#mentally flavoured

[th3d0nutl0rd]

New year same me. I mean actually no fuck that. I'm going to actively become worse. Good luck guys

[hinamie]

get these boys summer uniforms and cold beverages Stat

[fisheito]

[jinlin-at-the-moon]

3zun is deeply doing Something to my brain. i feel it both rapidly deteriorating and gaining enlightenment at the same time. what threeway poly toxic divorce yaoi with actual fic and art for it online because other people also feel the same things about those weird ass men(?) does to a mf

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

i love being healthy actually

[ttkinnie]

Tormented by the thoughts of Kisaki's possible upbringing. Like you can't tell me a kid who dedicated his entire life to a girl who was kind to him for five seconds was not somewhat neglected. Bullying at school? Absent parents? Like they weren't even at the same school, they went to the same cram school!

From his bedroom, you can tell his family is pretty rich (tons of books and like three pc monitors at thirteen plus gaming console and a TV? Okay dude) so the parents spending all of their time at work is plausible.

Also him at like 11 being all superior thinking he's the smartest guy around= putting all of his value in his intellect -> parents that probably ask for the best results and nothing else?

And the fact that he's so alienated from the other kids even at cram school. There's gotta be some flavour of bullying in there, especially with how common it is in Japan plus with the timeline (the 80s and 90s being the worst in terms of bullying -I have a source for that lmaooo this my researcher bias).

Because I wonder what turned tiny shy Kisaki into a criminal in *checks notes* two years.

[nabaath-areng]

degrees centrigrade.

[phoenix-before-the-flame]

Sorry comrades im going to be absolutely useless for about 2 days, ill be staring at these Todd Haberkorn autographs that my homie @xxthe-hidden-spyxx graciously got for me

[techno-rat]

techno and his relationship to dehumanization is SOOO important to me .

[finniestoncrane]

you know what, i wasn't going to say anything, but the anon who just generalised the fuck out of me and sent me a horribly ableist ask about my OCD (who is still following me, so will see this):

i might spend my day with the repetitive question of "are you just a cunt who should spend eternity alone?" going through my head. but at least i know the answer to that question is emphatically no. you however? yeesh

[dardargnan]

at least i’ll always have you

[hiemaldesirae]

making the acotar series yuri wouldve fixed it

[god-has-entered-my-body]

chat is it normal to have an album in your phone full of screenshots of nice things people have said to you

[katyspersonal]

Although I never trashed "Mohg did nothing wrong" / "Griffith reference Miquella" people (I just didn't understand the appeal of these interpretations and had my own idea), @ the characters I am now like:

[coridallasmultipass]

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[wine-and-madness]

HEY GUESS WHAT

ALTAR

This is my first ever altar!!! Depression and ADHD have made this YEARS in the making, and I'm so happy to finally have done it!!! I used it to offer the first wine I've ever made that I find palatable 😊😊😊 Which is only my second batch, and vastly needs improvement still, but it's EXCITING to be getting somewhere!!!!!