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the whole phd app process is shit actually
#this program was supposed to send me a link to their supplemental app#and when they didn't i emailed them#and now it's been two weeks of non answers#when admissions decisions were allegedly supposed to be sent out 'mid Feb'#and if i get upset about this#everyone is like#that seems overly negative#they did answer your email at least#but they may have well not answered because the email says essentially nothing except 'thanks for your patience we can't help you rn'#ahhhhhhhhh#the waiting game sucks#grad school: the sequel
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"It is 70 years since AT&Tâs Bell Labs unveiled a new technology for turning sunlight into power. The phone company hoped it could replace the batteries that run equipment in out-of-the-way places. It also realised that powering devices with light alone showed how science could make the future seem wonderful; hence a press event at which sunshine kept a toy Ferris wheel spinning round and round.
Today solar power is long past the toy phase. Panels now occupy an area around half that of Wales, and this year they will provide the world with about 6% of its electricityâwhich is almost three times as much electrical energy as America consumed back in 1954. Yet this historic growth is only the second-most-remarkable thing about the rise of solar power. The most remarkable is that it is nowhere near over.
To call solar powerâs rise exponential is not hyperbole, but a statement of fact. Installed solar capacity doubles roughly every three years, and so grows ten-fold each decade. Such sustained growth is seldom seen in anything that matters. That makes it hard for people to get their heads round what is going on. When it was a tenth of its current size ten years ago, solar power was still seen as marginal even by experts who knew how fast it had grown. The next ten-fold increase will be equivalent to multiplying the worldâs entire fleet of nuclear reactors by eight in less than the time it typically takes to build just a single one of them.
Solar cells will in all likelihood be the single biggest source of electrical power on the planet by the mid 2030s. By the 2040s they may be the largest source not just of electricity but of all energy. On current trends, the all-in cost of the electricity they produce promises to be less than half as expensive as the cheapest available today. This will not stop climate change, but could slow it a lot faster. Much of the worldâincluding Africa, where 600m people still cannot light their homesâwill begin to feel energy-rich. That feeling will be a new and transformational one for humankind.
To grasp that this is not some environmentalist fever dream, consider solar economics. As the cumulative production of a manufactured good increases, costs go down. As costs go down, demand goes up. As demand goes up, production increasesâand costs go down further. This cannot go on for ever; production, demand or both always become constrained. In earlier energy transitionsâfrom wood to coal, coal to oil or oil to gasâthe efficiency of extraction grew, but it was eventually offset by the cost of finding ever more fuel.
As our essay this week explains, solar power faces no such constraint. The resources needed to produce solar cells and plant them on solar farms are silicon-rich sand, sunny places and human ingenuity, all three of which are abundant. Making cells also takes energy, but solar power is fast making that abundant, too. As for demand, it is both huge and elasticâif you make electricity cheaper, people will find uses for it. The result is that, in contrast to earlier energy sources, solar power has routinely become cheaper and will continue to do so.
Other constraints do exist. Given peopleâs proclivity for living outside daylight hours, solar power needs to be complemented with storage and supplemented by other technologies. Heavy industry and aviation and freight have been hard to electrify. Fortunately, these problems may be solved as batteries and fuels created by electrolysis gradually become cheaper...
The aim should be for the virtuous circle of solar-power production to turn as fast as possible. That is because it offers the prize of cheaper energy. The benefits start with a boost to productivity. Anything that people use energy for today will cost lessâand that includes pretty much everything. Then come the things cheap energy will make possible. People who could never afford to will start lighting their houses or driving a car. Cheap energy can purify water, and even desalinate it. It can drive the hungry machinery of artificial intelligence. It can make billions of homes and offices more bearable in summers that will, for decades to come, be getting hotter.
But it is the things that nobody has yet thought of that will be most consequential. In its radical abundance, cheaper energy will free the imagination, setting tiny Ferris wheels of the mind spinning with excitement and new possibilities.
This week marks the summer solstice in the northern hemisphere. The Sun rising to its highest point in the sky will in decades to come shine down on a world where nobody need go without the blessings of electricity and where the access to energy invigorates all those it touches."
-via The Economist, June 20, 2024
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kinktober - day 06 - rut
price x f!reader | 2.8k words cw: John POV, brief mention of food/diet, slight dehumanization, mean!Price, breeding kink, dubcon/coercion, italics stan, abrupt ending because look at that wc summary: john takes his au jus. banner by @/cafekitsune
John canât help but watch as she licks a stray drop of juice from her lip.
The sight sends a jolt coursing through him, cock hardening at the thought of those lips wrapped around it. Heâs only had her once since dropping his bag at the door, and his mind fills with all the ways he plans to have her next.
Tempting sight. His gaze weighs heavy, an unsated predator a table width away from a piece of meat and her steak.
Itâs an ugly thought. One that comes unbidden, released with the onset of his rut. A shallow wave of guilt laps against the remains of his dignity and lucidity, but soon that tideâll go out for a few days. At that point, thereâll be no regret. No keeping the ugly in.
His hand flexes around his fork, the utensil digging into his own cut. Itâs no use trying to distract himself, watching the juices that seep from it. Immediately thinking of the slick that pours like a tap between her legs. The thought has him smirking to himself, anticipation buzzing in his veins.Â
âEnjoying your meal?â He asks with a bite, eyes fixed to hers.
She pauses mid-chew, her free hand absentmindedly touching the clasp of her bite guard for a dozenth time.
Inwardly, he preens. Smug heâs rattled her cage.Â
She swallows hard. "Yes," she manages to reply, her voice barely above a whisper. "I never get steak." She tears into another piece, chewing slowly.
Of course not. Professional Omegas like her, practically show dogs, are fed top-shelf, high-end protein shakes. Nutritional smoothies. Leafy greens and lean meat. Vitamins. Supplements. Everything to keep them healthy and robust, hardy enough to take the ruts of alphas like him. Unmated, overly aggressive lonersâcanon fodder that survived too long, wised up too much, and made it everyoneâs problem.
Sheâs terrible at hiding her irritation. Her attraction, too. Her scentâs all over the place. Thatâs the problem with being on scent blockers between jobs. Poor thing hasnât a clue how to control it, let alone just how intoxicating she smells. Itâs a miracle the little farmhouse they sent him to, where he found her, wasnât blown down by the huffing and puffing of some other alpha.
(And even if it was? Heâd drag them out and kill them with his bare hands.)
Sheâs not ready to admit what he already knows: this isnât another contract rut. She isnât going to limp home to her facility at the end of her week-long stint in no manâs land. Heâll carry her to his truck, buckle her in, and nurse the mark heâll leave in her neck. All in good time.
He finishes his steak, pushing the empty plate aside. "Iâm glad itâs to your liking."
The room crackles with tension, the silence only broken by the faint scrape of her cutlery. He allows it to stretch a minute longer before leaning forward and breaking it with a low drawl.Â
"Once we're done hereâŠI think it's time we use the bedroom. Take you properly this time." His eyes bore into hers. His bare chest and neck are splotchy with heat, his body hair damp with sweat. The scratch marks on his back sting when he reclines in his chair.
She stills, meal momentarily forgotten, then nods. She doesnât lift her eyes from the gristle on the edge of her plate.Â
Her denial reeks. The sweet tang of the warmth pooling between her eyes wafts. His foot slides forward under the table, catching her feet on either side as she tries to close her legs. Finally she looks up out of surprise, and he grins at the dilation of her pupils. Itâs rare for a rut to trigger heats nowadays, what with all the suppressants on the market, whatâs probably pumped into herâbut not unheard of. Her bodyâs primed to respond to him. Wants to. Whether she wills it or not.
And it would be just like his superiorsâhandlersâto dangle an omega like her in front of him. He wonders how much of the budget went into strategizing his domestication. How much time. Heâd be angry and drive back bloody and enraged, if it wasnât working.
Not domestication, no. Thatâll always be a front. A disguise to adopt and wear. But the singular, intensive want for the creature in front of him?
She was never going to leave here unmarked and unmated.
And he doesnât believe she knew until he told her, growling into her ear as he pulled an orgasm from her wriggling body bent over the couch.
When sheâs finished eating, he takes the dishes, and his eyes cut to where his shirt hits her bare thighs. Where the fabric catches and bunches on her wide hips. His nostrils flare at the single teardrop working its way down the inside of her leg.
âIâllâŠprepare.â
Mouthwatering.
He takes his time, leaning against the sink, hand jammed down his shorts. He should shower. Should drink more water. Should, should, should. But the creak of the bed perks his ears and wipes another helping of enforced propriety from his brain.
She's ready. Satisfaction fills him at the thought. Aching for it.
The hall is an eternity and he makes no effort to dampen the sounds of his footsteps rattling the old bedroom door in its frame.
His shirtâs the first thing he sees, folded and set side on the decorative stool across from the door. The second is the arch of her back, arse in the air, covered in spots of a sheen she obviously tried to dab with a towel. A clear invitation, equal parts traditional and clinical. Sheâd like to pretend thereâs nothing else in the room besides instinct and that sheâs only there for an assignment.
Fingers threaded into the linens, toes curled tight. Statuesque. All part of her training, he bets.
Tomorrow, he decides, heâll deliver his own. Heâll let her keep the comfort of routine for now.
Her skin is warm and soft under his touch, leagues smoother than his hands. Omegas like her are far from delicate things, shaped for their purpose like any other tool. Still, he marvels. Everything about her is welcoming.Â
âLook at you.â he whispers, smug and satisfied. He squeezes her hip as he drops onto the bed behind her, wasting no time in wetting himself with her cunt. He glides through her folds, relishing the shudders it sends through the rest of her, and reaches for the back of her guard. He hooks a finger into the narrow gap between it and her neck and tugs, pulling her back to meet him in a searing kiss. Her mouth moves against his as if rehearsed until he releases her neck, and tells her to keep her cheek pressed to the mattress. Eyes open.
He watches a flurry of emotion parade across her face as he continues to grind. He soaks in the steady slick pouring from her hole, listening to her breathing ratchet up louder than the lewd, wet slide of his cock. He focuses on the pure heat emanating from her cunt and steadying his own breathing, until a word hatches weakly on her tongue.
âWhat was that?â
She shakes her head, closing her eyes.Â
âEyes open,â He swats a cheek. âSpeak up.â Say it.
She stares sidelong, tongue darting out to wet her lips, a mix of apologetic and conflicted. âPlease.â
âPlease what?â Say it.
âPleaseâPlease fuck me.â
âWhy should I?â
It leaves her at a momentary loss for words. The question is and isnât a trick. More a test, or an outstretched hand.
âBecauseâŠâCause of your rut?â
âNo, no. Whyâre you asking me to fuck you if itâs my rut? Everything should be on my schedule, yeah?â
âI didnâtâdidnât meanââ
âWhy should I listen to your begging?â
Because youâre mine. Mine. Say it. Say you feel it.
But silence follows. Stubborn whelp. He lets her know the depth of his disappointment with a long huff, continuing to fuck along her folds, holding fast to his control. The noises he makes are intentional and not completely feigned. He reeks of displeasure and lets his gaze drift to the window, out to the dark of the night sky. Bored. Aggrieved. Let her mind wander where it will.
