#mentioned only but stilllll

[chaellooo]

Here's some garsako doodles for your troubles,, 😋💜

I love seeing the garsako stuff on your blog,, I even read that one garsako fic on ao3 that you mentioned,, it got me inspired to draw some garsako 🥹💜

AAAWWHHH THANK U SMMM DUDE THE FACT THAT YOU COINCIDENTALLY SENT THIS LIKE A DAY AFTER MY BIRTHDAY (IDC STILLLLL) LIKE U DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I NEED GARSAKO DOODLES. YES. I AM IN A TROUBLING TIME AND YES I NEED GARSAKO BCS OF IT....guys they're so... tragic... ALSOO YAYYYY YOU READ TWISTED FATEE?@?#?#?LESSGOOOO.

Dude if u want to have some lil silly discussion Abt that fanfic through private message pls lemme know (no pressure, only if you want to ofc!!) hmu like:

[artandpunishment]

"marketable" "performance" "entertainment"

i'm so sick of those words duuude.

i have to write a reflected essay for my college comp 1 class. whatever. one thing the prof. mentioned in the rubric was "upgrading" the quality of your writing so that it's marketable for your future career... biiiiiitch.

all of my high school career i had high academic performance and now i'm at the same community college that plenty of other kids ended up going to. part of that is because i (probably them as well) don't have the money to go to a nicer one, but stilllll. it's so ridiculous.

and don't get me started on entertainment. at dinner last night my sister and i made a joke about the social network. i told her that david fincher directed it because she doesn't like fight club. my sister was surprised and since neither of us had our phones at the table, we asked our mom to look up who directed the movie. she asked why we care when she only watches movies for the entertainment value.

ok. you say you watch stuff for its entertainment value, but don't you talk about the actors all the time? don't you like to gossip about hollywood shit? sure, that's not directors, but it only contributes to conversing about your interest in the media—which, if i am not reading too much into this, goes beyond simply being "entertained."

i don't know, i think i might just be in a pissy mood.

[blackleopardgirl]

It never fails to amaze me when I see men in the RP space OBSESSING over OF and Instagram models. Yet they’ll claim that these women have “too much attention” like yea!! From men like you!! Whether you’re subscribed to her page or not, or you’re sending her hate on social media, you’re STILLLLL talking about her! You’re still* obsessed with her enough to where you keep mentioning her and making videos about her. This is because deep deep down inside, they WANT to be with these kinds of women, and it drives them mad that these women don’t want them! They’re mad that these women would never give them a chance in real life, and the only form of intimacy that they can receive from these women is through paying for their content or by commenting whatever insane negative comment to be as shocking as possible to maybe* get the attention of those women. They are sick and pathetic 🤷🏽‍♀️ there’s nothing more to it.

They’ll make countless videos on these kinds of women and then turn around and say that ALLL young women act this way today and it’s like, noooo, you’re just saying that because these tend to be the only kinds of women that you all like to focus on because deep down inside you’re still attracted to these kinds of women. They may dislike that they do this kind of work on the internet, but what’s bringing them back is how beautiful these women are to them. Trust and believe that if these IG models weren’t pretty, these men would pay them NO MIND! It’s because to men like them, all they care about is looks, and if they can’t have a woman who looks good, and she’s presenting herself in a way that they don’t like, they get mad. They’re also angry because pretty women like IG models will use capitalism to their advantage and sell products online or push sponsorships or whatever to make more money. More money than the average man will ever see in his lifetime, which makes these men even more angry because they know that most pretty women wouldn’t look twice at a guy who makes less than them. Oh well! 🤷🏽‍♀️ it’s the economic system we live under, and it’s the same economic system that MOST of them claim to love- but they just don’t like it when they can’t benefit from it.

[et6rnalsun]

HATEFUCK / Chris Sturniolo

౨ৎ pairing / chris sturniolo x fem! reader

౨ৎ summary / smoking with the guy you just can’t stand

౨ৎ cw / smoking weed, mention of getting drunk / alcohol, messy makeout sesh, NOT EDITED

A/N ⁑ not feeling smut today, but stilllll ☺️☺️ this is so ugly sorry

there's nothing worse than hating someone you're forced to spend most of your time with.

even worse when everything bothers you, like when he’s just breathing your air like any other person.

even worse if it’s chris sturniolo doing it. hating him is so easy for you that you haven't even tried to like him. his character that’s so damn annoying, overconfident, always ready with a small comment to ruin your whole mood. you just don’t like him, and it’s pretty reciprocated.

sometimes you hate being friend with his two brothers, since one of the consequences is finding him everywhere all the time.

and, being in your car with him as your passenger princess, is close to your point of no return.

after a rather messy and chaotic party which ended almost at dawn, you found yourself having to drive him home since the only brother with a driving licence, matt, was completely gone. you were the only option not drunk or high as hell.

at that moment the only word that could fully describe you was "stressed", and with yet another huff, you ran a hand through your hair while the other rested on the steering wheel.

you could clearly feel his gaze on you, slowly sliding over your soft curves that were hugged by the dress you had chosen for the occasion. his eyes felt like they were undressing you, doing what his hands couldn't.

you didn't like the sensations that gesture caused you.

“that dress looks good on you, really good” it was his hoarse voice that broke the silence that had been created, making you tense in your seat. there was a hint of tease in his tone, like always.

“you’re not allowed to talk in my car” the way you punctuated each word showed no emotion as you continued to focus on the road. that elicited a laugh from him, making you roll your eyes. "oh, is that so?"

hearing your silence as answer, he sighed with mock drama. "shame."

you stopped yourself from sighing in relief when he didn't open his mouth again after those words, making you relax in your seat for a moment. at a red light you took the opportunity to take the phone, quickly clicking on the nick contact.

ring. ring. ring. “he’s not gonna use his phone till tomorrow, trust me” chris said nonchalantly, his temple resting on the car window as he looked at you with attentive eyes.

"why the fuck didn't you stop the only two sane people from getting drunk?" you asked rhetorically, finally turning your head to look at him. his smirk returned to his lips as soon as your eyes met his, and he licked his lips as he shrugged. "i'm not their babysitter, am i?"

"if you put it that way, i'm not your babysitter either. so i don't have to take you home.”

"i never asked you to do it, beautiful" chris said sarcastically, shifting in his seat briefly to reach the pocket of his jeans. your attention was back on the road as the light turned green, preventing you from seeing what he was looking for. "i should have left you on the street, you're right"

“oh, you just like me so much that you never would” he gave your thigh a little pat, his fingers lingering there for a few seconds before they landed on what looked like a lighter. the mere touch sent shivers down your spine. fuck off. “chris, you’re not fucking smoking weed in my car” you briefly looked at what he was doing before even speaking, only to find out that you were right. his tongue was already tracing the end of the rolling paper so he could seal the weed in.

your mind was already wandering to some unsuitable thoughts that had as their protagonist that fucking tongue that you knew perfectly well was capable of making you see paradise, creating one if you thought it didn't exist. how wasted that tongue was there and not on you.

chris noticed that you were looking at him, and as he lit the joint and a bit of smoke came out of his lips, his gaze was on you. "when you scold me, at least try not to look at me that much" he paused, enjoying the sensation for a moment. "not that i don't appreciate it, of course"

“shut up” your fingers tightened slightly on the steering wheel, huffing in irritation as the strong smell of weed tickled your nose. "throw that fucking joint out the window before i throw you"

"and waste some good shit?" he raised an eyebrow, as if you had just said something more than crazy. "never, doll” he let the smoke out of his nose slowly, tilting his head slightly as if he was thinking about something. "do you want some? it’ll help to calm your nerves" his tone was serious, but the last part uttered with undeniable teasing.

not even time to respond that you were parked in front of his house, looking at him. "no. you can go now" chris huffed, rolling his eyes. “come with me” he said in a way that made clear he didn't accept a negative answer. "it’s late, and i’m home alone. i really want some company"

“don’t even think about it” you shook your head, crossing your arms. "come on, chris, don't make a fuss like a fucking kid. i'm tired and i want to go home."

“you have a house right in front of you” that was his response, and combined with his stupid face made you want to scream. you don't know what really convinced you, whether it was the hope of shutting him up, or the fact that you could really give yourself a few minutes before starting to drive again. the fact is that soon after you found yourself inside his house, your car keys dangling in your hand as you both made your way to the couch. a small sigh escaped your lips as the heat of the house fell on your body more than exposed by the dress.

