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#maybe tomorrow will b fine. ya kno? maybe itll b fine#im just. today doesn't fill me with confidence. bc last time i experienced pain this high on the 1st day of my period. the second day was#even worse. and im not sure what to do if that happens again. i have to meet a student. attened a lab meeting. and go to a 1.5hr class#tomorrow and currently im in too much pain to sleep. so tomorrow seems like itll b fucked up#might blow off the student and the lab meeting. i really need to go to that class tho#ugh. this is becoming a major issue in my life and its only going to b worse bc im afraid#worse and worse. it just sucks. diagnose me with women's issues. i feel like im being a bby but then its like nah but im truely not having#a good time curled up on the ground. fucking sucks. so pls let the pain stop rn so i can sleep#and dont let it come back or im not sure what ill do.#unrelated
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Rating: 5/5
Book Blurb:
A man, a woman, a disembodied skull⊠What could go wrong this holiday season? Everything.
Traipsing through the woods, searching for a century-old skull is just another day at the office for forensics professor, Dr. Chris Carter. But this call couldn't have come at a worse time.
Heâs recently been jilted by his long-term crush. It's days away from Christmas and he's spending the holidays alone. It's bone-chillingly cold, he really needs that third cup of coffee, and thereâs nothing remotely interesting about this cut-and-dried case.
Until his colleagueâs new assistant bounces onto the crime scene.
Daphne McKinnon is bubbly and gorgeous, with a keen intelligence and an eye for detail that makes her an excellent anthropologist. Their eyes linger too long inside the caution-taped perimeter. Her smile stretches wide as his thumb accidentally brushes hers over a dirt-encrusted orbital bone.
Itâs more than flirtation. Itâs magic.
When Chris and Daphne agree to transport the remains across the state to his lab, their spark ignites. Something about this woman turns the snobby, uptight, millionaire academic into a protective, feral... Daddy... who can't say no to her. Especially not when sheâs urging him to right the wrongs of Christmases past, heal their childhood wounds, and make their own new, movie-worthy holiday traditions along the way.
But while theyâre making merry, every stop on their Christmas Eve road trip turns into one disaster after another, until one giant peppermint hot cocoa bomb threatens to blow their cozy new world apart, almost as soon as it began.They've already started planning their lives together, but their relationship might not even survive the remains of Christmas.
The Remains of Christmasis an age-gap, (lightly) forbidden romance featuring an angsty-sweet, cinnamon roll anti-billionaire daddy professor, and a brilliant grad student heroine with a blue-collar background.
If you're looking for a Christmas romance that'll warm your heart with comfort & joy and give you the happily ever after of your dreams, but is also thought-provoking, drily funny, and intensely sexyâwith only the tiniest hint of the macabreâthis book is for you!
Review:
He's a forensic professor tasked with dropping a skull off, she's an anthropologist who's going on this Christmas road trip with him... but when truths spill out, can their romance survive this trip? Dr. Chris Carter is a brilliant forensic professor and an a billionaire. It's Christmas an he's suppose to drop off an ancient skull at a new lab... and he can't think of a worst way to spend the holidays than dealing with his feelings after being jilted by a long time crush and being alone in a car... until he meets Daphne McKinnon, a beautiful and intelligent anthropologist at the crime scene. Daphne and Chris instantly hit it off and she goes with him on his road trip, because what better way to spend the holidays than with a hot single person who just gets you. Yet the more time they spend together the more the harder they fall... the only problem is that their relationship might survive the trip when certain truths come out. Can they find a way to make it work or were they meant to be a holiday fling? This was SUCH A FUN READ. I loved it, it's got forensics, it's got name dropping Fast and Furious, and it's HOT. I loved the relationship between Chris and Daphne, they had great chemistry and definitely hit it off so well. This is such a great holiday read and one I'd absolutely recommend you add to your TBR this holiday season~!
Release Date: November 5,2024
Publication/Blog: Ash and Books (ash-and-books.tumblr.com)
*Thanks Luna Literary for sending me an arc in exchange for an honest review*
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note: part two to the college headcanons! part one can be found here! i had a lot of fun writing these and i hope everyone enjoys them :) teacher/student dynamic warning for zeke and hange's, and i guess bullying for annie's :/
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the very definition of kind-hearted frat boy who doesnât fit the stereotype heâs been assigned at all
starts off with accounting before realizing he hates math, moves into business management and marketing
the linkedin profile is absolutely popping, 500+ connections and details about every club and organization heâs ever been a part of
the friend that helps everyone find internships and fixes their resumes while offering helpful advice and not being condescending⊠anyways so thatâs how you meet porco
he works at the career center 100% and does various coaching/prep help, and you, pieckâs friend, are in desperate need of an internship
so youâre complaining to your friend as usual, when she tells you to stop by the building and ask for a âpockâ
so you do just that, walking in and asking for âpockâ and porco is a little stunned by this pretty stranger calling him by a nickname reserved for his close friends, and even then he just barely tolerates it
but he doesnât want to correct you, especially since youâre being so sweet and he can tell you need some help
so a meeting at the career center slowly turns into facetime calls to review applications and last-minute edits, stopping by your dorm to help you fill out paperwork and walking together to mail it out
i have a feeling porco doesnât wanna be too forward, and he thinks heâs being very aloof and casual, when he really just seems oblivious
and you cannot tell for the life of you if he likes you or heâs just being friendly since youâre close with pieck
finally after you land the internship and won't have your normal excuse to spend time with him, you get the guts you've been searching for
you tell him about the position later in the day, stopping by the center for hopefully the last time
"by the way, my number's on my resume if you're ever gonna ask me out."
leaves pocky-boy flustered and red and scrambling to ask you out, and you have been happily dating since
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oh boy
conny is a very typical college kid in the sense that he will sleep through every 8 am class he has, blow off class to go wait in line for the nacho bar, and has adopted the mantra âcâs get degreesâ
but he is an extremely lovable education major with a focus in history
rarely seen without his shadow sasha, but now that she started dating niccolo, she thinks that conny could use a relationship too, and that it might do him some good to be with a funny, down-to-earth person
thus begins the most grueling two weeks for every girl on campus, as sasha hunts down girls that she thinks would be a good match for her best friend
this includes airdropping a photo of conny to the lecture hall with the caption âwould you date this man? serious inquiries onlyâ
creates a fake tinder complete with a google form to narrow down the options
however, none of this is necessary because sasha bumps into you in the smoothie line and causes your triple berry blend to go flying
she helps you clean up and idle conversation leads to you talking about dates and so forth
âwell, iâd love to set you up with my best friend? how do you feel about a blind date?â
yes, conny met you, the love of his life, on a blind date set up by sasha with a stranger
itâs one of those funny stories that people donât believe when you tell them, because how ridiculous is that, but you both think itâs perfect since you get along so well and it made all the waiting worth it
bonus: double dates with sasha and niccolo! fondue night at their apartment, going to the arcade and having to lug up sasha and her food baby while niccolo parks the car, just overall a grand time :)
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zeke yeager, ph.d. started his new job at university with one rule in mind: absolutely no illicit affairs
he also coaches the club baseball team, because why not get involved on your campus
he really believes that heâs gonna stick with it too, despite the overwhelming number of students who come to his office hours with questions that his less handsome teaching assistants could answer
but no, he doesnât want to earn a reputation as that professor, and so he heads into the new semester with absolutely no lingering thoughts of an exciting little dalliance to get him through the monotonous days
he knows his huge lecture classes would always come with a few pretty students, but itâs the smaller, upper-level psych class heâs teaching when he meets you for the first time
zeke has you all figured out, or so he thinks. sitting in the front row, raising your hand for questions he wasnât expecting anyone to actually have an answer to, neatly handwritten notes in a color-coded notebook. he wouldnât peg you for the type to jump and take the risk by starting a relationship with a professor.
but he soon realizes that he didnât have you as figured out as he thought he did.
you avoid the gaggle of freshmen during office hours by scheduling meetings instead, sometimes right before class, coming to him with two cups of coffee and a wide smile that actually had him fooled into thinking you were here for academic reasons
this facade quickly fades though, because after a semester of interactions with you and getting more and more comfortable with each other, to the point where coffee orders are memorized and itâs zeke rather than professor yeager, youâve had just about enough
he knows heâs fucked when you come visit him at practice for the baseball team, bringing him a drink and engaging in conversation while the players watch their coach flirt with you
heâs especially fucked when he realizes heâs looking forward to practice just because thereâs a chance youâll stop by on your way to your next class
you submit your final paper early, nearly a week before itâs due and of course the first in the class to do so, and waltz into his office the next day with another steaming cup of his favorite drink
âyou submitted your paper pretty early, you know.â
âi know. i also know that it means iâm not your student anymore, so if you were going to make a move, nowâs the time.â
no, he definitely had underestimated how much he knew about you.
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mikasa is a forensic sciences major and is still debating on the minor- sheâs torn between criminal justice or history like armin.
she loves her major classes, but she just wants something else interesting to look forward to as well, so armin suggests sitting in on a couple classes early in the semester and getting a taste for it.
so you donât really think twice when she claims the empty seat next to you on the first day of classes, smiling politely and paying attention to the professor. you do notice, however, that sheâs not writing anything down or looking at the syllabus, leading you to strike a conversation on why that is.
she explains herself and then before you even know it, the lecture ends and you spent the last forty minutes talking to mikasa about anything and everything.
sheâs sitting in on another class tomorrow, and absent mindedly invites you to come along, to which you agree all too quickly, because why wouldnât you
numbers are exchanged, times are fixed, and mikasa leaves wondering why sheâs so excited at the idea of sitting with you in class again.
you two hate the history class she had chosen, with the professor droning on and on and you being focused entirely on the conversation youâre having with mikasa
until the professor kicks the two of you out for not shutting up, that is
youâre both laughing hysterically once you reach the hallway
âiâm gonna have to discourage you from doing that history minor if thatâs what all the classes are like.â
âwell, i have to do criminal justice so we can have that class together, anyways.â
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true to form, annie goes into one of the most difficult majors: cheg. definitely flies through intro courses with straight As and minimal effort, but thatâs also mostly because all she and bertholdt do is study
reiner tries his hardest to get her to go to a party every once in a while, but usually to no avail because she always has an exam to study for
youâre a tutor, and honestly, youâd say you were pretty good at your job. you can answer questions and explain reasonings fairly well to confused students. but when annie comes to your office hours with some complicated problems and sheâs asking for explanations that you just donât have, you literally feel your face burn with heat for the entirety of the time sheâs there
long story short, your first encounter is embarrassing, to say the least. youâre stumbling over words as you try to look through your old notes and piece together an answer for annie, who you cannot even look in the eyes.
anyways, she leaves eventually and you want a hole to open in the ground and swallow you up, but at least she wonât be back next week, right?
wrong.
miss leonhart doesnât know how to express her feelings any better than you, so her way of flirting is spending time with you in the tutor center as you fail to answer her questions time and time again
you want to scream at her to stop coming because she and you both know youâre not helping either of you with this
but also you really donât want her to stop coming because you donât have any other ways to see her outside of class
both of you reach your witâs end on the same day, her coming to you with the absolute easiest problems she could find in the textbook, and you with every intention of asking her out to dinner
she opens her book, and you reach and close it quickly
âunless this is the only way you know how to flirt, something has to change now.â
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dr. zoë teaches, just, way too many classes
weâre talking multiple chemistry labs and upper-level research courses as well
youâre just a ph.d. student doing rotations as per usual, and youâve heard the comments from students senior to you about dr. zoĂ«, who makes every student in rotation say hange instead of the formal way youâre used to
youâve heard everything from crazy to genius and everything in between
what you werenât expecting was⊠so good looking, and young? and comforting? and talking about all the things that you didnât have the guts to bring up with other people, like how you always feel a little left out in the field and that you think no one cares about your research interests that muchâa lot of stuff that you find yourself pouring out to hange on your very first day in the lab
youâre wondering why itâs so easy to talk to them, and why none of the other rotations ever felt this comfortable
and then you realize youâre spilling your guts to someone who probably doesnât even care, and has way more to deal with on their plate than a ph.d. student with imposter syndrome
so youâre apologizing right after youâve finished, when youâre met with the warmest look and a reassuring hand on your shoulder
itâs so easy to fall after that, with weekly meetings and regular check-ins, and you know itâs wrong to have this strange crush on your superior, but hange really feels like the one person you can count on here
you hide the crush in favor of getting the mentorship you desperately think you need, but itâs not long until youâre onto the next rotation and the next labâs work is even closer to the stuff you love
you hate the way you feel, that youâre not gonna have any reason to keep in touch and you never even got to explain how you feel about themâand that you didnât even get to experience hangeâs energy because she was always listening and helping you out
itâs not until you get a text the night before your first day in the new lab from hange, filled with reassuring words and asking for a coffee date later in the week to talk about how it goes, that you realize just how well hange understood you
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last but not least, miss pieck is double majoring in french and public health
absolutely obsessed with her majors and loves the subjects, but works herself to death to keep up with it all
you donât even realize that the pretty, studious girl youâre seeing in the library all the time is the same girl you spot with some of your friends from class
pieck is as oblivious as they come. you invite her on study dates after you two are introduced by reiner, invite her to get coffee after a particularly late night of studying, pretty much start spending most of your days together
you canât help but be disappointed that pieck doesnât see you in that way, because youâve slowly been falling head over heels, but you accept that maybe it just wasnât meant to be, and you still love the friendship you two have
it takes a while for things to click for pieck, but they do right as the semester eases up
once exams are over, you two decide to go to these famous parties porco and reiner never stop talking about
itâs not the usual scene youâre comfortable with, but whatâs wrong with letting loose a little, especially after midterms? no harm in having fun, right?
wrong again! you definitely get plastered way too quickly, and eventually pieck takes you to a room to settle down
drunk confessions of love arenât usually the way to go, but you canât help but reveal everything youâve been feeling for the last few months when pieck is taking care of you in your current state
you definitely wake up hungover and ignorant to last nightâs shenanigans, but youâre in your dorm, with a bottle of water and ibuprofen on the nightstand, phone plugged in and shoes off
pieck comes back with breakfast, coffee and your favorite pastries, and checks up on you
âso.. about last night..â
âiâm so sorry, did i throw up on you?â
âno, but you did say you were in love with me. was that just a drunk thing, or is it a sober thing too? because i think iâm in love with you too.â
#aot#aot headcanons#porco galliard#porco x reader#connie springer#conny springer x reader#zeke yeager#zeke jaeger#zeke yeager x reader#mikasa ackerman#mikasa x reader#snk#annie leonhart#pieck finger#pieck finger x reader#snk headcanons#hange zoe#hange x reader#annie leonhart x reader#attack on titan#college au
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possible prompt for a university au: newt is the biology major who maintains all the fish tanks in the physics building at 11pm and hermann is the physics student who likes to wander the halls to think. newt accidentally flings water all over the ground and hermann trips, hijinks ensue.
earlier today I was thinking about how I wrote a college AU fic almost 3 years ago to the date, and how I wanted to do more bc its fun thinking about newt and hermann as dumb college students
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Newt's not really sure how he ended up with the weirdest work-study job on the planet, but honestly, things could be much, much worse (he could be stuck down in the dining hall, or dealing with confused freshmen in the school bookstore) so he keeps his thoughts on the whole thing to himself. Every Friday at eleven sharp, Newt pulls on his grodiest t-shirt and a pair of long rubber gloves and treks all the way over to the physics department to set to work scrubbing down the fish tanks that line the classroom walls. Why does the physics department have fish tanks? Newt's not really sure about that, either. It's kind of an insane amount of them, too, more than even the marine bio department has. Maybe it's supposed to boost morale or something. Hey, look at these crazy cool tropical fish who get to do nothing but eat and swim in circles, sorry you're stuck inside calculating velocity and shit.
Whatever, Newt's not complaining about that either. Let the physics nerds have their fun. It'll be good for them to branch out a little, realize there's life beyond robotics club meetings.
Also, Newt likes the fish. They're cute. He likes to think they like him, too, because they're very well behaved when he has to scoop them out of their tanks and plop them into smaller fish bowls (the kind goldfish in movies always use). He's going to teach them tricks eventuallyâhe had a beta fish once who would do a little flip when Newt tapped the glass a certain way because he knew he'd get rewarded with dried worms, so Newt knows it's possible. Just imagine, a hundred fish doing flips on command. Newt Geiszler, fish whisperer.
Yeah, maybe the job could be more glamorous. It's really hard to get algae out of the gloves, and he hasn't been allotted the budget for a new pair yet.
"Hey, guys!" he shouts as he pushes in the door to room 214. The fish don't acknowledge him: they just continue swimming in their giant tank. In and out of plastic plants and rock caves. The rock caves were a gift from Newt three months into the job, and so were some of the moss ballsâstimulation is important for fish! He wouldn't want to be trapped in a glass box with nothing to do, either. "I bet you missed me. Ready for a clean tank?"
Newt always talks to the fish, even if they don't talk back, because he thinks it's important to build their trust. He'll usually keep a running commentary of his week as he scrubs the tanks, just get everything off his chest that he needs to get off. Stuff he's worried about. Stuff that went well. Stuff that went badly. Therapy's expensive, and Newt's student health insurance can only cover so much, but talking to fish? That's free.
That's also kinda why he does it so late at night and over the weekend. The last thing he wants is an audience. Because, one, talking to fish is admittedly weird, and two, no one wants a glimpse at Newt's psyche like that, probably not even the fish.
The first step in cleaning the tanks is relocation. Newt digs his stereotypical goldfish bowls and an industrial-size mesh wand out of the supply closet, fills the former with some of the special tank salt water, and begins the slow and arduous task of scooping out the fish and depositing them into the bowls. "I had the lamest week," he announces once he's about three clownfish in. "I was working on a group project Saturdayâ"
Then Newt stops, because he hears footsteps in the hallway just outside the classroom.
Serial killer, Newt's instincts supply helpfully.
No, Newt corrects himself, that's dumb. Why would a serial killer wander into the physics building at eleven o'clock at night? Why would anyone, period? He's probably imagining stuff. Lack of sleep, stress over his upcoming projects, residual embarrassment from his disaster study session Saturday, all of it culminating in Newt thinking there's someone there. No, definitely imagining it. Newt can only even get in this late to the department because his ID swipe card is set up with the right permissionsânot even the physics students have the permissions he does to be in this late at night. Well, not unless they clean the kitchenette in the student lounge or something.
Or if Newt left the door unlocked.
More footsteps. Closer now.
Newt's pretty sure he didn't leave the door unlocked, because he thinks it locks automatically behind him, and he would have to literally prop it open for anyone to get in after him. But anything's possible. The door could've caught on a dropped pencil or a paper scrap or other weird shit that physics students leave around, and a serial killer could've noticed and taken the opportunity to sneak inside on the off chance a hapless young biology major was scrubbing slime off fish tanks in the middle of the night. Any minute now, Newt's about to end up on an episode of Unsolved Mysteries. The Physics Department Murder. The Disappearing Biologist. (Nah, neither of those are very good titles, but that's why Newt isn't on the creative writing track.)
Step-tap-step. Closer now; Newt's heart leaps to his throat. Step-tap-step. Step-tap-step. Pausing just outside the door of room 214. God, why didn't Newt turn the lights off? Why didn't he shut the door?
Newt reaches for the first vaguely weapon-shaped thing he can findâan empty fishbowl, because Newt's not going to sacrifice any of the fish for thisâand, as the door swings open, hurls it with a cry.
The bowl clunks on the ground. Except it turns out Newt grabbed the wrong fish bowl, because (even though it doesn't shatter, thank God) water quickly begins to seep across the slate floor tiles towards Newt's serial killer, a pathetic little clownfish (Newt thinks this one is named Albert, because the physics department is made up of nerds who do shit like name their random pet fish after their kind) flopping around in the puddle. Newt's serial killer, meanwhile, cries out similarly, his arms windmilling as he loses his footing and slips backwards, his caneâ
Oh, fuck.
The intruder is not a serial killer. It's someone possibly worse, actually: Newt's mortal enemy, Hermann Gottlieb.
Newt's not really sure at what point Hermann became his mortal enemy and not just some guy I have class with that I hate, but he can pretty easily say that they've hated each other since the moment Hermann walked through the doors of Engineering 101 and was deigned Newt's lab partner by the Alphabetized By Last Name Seating Chart god. Something about Hermann just gets under Newt's skin. It's not his prissy English accent, or his oversized sweaters, or his absolutely horrendous haircut, and it's not even that he takes every opportunity to savagely rip apart every single thing Newt says in class. Don't get Newt wrong, that's all super fucking annoying, but it's annoying levels he can deal with.
It's the stuff they have in common that makes Newt hate him. It's like Hermann's a slightly broodier and more angular mirror that reflects all of Newt's most egregious faultsâhis arrogance, his stubbornness, his social awkwardness, his desperation to be taken seriouslyâright back at him. It sucks.
Plus, one time Newt caught Hermann ripping down the flyer he put up on the quad for Anime Club to advertise his stupid chess club instead, and he's never managed to forgive him for that.
Newt may hate Hermann, but he's not about to let him land on his ass in a puddle of fishy water (especially not on a freezing November night) just because the subsequent bitching would be unbearable, and, yeah, it would be supremely shitty of Newt, so he leaps forward just in time to catch Hermann and his cane before he hits the ground. He's so impressed with himself with his amazing catch that it takes him a few seconds to realize that Hermann is shouting and probably has been shouting since he slipped.