It takes minutes for her to break. She pleads with him quietly, daring to push back. âPlease, I need it. Need you.â
Manipulative thing. It snaps the last thread, unmooring him from polite conversation and good manners. He grumbles, lines himself up, and slams forward without preamble. Buries himself in one go. He groans louder than the shocked gasp that erupts from her mouth, and grinds deeper into her warm clutch. He pulls back slowly to watch her cuntâs grip fight to keep him inside.Â
âFuck, sweetheart. âLeast she knows what she wantsâÂ
She whimpers in response, fingers clenching the sheets.
He wastes no more time, and lets his instincts take the reins. Maybe sheâll be more accommodating and honest around his knot. He lays into her with animalistic intensity, ignoring every cry and stutter beneath him as he takes and takes and takes.
Heâll give, the second she wises up.
John pistons into her mindlessly until moonlight touches the edge of the bed, and his body takes it like the chiming of a clock. Before he realizes it, he has her on her back, legs spread wide and hitched around his waist. Droplets of sweat drip from his temple onto her breasts where he leans over her, smearing when he crushes her, arms trapping her and giving her no quarter but his embrace. He doesnât realize heâs fiddling with her bite guard until her voice turns shrill in his ear.
âSir, you canât!â
Sir. Placate and appease, textbook.Â
âYou cannot remove it, and, and, even if you could, you cannot bite me,â she continues, voice thin and desperate. âThis is just a job, sir!â
He wonders if they use cattle prods. Clamps and car batteries. However they test their omegas to survive alphas like him, it cannot be too different from interrogation. But with how she fusses, he doubts sheâs ever had to rely on her training in the real world. Unlike him. And heâs been on both sides.
John ignores her spiel.
âOh, youâre just shy. You feel it, donât you? Donât fuckinâ deny it, I can tell you do, just need to hear you say it. Admit it. Weâre a fucking pair. Mates. Meant to be.âÂ
A shocked noise cuts off the rest of her speech. Her lipâs gonna bleed if she keeps biting it like that.
âNo? Still bent on denying it? Denying yourself? Câmon, darl.â His words are a growl, an animalistic sound vibrating through him. Reaching from the antediluvian into the present. His grip tightens on the collar, eyes drilling into the sliver of soft skin he sees beneath. The place for a mark. His mark.
Sheâs mine, the primal, angry part of him snarls. Snaps its teeth. Mine.
ââM warninâ you now. If I want to mark you, I will.â He punctuates with a hard thrust. âAnd if I want to mate you, I will. Iâll wait you out. Iâve crawled through shit and heat for things I donât care about, imagine what Iâll endure for you.â
Without waiting for her response, his hand slips from her hip to between her legs. His pace drops to match the circles he rubs on her clit. A deep, controlled rhythm that has him bottoming out each thrust. His other hand grabs her jaw, tilting it to expose the clasp of the guard. Only she can undo it, but he wills it to break with just his stare.
âYouâre going to be such a good mate to me. And I to you, sweetheart. Iâll protect you. Feed you. Keep you. Give you babies, little yous and mesâŠâ
Her breath hitches at his words, he feels her shudder. Itâs fear and curiosity and hunger. Mirrored. Twinned.Â
Even as she protests, she arches into his touch, hips rising to meet him. The raw need in his voice, the harsh grip of his hand on her hip. He feels her resolve wavering, one foot off the edge over the steep drop off where he waits at the bottom to drag her under.
âYouâd like that, wouldnât you? Being taken care of, a big man at your beck and callâŠâ Johnâs lips curl into a wicked grin. Itâs adorable, really, all her writhing and squirming. "Shh, sweetheart," he coos, pressing himself to the root. "You're not foolinâ anyone. You want it just as much as I do." He licks her jaw, dips his tongue beneath the lined collar, and grazes the swell of her gland. "But if you're still not convinced," he murmurs against her skin, grinding his hips against hers to drive his point home, "I'll keep showing you how good it will be."
Without further warning, he renews his efforts. He thrusts in earnest and restarts the slow circles on her clit, determined to draw every last moan from her lips. At last, the tissue at the base of his cock stirs and begins to swell like itâs had enough of her dithering, too.
Another embarrassing sound tumbles from her lipsâpart gasp, part moanâas he finds and hits her sweet spot. Her eyes shut. The sheets beneath her twist as she claws at them. Intent on changing her mind and knocking some fucking sense into her, he hones in on it. By the time his knot bumps against her cunt, sheâs babbling some nonsense. He catches words like âprogramâ and ârulesâ. It all disappears into vapor when her breath catches in fear despite the feverish squeeze of her cunt.
Understandable. She cried on it before. Biggest sheâs taken, she said when she finally calmed down from her hysterics, facedown on the hardwood floor. Of course, that made pride billow from him like a dark, toxic cloud. Eclipsing the sunset through the lace curtains and choking out the afterglow.
He pauses, fingers tracing her clit, then the thickness of his knot pressed to her hole. She squirms.
âYou want more, love?â John asks, sawing gently in and out. âWant to come on this fat knot?â He watches her wrestle with her emotions, the way her brow furrows and her lips press together in indecision. Searching him for the answer.
âIf you want me to continue,â He lifts his hand to cradle her chin. âYouâre gonna have to let me bite you. Admit youâre mine, made for me, and Iâll let you come.â
âBut your knotâdonât you want toâŠ?â
He swipes his thumb over her chin. ââCourse I do, but I want everything. The whole package. Why shove my knot and fill up an omega whoâs only gonna waste what I give her? No, after this, after you refuse me, Iâll call whoever holds your leash and send for a replacementââ
âNo.âÂ
Her face rapidly contorts from docility to something base. And familiar. In his peripheral vision, her hand twitches north, then back to her stomach, like itâs fighting back. The corner of her mouth lifts, lips flashing her dull canines.
âNo replacement.â
He breathes in the stink of her requited greed. Finally.
âMy rutâll be long, wonât be satisfied until the deedâs done and takes. Not gonna let you come once unless my teeth find your neck first.â
Her look of fury breaks with a whimper, the sound filled with a heady mix of fear and desire. Conflict. After a moment, she tests him and tries to reach down to continue where he left off, but he snatches her wrist. He growls when that doesnât discourage her, when she simply starts rocking her hips, trying to grind herself on the cock buried inside her. Her lips curve into a pout. Itâs not enough. They both know it.
âDarl,â he warns, huffing. âYou really are a needy thing, arenât you?â
He indulges her with a few sluggish strokes in and out of her body, laughing softly. With a rough tug, he pulls her closer.
âI said if you want to come, you have to let me bite you.â
John doesnât blame her for the war undoubtedly raging in her head. He licks the pads of his fingers, returns them to her bundle of nerves, and grinds his knot against her weeping hole to help things along.
She says something when her stomach contracts as her orgasm slowly returns within reach.
âWhat was that?â
â...Yes. Okay.â
He pinches her clit. Presses until his knot catches.
Instead of uttering a word, she fumbles with the clasp of her bite guard. It comes off in his hand, and he throws it like a discus into a wall, shattering it into pieces like her resolve. He relishes the full-body shudder that wracks her as he envelopes her again, bearing down on her with his maw stretched wide.
âGood fucking girl.â
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Femme Fatale Guide: Small Ways To Elevate Your Life
Fashion & Beauty:
Wear coordinated lingerie (bra and underwear) under your outfit daily
Keep at least one pair of shapewear/sculpting underwear in your closet to streamline your look under form-fitting clothes
Invest in high-quality socks and hosiery (I love everything from HUE!)
Curate a collection of basics tanks, tees, and long-sleeves that pair well with each type of jeans/trousers/skirt/outerwear option you wear on repeat throughout the week/month
Invest in a timeless black boot (one short and one tall or mid-calf), loafer/flat, pump, and white sneaker that pair well with nearly any outfit
Apply products in the order: liquid, cream, then powder (you can top all of them off with a setting spray if desired)
If you're confused about what your YLLB (your lips but better) shade is, try to match it to the darker portion of your nipple
Switch off eyes in between mascara coats when applying more than one coat
Apply lip balm before you start doing your makeup so it can absorb into your lips and ensure your lipstick/gloss/tint doesn't dry out your lips
Health & Wellness:
Get a pill box to house your daily vitamins & supplements; Fill it up on Sunday evening to have all of your supplements in your sight, sorted, and simple to take every day without a second thought
Always take your supplements with food, not coffee, to optimize absorption
Drink a large glass of water within 5-10 minutes of waking up
Invest in beautiful, large salad bowls and/or juice & smoothie glasses to inspire you to eat more salads and greens-filled meals throughout the week
Ensure you're breathing normally/not stressed when eating to avoid excess bloating; Don't use straws when possible if you're prone to trapped gas
Try the diagram breathing technique to calm your nerves when you wake up, when you're trying to sleep, wind down, or anytime you're stressed (Place one hand on the center of your chest and the other in the middle of your stomach right below your rib cage)
Learn how to give yourself a sinus massage and an abdominal self-massage to relieve everyday congestion and pain at home
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Momentum
It was hard at first. John thought he knew exactly what to do - he'd read enough gainer stories, followed enough fat guys on twitter for years. All it would take was the decision to dive headfirst into gaining and he'd be as big as any of them in no time at all.
Once a day, every day, he'd eat something that would add at least a thousand calories to his diet. He'd barely even notice. A tub of ice cream, a pot of double cream, a whole cake, a second dinner - all very doable, all easily passing that thousand calorie threshold. Once that got easy, he'd start upping his intake - supplementing it with gainer shakes, or trips to fast food restaurants between meals.
It turns out that your average 12 stone man isn't really built to suddenly, rapidly increase the amount of calories he's taking in. Especially when most of those excess calories were dairy. He spent most evenings clutching his flat stomach as it churned with acid. Each evening he'd vomit it all back up, or have to miss meals, or feel nauseous the next day - constant signals from his body to stop.
He actually lost six pounds that first month. Maybe gaining wasn't meant for him. He watched enviously as his mates the same age succumbed to middle aged spread as they hit their mid-thirties, lamenting how lucky he was to still have his twenty year old metabolism as they patted beer bellies they couldn't shift.
John went back to his old diet, gained back those lost six pounds, and accepted he was just always going to be the skinny one in the group. He kept up a few old habits of course - still bought some of the ice cream flavours he'd discovered for the occasionally treat, kept up cooking with butter and cream where he'd found out how much they improved certain recipes, always made sure there were a few beers in the fridge for those nights when he fancied it. Nothing mad though, nothing that would cause any weight gain, just a few treats. You've got to enjoy life, haven't you?
John looked in amazement at the scales. A stone. An actual, whole stone. 14 pounds. On his body! He started noticing things - the tiniest pinch when he buttoned up his jeans, the slightest blur of softness on his stomach. It was nothing really, nothing anyone would notice, but it was there - solid proof that he could gain weight. He'd just pushed himself too far before, he realised with a laugh. Slow and steady and all that.
All those little habits became regular. Dessert every other night, then every night. Cooking with butter and cream no matter the recipe. A couple of six packs of beer a week. Nothing too intense, not that many calories, but it all started adding up, bit by bit.
Fancy coming for an Indian? the text read.
John's fingers hovered. The answer was obvious - thanks, I've just eaten, I'll join you at the pub after if you're going. But⊠his fingers traced that new curve of his gut, inching slowly bigger by the month. Not enough to be visible in most clothes really, not enough to be called fat, but there, sure enough. Was he really full? He could eat, couldn't he? What's a curry and a couple of naans?
You off to the Raj? he texted back. What time?