"it didn't take me long to convince you"

“i was hoping not to hear your voice for another few good seconds” you sat on the couch, crossing your legs over each other as you looked up at him straight in the eyes from your position. it didn't take long before he fell right next to you, your shoulders almost touching.

he had seriously thrown away the joint he was smoking in the car earlier, so he was already rolling another one. "my offer is still valid" with a nod he made clear he was referring to the weed.

“mhm” your gaze was fixed on his long fingers working with precision as you spoke, absentmindedly biting your lower lip as you swayed your legs slightly, letting your knee brush against his briefly.

you could hear a sigh escape his lips at the contact, and as he ran his tongue over the rolling paper to seal it, he looked up to meet your eyes, making you want to disappear. once he did, he leaned even closer to place the joint between your lips, while holding the lighter in his other hand. "you already did this, right?" and after a brief nod from you, he lit it for you. "here you go" from this closeness, his voice was lower and much more hoarse, and it reached your ears like a caress that barely touched the skin.

as you exhaled the smoke, his gaze didn't move from you for a moment. how your lips parted on the joint, how the smoke came out slowly and how your sweet scent was mixed with the definitely strong smell of the weed. you two continued to pass the joint for a few minutes, and the desired effect was definitely on both of you.

at a certain point chris placed the joint in the ashtray, and a small chuckle escaped your lips as you looked at him. “i wasn’t done yet” your voice was much more relaxed than before, and your body language too. like you were not talking to the motherfucker you hate the most.

he shrugged, a lazy smirk on his lips. “well, you are now” his hands tingled with the desire to touch you, to feel your exposed skin under his fingers. having you so close was becoming torture, and the heat under his pants too.

“i think its really late and i should go, let me see what time is it” your phone was on the other side of the couch, next to him, so you bent down slightly so you could reach it — causing his hand to rest on the small of your back automatically. when you looked up, your faces were inches apart, and you could clearly see his gaze fall to your lips. “don’t.” he whispered, returning to look into your eyes. “stay a bit more”

the uncertainty was clear on your face, but the temptation was stronger. “just a few minutes” you murmured in response, making him smile slightly as he rested his other hand on your cheek. “make it hours” and with that, he closed the distance between the two of you by kissing you. the kiss immediately became heated as your fingers gripped his shirt tightly, pulling him closer. his hand had trailed down to your ass, holding it in a firm grip that made you want him even more. it had become a dance of tongues and teeth that didn't seem to want to stop, tireless. he bit your bottom lip softly, successfully forcing a small moan of pleasure from your lips — the pain didn’t even seemed to exist in that moment.

his hands then gripped your thighs, making you straddle him as he explored your body with his fingers, the skin still covered in that paltry layer of fabric.

his lips broke away from yours, tracing your cheek with mouth-opened kisses that soon reached your neck, not even leaving a patch of skin unexplored.

pops, little moans and labored breathing had echoed within the four walls of the living room, and you couldn’t stop wanting more. your dress was now almost completely removed with his hands that were under it, and his shirt was already on the floor.

“i swear to god, i’m going to fuck the hate out of you”

[earthbovndmisfit]

How do you think Speedwagon would have reacted to Giorno? On one hand, there's that whole mess with Dio, but on the other... Giorno acts so much like Jonathan sometimes. He even has Hamon-like powers

I love to think Speedwagon might have seen himself in Giorno too. They'd probably be friends!

(Also I replied to your ask a while back, I hope you saw it!)

I'm gonna clarify this first since it's gonna play a role in my answer but, despite the fandom often considering Giorno as "Jonathan's son too", in reality and canonly, Giorno is Dio's son. Araki has confirmed this in some interviews, and also every canon Giorno bio also specifies that he is Dio's son (he is biologically a Joestar since Jonathan's body was "used" merely as an instrument, and also officially/legally because Dio became a Joestar when he was legally adopted by George I in PB).

With that established, I feel like Giorno and Speedwagon would get along incredibly well! Speedwagon would be SHOCKED at first because, well, it was thanks to Dio surviving again and stealing Jonathan's corpse that Giorno eventually came to exist. He would be very wary at first too due to Giorno being Dio's son and all the potential implications of that (I mean, the Brando family isn't precisely known for being friendly and kind). Sooner than later though, Spw's acute nose would tell him that, unlike Dio and his rancid vibes, Giorno seems to be a good kid. Once he learns about his background, the fact that Dio """"surprisingly"""" never was part of his life, Gio's relationship (or lack thereof) with his mother, and etc, I feel like Speedwagon would come to feel sympathy for the kid and, like you said, he'd come to see himself in him to some extent. I headcanon that Speedwagon was orphaned as a child, so he definitely knows the pain and suffering that comes as a result of missing one or both parental figures, being thrown into the world on your own and having to grow up quicker than most and having to fend for yourself from such a tender age. It is also implied that he went through several bad experiences with people from upper classes, loathing them to the point where he doesn't mind cutting a bitch down to shreds for something as "simple" as setting foot in his territory and etc, so its safe to assume that different forms of abuse have been a constant in some points of his life, similar in some way to what Giorno had to face since he was a child as well from his neglectful mother and step-father, feeling like he was all alone and no one to look after him.

Then there's also the fact that both have resorted to crime as a result of their less than fortunate backgrounds and also their approach to that as well. Survival of the fittest is one of the best ways you can describe what living in Ogre Street is like, and it was kind of a similar scenario for Giorno despite the latter growing up in a less hostile environment in general. Giorno and him both seem protective of those who they hold dear, showing a deep sense of gratitude towards those who selflessly help them and, eventually, using their acquired power to ensure the wellbeing of others, usually their loved ones. They are also both very determined guys, hard working, coming across as friendly/amicable if you're on good terms with them but having this "no shit taking" policy that they stick closely to, ready to throw hands if they have to.

And lets not forget that Speedwagon would definitely remind Giorno of a very special certain someone....

Not only because of their general looks and appearance, but also in some aspects of their personality, traits and flaws, the fact that they're both some gang lords and etc.

I really feel like the connection would be almost immediate (once they get past the "shocked" stage), not forced, and 100% organic. They would get along really well, and I can see Speedwagon going fucking bonkers once he sees what Golden Experience can do (and I can't help but think it would be a similar case with Jonathan lol), if he somehow manages to see stands as, sadly, only stand users can see stands, but heeeeeeey, it's a bizarre universe so, who knows? Maybe they can find a way?? There's the stand arrow after all...

@untitledfredd8

[neptunebeetle]

Bluh okay sorry i keep making text posts but

[janewatson]

Helluva Boss Trailer Analysis!

Yes, I watch this.  Yes, I like it.  No, I won’t argue with you about it.

Now that that’s out of the way, let’s just say that I was up when the trailer dropped, and was still up for a bit after.  I’ve watched it so many times now, just absorbing everything, and now it’s time to break it down.

I’ve seen a few breakdowns already, but I noticed that there were a few things people hadn’t mentioned.  So I’m tossing my hat in the ring, let’s see if we can figure out what Vivziepop has in store for us!

I’ll be breaking down by scene, as well as go over voiceovers and predictions real quick, so prepare for a read after the cut!

Ok, first, had to laugh at Millie’s Peppermint Vodka Molotov Cocktail.  Creative, but what a waste of vodka :(  The background is of a beach, but she’s not in beach clothes (let’s face it, a bikini would probably kill Moxxie)

Moxxie is shooting at something while he’s swinging from a rope in a deserted theater.  Piano on the floor, and a sun pattern on the back wall

Blitzø (thanks for the copy/paste, Google) cleaving a blonde in half with a baseball bat.  Damn, he stronk!

Diss Summar’, with the little doodles!  So cute :3

Drunk/drugged/in shock Moxxie, poor Millie, and something big bursting out from the water behind.  Tied to first scene?

Stolas’ ‘Special Access’ bit from the Sneak Peeks, talking about the Harvest Moon festival in Wrath

Moxxie and Blitzø in a green lit room, looks like a two-way mirror on the wall.  Interrogation?

Correction to ‘Diss Season’ XD  Hopefully that means we’ll get an episode before spring, but if they need more time, that’s understandable

Glammed up Stolas at some kind of burlesque, owned by Asmodeus ‘Ozzie’, Prince of Hell’s Lust circle.  Wonder why he’s there...