"âbloody maniac! What on earth are you doing in here? How are you in here? Did you just assault me? I'm going to phone campus police, you wretchedâ"
"Hold that thought," Newt says.
He rights Hermann and snags the mesh net and rescues poor Al before it's too late, dropping him back into the big tank with the rest of his friends. Newt can't be sure, but he thinks Al blows a bubble in thanks at him. Maybe he needs to make friends outside fish.
Hermann is still yelling at him.
"I am going to tell the head of the department you'reâyou're skulking about in here after hours!" he declares. "You're a menace. Pay attention to what I'm saying to you, Newton!"
Newt sighs and turns around. Hermann's turned an interesting shade of redâsort of like an over-boiled lobster, or if he fell asleep in the sun for too long. Newt wonders if it's from embarrassment (almost falling on his ass) or anger (almost being knocked on his ass). Probably anger. "Look, dude, I'm sorry," Newt says. His face twists like he ate a lemon, and he hopes Hermann doesn't notice. Newt hates apologizing to Hermann. "It's my job to clean the tanks every weekend. You scared the shit out of me and I freaked outâit's just that, like, no one ever comes by this late. Ever." He decides not to mention the serial killer thing. Hermann might make fun of him for being jumpy or paranoid or something.
Hermann's scowl doesn't lessen, but he does nod. Plus, he stops shouting. That's as much as Newt's gonna get of forgiveness. "Hmph," Hermann says. "You clean the tanks?"
"Every weekend," Newt repeats. He realizes he got some fish tank slime on Hermann's button-up when he caught him. Oops. Hopefully Hermann won't notice until Newt's in the safety of his dorm. "Gotta pay for my textbooks somehow." Then he frowns. "Wait, so what are you doing here? I didn't know you had access to the building this late."
Maybe Hermann is the kitchenette-cleaning guy after all. But, to his surprise, Hermann sniffs and casts his eyes to his dorky Oxford shoes. "Er," he says. "It's justâI was having trouble working out a solution to a problem, and thought a walk might do me good. Chilly nights like this one always do. And I quite like this building at nightâit's calm, and much quieter than my dormitory." He fidgets. "Andâwellâonly don't say anything to anyone, but I rewrote the permissions of my ID card so I could come and go wherever I please ages ago."
"You rewrote the permissions?" Newt says. "What the hell, wouldn't you have to hack into the security system or something to do that?"
"Well, obviously," Hermann says.
Despite himself, and despite Hermann being his Mortal Enemy, Newt is genuinely impressed. "Dude," he says. "That is so badass." Since when has Hermann been a badass?
Hermann's eyebrows jump, and he blinks at Newt behind his dorky librarian glasses. What twenty-one-year-old wears librarian glasses? With a chain? "You think so?" he says.
"Uh, totally," Newt says. "What problem were you stuck on? The one from Saturday?"
Being lab partners for engineering means Newt and Hermann have to collaborate on pretty much everything, including their midterms. Their midterm is what they've been working on for the past two weeks. On Saturday, though, they met in neutral ground to work on it (a reserved study room in the library), and, after a stupid and massive argument that had the librarians hoisting them out by their shirt collars and threatening to ban them for life, Hermann called Newt an idiot and stomped off into the night. Newt still hasn't gotten around to giving the problem another shot. Whatever, they have another week before the dumb thing is due. Plenty of time. Hermann nods. "Yes," he says. "Erâthat one."
Newt glances at the clock ticking away on the wall. Quarter after eleven. Hermann's delayed him a whole fifteen minutes. Technically, he reminds himself, he doesn't actually have to have the tanks scrubbed by Friday nightâhe has the whole weekend to get it done. Also, he kind of feels like he owes Hermann for attacking him the way he did. Accidentally attacking. "Listen, Hermann," he says, feeling totally insane for what he's about to suggest. But he kind of wants to know more about Hermann The Badass. "What if we went back to my place and worked on it together? I'll buy us pizza, and I have, like, a bunch of energy drinks." The pizza place nearest campus is open until three in the morning, almost definitely because they get all of their business from sleep-deprived undergrads. Plus, they have midnight specials where you get free breadsticks with every pizza. Newt could go for some breadsticks. "It might be...fun," he adds.
Fun? With Hermann? Hermann will think he hit his head or something.
But to his surprise, Hermann doesn't hesitate even a second before saying "Alright, then."
"Oh," Newt says. He honestly thought Hermann would put up more of a struggle. "Cool!"
"But I might need to borrow a jumper," Hermann says. "If you'd be so...courteous, that is. I'm a bit chilly."
For some reason, the thought of Hermann (Newt's mortal enemy, but also a secret badass) curled up in one of Newt's baggy sweatshirts makes Newt feel all weird and warm all over. He swallows a few times, because his throat feels a little weird, too. Too tight. Like he just ate something he's allergic to. "No sweat," Newt says. "Let me just get these fish back in the, um, the tank. Andâ" He waves his slimy, gloved hands. "Take these off. And clean up that puddle. Gimmeâum, gimme like, ten minutes?"
"Of course," Hermann says, and gives Newt a small, terse nod.
From Hermann, it's a smile. Newt almost slips on the puddle he's so blindsided by it. Stupid Hermann, making him feel all weird and clumsy.
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A Science Project for the Ages
Big thanks to this anon for this request! Sorry it's taking me longer to fulfill my requests from when I was in quarantine but I'm trying to get those done soon!
This is a slight continuation of lab partners but can definitely be read alone :)
Ship: SoftNerd!Tom Holland x Reader
Word Count: 1883
Warnings: one blink-and-you'll-miss it bad word
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There was a loud buzz as your phone vibrated against the wood table in the science library.
You quickly picked it up, trying not to disturb the few other students around as you looked down at the screen.
Tom.
Though you were together now, he very rarely called at this time. He knew you always studied here before dinner time and respected that.
You grabbed your notebook and bag and shuffled into the hall to answer.
"Tom? Is everything okay?"
"Hey, um. So sorry to bother you, but you've finished your science expo project, right?"
You furrowed your brows as you slid down the wall to sit and stuff your notebook back in your bag. You knew this conversation was going in a weird direction already. You could hear a faint beeping in the background.
"Uh, yeah..?"
"Right, and what was that project over again?"
"I did an analysis on light absorption of different common solutions and then compared them to the color they turned when I lit them on fire. I thought we already talked about this the other day..?"
"Yes, yeah, sorry. So one more question before I tell you what's up. Do you happen to know how to bake?" Tom asked quietly.
Suddenly you remembered what all his project was on.
He was doing a food chemistry project, explaining certain phenomenons that happen when you bake. He had hoped giving people baked goods would make them like his project more.
"I- Tom I told you I would help you but you said it would be fine," you said flatly."
"Well..... Now it's not fine, and Alex isn't here to help me. He went to his girlfriend's."
Tom's roommate. He was usually pretty patient with Tom's clumsiness, but sometimes he just had to get out and enjoy a day off, too. Tom understood, but now the burden fell on you.
"Fine, I'll be there in a little bit. Text me if you need me to bring anything."
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You walked in to the smell of burnt. It was overwhelming and you choked as you rushed to the window to air out the apartment.
"Hey, sorry about the smell," Tom said nonchalantly from the kitchen.
You turned to see the situation at hand, which was definitely... a situation.
It was like something out of a movie. Messy bowls and utensils littered the sink. There was cake batter splattered across the counters. Finally, the culprit still sat in a muffin tin on the bar: a dozen very black cupcakes.
You sighed.
"Forgot to set the timer?"
"Yep."
"And let me guess. This was your first experience with baking?"
"That's exactly right."
"Of course," you muttered, but then clapped your hands together enthusiastically. "Well, then. Let's try and fix this, shall we?"
You leaned up and pressed a quick kiss to Tom's cheek, then brushed past him to grab the tray.
"First on the agenda, we are going to take off the papers and chuck these off the balcony to let out some frustrations, alright?"
You were lucky in that Tom's apartment was on the top floor, and his balcony faced a wooded area. The only thing he could hit was a tree and the food would eventually biodegrade into the soil.
You both tossed them, competing to see who could throw the farthest. It let Tom blow off some steam, and also gave more time to ventilate the place before you went back in.
After the last cupcake (if you could call it that) was tossed, you got started on cleaning everything up. He had used a lot of bowls for one boxed cake mix, but you didn't ask.
It took a while to make sure things were sufficiently clean, but finally everything was ready to make a new batch.
"Oh one other thing before we start. Have you ever made a meringue?" Tom asked as he preheated the oven, which you carefully supervised to make sure it was right.
"I mean, I've made some before. Why?"
"Well part of my project was talking about how egg proteins bind. They sound pretty easy. Just eggs and sugar, right?"
Your hand covered your eyes in disappointed surprise.
"What? No. Tom, meringues are like, notoriously one of the hardest things to get right. They land just before macarons, and meringue is one of the main parts of a macaron!"
"What are you talking about? How can something with two ingredients be that hard to make?" he tried to argue, but you weren't about to let him trick you into making something so difficult.
"Did none of your research explain how moisture, temperature changes, utensils used, and method of cooking affect the outcome."
"...Uh... no."
"Were you planning on using the Swiss, Italian, or French technique?"
".....I didn't know there was more than one."
"Well then you might go do a quick search to add to your presentation while I cover the cupcakes."
While he did that, you made up the batter and got the cupcakes in the oven (set at the right temperature for the right time), then got started making some frosting.
"Hey, y/n. Did you know you aren't supposed to make meringues in a plastic bowl?"
"Yep. Plastic can retain lipids which prevent proper binding. Same reason you can't whip the yolk."
"That's what this says! How did you know that?"
You shrugged.
"I like to bake. By the way, you better credit me as your pastry chef on the presentation."
"Will do."
He made some edits on the page and found a recipe claiming to be the easiest method, so you caved and agreed to help him make them when the cupcakes were done.
As you measured sugar and got the whisk attachment ready, you looked over and admired Tom as he meticulously separated the eggs.
You couldn't help but fall head over heels for him all over again seeing how he did each step carefully, all his focus on each little egg.
Sure, he was a little clumsy sometimes, but he was precious and cared about whatever he did.
It took what seemed like hours to get the egg whites whipped properly (and lots of arguing with Tom about what "stiff peaks" meant), but finally you had them in a piping bag and on a pan to bake.
You couldn't help but wait by the oven in anxious anticipation for the meringues to come out, even though they'd be in there for a while.
Tom sat right next to you on the (surprisingly) clean kitchen floor as you stared at the oven.
"Babe?" he asked softly, leaning into you.
You hummed a response, taking the opportunity to rest your head on his shoulder.
"Thank you for coming and helping me. I know you value your library time."
You smiled and sat back up, looking Tom in the eyes.
"You know, I wasn't really studying anyways. I was watching youtube videos with my headphones in because I didn't want to go home yet."
Tom had a mischievous grin and furrowed brow.
"So you just go there as an excuse to get away from me?!"
You laughed and knocked into him slightly.
"No! I just got done with my homework and wanted to hang around campus for a while... and I had a feeling you'd call eventually."
Tom gasped.
"You didn't trust me!?"
"Now that I can answer truthfully..." you started, causing him to pout. "I'm not saying I didn't trust you at all, it's just that I had never once heard of you baking and figured I would prepare myself accordingly."
"Does this mean that Alex knew too?"
"I can't speak on his behalf, but I'm glad it was just us anyways. I like getting to spend time with you like this." You paused to peck him on the lips. "Want me to read over your project? I know those spelling errors can slip by sometimes."
Tom grinned, wordlessly getting up and offering you a hand.
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The expo was in full swing and you nervously stood on the other side of the room as your project to watch people walk by and observe your findings.
You had already given your presentation to the judging panel and now the expo was open to the public, so you tried to avoid stressing too much as you talked with some friends.
Suddenly a pair of warm arms came around your stomach and Tom's scent enveloped you.
"Hey baby, how ya feelin'?" he asked, resting his chin on your shoulder as your thumbs rubbed over his hands instinctively.
"You know me. A little nervous." You flipped in his arms to face him. "And what about you? The judges like our sweet treats?"
"They sure seemed too. Dr. Grand liked the meringues so much she asked for another."
You smiled.
"Well either way, I'm proud of us both."
"Thanks again for helping, I couldn't have done this without you. I made sure to emphasize how difficult meringue making is during my presentation thanks to you."
Finally your friends had enough of the cutesy bullshit and convinced you and Tom to rejoin the conversation, both of you with arms around each other as you conversed.
Time passed and eventually they gave prizes to the best projects of the expo. You knew you wouldn't win anything, there were some far better projects out there that included heavy research.
"And in first place, 'Science around us: the chemistry of baking' by Mr. Tom Holland! Congratulations! If all of our winners could come pick up their ribbons and get a photo for the newsletter, that would be great."
Tom stayed casually next to you, so you had to shake him and get his attention.
"Did you hear that Tom? You won!"
Tom blinked a few times, then gasped.
"I won!? I mean, we won!!?"
You rolled your eyes and pushed him forward.
"Go on, get your blue ribbon, baker boy."
He excitedly rushed up to the table where his prize awaited (tripping a few times, but you ignored that) and bounced on the balls of his feet as someone pinned the ribbon to his shirt.
You could see the sheer delight on his face as the winners took a group photo, and he practically skipped back to meet you.
You and your friends gave him congratulations as he happily looked down at the blue piece pinned to him.
He then unpinned it and tried to hand it to you.
"Now, don't congratulate me, y/n gets all the credit for making everything."
"No, no. It was your idea and you did the research. You deserve that more than anyone else. And plus, you were right. Baked goods did give you an edge over the competition."
"Well I say it was a science project for the ages!" he exclaimed, holding up the ribbon. You and your friends cheered to that.
"How 'bout we go celebrate your win over lunch, hm? The cupcake I had isn't holding me over and I'm starving."
"Sounds perfect, darling. Lead the way."
You happily headed off towards the nearest place on campus, completely oblivious to the fact that Tom had pinned his blue ribbon to your backpack.
He quickly made up time and slipped a hand into yours.
If nothing else, he was the boyfriend of the ages.
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A/N: thanks to the anon who sent the request for this! I really enjoyed writing it! I think I could've improved some things but overall I'm pretty satisfied with it, and I hope you are too!
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yoongi fic recs
this is a list of yoongi fics iâve read and loved very much! enjoy. <3
ps. all fics with đ are the ones i loved a little bit more.
âWhereâs my kiss?â by @mintseesawâ
fluff | drabble | 1.6K words
A Wish Out of Water by @jimlingssâ
đ, fluff, humor, fantasy | two shots
A genie could solve all your problems. Though you wouldnât even know exactly what to ask for - money, a warmer house, a better job, a better life? But Min Yoongi is no ordinary genie. Heâs here to make your life a living hell. Too bad it was hell to begin with.
GENIE au
All I Want for Christmas by @hayjeonâ
đ | one shot | 13K words
CEO, CHRISTMAS, SECRETARY, SINGLE DAD au
an out of bounds umbrella by @yoonsgiggleâ
fluff | one shot | 10.2K words
youâre apologetic about almost blinding your universityâs star point guard with the broken tip of your umbrella until you share a class with him and find out heâs a three star recruit but a four star dick or min yoongi doesnât find your high school musical puns amusing. Â
BASKETBALL PLAYER, COLLEGE, ENEMIES TO LOVERS au
aquiver by @floralseokjinâ
đ, fluff, angst, smut | series
Yoongi canât remember the last time he was able to successfully bring himself to the point of orgasm, then Namjoon gives him a business card advertising âHealing Handsâ, and thatâs where he meets you; pretty and innocent looking, who gets paid to provide hand jobs for a livingâŠ
IDOL au
bad boys bring it to you by @yuengi
smut | one shot | 7.1K words
TATTOO ARTIST au
Black & White by @akinnie75
đ, fluff, angst | one shot | 24.7K words
You finally confessed to Yoongi after he asked if you like him. His response is to give you a contract to sign. However, you soon realize that Yoongi manufactured your emotions and manipulated you to like him all for the sake of his senior project.
SLOW BURN au
Blackthorn Manor by @kpopfanfictrashÂ
one shot | 7.5K words
After becoming the assistant of professional recluse Min Yoongi, you begin to notice strange things. Noises which shouldnât take place, shadows which shouldnât move like they do. Youâre almost convinced that youâre crazy - until something happens, something unbelievable to make you realize youâre not.
GOTH au
Blow by @inkofyoongi
smut, fluff | one shot | 5.5K words
Yoongi loves you, even if heâs never said it⊠but gestures sometimes speak louder than words.
BOYFRIEND au
budapest by @junghelioseok
smut | one shot | 11.1K words
over many years and across several dozen cities, you fell in love.
SECRET AGENT au
Clair De Lune by @yoonia
smut | one shot | 23K words
You were ready to leave a part of your life to move on to the next, and he is willing to give you a chance to end it glamorously. But at what cost? And will he be a part of the life you are leaving behind or will he be there for the next part of it?
âpart of @bangtansmutcentralâs In The Mood Project
ESCORT, MUSICIAN au
Cut Me Open by @hayjeon
angst, smut, fluff | two shots
âa spin-off from Cardio Palpitations
MARRIED COUPLE, SURGEON au
dancing with the devil by @minnpd
smut | one shot | 6.8K words
Easy Rebound by @ditzymax
smut, angst | one shot | 6.5K words
Yoongi is one of the star players on the college basketball team. You are the head of the cheerleading squad. The pair of you would make the most beautiful (if most cliché) couple on campus, except neither of you have ever wanted anything more than the frequent, casual fuck. Yet somehow Yoongi finds his emotions straying towards dangerous territory.
BASKETBALL PLAYER, CHEERLEADER, COLLEGE au
ego: hoe chronicles by @suga-kookiemonster
smut | one shot | 7.2K words
he was messing with you again. he was messing with you, trying to get a reaction out of you simply for his own amusement. but you refused to give it to himârefused to give him the satisfaction of playing right into his hands.
âan alternate universe of ego
COLLEGE, FRAT BOY, FUCK BOY au
eight by @cupofteaguk
đ, fluff | one shot | 5K words
or, Eight times Min Yoongi tells you he loves you
IDOL au
First-Date BAIT! by @jimlingss
fluff | two shots
First dates are embarrassing. First dates are awkward. Iâve been through countless ones, sitting across from people who bored the living daylights out of me. It was less exciting than watching paint dry. Some dates were so utterly rude - I think you and I both know what itâs like to be on the receiving end on that. But now we both donât have to waste our time anymore!
With First Date Bait they went out for me! Afterwards, they informed me if it was recommended to go out on a second date. Itâs amazing with a 99.99% accuracy rate! Thatâs how I ended up meeting my husband!
First Date Bait.
Why waste your time with awkward first dates?
âpart of the Service Series
Hades by @littlemisskookie
horror, smut, angst, fantasy | one shot | 9.4K words
You meet a rather dreamy- albeit annoying, new kid who sweeps you off your feet. Too bad itâs in the middle of a series of murders around town.
GREEK GOD au
heavy sugar by @kinktae
smut | one shot | 8K words
The Roaring Twenties were a time of great economic wealth and social change. But beneath the jazz music and colorful speakeasies were mafia led organized crimes and bloodstained cash. You knew this well, but try as you might, you just couldnât ignore the dark and enigmatic gangster whose eyes lingered on you from across the room.
âpart of the rewind series
1920s, GANGSTER, FLAPPER, MAFIA au
iâm not your daddy by @scriptaed
đ, fluff | one shot | 2.5K words
learning that his daughter no longer wishes to wed him but rather his now-arch-enemy jungkook marks the most soul-crushing day your husband has ever had to endure. no one, and he means no one, is more deserving of his angel than daddy min himself, and heâs willing to do anything to earn his daughterâs heart back.
DAD, PARENT au
Ink Nemesis by @scriptaed
đ, angst, fluff | series
As an aspiring writer drowning under the publicâs radar, a click of the pen is all you need to accept your supervisorâs offer to co-write an article for the SS - Secrets Spilled, a regular section of your companyâs weekly tabloid; but fabricated stories and invasive details arenât all that you write when you discover Min Yoongiâs dirty little secret.Â
FAKE DATING, IDOL, PAPARAZZI au
La Douleur Exquise by @cinnaminsvga
ON-GOING | fluff, angst, smut, fantasy | series
in which you accidentally summon an incubus in the middle of your shitty apartment and he wonât leave until you agree to have sex with him. until then, min yoongi, incubus extraordinaire, is now your sexually promiscuous and grumpy roommate. aka, the incubus au no one fucking asked for.
INCUBUS au
Melody companion by @prisczero
fluff | one shot | 3.6K words
âA soulmate story where Yoongi can hear everything that you listen to, but only if it is music.ââ
IDOL, SOULMATE au
Miss Dial by @versignyÂ
ON-GOING | đ, smut | series
[11:31] You: okay so iâm texting you now like I promised instead of drunktexting yoongi and telling him how badly i want his cock tonight. Arent you proud?
[11:32] unknown number: this is yoongi, hi
FRAT au
Mixtape by @jungblue
đ, smut, fluff, humor | one shot | 15.6K words
Two mystery students from your college run the podcast dubbed âmixtape.â Itâs become a sort of phenomenon around campus, listened to by almost everyone. In their most recent episode they discussed various study methods⊠One of them being oh so tempting.
COLLEGE, PODCAST PERSONALITY au
Next Door by @personasintro
smut, fluff | one shot | 10.3K words
Your neighbor doesnât respect your complaints about him being loud, but you donât let it slide so easily.
