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Day 14: Creepy + Left For Dead
For @orangepanicâs Whumptolktober! I know I missed a lot of days, but I finally had an idea for this. Also, trigger warning: this fic includes talk of stalking and mental health disorders, plus a mention of drugging and kidnapping. So donât read if you donât like that kind of thing. Iâm sorry in advance for my fellow Asami-lovers.
I woke up feeling confused and groggy. How much had I drunk at that party? I wondered, reaching up to rub my face. Thatâs when I noticed that I couldnât really move. My body felt strangely heavy and sluggish. What the fuck?
âOh, good. Youâre awake!â The voice made my body stiffen, and I looked up to see my ex-girlfriend, Asami Sato standing in the kitchen of my apartment. This couldnât be happening! How had she found me? I had been so careful. I had no social media anymore and Iâd even gotten my lease under a different name.
âStill feeling a bit groggy, huh?â Asami said, a creepy smile on her face. Her voice sounded way too sweet. I knew that tone, and it made my heart race. âThatâs okay. Donât worry, itâll wear off in a few hours.â
âWhat will?â I asked, finally finding my voice.
âOh, I just gave you something to help you relax, thatâs all.â Asami said, walking towards me. I could only watch helplessly, my body refusing to listen to my brain's commands. âYou know how emotional you get, sweetie. I just wanted to have a conversation without you doing anything unreasonable, you know? You understand, right?â
Okay, so she seemed to be having one of her episodes. She was probably off her meds too. I could handle this, I just had to be careful and calm until whatever sheâd given me had worn off. Then Iâd get away or call for help.
âYouâre right. Iâm sorry for being unreasonable before.â I said, choosing my words and tone carefully. Asamiâs smile widened.
âSee! I knew youâd understand.â She said, climbing onto my lap, straddling my legs. I felt my heart skip a couple of beats. âI just wanted to talk, Korbear. I knew if I could just talk to you, Iâd get you to understand my side. But you were being so unreasonable.â She ran her fingers over my cheek gently. The use of her old nickname for me made me tense even more. âMoving out without telling me. Getting that pesky restraining order. But what really hurt was you convincing my dad to put me in that psychiatric hold. That really hurt my feelings.â
âIâm sorry, Asami.â I said, feeling proud of how steady my voice sounded. I just had to stay calm. âYouâre right. That was really rude of me. I shouldâve just let you tell me your side. It wasnât fair of me to do what I did.â
âYou have no idea how relieved I am to hear that.â Asami said, placing a hand over her chest in relief. âI was so worried that those irksome friends of yours had put lies in your head again. Like they did when they convinced you that I was isolating you. I mean can you believe that? Me? Isolating you? Come on, thatâs just ridiculous!â
âYou kind of did, Asami.â I said gently. âYou didnât let me leave our house.â
âYou didnât need to! Thatâs not isolation!â Asami said, her voice rising defensively. âI love you, Korbear. I just wanted to take care of you, thatâs not a bad thing right?â
âBut what about my job? Or my friends and family?â I replied. âYou tried to take those from me.â
âYou didnât need to work!â Asami said, placing her hands on my shoulders. âIâm rich, you couldâve just lived off my money. Youâll never have to worry about working when youâre with me, you know that. As for your friends, well theyâre just jealous of what we have.â
âAnd my family?â I asked.
âThey never really liked me anyway. So who cares what they think. Theyâre obviously going to say anything to make me look bad.â She replied, pouting. âDonât tell me that youâre believing their lies again are you, Korbear?â
âAsami, I need you to listen to me.â I said, choosing my words carefully. âHave you been taking your meds?â
Her eyes darkened and her smile dropped slightly. I felt my heart plummet. Did I push too far?
âThatâs not very nice of you, Korbear.â Asami said, her tone slightly less cheerful. âHere I am, surprising you on your birthday, and this is how you thank me? Of course I havenât taken them. I donât need them, sweetie. You know that! Those stupid doctors donât know anything. Iâm perfectly sane. They just canât understand how much I love you. We were meant for each other, Korbear.â
I couldnât help it any longer. She was clearly in some kind of mental distress, and I could feel my patience growing thin.
âAsami, you canât just stop taking your pills.â I said, slowly. âItâs dangerous-â
âOf course Iâm not taking them!â Asami shouted, cutting me off. âBecause Iâm not crazy! I donât need any pills, I keep telling everyone that!â She got off of me, breathing hard and pacing. Spirits, she was more unstable than Iâd realized. Cold fear started to claw at my chest. Suddenly, she stopped pacing and marched back over to me. She leaned down and gripped my chin tightly.
âThat was very rude of you, Korbear.â She said, her voice low and dangerous. âI am not dangerous. You know Iâm not. I would never hurt you, I love you!â
âYouâre right! Youâre right!â I said, genuinely afraid now. Iâd never seen her like this before. Sure, sheâd always been extremely possessive and stalker-level obsessed with me. But this was new, and far more intimidating than her previous behavior. âIâm so sorry. Of course youâre not dangerous. I shouldnât have said that, please forgive me, Sams.â I added, using my old nickname for her in an attempt to appease her.