That old familiar feeling, of a stomach overly stuffed, too much food and beer. But different this time. The pain was there. The pressure. But there was a certain enjoyment to it. A pleasure. Warm, rather than acidic; heavy, rather than sharp. And god but didn't his gut look round? He stood in profile in the mirror, holding it almost like a pregnancy announcement. How long until it was always this size, he wondered? How long until it was bigger?
A second dinner became a weekly occurrence, then spread to two times a week, three times, four. After all, he'd proven to himself he had the capacity - why not? Eventually if he hadn't had four meals a day topped off with ice cream he'd be ravenous, his stomach biting at him in retaliation for his neglect.
He crossed 200 pounds. 210. 220. Clothes were bought, grown into, outgrown, and the cycle repeated. The general increase in size that had come before gave way to true signs of fatness. Soft pockets of fat at his chest, his arse rounding out, chubby cheeks, a real, honest to god, gut. It was happening. It was really fucking happening.
His mate Sam, the largest of the group, reached over and slapped John's baby gut after he took his coat off one night at the pub. "Fucking hell mate!" he said. "Never thought I'd see you with one of these!" There were some jeers, some belly pats, some comments - "At least you're not making us look bad anymore." "Welcome to the club, mate."
John looked around as he downed half of his first pint. How much more weight until he was the biggest there? None of them were that big, really, even Sam. Just a load of ex-rugby players with some overdeveloped beer guts. Another 30 or 40 pounds maybe? 18 stone? It sounded good, didn't it? And it would take, what? Six months at his current rate? A nice place to stop for a bit, enjoy his weight and new status as the big guy of the group.
He downed the rest of his drink and went to the bar for his next. "What we eating tonight then lads?" he asked them all, thinking back to the burger and chips he'd had just before coming.
It was all a lot easier with a definite goal in mind, he thought to himself a few weeks later, as he finished a tub of ice cream and placed it down next to four empty beer bottles. The sizes of snacks crept up, until they were meals in and of themselves, and he'd find himself convincing himself he was hungry almost as soon as he'd finished eating. He started stashing snacks everywhere that he couldn't reasonably expect a meal - the passenger seat of his car became reserved for a small mound of chocolate bars, the bottom drawer of his desk at work was filled with crisps and cereal bars.
His mates fell silent as he walked up to them a few months later, the next time he saw them, and he grinned smugly as he saw that, yes, he'd definitely become the fattest there. A couple of them even looked like they'd lost weight, the stupid pricks - didn't they know how good this felt? He put his pint and packet of pork scratchings down, and maneuvered himself down into his seat.
"Jesus Christ John," Sam said softly. "Are you⊠I mean⊠Is everything okay?"
John slapped the top of his gut and beamed. "Just enjoying life mate!" he replied, laughing. He tried to listen in as the others murmured around him, doing their best to not be too obvious.
"He wasn't that big last time, was he?" "Definitely not, he was smaller than me." "What's it been, four months? Three?" "He's not ill, do you reckon?" "Must be four stone, at least?"
Okay, so he knew he'd overshot his target and weighed in at 20 stone and change that morning, and yes, how fast it had piled on had shocked even himself, but really, it was all so hot, he was hardly about to complain. In fact, he'd made the decision that 285 felt a little small, really. Why not push for 300, when he was already so close anyway? Then he'd be satisfied, he knew.
"Mate," Sam whispered to him quietly, leaning in. "You've got a little uhhâŠ" He gestured to his face. John took a finger and wiped the corner of his mouth.
"Cheers mate," John said, licking his finger. "Just a bit of cream." He spent the night making jokes about how fat he was getting, and eventually everyone else relaxed a little, content that he at least seemed happy with his shocking weight gain. Underneath his gut, his cock was rock hard.
300 pounds, it turned out, also felt a little small. Or at least, that's what John told himself a couple of months later as he saw 316 flashing on the scales. Maybe just a little bit more - a few more pounds and then he'd stop, once and for all.
But god, did it feel hot. Eating became its own erotic experience. It wasn't merely that he couldn't cum anymore without being completely, painfully stuffed (that point had long since come and gone), he now wondered why he would want to at all. Hook-ups became as much about being fed as they were about the sex. He didn't care who they were - if they had food and were willing to feed him, he'd take them.
John's body became unrecognisable. He was far beyond mere beer belly or dad bod now, his gut was now a globe that spanned out in every direction, wrapping around into thick cushions at his back, draped in inches of fat on top of the firm ball, before cascading off, a surprisingly cold apron of flesh that was slowly threatening to cover his ever shrinking cock. His tits sagged to the side and joined up to his back fat nestled in his armpit. His face, long-since fully rounded, began to elongate, his cheeks and chins sagging into new shapes.
John panted a little as he stood naked in his bathroom, doing his best to push his gut in with one hand as he peered over the top of it to see the scale read 363. "Right," he told the walls of the bathroom. "That's it, I'm stopping there." He struggled to lean down to pick the scales up, sliding them away to the side of the cabinet before straining to stand. "I only bloody wanted to be bigger than Sam."
Food, however, still tasted as good as it had before. And every meal he tried to scale back, every snack he tried to forgo, left him ravenous - each day he'd just end up gorging on more food than he tried to cut back on.
370. 380. 390.
His body began to feel alien. Every joint began to feel crowded, flesh filling the space before he could fully bend his elbow or knee. His arms sat awkwardly by his sides, pushed out by sloping tits. Manspreading became the default, as his thighs met all the way down to his knees which themselves began to inflate out, pillowy and soft.
400. 410. 420.
The gym, he decided. If dieting was out of the question (and there was no doubt at this point that dieting was very much out of the question), he could always exercise. He drove to a nearby gym, asked about personal trainers. Put down more money than one of his mortgage payments for their premium membership for a year, as much to force himself to commit as for the actual services.
His feet ached. His knees grinded. His lungs burned. Sweat poured off of him in quantities that he didn't know people could sweat - and he considered himself to be quite the expert on sweating these days.
Fuck it, he thought to himself after the first session, his circus tent of a t-shirt practically see-through, clinging to every roll of his body, showing off each crevice and valley. It wasn't that much money, really. He could afford to wave goodbye to it, if it meant never having to do that again. What did he have such a good salary for, if not to waste it on shit he'd never use? He'd have only spent it on food anyway.
430. 440. 450.
"My weight's plateaued recently, actually," he told Sam proudly over a pint.
Sam gave an encouraging smile. "That's great mate," he said, in the same tone he'd speak to a child or elderly relative. "Really great."
"Yeah," John said, opening one of the bags of nuts on the table in front of them. "I only put on like five pounds last month."
"Fuck," Sam said quietly, his face draining of colour. "Five pounds last- John, mate, that's still over a pound a week. What are you⊠how quickly were you packing it on before?"
John shrugged, and pointed to the rugby match on the TV in the corner of the pub, trying to change the topic. At least Sam had put on some weight himself recently - it blunted to criticism just a little.
"I'm over twenty stone now," Sam confessed later, his breath reeking of beer as he leant in close. "I don't know how I'm going to stop," he continued, his words slurring. He leant back and pulled his t-shirt up to reveal his hairy gut beginning to fill his lap and he slapped it. "Look at this thing!" he said loudly enough that people at other tables looked over and laughed. He began to rub it in slow, wide circles, and John could see the outline of his dick growing down the inside of his trousers. He leant back in, lowered his voice once more. "It's kind of fucking hot, isn't it?" he asked, punctuating with a burp. "That's why you've gotten so fat, right? You find it hot too?"
Forty five minutes later, Sam clumsily lined up his cock with one of the folds on John's gut, and slid it inside, grunting as he did so. Both of them held a kebab in one hand, and ate them as Sam's gut and John's whole body shook and quivered with Sam's thrusts, bits of meat and salad and sauce falling down onto their bodies.
"I can't stop," Sam moaned, as his thrusts became more erratic. "I keep on trying to lose weight but I just gain more and more." He spasmed and yelled out, one hand shoving the last of the kebab into his mouth, the other gripping one of his love handles hard, his fingers sinking in to the growing ball of fat.
"That's the thing about momentum," John said as he licked the last of the sauce off his fingers. "Once you get started, it just gets harder and harder to stop."
Sam slid off of John's body and John looked down at himself, surveying his acres of flesh. Maybe it wouldn't be so bad to put on just a little more weight, he thought to himself. After all, Sam needed someone to set a good example.
#weight gain#gaining fiction#gainer fiction#gainer story#weight gain story#male weight gain#wg story#weight gain fiction#momentum
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Peak Musclenity
Josh was your average skinny american blonde. Average grades and average life. There was nothing remarkable about this guy... besides maybe one thing.
Josh was gay. Very very gay and was trying to get big like the men he admires over the internet waves. And against all odds he managed to make a friend at the gym! A czech bodybuilder named Alois. Unlike Josh, Alois was as straight as can be and understanding gay people was the least of his problems, but Josh was failing at using a workout machine so bad it led to the two to meeting and becoming workout buddies.
Josh was never one to give up and despite his currently lacking frame he continued to workout even after weeks of no results. Alois noticed this and was starting to get worried Josh's body just wasn't able to get big like his. Alois wanted to do something so do something he did and it was going to be drastic...
"Hey Alois! My man, my big burly man! How's it going?" Josh ran up to Alois mid-flexing routine.
"Oh hey kid, what's up?" Alois replied back.
"Nothing much! Just excited to work out with you!" Josh smiled.
"Great, great...." Alois frowned.
"Is... something wrong?"
"Be honest with me Josh, I've noticed you haven't been gaining muscle for weeks now and you keep that damn smile like nothing's wrong. Your lack of muscle has to be bothering you!" Alois put his hand on Josh's shoulder
"I'm just concerned for ya-" Josh politely removed Alois's hand.
"Don't worry about me! I've noticed this myself actually... and I don't mind at all! I'm just glad to be doing with you!" Josh smiled again.
Alois looked down to his pockets. Alois knew that he had to do this. He needed to give Josh what he DESERVES.
"Look Josh, you deserve to get big like me so I got this supplement for you." Alois grabs a bottle from one of his shorts pockets.
"Don't worry. It ain't no steroid. Just lather it on your face and the effect should spread to your body." Alois put the bottle in Josh's right hand.
"Please, for me." Alois said sweetly.
Alois's deep voice was always something Josh adored so despite his reluctance to accept the gift he did keep it.
"Alright then... uh... are we going to work out now or-"
"Nah. Let's go to your apartment. Just us two."
"Oh! Ohohohohohohoh!" Josh started to blush a beet red.
"A-Alright let's go then!!" Josh quickly turned around as Josh led the way to his apartment.
After a 30 minute drive for both of the men they both arrived at Josh's apartment. Josh unlocked the door with his keys and put his arms towards the apartment living room as if to showcase it.
"Here it is!!! It's not great, but it works!" Josh said with confidence.
Just looking at the place tightened Alois's resolve to go through with his plan.
"Yes... very. Say Josh, how about you apply that supplement now?" Alois gestured to the bottle in his pocket
"Hm? Why now? We're not even at the gym plus I don't think we're gonna be at the gym again until-"
"Just apply it for me please." Alois interrupted Josh again.
Josh was getting really confused at this point, but if the bulging man is asking you to do something you might as well. At least that was Josh's reasoning. So Josh unsealed the lid to the bottle and removed the foil covering the liquid inside and dipped his fingers in and out of the bottle before applying it to his face all over. The substance was a bit thick and a very dark black and it made Josh's skin crawl, but somehow Josh could feel the liquid seeping into his skin leave his face clean again.