ENEMIES TO LOVERS, NEIGHBOURS au
petals by @yoonia
đ, fluff | series
IDOL, PARENT au
see you soon by @cupofteaguk
fluff, angst | one shot | 7K words
In which you live in a world where one stroke of a pen against your skin is a signage of forever, and Min Yoongi just has really good timingÂ
SOULMATE au
Sheâs Testosterone by @jimlingss
đ, crack, smut | series
Drop dead gorgeous, cute and sassy - you adore your best friend. But is there more beneath the surface? Who exactly is Min Yoonji?
YOONJI au
so i heard you like bad boys by @scriptaedâ
fluff | one shot | 4.7K words
while others see min yoongi as the resident heartthrob of the school - quiet, resilient, and mysterious - you canât see him as anything other than your dorky best friend since childhood; but what you donât know is his long desire to be anything but that, even if it means becoming the bad boy in town⊠or at least try to.
COLLEGE, FRIENDS TO LOVERS au
stay high by @personasintroâ
smut, angst | one shot | 16.5K words
Youâve to stay high to keep your ex out off your mind when he comes back into your life.
EXES au
Studio cuddle by @mintseesawâ
fluff | drabble | 1.8K words
Tired from work, you went straight to Genius Lab in the hopes of being able to cuddle with Yoongi. You did not hesitate to press the passcode of his studio, knowing he might get pissed off for interrupting him from his work.
IDOL, PRODUCER au
Sweeter than Sweet by @gimmesumsugaâ
fluff, smut, angst | series
âYou never would have expected someone like Park Jimin to notice you. As handsome and beguiling as he is deadly, youâre enthralled from the very moment you meet. Addicted to his kiss and his bite, Jimin opens up your eyes to a whole new world of love, lust and seduction.â
VAMPIRE au
the blue coat and cerruti 1881 (a flash fire)Â by @yuhdongsaengâ
angst, fluff, smut | two shots
thatâs the thing about flash fires. theyâre intense outbursts of flames that reach their maximum heat quickly and donât last a long time. hell, they donât even get to fade before they cease to exist. however, flash fires may be intense and short, but the floor beneath them is ruined forever.
IDOL au
The Truth Between Us by @jimlingss & @gukyi
đđđ, fluff, angst, fantasy | series
a book deal should be the most exciting time of your life, but there seems to be a constant and omnipresent damper on your mood in the form of a certain min yoongi, who you would just cut out from your life, if he werenât your editor. but then, the world shifts beneath your feet, and you begin to wonder if maybe youâve always been looking at life from the wrong angle.
ENEMIES TO LOVERS and loads more ausâ just stop what youâre doing and read this masterpiece!
want a taste by @suga-kookiemonsterâ
smut, humor | one shot | 18.3K words
pretzel pro. most skillful tongue in the food court world. allegedly. thatâs what yoongi keeps telling you, anyway. of course, youâre reasonably skeptical of his claimsâbut if thereâs one thing that motivates the notoriously-lethargic man, itâs proving skeptics wrong.
âpart of the you never shop alone collaboration
FRIENDS TO LOVERS, SHOPPING MALL au
what you did last summer by @winetaeâ
smut | one shot | 33.8K words
Yoongi was fine with a lot of thingsâyou maxing out his credit cards to buy ridiculously expensive items of clothing that you never wore more than once, you taking out his newest ride for a spin without permission, you spending an extra thirty minutes on your hair and makeup when he was running late for a dinner function.
What he was not okay with, however, was you sharing your pussy with barely-out-of-college boys who were incapable of going five seconds without creaming their pants.
No, that was where he drew the line.
âł alternatively titled; How to Get Dick - an autobiography written by (you)
TROPHY WIFE au
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Chapter Four
âHoly fuck!â Evan yelped, before running down the stairs and opening the front door. âDude, you are fast!â
Ruth laughed and scratched the back of his neck. âIt seemed like an emergency.â
âYouâre not wrong,â Evan grumbled, before quickly ushering him inside. âI was going to apologise for the mess but I guess youâve seen everything already.â
Ruth, to his credit, managed to look completely non-judgemental as he stepped over a pile of shoes and pizza leaflets. He waited patiently for Evan to close the door behind him before speaking.
"May I see it?"
Evan hummed and hawed for a moment, before sighing. May as well get this over with. He turned around and lifted up the back of his hoodie so that the tattoo was poking out over the waistband.
There was an intake of breath behind him. He felt a warm hand nudge his hoodie a little further up his back, being careful not to actually touch his skin.
"How bad is it," Evan said, full of dread. "Can you read what it says?"
Ruth hummed under his breath. When he spoke, he sounded like he was trying to be very careful. "Would you believe me if I said that someone put a curse mark on you?"
Evan laughed out loud, and looked at Ruth. The laughter died at the dark look in the other boy's eyes.
"Oh. You're serious."
Ruth nodded. "Why wouldn't I be?"
"Well, curses are..." Evan began, before stopping himself. There was no polite way to say "curses aren't real". "They're... Kind of spiritual, right? More based in belief than fact."
The dark look was still there in Ruth's eyes, but he did manage an amused smile. "You're a skeptic."
"I'm a scientist," Evan replied flatly. "Trying to be. Sorry. If you're one of those people who believes in magic and stuff, that's super cool, I'm not going to call it bullshit. But this is probably just a normal tattoo."
"Just a normal tattoo that appeared on your body without you noticing."
"I might have been drunker than I realised," Evan said hotly. "But even if someone was trying to somehow curse me by tattooing me, I'm not bothered about that. Curses are... um. Probably not replicable in lab conditions. I'm more worried about the fact that they managed to somehow jab a needle in me when I wasn't looking and do some of the chunkiest black work I have ever seen. So what does it say?"
Ruth's gaze skittered away. His pleasant smile was like glass. "I don't know."
"Damn it. You're sure?"
"..."
"So how do you know it's a curse?"
Ruth swallowed. He hesitated, before holding out a hand. "May I touch it?"
Evan said "yes" without really thinking about it. He realized his mistake as soon as he felt two warm palms come into contact with the small of his back, brushing along his skin.
Oh no. This was really nice. It had been quite a long time since he had been touched by someone. With a nervous laugh, he jumped away in shock at the electric feeling that rushed through him.
"Cold hands," he lied.
"Oh. Sorry."
That was his second mistake. There was the sound of Ruth blowing on his own fingers and rubbing them together to warm them up, and then the hands were back, except now they were hot and unignorable.
Idiot. Idiot fool stupid ass. He just invited this random guy over to his house and said "oh sure touch my back in a totally normal kind of way" and now he's making it weird, and poor Ruth was probably standing there like, what's this weirdo doing blushing like some kind of idiot because I'm touching his freaky new tattoo? His weird drunken tramp stamp? Just copping a feel of this guy's lower back like a spectacularly PG version of a freaky train groper?
God, he wished he could get his brain to shut up when he was nervous.
"... It doesn't feel like a tattoo," Ruth said after a moment. "It feels like a curse."
"A curse to do what?"
"It's a bad luck curse," Ruth said. His voice was strange. "Luck so bad it'll force you to..."
Evan stared at him over his shoulder. "To what."
"..."
"To what."
"But it is only triggered when, under certain conditions..." Ruth began before trailing off. "The conditions will not be met. There is nothing to worry about."
His smile was very reassuring. One of his dimples popped. It was incredibly sweet.
"You're sure?"
"I'm certain."
Evan tore his eyes away and sat down heavily on the couch, putting his head in his hands. "So some kind of spiritual nutjob has put a weird mark on my ass. Wonderful. That's really great."
"I'll fix this."
Evan looked up at Ruth in surprise, before shaking his head. "You can't just remove tattoos so easily. It's going to cost so much money to remove, and it might not even work. And it's going to hurt."
He sensed Ruth coming closer, close like he might reach out and touch. But he didn't. He was silent.
"... You think it was someone at the party."
"Yeah. Maybe. I don't think I had it before then, and I don't know when else I would have been drunk enough not to notice it happening."
"A curse mark can be placed with just a touchâ"
"Dude," Evan groaned, throwing his head back, "it's not a curse mark, it's just a pain in the ass. It's a tattoo. And I have to deal with it. I wish Iâ" he groaned, and buried his head in his hands again. "This always happens. I shouldn't go to parties."
Thick silence again.
Ruthâs voice was gentle. His hand landed on Evanâs shoulder. "You didn't ask for this."
"But what if I did?" Evan said. "It's the not knowing thatâs the worst. What if I did want this? But why would I... I never would, but who knows? Who knows?" He stood up suddenly. "That's why I have to find someone who was there and ask them."
âI can help you do that.â
â... you can? How?"
"I think I might know a couple of people who were there," Ruth answered. "I can ask them."
Evan stood up and grabbed Ruth's shoulders. "Please! Can you come with me to meet them?"
His expression turned sour. "I would prefer you didn't. They are... they're not good company."
"I don't care. I need to ask them. Please."
A long tense silence, and then:
"Alright. I will ask around."
Evan sighed and collapsed back on the sofa. "Thank you. Really."
"There's no need. Anything you want, I'll do."
He gave Ruth a weird look, tilting his head in curiosity. "Are you this charitable with everyone? You've been so nice to me."
Ruth's smile returned with a vengeance. Cheerful sunshine was practically flowing from every orifice. He said, rather carefully, "not with everyone, no. But you could say that it's something that sustains me. Being helpful, I mean."
"Huh. You enjoy being a good Samaritan, then."
Ruth nodded. In between talking about the curse nonsense, and the desire to help people, and the way he was a little â hm, intense, Evan wondered if he hadn't accidentally made friends with a very motivated missionary. Weren't Christians supposed to love thy neighbour?
Oh no, was Evan being indoctrinated into a fundamentalist cult? Was that why Ruth was being so nice?
"... Are you religious, Ruth?"
He hummed, seeming to think about the question. "That... is complicated. I guess so. But maybe it's more accurate to say that I... that I do my own thing. Are you?"
That did not rule out the cult side of things. Evan nodded, hiding his suspicions deep where they couldn't possibly offend this potential fundie.
"I do my own thing too," he said, deciding to be cautious just in case. "I just try to be nice and hope for the best."
"A good philosophy to have," Ruth said with a laugh. "Keep it. Well, I should probably go and track down the people at the party. If you want anything, you can call me whenever you like."
Hm. Way, way too nice. "I will," Evan lied, before guiding Ruth back to the front door. "Thanks again."
"It's nothing at all," were Ruth's last words before he left, bundling out onto the street and walking away.
Evan watched him go. Watched that bundle of curly blonde hair and a warm blue scarf grow smaller and smaller until it turned a corner and once again disappeared.
A few days later, Evan was waiting outside of his lecture hall, when someone suddenly stopped beside him. He squinted at them, finding their face oddly familiar. That long brown curly hair, the wide set of their shoulders...
Wait a minute, this was the person from the party who kept giving him shots! Sand! No - Ice?
âRock,â said Rock, looking exceptionally nervous. Their eyes kept darting to the side. âFrom the party.â
âNo, yeah, I remember,â Evan mumbled, feeling a little dazed. What the hell. They just suddenly turned up with no warning. âWhatâs... up?â
âYou said you had questions,â Rock said quietly. They seemed completely different now from that night. Whereas before, they were loud and bouncy, projecting their voice across the music, now they seemed to be holding their arms close to their body as if trying to look smaller.
It was weird.
âUm. Yeah. Hey, letâs just...â
Evan stepped aside from the other students who were waiting outside the lecture, and Rock followed, until they were both in a slightly more private spot.
âAre you good?â Evan asked, because Rock looked very sweaty.
They nodded quickly. âIâm good. Iâm chill. Look, whatever you wanna ask, please go ahead.â
Evan thought about it. This was his chance. He needed to make sure he didnât mess it up.
âSo... did I do anything weird?â
Rock stared at him in disbelief. After a moment, their gaze once again skittered around the place. âNo. Not really.â
Okay. Good. He would just have to try and believe that. âSweet. Okay. Christ, um. Did anyone at the party have a tattoo gun?â
Rock swallowed and shook their head. âNo.â
Shit. âAre you lying to me?â
Rockâs eyes widened, and their back stiffened. âNo. No, I swear. Nobody had a tattoo gun.â
âWere you upstairs with me when we were... playing a game?â
âI was.â
Nice! A witness!
âDid I kiss someone?â
Rock nodded.
âWho?â
âOphelia,â Rock said hesitantly. âShe kissed you.â
Ophelia... âWas she, by any chance, the girl with the black hair and the platform boots?â
âThatâs her.â
Wow. Hot Goth Girl kissed him. Evan thought he would feel excited about that, but instead he just felt a little nauseous. He was so drunk. How could that have been enjoyable? Surely he was way too much of a mess for her to get anything out of it...
âRock, can I have your number? I might have more questions if thatâs okay.â
Rock suddenly looked a little panicked. âYouâre not satisfied?â
âWhat? Uh, I guess? Look, you donât have to, I just--â
âNo, you can, you can,â Rock said, hurriedly pulling some paper and a pen out of their pocket and wrote down a number. âHere. And... please, look, tell him that Iâll do anything you want, okay? Iâll cooperate, Iâll behave!â
Evan stared at them. âTell who?â
But Rock was already running away, visibly sweating.
Huh. Weird.
Evan kept throwing glances behind him as he finally trailed into his next lecture. He found it difficult to concentrate on the class.
Bad luck followed Evan around that week like a bad smell.
He dropped his phone while he was walking, and the whole screen shattered so bad that he could barely see what he was typing anymore.
Whenever he went walking, he ended up stepping in dog muck. He didn't even know there were this many dogs in the city. How come all the owners had suddenly decided to be lazy bastards who didn't clean up after their mess?
If he forgot his umbrella, it rained, and if he brought it, he lost it. And then it rained anyway.
But all of this wasn't so bad when he thought about it. At least he still had his health, and his lectures were still taking place, and anyway. He wasn't doing as much walking now that exam season was underway.
It was today. Exam day. One of the big ones. He had small exams all week leading up to this one, but this was the one he was most worried about.
Evan still wasnât sure he believed in the concept of luck, but he figured that now was as good a time to start believing as any. He pulled out his favourite pair of socks from the drawer and decided that they were lucky. As he walked to the exam hall, he made sure not to step on any cracks.
He wasnât sure that cracks would affect his exam score. Werenât they supposed to break your motherâs back if you stood on them?
He didnât take any chances. If he wanted to pass this exam, he couldnât risk getting called out halfway through because of any back related medical emergencies.
He also avoided walking under any ladders, or seeing any magpies, or opening any umbrellas indoors. If avoiding bad luck was a game, he had the high score.
Evan was just across the road from the exam hall when he saw that strange flash of black in the corner of his vision. He turned on instinct to see the black cat he often saw around campus sitting on the pavement a little bit ahead of him.
The cat looked up and made direct eye contact. Evan stared. He stared so hard that he didnât notice where he was putting his foot until it was too late.
There was a groan and the sound of old metal creaking, and Evan found himself stuck up to the knee in the rusty grating of a road gutter. He tried to pull himself out, but he was well and truly stuck.
Something honked. Evan looked up to see a truck racing towards him. It was okay - the truck was far enough away that it could brake long before it reached Evan. He hoped. He tried yanking his leg out of the gutter again, but it felt like something was holding onto his foot.
Lazily, he felt the swish of something soft against his hand. The cat jumped past him, before racing up the road towards the truck. It ran out into the road.
The drive had presumably already been stressed out by the sight of a kid stuck in the road. He was already honking his horn and slamming his foot on the brakes, making an awful screeching noise. The cat must have exacerbated the situation, because all of a sudden, the cab of the truck veered sideways as if the driver had just pulled a sharp right.
In horror, Evan could only watch as the side of the truck began to tilt. It leaned, and leaned, tires squealing, black smoke pouring from where they scraped along the tarmac. Cars beeped, people screamed, but nobody was close enough to help.
Evan was going to die here, he realised. The truck was rolling over, and it was going to squash him flat. He would die right before his exam and fail it. Why couldnât this happen afterwards? Didnât he study hard? Didnât he spend all night revising his notes and memorising formulas?
All that hard work, wasted! If he knew he was going to die today, he would have spent last night doing something fun instead!
The sun suddenly broke through the clouds. Sunlight bounced off the wet tarmac and the muddy puddles at the edge of the road. Evan couldnât even think. All he could do was watch.
A strong hand suddenly gripped his underarm and pulled. There was a horrible lurch as his leg was pulled free from the grate, his jeans getting shredded and a terrible pain running down his calf, and then Evan was being lifted up and out of the grate into someoneâs chest.
A sudden flurry of movement, and Evan was out of the road. A mere second later, the side of the lorry slammed down on where he had been stuck. Someone screamed far away.
If he was still there, he would have been flattened into a pancake.
Someone laid him down on the pavement, gentle and kind. Evan looked up, dazed and dizzy with adrenaline, everything seeming too sharp and too clear. Above him, looking down with a sweet smile, was a boy with curly blonde hair. The sunlight hit him from behind and made his hair glow gold at the edges, his face cast into shadow.
Evan swore he saw two huge white wings spread out from the youthâs back, one tall and strong, the other held slightly lower as if it was injured.
âRuth,â he gasped. âRuth, you're...â
âDon't talk,â Ruth replied gently. âJust rest. I have you.â
âHey... hey, kid! Are you alright?â
Someone was running towards him, one of the bystanders who had seen the accident. Evan closed his eyes for a second. The pain in his leg was unbearable. At least he wasnât flat.
When he opened his eyes again, Ruth had disappeared. A random woman was hovering over him, asking him questions and sounding panicked, but he could barely pay attention at all.
Was that... real?
Author's note:
if you've managed to read this far, it's lovely to have you on board! i've had internet issues so i had to post this later than i wanted to :( but now it's here!
thank you and enjoy, see you soon :)
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ăPairing: Hufflepuff!Soonyoung x Hufflepuff!reader ăGenre: Fluff, supernatural!au ăSummary: Your best friend takes a sip of a truth potion and that might change your relationship ăWord count: 850 ăNotes/Warnings: None. You canât really tell that theyâre from Hufflepuff but theyâre still wizards.
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In the summer day, the pages of the book fluttered in the breeze. The brown cover was soft against your fingertips, you could say that it was comforting. Upon the softly golden pages, the words were written so deeply and so clear, it whispered the words that you long to hear. Leaning back against the bark of the tree, you smiled gently at the ambience. You watch as the green of the grass changes hues in the sunlight, patches of flowers scattered along the field outside of the university. Dandelions, white clovers and crocus flowers.
Glancing up, you smile as you watch your best friend squatting next to some flowers. You know heâs trying to find a four-leaved clover, he has been looking for 10 minutes already. Laughing softly, you shake your head. At the noise, he looks up at you before smiling and you can feel your heart pound as his eyes squint and you can see his gummy smile. Taking a dandelion, he shouts, âY/n, watch this. Iâll make a wish!â Giggling, you watch as he blows it. Well, more like huffing as it doesnât work. You swear you couldnât fall more in love with your best friend.
Checking your watch, you suddenly remember that you have to pick up a potion for your next class. Gently, you tuck your book into your bag before standing up, picking up Soonyoungâs coat, âSoonie, I have to go to the lab to pick something up.â
âOkay, Iâll come with you.â He smiles at you once more before taking both his jacket and bag out of your hand, his yellow jumper so bright that it rivals the sun.
âSoonie.â you whined, but all he did was ignore your pleading and goes to walk on, heading for the entrance.
âWhat do you have to pick up anyway?â he asks, turning his head to look at you with a smile.
âI need to pick up one of the books, you know the one about flower potions?â he opens the door for you, letting you in first before following you behind. Luckily, your professor is nice enough to trust all of his students for the door to be open.
Going to the back of the classroom, you go to the bookshelf, your eyes skimming through all of the titles. Potions from nature, nope not specific enough. Potions from love, nope. Ahhh there it was, Potions from flowers.
Whilst sorting through the books, you fail to notice Soonyoung looking through the potions that sat on the side that was made by your class. You were trying to make a truth potion and unfortunately, they have to take time to set in and seeing as they havenât been tested they have to be set on the side.
âSoonie, Iâve got - Soonyoung, donât touch that!â turning around you find Soonyoung holding a glass of truth potion to his lips, the serum in a normal drinking glass but it was too late as you watch the liquid slowly start to go into his mouth. With wide eyes, he lurches the glass away from him, but you know that it has already taken effect. Neither of you say anything for a few minutes, both of you trying to process what he just did.
âSoonyoung! Why did you do that?â you shout at him, whacking him on the arm with your book.
âIt looked tasty and it had your name on itâ he whines with a pout, rubbing his arm, âthat hurtâ
âDo you feel any different?â even though this was probably a bad thing, your curiosity takes over you, wondering if the truth potion was made correctly. He shrugs, ânot really, though it didnât taste very nice. It sort of looks like bubblegum, donât you think? I thought it would taste better, though it does look like syrup, like that stuff you put into hot chocolates. Though, I donât know what type of syrup would be bright pinkâ he gasps, his hands going over his mouth.
âso the potion was correct. Hmm, what else can I get out of you?â you laugh, pondering for a moment before a light bulb switches in your head. Maybe, just maybe this could work in your favour.
âSooo, Soonie. Who do you like?â getting close to his face, you fake confidence, wishing for a certain sentence to come out of his mouth. You watch as he struggles, the potion pushing him to answer.