âOf course I forgive you, silly girl!â Asami said, her face brightening again. She smiled broadly again, patting my face affectionately. âI could never stay mad at you, you know that. But donât ever say anything like that again, okay? That really hurt my feelings.â
âI wonât, I promise.â I said.
âGood. Because the ride home would be so awkward if you did.â She replied.
âRide home?â I asked in confusion.
âOf course! You didnât think Iâd let you stay here, did you?â Asami scoffed, as if it was the most obvious thing ever. The thought of her taking me anywhere filled me with dread. âIt was such a pain in the ass to find you, Korbear. You really didnât make it easy on me. But you should know by now that Iâm so much smarter than you. You didnât really think that you could ever hide from me, did you?â
#legend of korra#korra#asami sato#unhealthy obsession#stalker gf#mentally unstable ex-gf#tw kidnapping#tw drugging
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iâm in a new relationship, for the first time in two years actually, and on the one hand iâm so happy because my gf is really nice and understanding and a good person and so beautiful. but on the other hand iâm so scared that she will leave me because of my bipolar and adhd, like my ex did and whoâs the reason i havenât dated anyone ever since she broke up with me. and the thing is. iâm medicated, in therapy and very much keeping myself on my toes to make sure my bipolar doesnât hurt anyone but me and yet i still feel like no one will ever truly love me because iâm doomed to be âthe crazy oneâ and âyouâre great but i thought it would look differentlyâ one and i just want it to stop. i want to be seen as a normal person. i hate that when i get into a relationship i have to go through a âthings you should know about before dating meâ conversation or iâll be seen as a liar. i hate it all so much.
#very much in my saboteur era#iâve had numerous conversations about it with my therapist#but i feel like i will never be able to just live my life normally#most of the time i donât really care iâm diagnosed with bipolar#as in i donât think about it#i just take my meds and try to use all of the techniques im taught not to be manic or depressed#but then a major life event comes and all i can think about it how much i suck#also the fact that when my ex gf was breaking up with me she kind of made it about my condition#its very much NOT helping rn#bc logically i know my current gf isnt my ex#but my brain says it WILL happen again#god i hate it#bipolar#bipolar disorder#actually bipolar#bipolar type 2#bipolar tag#adhd#actually adhd#neurodivergence#actually neurodiverse#mentally unstable#mental illness#wlw#very personal#moira speaks
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Hum I realized I havenât shared any of my book recs on here. I know I should watch new bl. I plan on finding something in June.
Since I got broken up Iâve been reading lgbt books. My ex gf had been showing me things about being lgbt that I had never imagined before and without her I still wanted to learn to experience different stories. So I used my love of fantasy and sci-fi and started listening and reading as much as I could. I donât really care for overly spicy things but I like when the characters are realistic adults. So keep that in mind with this list.
1. The House in the Cerulean Sea 10/10 Fantasy great characters and mc growth. Found family always gets me. The ending was perfect. Iâve listened to it 15 times and forced my parents and uncle to read it. Iâm excited for book 2.
2. The Darkness Outside of Us. 10/10 Sci-fi Space. This book made me feel so much. Surprised me. Had me gasping for air in my cube to the point people had to ask if I was okay. Had me running to the car to cry as I listened to the last part. Go in blind and enjoy the space and gay of it all.
3. Dark Rise 10/10 Classic Fantasy It is incredibly rare any book surprises me. Most of the time I can guess the plot a mile away. Dark Rise hit me over the head a couple times had me crying. But it was so epic and adventurous reminded of the feeling I had reading David Eddings as a child. (Not that lgbt as I would have liked but⊠it was there I assume book 2 a lot more)
4. Iron Widow 10/10 Sci-fi Mechs Fantasy Post Apocalypse I adore a mechs and history. It was extremely exciting. I adore the main couple even though main girl is actually mentally unstable but you love her anyways.
5. The Extraordinaries 9/10 Superhero. The main character is lovably stupid aside from his ADHD which I can relate on. I loved the lesbian side couple. The story was fun felt like it was written for the early college me who loved superheroes.
5. Adam Binder Series White Trash Warlock 9/10. Urban Fantasy. It gives me flash backs to Harry Dresden and Iron Druid but not in the obvious way just in vibe. I love main characters being country. Iâm from Mississippi not Oklahoma but I can relate to being a gay in a small town moving to a big city. I love the main couple. The mystery magic system was interesting. I wish it had a bit more romance actually. Just because I love the main couple and side characters a lot and want happiness. I wish I could get more people to read this one itâs wonderful a lot better than a lot of urban str8 fantasy Iâve read and it was my main category for years. The mystery element was decent. I need to start book 3.
