#mentioned this to a friend recently lol
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Steve who is a prized duke omega. Steve who has been kept behind glass his entire life. Taught the gamut of skills that his family think are necessary. He spends his youth in etiquette classes, learns to be patient and kind and above all, a good Omega for an Alpha.
He spends all his days learning to cook and sew and be empathetic. His favorite lessons involve taking care of the animals and the children. Healing them, dressing wounds, tending to the sick. He loves taking care of people, of the cows and chickens and dogs.
He’s promised to an Alpha of lesser standing, one that his parents approve. They do everything the correct way. They can’t be seen alone together, their dates are supervised to a T. Steve is polite and sweet and perfect, not a hair out of place. And then the Alpha brings discord and shame into his life by impregnating a younger Omega in the city. Steve is angry, angrier than he’s ever been. Because now it’s his fault and now he’s the problem. What sort of Omega would allow their future Alpha to stray to violently?
Steve loses it, destroying the Alpha’s carriage in the middle of the night. Ripping it to pieces as the betrayal hits him head on. What was all the point to his upbringing, if one man can just ruin it all in a snap?
He’s sent away, a shame to his family. Promised to a lonely Alpha on a farm. A man named Byers. He isn’t dirt poor but he’s not made of the same luxury as Steve’s family. Steve arrives and he notices right away that his time with the Byers family will be ultimately useless. The idiot is deeply in love already, with another Alpha nonetheless. A small girl who visits the farm from a local school to do research on the soil and animals. He’s smitten with her. He looks at her the way that Steve so violently craves.
It isn’t fair for either of them. So despite the fact that the children who visit are very kind, despite the fact that Beta Joyce is incredibly helpful and giving….Steve tries to run.
Only, the horses here are obviously too well trained. He gets thrown the moment he tries to ride one, wincing at the tenderness to his wrist as he pulls himself out of the grass.
“Coulda told you that would happen,” Someone says with amusement, rounding the corner of the stalls and into Steve’s vision. He has pinned back hair, blacker than the night. With eyes to match and a smile made of shark teeth. It fits him. “Are you trying to run away?”
“Is it any of your business?” Steve asks, falling wayward to stare at the sky above. The Alpha won’t let him bask in self pity for long, instead popping his head into Steve’s vision. Chewing on a piece of wheat like a cow or something. Uncouth.
“I’m Eddie,” He says, all friendly and obnoxious. “You smell like lemon pie.”
Steve is offended, more than he has any right to be. He splutters and sits up quick, cheeks pink and hot.
“You blush really pretty too,” He only smiled bigger. “Maybe just ask to ride Gump next time. I won’t say no.”
That’s how he meets Eddie.
Eddie. Stable boy Eddie who smells like mint. Eddie who will one day steal Steve away from Alpha Jonathan. With his small cabin and his pen of chickens and his unrelenting kindness.
Then, maybe then, Steve will learn to be happy.
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don’t wanna put my whole private business on here but in other happy news I’m leaving my partner (really violent serial cheater 👎👎👎) but as he’s been the only one working since I just recently had a baby I’m really gonna struggle for the first few weeks with money so if anyone can help me afford to move out with my baby so we don’t have to either move into a shelter or back in with my abusive family I’d appreciate it ❤️ my p@yp@l is here
#sorry to friends who I’ve not spoken to recently I’m dealing with this whole….situation lol#always something lol#tw abuse mention
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remember when david oakes posted a letter on facebook to the fans, addressing their campaign #savetheborgias after the show got canceled...
