impossible.#i don't trust anyone. i have like a thousand voices in my head. which one is me? are they all me? trust is- no. not doing that.#and like yes yes i have to trust others and deep down a voice wants me to since i asked for help but?#i am so confused.#“saying no is something that can be learnt” also impossible.#i want a hug.#and a beer.#and #idk #cuddle pile #that's still hug territory?#oh i miss my mom. she gives the best hugs.#i can't ask a friend to hug me can i?#no but it's not even the same. like a friend's hug isn't the same. just doens't hit the same.#but like. i'd take it.#and also i wouldn't ask my mom for a hug either. they just happen.#she hugs me a lot. and i do hug her back too. love it #but like. it's been 15 years since i last asked for a hug? more maybe?#i don't think i ever did. not like. not after i stopped going to my parents every night until age 9 because of nightmares #yes i used to go to my parents every night until i was old as hell. i know kids stop at 6. i stopped at 9.#and like yeah someone should have guessed something was wrong with my relationship with sleep but

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago

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#what does one do when their perception cannot b trusted? im so physically and emotionally exhausted #and i can go from feeling hopelessly terminally bad to completely normal for no apparent reason. and on occasion i can go from normal to i #think i can stay up all night. i never have to sleep again. look how great i can focus. i could kill god.#and i have no emotional object permanence so it feels so stupid when im normal. i cant sympathize with myself in altered states of mind #and it doesnt matter but it makes me crazy the idea that i might not b bip0lar but i just push myself so far that under pressure my mind #splits into the catastrophically positive or negative. but i feel like this is how i have to live. i have to b perfect or pay a blood debt #and thats just how it is. and thats how its been. so at this point ive spend thr last idk 15 years of my life being d #some measure of miserable for no reason. i dont kno y i do this to myself and im 26 now and idk how to stop bc even pushing myself as hard #as i can im so far behind. how am i supposed to do less and not #and not just quit. im compulsive for a reason. there's a fundamental barrier between myself and understanding language but if i do more and #more and more then i can at least try to keep up with everyone else. idk im so tired. and im 26 and im afraid im stuck like this #and i cant even... its like ive split my head in 2 to cope. ive created distance within myself so that i cant fully feel how terrible i make #things for myself. half my brain is always like lol suffer idiot. it throws off my therapists bc i cant take my own pain seriously. ill #laugh and smile while im like yea i feel horrible like most of the time and i dont kno what to do lol. idk so it goes. i think im gonna stop #with the birth control tho. as it doesnt seem to help with my sadness levels. idk if ite making ot worse or not. guess well find out #itll b easier once i dont have to b trained on things. then i wont have to ask a question and burst into tears on my lab mate 🙄#unrelated

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kangaracha · 1 year ago

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so tired so, so tired. tired. i'm tired. i'm awake but i'm tired but i would like LEISURE TIME but i am tired but i didn't even finish all my Tasks, my Learning. so tired