CHERUBS!!!  Also from the Sneak Peeks, we know that this is a commercial, and that the TV showing said commercial gets blown up a few seconds later

Angry Blitzø, probably yelling at Moxxie, being scared shitless by a hellhound behind him.  I think this is a repo/impound/chop-shop guy who took IMP’s van, as in a later scene, they’re shown in a fence with other cars, especially because Blitzø yells ‘RUN’ at the end of the scene

Loona and Blitzø filming someone’s misery (again, probably Moxxie).  They’re in western outfits, but they’re probably still in Hell

Tentacle wrapping around drugged Moxxie and taking him, too fast for Millie to react and stop it.  Again, looks like it’s tied to the first and fifth scenes

Sassy Blitzø, probably talking to the repo-hellhound or punching-bag Moxxie.  Same setting as scene 11

Blitzø running to the window of what looks like a recording studio, with ‘VM’ spray painted on the doors next to him.  He looks distraught, but it’s not clear why

Recently choked-out Moxxie recovering, while being frame by a spiny-tailed Imp wearing what I assume is a serape, since it looks like they’re on the ranch Loona and Blitzø cheered a poor soul, scene 12

DEPRESSED BIRD DADDY.  WHY ARE YOU SAD???  IS IT GONNA MAKE ME SAD??? OH NO I’M NOT READY unless its a flashback, but stilllll

Perturbed Blitzø holding his special flintlock in a western-themed room.  Looks like he has his outfit from scene 12 on, probably the same episode, but whatever happened/is going to happen, it’s not good

Dressed-up Moxxie, who probably jumped bombed a performance, is upstaged by Robo Fizz and most likely a Robo Ozzie, given the designs on its’ head(s).  He looked uneasy even before the Robos popped up, so something else was going on first.

Scaley eye blinking and getting MAD, attached to the tentacle that kidnapped Moxxie?

50% off add for Spring Break victims, complete with coffee stain, and Blitzø‘s horse doodles.  I got a mental image of Moxxie scolding Blitzø for drawing at work, so he BS’d it into an ad.

Either Blitzø is a terrible driver, or they’re trying to speed away from someone.  Repo-hound, maybe?

HUMAN!!!  Almost definitely a human pop-star singing on a Coachella-esque stage!  I tried to fill in her name, but could only get ideas of what some letters were.  Her initials are most likely VM, from the recording studio scene, but the bottoms of some letters could be an E or L, K or R, so we’re left with V~(L/E)(K/R)OSI(K/R)A MA~~.  It also looks like she’s wearing heels, so she may be the person who threw Blitzø in a later scene

Moxxie about to be trampled by what can only be a horse, given his outfit.  Loona and Blitzø are probably filming XD

Shocked Stolas, standing up at table.  Same outfit as the burlesque, but he doesn’t looked surprised enough that it’s the part where Moxxie is upstaged, more something emotionally jarring.  Blitzø kissing someone else, maybe?

Blitzø pushing Moxxie out of the way and pinning him just outside a Hell portal in an alley, most likely Earth.  Blitzø looks mad, and rightly so, as he’s looking a little beat up himself.  Connected to the interrogation scene?

Happy Blitzø turns horrified outside some elevators with Moxxie.  Judging by the water cooler in the back, I think he’s about to slam into the recording studio.  Behind him, Moxxie gives no shits

Blitzø looking miffed, maybe at something Moxxie said.  Looks like the same scene with the repo-hound, as the setting itself looks like an impound lot, with the IMP van smack-dab in the middle of it.  I love that the license plate is IMP-666 though

Unhappy Blitzø (ok, let’s be honest, when IS he happy?)

Moxxie swinging Millie around in the deserted theater, passionately frenching each other

Blitzø getting pushed down by a horned, high-heeled... someone.  Again, might be the pop star from earlier, but there’s horns...  Maybe the pop star is human-passing, and has an alternate demonic form, like the Hazbin Hotel cast?

Western-clad Blitzø pulling his flintlock on someone, most likely before scene 18.  Most definitely Hell, judging by the poster and previous scenes, but I’m digging the décor

Blitzø not getting a break at all during this trailer and being yeeted into a dumpster, which closes on him.  Gonna take a stab and say it’s outside the burlesque Stolas and Moxxie were in, from the colors and posters of Lust Ring, Personal Companion Robo-Fizz, and Angel Dust.

The next scene is of him climbing out of a dumpster to fall into another pile of trash.  He just doesn’t get a break, does he?  It doesn’t look like the dumpster outside the burlesque, but it is similar to the alley with the hell portal, where Blitzø pinned Moxxie.  Maybe not the same scene, but most likely same episode.

Editor being absolutely plastered, teasing all the fun stuff to come in 2021, since 2020 can go f*ck itself.

And that’s a really in-depth breakdown of all the scenes in the trailer!  Now, for the voiceovers.

First, Loona’s asking if anyone ‘Can feel that?’.  Interesting thing to ask, so we’ll have to wait and see what catastrophe happens

Millie gently yelling at Moxxie to ‘DON’T PANIC’

A calm voice announcing an elevator’s departure to the Lust circle of Hell, which is most likely where the burlesque and Robo scenes are.  As to who is going, it’s either Stolas or the IMP crew, or maybe both?

Horny Stolas cooing ‘Oh, Blitzy!’, followed by Loona’s ‘SHUT THE F*CK UP’ from the Loo Loo Land episode.  Finally, I have a high-res clip I can set as my ringtone!

Blitzø yelling  ‘Dammit, Moxxie, this is all your fault!’, which may or may not be true since he scapegoats Moxxie, who replies ‘How is this my fault???’

Pop star asking, ‘Y’all ready to get f*cked up and make some b*tchin’ bad choices?’.  It’s most likely her talking, since the her lips synch up with her scene, and it’s a new voice we haven’t heard before.

Moxxie’s cut off ‘M*THERF*CKER!!!’.  So happy I get to hear Invader Zim go off, poor boy needs it XD

Blitzø being Blitzø and trying to tone down a big deal, stating again that he doesn’t pry into their personal lives, even though he obvious does (see Helluva Boss Pilot for more)

Robo Fizz’s line from Loo Loo Land asking if anybody loved Blitzø.  I’m gonna be honest and say that line choked me up in Loo Loo Land, and so did Blitzø’s response, until ‘But I’m really good with guns now.  DANCE, B*TCH!’

Moxxie ending with ‘That is deeply unsettling’, again from Loo Loo Land.  Throwing shade on Helluva Boss haters, maybe? :3

All right, now, predictions!

Chaos in a theater, with focus maybe on Millie and Moxxie’s relationship, maybe an origin story?  It won’t be the only one, with the tentacle beach monster and drugged Moxxie bits, so we can expect a lot of story and character development from the two of them.

Farm episode!  Blitzø either drags them onto a farm, or there’s a client who invites them, but sh*t will happen.

Really excited to see what happens in the Lust ring, and for the return of Robo Fizz!  Baby boy only got a few minutes of screen time, but is currently my favorite character.

Repo episode of rescuing the IMP van, probably resulting in overall team building and character development.  I really want to see Loona tear a new one into that *sshole-looking hellhound, though.

Pop star episode!  Really excited to meet this new character, I wonder what her name is and how close I was XD  Either Blitzø and Moxxie break into her recording studio to meet her, or she’s a client, but we’ll see!

Trapped on Earth/Run in with Earth authorities episode?  That interrogation room didn’t exactly look Hellish, and they obvious meet some kind of resistance while on Earth that looked like it was gonna get messy...

Stolas episode!  Please please please be flashback and story, I loved Loo Loo Land but really want some more lore and development on his character and maybe relationship with Blitzø.  Bird obviously needs to work through some things, and I really want to watch him grow, ever since I saw him struggle to tell Octavia why he was cheating.  Him stuttering and ultimately being unable to find a reason why really hit home, and I’m glad it was something they included since in media, it’s always ‘Well, she’s really ugly’ or ‘I don’t love him anymore’.  He still has feelings for his wife, but wanted to f*ck Blitzø too.

Even without the trailer, we do know that we’re getting episodes focusing on CHERUB and a Harvest Moon festival, but still.  There’s so much content Vivzie and Co have been working hard to make, and I can’t wait to see what they have in store for us.  Dark comedy aside, there’s so much story they can make just around these four characters, following their growth and happenings around Hell.  It’s such a cool premise and one that hasn’t been washed and worn so many times, like cop or murder shows, and I can see this going on for quite a bit.

Well, here’s to an exciting 2021!  Thank you for all your hard work, Vivizepop, keep it up!