#and i just can't stress enough how humble and down to earth he is for being this supportive#considering how he admitted that he wasn't on good terms with neil jordan bc of how he made the narrative punish juan in a grotesque way#and is still bitter about it even recently (rightfully so imo lol)#neil jordan sometimes get it and sometimes don't#also the way he mentioned supporting his friends on the letter ❤️🩹#sooooo adorable#david oakes#the borgias#juan borgia#text post#tb text post
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2024 reads / storygraph
Bury Your Gays
Horror
a scriptwriter in hollywood who’s getting attention & an Oscar nom after working in the industry for years, but is being pressured by algorithm-obsessed producers to kill off the queer characters in the season finale of the show he writes
and when he starts getting stalked by the monsters he wrote (based on traumas of his past) he has to figure out how to survive, along with his best friend and boyfriend
#bury your gays#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#Yeah this was good! some creepy horror. some pointed discussion of corporate greed and algorithms/replacing artists#The bit at the end that’s like suddenly Corporate Gays! Queer Is Profitable Now (But Only Happy Queers!)#made me cringe in a ‘oh god that’s so accurate’ kind of way#There’s a few brief chapters that are full production scripts (sound effects/multiple VAs) which was cool (if brief)#and the way that related to the story was really interesting.#I will say - lots of discussion of bury your gays in tv (obviously)& discussion of recent trying to replace artists/writers with ai#but I feel like it skipped over the whole Cancelling Every Show With Lesbians (especially since the characters in his show are sapphic)?#Like that's very on theme and relevant; I would have expected a mention of it if nothing else haha#his best friend is aroace and I thought was handled pretty well#there's a bit at the end that's like her invisible identity helps her save the day which is obviously pointed commentary#but also it was her tech skills that did that not her sexuality?? so it felt slightly awkward. idk. not a major criticism lol#(I guess she is the kind of character to make it into a joke about that)#also is he named misha after. you know
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the way this still from the You Need To Calm Down music video lowkey confirms the Taylor-Is-James/The-Man theories
#not to mention that TN post recently saying “we can’t forget james! with a picture of taylor lol#gaylor#taylor swift#friends of dorothea#lgbetty
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Someone just treated me like a dog today and it made me feel? So good?? Like I was caught off guard at first cause they've never done that before (they only pet my head but still), but then they were like, "But aren't you a dog?" and AGH, it felt so nice!
#having someone acknowledge my nonhumanity was so unexpected but feels so good#and buddy was just so genuinely confused like “You said you're a dog...? I mean if you don't wanna be pet-”#like oml my friends are just so sweet#also for once this wasn't my friend J! I've been making new friends recently 😌#like I went to Panda Express and ate lunch with my physics friend and it was so nice#I love my friends <3#L friend mention#alterhuman#nonhuman#therian#dogkin#dog therian#huskykin#husky therian#a glimpse into my real life lol
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im just lookin thru my archive rn cuz ive been posting fairly actively since like. july. debating if i need to do another #mentalhealthbreak or nah….
its not that ive run outta post ideas or anything(cuz my brain never shuts tf up), its just been kinda hard lately to keep up with the community aspect i think. i dunno. maybe im getting a bit burnt out again too
this is kinda the longest ive ever held a fixation consistantly, but the fear of slipping back into the Nothing Era where i got nothing to keep my brain occupied has me hanging on ig. i feel like im not done yet either like waiiiitttttt ive still got piles of wipssssssss i gotta make gay people realllllllll sigh
im only human im a messed up human blablah it makes good practice for adderall at least(not that its really been working) i just dont wanna be in a state where it feels like a chore yknow? like im not an influencer im a gay lil tumblr.com blog ffs
another dramatic emotion filled sigh………im gonna be staying out in the middle of the canadian sticks(farmland n woods n a couple beaches nearby) this winter for awhile, so maybe i’ll be able to figure out how to get some good chill time. or go more insane. (likely get more insane)
#(pic is from marvel comics presents 97 btw)(nice logan design in that one)#on one hand i hate how my brain never stops talking. the whole psychosis thing doesnt really help with that either.#on the other..my adhd makes it so its hard to hold my attention long enough to distract myself#so i dont really got a choice#i dont really socialize that often either. theres people i dm back n forth with but im not really a talk first kinda guy#or reach out kinda guy in general. got that Whats The Point style depression#and its probably my autism too lol#apparently i wouldnt be entirely isolated where im gonna be staying tho. maybe.#cuz my grandma mentioned that one of the nearby farmers kids is around my age#(gonna be staying in a room at my grandmas place)#and he recently moved back in after having some struggles. we got that in common ig.#they got like 6 kids and hes the only one that didnt wanna be a farmer#it’d be a miracle if i ever interacted with the guy tho#one of his younger brothers walks the dogs near the house sometimes so i could try talking to him ig#kind of a bitch to try to find friends after highschool..#4 fuckin years after highschool……
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Few months ago I saw some people say that the trio’s relationship is toxic to yellow guy and now I feel like ranting about how not true it is and I’ve BEEN in Situations similar to yellow guy in the friendship episode with Actual toxic friends and it’s not how it is at all!!! The trio are like siblings one minute they seem to hate eachother’s guts and later they love eachother more then anything and that love is REAL and I had experience with siblings too and it’s like this!! I understand how it’s can seem toxic but there’s such.A.huge.Difference I don’t know how to explain this (,,,:
Red guy and duck clearly LOVE yellow guy!! They don’t ACTUALLY think he’s lesser then them or stupid in any way. They might not know how much of a genius yellow actually is but they don’t think he’s dumb or lesser then them. They just fight with him and eachother sometimes
#dhmis#dhmis red guy#dhmis yellow guy#dhmis duck#red guy#yellow guy#duck guy#also I think I need to mention that the whole toxic friend situation that I mentioned happened in like 5th grade#so the toxic friends there aren’t inherently toxic ppl#we were all idiot kids lol#I actually talked to one of my elementary school bullies recently and she’s a pretty chill person now#we aren’t in contact again but she seems nice now from the conversation I had with her#don’t hug me I’m scared#dhmis analysis
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I had a guy I have spoken to once (not a real conversation, just introduction basically) come up to me and be like "I'm gonna head out, gimme a hug" today and like. I KNEW that there are Weird Church Dudes like that but I haven't encountered one until now. awkward church side hugs ftw I guess?