"Woah... that was weird! Hopefully it actually works..." Josh looked at Alois for some affirmation only for Alois to be deep in thought.
"Alois? you good?" Alois jumped at the mention of his name.
"Yes, yes! I'm fine!!"
"Okay then, so now that we're at my apartment do you want to do anything?" Josh asked a bit nervous.
"Oh, sure! Though there's something I've been meaning to ask you, Josh,"
"Yeah?" Josh gave a really curious look this time.
Alois opened his mouth only to pause for a second... only for Alois to shake his head before speaking again.
"Josh, when did you have such a beautiful manly beard?" Alois knew there was no going back from this.
"A m-manly what?!?" Alois implying Josh had a beard certainly wasn't something that Josh was expecting.
"Yeah, that beard of yours is thick like mine. a real item," As Alois spoke little by little hairs began to grow on Josh's clean shaven face.
The growing didn't stop for a long while and before long a beard that looks to have been growing for years was now on Josh. Unexpectedly though the facial hair was a deep black and Josh's blonde hair was now black to match the beard. A quick pain went through Josh's head before Josh's confusion turned into confidence.
"Oh thanks, I did always pride myself on not ever shaving it! Doesn't really fit my frame but my genetics blessed me!" Josh smiled as he caressed his beard.
"Of course! Can't forget that almost shaved head of yours too!" Alois continued his trek across Josh's body.
"What are you talking about Alois? I love my curly locks!" Alois stopped messing with his beard and grabbed his hair to show Alois that he did have the locks he said he did.
"No need to lie to yourself, Josh. That shaved hair is a good look with your beard!" And just like Alois planned Josh's hair began to fall off and melt into the floor like it wasn't even there until there was barely any hair on Josh's head.
Josh was still grabbing his hair but his mind caught up with the new reality and smiled again.
"Silly me! You're right! I love the kind of masculine look it gives me! Still no muscle though haha..." Alois knew that last comment wouldn't last long.
"That masculine look really suits you, Josh. Especially with those big muscles and tattoo of yours," Now Alois was the one to smirk.
This absolutely flabbergasted Josh. There's no way Alois was telling the truth. Wasn't it just an hour ago Alois was worried about his muscle gain. Josh was a stick!
"Alois I appreciate your compliment but it's simply untrue... I'm a twig and I definitely have no tattoos. I hate tattoos!!"
"That was what you thought years ago, but look at you now! Gruff and tough and just as old as me!" This was the big one and Alois was ecstatic to see Josh's frail body begin to grow.
Before the growth could start, all of Josh's clothes evaporated off his body. The growth now began in Josh's chest as he developed two large pecs that were dying to be popped. Next was Josh's stomach as it became a strong gut and slight hint of abs being there. Josh's back expanded like a large map meanwhile his stick arms were sticks no more as they were now more like tree trunks and his hands grew into sausage like fingers with very rough texture after years of lifting weights. Josh's legs weren't far behind in growing until they were two thick rocks of pure muscle. Josh's flat ass ballooned up into the perfect bubble butt and his feet grew a couple sizes too. Josh's face was next up to bat when it began to physically age and become much more gruff and masculine. Josh's neck thickened as his adam's apple became more prominent. Josh already looked like a completely different person at this point and Josh was none the wiser, but the show still wasn't done. Out of nowhere ink began to surface on Josh's skin with various patterns running all over his arms, back, fingers, pecs, and chest. The most unique one being one that was just "5%" etched on his left pec. While this was happening Josh's dick became quite the well endowed one with a generous 9 inch schlong. The final change wasn't too major with Josh's body being flourished with body hair all over his now huge frame. Josh didn't speak through the whole ordeal, but with a quick change of Josh's memories he just smiled.
"Yeah... you're right. I am BIG and I am a true man!!" Josh flexed his bulging arms and with a shiny gleam a ring appeared on his ring finger.
Alois was quick to notice the accent and deep voice Josh now had. Alois supposed the "just like me" comment changed his birthplace. He also noticed Josh's face being more like his own as well. Alois couldn't believe the black liquid worked. That purchase from the black market was worth all the money he spent. Alois just wasn't sure what to do now-
"Hey Alois, do you see this ring on my ring finger? I don't remember putting this on... Did you pull a prank on me? Pretend we're married? Haha!" Ah right, Josh was still as gay as ever.
Alois thought for a moment. Should a gruff and tough guy like the new Josh be gay? Alois was straight as an arrow and didn't feel like he had the right to change Josh's sexuality.
But... imagining Josh in his current state as gay didn't seem right to Alois. This Josh belongs with marrying a woman! Atleast that's what Alois reasoned. So Alois readied his response and spoke.
"Oh come on, Josh you know full that-"
"Wait we're actually married? I thought you were straight," It was time for Josh to do a little bit of rearranging.
A wedding ring appeared on Alois's ring finger and memories were injected into both men. Memories of meeting way earlier than they actually did. Memories of falling in love through the power of bodybuilding. Memories of their wedding as they kissed under the altar. It wasn't before long after the memories of their lived changed as they passionately kissed right in Josh's apartment which slowly changed into their joint home.
"Babe, Ń ŃĐ”Đ±Ń ŃĐșĐŸŃĐŸ ŃĐŸŃĐŸŃĐ”ŃŃĐžŃ..." (Babe, you have that photoshoot soonâŠ) Alois spoke after the kiss ended.
"I know... I have to take a shower.." Josh spoke back.
Josh was still naked and wasted no time hopping in the shower. Josh turned on the showerhead and hopped in letting the cold water lay waste on his large muscular body. Alois while watching his beloved get in the shower realized they were no clean towels in there oh no! Alois quickly grabbed one and rushed to the shower.
"You forgot a towel!" Alois slammed the door open right as Josh finished his shower. Guess it was a quick one.
"Thanks babe, but I can get my own damn towel next time alright" Josh grabbed the towel and started to dry himself.
Before he continued drying himself off he flexed to his husband just to make sure he knows that he loves his man. Josh even did a little pout with his lip!
After Josh finished drying, Alois handed his husband the clothes for the photo shoot later today. Josh quickly put on one of the American flag branded shorts and underwear then went straight to grooming his beard for the shoot.
"ĐŁĐŽĐ°ŃĐž ĐČ ŃĐŸŃĐŸŃĐ”ŃŃОО. ĐŻ ŃĐ”Đ±Ń Đ»ŃблŃ!" (Good luck with the photo shoot. I love you!) Alois said to Josh as he started to leave.
"ĐąĐŸĐ¶Đ” ŃĐ”Đ±Ń Đ»ŃблŃ!" (Love you too!) Josh left his house completely different than when he entered it moments ago.
Josh became the man of his dreams and Alois was along for the ride as his husband. Josh's photo shoot showed off the new Josh in a glorious way.
First picture by the pool...
Second picture with a cat...
Third picture lifting some mad iron...
And the final picture by the local beach...
As the shoot finished Josh couldn't help but flex in triumph. This was the life! a huge husband, a huge him, and a promoter for products! Josh was a true man. Always has been and always will be with a muscular husband by his side.
#muscle tf#male tf#reality change#mind change#mental change#bodybuilder tf#race change#straight to gay
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7 minutes in heaven - shohei ohtani au
summary: Y/N snoops around famous football player Shohei Ohtaniâs locker in search for a scandal against his clean record but ends up in one herself.
tropes: friends with benefits, friends to lovers(?)
tw: *slight* smut, mentions of sex, oral (f receiving)
word count: 30,033K words (i'm SO sorry in advance holy shit)
hi! it's been a while. when i made this account, i vowed to write at least once a week but it had been so difficult this month juggling work, my chronic migraines, and seasonal depression (lol).
please note i did not proofread this so plsssss i apologize for grammar mistakes and inconsistencies!!
posting this on the last day of 2023, hoping to give everyone a good read before we welcome the new year. so thankful for this small space to try, linger and reset all over again. hope you had a very merry holidays with your loved ones.
This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents either are products of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously.
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Locker Lockdown
At around thirty minutes past four in the afternoon, I skimmed the clubhouse for any signs of life. It was only the quiet that prevailed. Clear.Â
I tiptoed my way towards the player locker room. I only had around ten minutes to locate the correct locker and take whatever I could find. Discovering the locker area to be empty and unguarded, I felt a surge of excitement.Â
Six years later, I couldnât get my big break and decided sports journalism could catapult me into somewhere big in the industry. This is my last chance to prove myself, otherwise Iâd have to reconsider going back home and write Hallmark greeting card messages again.Â
Shohei Ohtaniâs jersey number is the number 17. Lucky bastard, after all these years and even after going through free agency, he got to keep his famous number, even at the cost of having their senior player give it up for him when he joined the football team.Â
And here you might be wondering why Iâm doing this aside from my sheer desperation to get an official spot in the workplace and not eat scraps of topics editors discarded for themselves.Â
Some people are privileged to a fault.
And I hate seeing him on TV. Or on social media. Or his Colgate-white smile plastered all over my favorite beer and skincare brands.Â
Some would say this is the TMZ tabloid level of writing. I say this is investigative journalism. Find out if the famous favorite son-in-law has any flaws of his own and wrap around a bowtie of hidden horrors of sports documentaries.Â
And where else can we find this but in the athlete hotpot: their locker room.
I found Shoheiâs locker right away as it was the tidiest locker among all on display, with nothing but brand-sponsored clothing hung neatly on the rack. He also donned the top shelf with some dog-eared self-help titles and vitamin bottles. While the rest of the athletes have pictures of their girlfriends, wives and their kids, Shohei has an unreleased polaroid selfie with his dog, Dekopin, just right beside his perfume bottles. Dekopin was looking away, captured in mid-yawn, with his ears raised, and Shohei, smiling into the camera with pursed lips and a snapback on.
I got so immersed into reading the ingredients of his vitamin bottles, trying to find anything remotely related to steroids, or any form of illegal bodily enhancements, that I didnât notice footsteps from outside the hall.
âWhat are you doing here?â a voice loomed behind me and I dropped the diet supplement bottle in panic.
Only the sound of the bottle rattling could be heard as I locked eyes with Shohei Ohtani, tall and all muscular. His hair was sweaty and unkempt and his eyes held mild anger and confusion. After the bottle stopped rolling and settled somewhere on the floor between us, there was only silence and the cold sweat building up at my back.Â
I swallowed hard. I planned everything from studying the stadiumâs entrance and exit doors but I didnât plan on bumping into him. Not like this. Not when Iâm at the lowest level of the social hierarchy right now.Â
I could only be ashamed.Â
Brain still befuddled at the thought of getting caught, I urged my limbs and picked up the vitamin bottle and returned it back to Shoheiâs locker. The plan was not to respond at all and run as fast as I could before the rest of his team arrived. That was the only way to keep whatever dignity I have left.Â
âI said, what are you doing here?â He caught my arm mid-exit and pulled me back, tightening his grip.Â
âLet go of me.â I struggled to keep my balance and the way my voice wavered was no help at all.Â
Shohei saw the camera slung over my shoulder and looked back at me, realization hitting him.
