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patch art finished 🙏
#the petals in the mouth are a slight nod to hanahaki for funsies cuz I like a lil depression tweehee#ngl if I didn't have majima's tat I'd prolly get something like this#international symbol of kazumaji yaoi lol#debating if I wanna get text patches too but idk what they'd say#mentally ill or something probably#yakuza#ryu ga gotoku#kiryu kazuma#majima goro#kazumaji#my art
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something people just don’t think about is how often chronically ill and disabled people just don’t have access to good food. not healthy food, good food; well made, tasty meals that don’t come from a jar or a freezer. how many of us are housebound or can’t drive? delivery services only offer within certain distances, if you live outside a city they aren’t an option. many people don’t have the energy or ability to cook for themselves if they have the skill to begin with. many certainly don’t have the ability to learn how. it’s something that goes completely unnoticed, just the opportunity to have a good meal and how much that wears you down
#all i want is chinese food#the closest one to me is 40 minutes away and its a /bad/ chinese place#its my worst option and its not even an option#‘fried rice is easy to make heres a recipe!’#i cant use a stove bc the heat will give me a seizure#even if i keep myself cool something that should take 15 minutes will take upwards of an hour bc i need to take breaks#even then ill probably be too nauseous to eat it after being active for so long#all of that for a bad cooks version of fried rice#more expensive and worse than a takeaway place#but i cant get it from a takeaway place#repeat ad nauseum for the rest of my life and is it any wonder im so sick of the same food ive eaten for 10 years#the only time i get takeaway is when my parents decide to go out and bring something home#can you imagine living like that for the rest of your life?#i dont have to#and its so dumb to want to cry over rice#but its not really about the rice is it#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#spoonie#chronic illness#disability#pots#postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome#ehlers danlos syndrome#fibromyalgia#chronic fatigue#chronically ill#mental illness#mental health#save post
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I think it would really benefit people to internalize that mental illnesses are often chronic and not acute. Some of us will never be able to jump the hurdle of managing illness, much less sustaining a sense of normalcy. Many of us will never "recover," will never manage symptoms, will never even come close to appearing normal - and this is for any condition, even the ones labeled as "simple" disorders or "easy-to-manage" disorders.
It isn't a failure if you cannot manage your symptoms. It isn't a moral failure, and you aren't an awful person. You are human. There's only so much you can do before recognizing that you cannot lift the world. Give yourself the space to be ill because, functionally, you are.
#mental health#mental health advocacy#like... anxiety and depression are often concieved of as simple and easy to manage...#...but that isn't the case for so many of us. anxiety and depression just have a lot more research invested into them...#...and while i wish this were the case for literally every other condition it does alter people's perception of you to some extent...#...so while this is NOT solely about anxiety or depression it includes us...#...my anxiety and depression and PTSD have *destroyed* my life. this is chronic and will probably be life-long...#...and that isn't my fault. i've done the fucking work but guess what? that doesn't account for the fact that I Am Just ILL#the least we can do for each other is to be compassionate#be compassionate to those who cannot heal. be compassionate to the people who can't manage their lives. this world is scary enough#recognize that management of symptoms is something not all of us can do - even IF their condition is labeled as 'easy to manage'#i allowed myself to feel angry that i can't heal 'normally' and that was unfair as fuck toward myself#and i NEED people to internalize this so that MAYBE this could help somebody else who is where i was#i NEED them to understand that it's okay that they are where they are - sometimes shit just doesn't turn out how you expect or want#don't beat yourself over you being a person. you are struggling enough. you deserve to rest. just rest please#and just... give yourself space
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Holy flip!! Fully colored suntan post?? Decently done grass??? Someone pinch me (day 10 suntan)
#omori fanart#omori#kel omori#omori kel#omori omori#suntan omori#omori suntan#omori omokel#omokel omori#kelmori omori#omori kelmori#kel x omori#omori x kel#these kids gay whta the flip!!!#what is omori holding???? idk probably a bug or something these two are autismed and adhd'd about things i think.#the grass took out all my will to live 😁#this is technically the second full drawing of today. but. im not posting the other one until i post the fic its about. yeah. fic with art.#im becoming ill. both mentally and physically. screw the flu or whatever i got.#I'll make suntan until i CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. ill draw sunny dead and kel crying for my last suntan drawing of all time (im okay!)#this is /j btw i am NOT that ill. i have suntan shenanigans to get up to !!!!!!#what in blackspace THATS A LOT OF TAGS.#omori cactulip#cactulip omori#I KEEP FORGETTING THESE TWO. DNI.