[seduceme-lovestruck-thearcana]

@megatraven and @catlovingwitch

Idea: MC and Alex have a nice moment in Hades season 3 when Aphrodite says she can send for someone to come and comfort her, and instead of May or her mother she asks for Alex. Put a read more bc it’s long and is going underneath the lovestruck tag lol.

Imagine...MC saying she wants Alex to comfort her in Hades season 3 when May came when Aphrodite said Who did she want to see???? Like instead of saying her mom or May...she asks for Hades but when Aphrodite says she can’t see him...she asks for Alex instead...she’s broken and needs the comfort of her best friend, the comfort she’s felt for years, the comfort she feels when she sees them every morning, the comfort she feels when they pat or head or ruffle her hair bc they’re older than her...and she needs it right now. And 

like...imagining Alex being summoned to Olympus wasn’t really a surprise or out of the ordinary because their mother is the goddess of love and I imagine they visit her sometimes on a regular basis. 

SO, it didn’t seem too weird for them to be summoned there, but when they see their mother, she has a look of worry on her face and sadness, and Alex realizes they weren’t called up there for no reason. They knew about the Hera situation, so it did worry them and their heart began to race because they feared the worse. However, Aphrodite eases their worries just a bit when she says she is technically safe, but needs to see someone and that she summoned them. Alexs heart slows down but it still feels heavy at imagining her in this pain and fear. The kind of pain that they’ve worked to avoid for her or to help her deal with...and now it’s time to help and, hopefully, soothe.

They get escorted to Aphrodite’s estate (I can’t remember where she was exactly-) and MC’s sitting on the couch in the main room (I guess living room) with her face held in her hands, facing the ground. But she looked up when heard Aphrodite’s heels and she tries to smile but it stops a bit short, her mouth shaking as if it hurts to smile. “I bet everything hurts...” is said in their mind. They want to rush over to her but hold back and sit down next to her. They’ve both turned a little bit and their knees are touching, but they can’t even care about that. They look her in the eye and notice her eyes are a bit red and very puffy. “She’s been crying so much...,” is said in their mind. They stare at her for a moment in silence, not sure about how to start. They hold up the professionalism because they don’t know what she wants to do, but she breaks it immediately when she pulls them into a tight hug, and they hug her back. And to make their heart hurt even more, when she lays her cheek against their shoulder, when her hyperventilating breaths reach their neck, when her tears fall onto their shoulder, she begins to talk in a broken and hoarse voice. 

“Alex...what do I do?” She’s questioning them but also not at the same time, as if she knows they won’t have an answer. And she’s right. They don’t know how to respond immediately, their thoughts are in a rush as well, trying to comfort her but not go too far. They think about their words as their heart continues to break with every sob. “Stay strong, which I know you’re very good at, MC,” they say, trying to tease her a bit even if their voice wavers as well. She lets out a little laugh in between her sobs and fast breaths. “Everybody should know that by now, but stubbornness isn’t going to get me out of this one. It will only dig my grave even deeper.” The mention of a grave makes their heart drop even more because gods she might die and neither of them know what to do. They’re both sitting ducks. However, they drop the walls they have and actually speak their heart to her, but still somehow keeping it in a best friend way. They pull away from her, arms still wrapped around her, and she lifts her head up and they see dried tears on her cheeks. They take one hand and wipe both of her cheeks and then wrap their arm back around her waist.

“MC, I know this is a very scary time for you, and I know I probably will never understand all the pain you’re going through, but you’re so strong to have made it this far. I may not know everything that’s happening, and I know it may get harder, but I’ve never seen you waver in strength. When you started working here and were surprised to see me giving the interview, you still took it with confidence and gathered everything together,” they tell her, their heart truly coming out. However, they hesitate with the next words they want to get out. “And this may be a painful memory, and I’m sorry to bring it up, but remember when all the gods and goddesses went missing? You were so brave. Even before they went missing, you solved Astraeus’s puzzle, tried to warn the gods, survived both attacks, protected yourself, Hades, and Persephone with your strength, got Selene and Helios on our side, faced Astraeus himself, got the titan blood we needed, and you did so many amazing things, MC.” Their voice was strong during these words, and then they wiped her tears once more, and their heart began to beat faster when she finally smiled at them, even if it wasn’t a full smile, she was still smiling, and that’s something they’re always happy to see.

She leaned forward and rested her forehead against their own and closed her eyes. “Thank you so much, Alex. My words are failing me right now, but you’ve always been my best friend, and you still are, and thank you for being here today. Thank you for everything,” she said with her voice shaking as more tears managed to fall down her cheeks. She then let out a little hiccup and laughed but finished her feelings with, “And maybe when this is over we can all be together and have fun and catch up and be happy, yeah?” She opened her eyes and they could see that little sparkle show back up in her eyes and could sense the love she had for them, even if it wasn’t the same love that they radiated, but it didn’t matter what kind of love she gave towards them, any love was a blessing and they smiled and nodded their head. 

“I would love that, MC. We got this.”

HNNNG!! I LOVE THEMMM! AND HOW MUCH THEY LOVE HER!!! And I want some more Alex and MC being best friends content and hMMM!!! I love them so much and they all deserve happinesssss. I mean they get it in every route, but stilllll I love seeing Alex and MC interact bc they never can be just a boss and an agent to one another because UGH they LOVE her and she LOVES them too in a different way but still😭😭. Hmmm...I love Alex so much and Idk if there was an option for them but I wish there was and we could actually get Alex bc OOF that’d be SO good and so sad but so perfect. Alex loves her and to see her in this much pain (but of course she would be, they understand why, and they can sense her heart breaking (they are the child of Aphrodite and can sense love) and it hurts them too)....hurts and hnnng. I had this idea at like midnight and it hurts bc ALEXXX!!! 

[hollandarling]

Love Me — TEASER

Pairing: Tom Holland x Reader | Friends to Lovers AU

Summary: One impulsive, debatably insane, problematic, life-altering kiss that has to come and fuck everything up. A CLOWN’s mission to not fall in love with your best friend.

POV: Y/N

Warnings: swearing™️. fluff? future fat maybe to smut but definitely smutty mention, drinking, DRAMA, angst angst angst, yeah

Word count: somewhere between 700-800

A/N: Alright, I’ve had pieces of this series written for forever but I haven’t actually finished anything and the idea has been in my head for like 8 months so a bitch is holding herself accountable and posting this so I actually have to write it!!! 

(GIF by notpetertingle)

You inhale deeply, breathing in the nighttime air with all the excitement of the evening running through you as you walk home. You steal glances at Tom, admiring the way his face is painted by the glow of the streetlights. Giggles and half-coherent sentences are passed between you as you walk and you’re just amazed. Amazed at your best-friend before you who can make you feel this bubbly inside.

Bubbly is nice.

A cool droplet falls from the stormy clouds above, landing square on your nose as you reach your house. Your face scrunches at the contact but quickly contorts back into a giant grin as the roadway quickly speckles. Rain! 

You turn to Tom, eyes mischievous as he raises a brow in return.

“Tommyyyyyy,” you start.

His hand is already coming up to point a refusing finger at you. “Tommy, is never a good thing…” he groans, knowing to be weary of anything that just “pops” into your head.

“You know what I’ve alwaysssss wanted to do?” Queue puppy dog eyes.

“You want to dance, don’t you?”  

His reluctant sigh is ignored* and you respond by grabbing his arm and pulling him straight into the middle of the street. 

“We’re really going to be this cheesy?” Tom does his best to act put out but fails miserably as a bright smile makes its way to the surface.

“Yessirrr. Yes we are.”

You lose your grip on his *ahem, very strong* bicep and hold out your hand to be taken, in proper gentlemanly fashion of course.

You receive an eye roll as he takes your extended hand in his, twirling you around in one swift motion. You laugh with glee, uncoordinatedly spinning back to face him, your free hand finding his forearm to steady yourself. Your fingers remain intertwined, while you lean on him for support and he doesn’t falter—distinctly proving he’s the better drunk.

The icy wind whips against your exposed skin, but Tom’s body is as hot as the pavement on a summer’s day beneath your fingertips. The rain picks up to what could only be called a torrential downpour but neither of you make a move towards your door. Your entire being involuntarily trembles and he pulls you closer into his body with a mumbled “c’mere”. And boy is it a nice body.

A fleeting thought, of course. Right?

annnnndddd nope. 

Stilllll thinking.

And now we are obsessing

!!!!!!!

This is wrong.

Dead Wrong.

Wrong wrong wrong.

wtf brain.

“You alright?” Concern is evident on his face as he LOUDLY interrupts the arguing in your head.