6. Oceanâs Echo 8.5/10 sci-fi mystery the main characters are⊠so wonderful. They are extreme but I love them so much. Iâll protect them to the end of days. I have this book over itâs⊠I guess in the same universe book Winterâs Orbit because I think the mystery suspense is more intense in Oceanâs echo also much more spacey sci-fi. Romance is also arranged marriage but is VERY different from winters orbit. I wish⊠I wish this book wasnât associated with the other because it gets unfairly compared because the narrator is the same etc but Oceanâs Echo is great in its own right and is definitely not a copy
7. Winterâs Orbit 8.5/10 MYSTERY sci-fi edging on fantasy. Arranged marriage. Slow burn. These characters are also 10/10 I love them. I have experienced an abusive relationship before and appreciated seeing a character with the scars a similar past. Often if a character is portrayed as in an abusive relationship they focus on the event but it effects Everything in your world. Even now I have these scars after 8 years. I loved the mystery it was the main focus which I liked. The romance felt natural.
8. Fragile Remedy 8/10 one of the first books I read it made me cry and was a good single dystopian gem. Had a real⊠divergent hunger games kind of vibe to the world from what I remember.
9. Lightning struck heart 7/10 classic fantasy this is what I said on my insta at the time âIt is an extremely comedic fantasy adventure with wizards, unicorns, knights, and dragons. Right up my alley! However the ending was disappointing. I'll listen to the next book in the series and hope it improves. Just found character arch unbelievable in last chapters.â
10. A wish upon a star by tj klune ^follow up books I read like 4 of them 5/10 I did stop listening to it this is what I said on my insta âWell I continued listening the tales of verania series and made it to the original end of the series. I'd say if you want a gay fantasy comedy without too much thinking Listen to the audio. Narrator is the biggest part of why I didn't quit. Idk if I'll read the other books though it is very friendship is magic smooth brain ideas I've readâ
Unable to finish (been desperately trying to find a lesbian story and finding nothing)
Girl, Serpent, Thorn 4/10 my review from insta âUnable to finish it. The world is interesting. The first 3rd seemed promising but after major conflict the writing goes way down. But the MC doesn't grow. The f/f is so shallow it made me roll my.eyes until I had to stop listening. Wanted the bad guy to win and kill everyoneâ
The Midnight Girls. So intensely annoying and childish. I couldnât do it I think I made it to chapter 3 but it was a struggle.
In the ravenous dark. I got to one third of the audio book and had to stop. The universe was okay but main girl was very annoying. Was kind of hoping her and the ghost would be together not⊠not the weird bullshit that was going on. Idk what the end of the book was going to be but it was not for me.
Iâll post another with my current to read list. Iâm really going through them now because I have to drive two hours a day to and from work. Give me your suggestions though please thank you.
#booklr#book lover#lgbtqia#lgbt books#lgbt book recs#book recommendations#sci fi and fantasy#Jennyâs rambling#Jennyâs books#the house in the cerulean sea#the darkness outside us#iron widow#adam binder series#winterâs orbit#oceanâs echo#the extraordinaries#dark rise#fragile remedy#book list#lgbt book list
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Aqua/Kana and Hikaru/Ai parallels - OnK Spoilers
I really feel like Oshi no Ko is trying to parallel both dynamics against one another.Â
1. Both of them have the same age gap of 1 year with the girl being a year older.Â
This might not seem like much, but part of me didnât get why OnK chose Hikaru to be 15 specifically when he was with Ai. Majority of anime ships either have the girl and guy be the same age or the guy be older. Additionally, it would be âeasierâ to explain Hikaru aiding a murder if he was a little older. Considering how a bunch of people thought it was possible that Ai was groomed by an older man, it came as a shock when it turned out that Hikaru was the one that was groomed at age 11.Â
2. Idol who fits the "ideal girl" criteria of Aqua's who is B-Komachi's center, and has feelings for the mentally unstable actorÂ
Many people have pointed out the similarities of Kana/Ai and people have also joked that Aqua is becoming like his father (a bit of stretch since the worst thing he did was put a tracker on his ex-gf), but combined with the fact that 2 sets of parallels are also involved in ships makes it feel like these relationships are meant to parallel one another.Â
3. Hikaru eventually led to Ai's demise, but maybe for OnK, Kana will pull Aqua out of his demise.Â
Hikaru is the reason that Ai died, and Kana has had numerous hints to being the light of the series. I donât think Aqua is going to lead to Kanaâs ruin, but instead this ship might end up subverting what happened to his parents, with Kana pulling Aqua out of his downward spiral.Â
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bg3 cast, according to my partner who has not played it:
astarion: zesty vampire
halsin: furry. this the bear you can fuck?
shadowheart: cool makeup. looks like she could beat me up
wyll: nice eye. probably has monster-related ptsd
karlach: ok but would sleeping with her set my dick on fire
laeâzel: crazy frog?? the grinch?? what the fuck is wrong with her nose
minthara: basic white girl
gale: jaskier but more manly
jaheira: strong independent woman who dont need no man. would let her dom me
minsc: FUCKING JOE ROGAN
orin: definitely a lil mentally unstable
gortash: he doesnât look very straight. looks like he couldâve had a respectable career if he didnât do heroin that one time
ketheric: corrupt politician. ex-paladin who fell from grace (HOLY SHIT??)
aylin: bro why is her face so beat up
isobel: definitely not straight. big titty goth gf
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MORE AU THINGIES YIPPEE
This is just going to go into more detail about the main 5 and the au, and at the end is art soo yippee!
