#men and women just cant help hurting each other!
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seeing post about m/f ships but too shy to reblog to ramble. does anybody else like horrible marriage het. people are always like only this is good het! and then show a bland dynamic because its yet another dynamic template(said with contempt in my soul). i got what girlboss and malewife is the first time already!🤬💢 nothing wrong with that and all the loveydovey het people post about tbh but i think. okay. this is specific. i like. horrible het ships spinning in my mind a lot. you know when you see crazy tiktok posts about the modern dating scene or something (very majorly straight most of the time) and its like what do you bring to the table?! would you let your boyfriend have female friends?! she is so cheating on you. he's on his way to meet his secret 5 wives kill him before he kills you. i am reminded of the gender box insanity going on but also its kind of crazyfunny isnt it. my favorite straight "ship" is bloberta and clay puppington from moral orel. ships are like watching a bug in a glass box and the observable kind-of-crazy straight people you see everyday are kind of funny.
#my#rant#i still hate het etl most of the time tho. the dynamic is off 💢#no no its like. i dont know#this one weird manga oneshot i read had the line#men and women just cant help hurting each other!#or something like that#its so encompassing it i think#or maybe my sexism pessimism is really getting to me#yeahhh adam and eve hate each other etc etc will never understand each other etc etc (muttering)#will never connect will never resonate. unhappy marriage till the end of time#but thats why. misery is potent in my head. when its really the focus it feels soothing#but if i think about misogyny in it for too long i am overcome with thoughts of suicide
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tear you apart. modern werewolf!cregan
pairing: modern werewolf!cregan x reader (a/n): i’ll be honest i really didn’t wanna write this cause i am in no way a cregan enjoyer (idk why i just cant get into him) so im sorry if this feels lazy CW: p in v sex, breeding kink, mentions of blood, overstimulation if you squint, kinda a lot tbh he’s a beast. prns: she/her words: 1.3k tag list: @clairacassidy @ad-astra-again @hopelesswritergall @howyouloveyourdragon @daenerysapologist @twizzy123
Being with Cregan Stark was both a treat and a nightmare. A popular hockey player with a more reserved girl seemed like an unexpected match. If his team wins a game, you sit on the couch at this party. You watch the sweaty and shaggy men loiter and flirt loosely, Cregan trying to include me. You stare at him and smile as you softly reject his request. Though, he was a bit of an idiot when it came to understanding others' feelings, completely blind to negative emotions.
He's lucky he's attractive.
You sit on the couch, idly sipping the alcoholic beverage that rests in the red cup between your fingers, staring at the boys. With his shaggy dark hair and beautifully shaped facial hair, Cregan stood out. His toned muscles gleamed in the minimal light around him. You couldn't help the swelling feeling between your legs. Every time sex was brought up, Cregan avoided urges like the plague. You were unsure why since he'd called you his "destined mate." If you both were so destined to be together, why does he avoid intimacy like a plague?
That is, until tonight.
Something in him changes as he comes down from some high, his chest heaving as his hands clench into fists. Robb is nearby and spots a behavioral change. Quickly, you watch as he rushes towards Jon, whose eyes widen in surprise. What's happening? Did he get hurt?
You get up, heading for Cregan to check on him. But, before you reach him, a strong hand pulls you back. You turn around, looking at Jon Snow's familiar face, Cregan's distant half-cousin.
"We're leaving," he says sternly, his voice smooth like silk. You shake your head looking at Cregan. You only see him as Robb drags him off, his eyes fiery and full of something you can't place. When he looks at you, he's practically clawing Robb to get to you, a power trip between the two.
"I came here with Cregan! I can't just leave him," you snap, Jon's brows furrowing as he grabs you tighter and forcefully drags you off to his car.
"I'll get your things, just stay here and behave," he says, pushing me into the back seat and getting into the front, not saying another word. Despite your abundance of questions, Jon stays silent and stern. Is Cregan okay? What's happening? Why can't I see him? This is unfair, you have to tell me! Jon doesn't budge, continuing his one-track mind as you fall quiet, not dwelling on what you've just seen.
When you walk into the Stark house, it's a scattered mess. Arya and Sansa are whispering to each other, which silences when you enter, Robb, Jon, and Ned are all rushing around from Cregan's room to the kitchen, and Catelyn is sitting with the girls in dead silence. You hear the women ushering you to join them, to stay downstairs, but you don't obey. Slowly, you walk up the stairs to Cregan's room.
A shaky hand touches the hot doorknob as you open it slowly, spotting Cregan tied to the bed with anything they can, his chest bare and heaving desperately as his eyes hold a soft yellow hue that glares into your soul. Your heart pounds, closing the door and locking it quickly, rushing to Cregan and furrowing your brows.
"What the fuck is this?! What's going on?" You say with pained confusion. Cregan whimpers under your eyes like a dog, his jaw clenching as his hips push into the air. That's when you notice. His hands hold claws, sharp like an animal’s, yellow-hued eyes staring eagerly into yours, and his raging hard-on that hurt in his pants. It all made sense; why he was tied down, why the women stayed away while the men went around.
He wasn't a human.
You take your hand, placing it on Cregan's cheek, his body blazing hot as he moans and nuzzles into your palm, taking in the scent of your wrist. His k-9 teeth seemed more prominent now as he nipped at your skin with a desperate look in his eyes. You shiver with delight, biting your lip and moving in to kiss him, a banging on the door trailing your thoughts away.
Fuck it.
You ignore the knock, untying Cregan. Within seconds he's on you, his arms cradling your torso and his clawed hands trailing up your shirt. He cups at your breasts through your bra's flimsy lace.
"Mine," he growls lowly, pressing his hard-on to your clothed cunt, grinding his hips slowly. "Breed. Please." He looks at you, only barely restraining himself from forcing this upon you.
You moan in delight, tilting your head back as you return his waist movements tenfold, nodding quickly. "Yes, your mate," you whisper, lips parting slightly as a pathetic whimper escapes your lips. "Take me, Cregan. Please." The plea barely escapes your lips as he pins you against the bed, hands ripping off your clothing like an animal. You ignore the banging on the door, shivering at the heat rushing onto your skin, Cregan tearing off your underwear and pants, tossing the torn-apart clothing to the floor as she sheds his trousers, underwear nowhere to be seen. He grabs your thighs, pulling you up roughly and his mouth immediately abusing your throbbing cunt, tongue lapping at your folds and rolling in circles on your swollen clit, a euphoric groan emerging from him as those yellow eyes glare into yours, forcing you to keep your gaze locked with his. His tongue plunges inside of you, juices squirting onto the muscle as he fists his cock eagerly, grinding into his palm. You sink into the sheets, panting desperately and rolling your hips into his mouth, your thighs trembling. His claws dig into your thighs, harsh enough to prick the skin and draw small bits of blood.
With a filthy pop, he moves off your cunt too early for your liking. But, his regard for your pleasure is now extinct. You can't speak before his cock plunges into you. It took everything out of him not to rail at you. His eyes stare into yours, pushing you into a mating press and his eyes attempting to not roll back in his skull, sweat dripping from his tan muscles and down his freckled shoulders and face, shaggy dark hair dangling in front of your face as his cross necklace dangles in your face, almost taunting you to sink into this sin. Slowly, you grind your hips to tell him to start moving, which he gladly does with an animalistic growl, keeping deep and lustful eye contact as he slams his hips to yours, filthy wet slapping noises filling the room as his lips move to your neck, nipping at the fragile skin.