âY/n~ I canât tell you that. I know you are my best friend and everything but I donât want it to end. Iâm in love with you and I have been for the past 2 years, youâre amazing and so kind and so loving. Iâm surprised that you havenât even noticed, everyone says that it is too obvious. Now, I canât stop talking because Iâm nervous for your reaction because even though you might not love me back, Iâm fi-â
His words are cut off as your lips meet his, a small peck to his mouth is all he gets before you part away with a sly smile, âI love you too dork. Now, come on hufflepuff boy before someone finds out.â
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Half-LifeÂČ: Anticitizen - Chapter 2
(Prologue and chapter 1 can be found on my profile)
Chapter 2
Friendly Faces
Barney Calhoun was a valued member of the Black Mesa Security Force. He did his job well and was particularly respected by the other security guards for his ability to passive-aggressively give a piece of his mind to some of the more pompous scientists who treated the security team as their inferiors, without ever directly disobeying their orders. He was the kind of guy you could grab a beer with after work â something I had been meaning to do for a long time before the⊠incident. I had always felt I had more in common with him than any of my fellow scientists: not only did we both have the bad habit of not being the most punctual, but he also gave a me a good run for my money when it came to my high scores on the Black Mesa Hazard Course. While other scientists were busy competing for grant money, I was out trying to one-up Barney at the shooting range.
I thought he was dead. That he had been lost in the aftermath of the Resonance Cascade, eaten by a bullsquid, or worse, turned into a grotesque zombie like so many others. And yet, here he is, standing in front of me with his arms spread as he cheekily grins at me, now sporting the black Metropolice uniform instead of the familiar BMSF standard-issue bulletproof vest and helmet. His face, previously hidden behind the white gasmask, looks older than I remember. The first hints of gray have started to appear at the base of his dark hair and in his 5 oâclock shadow. His face looks tired and worn out beneath his cheerful expression. The eyes are what give it away: Iâve seen the same exhausted eyes on every citizen I have encountered so far. Theyâre the eyes of a man who has been through hell. Well, I guess thatâs one more thing we have in common.
âSurprised to see me?â Barney asks, noticing the probably visible confusion on my face. âWell, that makes two of us, Gordon. Whereâve you been? Itâs been ten years, man!â Ten years. So the man in the suit was telling the truth. Itâs really been ten years since Black Mesa. What happened in that time? âSorry about the scare earlier, I had to put on a show for the cameras,â Barney says, pointing over his shoulder at the disabled scanner on the ceiling. âListen, I know you have a lot of questions but I canât keep you here too long. Iâve been working undercover with Civil Protection, we need to get you out of here before they get suspicious. All I can tell you for now is that if you thought Black Mesa was as bad as it could get, well⊠youâre in for a nasty surprise.â He turns around and starts fiddling with the console. Symbols flash on the screens, the same symbols that I saw on the Consulâs broadcasts and the red bands on the shoulders of the Metrocop uniforms. Whatever they are, Barney seems to understand them.
âOkay Gordon, weâre gonna try to get you to Dr. Kleinerâs lab. Itâs not too far from here, in an old warehouse in an industrial part of the city.â Kleiner? Does he mean⊠Isaac Kleiner? Could he be alive too? âI canât take you there personally unfortunately, I have a shift to get to if I donât want to blow my cover. But Iâll let one of my guys in the streets know youâre coming, heâll show you the way.â Barney walks to a small window that looks out over an equally small courtyard. He opens it and looks out. âGo through that door over there. You should be able to get to the plaza. My guy will meet you there.â He walks back to the desk and starts putting the front of his mask back in place.
I look through the window. Itâs about an eight foot drop; nothing I canât handle. The claustrophobic courtyard is empty save for a trashcan lying on its side on the mossy tiles. The door Barney was talking about is the only entrance or exit. I look back to the once again unrecognizable Barney. I briefly thank him, and he salutes me with two fingers. âIâll see you later, Gordon. Try not to draw any attention to yourself,â his distorted voice sounds through the mask. I nod him goodbye and swing my leg over the windowsill, effortlessly jumping down and landing safely. I look up and see the window being closed. I guess Iâm on my own again.
The rusty door takes me to a small boiler room, which leads into a short corridor. I let my instincts and the faint sound of the Consulâs voice guide me through the station and I soon find myself in the entrance hall. Like the rest of the building, it is a dilapidated remnant of former glory. What once were ticket booths have been transformed into some sort of dispensing machine, which slowly spits out featureless brown packages into the eager hands of the shabby citizens who form a long, patient queue under the watchful eye of Metrocops. Above them, the Consul spouts the same repeating message: âWelcome to City 17.â
A woman walks by, clutching her newly received package against her chest. I can now see some of the alien symbols on the brown, paper-like exterior, as well as some readable text: 4 rations. She glances at me but quickly directs her eyes back to the ground in front of her as she walks towards the exit. I follow her to the large, wooden double doors. She takes one hand off the ration packet to open the door, but in doing so looses her grip on the packet and drops it on the floor with a soft thud. She nervously glances around as she quickly picks it back up again, and I decide to help out by opening the door for her. I try to give her the warmest smile I can fake as she walks by. âWe canât be seen talking to each other,â is the only thing she mutters to me under her breath as she heads out into the daylight.
Although⊠daylight might be an exaggeration. The sight that greets me when I step outside is no different in tone than the station and the train ride before it, yet it still shakes me to my core. The plaza consists of a small, empty fountain surrounded by dead hedges and flanked by two tall pillars, each topped with a bronze statue of a prancing horse. Plastic bags, empty bottles and other kinds of small trash litter the otherwise empty street surrounding the plaza, and the only vehicle is a large armored car surrounded by a patrol of Metrocops. The few citizens that walk the street keep as close to the surrounding buildings â abandoned stores and boarded-off hotels â as possible. It is then that my eye falls on the gigantic structure that emerges beyond the buildings. Itâs a looming spire of rust brown metal that forms an irregular shape I recognize from the various posters around the train station. Its exact height is impossible to tell as it disappears into the greenish clouds that obstruct the sky, but there is no doubt it is incredibly large â so large, in fact, that Iâm amazed it took me so long to notice it. Several of the metal plates that layer the outside of the structure seem to move at very slow paces, almost as if the building is alive, and sometimes it looks like something flies in to or out of one of the many slits and crevices in the jagged exterior.
I tear my gaze away from the ominous sight and scan the plaza more attentively. Barney said he would have a guy tell me where to go once I got out of the station, but I canât spot a single citizen not minding their own business like their lives depend on it â which they probably do. I walk down the stairs in front of the stationâs entrance. I follow the citizensâ example and keep close to the buildings, heading the opposite way of the Metrocop patrol. I duck into a shadowy doorway to get out of their sightline and look around again when I hear a hushed âHey!â coming from a bit further down the street that sprouts from the plaza. I see a young man beckoning me from another doorway. I glance around for Metrocops, decide that the coast is clear and hurry towards him. He is dark-haired, wears the same familiar citizenâs uniform and looks to be about my age⊠come to think of it, what is my age? Barney was about my age at Black Mesa, but the ten years since then are clearly visible on him, while the few times Iâve seen my own reflection since my âawakeningâ hadnât shown me any changes in my own appearance.
The man pulls me out of my thoughts when he grabs my arm and pulls me into the shadow of the doorway. âYouâre Freeman, right?â I nod. âThe nameâs Jeremy. Barney told me to get you to Kleinerâs.â He looks at my chest, where Samuel had earlier noted the absence of an identity tag. âWe wonât be able to get you through checkpoints since youâre not a registered citizen. Just follow me.â He starts walking down the street and looks at me over his shoulder. âItâs great to have you with us, Freeman. Thereâs no doubt youâll be a great help in our fight against the Combine.â
I follow Jeremy through the abandoned streets of City 17. He seems to be excellent at avoiding Civil Protection, because we never cross them; I only ever see them in adjacent streets. Sometimes they are accompanied by an armored vehicle, sometimes they are stationed at a barricade of black metal, watching people get scanned before a gate opens to let them through. I guess these are the checkpoints we canât pass through â or at least I canât. While we walk, my guide confirms what I already knew: after the Resonance Cascade, Earth was invaded by an alien empire he calls the âCombineâ, who laid waste to the planet and enslaved humanity. The otherworldly skyscraper in the middle of the city â called the Citadel â is their bastion. Apparently, every city has its own Citadel, but the one in City 17 is special in that it is also the residence of the Consul â Earthâs new leader.
He then tells me about a resistance group fighting back against the Combine rule. He says there are many resistance fighters outside of the city, but that Barney and Dr. Kleiner lead the more covert operatives within City 17. He remarks that I probably know Kleiner and I nod. I donât just know Isaac Kleiner, he was my professor and mentor at MIT. I was one of his favorite and âmost promisingâ students (his words), and when I applied for the position of research associate at Black Mesa, it was Kleinerâs recommendation that got me the job, where I worked alongside him on the Anomalous Materials team until⊠Well, letâs try not to think about that too much now. It seems there are bigger issues at hand than regret.
Even though we successfully evade the Metrocops and their checkpoints, the Combine is visible everywhere in one way or another. For a start there is the Citadel always towering over the rooftops, a menacing silhouette on the dark sky. But the old, human-built buildings have also been corrupted by Combine technology. Large, complex locking mechanisms cling onto old wooden doors like tumorous growths. Smaller versions of the enormous wall I saw surrounding the city fill up gaps they themselves made, obsidian metal swallowing brick and stone. Watchtowers and other Combine structures have been planted on top of buildings, walls and roofs bending under their weight. Cables and pipelines run across and through walls like vines sprouting from concrete. Thereâs something almost fascinating about how the stoic, geometric order of the human city and the clean, essentialist order of the Combine tech overlap in a patchwork with chaos and destruction wherever they meet.
A rhythmic sound has been growing louder for a while now. Upon listening more closely, I realize itâs the sound of marching. An army marching. Jeremy rounds a corner and stops dead in his tracks. âDamn it⊠not good.â Down the street, at an intersection with a wide boulevard, I see dozens of soldiers walking in formation. They look a lot like Metrocops, but their masks are dark gray and they wear thick padding in camouflage colors instead of the black uniforms. They carry automatic rifles and their heavy combat boots send echoing thuds through the streets. I see several people standing by, watching the military procession walk down the street. My companion walks closer and I cautiously follow him. âReally not good. We have to cross this street, but this parade blocks our path.â He looks to both sides as if estimating its length. âI canât even see the synths yet. This could easily go on for another twenty minutes. We canât wait that long.â He looks up at the buildings flanking the street and points to a skyway that connects two apartment buildings on either side. âThere.â I follow him down the street as he heads towards a large opening in the wall of the apartment building with the skyway. The opening is closed off by a cast iron fence, but its lock seems to have been broken for a long time and Jeremy simply pushes it open. It turns out to be a passage to a courtyard between the apartment buildings, with dark, vigilant windows and balconies looking out over it.
âOkay, youâre not supposed to come here if you donât live here, so technically weâre trespassing,â Jeremy says to me as we make our way to the exterior staircase on one of the high walls surrounding the courtyard. âThen again, you were already illegal, so-â He cuts himself off abruptly freezes, seemingly listening. Over the still loud marching I can hear a soft, mechanical whirr with an occasional beep. Jeremy looks up and immediately grabs me. âCombot!â he shouts as he pulls me in the direction of the nearest door. I catch a brief glimpse of a floating drone with a single yellow eye before a bright, white flash blinds me. I stumble backwards and Jeremy, presumably also blinded, starts swearing with panic in his voice. The slow beeps of the drone turn into an alarm as I slowly regain my sense of sight, and when I can properly see again I find itâs still hovering in the same spot. By now I have seen enough examples of Combine technology to recognize that this so-called Combot is another one. Four metal flaps surround its eye, which has now turned red as it shines its flashlight onto us and continues its alarm.
Jeremy grabs me again and pushes me towards the staircase. âLook, itâs too late now. They know weâre here, there will be Metrocops swarming all over this place in half a minute. You gotta get out of here and get to Kleinerâs. Iâll hold them off.â
I try to object but am interrupted by a distant female voice echoing through the air: âAttention, Civil Protection team: unauthorized civil activity detected in residential block 67B. Investigate and report.â
Jeremy looks to the sky as if heâs looking for the source of the disembodied voice and then looks back to me. âGo through the residential block across the street, through the industrial district. Barney will meet you at the Manhack Arcade.â He points to something on the wall next to the stairs: between the various graffiti is a familiar Greek letter drawn in orange paint. âFollow the lambdas. They indicate safe routes for Resistance allies. Go!â
I hesitate for a second. I donât want to leave him behind in the clutches of Civil Protection, but he doesnât seem like heâs planning on going anywhere, so I give him a respectful nod before turning around and running up the stairs. I go as fast as I can, and I am almost at the top when I hear footsteps and the shriek of the broken gate. I look down and see several Metrocops run onto the courtyard with their batons ready. Jeremy puts his hands on his head before he gets grabbed by two Metrocops and forced onto his knees. One Metrocop steps forward. He looks different than the others, wearing a trench coat and carrying some kind of radio pack on his back. He asks Jeremy a question I canât understand and when he doesnât get an answer, he gestures to one of the Metrocops holding Jeremy down. A flash of blue as a stun baton is planted in Jeremyâs side. His body shakes a second before he falls to the ground. The trench coat-wearing Metrocop, probably an officer, barks a couple of brief orders. I can only understand a couple of words: âThere were twoâ. I have to get out of here.
I ascend the final steps as quickly and as quietly as I can. Thereâs a wooden door at the top. I fidget with the handle. Itâs unlocked. I open it, slip inside, and close it behind me. No time to rest. I hear the Metrocops coming up the stairs, and the Combotâs light seeps through the crack under the door. Got to keep moving. I scan the hallway. Apartment doors. Staircase. Itâs dark: there are no windows and the lights donât work, but there is daylight coming from around a corner down the hall. My footsteps echo on the brown ceramic tiles as I run past the closed doors and onto the skyway we had seen from below. Down in the street, the Combine troops are still marching. There are different units among them now. Hulking, mechanical figures, appearing to be almost eight feet tall, carrying enormous alien weaponry no human would be able to carry. These must be the synths Jeremy mentioned. Nestled deep in the armor between the bulky shoulders is something that doesnât seem completely mechanical. I donât stay to have a better look. Something tells me it would only disturb me.
I hear Metrocops banging on doors as I start making my way down the stairs of the building on the other side of the road, occasionally followed by a crash of splintering wood. The Metrocops bark orders at panicking citizens as they search the apartments. I use their preoccupation to put more distance between us, sincerely hoping my actions donât get any of the inhabitants into serious trouble. I descend creaky stairs that wrap around the grating of an elevator shaft. A man stands in a doorway, curious about the noises that echo all the way from the other building, while a woman behind him urges him to go inside and close the door before they get here. I make brief eye contact with the man as I descend. My look must give away that Iâm the cause of the tumult, because he whispers to me: âGo through the back door on the ground floor. I never saw you.â Another plea from the woman and he retreats into his apartment and closes the door.
Iâm not sure I can trust the man. He might be leading me into a trap, or maybe he will point the Metrocops to where I went when they come knocking on his door. But right now, I have little choice but to accept all the help I can get if I ever want to reach Dr. Kleiner. When I reach the ground floor, there is an entrance hall with rows of mailboxes and a transparent door that leads out into a large street. I can see why the man told me to go out the back: itâs the street where the hordes of soldiers are still marching. I look around for a back door and find it in a windowless, unlit room filled with cardboard boxes. I have to move some of them to get the door open. Beyond the door is a courtyard much like the one where we got spotted by the Combot. The coast seems clear.
I can already tell which way I have to go. Amidst a tapestry of graffiti, there is another lambda drawn in orange spray paint next to a narrow passage. As I follow its guidance, I wonder why they chose this symbol for their âsafe passagesâ. I mean, I can certainly guess where they got it from. Word must have gotten out about the Lambda labâs part in stopping the Resonance Cascade â though, ultimately, it hardly saved Earth. Plus, no one at Black Mesa can really be praised for solving a problem we caused.
Having time to think again as I walk through the alleyway, I ponder exactly what happened to me during the ten years I was in the dark void. By now, I have come to the conclusion that I havenât aged. My hair and beard havenât grown, I havenât gained or lost weight, my joints and muscles arenât sore. But at the same time, my wounds and bruises from the Black Mesa incident seem to have completely healed. None of the clothes Iâm wearing are clothes I have ever owned, yet my glasses are the ones I had on me during the Black Mesa disaster. The ones I managed not to lose throughout all the perils I faced and were cracked and stained with blood by the end, but now rest on my face clean and unscathed.
My memories of the void are a blur, like a distant dream. If it werenât for the radically changed world I find myself in, I would think it never happened. On top of that, my memories from before the void have also gone blurry â or, rather, before Black Mesa. I can remember Black Mesa like it was yesterday, but my life before Black Mesa (MIT, high school, my parental homeâŠ) feels like a vaguely remembered childhood memory, even the things that happened when I was well over twenty. Is this his doing? Is he trying to erase the person I was, only to leave a mindless fighting machine in his stead? Or is it merely a result of the deterioration of a mind over the course of ten years of isolation?
Iâm no longer walking between apartment buildings. The streets are narrow and the walls are all brick and pipes and steel beams. Steam rises from grates in the ground and mixes with the faint fog that hangs between the buildings. There is a constant whir of machinery coming from behind the walls. A train passes overhead on the elevated tracks while a lone Combot combs the empty streets. I try my best to stay out of its sight. The train sounds its horn. The Combot rounds a corner. I get the impression the sky has gotten even darker since I left the station.
A strange contraption stands lonely on the sidewalk. Itâs a cylindrical tank filled with red liquid, cradled in a humming machine with green gauge lights and power cables running into the wall behind it. Like all other Combine technology, it looks extremely out of place, like someone just dropped it on the street and punched jagged holes into the wall to fit the cables. The Combine clearly plant their machines and facilities wherever they need them without a care for whatever was there before. It makes me angry, of course, but the irony doesnât escape me. After all, itâs exactly what we did on Xen.
There is a silhouette in the dark liquid. Vaguely humanoid, curled up into a fetal position. I can just about discern a large red eye, half-closed, on the creatureâs head. Even through the thick liquid, the shape appears⊠familiar. It seems impossible to believe, but it almost looks likeâŠ
âThe Freeman.â
The voice behind me startles me and I spin around. Before me stands a green, hunched over figure with shackles around its long neck, wrists and ankles. All of its red eyes are on me and a vestigial third arm extends itself towards me. If there was any doubt about the creature in the tank, here it is unmistakable: I am standing in front of a Vortigaunt.
âAt last, the Combineâs reckoning has come.â
Chapter 3
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Yes, you read this right: chapter 2 of Anticitizen, which has been in production since July 2020, is finally finished! And boy, is it a long one! 4000 words, and yet we still haven't even gotten to Dr. Kleiner's lab! (Don't worry, we'll get there soon).
Anywho, here are the accompanying images:
Beta Citadel
Combot
Metropolice officer
Combine Guard synth
Industrial district
Vorti-cell
I'm very excited to finally have this done and ready to be read. I think (and really hope) the next chapter won't take as long. As I said in the last progress update, I have been doing a lot of overarching planning for the story which will make writing easier.
I have made a rough estimate of the story and predict it will be about 32 chapters long, though it's much more likely to be more than that than less, judging from the fact that it's taking 3 chapters just to get to Kleiner's lab. The thing is, you can't predict the length things will have in this story by looking at their length in the game. The opening requires a lot of describing and mood-setting so it's much longer than the short intro in the game. Story parts will be longer than they are in the game, while action parts will be shorter than they are in the game (looking at you, 'Canals' and 'Highway' sections).
By the way, I have started uploading Anticitizen to Reddit now under the name EthanLM427. Do with that what you want.
Anyway, that's it for me. I promise I won't take as long for the next one.
#anticitizen#half life#half life 2#half life 2 beta#my writing#fanfiction#gordon freeman#barney calhoun
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Oh dear, Iâm sorry to bother you, but I would like to ask for your advice on something related to several of your top posts- Are there any cues that one would be able to observe within themselves that could help with a diagnosis of, well, being gifted? Iâve been told as such my entire life, but due to the number of students that are superior to me, Iâve come to doubt what was previously thought of me; I fear I might become obsolete.
I feel the need to answer a different question than the one youâve asked. I think it will still help. Iâm going to use IQ here, for all that itâs an intensely flawed measure, because itâs well-researched and we can do math with it.
âGiftednessâ, as most school systems define it, is more than two standard deviations (SDs) above the norm. Because of how bell curves work, thatâs approximately the top 2% of intelligence. The higher intelligence goes, the rarer. Which is to say if people are randomly distributed, the odds are that every 50 people will produce 1 person 2 SDs above the norm. However, the higher you go up, the rarer it gets. Above 3 SDs is 0.01%, which is 1 in every ten thousand. Above 4 SDs is 1 in every thirty thousand. You would need to comb a randomly-populated city of a million people before you could come up with enough people to fill a classroom of 30 peopleâand they would be every age, from infancy to centennarian.
Which is to say: The smarter you are, the less likely you are to ever meet anyone else as smart as you when youâre young. This means that youâre very likely to define âbeing smartâ as âalways being the smartest person in the roomâ. And if your peers treat you as weird and your teachers fixate on your intelligence, you may come to associate âbeing smartâ as âmy entire reason for having worth in this world.â
So as long as you keep seeking higher education and greater challengeâas long as you keep going towards those magnets that draw other people of high intelligenceâthe odds slowly increase that someday, youâll meet people as smart as you, if not smarter.