âY/N, are you a sports journalist now? And were you looking through my stuff?â he said, sounding almost disappointed.Â
âThatâs none of your business. Let go of me.â I kept my voice steady but his grip only tightened. The sides of my eyes slowly formed tears.Â
âWhat tabloid media do you work for? I should report you. Would you like that? What a shame youâll be banned from all the games now, right? You nasty journalists just wonât keep your noses away from my business.â he took my camera and deleted all the photos I took of the contents of his locker. I tried to leap for it but he was obviously inches taller than I was and I was no match for that.
âI donât write tabloid news. If I was, my name would have been all over TV by now.â I grabbed the camera from him and sighed morosely at the lost media. A dayâs work is all lost.
âMy boss gave me a green light to do a documentary about the team. And the star player.â I wiggled my fingers in front of him, as if to emphasize the word âstarâ in front of him.
âI came here assuming you and the other players would be here for an interview but no one was around yet. So I hung around a bit and took interest in your nutritional supplements.â Lie after lie after lie. I gritted my teeth and faked a smile. The most convincing lie Iâve learned on almost all my failed dates and relationships was to stroke a manâs ego and have him talk about all the things he is interested in, making him divert his attention to something else.Â
âYouâve got really good, um, vitamins for muscle recovery there. Maybe thatâs why you got so big and strong, right?.â He looked at me dubiously, nodding responsively to be polite. If he took the bait, then he is obviously just like any other guy Iâve ever met.Â
âI mean, I guess? Iâve been doing deadlifts soââ
Approaching footsteps and faint voices were heard from the hall. Shohei pushed me toward the opposite end of the hall, where the showers were located.Â
âWhaââ I started but was shut up when he pushed me further into the back of the shower room, swiping the doors closed.Â
âShut up if you donât want to be caught.â He growled and I recoiled back into the tiled corner. On top of me was the almost rusting shower head who had seen better days, and two bottle pumps for shampoo and body wash.Â
Voices and conversations were starting to fill in the locker room that was empty only a few seconds ago. The voices of men echoed through the shower rooms. You could hear the sound of water turning on from neighboring shower stalls, laughter and tired conversation in the locker area. We were surrounded.
Shohei could be heard laughing with his mates while blocking the door to the shower room I was hiding in.Â
âAre you using that, Sho? I could use a hot shower right now.â one of his teammates said.Â
âUh, no, I was just about to use this room, sorry.â he said, almost hesitating. After a few seconds, he entered the shower room and started undressing.Â
I widened my eyes and shot him daggers. When he unhooked his shirt from his armholes, I was rendered speechless.Â
He had the body sculpted by the gods with his wide shoulders and large pecs that glinted under the light. How could someone look handsome and beautiful at the same time?Â
So when Shohei reached for the waist belt of his pants down, I didnât know why I had choked on a silent scream. I looked away, embarrassed to have reacted like an inexperienced teenager. I have seen and have been with naked men before. This should be nothing new to me and my level. Or so I thought.
I stole a glance at Shohei, who was slowly walking towards me (or to the showerhead, where I stood under, obviously)Â in only his boxers on, gazing at me in wild amusement.
We were almost inches apart from each other, foreheads almost touching, breaths almost converging, if you may. If I stand on my tiptoes, I would be almost at his eye-level and I could peck him on the lips if I wanted to.Â
If I wanted to.
âSorry, but I need to shower or someone else will try to take this stall.â His voice broke my salacious thoughts. He looked at me and turned the shower on.
âAre you serious?â
âYes, Iâm supposed to. Arenât I? I just got off practice and I stink.â He said almost sarcastically.
âSo Iâm supposed to just watch you bathe and hope I get out here alive?â Water slowly dripped into my shirt, soaking my chest and exposing a bit of my underwear.Â
âIf you didnât sneak in here, we wouldnât have this problem.â He concluded and pursed his lips, not looking at me.Â
âShohei? You okay? You sound like youâre talking to someone.â a familiar voice floated into the shower room.
âIt was a video on my phone that I forgot to pause, Ippei-san.â Shoheiâs face turned red but recovered quickly, glaring at me.Â
âOh, well then, I thought you finally had a girl in there. I was wrong.â Ippei laughed.
Shohei started lathering body wash on his body at the slowest pace possible. His hands glided through his chest, stomach, and into the dick heâs restraining inside his boxers. Simply having this view had me almost whimpering. If it had been another day, I would have obviously enjoyed this, having a sexy man bathe in front of me, because who wouldnât? But under my circumstances, Iâm only fairly annoyed at being a flustered, hot mess and I couldnât do anything about it.Â
âOh, fuck, now you got me wet.â I blurted a little loudly as the water splashed and got into my socks.Â
Shoheiâs widened and panicked eyes shot at me.
In between those short seconds, Shohei was able to respond quicker than my brain could. He had faked a laugh and said loudly, âWell, thatâs awkward, the video keeps on playing on its own. Let me turn my phone off instead.â gaining laughter from outside the shower area and then reaching for the small of my neck and closed whatever space was seen between us.Â
Based on what I had learned in self-defense training, my initial bodily reaction should have been this: If someone is coming at you from the front, a groin kick may deliver enough force to paralyze your attacker, making your escape possible. 1. Stabilize yourself as best you can. 2. Lift your dominant leg off the ground and begin to drive your knee upward. 3. Extend your dominant leg, drive hips forward, slightly lean back, and kick forcefully, making contact between your lower shin or ball of your foot and the attackerâs groin area.
Instead, when his lips touched mine, I felt my arms throw around his neck and pulled him closer. They say weâre all beggars for something, and this indulgence I had let myself be greedy for.Â
When his lips reached mine, I parted like the Red Sea almost immediately, welcoming him and everything that he could offer: the taste of his tongue on my mouth, the smell of honey orange and apricot from his body wash seeping through my nose as I peppered kisses on his chest, and his obviously hard dick grinding against my stomach. When I palmed him, he managed a low growl and caught my wrists.
âNot here.â he groaned.
I pushed my head back inquiringly, both of us breathing too hard.Â
âI have no condom,â he tucked a wet strand of hair behind my ear. Under the dim bathroom light, I could see his face and chest were flushed. âNext time?â
âWell, usually when two old friends meet after a fall out in college, they just catch up and have coffee.â I said.
He laughed and said quietly, âOkay, so I owe you.â
âThe coffee or the protected sex?âÂ
âUh, it could go a lot of ways.â Before he could say more, I palmed him through his boxer shorts and looked up at him, trying to find his limit.
Shohei bit his own lip and tugged the roots of my hair in a bundle, pulling and tugging from the pleasure. To keep himself from making such ungodly hot sounds, he pushed his tongue down my throat and thrusted his hips back and forth against my hand.
As if to make it even, he unclasped my bra and sucked on my already soaked breasts, a satisfied groan slipped from me. We both pulled and pushed and sucked and kissed each other in the crevices the shower splatters couldnât reach, silencing the moans before it could escape us. Â
In that brief and elating moment, while we muted the noise from unsuspecting people, we smothered each otherâs groans and reached our highs in the quietest, most pleasurable way possible.Â
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7 minutes of heaven
Itâs strange how I always find myself in the most ridiculous situations.Â
The next few occasions that Iâd meet Shohei would be wordless and timed interactions in enclosed spaces. Weâd see each other in public and pretend we didnât know each other but slip each other notes of the next place weâd secretly meet. It all felt strangely exhilarating to keep a secret like a fifteen year old would, with all the sneaking and running.Â
Weâve explored almost every nook and cranny of the stadium, discovering hidden spots of our rendezvous. Weâd meet up in a different bathroom and heâd push me on my back while he fucks me repeatedly on the bathroom sink. Pre-game preps meant I gave him blowjobs in his managerâs office hours and hours before everyone even arrived.Â
Of course, when we ran out of places to hide, weâd go as far as looking for the next empty parking lot and tried to fuck each other noiselessly.
âSo when can I take you out for dinner?â he had asked one day, when he dragged me out to meet with him around after midnight. I wouldnât let him inside my apartment and I refused to do the deed in his either, so heâd bring me to places that only us knew, to fuck, to kiss, sometimes to talk, but more often, to drive each otherâs pleasure and only that.Â
Because god forbid we both catch feelings and lose the fun, right?
So no talking, no sharing of personal details, no anything.Â
We were in an empty parking lot, away from the lampposts and streetlights. Shohei had made sure that we were well hidden in the dark.Â
He had his legs spread while sitting on the driverâs seat. His hands, warm and wide, rested on my hips and thighs, lightly urging me to ride him slowly.
Soft RNB music played on the stereo, it was a quiet, still night. It was both our day off so he had wanted us to chill and take the sex slowly.
Slow meant gazing at each otherâs eyesâgaze, not lookâwith endearment or adoration, not lust or pleasure. Slow meant thinking the unthinkable thoughts. Slow meant being vulnerable while coming undone.
And I donât want the slow and quiet moments. I wanted the fast and rough with no time to talk, gaze or even think, just one hundred percent fun and debauchery.Â
âMmm. Maybe when you show me your photos,â I avoided the question but I also knew Shohei would never show me the photos he had takenâpast and present. Even when we had been buddies for an entire semester, he had, not once, shown me his portfolio.Â
âSo probably never, right?â he gazed up at me with his creamy brown eyes, hands caressing my stomach lightly.Â
âProbably,â I muttered and with that he had gripped my thighs tightly and moved his hips upwards to meet me. I moaned when he hit me in the right spots. Any sign of softness he had shown a few moments ago was gone, and only the roughness and unsettling disconnection remained.Â
This particularly fine day, I would be standing at the mercy of his mouth. He had dragged me to an empty storage room in the east wing of the stadium, hours after practice. According to him, the area stands the exact opposite from the lockers so most people hardly come by. How he had found out about this, I had no idea.Â
He was kneeling in between me, my right leg hooked on his shoulder, giving him more access and my hands tugged at the strands of his hair every time he licked my sensitive clit.Â
Shoheiâs tongue grazing against me had left me quivering in delight. He stands up and kisses me, giving me a taste. My fingers started unbuckling his belt when he felt his phone vibrate.Â
âOops, Ippeiâs looking for me.â He pockets his phone, looking forlorn, as if telling me he didnât really want to go yet. âSee you again next time?â
âYours or mine?â I had asked, brushing up and straightening my wrinkled dress. And when I realized what I had done, Shoheiâs eyes shot up and he beamed widely.Â
âI justâ I- I want a proper night with sex, you know.â I explained, trying to sound nonchalant. âItâs so uncomfortable having to go commando at work after you had just literally sucked the life out of my vagina, Sho.â
âMmm-hmm.â He smiled even more.
âWhat?â
âNothing.â
âOkay.â
âOkay?âÂ
âWhat? Fuck off.â By this time, my face felt hot and had probably looked red like a tomato, which probably amused Shohei even more.Â
âYour place, then. Iâll call you.â he gives me one last kiss then heads out first, leaving me a dazed and pulsating mess.
A shrill sound knocked me awake. It felt like seven thousand screaming hungry babies in my ear, bouncing off around my brain like a pinball.Â
I looked at the digital clock on the bedside table and saw the time glinting behind the glass: 8:41 PM. I must've fallen asleep after taking a half day off from work, feeling nauseous and slightly feverish. It seemed that whatever body malaise that I have been carrying inside me earlier had sprung into a full-blown ailment.
 I pushed my body up and walked groggily to the source of my misery.Â
Someone was buzzing the doorbell and repeatedly pounding on the door. Great.