"Could rip you apart," he whispers, excitement coursing through you. "Tear your pretty body to shreds if I wanted." He slams harder into your cunt, making you whimper and scream his name, clawing red swelling marks into his skin. Cregan loves it, pressing his forehead to yours and huffing loudly. Growls mixed with heavy grunts escaped him. Since this was your first time in ages, you knew you couldn't last anymore.
His hips snap into yours as you tell him you're getting closer to your blissful finale. He ignores you, pounding it just as hard, slamming into that spongy spot inside you, pounding it when you squeal his name. When you see white, you feel him bite in an oddly specific spot on your neck, hard enough to draw blood. He licks up the red metallic fluid eagerly.
"That's it... Fuckin' take my pups in that filthy cunt. Fuck..." He groans in your ear, body trembling in delight.
"Cre- Cregan, stop- I-I can't take any more." You cry, overwhelmed with pleasure. He ignores your pleas, riding out his orgasm just as rough as he started, bursting inside you.
Gradually, he slows, looking into your eyes and panting heavily, keeping his cock stuffed in your cunt. With a loving kiss, he gently wipes away your tears.
"Don't pass out yet, I'm not done with you. You're all mine tonight, Cub. All. Mine."
#cregan x reader#cregan x y/n#cregan x you#cregan stark#hbo house of the dragon#house of the dragon#hotd smut#rhaenyra targaryen#daemon targaryen#otto hightower#alicent hightower#hotd aegon#aegon the second#aegon targaryen x reader#aegon ii x reader#aegon ii x you#aegon ii fic#prince aemond#aemond smut#house of the dragon aemond#game of thrones#got#house stark#hotd fandom#hotd fic#hotd x reader
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hey, thank you for having and running this blog. you're doing the equivalent of gods work.
first, i'm sorry for the amounts of jerk anons you have to deal with. you literally articulate yourself very well and clearly, and still, people will find a way to twist it or not take it seriously. it reminds me of me "arguing" with terfs back in 2022 on twitter. (shudders.)
and second, how do you deal with the constant negativity? i have found myself doomscrolling the transandrophobia tag, and, well, to no ones surprise, my mental health is down the gutter. do you have any tips to deal with it? mainly with the transandrophobia in general? it is more than exhausting existing as a (gnc & enby) trans guy atm, and it's really getting to me. the thing is, I wouldn't mind it if it were non-queer bigots, but the fact it's coming from inside the community is devastating. i am more than hurt. this intense hatred for men and masculinity, queer, trans, or not, is incomprehensible to me. it never does anything good. anyone who says "i hate all men and anything masculine" is definitely going in the "yep that's either a radfem or a radfem hatchling" box. i partially understand as to why- i had a fear of men myself when i still identified as a girl, and slipped into the "all men bad. kill" side of the internet for a short while but ONLY because of this rhetoric ("you need to be afraid because there are men outside." , "men and masculinity are inherently predatory or dangerous")- but i got out of it because i saw how fucked it was eventually (thank goodness)- but nothing should ever be an excuse to excessively hate a gender or masculinity this badly. and its mostly gender essentialist bs anyways imo, so i do not understand it at all...it reminds me of people saying men/mascs cant be asexual because it's "in their nature to be sexual"- because testosterone. its hard. i just wish we all could respect each other. you're either "one of the bad bad evil men" or "noooooo not YOU. you're AFAB!! never!! youre a girl/woman in spirit!!" from my personal experience with terfs/radfems/idiots.
anyways, sorry for invading your anon space with this long rant, but i just wanted to leave this and the question. i hope you have a nice day/night, and thank you for reporting on transandrophobia as much as you do. it's sadly very much needed right now.
Thank you so much, this is such a kind ask to receive. To be honest with you: I don’t handle my mental health very well around it </3 It’s weighed on me pretty heavily these last few months especially. The things keeping me running this blog anyway are my passion for the transmasc community and lovely anons like yourself cheering me up. When it comes to trying to manage it, the most important thing for me has been finding people I can vent to about it who will understand. I’m lucky enough to have a wonderful discord server full of awesome trans people who will talk it through with me, and that’s been a life-saver. Staying offline for a bit and trying to engage in person with people who are unlikely to be transandrophobic towards you can be a nice relief. I catch myself doomscrolling constantly too, and it doesn’t feel great. If you need to set some sort of time limit on your phone even just to remind yourself not to do it, that’s helped me before and might help you too.
Having this much hatred levied at me for my identity from my own community lately has been devastating. I completely understand you. I’ve always been vocal about supporting transfems in particular, so it really hurts to see so many turn against me for speaking up. I understand how the queer community got this way, though. Antimasculinism has been an issue in queer and feminist spaces for ages. I think people are starting to notice it more and understand why it sucks and how much it negatively affects trans men and mascs. It feels like a losing battle sometimes with how much cultural feminism — the Men Bad Women Good flavor of pop feminism — has pervaded our communities and often led to very overt radical feminism that people still can’t always recognize because they don’t know anything about TERFs outside of them hating trans women. I believe the culture will start to shift soon such that people are able to recognize sexism and gender essentialism that harms all genders, and I will be doing my part to help that happen.
#transandrophobia#cultural feminism#transfeminism#intersectional feminism#antimasculinism#transmasc experiences#long post#ask#mine
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Witchcraft and adoration
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Rowena x Male Reader
"we are going to have to call her Dean" Sam says as he's looking through all the books they currently had to try to help their current situation in any way they could.
Dean glares at him from across the table in the main room and shakes his head. "No absolutely not"
Sam just shakes his head at his brothers stubbornness and goes back to reading the book he was currently on. But even after hours of doing research his own eyes had started to hurt so he decided to take a break. "I'm not getting anything. There's nothing we might have to Dean. I know we don't trust her but its not the worst idea we have ever done"
The oldest brother sighs and stands up grabbing himself a drink. "Damnit. You know she's just going to come here and cause trouble right? Remember what happened last time she was around us?"
Both the brothers recall exactly what had happened last time Rowena was around the four of you. Rowena had been giving you looks from across the room and eventually that turned into you coming over and flirting with her. Having no shame in your game what so ever.
You were one of their best friends growing up as you were also raised in the hunting business. This resulted in you guys being around each other a lot but also away so as the years went on Dean had taught you how to flirt and pick of women or men. While you and Sam had flirted a lot throughout the years he fell in love with Jess and nothing ever happened between the two of you which the both of you were fine with you two were close friends.
However they both had grown protective over you and so seeing you flirting with the enemy was a BIG no for them. "Okay so maybe we just keep them two separate from each other" Dean says and Sam nods.
Its to late though because you had heard the last sentence as you walked downstairs. You were about to pick up some groceries when you overheard them talking. "Who are you keeping separate from each other?"
Dean takes a drink out of his glass leaving it up to his brother to take over. "We are having a few people come by to help us with this case since none of us have been able to figure anything to solve it and two of them don't like each other"
Now did you believe what Sam was saying. No. His voice was coming off very matter of fact and when he is speaking truth he doesn't have to seem so convincing. However you choose to ignore it and just nod. "Okay well you two have fun with these friends of yours. I'm going to the store anything you guys want while I'm there?"
You grab a jacket of yours and put it on since its been cold recently with the Christmas weather around the corner. Before you walk out the door you hear the both of them yell out what they want. "Pie, Fruits and vegetables"
"okay if I'm not back after an hour I'm dead" They both glare at you when you say that causing you to laugh and walk out.