#immediately mentioned it to an older friend (slightly older than my parents and recently married. she's the best)#and she was like. yeah that's. sure something#the guy is like... traveling tho and was just visiting so hopefully I'll never encounter him again bc I do Not like feeling cornered#(this occurred in an open outdoor area btw I was not ACTUALLY cornered and many trusted people were around#which is the only reason it didn't freak me out TOO much lol)#Lu rambles
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reading synopses of famous ballets and woah. why r they all so misogynistic and racist and ahistorical
#paquita is literally based on the myth that roma steal children wtf#and they find out she's actually french nobility instead of roma + related to the french officer she saved so they can get married 🤢#le corsaire completely distorts the original lord byron poem and makes gulnare want to marry her slaveowner#i guess in recent versions they find that distasteful and make her into medora's selfless best friend instead#la bayadere is pure misogyny too. gamzatti is so jealous that her betrothed loves nikiya she's willing to kill her for it? wtf#giselle is a different flavor of misogyny... giselle dies due to heartbreak that her lover lied to her abt who he was#(he's actually a nobleman in disguise instead of presumably another peasant)#and ofc i mentioned before how the ballet within the ballet - diana & actaeon within don quixote - romanticizes the original myth#diana would not love the hunter she turns into a gazelle or whatever for the crime of looking at her#well at least coppelia's kinda fun with the whole ''u guys r so enamored by a fucking automaton'' thing lol#and then having to pretend to be the automaton. and then pretending to be an automaton come to life. love the layers
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i always fall for the yappers damn it
#tp#it's a chronic thing atp every single person who im obsessed with is a yapper#wonderboy first and foremost but also the older guy i recently mentioned#and a good majority of my biases and wreckers lol#they're either a full on blabbermouth (i mean this in the BEST way) or a soft bby i would like to do nothing but lay down with#either way i wouldn't be pressured to speak and i can just exist in silence bc days do be tiring#and my best friends are also cute yappers i adore them to the moon and back
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Hi
#✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️not really been posting much art recently tbh ive kinda been veering away from doing fanart the last few months#I saw spiderverse i thought it was really good though i found the pacing was kindof weird. Gwen was literally the deutragonist of that movi#And i see like no fan content of her.. at least in comparison to other characters...😭 brraks my heart#I have prom tomorrow☝️ killing myself#I started listening to that percy jackson podcast. Pretty ok even though they mention h*rry potter like twice per episode... School just go#out for me so ive mostly been spending my time listening to that and playing papas freezeria... Really awesome#Next year is my last year of hs tbh idk what im doing post secondary i think i might go live with my aunt in bc for a tear...ik i dont wann#stay where i live rn#Was abt to dox myself LOL even though id probably be one of three total tumblr users from where i live😭#Life is pretty good atm... Not much to complain abt honestly#Summer is going to cause a major metaphorical stock market crash in my intake of ice coffee drinks which is a little heartbreaking#Honestly this past year has been one of my best..ive made alot of good friends and ive started painting and bouldering... Idk#Lowkey thinking about deleting or retiring this account. I think it does more harm than good to me sometimes
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5 faves of your work?