Remember, this. Is. A. Crossover. Au. And that I'm probably not the best writer, so yeah.
Characters (The main 5 anyway)
Boyfriend
The âmainâ character
Rapper
19
Bi
4â11â
Girlfriendâs s/o
Picoâs Ex
Cocky
Stupid
Autistic
Likes: Gf, Rapping, S*x(No duh)
Dislikes: Gf dying, Her parents, Friezaâs murder attempts
Girlfriend
The Daughter of Mommy Mearest and Daddy Dearest
PopStar, Music player
19
Bi
5â 6â
Boyfriendâs s/o
Unknown Ex
Kind
Caring
Autistic
Likes: Bf, Music, Her friends
Dislikes: Her parents attempts to kill Bf, Friezaâs attempts to kill Bf, Mentions of the deal
Frieza
The former Emperor of the universe
Bi + Asexual
5â2â
Single
Son of King Cold(Who is dead btw), and younger brother of Cooler
Cold
Quick to anger
Tired
Racist to an extent
Likes: Power, Control, Wine, Just some peace and quiet
Dislikes: Being powerless, Gf stopping him, Not being in control, Saiyans, Being called a âPowerbottomâ, The deal
Pico
The hitman
20
Bi or Gay
5â 1â
Single
Boyfriendâs Ex
Harboring a criminal
Friends with Nene and Darnell
Serious
Stern
Snarky
Schizophrenic
Likes: Getting hits, Earning Money, his friends safety, His guns
Dislikes: Not getting hits, Losing too much money, his friends getting hurt
Frost
The Criminal
5â2â
Pan
Single
Trust issues yippee
Anxious
A liar
Nicer than Frieza, at least
Is able to tell if someone is lying, basically a walking lie detector test
multilingual
Likes:his safety, life of luxury
Dislikes: His reputation, Frieza(For now at least), being on the run, Nene(She scares him)
Summary of basic ass story
Sooo anyways, letâs say this happens like sometime after the T.o.p and like a month after the base game of fnf. Bf and Gf were chilling when Gf was notified about someone coming over temporarily because of an arrangement. Surprise, surprise, itâs Frieza. Everything was chill, at least till Bf did something stupid, yet Frieza was forced to put up with it. Little did the trio know that the date Frieza would leave was delayed indefinitely.
Meanwhile Frost somehow found his way to universe 7 (Look, when fnf is involved, anything can happen) and ran into the trio of Pico, Darnell, and Nene. Long story short, Frost was almost seriously injured before Pico stopped the attack. Seeing potential in the blue ice-jin, Pico partners up with Frost to help make his job easier to a degree.
(give me a break, not only am I tired while writing this, I can barely write for shit bc idk autism, these arenât exact events so yâall can do your own twists)
Relations yippee
(Also of the main 5 bc this post is long enough)
Bf + Gf : Dating soo pretty obv
Bf + Pico: Exâs but on good terms
Bf + Frost: Meh, Bf mistook Frost for Frieza when they first met soo idk
Bf + Frieza: Bf has almost died several times to this mf, Frieza also started to call him a monkey after he did something stupid
Gf + Frieza: Friends?
Gf + Pico: Friends! Gf wants to help him with the whole Frost situation
Gf + Frost: Acquaintances, mixed feelings on Frostâs end
Pico + Frost: Partners in crime basically
Pico + Frieza: Donât talk much, but they chill
Frieza + Frost: Strained to hell and back. But somehow getting better.
Other facts!
-The characters harbor traits from the people who were them in the stupid vrc thing (Ex. Frieza doesnât really get much sleep, and possibly is very mentally unstable)
-Other series would come into play! It is a crossover au and fnf, anything can happen!
-Gfâs parents are overprotective
-In the vrc thing, most of, if not everyone is played by autistic people
-The vrc thing aint canon, just inspired this
-Pico and Frost sometimes stay with Bf, Gf, and Frieza
-Gf made Frieza play Hating Simulator⊠it was an interesting experience
-Bf and Gf are Hatsune Miku fans, while everyone else is more fond of Uta.
Annnd thatâs all for now! Btw you can ask stuff about characters and I can answer them to the best of my ability, with drawings as well! Anything for motivation ig.
ANYWAYS, tine for the art!
Pretty explanatory
Gf, but with wings! She doesn't use them often.
The Hating Simulator incident. Also Senpai reveal hello-
Bro hyper, redraw of the results screen of fnf.