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Pathologic 2 + text posts, part 2 (part 1 / part 3 / part 4 /part 5/part 6) [Patho classic HD part 1/part 2/part 3/part 4/part 5]
Bonus:
#pathologic#pathologic 2#мор. утопия#artemy burakh#артемий бурах#daniil dankovsky#даниил данковский#clara saburova#клара сабурова#notkin pathologic#ноткин#aglaya lilich#аглая лилич#murky pathologic#grace pathologic#capella pathologic#andrey stamatin#андрей стаматин#оспина#aspity#i love her so much#yulia lyuricheva#юлия люричева#katerina saburova#катерина сабурова#why am i like this? good question!! doctors have yet to figure it out#the adhd and mental illness probably have something to do with it#regardless i cannot be stopped#it's my hyperfixation meme content and i want it now or whatever#i am often seized by the fatal american need to have a pretty good time
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Fanfiction anon again. Do you think I portrayed the dissociation aspect well enough? I don't have a lot of experience with writing in general, let alone things like that and I don't experience it myself very often so I'm not sure if I did it correctly? Does it show properly in your opinion?
I don’t have a dissociative disorder either, and it’s been awhile since I’ve heavily dissociated in that matter (used to in the past, big chunks of clear memories missing from my 20 year life span although I have a general idea of some events I suppose (and regained some memories at a later time)), but I could tell that you were describing dissociation pretty much immediately.
I’ve tried looking around for things to help writing characters with dissociative disorders (and trauma, as these things can tend to go hand and hand), and I’ve found a few things that could possibly help you if you want. I don’t know how accurate they actually are, but it’s a start:
How to Write a Character with a Dissociative Disorder when You Have a Dissociative Disorder
How to Depict Stress & Trauma by Narrating Dissociation
This Tumblr post, Writing Dissociative Characters.
How Can I Write About It if I Wasn’t There? 8 Tips for Writing About Dissociation.
Tips & suggestions in this Reddit thread. This one too.
#howlsasks#anon tag#forlater.txt#cw trauma#cw dissociation#writing#writing tips#writing dissociation#dissociation#dissociative characters#dissociative disorder#cw trauma mention#killer sans#killer!sans#killertale sans#something new sans#utmv#sans au#sans aus#<- cuz the fic was abt his dissociation#also#killer sans stages#these could probably somewhat help cover the basis of writing dissociation#writing a specific dissociative disorder probably needs more links#mental illness#writing mental illness
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I feel the need to remind people,
There is nobody Jesus is unable to save
I feel it comes up far too often that I am researching a mental illness or behavior or types of people that people will comment how such people will never be saved, never come to Christ
And I honestly think this is an evil thing to say, let alone publicly, let alone where a record of it is kept for all to see for however long the website is running
Do you have any idea where people who are struggling with all manner of things and looking for help are going to end up? On those exact pages. Do you know where they might look for more information when the article/video/etc waxes on about how rare it is for these people to change or find help? Right in the comments.
How dare the people who post this stuff. To take away the only real hope for the lost. To say ‘this is where everyone can find peace for their soul except for you.’ ‘only those good enough can be Saved’
I have seen people mention being in absolute despair because there’s no help for them even though they want to change. There’s no need to make this even harder.
No sin, no mental illness, no habit, no personality type, no mistake, no past is going to prevent people who put their faith in Jesus’s death and resurrection from being Saved, so stop trying to turn them away and discourage them.
#Vio's Personal#Now obviously I don’t assume any of my followers have done this#I just find it infuriating#I should do more about it probab;y#I still remember Years ago when I was looking for help about why reading the bible was something I never wanted to do#(I honestly still struggle about it A Lot but at least I better understand why now)#and someone had mentioned that people who don’t want to read the bible probably aren’t saved#utterly soul crushing#It didn’t impact my decisions or any such but#some comment on there for years and years that they forgot about#And just devastating for no reason#And that’s nothing compared to what people say about some mental illnesses#What value was there in saying that? Would it be worth it if even one person was dissuaded from pursuing the Truth from it?#The things you say can impact people. Act like it
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Malevolent but it's from the perspective of the various cab drivers throughout the series listening to Arthur talk to himself
"Yeah, I think I was driving a guy on some type of drug"
#malevolent arthur#shitty aus#shitty malevolent aus#malevolent pod#malevolent podcast#malevolent podfic#malevolent#malevolent au#they are probably wondering if he's mentally ill or on something
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Some of you so desperately want to be watching a different show. Sorry that this is the love conquers all show, you don't have to watch it but it's very fucking weird to spend all of your time trying to make the characters more mentally ill and their relationships unhealthy
#is it technically wrong? probably not#but it is . weird#just watch something else!! you are clearly not enjoying the show#why are you sandboxing mental illness rn#again people can do whatever they want but i can also find it weird and uncomfortable#original txt.