âIf youâre not dead or dying behind this door, youâre about to be.â I croaked harshly, throat burning; putting all my remaining energy in pulling the door open. I was greeted by an extremely tall man with frantic brown eyes, searching my face.
âOh, thank fucking god. Iâve been knocking for half an hour.â he wrapped me in a tight hug, I almost collapsed. Partly because of the throbbing headache and overall discomfort that I already felt, but hugely because of the warm minty scent of Shohei Ohtani.Â
âJesus, youâre burning up!â
âWhat are you doing here?â I said, struggling in his grip, his face resting on the curve of my neck. âYouâre not supposed to be here.â
âYou donât text someone âat least iâll die happy today knowing that my last meal was shoyu ramenâ and then not fucking reply after.â We were still standing by the entrance, his face now angled towards me, a look of concern or anger mixed in his face, I couldnât tell. My cerebral cortex functions seemed to have shut down after witnessing this unexpected tenderness.Â
âMedicine knocked me down cold.â I shrugged weakly.Â
Shohei pulled me into the bedroom and tucked me back in, apologizing for his intrusion, putting down plastic bags of what seemed to be groceries on the kitchen counter, and went back to lightly scolding me for proper texting etiquette to family and friends, to anyone really. That my dark humor doesnât translate well in messages and that I could have really died and people would think Iâm joking but really, he got so scared that he went here as fast as he could.
I donât remember much but in between fever dreams and my ibuprofen haze, I faintly remember the savory taste of rice porridge exploding in my mouth, the constant dabbing of a cold towel on my face, neck and chest, sometimes, my back, too; the smell of rubbing alcohol and a large, gentle, almost loving touch.Â
I donât remember much but in between waking up in the darkness and stone-cold silence, I remember soft forehead kisses until I drifted back to sleep; of big strong arms enclosing me into a big embrace, as if to tell me, you can put your guard down now. you are safe here.Â
I donât remember much from coming in and out of slumber, but I remember thinking: wouldnât it be nice if this wasnât a dream?
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Reset
In the end, I quit sports media on my own volition and got into a friendâs ceramics house. I have always had a thing for ceramics and sculpting as early as college, where I had met my then-professor and now friendâwho happens to be the owner of mentioned ceramics house. She had always praised me and encouraged me to join her when she first opened the shop, but as someone who had musings for writing at the time, I politely declined and pursued, you guessed it, journalism.Â
Iâve always been good at writing, no doubt, from the way professors always had a good word for me, but I always seem to get into the wrong places every time. Time moves fast if youâre a journo, if youâre slow, then the news is rehashed news, it would just be a late-night recap at a midnight slot that no one is ever awake to watch.Â
Here, inside her shop, it was quiet, and time moved slowly. I can get into my laziest clothes and no one bats an eye. I can finally retire my stilettos and straight cut blazers.Â
It was all so going well. The customers were always mid-twenties who got interested in our social media marketing of creating your own mugs and other ceramics and always came in in groups, duos, and solos.Â
Slowly, I realized that not everyone gets to the places they want. Even when you work blood and sweat for it. Not all were built like, say, Shohei Ohtani, whose talent was recognized early and afforded him an automatic slot in the big leagues.
Some are born to be big icons and some, like the rest of us, are meant for smaller, softer spaces. I get that now. It finally felt like I was in the right place and pace.Â
All this positivity and good timing felt all too good to be true and been proven accurate when the scandal blew up.Â
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When I say it was everywhere, I meant it exploded right in front of our faces like a million confetti, falling and twirling fast. It was unstoppable. It was inevitable.
I felt my limbs go numb when I read the morning news. There in bold and black letters was the headline, my name and a clear photo of me holding Shoheiâs arm, smiling. A certain news outlet had gotten juice of us and our secret hideouts and had spread all over social media like wildfire. You know whatâs funnier? The media outlet that released this was my previous employer. The same company that asked me to snuff out a controversy. While I had failed to give them the news they wanted, I had unintentionally brought them an exclusive that wrote my entire nameâand faceâoff the map and potentially ruined Shohei Ohtaniâs clean record.Â
Shohei Ohtani, despite his happy-go-lucky and passive demeanor, was a very serious and straight-laced person. I already knew this in university but I got to see more of this side of him when we had started the fucking thing. Even though I had clearly told him that I didnât want any strings attached, it was unavoidable to give and receive bits and pieces of each other when weâre not naked.Â
IÂ did enjoy talking to Shohei under the sheets. His ingenious ideas and the way he talked about the things he adored spilled all over him, like afternoon sunlight streaming in between curtains, making way even through the small spaces to cast his light. I basked into this warmth as much time allowed me, because who knows when I can experience the glow of his presence again after all the chaos.Â
He was exactly like the golden hour: a warm afternoon orange luminescence that usually only stays for ten to fifteen minutes a day. If you wait too long to look up, he disappears quickly as he goes, leaving only the faint orange, yellow and pink hues chasing after him before the black of the night takes over you.Â
Well, now the fairytale has run its course and the sun has set to announce that golden hour is over. Night has finally fallen on me and Iâm feeling scared and alone.
The first thing I did was to grab as much stuff as I could and put them all in my luggage and filed for an indefinite leave.Â
As if like clockwork, my phone rang and saw Shoheiâs name on the caller ID. I didnât answer. I couldnât. What could I possibly say to him? That I used him just for the clicks and the views? That after all this time we spent together, he would realize that I am still the same despicable, scathing piece of garbage whoâd trample on anyone just for a few cents?
So I donât answer. Even when he calls back again and again and leaves me twenty or more messages by the hour. I turned my phone off. The latest message from Ohtani coming up on the notifications bar read, âWhere are you?â before the screen flashed to black.Â
I have nothing but my pride left. Iâd like to keep it that way. In such a way, I was embarrassed, too. I thought I finally had something to brag about. A job that I actually liked and enjoyed, a peaceful mind, and the possibility of liking a guy who had shown me nothing but kindness.Â
And because I couldnât handle all of this, I handled it like I have always handled things: I ran away like a coward.Â
I rode a bus without reading its destination card and let it drive me away as far as it could, to someplace where no one knew me or Shohei Ohtani, or had any idea about the news.Â
The bus drove away and I never looked back.Â
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Waiting Until My Spring Comes Again: Shoheiâs POV
Just like that I lost her. She wasnât even mine to begin with.Â
When the news broke out, I was so furious that I wanted to drive to the news outlet that published the article and give them a piece of my mind. I knew my blind rage would have done more damage so I didnât.
Instead, I looked for her and wanted to let her know that whatever happens, I wonât drop her just like that. That Iâm willing to acknowledge the rumors and make it official, if she wanted to.Â
Iâve always been open to the idea of taking it to the next level with her but every time I broached the subject, she would change the topic, get into a foul mood, or try to pick a fight with me. Which I found endearing. Sheâs so adorable when she pouts. And when she pushes her luck thinking a five foot four girl like her can withstand someone as tall as me.Â
I just canât help but laugh and feel a flutter in my stomach. Sheâs someone who has been adorable and held a special corner in my heart.Â
Y/Nâs face was so expressive and whatever emotion she was in it would always be evident on her face. When sheâs happy, a dimple on her cheek shows up. When sheâs feeling sad or down, sheâd look downcast and would prefer that you leave her alone. When sheâs thinking about something deep, she would chew on her lower lip and always had a blank almost unfocused stare. Despite her many faces, Iâm sure as hell that I love all of them. I wanted to be by her side when all this shit happened, I wanted to see which face she was making. Is she pissed like I was? Is she sad? I wouldnât know. The moment her number didnât connect after I had tried reaching her, I already knew that she was avoiding me.Â
I lost count of how many messages I had sent her, of how many missed calls and voicemails I left her. She was unreachable. She gave me her spare key so when I tried visiting her apartment, it was empty.Â
She was gone.Â
And only the traces of her lingered in her apartment. Her unwashed mug with leftover stale coffee was on the kitchen counter, specks of lipstick staining the mouth. Dirty clothes hanging on her bathroom door, forgotten and unwashed. The peachy scent of her purifier that always latches on to her clothes whenever we go out. Her unread books on her coffee table, some dog eared and annotated.Â
Everything that I love about her is here except for her and I miss her.Â
For the next couple of days, I dodged the media and focused on training, playing and practicing. Those three over and over again. I tried to not think about her and lose sleep because of her. An athleteâs wellbeing is connected to quality sleep.Â
But she was everywhere I went. Pieces of her were scattered all over the places I avoided, and it was my fault really, for bringing her to places we usually hid. For hoping that someday, the secrets we hid would be our stories to tell. Now I just let her memories rot inside my heart, where she should be.Â
I thought it would be easier when you just let it slip by but the more days that passed without seeing her, the more I feel a gnawing pain in my heart. She had sucked all my sunlight and took it all away with her.Â
I want her back.Â
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My Answer is You
Eleven days. It took me nine days to realize running away was a bad idea.Â
When I first got off the bus, I thought the place looked familiar. Turns out, I rode the bus to my hometown, to the very south and the last bus stop until it turned around to go back to the city.Â
When I appeared in front of my momâthe first time in a long timeâshe had immediately said, âDid something in the city?â
The moment she asked, I broke down in tears. She shushed and consoled me while I cried like a little kid. Like the way I had bawled to her when my first boyfriend broke up with me, or when my love birds died from illness, the other from loneliness.Â
It feels like I would die of loneliness, Mom. I had said.
Did he really say that? Did he tell you that itâs over? She cooed.
I was embarrassed to admit to my mom that no, Shohei had never told me anything because I had shut him out even before I could give him the chance. But what if that call was already the end of it all? What if answering his call meant exactly what I had thought. That would shatter me more.Â
So, no, Mom, you can call your daughter a coward but in her heart, itâs all over.Â
The next forty-eight hours at home was a blur. After feeding me with what feels like a dayâs worth of homemade dishes, she made me wash the dishes, clean my old room, and the living room as well. And when that wasnât enough, she made me go with her to the night market and bought whatever seafood she could find to feed me.Â
Is this what you did when Dad left? I wanted to ask her. Did you go around acting as normal while nursing a wounded heart? Did you go all through that facade just to show me that you were strong for the both of us?
She had her back to me, her hands pale and creased with age, showing signs of passage of time and her hardwork to put me to school. I know she was trying to make me busy to keep my mind off of Shohei. Iâm not sure if she fully understands the scandal but she was trying her best to keep my head above the water. Probably just like how she always did.Â
I wish I was strong like you, Mom.Â
On the fourth and fifth day, she had let me work under the sun harvesting corn. Which I absolutely despised. I had to wear sun hats and these jumpers to cover myself from the heat.Â
âItâs cheap labor for letting you stay and eat my food,â she said when I complained. âTomorrow, youâll help me sell these at the market.â
As the days grew idly by, Iâve grown more accustomed to rising early and eating less meat and more vegetables. I willingly went out of the sun more to do housework, like hanging clothes, watering Momâs plants, however, I was still not willing to harvest her vegetables, which she made me do a lot. When I say a lot, it means everyday since then.Â
On the eleventh morning, I woke up earlier than usual and found my mom already awake. She busied herself with a cup of coffee.Â
âGood morning, mom.â I yawned, grabbing my own mug.Â
âAfter breakfast, pack your things and go back to the city.â She said quietly.
âHuh?â Iâm not sure I heard her right. Is she kicking me out?