Annnnd here is a thing I probably will never expand upon, considering I don't have the motivation to write anything sooo... idk. Also for those who have seen Gamera 3: Revenge of Iris.. hi.
K now I'm done, I'll see yall again when I randomly come alive with motivation.
Edit: not this taking over 3 tags đ
#crossover#artwork#art#fanart#dbz#dbz freeza#dbz fanart#dbz art#frost dbs#dbs frost#dbs#crossover au#idk man#freeza#frieza#dbz frieza#fnf pico#bf fnf#fnf fanart#fnf boyfriend#fnf bf#fnf#friday night funkin#gf fnf#gf friday night funkin#girlfriend fnf#fnf girlfriend#fnf gf
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Ep. 4 of ShipCestFan's IRL Observations (steps - b/s; f/d) (submission)
Hey, Shipcestuous. ShipCestFan back with another episode of âShipCestFanâs IRL Observationsâ. LOL
So far, weâve covered my ex-gf and her family in college, along with my college roommate and his sister. Now, we fast-forward two decades. In that time, I married and had a family. But by 2006, I was divorced. I had joint 50% custody of my kids so I had time to date. And when you wear shipper-goggles, many things are revealed on dates. LOL
About a year after I divorced, my daughterâs kindergarten teacher asked me out. (My daughter had moved into first grade.) Letâs call her Mary (none of the names I use are ever real). When she asked me out, I was intrigued but perplexed as I knew her to be married.
As we got to know each other outside of the school, Mary informed me that the reason she had separated was because her 18 year old, biological daughter had accused her stepfather (Maryâs 2nd husband) of inappropriate behavior. Upon hearing this, I was upset for my new girlfriend and her daughter. But then I met the daughter. Letâs call herâŠTiffany.  What I began to suspect was that Tiffany was a devious (perhaps mentally unstable) young woman who played men to get what she wanted or maybe just for the thrill of it. And her mom, my girlfriend, believed her otherwise innocent, doe-eyed behavior.
Mary and I dated for about a year. During that time, there was a very nasty criminal court case between her soon-to-be-ex-husband and DHS which had intervened since Tiffany (who was now 18yo) was 17 at the time she reported her stepfatherâs actions. Mary kept me updated on all the proceedings.
And what slowly emerged confirmed my suspicions above of a manipulative young woman. Tiffany had kept a diary which found its way into the criminal court case as evidence. In the diary, Tiffany admitted to a secret plan to seduce her stepfather so that sheâd have access to his family money. Stepdad fell for her her game and the two apparently had a consensual, sexual cestship for some time. This all came to me from my gf Mary â Tiffanyâs mother telling me about the court proceedings.
And in yet another revelation, Tiffany revealed in the diary that she was carrying on a consensual sexual cestship with her stepbrother (stepdadâs son from first marriage) and with her biological brother, too! Apparently all three HS teenagers lived at home and always hung out in the finished basement. And apparently, while the parents were upstairs, the 3 teenagers indulged in lots of ecstasy, alcohol and sexual exploration with each other, all spurred on by Tiffany. Apparently, after Tiffany began sleeping with her stepbrother, he convinced her to sleep with her brother, too. When I came into the picture, the stepbrother had moved out with dad; the bio brother was still a recluse in the basement and Tiffany lived in her bedroom on the top floor of the house. I rarely saw any of the kids when I was visiting Mary even though Tiffany and her brother were in the house still.
By the time my relationship with Mary neared its end, Tiffanyâs accusations had unraveled in court in a web of lies, deceit and evidence of a sexually promiscuous and devious young woman with little morals and no boundaries for sexual taboos. At one point, she had been sleeping with her stepfather, stepbrother and brother concurrently! Her mistake was getting pissed at her stepfather when he informed her that his biological son would inherit the family fortune and thinking she could ruin them.
Iâm still friends with Mary and I recently bumped into her. She said that Tiffany moved to Europe and teaches⊠âgratitudeâ as a âLife Coachâ. Mary has a relationship with Tiffany but no relationship with anyone else, including her biological son. I found that disappointing but perhaps, thereâs more to the story than I know.
But once again, I had evidence, through my observation, of a cestship among step daughter/sister, stepbrother, brother and step dad. And even though the welfare department had initially deemed it child abuse since she was 17, the legal proceedings proved that Tiffany had initiated the sexual cestship and admitted that it was consensual when she realized she was caught lying. I donât know if stepdad was ever found guilty due to the revelations. It was allâŠvery interesting.
For me, this was further proof that cestships happen much more frequently than we want to believe in our society. Sometimes itâs driven by romance; sometimes by love, and other times by a need, be it sexual, emotional or⊠greed.
Until the next episodeâŠ
#submission#nr#anons share#nonfiction#stepbrother and stepsister#stepfather and stepdaughter#r: brosis#tw: incest#CRAZY!
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AW brings it back to her constantly itâs sad.