As soon as they hear your car start and pull out the drive way is when Sam pulls out his phone. "I cant believe we are actually asking her for help" Dean grumbles like a child and Sam rolls his eyes as he presses the contact and it rings.
"hello boys" Rowena's voice comes through the speaker. "screw something up already?" She teased but was completely serious. Which resulted in Dean speaking "No we haven't. But Sam here thinks we need your help"
Dean not having much manners doesn't hide the fact he is unhappy with this arrangement. So Sam speaks "Rowena we need your help. Will you help us we cant find anything in the books or we wouldn't have called"
There is silence through the other end for a moment before she speaks. "well I hate to be one of these people but what's in it for me?"
The brothers look at each other for a moment "world peace should be good enough of a reward"
She laughs "oh please where is the fun in that. I guess we will just have to figure something out then hm." There's a pause for a moment "is the pretty boy there?"
They can hear the smile forming on her face and they sigh as Sam speaks "He went out. You might miss him if you don't come over now"
A beep is the only thing they here in response. They think she had chosen not to but when footsteps are heard across the wood floor they see her. Her red hair curled and falling down her shoulders nicely. She had also put on a nice outfit and they knew exactly who she was trying to impress.
Dean walks up to her glaring at her. "listen if you even think about flirting with him or even Looking at him with those eyes of yours ill kill you"
She smirks and places her hand on his shoulder. "oh Dean I'm not intimidated by you. I'm here to help you show me what you need me to do"
Sam brings her to all the things they had been researching and she nods and they get ingredients all out before she begins to slowly use her witchcraft. Making sure to do this correctly.
About an hour goes by and she's still there and you walk in through the door. "okay boys I've got everything for Sam's healthy smoothies cause he's a freak and Deans pie"
You look up and see the both of them looking at you "what?"
"Well took you long enough. I was beginning to think I would have to stall for even longer" You turn your head to look at Rowena and a small smile forms on your lips. "hello gorgeous sorry for keeping you waiting"
Sam grabs the bags from you and puts things away but not before telling the both of you to stop flirting. "well Sam if you and Dean don't want to watch us flirt I suggest you both remove yourselves from the room"
This causes the both of them to roll their eyes and they both leave and go to the kitchen. They knew that you liked her but you also wouldn't let her screw anything up for them. So as soon as they left the room you walk behind Rowena and look at what she's doing. "what are you doing with all these ingredients?"
She rests against you a little as if her body couldn't help but gravitate towards yours. "well watch and ill teach you a little something" A smile forms on your face as you place your chin on her shoulder lightly. "yes ma'am you have my full attention"
You could have sworn you seen her cheeks turn red but she chose to not draw attention to it. She began to show you slowly how to do simple things. She left out some of the steps because she didn't need you to know everything. If you wanted to learn how to do witchcraft she would teach you simple things first.
As she explained some of the steps to you. You listened to her words and after a while you were wondering why the boys weren't in here yet but you had a good idea of who is stopping them from being able to and she's right here with you.
Even when you knew she was trying to focus on the task at hand you couldn't help but want to get a reaction from her so you began to kiss her shoulder and to her neck and as you did you felt her relax and try to continue to work.
However when you got to her collarbone she leaned back and brought her hand to turn your face to look at her. "As much as this is amazing. I've got to finish this and what if Sam and Dean see you kissing me like this?"
Your response was shrugging your shoulders. "well they wouldn't be able to say anything. If i want you im gonna be with you" This results in her placing a quick kiss to your lips. Then you speak again "plus Sam was into a demon at one point in time and we are all pretty sure Dean had a thing for a vampire named Benny and now hes with an angel so"
She laughs and nods "okay well then you still need to back up so i can focus on this and not you" You nod and back away and go to the kitchen and let the both of them out.
When the three of you walk back to the room Rowena is finished with her work and walks over and hands it to Dean. "here now I believe you said there was something in it for me"
"what do you want and don't say what I think you are" He tries to sound stern but when she looks at you he sighs and Sam crosses his arms. "it might be a little to late for your opinions boys"
They give her a questioning look as she walks over to you and pulls you into a kiss and your hands go to her waist leaning into it and before you could stop her she magically takes her back to her home and then un connects your lips
The night is filled with her teaching you a little about witchcraft then movies and dinner. You knew she would let you leave at any time but tonight it was the last thing you wanted to do.
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The boys back at the bunker both look at each other and try to grab onto you so you didn't go with her but they were to late. They weren't really worried about her keeping you hostage because even if they hated the fact...they knew she really did like you.
"oh come on!" Dean yells and Sam just laughs a little
"well they never were one to listen to well" Sam says
#river13245#fluff#new blog#supernatural#rowena macleod#rowena macleod x male reader#rowena macleod x reader#sam winchester#dean winchester#dean winchester x male reader#sam winchester x male reader#supernatural fanfiction
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Finally chapter six of inhuman, unfortunately I couldn't find a way to squeeze any g/t into this chapter, but, new perspective and new characters are introduced in this new addition, enjoy!
Chapter six,
Damien
Im three hours into the thirteen hour flight from venice italy to vancouver canada, and each passing second im more tempted to knock out the pilot, take the wheel and break most of the air traffic safety rules.
It took me ten years to find my sister, and I hired the two most idiotic men to retrieve her. I would've done it myself if it weren't for the fact that I was in Europe when I got the notification that she was still in the same town we grew up in.
I knew my father wasn't an idiot when it came to where he put his labs, he strategically places them in old worn abandoned buildings so that they're not on the government's radar. Unfortunately for him, I'm not as stupid as the government and was able to find isabelle.
Granted it took me ten years, but I know for a fact that she's still alive and not too injured. I know for a fact that she's going to have a lot of changes due to the unique nature of our fathers experiments, but it won't be anything I cant reverse.
I was seventeen when Isabelle was taken to the lab. My mother and father came home that day to tell me about what they had done, and informed me that I was going to be taken there as well. Not for the same reason as my sister though, they wanted me to start visiting the labs so I could learn what I would be in charge of after they passed. Of course when I protested their reaction was not what i was expecting. Instead of the usual violence and threats on my life, they said something a hundred times worse.
They had threatened to use Isabelle for tests that the subjects were not meant to survive.
With how They had gone into detail about the different ways they could make her death slower and more agonizing, I knew I didn't have much of a choice but to force other innocent children into the same sick fate that hundreds have been put through due to my parents. In a way I'm just as bad as they are, I couldn't find another way to save my sister and instead hurt dozens of others just like her, And I don't even know if I truly saved her at all.
Nine more hours into the flight I'm tempted to just grab a parachute and jump out of the plane window.
I refrain however, I don't think the other passengers would appreciate a sudden loss of pressure in the cabin. The last hour of the flight Is always the longest and I feel like now Is worse than ever.
I sigh for what feels like the millionth time since I boarded the plane, and I only sigh louder when the baby I'm sitting ten seats in front of starts wailing once again. Anyone who brings a baby on a plane should at least have the decency to be able to keep it quiet. Yet another sigh escapes my lips as I unbuckle my seatbelt and make my way over to the women holding the baby, my expression carefully folded into an expression that masks the annoyance that is building inside my core.
Once I reach her seat, and see the baby's little face scrunched up with tears running down his face, alongside a clearly exhausted mother who looks like she hasn't gotten a wink of sleep in the last week. I tap her shoulder and her eyes meet mine, the dark circles under her eyes abundantly clear. “Excuse me miss, I don't mean to be rude,” I tell her in my customer service, and I hold out the small blue stuffed bear that I keep with me for situations like this, “but would your child want this to help him calm down?” the baby in question stops its blubbering and begins to make grabby hands at the toy, and his mother accepts the toy with a grateful smile and I leave before she can initiate any small talk.