She pushed todayâs newspaper into my hands and pointed at an article. An article shows a picture of Shohei smiling at the camera, behind him was a framed candid photo of me turning my head just in time when the camera clicked, I was wearing a sleeveless shirt, a shawl draped over my shoulders, and the wind blowing my hair and covering my face slightly. Just by looking at the photo, it looked like a time when Shohei and I drove to the beach. He had brought his camera and took a lot of photos.Â
The article said, âPortfolio on Love: Shohei Ohtaniâs Photographs Displayed for A Cause.â
â....and when the powerhouse athlete gets a day off, he plays around his camera and takes photos of anything, everywhere. He reveals Insider Today that for the first time ever, he is displaying his portfolio to the public at the Grand City Museum starting today until the 31st of the month, with the theme of âhello, love, are you there?â
â...âI donât know how else to define love but this. I hope when the public sees this, they will instantly know that my photographs are a reflection of my love,â he said.
âWhen asked if this was a confirmation to the rumors flying around recently, he just smiled sadly and said, "I'm hoping that this answers everyoneâs questions, especially hers.â
âIf your face is plastered on all of the newspapers, it wouldnât make sense to stay here longer.â Mom said after a while. She had finished her breakfast and took them away to the sink.
âIt doesnât end well if youâre too afraid, my darling.â she said, not looking at me. âTo love and to be hurt is to be brave. If it doesnât work out after facing him, then by all means. Come home. My doors are always open for you. And I will feed you rice cakes while you harvest my corn.â
I couldnât help but laugh. She wasnât a hugger but welcomed my hug and patted me on the shoulders. âNow go, before all the chismosas wake up and corners you.â
I packed my bags and left home, my heart pieced back together. It was not wrong to go home and seek shelter. What I did wrong was leaving Shohei all alone when he took most of the fall.Â
Five hours, one taxi ride, and a ten minute walk later, I arrived at the city museum, nervous, anxious, feeling a little lightheaded and hesitant. I wiped my sweaty palms and got inside.Â
It was not as packed as I had expected, probably because it was a little over after lunch, though there was still a relatively big crowd overall.Â
When I stepped into the hall featuring Shoheiâs displays, I felt a surge of emotion. It was a collection of all the photographs of his loved ones. In a black and white collection, he had photographed his parents holding hands while walking in the snow, a photo of his dog sleeping idly on his couch, a photo of the football stadium in a wide angle shot, showing Ippei and the rest of his teammates playing a warm up game before practice.Â
When I turned to a corner, thatâs when I saw it. There were multiple frames hanging intricately on one side, showing all of the photos he took of me. One during university days, where I was showing him a strangely large eggplant during our photo walks at the market. There was another with me looking at him angrily for reasons I couldnât remember, and a more recent one, in the middle, where he was holding my hand while I walked forward, back facing the camera.Â
On the metal plate below were words that read in cursive: â2009âpresent. Moments of love that I hold dear.â
At that moment, tears had started rolling down my cheek and I couldnât help but sob. The onlookers nearby started moving away, probably weirded out by the sudden burst of emotion over some piece of art.
They werenât just pieces of art. These were moments when Shohei and I were together and maybe realized that it was love.
By then, someone on my left offered a handkerchief and I gingerly took it, wiping my tears-strewn face. I muttered an apology for ruining the fabric.
âThis is not the first time someone cried in front of my photographs. Some were absolutely heartbroken after seeing them.â a manâs voice said. And that reeled me back as I turned around and saw Shohei standing in front me.
âI knew this would lure you back,â he said, smiling.
His face was a little gaunt and tired. He had dark circles around his eyes that Iâve never seen before. I could only look at him and he looked back. I had so many things I wanted to say to him, so many things I wanted to explain but he spoke first and said:
âDid you get a tan?â he started, raising an eyebrow.
âI-I was harvesting corn!â I said, covering my face with both hands. I didnât even have the time to put on makeup or a swab of lipstick and thatâs the first thing he notices.
He took my hands and held them tightly against his chest. âNo one looks this beautiful even after harvesting corn.â
âShut up,â I said looking away.
He tipped my chin and held my face. âLetâs start again, shall we?âÂ
I raised an eyebrow in question.
âHi, my name is Shohei Ohtani. Iâm an athlete and an amateur photographer sometimes. Iâve been in love with the girl in the photographs since forever.â
I managed a smile and laced my hands around his neck. âHi, Iâm a ceramics maker and sometimes, a farmer, you should see the corn I harvest. You look so familiar. I think you look like my future boyfriend.â
His eyes perked up and laughed at our silly little game. He went in for a kiss and I obliged, feeling safe and brave in his arms.
Let them take the damn photographs and write the articles all they want, but they could never take my sunshine away ever again.Â
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I'm your average joe who works an average desk job and at 45 I have nothing great going for me. Sometimes I just wish I could do it over again. Maybe take up a diffrent major in college, something that would set me up for a more adventurous life. Can you help me achieve this?
Okay, who wants to be average? And who wouldn't want to know what their life would have been like if they had made a different decision at some point? I mean, your decisions weren't actually bad. Bank apprenticeship, business studies, going to the gym twice a week⊠You have a house in the suburbs, a cool car. It could have been worse! But also better. We can manage that! Monday, 12:00 noon, let's get started!
When you finish work in the evening, you're still full of energy. Even though you worked until 19:00 today. It's paying off that you started making the gym your home seven months ago. When you arrive at the gym at 8 p.m., Steve greets you at reception with a fist bump. Everyone here greets you. Some of them are good friends of yours. The rest at least know you by sight. No wonder, you're here every day. In the morning before work. In the evening after work. And the effort pays off. From a very well-built man with the typical rolls of flab, you have developed into an athlete. A machine. Not one of the big boys. But close. You call it a day at 22:00. You need seven hours' sleep, you want to be back here at 07:00. One last critical look in the mirror. Not bad for a man in his mid-40sâŠ
Get up, gym, office⊠You work like clockwork. You're good at your job. The development of your body has boosted your career. Today you have another lunch date with a division manager. He asks you if it's time to take the next step in your career. It's been two years since you moved to the "Digital Research and Development" division. That was also the initial spark for your physical transformation. As an accounting employee, you had previously become a lazy and saturated couch potato⊠You smile and, as if by chance, flex your huge biceps. You know that makes him hot. And the prospect of a blowjob after lunch is tempting. Of course, he immediately notices that your cock is getting hard⊠You have his hand in your crotch for the rest of lunch.
When you arrive at the gym at 7pm on Wednesday, you first have to go through your post. As the largest shareholder, you are only the chairman of the supervisory board. But many people confuse that with managing director. Idiots who are just stealing your precious time on the weights. Since you introduced the "Meathead Gym" brand and turned your old gym into the flagship of the new brand, you feel even more at home here. No classes, no machines, no women. Just honest, hard bodybuilding. Dress code is at least off-the-shoulder. In fact, shirtless is preferred. It goes without saying that you don't wear a tank top either.
You're the first one in the gym on Friday morning. Good thing you have the keys. You look around. Your empire. It was a big step to leave your good job almost eight years ago and start working at the fitness start-up. For hardcore bodybuilders, you are now the market leader as a fitness studio, but also in nutritional supplements and gym clothing. Steve arrives at 05:30. He has the early shift at reception. You greet him with a fist bump. Good man. A little weak in the chest. At least compared to you⊠But he'll get there!
You visit a school friend at the weekend. His son is a handsome stud. He could turn into a real gym hunk. He asks if he can take a selfie with you. Sure, I'd love to, you say. He asks you if you can give him any tips on what he should do now. He's finishing high school now. You ask him what position he plays football. He grins and says that he prefers to spend his time in the gym. You can see that. You tell your school friend to listen away for a moment. And then you tell your son that he shouldn't bother with college and university. You're glad you didn't do that either. You started pumping iron straight away. And then brought your dream to life. Live your dream, you tell him. And that you'd be happy if it could start at your company.
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mid-week update (aka i was feeling like posting an aesthetic post today, regardless of how much i actually get done)
src: wallpapers.com + pinterest
these winter days, i often wake up and don't want to leave the warmth and softness of my bed or a stuffed toy 𧞠but then i tell myself it's not as bad as i think it is... and it usually isn't...
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stuff done:
biked ~20 mins
journalled
finished 1 more function for cs50 finance (3/7 done)
rested in bed before lunch bc i was really tired (tryna get used to waking up at 8 đȘ)
groceries
for some reason, this year i'm really struggling with the long, long nights đ€·đ»ââïž
đž media on my mind:
cozy writing vlogs (1 & 2) by christy anne jones (watched while exercising đ)
write with me in a beautiful old library (watched up to the 24 min mark while journalling)
tips for surviving (and enjoying) dark winters by cecilia blomdahl (who lives in svalbard where they experience polar night đŹ)
â the tips â - keep a strict sleep schedule (e.g. always get up before 9am) (perhaps try using a wake up light?) - power of mindset: put your happiness into the small things in life (e.g. morning coffee/tea, a good book) - gear up and get outside for fresh air (e.g. go for a walk) - eat well (veggies!) and take necessary supplements (consult a doctor) - make your space one you love, especially if you spend a lot of time at home (e.g. add lights, rearrange furniture to your liking) - exercise (good for physical and mental health!) - work-life balance: make time to do things you love
#studyblr#stemblr#stem student#stem academia#100dop#100 days of productivity#codeblr#study motivation#progblr#100 days of code#100 days of studying#100 days of self discipline#heyfrithams#heydilli#cozy winter#winter aesthetic#peach aesthetic#brown aesthetic#light academia#light academia aesthetic#astudentslifebuoy#mittonstudies#diaryofastemstudent#study tips#study aesthetic#study advice#studyspo
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Oh azusawa kohane, the woman that you areâŠ
#azusawa kohane#shinonome akito#shiraishi an#project sekai#pjsk fanart#pjsk#project sekai fanart#purple's arts!#purpleâs arts!#fanart#mid-week supplementals
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Masking and Protests
In a win for community care,masks are being used broadly at recent protests on college campuses across the country, making these protests more accessible as well as showing solidarity with disabled communities. Some college campuses have attempted to ban or discourage masking at protests. University of Texas at Austinâs Provost issued a statement including a rule banning masks, and University of North Carolinaâs Provost asked protestors not to mask, citing a state law from 1953 enacted in response to the KKK. Notably, the North Carolina mask law contains an amendment, introduced in 2020, to allow masking âto ensure the physical health or safety of the wearer or othersâ (see PDF link to the amendment).
Masking at protests must be allowed to make protests accessible for disabled and immunocompromised people, and safer for everyone. COVID and other infectious diseases can spread both indoors and outdoors, especially in crowded settings. Share our guide to accessible protests on Instagram or Substack, and also check out our statement and call to action on Palestine. Also consider supporting mask distribution efforts such as local mask blocs, which may be seeing increased demand related to protests.
Wins
Remember our allies at the University of California Academic Worker Union from our January 2023 webinar, who fought for COVID safety protections? They're running for office this week on the executive board of UAW local 4811. Check out their slateâwhich includes disability justice and COVID protectionsâand learn how to vote here.
The Weather
The CDCâs reported COVID wastewater levels by state show âLowâ or âMinimalâ wastewater levels across all reporting states and territories as of April 25, with no data available from North Dakota, West Virginia, Puerto Rico, the US Virgin Islands, and Guam.