Whatâs even more sad, and kind of scary is the amount of ex gf stalking this woman does. Not just with the Chris but with Seb too. Although AW followed Margarita before she started dating Seb, I donât think she talked to or interacted with her much. Then the other day AW posts something about snoop, completely out of the blue & unlike her usual posts at all, and today I signed on and guess who else had posted about snoop? Margarita.
Whether this is PR or not, we may never know đŻ, but one thing is for certain, I feel bad for any woman Seb dates after her because AW will STALK her which is just sickening. Like girl, donât you have/want a life of your OWN? Canât you let go of the past, move the fuck on and make a name of your own? By yourself, for yourself? Seriously, stalking exes new GFs is creep as fuck and shows how mentally unstable she truly is.
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Dear Charmie Family
Unfortunately freedom of speech doesnât exist in our world when it comes expressing ourselves freely but I thought I might be able to express my opinion about this subject at least. First of all, I shall mention that I find it hard to believe that Armie had four mistresses or more I didnât count them when I was reading the article, sorryđ
đ. The main reason that I canât believe everything that was mentioned in this recent article is that who would take such paparazzi photos with one of their mistresses and being unable to touch them normally and then trying to hide their face in the photos since they are laughing and posing for papsđ€ Also the other woman who first started this terrible show on their IG is obsessed with Timmy and CMBYN, and used to attend cmbyn book tour, premieres and interviews.
Furthermore, how is that youâre so loved by your female costars that the moment they see you they are rushing to hug you and talk you since you always made them feel safe and have always been very respectful to them but suddenly the moment you announce your separation, youâre an a**hole, abusive partner, cheater, drug addict and mentally unstable. I mean how comes you were so normal before and then why creating a finsta the moment the weird show started and then why should you give its password to journalists to write such horrific articles about you. Moreover, those women donât seem the submissive type at all and all of them want nothing more in life than fame. But obviously the mind behind this mess didnât want to finalize their divorce since they knew their plan is incomplete if the one whoâs guilty in your fake story wonât admit to everything that you wrote, I mean how else could she ruin his life and his career. But I do believe what he said about his childhood, family and committing suicide, anyone else in his situation might have had suicidal thoughts. And lastly why would he become so heartbroken and furious over the fact that his costar was being papped with their fake gf, and mentions fried chicken and NYC (obvious references) if at that time he had a wife and a mistress, that doesnât make sense to me all. Also isnât odd that youâre ex wife always got mad when someone commented that youâre so good at playing gay roles and compares being gay to being a criminal and now after you mention that you love kinky sex with women, you should also mention that youâre 100% straight and never had a male lover. Sorry if you donât agree with what I said, youâre probably right and Iâm 100 percent wrong but I just wanted to mention some of my thoughts. I couldnât resist and I should add these wonderful photos to this post too, gosh Iâve missed those daysđđ
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kinda obsessed w/ john darnielle Denouncing going to georgia like years later on the grounds of it not fitting his feminism on account of the pov ch being an asshole which is so funny to me like ok you couldnât tell when you wrote the song? that the guy threatening murder suicide was an asshole? was that a revolutionary feminist breakthrough. realizing that going to georgia the song about a mentally unstable guy driving to his gfs/exs house with a gun was about an asshole dude. listening and learning.
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So, Iâm done with S1 of Clone Wars, and have watched the first two discs of S2. Seems like a good time to check in with some Opinions.
1) this stuff is good. Itâs the kind of good where, when thereâs a moment thatâs obviously written to cater to children and/or executives, those moments actually stick out noticeably. Itâs a bit like GF: so good that its flaws stand out more than they should due to all the goodness around them, but in a way, the fact Iâm bothering to point these little things out as flaws kind of highlights its excellence.
2) Padmeâs design and animation werenât nearly as awful as anticipated
3) Despite my strong appreciation for the writing and mild compliment to PadmeâŠevery other creature and thing on the screen has its moments where it looks almost real. Why, exactly, could they animate literally everything else so well (yes, thereâs some moments of blatantly cheap or rushed background animation, but considering the sheer number of backgroundsâŠsee my comments in Remark One) but not avoid making all the human characters look justâŠoff, somehow, without exception, even in the best cases? And why, if they had to choose one actorâs face to be extra-insulting to, did they have to doâŠthatâŠto Christopher Lee? Forget looking like his actor, Dooku doesnât even look like a person!
4) more on that awesome writing. One thing I admire about it is how willing they are to let the protagonists fail. Yeah, thereâs certain losses we know will be losses ahead of time (any time they think they are close to capturing Dooku or Grievous, for instance), but others run circles around the mains/at least take them to breaking even rather more often than they get ahead, and there was no narrative necessity to those characters. Itâs tricky to balance letting your protagonists even partially lose regularly with preserving the audienceâs respect for them, but they do it well, especially in such traditionally nuance-lacking genres. Itâs quite the accomplishment to pull this off and actually convey the intended theme (that war is tedious and draining and damaging and you lose at least as much as if you win even in the best-case outcome) at all, but especially given the format.