Once the plane has landed, I waste no time grabbing my bags and calling a taxi to take me to the very odd address I was given by the idiots I hired. Since I was in such a rush to leave Italy, I only packed three bags to take with me. One for essentials, one for my equipment, and one for Isabelle's things that I managed to get my hands on after my parents threw them all out. The cab driver is a young man in his twenties, he seems tired and based on his expression I assume he's not really one of those chatty drivers i hate.
I lean back and pull out my phone, a simple black burner phone that I use to contact anyone involved in my less than legal life. After scrolling through the seemingly never ending list of contacts before finally coming across the one i need. I click the call button and bring the phone to my ear. Once I hear the voice on the other end of the phone, I speak before they have a chance to take a breath. “You have twenty minutes.”
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as promised it’s DEEP DIVE TIME BABY!!!
chapter 29 here’s my thoughts and things i noticed!!
first things first I WAS MENTIONED AGAIN!!! love to know i’m just roaming about in this universe fucking around. love how i was warned tho very nice!
i loved that when remus saw reader he immediately went “oh thank god HERE!!” like he trusts her skills enough to know that if anyone could do it it’s her like the whole “if anyone can do it,it’s you luv” LIKE OK I SEE YOU WITH THE NICKNAMES 🤭 but the trust not only remus but peter has in reader shows how their relationship has grown since they’ve met and i think it’s so cute how quickly she was accepted into the group!
also PETER HAS A DATE?!?? MY BABY!! (specifically your peter tho i only like your peter) I CANT WAIT TO FIND OUT HOW THE DATE WENT AND WHO IT WAS WITH!!!
AND READER BEING SEEKER FOR THE NEXT MATCH?!??? OH I CANT WAIT FOR THAT!! I CAN SEE THE TENSION AND EXCITEMENT THATS GONNA BE IN THE CHAPTER!! I KNOW READER IS GONNA PULL THROUGH AND FUCK EVERYONE OVER!! (barty and evan cough cough)
and reader having survivors guilt? she’s so me i hate watching people get hurt when i could have stopped it or tried to help! idk maybe it has something to do with me hating the feeling of being weak. like as a woman it’s hard to be seen as strong and competent so having men fight your battles against other men never feels as satisfying as the woman beating HIS ASS TO OBLIVION!!!
anyways! reader being selfless as always taking the punishment so james can have his little date with lily. love her with everything i have.
but remus offering to take james spot instead of reader but when sirius asks for remus to take his spot he flat out just goes “hell nah” his love language for both reader and sirius are so different yet so similar? like you can tell remus and sirius are obviously closer and so remus has no problem denying a request from him. but with reader he’s just met her and hasn’t figured out the boundaries of their relationship yet (friendships are still relationships) like how far he can go to tease her or what she’s comfortable with and not. don’t get me wrong for the amount of time they have known each other remus knows a LOT about her like mannerisms and her thought process but there’s still more for him to learn! like just how far she’s willing to go! (i have no idea if any of that made sense i’m sorry)
DIFFERENT TOPIC!!! READER FLIRTING WITH REMUS!!! even if it was as james i need more of reader teasing or like “jokingly” flirting with remus!!! please on my knees!!! honestly tho i do feel like reader teasing remus about the blindfold and him being “kinky” shows how comfortable she’s getting with him! like it took her awhile to get like that with sirius but once she started she never stoped and i want to see more of these with her and rem.
also reader wearing boxers? homegirl stays prepared! i swear she’s literally so smart! and clever i will never shut up about it. like the way she thinks ahead has saved her in so many different situations! clever little fox 🥰
love love love reader getting jealous with the thought of sirius flirting with other girls! (i think she should show him why that’s a terrible idea WHAT?!?? WHO SAID THAT?!???)
i loved how the “there isn’t any man’s work that i cannot do.” came to bite her in the ass so quickly. can’t even blame her men’s public restrooms are foul. what do they do in there?!?!!
reader as james calling mcgonagall minnie had me crying oh i know she was embarrassed (it’s ok tho because i would want to call her minnie too 😔)
I NEED MORE OF READER BEING INTIMIDATING!!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!!! i live for intimidating reader! i eat that shit up! love to see men cower to a powerful woman!!! RAAAHHHH WOMEN!!!!
the whole random chick asking sirius to go to hogsmeade as if he doesn’t already have a girlfriend is crazy! like how are you gonna try and be a home wrecker??? the audacity to yell at james/reader i would be mad for james to because how do you have all of that attitude? like damn.
but i want to say this i know sirius and remus are gonna get together but i feel like right now their relationship is screaming “remus lupin wouldn’t mind liking boys if it didn’t mean liking sirius black. sirius black wouldn’t mind liking remus lupin if it didn’t mean liking a boy.” ya know? i thought of that when sirius was having his little sexuality crisis with reader being a boy
can i say this enough? MORE REMUS SIRIUS AND READER INTERACTIONS!!! i need them! i need remus and reader teaming up antagonist sirius! i need remus and reader having this wordless communication! i need reader and sirius to spend more time with remus! i need more remus freaking out over sirius! i need more of them together! I NEEEEDDD ITTTT
can’t stop thinking about how remus noticed reader was turning back and tried to stop her from getting hurt. how closely he was paying attention in order to notice that in the first place. how i can imagine him just admiring reader and sirius and noticing readers demeanor change slightly just enough for him to realize the potions effects were disappearing. yeah. can’t stop thinking about it.
gonna go to bed tonight dreaming i’m laying in bed with sirius and listening to remus read me the godfather. we all just cuddle together in a mess of limbs while remus’ voice lulls us to sleep. yeah….gonna dream about that.
ok that was my thoughts on this chapter. lord is it long? probably im sorry 😭 i can’t wait for the next chapter!!! literally in love with your writing! like i want it tattooed in my brain.
OK IM GONE!!!
Right? Peter is such a weird character bc we know what's gonna happen to him in the future and we know what he's supposed to do, but I still felt it necessary to flesh him out? Especially if Sirius eventually suggests using him as a secret keeper instead because let's be honest, they must have trusted him heavily to make that happen and it was really important for me to let that be seen. How much did he change due to his cowardice?
Remus and nicknames are a thing, he's always using them on her, but I bet he's gonna use them even further as time goes by and they become closer o each other. Who knows? He might start teasing him just as much as she teases him.
AND READER BEING SEEKER FOR THE NEXT MATCH?!??? OH I CANT WAIT FOR THAT!! I CAN SEE THE TENSION AND EXCITEMENT THATS GONNA BE IN THE CHAPTER!! I KNOW READER IS GONNA PULL THROUGH AND FUCK EVERYONE OVER!! (barty and evan cough cough)
I freaking love your excitement! And there's definitely going to be something very interesting happening in Chapter 30. Remember who's the Slytherin Seeker.
but remus offering to take james spot instead of reader but when sirius asks for remus to take his spot he flat out just goes “hell nah” his love language for both reader and sirius are so different yet so similar? like you can tell remus and sirius are obviously closer and so remus has no problem denying a request from him. but with reader he’s just met her and hasn’t figured out the boundaries of their relationship yet (friendships are still relationships) like how far he can go to tease her or what she’s comfortable with and not. don’t get me wrong for the amount of time they have known each other remus knows a LOT about her like mannerisms and her thought process but there’s still more for him to learn! like just how far she’s willing to go! (i have no idea if any of that made sense i’m sorry)
It 100% makes sense! Remus still has a lot to learn about her and it's part of the beauty of it. The realisticness of their relationship developing lays heavily on this, especially on those occasions in which Remus notices shit Sirius doesn't and at other times, he sees things that Vixen doesn't know about Sirius, bc he's known him for longer.