Some garbled syllables that are 1000% unintelligible fall out of your mouth as you try to say ten different excuses at once but you think he gets the message because his face noticeably relaxes.

Nice one.

The consciousness of your sopping wet clothes and your makeup that was slowly getting ruined becomes non-existent as your mind puts all of its brain power into N O T leaning into him in the “not-a-friend” way as you so desperately want to.

You’re existentially aware that this is the moment in a rom-com where the narrator’s voice comes to attention talking about how shit’s about to hit the fan buuuuttttt the feeling in your gut is hitting you too hard to care.

You take half a step back with momentary strength, hands shaking from holding back from him. You’re just far enough away to stare into those pretty chocolate eyes that could convince you to sign away your soul if only you could look for a moment longer. His hot breath runs across your cheek as you swallow hard, praying he can’t read into everything you’re thinking about. 

You attempt to play it off as midnight’s persuasion, and the stupid touchy-feely vibe it always brings. You try, you really do, but in the time it takes for his tongue to swipe across his lips, you feel your heart fall to your sleeve; vulnerable for the taking like never before.

Suddenly, the wall that is built up on that line you don’t cross is torn down by your own accord and you’re allowing yourself to think about how nice it’d be to taste him on your lips. You take a breath, and before you can talk yourself out of it again, you’re leaning into his touch in a way you’ve never dared to before.

[atopearth]

Hakuoki: Edo Blossoms Part 7 - Yamazaki Susumu Route

It must have been so frustrating for Yamazaki to see Hijikata be treated with such disrespect by the higher up guys wanting to just give up on fighting and “make peace” which was essentially surrendering, when the Shinsengumi fought even in the most disadvantageous situations at Toba-Fushimi, losing Gen and so many other faithful men who believed in the Shogunate, yet now, these guys who the Shinsengumi fought to protect want to just give up when they haven’t even done anything to fight? You can see why Yamazaki’s so mad. I’m more surprised that Hijikata can be so chill about it all, especially even when the Shinsengumi men are feeling demoralised and dissatisfied with the fact that Hijikata and Kondou are never there to boost morale and reassure them that the Shinsengumi is okay. The thing I love about Yamazaki is that,  because of the former, he was mad and that’s why he wasn’t very nice to the heroine when she told him to eat even if he doesn’t feel like it when he came back,  but then after he calmed down a bit, he properly apologised to her, and I think that’s the most important thing in a relationship; knowing when to apologise when you’re wrong since everyone has bad days.

It was so sweet when Chizuru bravely asked Hijikata if she could accompany them to fight for Kofu Castle because she was worried about someone (Yamazaki of course!). It was nice to see that Yamazaki understood who that was and pleaded to Hijikata for her, since he also acknowledges how important of a role she has by tending to the wounds of the injured. It’s a very difficult job too. Omgg, I love that Yamazaki pleaded for her because he understood her feelings and because she said she’d follow him anywhere so he’s answering to that! A lot of the guys try their best to protect Chizuru and so they prioritise her safety before what she really wants, so seeing that Yamazaki has acknowledged that they’ll both be together forever whether that be in life or in death, it makes me really happy. He gets it! XD Awww, I’m just as disappointed as Chizuru! I would’ve liked to see Yamazaki in the western uniform too! It’s true that he doesn’t really have a need to change uniforms when he always operates in the shadows and never really wore the traditional Japanese clothing when he fought anyway, but stilllll hahaha.

It felt so terrible to see Yamazaki succumb to the bloodlust and crave blood so badly that he’d ignore someone’s wounds to kill others, it was very saddening to see, but heartbreaking to see him realise that he can’t win against bloodlust😢 I didn’t even realise they didn’t visit the heroine’s house in this route until they mentioned it! I guess it is quite different haha. The rest of the Shinsengumi are going to Aizu as usual but Yamazaki and the heroine stayed to look for her father since he’s creating his dangerous army of Furies. It was really reckless of Yamazaki to go with the heroine to save Kondou. I was really happy to see Okita come to do the same, but sad that he ended up sacrificing his life for the Kondou that couldnt’ be saved, and to allow the heroine and Yamazaki to escape since the latter got poisoned by Kodo. Despite Okita’s illness that should render him unable to move, his willpower must have been terribly strong to actually come all this way to try and save Kondou and even kill so many Furies before he eventually fell. The only good thing was that Okita could die as a warrior here instead of succumbing to his illness, I’m sure that’s what he’s always wanted, but the thing to be lamented was that he was still unable to save Kondou. It’s inevitable but nevertheless saddening.

It was so cute when Yamazaki tried to ask the heroine that instead of getting blood from her hand as usual to quell his bloodlust, he wanted to get it from her lips instead, since kissing the hand apparently shows loyalty but he wants a more intimate relationship than that☺️☺️ It was so cute how embarrassed he was trying to suggest it🤣 My heart warmed when Chizuru asked him to not use his Fury powers since she wants to make a home together with him in the future, so she needs his life just as much as he needs hers☺️ Kazama legit came out of nowhere and killed Kodo so that Chizuru wouldn’t need to be the one to do it. I guess he was trying to be nice in his own way, even though he would have done it either way lol. Naturally, Yamazaki left the Shinsengumi with Chizuru to start a new life as a doctor, so that instead of taking lives, he could instead save lives now, which is very admirable and completely within what I expected of Yamazaki. I was really looking forward to him doing that haha. I just didn’t expect then to reopen Yukimura clinic! I guess that would be the best place for them to be☺️ Chizuru looks so cute with braided hair! Anyway, it was so picturesque to see them spending their lives at the place where Chizuru first started, doing the same as she once did with her father, but now instead with the person she loves. 

Overall, I really liked Yamazaki’s route, I feel like they really connected well in their beliefs and their regard for the Shinsengumi since they both did their best to tend to their wounded friends and they desired more knowledge to save as many of their friends as they could. It felt like they knew what each other wanted and headed in the same direction, on the same foothold and they walked together doing what they could, whereas some of the other routes have the guys being more on the protective side as if Chizuru can’t do anything. It felt like she was on the same “level” as Yamazaki here, it kind of reminds me of how Heisuke and Chizuru interacted, so yeah I really liked that :D

[crow-songs]

What No One Tells you....

…..about losing weight and getting Healthy.

Alright, so one of my rare ranting moments, what you’re not warned about when you start getting healthy or losing weight for your own health.

1. Buying Clothing for yourself, is a pain in the ass!

~If you live on your own, pay your own bills, pay for your own groceries etc…You also know the pain of buying clothing. Now, for me, I get to see both sides of the scale. I get to see my Partner, who happens to be much smaller (weight-wise) than I am, and then you have my big fluffy ass. Where my partner can get a cheap tank if they need, I have to spend almost $20 to get one that actually fits me without riding up the belly or being defeated by the BOOBS of DOOM! Even my partner has commented on how drastic the price differences are for clothing. Now imagine, you are losing weight, no longer do you fit the ‘fat girl’ clothing well without looking like a 50 year old stereotype aged soccer mom, and I am too big to fit into what is considered regular clothing. (And I will be ranting about that later because ARE YOU KIDDING ME!?) So you either have to cough up the big bucks for clothing that you know you’ll not be able to wear in a few months and will be trying to donate to a place that will actually give clothing to people in need, or you end up looking like that 50 year old person who doesn’t care about being 'fashion forward’. Now this second style most would say “But hey, at least you’re comfy!”. Like, yea, that would be awesome! I get to lose weight and be super comfy, yay! But NO! That is not the case. Half the day you’re pulling your pants up afraid that you’re going to moon someone because there are 'no’ pants that fit you right after that first single time! you’re shirts are so baggy that they get caught on doorknobs, tangled in the fat on your arms, or boobs and at worst, get tangled in that said boob when all three things happen all at once when you are carrying all those groceries on the bus because cars are expensive dammit, and suddenly your shirt is pulled down so far that this 'comfy’ piece of clothing is exposing you. But the worst part, is how it makes you feel. I mean, I am trying to get healthy, and finally be comfortable in my skin, not because of media, but because being fat is exhausting thank you. Those loose pieces of clothes that you have to pay an arm and a leg for, make you feel…well…awkward. More so that you already feel. I hate it. I’m trying to lose weight for my health and self esteem (Don’t get me wrong, I am damn fabulous and I know it) but I want to look down and see my damn toes. The price and self image that the clothing brings, does not help.