5) It would have been a tad more effective had they started building up a few specific clones more as individuals earlier, but the inclusion of individualized clones and Ahsoka, along with recurring secondary characters (ex. Luminara and Barriss) was very clever - they add *some* tension to those episodes where the outcome is predetermined. Any of them could die, and anyone familiar with Revenge of the Sith knows that itâs very unlikely that Ahsoka will end the show in top form - sure, they *could* have just promoted her to Jedi and pretended she was just still on the Outer Rim when Obi-Wan and Anakin were called back to Coruscant, but considering how unstable Anakin is by the beginning of RotS, it seems more likely for her total absence to be explained by her being dead, MIA, in prison, in exile, turned traitor, or otherwise Not Okay. Separatists killing her in particular could have gone a long way to make it more sympathetic that Palpatine found it so very easy to convince Anakin to take up that job at Decapitation Station.
6) on Anakinâs mental healthâŠknowing the future makes the ending of âSenate Spyâ so much sadder. He was a bit of a jealous psycho in that episode as per usualâŠbut it really did seem like all his Issues were firmly oriented in his own insecurities and/or pointed at Mr. Gropey McGroperson there, and he sounded sincere when, at the end, he assured Padme he never doubted her at all. Compare to him at the very beginning of RotS, where he almost lashed out at her because he could sense she was afraid of something and instantly drew the conclusion she was cheating on him. IâŠdo not think he would have had the presence of mind, come RotS, to look past her hugging Rush long enough to notice the disc in her hand that she needed him to retrieve. Heâd have just killed them both on the spot.
7) continuing on that themeâŠpossibly an unpopular opinion, but I think Anakin and Padme were always doomed. Probably from the start, all things considered, but definitely after the war started. I started writing an essay here, but realized after I started getting into the ways Padme was in almost as bad of a place as Anakin for getting into a serious relationship when she did that I was exceeding the scope of this list, so Iâll make that its own essay, butâŠyeah. They were very intense personalities, were very intensely attracted to each other, and their mutual need to save people did less to unite them than to further divide them because of the ways it manifested. Theyâd have almost certainly divorced even under good circumstances, and the very best-case scenario would have been one where they managed to do so before having children and also managed to do so amicably enough that Padme didnât feel the need to get a restraining order. Nine times out of ten, even without the war, I suspect sheâd have ended up needing the restraining order.
8) on the subject of doomed shipsâŠmy gut says that Ahsoka/Barriss was/is a popular one. The part of me that produces things like Interproximal Gradations chapters 11, 12, and 15 also has a feeling there was a General Grievous/Obi-Wan Kenobi fandom at one time, and that not nearly enough of it was strictly limited to hateshipping. If I ever go temporarily insane and stick my toe into Star Wars fic, then I will try my very best to forget that suspicion of mine and, if I slip so far into temporary insanity that I read ship fic there, just stick to Barriss and Ahsoka, thanks. No way they realistically work out either, but as far as I can tell they probably had a better chance of than any other ship in this show.
So yeah. Thereâs some thoughts on Clone Wars Seasons 1 and 2A.
#opinions#star wars the clone wars#star wars#star wars characters#writing#writing observations#anakin skywalker#padme amidala#count dooku#general grievous#obi wan kenobi#ahsoka tano#barriss offee
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i really really wish someone would actually love me forever and not abuse me. not say "see, you made me abuse you! it's your fault!" to me anymore. it's been 15 years of that with 2 different people.
my ex before her genuinely believed that all their abuse to me was neither abuse nor unjustified, because... they were sooo stressed out and unstable due to our life circumstances and due to being asked to do basic, bare minimum adulting and relationship things, like helping out with chores, and being kind to me. so stressed and upset that they just couldn't possibly act like a sane and kind adult towards the person they love the most. makes sense, right?
and my gf until now, was largely the same. whenever she got triggered or felt rejected, suddenly any sort of cold and distant behaviour on her part is justified, our relationship is hopeless and i dont care about her, etc. (rejections which often was as small things as being told "no" for any reason - i started typing up an explanation to why it was okay for me to say "no" sometimes, until i realised that i dont actually have to explain that because it's insanely abusive to get upset with your partner for saying "no" when its reasonable, so i'm saying this instead)
its been completely, completely insane going through this for my whole life. and knowing that these 2 ppl still now justify their insanity and abuse and claim they're not crazy and that it was unavoidable to hurt me for various reasons. they both genuinely think there are no other options than to be an abuser and lie and be insane to protect yourself from having to face that you made these choices when there were other choices, and that it's insane, and that you destroyed another human being's mental health for completely unnecessary reasons which was all preventable and avoidable.