Five faves?? HM
Def gotta start with the secret santa for @bamsara
Teagan for @retoek8
I'm still proud of that mushroom moco loco... ft @fallingfish Sally Anne
@tampdown cover page baybee!! (check out my comic aaaa)
Mmmmheartburn!
[Artist Asks]
#A lot of my faves are ones I've put my heart in for other people!#mini chats#miniart#pop that one in there#fnaf#solar lunacy#friends ocs#lol i'd put the recent pic of Fluer too with the smooch but i ran out--#honorable mention status#see last post lolol#emetephobia
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#I just realized that I have not provided an update about the Boy recently#we’ve been talking pretty consistently since the date(?) and that’s been good?#he’s made no romantic overtures or anything which I suppose could be because he’s waiting until I’m not in another country#which is perfectly fine with me#I just don’t know if I like him or not or if he’s just easy to talk to or if I’m trying to delude myself into thinking I like him because I#want a boyfriend or if I’m being really really silly and just need to stop freaking out!#like I prayed about this boy and then he asked me out like I feel like that makes it pretty obvious I should at least see where this goes#but I’m scared 😅#also did I mention that we became friends as kids because of professor Layton? no joke#I was playing unwound future and he came up and introduced himself and asked what I was playing and we played right up to the end of it#together—and then when I saw him again I didn’t figure he’d remember (I was nine and he was eight) but he ended up going ‘hey you remember#that game we played together as kids? professor Layton? did you hear it’s getting a sequel?’#like not only did he remember that but he remembered the game BY NAME and even remembered one specific puzzle we were stuck on for ages#(it’s that one elevator puzzle near the end if any of you were curious)#anyway he’s trying to convince me to play hollow knight and I will attempt to oblige (although this is not my normal style of game lol)
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Just like a vent comic thing
#vent#51nn0n art#comic#gahahaha I’ve just been kinda going through it recently lol#but this is just kinda about how often my friends jokingly complain about my interestsand info dumping#or just flat out freaking yell out me for just mentioning that I have an interests#like I enjoy listening to them rant infodump and talk#WHAT I DONT GET IS THAT THESE PEOPLE WHO MAKE FUN OF MY INTEREST OR YELL AT ME#ARE ALSO AUTISTIC???#Like I just#sometimes I would like to talk about my interests#yknow#or even mention them#its something that just gets to me I guess#sometimes I wish my friends would let me talk about my special interests without reprimanding me or making fun of me#They let other people talking about their interests#they get to talk about their interests#but because they dont really care about my interests or think that it’s stupid or ‘babyish’#they dont care#They yell at me#they tell me that I need to like normal people things#The deal is I listen to them and enjoy hearing them talk because it makes my friends happy and when I want to talk about what I like#they tell me to shut up
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Talking about later WC events with my best friend (who's only recently reading the books after mostly watching the fan animations) is so fucking funny. Last night we were kinda bouncing from topic to topic before he brought up Moth Flight and how he really hated her from my account of her story (I also hate her lol) and as a bit he was like "I know Warriors isn't THAT magical and this would be a bit much, but I wish the cats could time travel. That way they could go back in time and reverse card Moth Flight and throw her in the Dark Forest so they'll get rid of her horrible rule and keep cats like Leafpool from suffering ever again". And then he saw my face and he was like "wait are you serious"
#and then he went ''ok so since jayfeather can do it HE goes back in time (hes nicer to his mom in this version) and does it''#also idk if theyll commit but the theory that frostpaw and nightheart are time traveling in thunder jskldfjlsdfljksd#which. tbh i REALLY hope that happens cause then itd be more than a boring journey book#btw related to said friend i might try continuing my tpb reread alongside my avos one?#just to keep up with him as well cause he talks about events in the book and im like#''wait where are you whats happening. i havent read this in over half a decade''#and i like tpb! and i like reading alongside people so im gonna do that#i recently read into the wild again for the podcast group i was in buuut that didnt pan out lol#but id like to give it another try more casually and going at my/my friends pace#i dont think ill liveread tpb as much tho. just things i REALLY want to mention. otherwise im blabbing to said friend jslkdfjlsdf#also itd be fun(/s) to see the difference in quality between the early books and the modern ones
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