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People think Ena is equivalent in personality to the needy streamer overdose girl????? (insert the edgy ooc au where the rest of n25 is Ena's hallucination)
YES THEY DO... It's really. Something! I spend a little too much time browsing AO3, and the amount of things I have seen that portray her Like That is truly fascinating
#ask#I don't want to be too mean because much of this fandom is like probably 14 or something#but I think a lot of people are like. woah! she wears jirai kei therefore she is ultimate mental illness#also I like her and am 14 years old so I will project my 14 years old disease on her#and between those two things they end up uuuuhhhhhh totally disregarding her writing
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How will you interpret Tirek? Is he staying a centaur?
Idk.
#ask me#anon#i know tirek is important to the franchise as a whole so i'll probably do SOMETHING with him#but he's so. boring. in the show#he wants to SUCK everyone in equestria#he sucked that stallion dry!!!!#i think he has some lore with his brother(?). but that's the most interesting thing about him. otherwise he's just bland evil#also before anyone asks i'm not adapting cozy glow she is a fucking baby#she is a child#where are her parents#why did they put a mentally ill 6 year old in hell jail and then medusa her ass
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ok so i wasn't planning on posting a wip before buying materials because this project is really dependent on me being able to find the right fabric but i'm really really happy with this mockup made of poster board I used to use to protect my desk while painting and sculpting so uhhhhhh
guess whoo :]
#wip#toontown#toontown corporate clash#ttcc#firestarter#flint bonpyre#cosplay wip#I AM SO ON THAT CREATION GRIND RN. NOBODY CAN STOP ME#sorry the mirror is a bit dirty el oh el#if i cant find brown stripe fabric i'll probably buy grey stripe fabric and dye it and if that doesnt work idk what i'll do#but besides that the blazer is almost and just needs some adjustments but i haven't started on the pants yet#i also have the snout patterned and the goggles are partially patterned#but theres something else i need to figure out for this cosplay before i can finish patterning them (wink ;3)#uhh i dont have a tag for this cosplay yet... ill do that when i have fabric#edit i dont have fabric yet but i am way too mentally committed to stop this#flint cosplay stuff
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ahh
#my art#art#posting this in honor of me realizing theres Probably Something Wrong With Me#& knowing me its not gonna be just Disorder its going to be like trying to put your foot in the mental illness fishnet stocking on one leg#like standing on one leg. i ran out of room
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"this man, is weird.. CRAZY weird.." "he was always very bright.."
#i think abt this soo often u have no idea#no one understands them like i do.. sighh..#platonic or romantic idc There is something Happening there#this also implies that sammy doesn't hate norman/displays some form of positive feeling towards him#bc it's shown in canon that he doesn't rlly like many ppl in the studio#and despite sammy's descent into insanity norman still appreciated him for who he was#they way norman talks abt sammy in his first audio log feels so personal too#probably kicked his feet and giggled abt him idk man#like okaayy what u kno abt him pooks... something u wanna tell me.. twirls my hair/..#IM SO ILL OH MY GODDDDDDDD#CAN ANYONE HEAR ME#i could go on a full 2 hour youtube rant abt how tragic they are#both together and as separate people#and dont even get me STARTED on the reason for norman's heart obsession while in the cycle and why he collects them#UGGHHHHHHHH KICKS THE WALL PUNCHES THE FLOOR I HATE THE FLOOR#been mentally ill about them since 2017 ❤ we up#at least until my pea sized 8 yr old child brain found out normmy was a thing#finding that shitty ms paint ship art changed my life..#theyre literally my og otp 5eva nothing will top them ever#smushing their faces together like barbies type shit#i do wish they had some kind of interaction actual gameplay wise in batim (or even batdr)#idc what kind i just need to see them in the same room together interacting in some way#batim#bendy and the ink machine#normmy#sammy lawrence#norman polk#norman x sammy#rosey rambles#I LOVE DOOMED YAOI
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okay i need feedback from the autism mentall illness website um. this is going to read like an AITA post. brother vs half-sister (who are currently my dependents do to their own individual disabilities + ptsd/depression) spat i will skim the details on but i'm worried my sister will discount my take since i'm not autistic myself so. am i crazy to call it ableist to look at an autistic person (23) who is clearly going through it dealing w long term depression, a world that doesn't give a shit abt him, unemployment, very self-isolated and burnt out barely leaving his room because the world is an ableist dumpster fire with zero opportunities for him, and then bring up childhood abuse he's suffered and his diagnosis as reasonable factors on top of this to worry he'll [checks notes] abuse my cat just to hurt me or even worse have a breakdown and kill me and his other sibling in a violent episode, a train of thought i probably wouldn't even be having were he not [checks notes] mad at me for the first time in my life?