Like in this case, he's offering to help because he knows Vixen's arm is hurt and still feels guilty because of it, he doesn't want her to overwork. Meanwhile, with Sirius, he knows he's more than fine, and that he's just trying to get away from it by using his charm like he always does, which is why he flat-out refuses. Remus fell for Sirius' winning smile enough times in his first and second year, and our poor boy didn't even know why he wanted to help Sirius with his homework so much.
i loved how the “there isn’t any man’s work that i cannot do.” came to bite her in the ass so quickly. can’t even blame her men’s public restrooms are foul. what do they do in there?!?!!
I loved doing this because she really was all "Don't underestimate me, I can do anything a man can," and then they throw her in the dirty loo and she's like "I fucked up." This would soooo happen to me. I LOOOVE strong independent woman, if you haven't noticed, I always try to have her keep that personality with her. In fact, one of her character faults is that she struggles to accept help from others because she too, doesn't like being perceived as weak. And sometimes it's hard to understand that, needing help on some things isn't a weakness, but rather inherently human.
but i want to say this i know sirius and remus are gonna get together but i feel like right now their relationship is screaming “remus lupin wouldn’t mind liking boys if it didn’t mean liking sirius black. sirius black wouldn’t mind liking remus lupin if it didn’t mean liking a boy.” ya know? i thought of that when sirius was having his little sexuality crisis with reader being a boy
This really is them in every universe. And regarding Zia, I wanted to put her in there because well, the subject of adding Remus is already delicate enough. And that thin line between the three being in love with each other and cheating, is something I wanted to explore further. There will be no cheating on GC because I do not condone that at all and I value honesty above all, but I thought adding that bit of contrast in there was important.
Also just a mini reminder of what a hot shot Sirius is bc hot damn he's a total catch!
can’t stop thinking about how remus noticed reader was turning back and tried to stop her from getting hurt. how closely he was paying attention in order to notice that in the first place. how i can imagine him just admiring reader and sirius and noticing readers demeanor change slightly just enough for him to realize the potions effects were disappearing. yeah. can’t stop thinking about it.
My man's so in love it borderlines on obsession and it's hard bc good god he's in love with his two best friends who are also dating each other, how much more miserable must he be?
gonna go to bed tonight dreaming i’m laying in bed with sirius and listening to remus read me the godfather. we all just cuddle together in a mess of limbs while remus’ voice lulls us to sleep. yeah….gonna dream about that.
Dear lord, I also wish I could have Rem read to me asleep! He's just so sweet and soft and I feel like he would do narrations masterfully! Sidenote: Audible has a version of "The Portrait of Dorian Grey" narrated by Ben Barnes and it's the loveliest thing in the world, sometimes I go to bed and pretend it's Sirius reading to me.
I LOOOOOVE your analysis, you don't understand how much! Truly, they give me a whole week's highlight! They're so much fun to read and see how you dissect things that are deep within my brain. Things that happen in the story that I hadn't even gone into such depth but somehow knew? It's soooo cool because it lets me know how much of the story us coming across like I wanted it to come across and it really, truly, brings me joy. You always make me all blushie (இ﹏இ)/♡
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abt your men being proverbially shit on post: i mean i agree sorta, bioessentialism is unhelpful and hurtful, and rn you see a lot of shit from cis women abt how men cant help but be bad people etc. and that kinda shit is not helpful at all. but i agree w the person who replied to that post too. i mean i wouldnt make a joke like "i hate men" to a dude's face bc it's unhelpful in the same way i wouldn't say i hate white people to a random white person's face, but like. yknow? i dont know specifically what example you're thinking of but i would pretty confidently say there IS a difference between how women talk abt men and how men talk abt women. i agree that it's unhelpful for them and YOURSELF to genuinely earnestly think men are genetically unable to be better bc it just. isn't true. but i would definitely say misogyny and "i hate men" are different. again though idk what example you're using here, but just like... when i walk around as a woman, and even when i walk around as a man, i see like every third guy talkin crazy shit on how Fundamentally Different women are from men and women are This horrible thing and women are That horrible thing and women Can't Help But Be Crazy and when i talk to women all i get are "well he's a man. he's stupid." and usually that doesn't read as bioessentialism, it reads as tiredness from dealing with misogyny all the time. so i agree to an extent, bioessentialism is an issue, and all the "feminine energy astrology balanced by male aggressiveness and men can't help but be stupid people because their brains are wired differently" are contributing to a worsening of some kind, but also i don't know that i'm seeing more manhate than i am misogyny, still to this day, and i am able to opporate socially as both a man and a woman so i see both sides pretty frequently. i feel like you have a specific example you're thinking of that i don't know, because all i can think of are the times i've personally seen men freak out and do shitty stuff because they know a woman who doesn't feel safe around men that they are close to, and both are really horrible about communication, which is a two part thing and a lot more complicated than just random negativity
I don't think I said manhate is more common than misogyny, and I'm sorry if I did because that's not really what I was going for. The point of that post was more to point out the hypocrisy of taking low blows at men while women doing the same thing gets crickets and tumbleweeds. Maybe you haven't experienced this, but I certainly have as a man. Just as there's things I can do that are easier for me to get away with as a dude, there are things chicks can get away with easier than I ever could.
I don't really think the way different genders talk about each other is that different, pre transition I heard women talk crazy shit about dudes, about how we can't control our sex drives and how we're useless if we don't make enough money, and tbh I don't really see how "he can't help being dumb and useless, he's a man" is any less of a meanspirited generalization than "she can't help being oversensitive and hysterical, she's a woman." It's both generalizing stereotypes that are, on some level, hurtful to the demographic they're being hurled at. There's plenty of men who have greivances with abusive and shitty women and we (RE: LEFTIST SPACES) don't let them speak poorly of women, so why is it ok in these same spaces to let women say whatever just cus of their trauma? It's like you say, respect is a two way street. I'm not listening to anyone who makes blind assumptions about me because of my gender and presentation.
I'm going to parrot my friend's reply as well: I don't think a lot of this is "just venting", I don't think making generalizations and saying cruel things about 50% of the population exists in a vaccuum. And even if it did, I still think I'm allowed to say "hey, it hurts my feelings when you say I'm dumb and useless", because at the end of the day you can't deny feelings.
I'm glad you don't say shitty things about men to their faces, but women have done those things to me so you can't speak for all of them. I've been called a moid and told I wouldn't get respect until I "stopped raping and killing women and children" even though I've never put my hands on a woman or child in any way that could be described as anything short of "platonic and consensual". I've been told that I'm not allowed to feel hurt and upset when women verbally abuse me because women are saints who can do no wrong, because they're lower on the social pecking order than me, because other men are nasty and cruel so I have to suck it up and take one for the team. I think people only think this stuff is "harmless venting" because they don't actually realize how biased their perceptions of men and masculinity are. I've had many trans men who can testify to my experiences word for word going as far back as the 70s in the very queer and feminist spaces that I've been bitching about for the past 3 years. So while I don't think institutional misandry is real, or anything, while I don't think women are at fault for being annoyed with how shitty we can be, I do definitely think prejudice is real and I think it's dished out rather unfairly and uncritically.
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Qsmp is very important!!!