2. People are MEAN when you’re trying to get healthy!

~Holly crackers are being just mean! I cannot tell you how many times I have been shamed for what I am trying to do! But here’s the kicker, it ain’t the skinny ones being this mean, it’s girls (not many guys care or ask questions about it) that are my size or larger. Now, here’s a story of when I first started losing weight.

(Little background here, I use to be a cashier at a USA Chain store and I was good at my job, this is a conversation between me an a woman who was the same size as me)

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Me: “Hi! Thanks for shopping with us did you find everything today?” *Starts scanning her items and bagging*

Customer: “I did thank you.”

Me: “So, how’s your day been today?” (Now for this, I always use my genuine voice because you know what, everyone needs someone to just talk too)

Customer: “It’s ok…..Wait, I’ve seen you here before, you look different.”

Me: *All happy proud that someone other than my epic Partner sees my hard work* “Yeah! I’ve lost about 55lbs in about 3 months! I’ve been trying to get healthier!”

Customer: “Oh that’s good. What diet are you on, or did you…..”*pauses to lean in and whisper*“Did you get that surgery thing. I’ve been thinking about that too so no need to be ashamed.”*insert sly smile*

Me:*Stands there blinking a moment before giving that awkward laugh you give when you just don’t know what to say* “Ah, actually no diet per say, and I am waaay to poor for surgery of any kind. No, I actually cut out dairy finally since I’m actually allergic to it, and cut gluten out of my diet because my partner is highly allergic and I figured why not do so in solidarity. I love my meats so you know not too brutal. And I’ve been doing some basic exercises like walking and little 5lb weights that we sell here. It’s been amazing and I actually feel like I can do things without falling over dead!”

**mind you, I am stilllll scanning the overflowing cart of stuff this woman has and she is not unloading it at all, so I am having to hop lean over my counter to reach her items**

Customer: *Pauses with this surprised look before her lip literally curls and she gives me the most disgusted look ever* You know how unhealthy it is to starve yourself!

Me: *actually goes still to being confused* What?

Customer: I mean you should have better self esteem in how you look and love your body no matter what people tell you! Starving yourself is not the answer! *starts to go on rant about media and about how I’m some dumb child falling for this and how I probably cut and how I’m not 'that’ over weight and make up can fix my face.*

Me:*stares at this now labeled crazy bitch getting annoyed* Ma'am…I’m 23…I am doing this for my health, I can still down a whole chicken by myself if I wanted, but I am trying to portion my food. *Holds out receipt as she swiped her card while ranting loud enough that all cashiers are now staring* Have a good day.

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I mean are you kidding me!? I have bee actively shamed more since I have been working to try and get healthy more than once! One woman had the guts to tell me that losing weight is for whores and I was just going to be a target for rape if I did this. I have been called stupid, worthless and informed how ugly I am. WHAT THE SEVEN HELLS IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE!!!????

By the way, that conversation actually took place almost over a year before the gluten free diets started to gain some fame/attention.

3. The Assumption that Working out is dangerous/I don’t know what working out is.

~I cannot count the amount of times I have been lectured and talked down too when I mention that I need to work out more or am trying to work out. People people people…I am not stupid. Yes I know how to lift weights, yes I loooove punching bags, yes I know how to run and yes I know how to swim and do sit ups. The surprise you get from people is insane. What people assume is that you have never been active your entire life, and you eat like a damn pig. No, that isn’t always the reason someone is over weight. When i was a kid, I was active, I played softball, I was into multiple forms of martial arts including MMA (thanks to my dad), running, climbing etc. I was like this till about 13-14 years old. That is when depression, stress, loneliness and lack of support entered my life. That and my genetics and a knee surgery I had when I was 16-17, yeah I got damn fat! But I’m not stupid! My Gods!

4. Depression is the biggest Bitch ever.

~I won’t lie, my biggest demon, is depression. even when losing weight, when you have sooo many telling you how horrible you are for trying to lose weight or for doing it, even that one person (for me my partner) who is supporting you…..sometimes it isn’t enough. You watch your body change, going down and then ballooning back up and then back down and put that on repeat. It’s hard. When you have a 40 hrs + job, the world around you is literally falling apart, knowing that going outside can get you killed and worse, when you look at your bills and you feel like there is no end, when you look at your life and you know, you know this is not what you wanted to do with it, or what you are capable of doing…..damn it gets hard. It’s hard to keep that motivation to be healthy. Real Healthy I mean. For years I convinced myself that 'my’ method was the best, that how I was eating would do my body well. I was never told that fat girls could have an eating disorder. And than I realized what I was doing. I was doing a different kind of binge and purge. I would take 1 week and just massively over eat, to the point that I would vomit on my own without any finger, and then for 2 weeks, I just wouldn’t eat anything. I would drink water or for a while, soda….maybe have a bag of chips….but nothing else. For 2 damn weeks. I never felt faint, dizzy, dazed. I only felt tired, still massively depressed and my weight would bounce that a stupid bouncy ball in a locked room. Later, through my own studying as during the years of going to a doctor (And more than once ulcer later)  I had always been told I was surprisingly healthy and active for my age (I CALL BULLSHIT), I realized the reason I didn’t feel this, was because my body was eating itself and I’ve got/had the stores to eat where these sessions while unhealthy, wouldn’t trigger my brain. People assume that working out, getting healthy and changing your lifestyle, changes that. But to be honest, YOU CAN BE DOING IT ALL RIGHT AND STILL BE DEPRESSED! I feel the need to shout that from the roof tops sometimes! Even if you have the best support system, sometimes, you still feel very much alone in your situation. And there is no reason you or anyone should be feeling guilty about this.

Alright, there is my rant, I could likely add more, but in this moment, I don’t want too. For any who read, thank you for reading, and know, You CAN do this. What is healthy for one person, doesn’t mean it’s healthy for you (This is coming from the person that is actually allergic to the entire mustard family when it comes to greens) and above all, you’re worth getting healthy, physically and mentally. You can want to lose weight, all while loving yourself.

Here are two links for people going through this in my opinion that might help:

https://www.torrid.com/homepage   ~~A great place for clothing that frequently has some damn good sales and does focus on how it fits your body.

https://www.udemy.com/     ~~This might we odd, but classes help. Whether it’s in art for self therapy or self expression, or nutrition classes. They do have sales (Their current black Friday/Cyber Monday sale of epicness)

Alright everyone, have a wonderful, and a life that you can be proud of.

[h-doodles]

3, 15, 18? 😋😋😋

You're alive... good.

Anyways. stilllll on mobile. takes me an hour or so to answer so..........

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Did you really have to make me rank them?????? you know I'm a huge lesbian disaster fhdkdksl

okay. I'll do 5 best non-LI choices girls ONLY because I wanna do them right... and my heart wars if I pick with the female LIs because... they're all in MY heart.

5. Fatima (AME) - she's so awesome, I love her, so supportive of MC's thirsty ass, and knows how hard it is to get diamond clothes and doesn't begrudge MC. also, Kenna Rhys' modern day counterpart. I STAN.

4. Briar Daly (D and D series) - oh god, where do I even start??? Briar is like, the best. Comes to Edgewater to support her bestie even working under her just to keep her close, supporting MC's thristy goals and best confidante, great at picking locks and basically everything I ever could wish for. She's so good to me and I love her so. anyways PB give Briar a raise challenge pls. send post.

3. Alice Balewa (TF series) - where the hell is this woman's trophy for being literally the best academic advisor-slash-mentor to our dumbass MC???? also she's so good to us and so kind I love her so much and I'm still salty over everyone overlooking this absolute gem of a lady.

2. Olivia Nevrakis (TRR) - She's so badass and I love her so much. The embodiment of enemy turned friend through persistent powers of MC who just wants to spread her love and like???? when she hugged us twice in the finale????? best shit, I swear. I cried. True story.

1. Michelle Nguyen (ES) - she still SLAPS so hard (everyone in that fucking crew did) and god,,,, so iconique™😢😢😢 I miss her so much and lemme just say I'm so happy for her finishing med school 💖💖💖

Honorable Mentions: Madeleine you're a snake, but I respect you... a bit. (TRR); Madison Eckhart (THE best girl), Helen Twombly (you go girl!!! make those manuscripts💖💖💖), and Mom/ Maureen (TF series); Lena, Locusta and Delphina aka the 3 most badass women in history (ACoR); Cassandra Leigh (MW); JFJKDK You know what, every woman deserves to be mentioned bc ughhhhh my heart.

did I mention I hate youuuuuuuuu

because I dooooooooooooooooo

okay, truth time:

PM MC

in my selfish semi-professional hoe opinion, is my favorite because ughhhh her mind. her thirst. and her dumbass yet so great at action ass just wrecks me. EVERY TIME. and being able to be a lesbian in a good and well writen Poly relationship???? god PB wouldve PEAKED in the best thing they could've ever put out, setting a cornerstone on good LGBTQ+ writing in CYOS games.

but that's just me.