like i don't have any other read on this kind of fear-based characterization other than ableism. like those are very real things in his life but she never points out any current violent behavior, of which there are none, only the one (1) instance of him lashing out when he was like 14 and Officially Diagnosed Low Empathy she thinks is a concern and Hateful Looks toward her since he stopped getting along with her, that's it. i tried explaining to her why i, someone who's lived w him his entire life, can vouch for how unlikely he is to do anything like that, especially when it's again not based on anything he's actually currently doing except for isolating in a way that is much more indicative of him potentially being a danger to himself than anyone else, and being cold towards her specifically, and i thought she had let it go, but when i brought it up off-hand in a conversation tangentially related, she continued to defend and justify her Concern about the potential directions his behavior could lead to because [checks notes] other people in similar situations have lashed out and killed their entire families according to. true crime books or videos she's watched on youtube as far as i'm aware. ignoring the fact that her and i have had the same or Worse childhood abuse and have acted similarly isolated in the past, or for her literally just as currently as him, and she's not expressed any worry past or present about either of us doing anything like that, in my opinion obviously because i haven't cut her off due to our differences like he decided to. like am i big sibling biased because this is pissing me off so bad.
#j.txt#autism#ableism#very sorry to hang all my dirty laundry like this but she is absolutely the type of person to not take accusations of ableism seriously#due to being disabled/traumatized herself and i. feel like she thinks just because she's fixated on and consumed so much about like#mental disorders and illness and whatever she thinks she's an expert on it#enough to like. non-gendered equivalent mansplain peoples' own traumas and disorders to them lol which she has done to me as well#my brother actually last i checked felt like his diagnosis wasn't even accurate#but to me knowing our mom was v ableist antivax about her understanding of autism and a very neurotypical definition of it#it makes sense if the criterias or definitions don't feel accurate to him#idk. IDK#um. if this gets no engagement i'll delete it rather quick probably i just#don't wanna talk out of my ass when i'm not even autistic yk#i'm very aware i can be biased about him vs her because i actually grew up w him and he's younger than us but like#i havent heard him use her own diagnosis and childhood trauma and ugly moments in this way to justify his bad faith characterizations of he#so it's very much. just something she's doing. if my brother started doin it too i'd have the same conversation but he hasn't which i think#is u.m Telling <3#like She's the one actually complaining about how he assumes the worst of her in everything she does now and it makes her feel awful#meanwhile she. probably doesn't say any of this to Him but boy has she talked about it with me!#if it's not obvious we are all very mentally ill trapped in a house 2gether trying to save up to move so we can get away from each other lo
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would it be alright to ask if you have / had any mental illnesses?
this is such a funny question to me from that "would it be alright" because in any other circumstances that Would be a very strange way of approaching someone if not kinda rude, but on here i have openly discussed for as long as i've had this blog the fact that i'm not #well in the head like that's never been a secret i got smth goin on... like YES girl ! and the crowd was never surprised
#i've been more open in the past about them but like. basically every winter i'm like ''It's Getting Bad Again''#and when i mention i began losing the will to read at age 14 ''because of The Symptoms'' what do we think that means#mentally ill. + a lil something something i probably inherited from my dad in particular that all of my friends are like Yeah Respectfully.#anonymous#ring ring (answers)#mentally ill individual on tumblr like yeah horse in the stables my brother
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