Looked at purely from the way qsmp's world works!!!
You know why i love qsmp so much?
Its very communal and collabotative. The parents take care of tasks for those who cant make it. Everyone has linked up their waypoints solely to make sure they have a faster way of getting to each other, lest trouble arises.
Food, tools, items and anything else in need is shared. There is almost a communal pool of resources. Knowledge is shared freely, and everyone makes an effort to update each other on important matters (wether just about mod quirks (our genious Ramon) or helping with setting up the translator, anything). If someone has an abundance of something (Phils dirt) theyll ask anyone they meet if they need any.
Distribution of labour!! Some people are mostly self-sufficient, but there are some who farm and distribute food to those who focus more on building or looking after the eggs. I love the habit of streamers asking each other if they have enough food. Some are being useless sluts (/pos /affectionate) and still are taken care of by the community (if the lore allows it).
The accommodation of (potential!!) disability and acceptance of people. Dappers uber autism is not seen as something in need of changing. Bad is more than happy to see the boy do his thing and every streamer exposed to Dappers collections is impressed and prideful. Tallulahs shyness and reckless love for the harsh world isnt seen as something that she needs to get rid of, lest she get hurt, but rather as something that she needs to cherish, because it is valuable and special. (I can again mention the sharing of resources here!!).
The absolute queerness of it. The whole island is essentially a policule. Suggestive and sexual activities are always consensual and not looked down upon. Not participating in sexual activity is not looked down upon!! Platonic assigned co-parenting, and being a single parent is regarded as equal to the (out of game) standard of mother/ father/ child. Eggs not really having a gender, or having multiple genders or being Very Cis (lobe you Chayanne). Pronouns optional (and always respected). Bitch wife (he is a man and also enjoys this). Men in dresses (and not making it a mockery/ caricature of women). Jaiden (we love you girlboss <3).
Qsmp is a perfect world that is community-oriented, child-centered, library economy based, queer and poc without judgement or stigma. There is so much love admist the chaos and confusion, and everyone is willing and ready to fight, live and go to therapy for the protection and prosperity of the children, for each other, and for family.
Qsmp is my perfect future.
I love it. I feel loved BY it. Thank you, Quackity. Thank you, admins. Thank you, streamers. I love you.
#good example of communal living in modern times#it may be a video game but it is IMPORTANT DAMMIT#also cant wait to get fucking flattened by the lore#qsmp#i am not ready!!!!!!!!!!!!#love bits#talk bits#community
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the bond between rhaenyra and alicent is crazy. by the point the dinner happens and viserys dies theyve been enemies longer than theyd been friends. everyone has perfectly good reasons to think they would no longer care about each other. otto is the only one truly paying attention, and therefore he kinda knows. hell, even alicent and rhaenyra seem to be taken aback by each other at times. the years they spent living at the keep together must have been insane
this is the thing though (and i've said this before and i'll say it again!) - we're given plenty of evidence to suggest rhaenyra and alicent were so built into each others lives prior to alicent marrying viserys that they were basically one entity. alicent was rhaenyra's childhood companion they were always together, like to the point of unhealthy codependency lmao, thats just the nature of it; it was just them, no other playmates or classmates or friends. just them. together. always. likely from a very young age. and we know they were at least some form of in love with each other, i think thats been confirmed enough at this point for me to say that without needing to argue my point.
and then they get torn apart and maybe dont say one genuinely kind thing to each other for years. but the issue is they only hated each other so much because they loved each other so much first. every unkind act is based in 'i loved you and you betrayed me', 'i loved you and you hurt me', 'i still love you and apparently it doesnt matter' and they can never really hope to reconcile the amount they loved and depended on each other because they never get any closure for it so they just keep loving each other underneath it all and using that pain to foster their resentment of each other. their shared past is just a gaping bloody wound and its never going to heal.
and you're right its not actually that surprising that so few people see the truth of it because rhaenyra and alicents past is only kept alive in them and openly disparage each other for decades and they never speak about their past to anyone (that we see). as ive pointed out previously daemon and criston are their respective confidantes and theres no way they would feel comfortable sharing any of the lingering positive feelings they have for one another with either of them.
and sorry for the tangent but just linking back to my earlier posts today: i do still think the evolution of their relationship was a bit rushed/whiplash inducing (as quite a few elements were, that was the sacrifice made to keep the pace up). they came back too easily from the brink in a way that seemed overly narratively advantageous to rhaenyra - but regardless their story still holds up in a way i cant help but find ridiculously compelling. i still think making this change was a great way to critique the nature of the source material because now you have these two women at the centre of this story who are unquestionably victims and had so little choice and i know some people dont like that because its uncomfortable or w/e and certainly the execution leaves a bit to be desired but to me it just seems unrealistic for them to be anything else? look at the world they live in. the reality they face. we see time and time again in our own world women strive to collaborate and build bridges and men tear them down and pit women against each other and i dont think its reductive or psuedo-feminist to make that phenomenon a central aspect of this story when its set in such a heavily patriarchal world.
#sorry i just ...took this and ran with it#lots of feelings today#rhaenicent#alicent hightower#rhaenyra targaryen#hotd critical#ask#anon
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Can we get Knuckles watching Titanic with Maddie now?
Knuckles watches the Titanic
Knuckles was the one to bring it up. His friends at school were talking about it, and he wants to join in.
If Sonic were present during the conversation, he would have begged Knuckles to not watch and spare him the emotional damage.
One night he and Maddie sit down on the couch with popcorn ready to watch the movie.
Maddie has to explain that the film takes place in 1912, hence the little to no technology.
Knuckles knows absolutely nothing about the Titanic other than Rose and Jack really love each other. When he sees Rose has a fiancée, he is confused. Why does she fall in love with Jack when she has this guy?
But when fiancée hits her, he understands why she fell for someone else. Knuckles does not understand how someone could ever hurt someone they love.. then he wonders if the fiancée even loves her in the first place.
Knuckles doesn’t like to admit it, but he loves the romance genre! The passion! The love! Christmas movies are his favourite. So watching Jack and Rose fall in love with each other made him smile.
During the painting scene, he isnt sure what to do. Should he look away?? He just looks at Maddie for help. She doesn’t help, she just giggles at him.
It gets worse during the car scene. His eyes are glued to the screen. He cant look away. It’s like a terrible train wreck he can’t tear his eyes from. The only thing he says is “…that escalated quickly.” Which makes Maddie laugh again.
Seeing the hand, he is again confused. He did not know that it gets misty during devils tango. Knuckles isn’t sure if it’s just a movie thing, or a real life thing, as it was never mentioned in any books he’s read about puberty (it was one book he read). When it’s over he’s relieved. He will hold his questions for the end.
Then the iceburg. Bro doesn’t know what to make of it at first, but once he realizes the ship is sinking, and people are freaking out, he is freaking out.
“Mother! What is going on??”
“The ship hit an iceburg.”
“ARE THEY GOING TO DIE??”
Knuckles is offended when Maddie doesn’t answer.
He is thankful when Jack is rescued but also mad at Rose because she gave up a safe spot and sacrificed herself when she should have really saved herself. He would do the same though.
Knuckles is angry seeing all the low class people being trapped on the lower decks. He’s even more angry seeing that people are being denied lifeboats and that the ship did not have enough.
Watching the ship go down made him feel terrible. So many people ending up in that freezing cold ocean water.
When Jack can’t get on the door, Knuckles has to restrain himself from shouting, as it is late at night and his little brothers are sleeping peacefully upstairs.
