New year same me. I mean actually no fuck that. I'm going to actively become worse. Good luck guys
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hot take but you all NEED to stop telling people to kill themselves.
yes, even *those* people. i don't care if you're talking to some monster who puts live puppies into a wood chipper for fun, don't say that shit.
because mx. puppychipper isn't gonna be affected by your words.
but you know who might be affected? some innocent third party reading the words you said on a public website.
because telling people to kill themselves says "suicide is a punishment for being a bad person. bad people, upon realizing they're bad, should simply commit suicide instead of working to atone for their actions."
and that is NOT a message you wanna be normalizing to anyone, but ESPECIALLY people with depression (who, let's be real, make up a higher than average chunk of this site's userbase). whose mental illness is already telling them that 1: they're an inherently terrible worthless person no matter what they do 2: death is an appealing option.
is reading "kill yourself" once or twice gonna make them do it? nah, probably not. but reading it multiple times a day every day is gonna make their mental health worse. it's probably not good for your mental health to be saying that kind of thing, either.
just knock that shit off. the world is already so hostile to people with mental illness, and managing mental illness and unlearning unhealthy thought patterns is already so difficult. you don't need to be out here making it worse.
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Tormented by the thoughts of Kisaki's possible upbringing. Like you can't tell me a kid who dedicated his entire life to a girl who was kind to him for five seconds was not somewhat neglected. Bullying at school? Absent parents? Like they weren't even at the same school, they went to the same cram school!
From his bedroom, you can tell his family is pretty rich (tons of books and like three pc monitors at thirteen plus gaming console and a TV? Okay dude) so the parents spending all of their time at work is plausible.
Also him at like 11 being all superior thinking he's the smartest guy around= putting all of his value in his intellect -> parents that probably ask for the best results and nothing else?
And the fact that he's so alienated from the other kids even at cram school. There's gotta be some flavour of bullying in there, especially with how common it is in Japan plus with the timeline (the 80s and 90s being the worst in terms of bullying -I have a source for that lmaooo this my researcher bias).
Because I wonder what turned tiny shy Kisaki into a criminal in *checks notes* two years.
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Sorry comrades im going to be absolutely useless for about 2 days, ill be staring at these Todd Haberkorn autographs that my homie @xxthe-hidden-spyxx graciously got for me
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you know what, i wasn't going to say anything, but the anon who just generalised the fuck out of me and sent me a horribly ableist ask about my OCD (who is still following me, so will see this):
i might spend my day with the repetitive question of "are you just a cunt who should spend eternity alone?" going through my head. but at least i know the answer to that question is emphatically no. you however? yeesh
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You know, everyone talks about how obsessed Kaz is with Inej’s hair, but not nearly enough people are talking about how often Inej brings up Kaz’s eyes and hands
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chat is it normal to have an album in your phone full of screenshots of nice things people have said to you
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HEY GUESS WHAT
ALTAR
This is my first ever altar!!! Depression and ADHD have made this YEARS in the making, and I'm so happy to finally have done it!!! I used it to offer the first wine I've ever made that I find palatable 😊😊😊 Which is only my second batch, and vastly needs improvement still, but it's EXCITING to be getting somewhere!!!!!
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i just got the medicine and. my entire brain has been drenched
(i fucking hate lemon flavour)
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talk about the Coleverlord au. please. I need to know everything about this
Been thinking about having the Overlord actively make Cole's childhood worse. Having It in his skull already gives him off-kilter vibes, but what if I turned that up a notch. And what if the Overlord actively took advantage of that. Turned up Its bad vibes in order to prompt others to ostracize Cole, thus isolating him.
And what if the Overlord could whisper into the minds of people nearby, and use that to feed into a mother's belief that her child has been replaced until something breaks.
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