And for a lot of us thereâs a really rude shock where suddenly weâre not the smartest person in the room, and the internal dominos start to fall: If Iâm not the smartest, am I even smart? If Iâm not smart, do I even have a use anymore? What do I even have to offer the world now that Iâm stupid???
I hit that level in high school, when I sought out an IB school and met Matt, who would be my best friend for the next three years. Matt hit that level when he went to university to study physics, and realized he was the least-intelligent person in a professorâs lab. Occasionally Iâll meet people who appear not to have had that experience yetâwho are either awkwardly humble about it, or deeply arrogant. For some of them, I am the first person they have ever met whoâs smarter than them, and they generally either crumble into self-hatred and self-doubt, or they light up and go, âOh my god! Youâre like me!â
It is very definitely possible to remind yourself that you are still smart, still capable, and still worthwhile. But I would encourage you to use this as an opportunity to also branch out.
Most other kids, when they were very young, hit challenges they couldnât masterâand they learned how to feel good about themselves anyway. They might not have been the smartest, they reasoned, but at least⊠they made their friends laugh. They coloured pictures in a way that satisfied them. They tried very hard. They loved dancing to music. They liked to feed the family pet. They could define themselves by many different experiences and relationships, and find sources of self-confidence and pleasure that had nothing to do with school or intelligence.
If youâre using words like âobsoleteâ, it sounds like you didnât get that. You missed out on the opportunity to get to define yourself as having worth and function in a variety of ways; to be complete and self-justified just for being alive.Â
This is a really important thing. Itâs essential to a world of human rights. Weâve tried worlds where people had to justify their existenceâyou have to be this hardworking to deserve medical care; you have to be this virtuous to deserve peace and happiness; you have to be this intelligent to be allowed to propagate your genes. And overwhelmingly? They result in human misery. To allow a world where you can be deemed âobsoleteâ and lose all right to community, happiness, self-worth, or meaningful work, is to allow a world where suffering is the default state. And, wellâsome people are, but I am not okay with that.
So I am accordingly not okay with the amount of pain, isolation, and self-hatred youâve lived with. I think that no matter how smart you were or werenât, you should have been treated as worthwhile and lovable regardless of you performance. I think you should always have had friends who understood you and didnât think you were weird. I think you should have been given chances to try something you didnât completely have the abilities to master, and been able to fail at it and learn to be okay with failure, in a way that reinforced that you were fundamentally good, lovable, and capable of doing good and worthwhile things.
It is a lot harder to go back and do that work now that youâre an adult. The same way itâs harder to learn a second language for a first time as an adult than as a six-year-old, itâs a lot harder to learn these emotional skills. Your brainâs emotional systems are hugely dominated by the formative experiences you had as a child. It might take pain, doubt, questioning, outside help, finding a counsellor who works with Gifted adults, or trying medical treatment for depression or anxiety to get there.
Anyway, to answer your original question: It can be really grounding to get out of the rarified air of academia and get in touch with adults who didnât have to score incredibly well on tests to be there. If you go to something not selected for academic prowessâa general adult exercise class, or knitting group, or community group, or bowling leagueâyouâll see the incredible diversity of intellects, personalities, and life experiences. You might meet people as smart as you, who have great careers and blow off steam through this recreation; smart people whose life has led them down a non-academic path; people of normal intelligence, who nonetheless have robust lives and interests and concerns and are a lot less excruciating to talk to than carefully age-matched peers of your childhood; and people with cognitive impairments or developmental delays that mean they need special accommodation to be able to happily live, but do nonetheless manage it.
In short: Get out of your own head, because there are very few reference points, and find yourself in a wider social matrix that isnât rigidly sorted by test score.
I was also immeasurably helped as a teenager by joining a nerdy hobby (medieval re-enactment) full of Gifted adults who would sit around the fire and tell me the unexpected stories of their lives (âI was a smart kid, but then in uni I discovered that being a graduate student in chemistry is awful, so I became a teacher. Then I met my wife and fell in love, so I moved to Canada to be with her, and Canada wonât accept my teaching license and I donât want to go back to school and be poor. So now Iâm the assistant manager of a bookstoreâ). These served as a powerful antidote to the message that if I wasnât on a â30 Under 30âł list of blazing comets taking the world by storm, I was a complete failure.
I canât give you my own experiences, but I can suggest some places to look for those antidotes: Late Bloomers by Rich Karlgaard, What Should I Do With My Life? by Po Bronson, and The Gifts of Imperfection by BrenĂ© Brown.
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38 for the meet ugly prompt đ
@prouvaireafterdark I love that itâs you and itâs me and itâs this prompt, but I somehow managed to not make it smutty? Iâm so sorry I failed you.
Prompt: I overhear you ordering your coffee in a coffee shop and Iâm trying to place your voice when I realize that youâre the phone sex operator Iâve been calling on and off for the last few months but the realization startles me so much that I accidentally spill my drink on you and youâre pissed
"So, what did you do last night?" Liz asks, peaking ahead of the line. It's early, but the Student Center coffee shop is always crowded.
Michael smiles dreamily, and Liz rolls her eyes.
"Oh, no!" she cries, dropping her forehead against his shoulder and shaking her head dramatically. "Not again, Mikey!"
"I can't help it!" Michael laughs. "His voice, Liz!"
"You're gonna blow your stipend calling a phone sex line!" Liz hisses, hooking her arm in the crook of his elbow.
He scoffs and shakes his head, but she sort of has a point.
It had started with a frat party and a tipsy, handsy make-out session. With a guy. Michael has always been comfortable admitting that many men, as well as women, are, objectively, smokinâ hot. Heâs an open-minded kinda guy. But that night, sucking on the bottom lip of a very cute, very male English major with striking green eyes while trying to slide his hand inexpertly down said English majorâs pants, Michael had realized he might be a little more than open-minded. When he saw a tattered flyer at his bus stop declaring âTalk to Real LGBTQ Folks in Your Area!â he thought it was a helpline and shoved one of the little tearaway strips of paper in his pocket. Leave it to Michael Guerin to call a phone sex line by mistake.
The first time heâd called had been an accident. All the other timesâthirteen, by his best estimationâwere fate. Because Michael Guerin is in love with Operator 4647. Alex. At least, thatâs the name he uses when he takes Michael apart piece by piece with only the low, rumbling heat of his voice that flows like liquid through Michaelâs phone and drips down his spine, leaves him boneless and shivering on his too-small twin mattress. And itâs not just the sex. Alex lets details slip if Michael is patient and doesnât press too hard too fast, and Michael is head-over-heels for the smart, witty, maybe a little haunted man Michaelâs constructed from those crumbs. Sometimes Michael makes him laugh, high and breathy, and Michaelâs glad he isnât pursuing music after all because no instrument can produce a sound as sweet as that. Other times Alex is sullen, sticks to the script.Â
âOh, yeah,â he assures Michael on a good day, âthereâs a script.âÂ
And Michael quickly replies, âThrow it out.âÂ
On those calls, Michael cradles his phone like itâs Alexâs cheek and whispers, âDonât. Weâll just sit here. Itâs okay.â Heâs paid $45 to bear witness to fifty minutes of Alexâs heavy silence.
Michael listens to Liz chat excitedly about their upcoming biochemistry lab, ordering an iced caramel latte for himself and a drip coffee for Liz, and they move to the side to let the next customer, a tan, attractively boyish student with messy hair and dark eyes, approach the till.
âChai latte to go, please,â Michael hears him order as Liz hands him his open drink.
He freezes. Michael knows that voice. He knows it from his dreams, waking and asleep. He knows it from every dirty fantasy he's had in the past month, when he's working himself over in the shower, leaning against the tile of the stall and biting down on his forearm to keep quiet. He knows it from last night.
He whips around and runs latte-first into the manâinto Alexâand his cold, milky, syrupy drink explodes like a water balloon between them, soaking Alexâs tee shirt. When Michael looks up in horror, he even sees drops of it rolling down Alexâs chin and neck.
âWhat the fuck?!â Alex growls, glaring at Michael coldly.
âIâm so sorry, Alex,â Michael says, unthinking. âIâm so sorry.â
Alex pulls his shoulders back quickly, spine painfully straight, narrows his eyes, and speaks. But his posture draws Michaelâs attention to the impressive width and strength of his shoulders and the way his nipples are hard beneath his wet shirt, and he misses what Alex actually says.
âWhaâ?â Michael asks in a daze.
âI said how do you know my name?â Alex demands, and Michael bites his lip.
âItâs me,â he says. âItâs Michael.â
âMichael? I donât kno-â Alexâs mouth drops open and Michael smiles at him hopefully, but Alex only pales and mutters, âShit,â under his breath. The barista calls Alexâs name and Michael grabs his drink, holding it out to him and willing Alex to take it, desperate to share something tangible between them. Alex takes the cup by the mouth, carefully avoiding Michaelâs fingers wrapped around the base of the cup. Michael is anxious to keep Alex talking, to extend the time that heâs standing right here, in front of Michael, beautiful and solid.Â
"W-wow," Michael says. "You really don't have a face for voice work."
"Excuse me?"
"You know what they say," he babbles. "You have a face for voice work if you're-uh. If you're not. But y-you're. You're fucking gorgeous."
Alex stares and when Michael glances behind him for back-up he can't even catch Liz's eyes, the curtain of her hair hiding her face as she drops her head in her hands and shakes it slowly.Â
Very, very hesitantly, though, Alex smiles, looking down into his open drink in what Michael desperately hopes is fond amusement.
âWow,â he breathes, âYou really are you, huh?â
Michael laughs in hysterical relief and even Liz chuckles.
âAinât that the truth,â she says, and points over her shoulder. âIâm gonna go. See you in lab, Mikey.â
Michael barely spares her a glance as he waves distractedly.
âYour nameâs really Alex?â Michael asks in wonder. âThatâs the truth?â
âEverything I told you is the truth,â Alex says softly, his shoulders lifting in a self-conscious shrug.
âGo out with me,â Michael practically shouts, and Alex jumps as though frightened. âPlease.â
âIâm not gonna sleep with you,â Alex says wearily. âThatâs just a job. I got massive loans and full class load and work-study during the day.â
Shit, Michael didnât even think about the implications of his question, of meeting Alex as the guy that talks him off twice a week and then asking him to fucking dinner the first time they meet in person. He raises his hands in the air in a gesture of innocence, the remnants of his spilled latte sliding messily down his arm from the sideways cup still in his grip.
âI wonât even try to kiss you,â he says.
Alex raises a skeptical brow and Michael puts his free hand over his heart.
"I promise," he chants, "I promise, I promise, I promise."
Wow, maybe he didn't need that coffee after all.
The corner of Alexâs mouth lifts in a small smile, and Michael shakes his head, eyes wide.
âI like you, Alex,â he says easily. âI like that you didnât laugh at me when I called a phone sex line about my sexuality. I like that you actually talked to me about the universe of gender and sexual attraction for, like, twenty minutes. I think youâre funny and really smart, and, yeah, ridiculously sexy, but. Thatâs not even that big a deal.â
Alex quirks a brow, and Michael takes a slow step closer. Alex allows it.
âI mean, itâs not not a big deal,â he admits. âYou know.âÂ
With a quiet laugh that to Michael sounds like the delicate trill of wedding bells, Alex takes his hand and pulls him towards the door.
âCome on,â he says softly. âYou owe me a shirt. Weâll see where we go from there.â
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Things We Lost in the Fire, ch 14
aka Caleo uni au
Fic summary: Calypso starts studying at a new university, but to her annoyance her new flatmate is a loud mouthed mechanic who also likes to sneak his dog in whenever. But as she learns to know him better, she realizes they might have more in common than what she first thought. Eventually, even the darkest secrets come outâŠ
Chapter summary:Â Leo's fear raises its head at the worst possible moment.
A/N: Finally some (slight) drama after I've drowned all of you in fluff in the previous chapters. Also, it was pretty exciting for me to finally get to explore Leo's studying life a bit more in this chapter.
I also want to take this opportunity to advertise a future fic of mine that I /hope/ to finish by the end of this week. The past week I've been working on a post ToN Caleo one-shot which is already over 4000 words long and at this point mainly needs some heavy editing to be posted. So stay tuned for that too if you like this ship!
Big big thanks to Cris for helping me a whole lot with this chapter! I really needed your science knowledge :â)
I hope you guys enjoy this chapter! And remember that comments are the only reward I get so they would be much, much appreciated!!
Characters in this ch: Calypso, Leo. Jason, Percy, Annabeth
Words:Â 3000+
Genre: romance & hurt/comfort
Warnings: none
previous chapter / next chapter /Â AO3
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âMister Valdez? Are you listening?â
Leo snapped out of his daze. He was at his engineering math class and for the past 15 minutes the professor had been explaining to the group a problem that had taken Leo about 2-3 minutes to solve. Usually he did something else while listening to his professors; finish more calculations (sometimes even ones they werenât assigned to do), doodle blueprints and ideas for future inventions into his notebook, write down a new joke he had come up with, or text Jason that he was bored. Weirdly enough, doing all that other stuff helped him to focus on what was going on in the lecture.
However, this time his mind was elsewhere; it kept showing him images of a girl with shoulder length reddish brown hair, dark brown eyes that seemed a bit harsh at first but softened when she laughed at his joke, a couple of freckles on her light skin⊠He could also hear her laughter and smell the cinnamon scent that probably came from the shampoo she used in his head. The previous evening had gone so well but he had no idea what to make of it; even if he did like Calypso (which he wasnât quite ready to admit yet), could anything ever happen? They were flatmates. Things would sure get complicated if they got together and then broke up and would barely stand each otherâs company⊠Besides, who was to say sheâd ever like him? Sure, sometimes she seemed amused by his jokes but what other reasons did he give for her to like him? Not much, he felt.
Leo started to get frustrated because he couldnât get those thoughts out of his head and he might have started to growl to himself if the professor hadnât called him at that exact moment.
âYes?â Leo answered unsurely, not having heard what the professor had asked.
âGood. Then you can tell me what the solution to this problem is.â The professor pointed at the long and complicated looking problem on the whiteboard.
Leo sighed of relief on the inside. They were still talking about the same problem that he had solved over 10 minutes ago. He could do this.
âX is 3,65, Y is 5,51 and Z is 7,24,â he said, sounding almost bored.
âThat is correct,â the professor said, badly hiding his surprise. He had thought this kid who seemed to be living in his dream world would be utterly confused by his question. He turned his attention back to the rest of the class and continued: âOf course, the easiest way to solve this equation is to divide X with⊠Yes, Mister Valdez?â
âActually, I disagree,â Leo said, now completely awake. âWhy would you divide it when you canâŠâ
âWhich one of us is the professor here, Mister Valdez?â the professor cut him off. âYou may think you know how to do this but there are plenty of students here who arenât quite as advanced and thatâs why itâs better to show them one way to do it rather than to confuse them by....â
âYeah, right, my bad,â Leo said sarcastically. âIf these students are so simple minded, then why donât you give them more practical problems to solve? You know, things we might actually need in the work life instead of⊠that,â he pointed at the whiteboard.
A couple of people were brave enough to nod and hum in agreement to Leoâs comments but there were also a few that started laughing.
âAlright, thatâs it, Mister Valdez. Leave my class.â
Leo obeyed gladly (that class was such a waste of time anyway). He packed his things and headed out of the room, grinning widely as he left to let the professor know he hadnât won that battle. It was almost lunch time so he decided to already go to the cafeteria to wait for Jason whose class wasnât too far either.
About 15 minutes later Jason showed up, and to Leo's surprise he also had company. Percy Jackson did occasionally join them for a game night or a sparring session but Leo almost exclusively saw him outside the university. From what he knew Percy was currently focusing on his swimming career and wasnât studying anything. Now he had however joined Jason for lunch and that made Leo wonder if there was some specific reason for that.
âHey, man,â Jason greeted. âYouâre early today. Are they having enchiladas or something?â
âNah,â Leo shook his head. âI may have gotten kicked out of the class.â
âWhat did you do this time?â Jason rolled his eyes.
âNothing, really!â Leo exclaimed. Jason kept looking at him suspiciously, though, so he had to add eventually: âFine, I may have disagreed with the professor about some of his methods, but really, thatâs all. Didnât blow up the lab or anything like that.â
âOne time when I was in the high school I told the teacher his pants were unzipped and I wasnât allowed to participate in his classes for a whole week after that. Didnât miss much, though, he sucked as a teacher,â Percy joined the conversation.
âThatâs exactly what I thought about this guy!â Leo said and gave Percy a high five. âAnyway, what are you doing here? I thought youâd be in the pool at this hour.â
âJust checking the places,â Percy shrugged. Leo raised his eyebrow questioningly. âFine, Annabeth thinks that at some point I should start thinking about my career after swimming so Jason said he could show me around today so Iâd get an idea what itâs like here. Oh and, he promised me a free lunch.â
âMakes sense,â Leo said while already looking at the menu eagerly. âIâd come here for a free lunch too.â
âYou pay for this one, though,â Percy pointed out.
âBack to the actual topic ,â Jason said, looking at Leo a bit worriedly. âYou didnât get into big trouble with that professor, did you?â
âI think heâll go back to ignoring me again in the next class. â Leo replied. âSo no need to worry.â
âGood. Itâs just that, after that last lab incidentâŠâ Jason started, referring to an incident that had happened in the previous semester, but Leo stopped him.
âI said no need to worry,â Leo said a bit louder. âIâve got things sorted, OK? Just⊠letâs go to get that damn lunch now. Chili con carne, anyone?â
In reality, Leo knew that if he skipped one more lab class, the professors wouldnât be that understanding. The saddest part about it was that he actually enjoyed the lab classes way more than the boring theory classes because there you got to try things out with your own hands, but⊠there was one big but. He couldnât be there whenâŠ
âLeo?â he heard Jasonâs voice somewhere nearby
âYeah, whatâs up?â
âYou were just totally zoned out, I was talking to you like a full minute and I donât think you heard anything I said,â Jason pointed out.
âOh, sorry. Lots going on in my mind. So, what did you say?â Leo asked.
âI was asking about when we should meet up on Saturday? I have soccer practice in the morning and Piper has a meeting with her theater group at 1 pm but weâre free after that.â
âI have to ask Cal but I think I can organize my work so Iâd be free any time after 4 pm.â
âAlright, sounds fine to me,â Jason said, but Leo could sense that he was still wondering what had been bothering him that much.
âSo whoâs this Cal person?â Percy asked when the boys made it to the buffet tables.
âMy new flatmate,â Leo said simply, currently more interested in filling his plate than elaborating on his living situation.
âOK. I was just wondering because Annabeth mentioned that sheâd been at your place, and apparently sheâd helped to give this flatmate of yours a makeover.â
âOh, yeah!â Leo said, remembering that meeting quite vividly. âFrom what Iâve heard theyâve been hanging out quite a lot lately. Thatâs good because⊠well, sheâs new here.â Leo was going to say that she doesnât seem to have a lot of people in her life, but decided that he didnât want to reveal too much to someone who had never even met her.
âWhere is she from then?â
âI think she moved here from New York,â Leo said. âAnd sheâs around your age. Who knows, you might even know her.â
âNew York is a pretty big place,â Percy pointed out. âI guess Cal is a nickname? Whatâs her full name?â
Leo was going to answer when he spotted the chemistry lab professor in the crowd and he quickly hid behind Jason.
âDonât let him see me,â Leo said hastily. âHeâs gonnaâŠâ
Leo didnât have a chance to finish his sentence when he heard the said professor say loudly: âMister Valdez!â
Leo peeked from behind his friend.
âHola, professor,â he said awkwardly. âDidnât see you there.â
âYes you did, you were just trying to hide from me. I wanted to remind you that today is the test day which is 60% of the mark. And that means thatâŠâ
âIf I skip that test, I will fail the class,â Leo added, looking down at his feet. He didnât remain like that long, though. âIâll be there, professor.â He put up a brave face and saluted him as the professor just âhmmphâed and turned away from me.
âI thought you said you have everything in order.â Jason raised his eyebrow once the boys had paid for their lunches and started to look for a table. âThat didnât seem like it.â
âTake care of your own business, Sparky,â Leo grunted and pointed at one empty table not far from them. âLetâs go there.â
âIâm serious, Leo,â Jason continued once they got seated. âSomething is bothering you. We are your friends and we do care. You can trust us on this.â
Leo let Jasonâs words sink in. Friends. Care. Trust. Since his mother died, he had always been the oddball, the outsider until he got a family who actually cared about him, Jo, Emmie and Georgie, but he still got a bit overwhelmed every time he realized that he really mattered to someone.
âThanks, man.â Leo said finally. âIâll⊠keep that in my mind. Promise.â
âGood.â Jason smiled at him encouragingly. âYou can talk to us whenever you feel like it.â
After that the discussion moved to other things. Percy was hopeful that he was fit enough for a new record in his next competition and he didnât forget to praise her little sister as well. Jason mentioned having seen his father at the campus but he had barely acknowledged his presence. Leo threw a few sarcastic comments here and there to let the others know he was listening. However, he had lost his appetite after hearing about the test. He had barely tasted his lunch and was now moving the rice back and forth on his plate as it got cooler. If the others noticed that, they didnât say anything, probably thinking that it was better to let Leo open up on his own accord.
The lunch time flew by too fast for Leoâs liking. After separating from his friends he started heading towards the lab where most of the other students were already getting prepared. Taking a deep breath, he stepped in, hoping for the best.
The lab class started with a brief written test that made sure the students were ready for the practice part. This time would be particularly important, though, because it was testing them about pretty much everything they had learned so far in that class, and would be graded accordingly.