As the camera pans over the frozen bodies, he takes a sharp inhale. His stomach churns seeing the corpse of an infant. That poor soul didn’t even get a chance.
Watching Jack die and disappear into the depths of the ocean, Knuckles felt a deep pain in his hopeless romantic heart. He didn’t deserve to die. He wonders what will happen to Rose now.
He is extremely relieved when she gets rescued. Even more so when she is reunited with her loved ones. Then pissed when he sees the fiancée. Knuckles hopes that bastard continues to think Rose is dead and never speaks to her again, or even looks in her direction.
Knuckles watches old lady Rose throw away her necklace in shock. He could never throw something of such value!
Maddie explains to Knuckles that Jack and Rose are the only fictional part of the story and that everything else had actually happened. His heart sinks hearing that so many lives were lost at sea in such a terrible way.
Knuckles does end up crying when he does more research the next day. So many unidentified corpses of men, women, and little children. So many bodies that have not been found. So many family heirlooms lost to the cruel ocean blue. Those that survived suffered with severe trauma for the rest of their lives.
Knuckles knows what it’s like to loose people you care about. To have everything ripped away from you in a matter of minutes. He hopes that the survivors are finally at peace, all of them having gone to finally reunite with the lost.
He and Sonic talk about it and decide that Tails will not watch the film until he is at least 12 and less likely to be traumatized by the car scene alone.
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic the hedghog movie#sonic 2#knuckles the echidna#movie knuckles#knuckles wachowski#maddie wachowski
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as much as im annoyed by the potential implications of the mhj/hybe drama i do feel like theres way too much speculation rn ... rlly doesn't sit so well with me that everyone is bashing on mhj alone (im not supporting her either though) and not bang sihyuk too. some hybe stans rlly js worship the guy and idk why . its not like he's innocent too. like those texts from him are so annoying too. abt if she's satisfied that nwjns is so popular and also abt trying to rival aespa / bp alone ...
hybe has sm power and r known for their mediaplay so i rlly do wish people would keep that in mind instead of doing their own speculation to bash on mhj . we don't know fs if she's the reason behind seunghan, youngseo, etc .... it seems so forced that everyone just collectively is making stuff up on their own theories and pissing on her. like im all for it when everything's done with but it's giving misogyny to me ughhh idk how to explain it eitherr without sounding like a mhj stan I PROMISE IM NOT TAKING HER SIDE T_T i just cant help but feel like poeple find it easier to hate and bash on women sometimes. even me scrolling x nowadays feels so annoying. literally feel so bad for illit and nwjns rn.
personally i was a teeny annoyed that illit had a similar image to nwjns w their nostalgia/coquettecore (also though just seems like cute/youthful concept is making a cb in general in kpop) but only because their songs on super real me were the exact type of songs i liked most from nwjns (super shy, hurt etc. the softer less peppy songs compared to hybe boy) so it bothered me that there was an implication that nwjns might be forced to distance itself to a more differing concept to keep some contrast btwn the two ... but ik that's not illit's fault at all (literally love the girls sm im a runext fan ^^) i feel like i can understand the upset that illit was getting a similar concept when every other grp before illit in hybe had more defined concepts seperating each other. but once again that's all hybe's doing ...... seeing the choreographers supporting mhj too makes it seem like not even the nwjns team or even all the staff were on board with the references in the choreo either...
anyways i do hope this controversy doesnt impede on either grps promos :( and i rlly hope everything gets sorted out... im srsly hoping this doesnt turn into a 5050 situtation again but with nwjns i was so upset when that happened . was curious on what your thoughts were or if u were keeping up with everything?
☺️ sorry i don’t keep up with kpop politics i just stare at hot men all day… pls don’t bash me lol
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okay umm my first time ever sending my thoughts on anything to anyone so i hope i do this right and if i mess up anything sorry cause i love transfem sam w my whole heart but im also a little unfamiliar on it and ive only seen you talk about it so i hope I did her justice
something i think about constantly, rowena is literally so down for girls because men are ew for her (no hate to men?), they're like disrespectful and always underestimate her (like 'shes a woman she cant stab three grown men'... rowena doesn't even need motivation, she would just do it) ANYWAY so she’s wlw?
then... she sees sam and shes like why am I feeling like this why does he look so good to me, why is he so nice and forgiving no ugh focus we hate men... but like then she spends more time with sam, maybe after what happened with lucifer and the little heart to heart in the car that made me chant kiss to the screen and shes like... oh, this is why I'm so attracted to her, its so obvious, 'its okay, false alarm I'm still anti-men' (again, no offense to men, I'm sure you're all great guys just… not our point).
and she keeps flirting with sam and sam gets so flustered each time cause she thinks its because she helped with lucifer or whatever and that rowena was being rowena, but no she actually likes her and shes always standing so close to her and i dont remember if the dog vet thing with jack was before or after lucifer but we’ll pretend it was after for the sake of the plot, and sam was just like what? when rowena mentioned the plan like starstruck thinking ‘you wanna be married to me’
like UGH IM SORRY THIS IS SO LONG but on a totally non-romantic note too, shes the only one that always chooses sam. like remember the ‘we have a more profound bond’ scene (not talking about destiel just the scene and it was sam was masking her hurt with anger) and shes thinks: its always dean dean dean with the people they love, so rowena chooses her and sam is melting and so confused and so happy.
WHEN SHE CALLS SAM PETNAMESSSSS, another story for another day im actually so embarrassed at how long this is I just want them to kiss so bad (ps sorry if I offended anyone, not my intention)
omg darling don't worry you did everything perfectly <333 this was such a lovely lovely ask to receive! i'm sure you didn't offend anyone, though definitely don't worry about hating on men, that's welcome on my blog, in a not misandrist way LOL <3 men suck boooo :)
anyways!!
BUT YES !! rowena definitely likes women hehe, i do think she'd prefer them over men or just be flat out lesbian because as she should be! she was almost canonically bi in the show too T_T can't believe they cut that out crying.
YESSS THE HEART TO HEART IN THE CAR SCENE MY BELOVED <33 one of the moments where i was definitely shipping them i think <3 and i just really love rowena being attracted to sam no matter what and then being able to love her as herself!!
pretty sure they time they pretending to be together was post lucifer so yes!! i loved that scene SOOO SO MUCH . rowena constantly flustering sam is my favorite to think about, like she gets so shy but she's secretly so pleased with the compliments even if she convinces herself they don't mean anything <33 rowena is always calling sam beautiful too, she's always very gender affirming and i love it a lot, i have so many thoughts about later seasons transfem sam and rowena actually ugh <33 i wrote about it here actually <3
bUT YES YES YES in any context, her choosing sam and being closer to sam than anyone else is so so very very special to me like genuinely i'm crying about them <33 just like . the way they have a shared fate and choose to care for each other.
AND DEFINITELY DON'T BE SORRY ABOUT THIS BEING LONGI LOVED IT SO MUCH <333
#in love with everything you said here <3#. >> asks !#. >> lovely anons !#. >> tfem sammy !#. >> samwena !