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hi lol this is the ex gf of this account's owner he's. In a mental ward like he needed be for reasons outside of radqueer bs. im not giving up my Tumblr and frankly im only here to trash his acc for him since he'll never need it đđ outside of him being mentally unstable he was NOT. A good person to me
otherwise now uh! hope you guys do actually get help you need because, for the years I was in a relationship with pesky he exposed me to weird disgusting people who were just. Jail. he wouldn't let me say jack shit though
im changing the email and pw and throwing it away for him. Get fucking help đ Dont be delusional
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FUCK CANADA
FUCK WHITE PPL
FUCK AMERICA SOUTH AND NORTH AND CENTRAL
FUCK DUDES WHO FUCK THEIR GIRLFIRENEDS IN PUBLIC PLACES WE SEE U FAT ASS
FUCK PEOPLE WITH RED HAIR
FUCK PEOPLE WHO LIVE IN CHICAGO
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FUCK PEOPLE WITH EX's
FUCK PEOPLE WHO ARE MENTALLY UNSTABLE YOURE UGLY
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FUCK PEOPLE WHO POST THEIRSELVES TO MYYYYY FAVORITE ARTIST DAT GOT ME THRU DARK TIMES
FUCK PEOPLE WHO HAVE OR HAD AN EATING DISORDER
FUCK PEOPLE WHO TAKE MEDICATION
FUCK PEOPLE WHO DO DRUGS
FUCK PEOPLE WHO CONTINUE TO TOUCH AND GRAB AND CARRESS SOMEONE AFTER THEY SAID THEY DO NOT LIKE BEING TOUCHED
FUCK PEOPLE WHO LISTEN TO MUSIC I OWN MUSIC ITS MINE
FUCK PEOPLE WHO THINK QUEERBAITING IS REAL FUCK UP FAGGOT
FUCK LESBIANS
FUCK LIL VENEZUALEN THOTTIES WHO CANT EVEN SPEAK ENGLISH FUCK YOU AND YOUR BROTHER WHORE
I DIDNT EVEN LIKE U ANYWAY
FUCK CHINITAS
FUCK PEOPLE DAT HAVE THE SAME SHOES AS ME
FUCK PEOPLE WHO MAKE THEIR HAIR THE SAME COLOR AS MINE
FUCK PEOPLE WHO WERE NATURALLY BORN WITH THE SAME HAIR COLOR AS MINE
FUCK PEOPLE WHO ARE LIKE "IM LITERALLY BATMAN " đ€đ€ UR LITERALLY DIRTY GO WASH UR ASS
FUCK PEOPLE WHO ARE LIKE "TEEHEE IM A MENTALLY UNSTABLE HELLO KITTY GIRL OMG I LOVE HELLO KITTY IM SO CRAZY"
FUCK PEOPLE WHO BREATHE BY ME WHEN THERE IS ROOM TO GO BREATHE SOMEWHERE ELSE
FUCK PEOPLE WHO CALL ME SEXY AND NEVER SPEAK TO ME AGAIN
FUCK PEOPLE WHO HAVE SCOLIOSIS
FUCK CHIROPRACTORS FOR FIXING THE SCOLIOSIS
FUCK THE COLOR ORANGE
FUCK THE COMOR BLACK
FUCK PEOPLE WHO HAVE THE SAME INTERESTS AS MINE DAT I DONT LIKE
FUCK PPL WHO HAVE A GF OR BF AND DEATH STARE AT ME
FUCK PEOPLE WHO SWEAR THEYRE SO IMPORTANT YOURE NOT IMPORTIERT NO ONE IS THINKING AB U BITCH
ill slap u bitch
FUCK PEOPLE WHO DO THINGS IW ANNA DO BUT DO IT BEFORE ME
FUCK PEOPLE WHO DONT USE CONDOMS
FUCK PEOPLE WHO USE CONDOMS BUT DONT THROW THEM AWAY PROPERLY I DONT WANNA SEE DAT
FUCK PEOPLE DAT BEAT THEIR KIDS TO THE POINT WHERE THEY CANT FEEL THEIR FUCKING ASS
FUCK PEOPLE WHO GET THEIR ASS BEAT STAND UP FOR YOURSELF PUNK
FUCK PEOPLE WHO HAVE NATURALLY CURLY HAIR
FUCK PEOPLE IVER SIX FEET
FUCK PEOPLE 5'3 AND UNDER
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nah thas crazy man cos sheâs actually in love w me mhmmm
also help so i got ghosted by my ex gf lowkey unbothered by it and now iâve been kinda just talking to ppl and i was talking to this one girl but she was like mentally unstable and obsessive so nuh uh, and then i was talking to this other girl but i ended up not rlly liking her so now im awkwardly ihnoring her bc im too autistic to know what to do with that situation and now iâm talking to um, 1-3 girls itâs a little unclear, but one of yhem is really cool so uhhh lollllll hopefully iâm lkke demiromantic and not fully aromantic ykwim
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Um sorry I canât hear you đđđ
Tbh cookie, in my eyes, thereâs no point in having people in your life that donât make you happy đ therefore Iâm all for you entertaining your options and only pursuing what you actually like
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i want her back but at the same time i wanna see her dead
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