☕☕☕

I screamed it then, I'll still scream it now

OLIVIA NEVRAKIS SHOULD'VE BEEN AN LI, DAMN IT!!!!

also, ughhhhhhhhh thot brain says Cecil Contreras but heart screams Michelle Nguyen.

Yes. I have a type. Sorry not sorry.

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thanks for the ask and take care lmao 😂😂😂

[wrestlinghasmelike-blog]

Monday Night Raw Review: June 25th, 2018

Hey gang, it’s Monday again. I hope everyone had a great day/weekend. Today I got up really early and took my dog out and then watched the season 2 finale of Westworld (which got me FUUUCKED up, but that’s another story lol). 

Based on what my twitter timeline told me about tonight, it might be an interesting show? I’m feeling a little uninspired tonight about the show, personally, but hopefully, the show will prove me wrong.

Let me know what you thought of the show! Was it terrible, or did you like it this week? What was your favorite match? I’d love to hear from you, about anything! Thanks for tuning in and reading and sharing. I’m super close to 100 followers (like 5 away I think!) 

Sweaty Kurt Angle and Baron Corbin opened up the show tonight, only to be interrupted by Roman Reigns and Bobby Lashley, who have sort of an interesting feud brewing. They both believe that they have the tools to beat Lesnar, but apparently, there won’t be a match at Extreme Rules anymore to determine Brock’s new competitor because of his “contract”.

Basically what this means is that Brock didn’t want to wrestle and give his title up, so he called Vince and Vince said ok. Ugh.

I think this is the main reason Raw, and WWE for that matter, has been faltering for the past couple months. There’s no Universal title on the show, which means that no stories can be written around it, and new feuds can’t be built. It sucks, and it’s really starting to affect my watching, as well.

The Revival vs. Lashley/Reigns

This is a rematch from last week. Why do we need to see this again?

The Revival need to prove that they are still relevant, and it’s unfortunate that separate injuries have kept them at bay, and they haven’t really been given a chance to be on TV since their return. This was never a team I saw much of, their NXT days were during the time where I wasn’t watching, but from what I can tell about them today, they hit their peak back in NXT.

This match is just a chance for Bobby and Roman to show off their egos, which Bobby needs, at least. Bobby’s feud with Sami ended at MITB 2 weeks ago, and pushing him into a match with Roman, or Brock, could give Bobby the spotlight he needs. He’s a big guy, always has been, and he needs to be showcased as one.

This match had no momentum going into it, and while the crowd loves to boo Roman whenever they can, they are dead silent otherwise. It’s gone on too long, and either team needs to bring something different to get the show rolling. 

The Revival won with a roll-up on Roman? A little unbelievable? Roman losing on a small package is just hard to fathom, especially against a small guy like Dash Wilder, but at least the match is over. Next, please.

Curtis Axel vs. Woken!Matt Hardy

Ok, wait, why is this a great storyline now? Oh yea, because it’s actually interesting and funny and the superstars are selling it really well. 

But this match is over in a heartbeat before I can say anything else. 

Matt has been putting in time at the gym. He looks great right now. That’s it.

AoP vs. Local Talent

This is not a match AoP needs. Put them in contention for the title, not this.

We haven’t seen this team since their debut after Mania and I’m really wondering why! They were so dominating in NXT, and they’ve fallen short on Raw. I’m trying to remember if one of them was injured in their time off, but I can’t find anything that says so. 

Titus Worldwide came out, too. Does anyone care?

FINN MAKING FUN OF BARON OOOH

...but I’m not a fan of that tag match. I know Finn is just going to lose again anyway, right? 

Alexa Bliss vs. Natalya

In a super long segment before this match took place, Alexa and her friend Mickie James went off about Alexa not getting respect and thanking god for Ronda’s suspension. There was a long video package during this promo that took me out of the program, and it was basically just Alexa and Mickie picking on the crowd. Whatever.

Natalya came out with Nia and the match started.

A lot of weird moves and botches from Alexa. She did that standing double monkey flip over Nattie, and her knees are supposed to hit Nattie in the belly, but Alexa’s knees were nowhere near her belly at all!

Natalya was really putting on a clinic, debuting all of her best moves and ultimately, getting herself a win over the undeserved champ. 

Put Nattie back in the title race. 

6-Woman Tag- Riott Squad vs. Banks/Moon/Bayley

Ooh boy, are we actually getting the feud people have been asking for?

Last week, things between Bayley and Sasha finally exploded the way everyone had been hoping for, and this week, Kurt Angle says they have one more chance to get on the same page. 

Sasha does the Meteora too much. That’s my first thought.

Ember Moon is fantastic in the ring. God I love her so much. 

Personally, I’m tired of seeing the Riott Squad. All three women need to wrestle in singles matches more. The singles matches that they do always end with the other members of the team charging in and either distract the ref or attack the other woman in the match. It’s so played out, it’s tiring! It’s a trope that’s been played out too much.

Banks took the loss for her team, and Bayley straight up attacked her and threw her around the ring. The crowd loves it! Personally, I do, too! I feel like Bayley is always too much, but a heel Bayley is just what her character needs to find her way back to the top of the division. I think this has been a long time coming from Bayley. She had to endure years of being the weakest of the four horsewomen and being second best, and now she’s ready to show what she’s got!

The ONLY thing that ruined that moment was when her music played her out. It’s too preppy and happy for her recent actions.

No Way Jose vs. Mojo Rawley

I don’t care. I just don’t. And WWE is not doing a good job of getting me to care.

Strowman/Owens vs. Balor/Corbin

Well, after losing last week, Braun was tired of teaming with Finn and has decided to team with Kevin Owens tonight. 

As I’ve probably mentioned a lot over the past few weeks, I love Kevin Owens right now. His unofficial feud with Braun is hilarious, and Kevin sells it so well.

And in typical fashion, I am in tears while Finn makes his entrance. Maybe I should make a post about him soon. It’d probably be long as hell.

FINN ALSO LOOKS SO TAN?!?

I am also really loving Corbin’s new look. His hair needed to go so badly, and the suits that he wears are really doing better things for his character. I don’t love the fact that he’s basically corporate Kane, but it’s fine for now. 

Kevin tagging in Braun was so good. He just smacked him in the chest and ran. It was such a cartoon moment and I loved it.

Finn is finally being allowed in this match after Baron decides that he’s had enough. Kevin steals the momentum away from Finn and keeps him in a fierce chin lock. 

Braun just literally squished Finn in a corner and Finn just melted out of the ring. My god.

This match kind of exploded as Finn and Corbin couldn’t get along. They ended up fighting all the way up the ramp and got disqualified. I mean, at least Finn didn’t take the pin. I just wish they’d let him win a match for once.

Seth Rollins vs. Dolph Ziggler for the IC Title

After suffering a hard loss last week to Ziggler after a distraction from Drew McIntyre, Seth Rollins is looking to win back his title from Dolph.

I personally love this new angle. Dolph has been out of it for a while now, and the IC title scene is a great place for him to stay. Remember that feud he had with Miz about a year and a half ago? That was the greatest thing ever for Ziggler and Miz. 

This current storyline is rumored to lead to a huge battle between Drew and Dolph, which is set to skyrocket Drew to a top position. It’s mostly because Vince loves Drew, but it’s also because Drew is a massive star now, and he belongs at the top. I’d love to see a program with him and Kevin, or him and Braun, or Roman, or even Finn. 

Rollins seems to be controlling most of the match so far, but how long will it take for Dolph to fight back?

Not long it seems as Seth focuses on Drew for too long, allowing Dolph to get up tackle Seth. This is where Dolph’s collegiate-style will come into play as he finds a way to tucker out Seth Rollins.

This is exactly the kind of pace Ziggler likes. He keeps his opponents on the ground and wears them out with a headlock or a chinlock.

