#might delete later probably not though

[thatropoenthusaist]

No amount of collection of words can describe how happy I am with today's video.

Nexus?? Always a treat. Moon getting injured (though that's,,, an understatement)??? Pain and suffering hell yeah!! /pos Child Moon killed mention??? Unexpected but aough. Probably my favourite episode in a while.

I am very much going Through It though. Moon :(

[chickenndogg]

I can’t believe in the year 2024 we got a ‘Snap out of it!’ conclusion from Chee, I thought we were over this bad cliche guys… 😭

[suddencolds]

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[zaebeecee]

yeah sure you might SAY overthinking is bad but you have normal human opinions on things like media and politics while I have opinions that can be summed up with absolute batshit out-of-context sentences like “I think games like Silent Hill: Homecoming ruined the Banjo-Kazooie franchise” so who’s really winning here

[ccrisntok]

Thinking abt an old Ace & Levi comic a made that was like 50 panels long that I didn't post anywhere bc. No one would read 50 panels 💀 and I also never finished it.

It was low-key Acevi, but it was a fix it au basically where they were making up and being friends again.

I might finish it one of these days and make it into an animatic format so it's less grueling to read 😭

Here's some silly panels out of context

I'm sure you can guess what the premise is

[twilight-princess240]

I'm probably going to regret posting this and might delete it at some point, who knows, but I want to get this off my chest. I'll probably regret doing this on a public post on Tumblr later.

Is it weird to miss someone who you've only talked to briefly on here who deactivated their account for a reason or another, and since you don't know if there's any other social media out there they have along with the fact that you still didn't talk to them much, you'll probably never encounter them again?

Because that happened to me. I found an account by chance while perusing Tumblr, and I was interested in what posts were on there despite them being 18+ and NSFW. I honestly liked the content when looking through it and I even sent a message through the ask function admitting as such despite being unusually shy for some reason, maybe because at the time I didn't post anything (until my rant about my girl Alyssa Targaryen not too long ago) and I usually prefer to keep to myself.

I admittedly wasn't sure what the response would be and suddenly I felt like the biggest shrinking violet on the planet at the time. It was probably because it was the first time I had ever sent an ask on anyone's account, not to mention this was probably the first guy I reached out to on my own initiative outside of those I was already comfortable around on Discord. I was so nervous and to a certain extent, scared, because even though I was 22 at the time I never knew I could be so shy. I must have been pretty red in the face from my shyness too.

But he reached out to me about my ask through Tumblr's messages function, and he was honestly really kind. In the first message he sent to me, he thanked me for the kindness in my ask, and I was so surprised that he directly reached out to me that not only did my shyness kick in full force, I admittedly didn't respond to it for a month. When I finally responded, he understood I was shy for reasons I couldn't explain at the time, and surprisingly, despite my shyness still lingering, I felt comfortable around him. He assured me that he didn't feel uncomfortable about the fact that I liked a lot of his posts, which I was feeling really conscious about and had admitted to him. I felt like I could come out of my shell at least a bit, open up a little, at least to the point where I was willing to keep talking to him if we could. There were times where there were bumps in the road, where I wasn't sure if we had gotten off on the wrong foot or something or I was wondering if I was annoying or a load because of a tendency to just run my mouth at times, but overall I honestly enjoyed talking to him and his company even if it was solely through Tumblr's messages function.

However, it wasn't for long. We only talked for a few months, and even then, it was really brief and spread out partially due to different time zones. He was dealing with a lot of hate from anons who knew they could get away with it because they could hide behind screens. It was one of the key reasons if not the key reason why he eventually deactivated his blog, last year actually, and probably hasn't returned. Our final exchange, in October last year, was me wishing him luck since he was deleting his blog and possibly not returning, and he thanked me and wished me the best as well. And we both moved on with our lives.

But here's why I think I'm weird when concerning this topic and for even writing all this. It's because somehow, I miss him and feel a wish to reconnect with him and talk with him again. Aside from us talking very sparsely, I'm not sure if we even really knew each other after our message exchanging. As a result of all that, I feel like I shouldn't miss him. Yet I do, and I feel a strange desire to reconnect with him and talk with him again. I try to quash those feelings because not only will it probably never happen, to an extent I feel like it doesn't feel right to miss him and want to reconnect with him after only exchanging messages with him briefly and it being almost a year since he left.

Oh boy, this was practically an essay. While I do feel a bit better about getting this off my chest, I'm probably going to be cringing at myself for this and considering when to delete it as well. It scares me a bit, the fact that even though I didn't mention the person's name at all, someone might still figure out who I'm talking about and somehow get it to him. Well, it's still up in the air as to whether this is going to be deleted or not, but it all depends on how much I regret posting this and how mortified and conscious I feel at least a bit later over even writing this to begin with.

[nostalgia-tblr]

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[starflungwaddledee]

huge shout out to the regulars of my work who Saw That and instantly knew what it was about. cannot express how much glee these tags gave me thank you 😂✨

[james-p-sullivan]

i am still so fucked up about this hospital report

amnesia what the fuck 😭

[mooniety]

metasusie coffeeshop au is slowly weaving itself into existence holy shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[itsahotminuteinbetween]

trying to be okay...just gotta make it for two more days...two days and the week is over...

[aromanticasterisms]

read through alien space for star rail context and every frame himeko's in you can faintly hear me in the bg trying hard not to think about how much she looks like diluc

[sapphire-heart-tippy]

I don't want to sound weird or selfish or anything, but maybe for my birthday (November 16) I could get an ask about my ship with Vanilla, please? (Bel is okay too if you'd prefer to ask about him!)

Please don't feel pressured though, I just thought I'd ask is all! (maybe just one as a little birthday present)

I get a lot of asks about the other characters, but nothing really about my ships, which is wonderful and I'm very grateful and we all have fun, and I like to see everyone's creativity 🫂 and I think it would also be fun to get an ask about a ship of mine every now and then (I might do those reblog ask games again once the next one rolls around)

I'm planning on doing the F/ovember takeover again and having Vanilla both ask and answer questions, so if you're playing then he'll send asks about your ships like last year!

Plus I'm working on a birthday drawing like I do every year, only this time Bel will be in it 🫂🩵💙💜 he gets to be included wahoo!

[retro-animaze]

I just finished the 08th ms team and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

[w0ls-den]

theres something so sad and pretty about being lovesick

You love yourself so much you wish to find someone who can love you more - or find someone who can hold your broken pieces together.

But you don't trust anyone to hold those broken pieces of yours.

Can you imagine? A broken vase seeks glue to help it back together, but it won't trust anyone to find r use the right glue. Because the vase is afraid their pieces, for their beauty, will be pocketed and leave them incomplete. Or that fixer will use the incorrect glue that brings the vase only a temporary fix before it's inevitable re-breaking.

Its a bittersweet thing, wanting to find someone who will love you entirely, completely, and fully. But you can't trust yourself to trust them.

[nytehavyn-circle]

Lately, I've been feeling really inadequate about my smut. Like... I don't feel as if it's good enough. I want it to turn people on, I want people to read it and reach for a glass of ice water, lol Figuratively. But, I just don't feel like I've been doing a good job with it, like maybe some of my partners may not be happy with it but aren't actually saying anything.

Anyway, this is stupid to even think about. Sorry.