The written test caused no problem to Leo. Heâd be able to name the lab tools by heart even in his sleep and the calculations werenât much harder to him. However, he was already dreading the actual practice part for a very specific reasonâŠ
In the practice Leo would have to mix a few compounds together to get a chemical reaction. That was the simple part. But unfortunately for him, these said compounds would have to be heated in order for them to react. And of course youâd need a flame to do that. Now that was the hard part for Leo. He hated the gas burners and it had become a habit for him to skip a lab class when he knew they would be used. Unfortunately for him, that was fairly often because apparently the universityâs heating plates were used by some other group at the same time, and that was also why he was about to fail this class. But if he could handle using the burner just this once, maybe heâd be fine⊠He knew he couldnât afford to fail it because if he did, it might be a sign that he wouldnât be able to do the job he was so excited about, and that would be a huge slap in his face. Maybe even bigger than he was ready to admit.
He measured the compounds and was ready to heat them when he noticed that a fellow student nearby had accidentally mistaken two of the compounds with each other, ruining the mixture. That gave him an idea.
âPssst. I can mix a new one for you if you heat this for me.â
âWhat?â The other student looked at him with confusion. âWhy would I do that?â
âI just told you. I can fix that for you.â
âYou just want to flex with your skills, thatâs all,â the guy said, knowing Leoâs reputation as the genius who however refused to join lab classes. Probably because he felt he was too good for them. âMay I remind you that this is a solo practice!â the professor yelled from the front of the class. âNo talking allowed.â
âYes, professor,â Leo said quietly, but rolled his eyes at him when he turned his back. He read the instructions one more time to make sure he hadnât missed anything and when he was double convinced that he was in the part that he had dreaded, he breathed sharply and picked up his gas burner and some matches. He felt his heart starting to race and his hands starting to shake as he took one match from the box and tried to light it.
He tried once. Twice. Took a deep breath and tried once more. At this point his hands were shaking so furiously that the match fell from his hand. Realizing that he still couldnât do it, he made a frustrated groan, dropped the match box on the table and started shakily collecting his things.
âMister Valdez? Did you finish your task?â The professor raised his gaze from his desk and focused on him. A few others turned to Leoâs direction as well.
âNo, sir.â
âAnd why not?â
âI. canât.â Leo said with a voice so deep and raw that you rarely got to hear it from him. He left his unfinished product on the professorâs desk. Then he threw his bag over his shoulder and doors banging left the class.
He didnât make it far when he felt his knees going weak and he had to sit down on the closest chair, burying his face in his hands.
âŠ
âThanks so much for showing me that place! It feels so good to see some nature even this close to the city,â Calypso exclaimed happily to Annabeth as they were walking towards the dorms. Calypso loved nature and she didnât really feel at home in the concrete jungle, hoping that one day she could afford to buy a house from the countryside. She had once mentioned that to Annabeth who also enjoyed adventuring in the less crowded areas and had promised to take Calypso to one of her favorite parks nearby. They both had had free time from their classes that afternoon so they had decided to take the advantage of that and go to explore a bit.
The park had been pretty, having a small river running through it and little trails circling the trees. Calypso, who had grown near the sea missed seeing bodies of water so even the river had made her feel a little less homesick. The girls had been there for a few hours, taking pictures and having a small picnic while talking about anything and everything that had come to their minds.
Now, unfortunately, it was time to return back to real life and the assignments that were waiting for them at home.
âNo problem,â Annabeth replied to Calypsoâs comment. âHonestly, I think this break was much needed. I do love architecture and history and all that but sometimes my ADHD kicks in and I just need to get out of the house.â
âYeah, it helps to focus again afterwards,â Calypso agreed. âHey, do you have anything special to do this weekend? Leo, I, Piper and Jason are supposed to have a video game night on Saturday and I thought Iâd ask if you want to join. You can ask your boyfriend too if you want, of course! Iâm sure Leo wouldnât mind.â
âWhat time would it be?â Annabeth asked.
âI havenât asked Leo yet but he does work on Saturdays so probably not very early. Sometime in the evening. I can inform you when I know more,â Calypso promised.
âOkay, Iâll keep that in my mind. My boyfriend has a swimming practice twice a day so he may not be able to join us but I might!â
âGreat!â
The girls had reached the area where Calypso lived so they turned to their own directions.
âIâll contact you!â Calypso said before Annabeth was too far to hear. She waved at her in response.
Calypso was still smiling when she entered her flat, but the smile soon melted from her face when she saw Leo hunched on the couch, looking utterly lost. Calypso approached him cautiously, asking: âWhat happened?â
Leo patted on the seat next to him, gesturing to her to join him on the couch. She did, but when he didnât say anything for a while, though, Calypso decided to be bold and wrap her arm around his shoulder. Leo looked at her with dark eyes, still appreciating the gesture.
âI may have to start making new career plans.â
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Pre-Starker. Peter is Natâs little Brother
Itâs nice, Tony thinks, all of them living in the tower together.
It curls warmly in his heart, the sight of Bucky glaring at the coffee maker, or Steve watching some documentary. He likes seeing Wanda and Vision baking cookies, or Clint out on the balcony shooting tracking arrows at pigeons for one of Bruceâs migration studies.
It feels a lot likeâŠ(family).
Not thatâd heâd ever say it aloud.
He feels like he knows everyone better now. Thorâs not there all the time, but he drops down for a few weeks every couple of months, with some new drinking game and stories about huge battles he won that Tony knows he must exaggerate.
In fact, he thinks he knows everyone pretty well- everyone except-
Natasha.
Which is ironic, considering heâs known her the longest.
But sheâs a mysterious person, thatâs her shtick. Heâs prodded and poked at the facade, but like him, sheâs very tightly wound, and every inch she seems to give, is actually a metre sheâs taken to ensure sheâs still guarded. Still protected.
Even after combing unashamedly through SHIELDâs files, Tonyâs still not sure about her past. A lot of spy work, but no family on record, no real name on record. Sure, Russian ancestry she says, and heâs certain heâs heard her speaking it on the phone from time to time, but heâs not really sure.
He doesnât mind too much, because heâs the same. No matter how much he loves Bruce, Tony will never let slip the nights heâd go out to that road and sit there and think of his mom. No matter how much he loves Steve, he wonât ever say that sometimes the resentment he felt as a kid over his dadâs obsession eats him up inside. He wonât tell Vision that losing JARVIS was one of the hardest things he ever had go through, or tell Thor that every time he leaves it aches deep.
He wonât divulge his need to succeed, to prove himself, to anyone. Not even himself.
So, he understands Natasha. He thinks that because theyâre so similar- she probably understands him too.
âEasy there, cowboy,â Tony chuckles, knocking Bucky out of the way to sort the coffee machine out for him as the early morning sun shines into the penthouse kitchen.
Bucky grumbles but moves easily. Thereâs a bowl of cornflakes in a bowl, half eaten, and Tony feels warm again at the domestic ease of it all. âCoffeeâs supposed to be easy,â Bucky mutters, not for the first time, still bleary eyed, but he mutters a thanks when Tony hands him a fresh brew, and hunches over his bowl as he makes his way to the couch.
Tony rolls his eyes, and pours himself a cup. âWhereâs Nat?â He asks, because sheâs the one who normally makes Bucky his coffee. She wakes up first, always, then Bucky, then Tony, and then the rest whenever they feel like it.
âSomeone buzzed for her at reception, I think,â Bucky says around a yawn, losing himself to the Saturday morning cartoons.
But Tony freezes. Someone called for Nat at reception? On a Saturday morning before 8am?
Heâs grinning and heading for the elevator before itâs too late.
âNat with anyone down at reception, Friday?â He asks eagerly, as the elevator takes him down.
âYes.â Friday says mysteriously, and nothing more.
Tony laughs in surprise, gesturing expectantly. âWellâŠgonna ID them for me? Anything other than that?â
Thereâs silence for a moment, before Friday replies: âThey donât match anyone on my database, Sir. Iâm running an extended scan but Iâm unable to find a match.â
Of course. The plot thickens. Off-the-grid friends? Ex-spies? A Nick Fury whoâs found a way to hide his face from diagnostics? Tonyâs keen to find out.
When he gets to the ground floor, there are only a few people around. His receptionist, a few cleaners, a few scientists and interns dotted around here and there enjoying a coffee for an early start, or stumbling home after an all nighter, and there, sure enough, the shock of red hair gets his attention.
Natashaâs standing near the revolving doors, talking to a-
Tony frowns.
Itâs a boy.
A young boy, a college student if his attireâs anything to go by- heâs got a backpack on, and tight jeans with oversized pink flannel. Heâs bathed in the white light of morning, and heâs beautiful. Loose curls, hickory highlights and eyes of honey.
Tony canât quite piece it all together. Does Natasha have a young lover?
He saunters over; straining his ears.
He hears Natasha say: âI know you do, solnyshko, but Mr Stark is really busy.â
Which is weird because Natâs never called him Mr anything. Moron? Sure. Pain in her ass? Most definitely. Tony Stank on one awful occasion, but never Mr Stark.
So, he smiles, straightens his shirt, and clears his throat.
She whirls around so fast heâs surprised he doesnât get a knife to the throat, but when she sees him- thereâs something naked on her face. Something heâs never seen before- something she doesnât quite school fast enough. The bare emotion of fear. Itâs so painfully human that he suddenly regrets coming downstairs- regrets intruding on whatever this is-
âOh my god! Oh my god! Youâre Tony Stark!â Comes the ecstatic voice of the college student, and Tony doesnât have time to say sorry, because the boy is stepping forward and gushing about how much he admires Tony, which is, you know, pretty great. The boyâs so pretty, with sharp cheekbones and long lashes-
âThe very same,â Tony grins, holding out a hand. âAnd who might you be?â
Natasha cuts in smoothly, face back to fairly impassive. âMr Stark, this is Peter, heâs a big fan of all your work- both scientific and Ironman-relevant.â
Peter and nothing more. How do they know each other? And sheâs still calling him Mister Stark. Peter nods so forcefully it ruffles all the curls on his head. âIâve ready everything youâve written, Mr Stark! And Ironman- I have like- all the posters!â
Tony resists the urge to pull Peter closer where their hands are joined. He knows exactly what heâd do if heâd found this boy at a club, tug him closer and use that hero-worship to have quite the night but-
Natashaâs shifting. Almost imperceptibly. Sheâs uncomfortable. Her eyes are subtly raking over the lobby as if waiting for someone else to walk in-
Tony helps her out. âWell, Peter, any friend of Ms. Romanovâs is a friend of mine. Apply for an internship at SI and Iâd be happy to look over your CV myself, Iâm sure we have a position here for you in some department.â
He does mean to help, but the look he gets from Nat feels like he should be murdered on the spot for his generous offer. Well damn, he tried. He called her Ms Romanov.
âAn internship?â Peter whispers, eyes-wide and jaw slack. âI will, Mr Stark! Thank you-â
âHeâs very busy, Peter,â Nat reminds, voice gentle, and Peter nods, cut short from going onto another long ramble over how much he respects Tony. âYou should go,â she urges softly, and Peter nods- but not before he tiptoes and throws his arms around her for a hug.
If Tony were drinking coffee, heâd spit it out.
Natasha ignores him, and wraps her arms around the boy, one hand cradling the back of his head, fingers buried in the curls, and Tony might be seeing things, but heâs sure she kisses his forehead and murmurs something like: âBe safe. Iâll call you later.â
âLove you too,â Peter beams, not at all covert, so whatever it is sheâs hiding, Peter doesnât know itâs a secret, that much is clear. Or heâs just very bad at keeping secrets which seemsâŠunlikely for someone who apparently loves Natasha. And, if the soft voice and worried eyes are anything to go by, is loved in return. âIt was an honour meeting you, Mr Stark Sir!â And then heâs out of the revolving doors and into the cityâs bustling morning.
Neither of them speak for a moment, they just breathe: waiting.
Tony breaks the silence. âA friend of yours?â He asks breezily, and Natasha squares her shoulders and turns to look him right in the face.
She feels taller than him. She must be wearing heels. Or Tonyâs thoroughly intimidated. âTony,â she mutters, shaking her head, âwe have an understanding, you and I, right? That sometimes you leave well enough alone. That you trust me when I tell you- you donât need to know anymore.â
He nods slowly, wondering if heâs being manipulated. Itâs hard to tell with Nat. Itâs one of the reasons he likes her so much. Sheâs as good as deferring as he is. Good at distracting people with irrelevant things to squirrel away the crux of the matter. As it is, heâs content to let it lie. âFine by me. Does anyone else know anything?â
Heâll be a little jealous if they do. She shakes her head, eyes hard. âItâll stay that way.â
He crosses his heart, and thinks no more of it.
* Oh sure fine, he scans everywhere for a Peter at any of the nearby collegeâs but there are thousands and Friday canât seem to match anyone to the boy in reception from earlier. Itâs like his face is scrambled and Tonyâs sure Natashaâs protecting him.
For what? The boy had seemed harmless enough. Unless heâs some sort of ex-Hydra mind controlled operative, which seems unlikely, there must be another reason.
Family, is Tonyâs first thought. You do for family.
But heâs not sure Romanov is her real name and Peter Romanov or even Pietro brings nothing up. Blank. Suspiciously blank.
Tony sighs, and decides to actually let it lie.
*
But then it happens again, another accident.
His muscles ache and itâs nearly three am when he leaves the lab. Sleep has finally demanded his attention, and heâs headed to his bedroom when he feels a cool breeze ruffle the sweaty strands of hair pressed against his neck.
He frowns and heads to the balcony, but all the doors are sealed.
The wind blows again, so he follows it up the stairs towards the roof and sure enough, lit by the light of New York, is Peter.
Heâs sitting on the ledge, a bowl of cereal in his palm, spoon in his other hand, gesturing wildly about something or other, so milk sloshes dangerously around each side.
Natasha comes into view too, sheâs in her pyjamas unlike Peter whoâs wrapped up warm in a coat, and sheâs carrying a box of Lucky Charms. She laughs; face unguarded, relaxed in a way Tonyâs never seen. He watches, hidden by the shadows, as she pours more cereal into Peterâs bowl until itâs teeming with sugary tokens.
Peter laughs, gesturing her away. âIâm not that hungry!â
âYouâre too thin is what you are,â she teases lightly, sitting right beside him.
Tony sees it then, in that moment. The sharp cut of their jawlines, the delicate slender slope of their noses- siblings.
Natasha has a little brother. He feels winded.
âAnd youâre sure Mr Stark wonât mind us being up here?â
She rolls her eyes. âNo one ever comes up here. Besides, itâs one of the perks in being his personal assistant.â
Peter shakes his head in awe. âThat is so cool. You have the coolest job ever.â
Itâs like a heavy punch to the gut. His personal assistant? Natasha has never been that- not even when she technically was, she wasnât really. Not for years. Sheâs lying to her brother.
Tony can understand why, of course. To keep him safe. It also has the double benefit of making sure that even if Peter were captured, he wouldnât be able to say anything.
Tony thinks itâs probably more so for the former reason.
He heads back down, shaking his head and trying to picture it. Natasha with a little brother. As a protective older sister. Making sure he does his homework, inside jokes, beating up bullies, making sure he eats, texting him. All normal things. He struggles to piece it into one person.
* Over scrambled eggs on brown toast, Tony brings it up.
âWhatâs your brotherâs major?â He asks innocently.
Natasha takes a mean bite out of the corner of her toast, as if she wishes the bread were Tonyâs jugular. She chews deliberately slowly, and then swallows. âTony.â She says warningly, and he shrugs, lifting up his hands in innocence.
But heâs never known when to quit. âScience? Engineering? Give me a hint.â The kid had gushed over everything Tony had written, he must know at least a little bit of science. Plus, Natâs always been scarily rational. âMath?â
She sets down her breakfast, and folds her hands under her chin. She doesnât speak. She just stares.
He refuses to sweat under her glower. âYou know you can trust me, right?â He says, more softly.
Her face softens at that, and she returns to her breakfast, looking at is as if itâs the most interesting thing in the world. âI know that, Tony. But this isnât about me. Itâs about Peter.â
âHe thinks youâre my personal assistant.â
She doesnât ask how he knows. Just takes it in stride, like she does with most things. âYes.â
âYouâre protecting him?â
Her eyes gleam. âAlways.â She says fiercely, and Tonyâs struck by the strength of it. Heâs never had any siblings, any close friends like that. Someone to look out for him, always, something in his blood. He has Rhodey, but Rhodeyâs never needed protecting. Itâs different. Heâs never known his whole life with someone loving him as ferociously as Natasha loves Peter.
âI could protect him too,â Tony offers, going for off-hand and light-hearted, even as her eyes, razor-sharp, dart to his face. He busies himself by sprinkling black pepper over his eggs. âYouâve done a pretty good job hiding him from the database, but I could add a whole other level of protection. Keep him off everything for good. No one could ever get their hands on him.â
Sheâs silent for a while. Pondering it. Sheâs not stupid enough to reject it outright through sheer stubbornness. âYou would do that?â She asks tentatively, and Tony scoffs.
âOf course, I would. Iâd do anything for you.â
The look she gives him makes him feel warm. Like maybe heâs her older brother.
âHe would probably die for the chance to meet you,â she muses, before smiling in that way that says sheâs given in. âIf I introduced you, you could never tell anyone, Tony, I mean it. Not if we fight, not if youâre trying to get to me, I would destroy you.â
He thrums with excitement, even as his brain says: maybe this isnât such a good idea.
* For obvious reasons, Nat doesnât want to bring Peter to the penthouse.
Instead, she and Tony find themselves on the jet to MIT.
âMIT, really?â He scoffs at her, âmy terf! And you didnât even tell me!â
âDonât pout.â She hums, looking out of the window. âHeâs very smart. Smarter than you, for sure.â
Tony blinks affrontedly. Before he shrugs her off.âYou would say that. Youâre biased.â
âHeâs majoring in Aeronautics and Mathematics, and heâs averaging an A in Jeffersonâs class.â
âBullshit,â Tony gapes, âno one gets an A in Jeffersonâs class.â He knows the old bullfrog wouldnât give a student an A if his life depended on it. It was something of a legend back in Tonyâs day to try. Heâs not surprised the manâs still there. Like a statue, probably embedded into the buildingâs heart.
She smiles smugly. âPeter does.â
âPeter does,â he mimics in a high-pitched voice. They enjoy silence for a moment, before he clears his throat to ruin it: âYour brother, heâsâŠeighteen?â
She arches an eyebrow. âYes.â
âRight, right,â he nods, phew. âHeâs veryâŠpretty.â
âTony.â
âOf course, I wasnât gonna try anything-â
âJesus,â she rolls her eyes, but her tone is firm. âDo you have to try and get in the pants of everything that moves?â
âNot everything. Just very pretty things. And I never said I was going to try, I was just making an observation. Anyone could see it. Youâve got some great family genes.â
âI didnât think Iâd need to say it, Tony, but touch my brother, and I will kill you.â
He slouches in his seat and sighs. Beautiful and smart and completely off limits. Heâs sure heâll have no problem adhering to that rule.
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DoppelgÀnger (7/?)
Previously on DoppelgÀnger ~ Masterlist ~ Next time on DoppelgÀnger
Danny, Sam, and Tucker were just 14 when they took a look inside the portal Dannyâs parents had built. From there, everything changed. They woke up with white hair, green skin, and powers they could learn to control. They were hybrids, halfas.
They were the hero DoppelgÀnger.
{Public Enemies, Part 2}
âOkay, listen up!â Dashâs voice said and Danny followed it to a science lab. He peeked inside to see a bunch of students and school faculty watching as Dash continued, âIs everybody clear with the plan?â
âYes, yes, it should all go down tomorrow after the town meeting,â Paulina said.
âMeeting?â Danny transformed then stepped in. âWhat town meeting?â
The group all turned to him with frowns.
Suddenly the door slammed behind him and he turned to see Kwan glaring at him.
âIâve seen this one hanging around the girl. Theyâre dating.â
âGirl? Dating?â
Dash grabbed him, then Dash was falling to the ground and a white ghost was holding him.
âWalker!â Danny said without thinking.
âOh, you know me?â the warden asked, leaning closer with a smirk. âYou might just be the most useful one yet.â
âUseful?â Danny looked over the ghostâs shoulder and blanched as he saw the horde smirking at him with glowing eyes. âOh no, you do not want to overshadow me, trust me. The last guy who did that did not enjoy it anywhere near as much as he thought he would.â
âWeâll see about that,â Walker said and dove into him before he could react.
A presence, pushing, pressing, trying to force him out. Out. OUT! GET OUT!
Danny snapped back into reality to find himself kneeling on the ground. He looked up and was relieved to see it was Walker sitting in front of him instead of himself. âHa! Poindexter is better at possession than you!â
âHow?â the warden growled, looking up.
âDude, my familyâs been ghost hunters for centuries. You think we havenât built up an immunity to possession?â he lied.
Although, he supposed it might not be a lie. They didnât know for sure why possession didnât work right on Danny since neither Sam nor Tucker had been overshadowed before. His dad had managed to throw off Vlad for a short time though so maybe there was something in the Fenton genes.
Oh well, something to consider another time. âNow if youâll excuse meâŠâ
Danny ducked under Kwanâs grab and rushed out the door. He heard the overshadowed people take chase and let a little ghost strength and speed slip through. He glanced over his shoulder and grabbed a pistol out of the fold when he was sure no one was looking. Kwan had said girl, so they thought Sam was DoppelgĂ€nger. The longer they thought that, the longer the trio could use it to their advantage.