Wastewater levels across all four regions are at lower levels than this yearâs fall-winter peaks, with all regions showing either a slowing of the rate of decrease or a leveling off. You can still be infected during times of lower wastewater COVID levels. Precautions including consistent masking in all public spaces are still necessary in our daily lives to reduce the risk of infection, to prevent Long COVID, and to practice community care.
Variants
The CDCâs variant tracking has been updated and now shows many JN.1 sublineages, including KP.2, JN.1.7, and JN.1.13.1. Regional variant NowCast predictions are not available as of April 26 for any US region.
COVID Treatment
With the end of the national Test to Treat program in mid-April, we have lost an important route for affordable and convenient access to Paxlovid. Still, Paxlovid continues to be an important treatment to prevent the development of severe COVID. A few important facts about Paxlovid eligibility that people may not be aware of:
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Ok so I was talking to @brigdh in this post about how Lily being a secret affair Zweig baby doesn't really compel me due to reasons BUT I do think rolling around the timeline more has given me an even better idea of how all the pieces can fit together so. Thoughts.
The Facts: In 2011 Atlanta (mid-late July) Tashi and Art are engaged with an unconfirmed length of time until the wedding (but the US Open Series is 7 weeks so certainly late-September is the earliest calendar availability), Art is on a winning streak toward the US Open that he will fail at some point after this, and Tashi and Patrick hook up (not realizing Art sees them together for a moment before they vanish). Lily is an unconfirmed age but can't have been conceived more than a few months out from this point, since if Tashi got pregnant in Atlanta that would put Lily a few months past 7 at New Rochelle.
Now, the timing here is a bit odd for several reasons. Tashi strikes me as pretty neutral on motherhood in her 20s/early 30s era. Like if she really didn't want a kid she wouldn't have one. She's not a bad mom. But at the same time she does have her mom in their entourage to do most of the childcare and is actively fuming about her husband wanting to retire to spend time with his family, so, like, I think you can reason motherhood fulfillment wasn't an urgent need for her (especially since waiting until Art's sports career 30s retirement would have been fairly normal behavior? I could easily see her actively wanting a kid when it becomes less a "not now" and more "not ever" decision, too). Art clearly wanted a kid, and that's exactly the kind of thing that couples vaguely discuss before engagement to make sure they are compatible.
It's just that, well, trying for a kid during your engagement is odd. Accident baby is a possibility, but Tashi has lots of money, access to birth control, and a highly regimented health and nutrition team living in her family's pocket and probably designing their life health plan + daily medication and supplement intake like a normal person could never dream of. It can always happen but like. The odds. So I don't see her getting pregnant in Atlanta in the first place (and as previously mentioned don't find Lily being Patrick's narratively interesting enough to one-in-a-million the whole thing either đ€·ââïž).
What does happen in Atlanta? Art's first mental wobble.
He doesn't win the 2011 US Open despite being the favorite to do so. Knowing Art and the whole Art/Tashi/Patrick mess he probably got into his head, slipped into a downward spiral, and imploded dramatically. Tashi would have complicated feelings about that but also, crucially, she did just cheat on him with Patrick and even though she doesn't think he knows... Maybe it's possible she feels a bit guilty for the cheating and a bit more guilty for the undeniable possibility that she somehow threw off Art's game due to vibes or a distracted coaching slip up or something. Maybe this is complicated by their upcoming wedding which was going to be a celebration and turns into a consolation prize, and how this kind of loss cannot be good for Art's inferiority complex about how she is really bad at reassuring him she does love him.
Maybe Tashi is lying in bed just before the wedding or on their honeymoon or even on their actual wedding night and she's been thinking about Patrick and Art and how to say I'm sorry and I still love you without acknowledging she did anything wrong for days, you know, and maybe she finally decides this is the best idea she's got.
And then maybe she turns to Art (silent in the dark) and says, unprompted, "Let's not wait. Let's have that baby now."
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Rockstar Joel Miller finding out heâs going to be a dad again âšpretty please âš
Itâs not that you werenât trying, but you definitely didnât think it would ever happen. Maybe youâre on set and you pass out after a particularly strenuous day and they call your emergency contact (Joel) on the way to the hospital. When you get there, they run all the tests and give you fluids to make sure that youâre healthy and Joel is there by the time you wake up. He holds your hand and makes sure that you know that heâs right there with you, no matter what the results are. When the doctor comes in with an official looking clipboard and a nurse carting in some equipment behind him, he announces happily, âWell, it looks like you just had a little dizzy spell. You probably just need to drink some more water and maybe an iron supplement. All your vitals are normal and you and the baby are totally healthy.â And you and Joel blink at the doctor, your heart suddenly going a million miles an hour. âDid you⊠not know that youâre pregnant?â âDoes this look like the face of someone who knows sheâs pregnant?â You ask. Your mind is going five thousand directions all at once as the nurse says something about doing an ultrasound. The second you see the tiny peanut shaped blob on the screen, everything else fades away. She says something about the baby looking great for ten weeks and that they are developing normally.
When you and Joel are finally alone again, you turn to tell him that youâre sorry, you didnât know, you can fix this, itâs okay, but he beats you to it. He wraps his arms around you and holds you, a few tears falling from his eyes and onto your neck. âWeâre gonna have a baby,â he says. Once you get over the initial shock, you go through a million different emotions. Happiness because you and Joel are going to have a baby. Frustration and guilt because youâve definitely been drinking and doing god knows what else but you didnât know you were pregnant. Fear of how being pregnant/having a baby could affect your career. Things were just starting to fall into place and you werenât sure if you were ready to give it all up but Joel assured you that he would never make you give up your career and you two would figure it out.
You two keep the pregnancy a secret for as long as you can, only telling the really important people in your lives about it. Sarah and Ellie are ecstatic if not a little worried for both of your sanities. It isnât until you are about six months pregnant that you feel comfortable telling the world. You join Joel on a red carpet for one of your mutual friendâs TV show premieres and you wear a beautiful flowing gown that accentuates your baby bump and Joel stands proudly next to you with a hand on your stomach. All night, you each field questions about the baby. âHow far along are you?â âDo you know what youâre having?â âHow long have you known?â âWhat did your girls think about this news?â
You are a little more reserved in your answers, wanting to keep some things for yourself. You lie about not knowing the gender and keep your due date thinly veiled. âWe arenât sure what weâre having yet, but I know the girls have bet money on us having another girl. Everyoneâs very happy and healthy and weâll have a baby in our arms come summer.â Everyone congratulates you and wishes you a healthy delivery which is very sweet. You interrupt Joel doing an interview with a different reporter by kissing him on the cheek and wrapping an arm around his middle, cutting him off mid thought. His hand rests on your bump again and he smirks as he looks at the reporter. âI did that.â He says, and you smack his arm almost immediately.
The next day, flowers flood your kitchen with well wishes from costars, producers, other people in the music industry, and even the Russo brothers who youâve never worked with but you know they were eyeing you for an upcoming film. You feel so loved and cherished and you know that you and Joel can face whatever is next as long as you have each other.
Bonus: instagram story posts during your pregnancy đ«¶
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Kaleidoscope: Softness
In which you and Yoongi spend some alone time, and what used to be an intimidating and serious Yorian suddenly turns soft and gentle.
Tags/Warnings: poly!AU, Alien!AU, strangers to lovers, fluffy comfort, yoong looks all mean but he's a closeted cinnamon roll, soft hours
Length: Mid
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It's quiet except for the noises of Yoongi moving around in the kitchen, while you sit at the table, legs swinging back and forth a little. You're spending today almost entirely just with him- both Jimin and Jungkook busy, leaving you in the oldest's care for today.
He shakes the bottle after putting your supplement powder in, and it's now that you notice that this is what he does.. all the time. He keeps track of your health, makes sure to buy foods that are good for you, and probably knows every brand of human-supplements on the market.
"Here." He says, putting your water bottle with the pink-ish liquid in front of you, and you immediately open it. Yoongi had complained in the beginning that you didn't want to actually take your supplements at all- eventually figuring out your ways of trying to avoid them at all costs, though after Jungkook had mentioned that there might be a reason for it, Yoongi had tasted the bland powder himself. Ever since then he mixes it with some fruity juice concentrate to make it taste better- and by now, the problem is simply forgotten. "What do you wanna eat today?" He asks absentmindedly, wiping the kitchen counter clean, before he turns around to face you.
While you still don't talk, it doesn't mean that you don't communicate. And sometimes Yoongi genuinely forgets that you don't speak- because by now, he himself has absolutely no issue understanding you at all.
You draw a shape on the table with your finger, one he easily recognizes as a heart. "You can't eat your favorite every day. What about something simple then?" He asks again, and you huff to yourself, making him chuckle.
For a long time, you thought Yoongi was just.. annoyed by your presence. But these days, with reactions like these, and that warm glimmer in his eyes, you realize that that's not the case.
He likes you just as much as the other two do.
"Don't make that face. You liked what jungkook made for himself last week, so I'm gonna make that as lunch, alright?" He offers, and you nod eagerly. Jungkook gets scolded by Yoongi often for eating randomly and sometimes even in the middle of the night- the Yorian having trouble adjusting to your human body's circadian rhythm. You yourself need time as well, considering that on this planet, there are no 24 hours in the day- but 30. It throws you off a lot of times during the day, but you've been slowly adapting to the normal day and night cycle this planet goes through.
Unbeknownst to you, it's Yoongi who's making these changes easy on you.
Having bought black-out curtains to keep the sun out of your room, opening them earlier and earlier each week so you can naturally adjust to wake up yourself. And every time you're still clearly not sleepy enough to go to bed yet, he will entertain you until you are to stretch the time until your body becomes tired. Jimin and Jungkook have both noticed already- constantly teasing the oldest about his caring behavior.
He's acting like a mate by now, rather than a simple caregiver to you.
"Hey-" Yoongi calls out when you get up to leave the kitchen, holding something out to you. "-but this stays between you and me." He warns with no actual threat, as you eagerly grab the sweet fruit snack he'd given you.
Though he's left a little bashful from the kiss you place against his cheek before running off.
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140 days of productivity: day 40/140
đž: howls moving castleâs picture i forgot to post yesterday + morning ride and walk + crossword puzzles
100 more days to go until the end of the year and of this challenge! I remember that day 40 (or something like that) of my mental healthcare challenge was special for me because it marked a significant improvement in my mental health. I hope that with this productivity challenge I will also enter a new phase, more positive and happier.
Today I woke up very early with my cat knocking over my things and I took the opportunity to organize my day. The weather was cool, so I went for a pleasant morning walk. I did household chores until mid-afternoon and exercised my mindfulness by cleaning this week's crops: radishes, lettuce, arugula, guava, coriander and pepper. I failed miserably and my racing mind exhausted me (but at least now the vegetables are properly stored in the fridge).
At the end of the afternoon a mix of sleepiness and irritation got the better of me and I couldn't concentrate on work. I forced myself to go to my yoga practice and it was the best decision I made. I came back more stable and rested. I hope that tomorrow I can have a calm day.
đž: day 7/27
đ§: 1,5 L
đ§đ»ââïž: yoga practice (1 h)
đđ»ââïž: outdoor walk (25 min)
đŻïž: struggled with my brain but managed to get work done (4 h)
đȘ: đ«
đ°đ·: đ«
đ§: pineapple slice - baekhyun
đș: đ«
đ: the things you only see when you slow down - haemin sunim
đ: đ«
đ: vitamin c, omega 3 and iron supplements
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