#mgiht delete later

[batdroiid]

pancakes

[boydyker]

every time i rediscover james taylor its like a part of my soul gets cleansed again i think its like being dipped in wax and comign out a slightly different person or like having all of my limbs replaced by a benevolent force

[mapleshmaple]

good evening.

[spinspoon]

every time im reminded that there are multiple people that really genuinely like me and like being around me i get so ridiculously happy and i jsut fkdjkfjdjdlfheldhsldhkefhdkjr /pos

[axemetaphor]

considering that i live alone now and dont have to worry about anybody looking at my art when i dont want them to see it i may just switch to making my jdate fanart in traditional art mediums rather than digital lmao. except the animation(s) im working on that would be. a little tough for me to do on paper asdfghjkl

[killing-machine]

yknow what im feeling bold

mgiht end up deleting this later though

[windose-angel]

!!

[ittybittybumblebee]

You ever get yearning at nighttime and you don't even know what you're yearning for? You just terribly want something and you don't know what it is like I want to do something I want to feel something I want to be something,,,, and the night won't tell me what as she keeps her secrets well... but everynight she touches me on my soul and decides to tell me that I am lacking for something. I don't know what it is.

[nauticalsim]

u know sometimes life takes you for a wild ride. like, its the twentieth of september and its one in the afternoon and im cleaning my wardrobe’s top shelf and im sorting out all my letters that i used to keep in a one direction pencil case i was gifted by a friend of mine who didnt even like me enough to know that i abhored them, so that i can put them into different filing trays—but that part doesnt matter. anyway, i found this letter, and i wrote this in november 2018 during my last school camp, and my school mailed it back to me when i graduated in december 2019. and i hadn’t opened it till now. and theres this thing there i said: “and i’m still in the closet and don’t think i’ll ever come out.” n all the language in it is so sad because i was so sad all the time and i didnt open it in december because i didnt think that it was worth reading, because in december i thought i was just going to kill myself by the new year anyway. but now its september 2020. and i am out now, i came out to my friends in june and my parents in july. i fell in love with someone who is so wholly good and amazing and wonderful that sometimes it barely registers with me that they’re real and they love me back. im typing this on my pc with a mechanical keyboard that i always wanted and next to my window whose curtains i never used to draw, but now the sun is shining in and im listening to music without my headphones in. and what a poor idiot i was. to think i’d never be happy.

[ayellowcurtain]

I know I don’t owe explanations or apologies and nobody asked or said something about it but I feel bad so: When I write, I double check everything, then I edit and then I check everything again hoping my english makes some sense. 

I’m aware my vocabulary is limited and etc, but I just wanted to say: when I’m answering asks it’s usually late where I live (is past midnight now for example) and I just wanna relax and talk to you guys, so I check once to make sure that I’m making sense but then I post it. What I mean with this post is that: it’s late and I might butcher english when I’m answering asks, that’s it, so I’m sorry but I don’t wanna worry too much when I’m just trying to talk to people. 

ok, thanks! <3 

[johnnyseod-remade]

i... started a vent art blo g.... its just........ shitty art that ... i take 5 minutes to draw ...... and that gets out what im feelin g.............. if u want to konw whats up then i guess it’s @ventedart

[yumenosakiacademy]

hhhhhh i wuv pink sm sm

[axemetaphor]

jsut because classes are back in session doesnt mean i wanna pay attention in class actually i jsut want t odraw john so here he is