Danny hissed as something slammed him into the lockers.
Though, if it came down to giving up the ghost or dying, Dannyâd transform.
He shot Lancer with the gun, knocking him out the window. He flinched as he took off running again, hoping his teacher couldnât feel that.
âGotta get away long enough to disappear.â
Ishiyama and Paulina dropped down in front of him and he fired on instinct. Paulina dodged, but the principal went flying.
âYou can't get away from me!â the popular girl growled and Danny was hit by both her fist and the irony.
âWow. I waited all of puberty for a girl to say that to me and now it's a complete bummer,â he groaned, rolling away from her grab and rubbing his jaw.
She snarled and made another grab, only for a blast of pink to throw her back.
Suddenly a hand was pulling Danny to his feet and dragging him down the hall. âLetâs go, before more of them come.â
Dannyâs eyes widened as he realized Valerie had just come to his rescue. Where was this helpful attitude when you were trying to blow me out of the sky last week?
âWatch out!â Danny jerked them to a stop just in time to miss a grab from his history teacher, who flew past them and out a window as a result.
âThanks,â she said.
âThank you. I donât think I would have lasted this long on my own,â he shot back as they both fired on the science teacher. âNice gear, looks familiar,â he added as he saw the gun she was holding.
It was exactly the same as his, but with pink detailing.
âNice aim. I didnât think you were into this stuff,â she said as they ran down the stairs.
Danny shrugged and ducked a grab from Dash. âIâm not obsessed like my parents, but you canât exactly live with them without knowing at least a little about how to fight a ghost.â
The two made it out of the school and Valerie summoned her board. âGet on. I can take you to your house.â
âThanks, Valerie.â He climbed on and knelt down so he could watch their back.
The board jolted. âWhat? Whoâs Valerie.â
Oops. âI-I just meantâŠâ He glanced up and sighed. âYou do realize you donât change your voice at all in the suit, right?â
She cursed and dove around a cheerleader Danny didnât recognize.
âItâs fine, I wonât tell anyone. I mean, Sam and Tucker already know, but they wonât tell anyone either. Promise.â
âThanks.â
âYou wouldnât mind telling me where you got all this stuff, would you? Some of it looks like Fenton tech,â Danny said, shooting Dash out of the sky.
âItâs not stolen.â
âDidnât say it was. My parents do sell their stuff. I just didnât think anyone in town bought it before today.â
âI have a benefactor. Theyâre worried about the ghosts.â
âI mean entirely no offense given the circumstances, but they thought a teenager was the person for the job?â
âI didnât ask, for obvious reasons.â
âThatâs fair.â
âWhat were you doing in the school anyways? I thought everyone had evacuated.â
âI did too. Thatâs why I thought it was safe to go grab something Iâd forgotten in my locker.â
âClearly you were wrong.â
âClearly,â Danny snorted and used a lull in attacks to pull out his phone. He texted Jazz, telling her to turn on the ghost shield. âThe ghosts were using the school as a gathering point. Apparently theyâre planning to do something at a town meeting tomorrow. I overheard them plotting, hence the trying to kill me thing.â
âNoted. I bet that ghost kid is part of this.â
âYou mean DoppelgĂ€nger?â
âDoppelgĂ€nger?â
âWhite hair, green skin, androgynous?â
âYeah.â
âYeah, thatâs DoppelgĂ€nger. Theyâre the one the ghosts are after. Not sure how they think trashing the town and overshadowing half the school is supposed to help.â
âWhy are they looking for him?â
âThem. Androgynous, remember.â The trio had decided to just use gender-neutral pronouns for all their sakes. âAnd no clue.â
Valerie turned a corner, then slowed down at the sight of the shield.
âItâs fine, it will only stop ghosts.â
She nodded and flew through.
Once they landed, Danny turned to her with a smile. âThanks again.â
He couldnât see her face through the mask, but he could hear a smile in her voice. âNo problem. Try to be more careful.â
âYou too. And hey, if you need any help with your gear, just ask. I know my way around quite a bit of it thanks to my parents.â Itâd also give him and his partners an idea of her arsenal.
âI might take you up on that. Youâre⊠not so bad, Fenton.â
He smirked. âYouâre not so bad yourself, Gray.â
She shook her head with a laugh. âYou could use some work on your form. If-if you want, we can train together sometime. I have a black belt, so I could teach you a few things. I mean, unless you think your girlfriend would object. I donât want to cause trouble.â
Danny groaned. âSam and I are queerplatonic. Same with Tucker. No romance involved.â
âOh, cool.â
Danny blinked. Did she sound⊠happier?
âSo, training?â
âUh, sure.â It would make Jazz stop bugging him about spending more time away from his partners. And heâd get to see what Valerie was capable of while learning new fighting techniques. âI mean, yeah, that sounds great. Thanks, Valerie.â
They swapped phone numbers and agreed to meet up Sunday afternoon as long as the ghosts didnât cause a problem.
âWhy did you want the ghost shield on?â Jazz asked when he came in.
âGhosts were chasing me.â
âYou okay?â Jazz said, looking him over.
âFine. I need to call Sam and Tucker.â
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âGhost kid!â
The trio froze and turned as Valerie flew towards them. Sam and Tucker got into defensive positions, but Danny tugged them back. âWhat do you want? You here to blame us too?â
âFor once, no. I know the mayorâs overshadowed. I ran into a pack of overshadowed people last night saving someone so I was looking for the signs. I also found out theyâre here for you. So spill. Whatâd you do to tick them all off?â
Danny scrunched down slightly as his partners went through his memories of the night before. He hadnât actually told them about his meetup with Valerie.
Weâre talking about this later. âTheir leader, Walker, runs a jail in the Ghost Zone.â
âAre you a fugitive?â Her hand twitched towards her gun.
âOnly because anything and everything is illegal in Walkerâs book. The zoneâs laws only apply lair to lair from what weâve been told. Walker just likes to enforce his own laws on the entirety of the zone because all he cares about is locking people up. Heâs a menace. We were locked up for duplicating. Thatâs pretty much our thing! And we were in someoneâs private lair. He literally wrote a rule against duplication into his book right in front of us as we were being arrested for it! He didnât have any right to lock us up! So yeah, we broke out. Now heâs turning the town against us as punishment or something.â
She looked between them.
âLook,â they said as Danny floated closer, hands up in a sign of goodwill. âYou donât have to believe us, but will you at least help us free the people theyâve overshadowed and get them back to the zone.â
âFine. Iâll agree to a truce, for now.â She crossed her arms and looked them over again. âYou know, the talking together thing is really creepy.â
They shrugged. âWe canât help it. Weâve tried.â
âDo you have to be split up?â
âWeâre stronger this way, and thereâs a lot of ghosts. Threeâs better than one.â
âThatâs true. So whatâs your plan?â
âWe can get the ghosts out of people by pulling them out or using a low energy blast.â
âYou want to fire on random people and hope theyâre overshadowed,â she deadpanned.
The three shared a look. âSheâs got a point. Itâs faster that way though and a blast like that wouldnât hurt anyone. Weâre trying to convince them weâre here to help. We donât think theyâd see it that way if weâre attacking people.â They turned back to Valerie. âWe can get the ghosts out by pulling them out of people.â
She pointed between them. âDid you just have a fight with yourself?â
âEver hear of talking aloud to work through a problem?â Danny elbowed Sam. âCan your suit detect people who are overshadowed? Human bodies block our ghost sense.â
âI donât know. I can try when we get to the town hall.â
âAlright, so weâll work on getting the ghosts out, and then you can knock them down. Agreed?â
âFine. Just know, as soon as this is over Iâm knocking you down too.â
They nodded and the four shot towards the town hall.
Danny grabbed Valerie and phased her through the ceiling so they could hover over the crowd invisibly.
âOrder! Order!â the mayor was yelling and everyone quieted down. âAll in favor of declaring martial law, and allowing the completely competent Jack Fenton to mobilize a massive ghost hunt, please say-â
âWe⊠might be too young to vote, but weâre casting one anyway!â they said as Sam turned visible.
The crowd panicked.
âYou people have to listen to us. Weâre on your side.â
âYou're not fooling anybody, ghost kid! You are going down!â Dannyâs dad yelled, brandishing the still tangled fisher. âAs soon as I untangle this thing!â
âIâve got the mayor on my scanner, but Iâm having problems scanning the crowd,â Valerie said.
âThe Fentons?â
âNo, theyâre clean.â
âThatâs bad.â
âWhy?â
âMaddie Fentonâs a good shot.â
Sam dropped to the ground as Dannyâs mom fired at her. A moment later the ghost girl was dragged through the floor.
The three followed to see the horde from before all standing over Sam, with the mayor leading the charge.
âWalker! I should've guessed you'd end up in the guy that makes the rules!â
âShouldn't you be running?â
Sam looked up as Danny, Tucker, and Valerie turned visible. âShouldn't you?â
Danny passed Valerie his thermos then the trio launched themselves at the ghosts. Knocking them free with punches and blasts while Valerie vacuumed them up.
Then Dannyâs mom was there.
âIâve got her,â Valerie said, tossing Tucker the thermos and intercepting the woman before she could blast one of the trio.
âGhost!â she said, pointing the bazooka at her.
âHuman,â Valerie countered, removing her glove to show her human skin. âA hunter, like you. Nameâs⊠Red Huntress. The ghost kidâs working for me, for now. The mayor and a few others are overshadowed.â
âGhosts canât be trusted,â Maddie argued.
âI donât trust them, but Iâm willing to use them until we can solve the invasion.â
The woman hummed and looked to where the trio were freeing their classmates. âI donât like it, but I see your point. Youâre certain the mayorâs overshadowed?â
âSaw it for myself. Heâs the leader and heâs got a grudge against DoppelgĂ€nger. The ghost kid. Thatâs why he was trying to get you and your husband to lead the charge against them specifically.â
Maddie nodded. âI donât have anything on me to deal with possession.â
âNeither do I. Thatâs why Iâm using them.â
Maddie considered her arsenal. âIâll be back.â
She ran upstairs and grabbed Fenton Zapper. She was about to run back down when the mayor appeared, hauling the ghost kid with him.
âLet us go!â
âNot a chance.â He forced the kidâs arm around his shoulders then threw the front doors open. As Maddie ran closer, she heard him quietly say, âIâm making sure your prison is the town where you live.â
She aimed.
âHelp. He-â
She fired and a large white ghost was knocked out of the mayor.
The ghost kid caught the mayor and lowered him to the ground carefully.
âYou okay, Mayor Montez?â she asked as she ran up to their side.
âWhat happened?â he said, looking around.
âYou were overshadowed by him,â she said, gesturing to the angry ghost floating in front of the town hall. She glanced at the ghost kid, who held up his -- her? -- hands and smiled awkwardly. âWeâre just⊠going to go fight Walker now if thatâs okay Mrs. Fenton.â
She glared at⊠them and turned to the white ghost, drawing the bazooka and firing.
âOr you can do that. That works too,â they said as the ghost disappeared into the mini-portal.
She turned back to find the ghost kid gone.
âMrs. Fenton! Mrs. Fenton!â some reporters rushed up to her, waving cameras and microphones. âWhat just happened? Was the ghost kid really kidnapping the mayor?â
âMayor Montez was possessed -- or overshadowed -- by a ghost attempting to frame the ghost kid for reasons we donât yet know.â
She heard footsteps behind her and turned to see Red Huntress leading out a group of people.
âTheyâre all free, but the ghost kid took off while my back was turned,â she said, voice annoyed.
Maddie nodded and turned back to the reporters. âIt seems we were wrong to think the ghost kid was leading the invasion, but they're still dangerous and we donât know why they are here.â
âHe saved me!â one of the teens shouted, flipping her hair over her shoulder and beaming as the cameras turned to her. âHeâs totally a hero!â
âYeah, she was awesome!â a blonde teen in a lettermanâs jacket said as an Asian teen nodded along behind him. âYou should have seen her blasting the ghosts out of us!
"It was like something out of a superhero movie! Awesome!â
Maddie tried to interject, but a few more teens joined in and the reporters turned all their focus on interviewing the victims.
âThis wonât end well,â Red Huntress huffed and jumped into the air so a hoverboard could form underneath her. âIt was cool working with you, Mrs. Fenton.â
âYou as well.â
Valerie only made it out of sight of the town hall before she was stopped. Her hand settled on her pistol, but didnât draw it. âYouâre an idiot for sticking around.â
The ghost kid shrugged and rubbed their neck. âWe just wanted to thank you for giving us a chance. And to apologize for what happened with your dad. We really are sorry we couldnât stop Cujo before he reached the lab.â
âI thought the dog wasnât yours.â
âHe isnât, technically, but someone has to keep him out of trouble and clearly no one else is going to do it so we kind of took him in after what happened to your dad. Heâs actually really sweet when heâs not upset about being put down and losing his favorite toy.â
âSure,â she said sarcastically. âLook, this was a one-time thing, understand. I just needed your help. I still donât trust you.â
âWeâll just have to change your mind then.â They gave her a salute then disappeared.
She could have followed them with a scanner, but she let them get away. This time.
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Sam and Tucker were scowling when Danny met back up with them in Samâs room. Head ducked, he landed and transformed. âSoâŠâ
âWhat were you thinking?â the two said.
âYou know what I was thinking,â he sighed, dropping into a bat-shaped bean bag chair.
âSheâs trying to kill us,â Sam growled.
âExactly. If we can get her to realize weâre not the bad guys then thatâs one less person after us.â
âItâs dangerous, dude,â Tucker said.
âIâll be careful.â
âUh-huh, sure.â Sam crossed her arms and stood over him. âJust remember youâre not the only one at risk here.â
âI know.â He stood up and hugged her. âLike I said, Iâll be careful.â
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Weâll Have Tomorrow
Chapter Nine
A/N: Alright, weâre hopping back into those fun school times, so this is going to be a ride honestly.
Word Count: 3.3k
Pairings: Steve Harrington x OC, Nancy Wheeler x Jonathan Byers x OC (eventually)
Summary: Now that the break is over, school is back in session. But that means River has to deal with controlling her powers around lots of people.
As fun as the holidays had been, they were over just as quickly as they arrived. Not much happened on New Years, but it was fun to celebrate regardless. And not long after that was done with, school was starting up once again.Â
There was still plenty of snow on the ground, which made the walk a little chilly, but not in a bad way at all. River thought it was rather nice, actually. She got cold easily, but she still loved the cold weather, but only when there was snow on the ground. Cold weather without snow just felt like a cruel joke.Â
At the very least, she felt a little less alone at school now. The only friend sheâd really had was Jonathan, and that was mostly when he wasnât trying to act like a loner. Not that she blamed him, but it certainly felt better when he actually interacted with her. It was like he could forget that people actually cared about him. She might not have been the best company, but she certainly tried her best to be as decent a friend as possible.Â
She also now had Steve. Now that they were better acquainted, he would sit with her at lunch every day, and he typically offered her rides back home. As of lately, heâd also started showing up early before school to drive her there. River wasnât quite sure why, but she wasnât complaining. The company was much appreciated.Â
Heâd even offered to take Hawthorne since it was only fair, but her brother turned him down, claiming he enjoyed the walk, and some alone time would be nice before dealing with the school day.
Today, sheâd taken a little longer to get ready, mainly due to the added routine of feeding Rex before she was on her way out. It was still fairly cold out, so sheâd found a green sweater to wear, with a regular t-shirt underneath in case she decided she was a little too warm.Â
Hopper was just on his way out to work at this time. He ruffled Riverâs hair as she was getting ready to head out. She only hoped Steve hadnât been waiting too long.Â
Closing the door behind her, she rushed down the wooden steps, careful not to trip over her own feet. As she hopped into the passenger seat, Steve started up the car again.
âHow long have you been out here?â River asked.Â
He got them back on the road before answering.
âNot long. Maybe a minute or two.â
That made her feel a lot better. Sheâd feel bad if heâd been outside a while. She wasnât sure why he didnât just come in while he waited.
âOh. Well, if you want, you can study with me later.â They had about two classes together, so it would make sense to work together, right? She also knew his grades werenât the greatest right now, and she thought he might appreciate some help if she could offer it.
âI will definitely take you up on that offer,â he said. âMy dadâs really been on my ass about how bad some of my grades are, and I have to keep them up to stay eligible for basketball.â
Sheâd almost forgotten he played basketball. âWell, itâs probably not nearly as quiet at my place than yours, but we can probably get a lot done,â she added. âIâm sure I can come up with a system for you to retain enough information. Iâve been doing the same for Hawthorne. He sucks at math.â
âI can guarantee you, Iâm nowhere near as smart as you two are. You guys are, like, super good at a lot of things, and Iâm pretty dumb, actually.â
River gave him a stern look and hit his arm. âYou are not!â
âI have like two Fâs and a D. I think thatâs proof enough.â
âAnd what are the rest of your grades.â Steve thought for a moment. âMostly Câs, but just barely,â he admitted. âI seriously need some help.â He sounded almost defeated, and it really made her feel bad for ever thinking he was an idiot.Â
âWell, now you have me, and Iâm going to make sure you donât fail. You deserve that much,â she claimed. And she was going to stick to that, because she was not going to let him hold himself back.
As they pulled into the parking lot, she gave him a reassuring smile and got out of the car. He smiled back, seeming to feel a little better about the situation.
Thankfully, they had science together during their first hour, so she could get a head start on helping him. Science in general was her best subject, and it had been for as long as she could really remember.Â
It hadnât really been easy helping him through the assignments. Steve was very easily confused, so she had to find roundabout ways of explaining the harder concepts.
Luckily, the actual labs seemed to go a lot better. From what she could tell, he learned a lot better when he saw what was happening. River made a mental note of that, keeping it in mind for their study session later.
Despite some slight setbacks, they made it through the lab just fine. That wasnât counting Steve wanting to play with some of the equipment, of course. Not that she could blame him, with how easily distracted she was, so it would only be hypocritical.
Once class was over, he offered to walk her to her next class. Sometimes, she had to lean against him a little walking in the halls. Her leg had healed considerably in the last few months, but every now and then, too much walking was still uncomfortable. Plus, for the most part, she had done as much walking except maybe walking Rex a little every now and then. It was probably good for both of them.
With Steveâs help, River made it to class okay. She took her seat, mostly zoning out as class was starting. She sometimes had a hard time focusing in class, but for some reason it was a lot worse right now. The worst part was, she could hear some of the other studentsâ thoughts buzzing in her head. Normally, she had a decent control over that kind of thing, but it was always a lot harder in school. Maintaining a power like that could get a lot more difficult with so many students in one room. Even worse was probably that this was her biggest class today. She often had headaches after this class.
It was annoying trying so hard to block everyone out. And for the most part, she did okay, but it was overwhelming more than anything. She really hated how loud some peopleâs thoughts could be.Â
Feeling fed up with having to deal with how disorienting this whole issue was, she raised her hand and asked to be excused to the bathroom.Â
The second she was free, she snuck outside, heading out the field where the bleachers sat. She huffed and sat down, her head in her hands as she tried to concentrate again. Centering herselfâeven grounding herself in reality, in the here and nowâoften made her feel a lot better.Â
And it was working for the most part.
River felt like she wouldnât be able to sit through the rest of the school day at this point. She was still a little too worked up right now. On the other hand, she didnât want to be alone either. Having one person around might be nice.Â
For a moment, she contemplated trying to get her brother to ditch with her, but she knew a lot of his classes were really important to him, and she didnât want him to risk missing anything for her. The same could probably be said for Steve, but of the two, heâd probably be much more willing to ditch than Hawthorne.
Having decided that much, she decided maybe the best way to get his attention was to try using her powers to reach him. Maybe this wasnât a great idea after sheâd just had a little bit of a freak out, but it was the least risky method she had right now.
Taking a deep breath and concentrating, she did her best to project her thoughts to him, hoping he could hear her.
Steve? If you can hear me, I need you to meet at the bleachers.
There was a pause, and she almost thought maybe it hadnât worked.Â
Yeah, give me a minute and Iâll be there.
She sighed in relief and sat back while she was waiting. It was still slightly chilly out, so she hugged herself, rubbing her arms to stay at least a little warm.Â
After a few minutes, Steve came out, quickly making his way up to the top of the bleachers where she was sitting alone. He took the steps two at a time and planted himself next to her.Â
âYou okay?â he asked, looking her over to make sure nothing was physically wrong with her. He sighed in relief when he found nothing, relaxing as if a weight had been lifted from his shoulders. That didnât worry him much less, though.
âIâm fine,â she assured him. âMostly, anyways.âÂ
He nodded, not really pressing forward until she was ready.
âI just got a little bit of a headache. Itâs not great being able to hear everything people are thinking all the time,â she explained.Â
âBut you can control that, right?â
âMostly,â she said. âItâs harder around a bunch of people. Thatâs why I hate being here sometimes.âÂ
Steve nodded, not really understanding, but he got the gist of it.
âI guess that makes sense.â He noticed when she shivered a little, even with the sweater that was definitely bigger than her. He didnât hesitate to take off his jacket and throw it over her shoulders. âGeez, youâre gonna get sick like this, Matthews.â
River rolled her eyes and pulled the jacket tighter around her.Â
They sat in comfortable silence for a while, simply enjoying each otherâs company. Steve fumbled for something in his pocket before pulling out the pack of cigarettes he hid sometimes. He pulled one out, placing it between his lips before lighting it.Â
River watched him curiously for a moment. âI didnât know you smoke,â she said.