MICHAEL COLE JUST SAID THAT ROLLINS AND FINN ARE THE TWO OF THE BEST IN SHAPE WRESTLERS ON THE ROSTER WHO CAN HOLD A MATCH AND WHO HAVE BEEN PUTTING IN THE MOST WORK THANKS COLE YOU DID GOOD

Anytime Seth looks like he’s favoring a leg, I get super nervous. An injured Seth would not be good for business right now. I know he’s probably just selling it, but stilllll you guyssss

Rollins just reversed a whip on Dolph and he launched him into the turnbuckle, blasting Dolph into the corner. For a moment, it looked like Seth finally found his footing, but Dolph sent him over the top rope and crashing to the floor, hurting Seth’s wrist on the impact.

The match gets more aggressive as it continues, and the crowd is doing their signature “this is awesome” chant, which is something that Dolph hasn’t heard about his matches in probably a long ass time. 

Seth was about to win the match, an incredible match by thE WAY, and Drew came back and pulled the ref out to stop the count. Dolph will retain because of the DQ. Dammmnnnnn

...Roman made his way down to stop the attack on Seth. Are we getting Drew and Roman?? I’m here for it. It better not be a tag match next week, though.

I feel like the last half of the show went by really fast. I guess I’m kind of thankful for that, considering there were a lot of filler moments and matches during the show. I was fine with Raw tonight, no strong feelings either way. I don’t know if I had a favorite match honestly. Did you? Let me know!

Tune in for more!

Casey

[jortsaaaaaaart]

Dandelion pt 7 Junkrat x Reader

Okay so I don’t know if I had already said it on here but I had always intended it to be both Junkrat and Soldier 76 x Reader. Junkrat is the main hoe but stilllll.

It wasn’t til you stood up that you realized, while you were alive, you weren’t okay. As you hauled yourself to your feet you were hit by a wave of nausea. Looking down, you saw a pool of blood. You swayed unsteadily and Jamison scrambled to catch you as you toppled down.

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Now, hold it . . . Yes! Just like that. Good job, (Y/N).

Now pull the trigger.

Stop shaking, Mi Amore,

He’s already dead.

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You woke with a start, sweat making the sheets cling to your body. The white room, IVs, and the slow beep of the heart monitor told you that you were in a hospital. You sat up slowly and rubbed the sleep out of your eyes, putting the nightmare to the back of your mind. Your head was killing you-and it looked like someone had changed your clothes while you were out- but it seemed like you were alright.

The soft click of a sliding door made you look up as a blonde woman entered the room. “You are awake! Wunderbar!” She exclaimed. “We were very worried about you, mein liebling. You had so much shrapnel in you, very messy. Thankfully they got you to the infirmary in time.” She had an almost ageless beauty and a thick accent, you recognized her almost immediately. The angel of Overwatch. Mercy, or Doctor Angela Ziegler.

“You’re doctor Ziegler, right? Thank you for taking care of me. . .” You sat up a bit straighter. “How long was I out?”

“Just a few hours. You should be able to leave soon, we just need to finish up your IV.” She explained. You were a bit surprised by that, you’d never had medicine that worked so fast. When you mentioned it to Doctor Ziegler she just laughed and said something about “the wonders of modern medicine”. True to her word you were patched up and ready to go as soon as all the liquid had been drained from your IV. (You were still concerned about how fast it had healed you, but it was best not to dwell on it.) You were heading out the door when she stopped you.

“Oh, (Y/N), your freunden, ze Junker. You should probably find him if you can. He was very worried about you. In fact he was here watching over you until I had to kick him out.” Dr Zeigler called out. If your head didn’t still hurt, you would have face palmed.

“I know I may regret asking, but what did he do?” You asked her.

“Well, mostly he was just very. . . Was ist das Wort? Unclean? Yes, he was very unclean, he got soot all over your bandages. His hair even caused the bedsheets to catch fire! . . .Ich schwöre, dass der Junge der Tod von mir sein wird. . . Anyways, I would go talk to him.” She explained, tiredly. You smiled a bit at the mental image of Junkrat causing havoc around you while you were unconscious. You told Dr Ziegler you would go make sure he was okay and then left the infirmary.

It felt good to stretch your legs, even if you were still a bit woozy. You set off towards the mess hall to find Junkrat. If he was anywhere he’d be there, slurping down milk tea like there’s no tomorrow. You felt almost excited to see him. That was, until, your mind decided to remind you of what happened a few hours ago. Subconsciously, your hand rose to your lips. . . You stopped walking and turned around.

“I am not dealing with all of these feelings right after waking up from a two-hour coma.” You hissed. With a sigh you turned around and walked towards the firing range, maybe some target practice would clear your head. When you got there you were disappointed to see that there were other people already inside. Your best friend, Soldier: 76, and a short girl with glasses. 76 turned towards you as you walked past him to the booth next to the girl. You slipped on a pair of headphones and removed your gun from its place on your hip. You raised the gun and started to fire.

With each bullet you felt the stress leave your body. Nine shots later you were completely relaxed.

As you put the headphones back you noticed the girl in the next booth had peeked around the wall. She looked a bit embarrassed when she noticed you, noticing her, and she stepped out from behind the wall.

“Sorry! I was just impressed by your shooting,” She hastily explained, a blush rising to her cheeks. You smiled at her and told her it was fine. “Xièxiè. . . Oh umm, my name is Mei by the way. You must be the new recruit, (Y/N) right?”

“Yeah, that’s me.” You chuckled. “How did you know? I haven’t really seen many other people here.”

“Oh Hana told me last night. She said you were very bad at video games, but a good person.” Commented Mei. Of course Hana would say something like that. You didn’t know whether to be flattered or pissed. Maybe both.

“That sounds like something she would say,” You remarked. “Though I still think she has an unfair advantage when it comes to videogames!” Mei laughed loudly, her hand coming up to cover her mouth.

“I know, right. Hana is too good at those things!” She agreed. “She’s really something else.”

The two of you chatted away for what seemed like hours, stopping only when your stomach decided to remind you that you hadn’t eaten since last night. Your face turned red as your belly let out a loud growl. Mei grinned, barely holding back her laughter.

“I think it’s telling me it’s time for lunch. I should head to the mess hall.” You told her.

Mei started to speak but was cut off by a deep, gravely, voice. “At this point it’s probably telling you it’s time for dinner. It’s 18:00.” Was it bad to say you had honestly forgotten 76 was there? Well, there he was, and there he had been, apparently.

“That would explain the hunger, then. Mess hall it is. Bye, Mei, it was nice to meet you,” You called out to her, earning a grin and a wave goodbye.

“I’ll go with you.” 76 told you. You gaped a bit as he fell into step next to you. You didn’t want to talk to him. At least you thought you didn’t because after the fifth minute of uncomfortable silence you were feeling pretty chatty.

“Sooo,” You started. “You. . . Got a new visor. . . That’s good.”

“I’ve had a new visor. I wasn’t training you with a broken one on, was I.” Said 76.

“No, you weren’t. That got repaired pretty fast though,” You grumbled.

“No. I always have at least five replacements ready at all times.”He told you shortly. You looked at him and started to laugh.

“Why does that not surprise me? Of course you’d have a backup, and a backup for your backup.” You snorted.

“What's that supposed to mean?” He asked gruffly his sight locked on you.

“I just feel like nothing really surprises you. Like nobody gets the drop on you.” You explained. “You always seem pretty prepared.”

“. . .You did,” He commented. “In more ways than one. First you cracked my visor, then you actually joined Overwatch. And that wasn’t even the surprising part. What gets me is how well you’re taking it, this whole thing, being forced to join Overwatch. Honestly. I don’t understand it.” His sudden bit of honesty was surprising to say the least. You didn’t respond right away, eyes glued to the floor. You could tell him why you really joined. Part of you wanted to tell him, wanted his approval. With a resigned sigh you looked back up at his visor.

“. . . Look. Nobody else knows this, okay? But I wasn’t planning on being an assassin forever. I had what you could call a wake up call. Some stuff happened and it made me realize I needed to stop. So when Winston offered me a place here I took it as a sign that it was time to change.” You murmured. “God I don’t know why I’m even telling you this.” Neither of you spoke for a while and the two of you walked in an amiable silence. Suddenly you felt a warm hand on your back.

“Communication between teammates is important. Maybe when you’re more comfortable here you can tell me what you’re running from.” He reassured you, his thumb rubbing slow circles on your back.

“Maybe.” You echoed. “I wouldn’t want you to lose all respect for me though. Or whatever is left of it.” You saw his brow furrow out of the corner of your eye, but you didn’t say anything else, and neither did he.

It was strange, but you actually didn’t hate taking with him. You still thought he had a gigantic stick up his ass, but you enjoyed the walk nonetheless.