Steve shrugged. âSometimes, yeah.â He was considerate enough to blow the smoke where it wouldnât reach it. âDo you?â he asked.
âA few times Iâve stolen some from my dad,â she admitted. âHe smokes a lot.â
She frowned a little at the memory, and he was quick to change the subject.Â
âYou want one?âÂ
He held the box to her, and she hesitated a moment before taking one. He lit it for her and they sat back, trying to relax for now.Â
Admittedly, this was nice having some company. And maybe having Steve as a friend wasnât so bad. If he even considered her a friend. She sure thought of him that way at this point. Maybe things started off rough, but she hardly thought they would be doing anything like this if they werenât friends.Â
The bell rang, sounding a lot more distant from out here. Everyone would be heading to lunch right now.Â
It was then that Steve put out his cigarette and turned to her. âHow about we actually ditch?â he proposed. âInstead of just sitting around here like a bunch of delinquents.âÂ
The grin on his face made her laugh a little. She put out her cigarette and nodded. âYeah, I like the sound of that.â
Steve got up, leading her out to his car. He opened the car door for her before going around to the driverâs seat. He started up the car, and River stared out the window, wondering where on earth he was even taking her.
She sat back and absentmindedly listened to whatever music he had playing (Queen, it sounded like), watching the outside world pass by in a blur.
It took her a moment to realize they were pulling up in front of the diner not far from Hawkins High. If there was food involved, she definitely wasnât complaining. They got out of the car and found a seat in the back.
While they were waiting for their food, River drank a cup of coffee, feeling a little better now that they were away from the constant buzz of school and teenagers.Â
âSo, are we still on for studying later?â Steve asked. âIf youâre feeling better, that is.â
River nodded, setting the cup down. âYeah, I think Iâll be fine,â she said. âWe can study in my room, that way no one should really bother us.â
That stupid grin made an appearance again, and he wiggled his eyebrows a little. âAh. You mean so we can âstudyâ?âÂ
She groaned and rolled her eyes. âNo, you know weâre actually studying.â
âIâm just saying. If at any point we just stopped studying-okay, ow. Iâm kidding.â He rubbed his shoulder where she hit him.Â
âSteve, no.â
âIâm just pushing your buttons, I promise.â Steve shook his head. âYou hit harder than I thought you would.â
âWe are studying, and that is it, Harrington,â River warned, giving him a serious look.
He sighed. âI know, okay? Youâre my friend, and I wouldnât do that to you. That and Hopper scares me.â
There that word was. Friend. It was enough confirmation for her to at least know where they stood right now, which admittedly made her feel a little hopeful knowing she had a friend. At least, one more friend than sheâd started off with.Â
Which reminded her.
âShit, Iâm gonna have to ask Jonathan for notes later,â she mumbled.
âOh yeah, you guys have math together, right?â
River nodded. âYeah. Iâm okay at math, but itâs a lot easier keeping up with notes.â
After a moment, their food arrived, and they thanked the waitress before continuing.
âYou can just ask him tomorrow, right?â Steve asked.
âYeah, Iâll have to. I can catch him before first period tomorrow, so it shouldnât be too hard.â
âHowâs he doing?â Steve spoke cautiously, quietly, not wanting anyone to overhear anything they shouldnât. âYou know, after...after what happened with Will.â
River sighed, thinking for a moment. âFrom what I can tell? Fine, mostly. Theyâre still worried about the poor kid, but I think Jonathan is trying to give him some room to breathe,â she said. âWillâs been through a lot, and Ms. Byers is already watching him like a hawk, so I doubt heâd feel much better with Jonathan fretting over him, too.â
He nodded in understanding. Will really went through a lot, so neither of them could really blame him for wanting just a little space here and there.Â
River sat back, eating a few of her fries. âHow about Dustin?â she asked. âI know they were planning on getting a new cat before I left.â
âYeah, Dustin finally told his mom Mr. Mews probably just ran away, and she was definitely torn about it,â he said. âBut sheâs better, and they just got a new cat the other day, actually. I think they named him Tews.â
She hummed, taking a quick drink. âI kinda feel bad about lying, but I guess it would be a lot worse finding out your cat got eaten,â she said sullenly.Â
âIt sucks, but thatâs just how it has to be.â
River knew he was right, but Claudia Henderson was possibly one of the nicest people sheâd ever met, and she couldnât help the heart wrenching guilt she felt knowing what really happened. But if there was anything she knew, it was that the truther could be more harsh than feeding someone white lies to spare them. If Mrs. Henderson deserved anything, it was at least some peace of mind that, for all she knew, Mr. Mews could still be out there living his life.
Or maybe not, but what did she really know about that kind of thing? She hadnât had Rex long, but she supposed she might feel terrible if heâd run away.
âYeah, I guess so. At least she has Tews now, so I guess it could be worse.â
Steve nodded. They ate in silence until he tried to steal one of her fries, which happened more then once.
âSteve!â
âWhat? Hey, Iâm paying for lunch, so I feel like this is justified. Itâs just one.â
River raised an eyebrow. âAnd the last three were just one?â
âExactly. Glad you understand.â
She swatted his hand when he tried again, and he tried to pull a pouty face, but it didnât do much for him.Â
âSteve, you have your own food.â
âPlease? Look, Iâll let you take half of my onion rings.â He scooted his plate over, giving her another pleading look. âThatâs fair compensation, right? More than fair even.â
River sighed, shaking her head. âFine, you dork.â Steve grinned and stole a few more fries. At this point, they ended up sharing most of their food, not that either of them were really complaining.
As soon as they were done, Steve paid for lunch and left a decent tip before he dragged her away again. They certainly had some time to kill before school would officially be over.
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Later, after dinner, River and Steve head to her room to get started on some homework. When Hopper asked about school, they both made up something believable, knowing he would be a little upset to know that they skipped. Maybe heâd be little understanding knowing the circumstances, and it wasnât like he had room to talk. River already knew he didnât have the best track record in school, so she wouldnât have hesitated to mention it. But, thankfully he seemed to buy it just fine.
Now that they had some peace and quiet, she was trying her best to help Steve with whatever homework he was struggling with. Which was a good portion of it.
And if there was anything she noticed, it was that Steve wasnât stupid. He just needed some assistance every now and then, and once he got the hang of things, he had an easy enough time figuring things out on his own from there.Â
Steve was typically pretty confident, but he seemed to hold the belief that he wasnât smart, and she wasnât standing for that.Â
In fact, she made a few diagrams and flashcards, and she made him go through them twice. The first time, he missed a few, but by the second round, he got the hang of it.
âSee? I told you that you could do it,â she said.
He smiled and shrugged. âWell, I have a pretty great teacher.â
Admittedly, she felt her face grow warm at the compliment.Â
âIf you keep this up, I think your grades will go up in no time,â she said. âAnd then you wonât have to worry about basketball.â
Steve smiled brightly, writing down a few things on his worksheet. He paused for a moment before looking back up at her.
âSpeaking of, I actually have my last basketball game coming up in about two weeks.â He rubbed the back of his neck, stumbling over his words a little. âI mean, that is, if you wanted to come.â
River couldnât help but laugh a little at how nervous he seemed, though she couldnât imagine why. It wasnât like sheâd say no.
She nodded. âYeah, I donât see why not.â
He sighed in relief. âOkay, good. I know you donât really know anything about basketball, but it would be nice to have someone there.â
âHey, donât worry. I know fuck-all about it, but after everything youâve done for me, I would be stupid not to go support you.â Steve smiled, and it might have been the most genuine expression sheâd seen from him so far.
âThanks.â The look between them lingered for a little longer than it probably should have.
He cleared his throat and turned to his paper again. âSo, um, what about this one?â he asked, pointing to the next question.
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My saviour
âIâm the kid who never pays attention in class and youâre the one who always gives me the answer when the teacher calls on meâ AU
A Matthew Fairchild and Lucie Herondale Modern Day School AU
Okay this is the very first time I write something like this, but I really enjoyed writing it, so if youâd like to read more (because for some insane reasons you liked my writing) let me know and feel free to send me a ship and a prompt. It could be anything from shadowhunters to acotar to tog.
If you find any mistakes in the language PLEASE LET ME KNOW, because as you can say from my bio, English is not my first language and Iâd really appreciate constructive criticism.
Thatâs all, now go enjoy Matthew being a dork:)
Word count: 2,994
âMr Fairchild? Perhaps you would like to be escorted to Miss Frayâs classroom? Perhaps you would draw in a more comfortable position.â
Matthewâs head snapped at the name of his favorite art teacher. He sat up straight, realizing that the gaze of twenty boys was fixed on him. He smiled at the teacher, putting the pencil on the desk and shrugging, âNo Miss Wrayburn. I was listening, I am so interested in your lectures that sometimes I get lost in historical stories and I like to illustrate them.â He ended with a sly smile, resting his chin on his hands. Miss Wrayburn, noted for her severity as a history teacher, smiled in return, placing her book on the chair and crossing her arms on the chest.
âSo if I asked you what happened between June 19th and 20th, 1944 in the Pacific you would be able to answer me?â She asked her and smiled at him with the same sarcasm. Matthew began to sweat: he had already brought home two very bad grades that week, if he brought a third one, his mother Charlotte would surely have sent him to a private school, and it would have been a suicide. Think Math, think. 1944, World War II, Japan, Roosevelt. His thoughts were interrupted by the small voice of the girl beside him, âThe Battle of the Philippine Seaâ, whispered with one hand in front of her mouth to avoid being seen by the teacher. Matthew stilled on the chair, before coughing and repeating what his classmate had just suggested. Wrayburn seemed surprised and tilting her head asked him one more question, but he had completely lost the thread.
The girl who sat next to him was beautiful. A stunning beauty. The locks of dark brown hair fell on her shoulders like waves and surrounded her delicate white face. The eyes of a pale blue were moving frantically, looking first at him and then at the blackboard, where the teacher was writing three important events of the war between the USA and Japan. He collected himself, looking again at the girl, before the teacher called him one more time, asking him to put into chronological order the battles she just wrote down. He answered quietly with the help of the girl and when Wrayburn considered it sufficient enough not to put a bad grade, going back to explain to the class, Matthew could finally bask in the beauty sitting next to him.
Her writing was so delicate and at the same time⊠ferocious. Yes, he was going to describe it as ferocious, as if writing were something that she did very often and gladly. Plus, she seemed to be writing down everything the teacher said, without missing a single thing. He wanted to introduce himself, but he didnât know how to do it without disturbing her. Because she looked like the kind of student who would bite your head off if she lost the theacherâs train of thoughts.
He looked around again for the answer, as if looking at the door or at thewindow, the idea would appear in front of him. And thatâs exaclty what happened.
He took a blank piece of paper and started scribbling something. The design took shape and a golden retriver appeared (which tremendously reminded Matthew of Mr Oscar Wilde, his dog) with a blonde hair like his and a sparkling green leash. Satisfied with his work he made a small cartoon over the dog that said âPleased to meet you, Iâm Matthew, but you can call me Math. Thanks for the rescue, could you help me with one last question I absolutely need to know the answer to cause my school career could be at risk if I donât?â
He moved slightly away from the desk to see the final result and nodded smugly, bent the paper in two, before sliding it slowly towards the girlâs desk. As expected, she did not pay him much attention before the ringing of the bell and even after, as she collected all her things and put them quickly in the bag, she didnât notice the drawing, putting it together with the rest of her notes. Matthew was about to walk to her and ask her what her name was in person, but as soon as he got up, he found himself in front of Thomas Lightwood, his lifelong best friend and the kindest person he knew. He passed him without ceremony to see if the girl was always in the class, but by now the only ones left were the two of them and the students of the next class were already entering and sitting at the desks.
He snorted taking his stuff and starting to walk next to Tom, headed to the science lab. An nudge from his friend made him turn his head in his direction, eyebrow raised as a question.
âDonât make that face, you havenât lost her. Sheâs with us in science. Has been for years actually.â he said putting his arm around him. Thomas was almost twenty centimeters taller than him, he was close to two meters, and he was huge. Last summer, he had put on more muscle mass than he liked to admit, and it had gotten even bigger.
âI wasnât thinking I lost her, I just wanted to know her name. She saved my ass earlier, I could always buy her a coffee, you know, to thank her.â He reached his locker, trying to end the conversation, but Thomas didnât feel the same way, âSure, and Kit doesnât blow up his house at least three times a weekâ; he giggled at his own joke before bringing a hand to scratch his neck. âAlthough, I have to be honest, Iâd like to see you on a date with Jesse Blackthornâs girlfriend.â
Matthew snorted posing the never-used book of history, and taking the unharmed one of science. Obviously she had a boyfriend. And of course it had to be Jesse fucking Blackthorn. Turning to Tom with a whipped dog face, he asked him if he was joking.
âOh no, not at all. Theyâve been together for a while, but like, just two years, and the fact that you donât know theyâre together is worrying. The whole school knows this.â he answered him as soon as they arrived at Thomas' locker, where the same ritual was repeated for the billionth time.
âI have to remind you that I donât really give a shit about the people who are in this building or do I have to connect the dots for you?â Math asked leaning against the wall again. He was dead tired and they were only at the second hour. Thinking he was gonna stay in that place till four o'clock got his stomach twisted.
Thomas laughed and the conversation ended there. They saw Christopher outside the chemistry labs, tinkering with giant tomes and test tubes, while Mr Fairchild, Matthewâs father, tried to help him as much as he could without dropping anything. They didnât have the time to get close enough that from inside the classroom someone was shouting and they both rushed to rescue anyone who had made two wrong substances react.
Tom and Math entered the biology classroom, taking place in the second-to-last row. A few minutes later the girl of history class entered. She sat down at the desk behind Matthewâs, who was about to turn around when the teacher came in, blocking his every initiative. The lesson began immediately and the boy could hear her pen running fast on the paper. He took out the necessary to draw and got lost in his world again and again and again. Until Tom hit him on the arm and he turned to his friend, asking what the hell he wanted.
âWhat the hell do I want? Well, Mr Fairchild, if you answer this question correctly, I might consider not failing you at my subject.â He couldnât believe it. Not again. Matthew turned slowly to the teacher, reducing his lips to a thin line, waiting for the question that would end his life.
âIf the function of ribosomes is selectively blocked in a cell, what do you immediately stop, Mr Fairchild?â Professor fade asked severely. He was ready to say that no one in that cabbage class would know the answer, but the voice of his guardian angel was as clear as light behind his back, âThe translation.â
âThe translation, professor.â
âTranslation of what, Matthew?â
âOf RNA,â; she told him, once more.
âOf RNA, sir.â he nodded, seemed convinced of what he was saying, and sighed with relief when the lesson resumed undisturbed. He turned slightly, smiling at the girl from above his shoulder. She was staring at him and in her left hand, reaching out to him, she was holding a folded piece of paper. He took it without the teacher noticing and opened it discreetly. In the corner of his eye he saw Thomas trying to spy on what was written on the paper.
When he saw it was his drawing, his chest swelled. Next to her dog there now was a little blue bird, with her wings folded on her hips, so she looked angry. It wasnât as pretty as his dog, and it looked like it had been drawn in a hurry, but it was very cute, and above it the inscription âWhat, do I have to save you again?â was clear in her perfect handwriting.
He had to refrain from laughing, because the drawing was most likely done right after the history lesson, so this would be the third time that Matthew needed to be saved.
He started drawing again, this time making a kitten trying to catch the bird from below, with the phrase âDonât worry, this is quite simple. Whatâs your name?â He could have easily asked Thomas and he would have answered him in less than a second. When he put his arm back and felt that the paper was being taken from his hand, he smiled, beginning to mind his own business once again. Only when the bell announcing the end of classes rang did he realize that the only color he had used during that time was blue.
âMy name is Lucie, Lucie Herondale. But you can call me Luce.â He saw a thin, pale hand appear in his field of vision, and he almost jumped out of the chair. He raised his head and shook her hand. He smiled in the only way he knew, with his dazzling charm, and when he spoke, the voice came out like a shrill sound, âI am-â he coughed several times, while Lucie giggled and there, behind her, was Thomas, eyes wide open, holding a hand to his mouth to avoid bursting into laughter, âYouâre Matthew, yeah, I already know.â she smiled at him.
âYeah, yeah. The dog. Itâs mine. I thought itâd be cute and wanted to thank you for all these rescues. My mother would kill me if she found out that I didnât study anything and I-â he was interrupted by the voice of someone who had just appeared on the classroom door. A boy as tall as him, with black hair and the eyes of a spooky, pungent green, was extending his hand toward her, while with the other one he was balancing himself on the door, âLulu letâs go, Jamie and Grace are waiting for us in front of your locker.â He looked away from her to Matthew and vice versa a couple of times before smiling shily at the two boys.
Lucie turned to Jesse Blackthorn and with a movement of her head made him understand that she would be there in a minute.
âOf course, thereâs no problem. Iâd rather help people than see them fail.â she said turning to Math again, âSee you in class, I guess.â She smiled at him one last time and, putting her hands in her pockets, went out, following her boyfriend into the crowded hallway.
Matthew remained with his waving hand raised in the air until Thomas' laugh awoke him from his trance. He looked at his friend, pushed him sideways to pass him, and unceremoniously he told him to fuck off.
âCâmon Math. It was ridiculous. Pathetic. Humiliating. I can laugh sometimes, right?â
âWhy? With me you donât laugh enough?â Christopher asked by appearing at Thomas' side out of nowhere.
âJesus Kit, where did you come from?â said Thomas bringing a hand to his chest.
âFrom the chemistry lab, of course. By the way, Math,â he said addressing the blond one, âyour father wanted to know if youâd eat at home tonight and I told him we were going out. Cause we do go, right? It is Friday and tomorrow mom and dad wonât be here, so I can go back anytime I want tonight.â Thomas was already nodding, starting to think in his little head the worst ways to risk their lives. Matthew was trying so hard not to think about Lucie Herondale, and that kept him from not being able to do so.
What an idiot he was. And that sound? Where did that voice come from? He was sure she was telling her perfect boyfriend right now how this dumb classmate who didnât know shit had trouble controlling his fucking vocal cords.
âWhatâs going on in that empty head of yours?â Anna Lightwood. Thomas' cousin and Christopherâs sister, but also Matthewâs faithful friend, was dressed exactly like him that day, which made her pout, âClassy. But I have to say that they look better on me.â she smiled widely, taking him and Kit arm in arm, and heading for the next lesson.
Luckily, Matthew thought, we all have art together. That was his hour of leisure, even though he normally did nothing different, but at least he would get compliments from Miss Fray, or how he called her, Clary. He had met his art teacher outside the school, in fact it was he who had told her that their old teacher would retire and that there was a vacant chair. They had become close friends during a painting course and when he met her at school he had felt nothing but immense happiness.
âOur Matthew impressed some cute girl today.â said Thomas in the tone of someone whoâs been around. Anna suddenly stopped in the hallway, staring at him with gaping mouth.
âAnd letâs hear, who would be the lucky one?â she asked, again walking. Christopher seemed interested, too, but not as much as his sister, who looked like a child on Christmas morning.
âNobody.â answered Matthew at the same time as Thomas said, âLucie Herondale.â
âAre you kidding? But you know heâs with Blackthorn, right?â She asked him in astonishment, as she glared him, as if he were the only fool in the world who did not know which couples were in this stupid school.
âYes I know, and I didnât impress, we just talked because she saved my ass a couple of times.â
They continued to speak even after entering the art lab and even during the lesson. Matthew was surprised when he noticed that the teacher pretended not to listen when she passed by them, but that she tended her ear to eavesdrop better.
The next lesson would be that of literature, without any of his friends, and thinking of having to spend a whole hour without Tom or Kit made him feel sick, but maybe today he could do it. A rest hour after all the comments and jokes Thomas made would have done him good.
He sat at the usual place and with a pleasant surprise noticed that on the other side of the class was Lucie. She was chatting with a redheaded girl who had little dark skin. Matthew remembered she was one of the newcomers and that she had a particular name, Carla⊠Carlotta perhaps. Consuela.
He began to stare at his hands with a thoughtful glare.
How was it possible that in all those years he had never noticed her? How was it possible that they had so many classes in common that they never spoke? He looked up once more to look at her and noticed that she had moved into the desk next to his and her friend sat right in front of her. He greeted them both with a broad smile.
âHey Math, this is Cordelia. Sheâs from Paris. Cordelia, this is Matthew.â He smiled at him and Matthewâs world was once again a little happier.
âIâm actually from London, but Iâve been living in Paris for the last five years.â Cordelia explained before paying attention to Miss Loss, who had just entered. A strange fellow, Catarina Loss.
She had the skin of a cadaveric white, and the hair was of a sky blue so bright that sometimes Matthew would get lost staring at them by how much it was intense.
He heard a comment from Lucie about his memory-loss episodes and laughed silently, starting to scribble on the desk.
Twenty minutes passed before the obvious happened, âFairchild, who wrote Songs of Innocence and Experience?â They canât be serious, Matthew looked briefly in Lucieâs direction and she giggled before miming with her lips Wlliam Blake. Matthew almost laughed when he began to speak, but after that the teacher immediately left him alone. Cordelia also seemed amused, because she looked at him from above her shoulder smiling and returning to the reading shortly after.
He stared at Lucie, and thought that if anyone saw him they would think he was a pervert, because she turned to him, probably due to the intensity with which he was looking at her, and smiled at him.
Perhaps, to surprise her, he would start studying, so the responsibility would not fall on her alone, but in that moment, Matthew thought, it was enough to have his saviour by his side and everything would be fine.
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