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TUCKER RIGHT BACK AT YOU. BTW. and also sis/kaikaina my beloved
You can tell tucker drives me absolutely insane
tucker is literally the blueprint for my taste in fictional men.
he starts out with so much repression and toxic masculinity trying to emulate this idea of what he thinks a man is supposed to be, like how he's planned out in his head how to be a distant father. He flaunts himself about hoping it'll give him the recognition he wants but he so earnestly wants connection it cant help but bleed through, Church calls Jimmy a good kid and Tucker can't help but ask if he's a good kid too. I love how smart he is, how he figured out that the teams were fake, that the time travel wasnt real, how he outsmarted wyoming, felix and locus. But I think what made Tucker stand out the most to me was his relationship with Junior. There is NOTHING that will come close to the softness i feel thinking about how easily Tucker accepted Junior?? how he loved him, defended him, showed him off. Tucker cares so much it hurts. Not just for his son but for his team. Like he spent all of s11-12 yearning for wash and church??? can someone tell him they're proud of him he needs to hear it
my bingo looks empty but Kai is a fucking DELIGHT, I really loved how easily she blended in with the main cast. I adore Tex and Sheila but theu were the only 2 women at the time and were basically babysitters for the men (blue team) Kai showing up changed the entire fucking game because suddenly we had a woman that was as silly and stupid and ridiculous as the rest of them. I love how she made people stop and think about what the fuck actually just came out of her mouth. I love how much she overshares (the point of annoying doc) and how much energy she has. She always gave off the vibe of being smarter than she pretended to be (like pretending to bury sarge) and even tho i dont necessarily like the seasons past 13 i like that they included kai and expanded more on her character and that shes a fucking business woman hell yeah??? while i dont love every female character being tied to a man in someway i do like the fact that Kai came all the way to blood gulch just to see Grif, its very sweet and it also makes me laugh when she tells him "dont do me any favors bitch" literally an hour after reuniting. I spend a lot of time thinking what their childhood were like, how they only had each other. I have a hc that Grif named Kai bc their mom couldn't be bothered to and his little 5 year old mind couldn't conjur up any other name than the one meaning "sister". also everytime a woman is unabashedly slutty an angel gains a wing
#mailbox#I TRIED KEEPING THIS SHORT BUT I FEEL LIKE I JIST RAMBELD#Btw tucker and kai are both aroallo TO ME#Tucker is demiro and bisexual and Kai is aro and bisexual they both have a pref for women ty for coming to my ted talk
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Wed 11:04 AM
they looked loike this
already
before their kids were born
and plastic surgery
they will keep eating off peopleks faces
and fucking them to see the kid doesnt look like it
eat eating them out to look like it
oral
and eat out i dunno
one fat ass thought of it
inner toilets
restuarants
mission/vividaldi did
for his wife
and his mother died
the name was that
if they lost their name they were uncontrollable and did not listen
it was pass the food over let someone get som
e
they were smaller
they had a kalima no more
to control all of them in the day
all the women died
and none were
after
i judged it and said it
i was the only one who was
and led the women
still
every person on the world is just shit to me
i led the men too
and they are men too, they have a penis to suck out
and i ahve to do that
with them
to live
because no one takes care of their kid
to feed it
and
she cared too
half a face
will die soon
and a woman
look at her statue
statute
it meant
she gave it
what she looked like can telll kill her
men said it everyday
around her
so she fucks everything up
and no one killed her yet
then she holds down while on all fours
to rape to death
to do it
a man knew it
she felt bad
now she doesnt care what she does to
and fucks hard
face up
why fuck it up
when i can tear it off
and gay
go together with a friend
baby bear
tetsuo shima
and raise them apart
from others
and apart
split them up
gay too
used them anyways
for free shit
and food
they are them
and what moms killed them for free boats
and ride!
motorcycles racing ones are that
mom cant teach it or kill bugs off them
head lice
from one tree
in front of davids house
i can see it from inside this house
he broke in and ripped her face off
again
women couldent see yet till their faces were set up again
it hurt them so bad they couldent concentrate or pay attention
and she went to tank me by raping me
saying i was as big as them
and i could go killing with her
so i did
885 guidos
in under 10 minutes
under 10 seconds yea bigger
i got to 18ft tall in 3 seconds
and watch
nefertiti is it
aa womans name
she couldent believe it
that i got rid of my reproductive organ
and went to go at my face to look like hers
holding my eye open to understand what she felt like with her face off
and mutated with drugs
so i had to kill her
at 18ft tall
another giant no one cares rape her
vividaldi would say ot
so i killed him and his family and replaced them with anyone, kids making taller
was usually what a man did
a woman would lay down and get sex from them until she was taller, and old was it
she was old
and there is no more
Wed 11:40 AM
Do I Look Like A Real Boy Papa
this was the giant eating the guy
it movie
where is goat milk selled at
https://www.tube.com/watch?v=znFQkLCba5c what is this i want his album
(Hed) P.E. In Movies - Serpent Boy in Strangeland 1998
huh come out
carol had boyfriends
mike went in
angela went in and he suspended himself for her to get him them
and then carries mom was in it
then her mom
and hannibal lecter got both of them
daughter with her mother is that angela
and the boys after down the block
we suspended
up
me and leon
he is that gay guy i was talking about
he was revived again
mr.kukan
they are insane
they each need a different tunnel room
from a morgue
they are set in
do need help?
play music for 17 minutes
then arrest him
straight jaket on him anyways
then he turned into a clayton
then brian
it is their family
me and leon were just gay raping men
others went as big
and got suspended
going after me to save me
and if they reached me
would rape me
i let leon lift me up if i was weaker
to show it
and it brings them out
and i have to fight kill everyone
and hit leon at the end in the face
and it usually isnt him
i go on gay missions
as a priest
and hey yea come out
what size
same voice
and they can shoot for 14 days if we want them to
blanks
keep knocking them out
who are they
never said it
they are wild woods men
they were banned from going on vacation
the old
and back in germany? if they go back
mate again
kids wont talk to them
their offspring
so they try again
more puppy photos
day by day
i want to see it
no one ever let me look
and outnumbered? kill them all too bad
they always did this
their kids age
or its snow white
from all of them
on r wife
and
grab r cock
he looked like her, it wwas like times 10
wanted him to be prettier and felt it made her prettier
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i am of the belief fully, that there is a direct line of evolution from the meme of the trans girl "edgy phase", the (white) assumption that its normal and natural every trans person have a period of dabbling with rightist ideology, to this current time where discussion has moved away from speaking of our oppression and instead towards how mean we get to be to everyone else. rant below. id appreciate if you take the time to read it though
every single time where i see someone express hurt by a cruel way we speak of fellow lgbt people ("egg jokes" is a euphemism to downplay the way we treat gnc people and folks still in the discovery phase and the intrinsic sexual fetishization those people are met with even by us trans people) there is someone on here snapping back about how "actually its so transphobic of you to say you want people to be nice to you. what you're so scared of the idea of being trans?" not that you ever implied that it's just i have to paint you as prejudiced against me rather than the opposite so people will see " when that was never even implied and the person being asked that probably is in fact an out and proud trans woman. but so often people on the back foot in this discourse have their transfemininity denied anyway so you know. (speaking from personal experience!)
and goat forbid, goat forbid a transmasculine person fucking exist. or even worse talk about the problems they face. people on here cannot fucking stand that. yall cannot help but degrade them, villainize them, belittle each and every of their statements, their struggles, their memories. their dreams. we make an enemy of them all. they are branded with the original sin of transmisogyny, of which they will not truly be free, and may only repent by groveling & allowing themselves to be spoken over, to be bullied, to be abused. and it's justified with unproven assertions that they are met with less transphobia than we.
i would really like to know at what point "trans men are men" became "trans men are cis men" because with yall saying that they can take high position in patriarchy - (no, gay, feminine, and disabled men arent allowed to; trans men cant either, even if they pass any position they may obtain is forever compromized.) - or that the belief in trasmisandry / transandrophobia implies the belief in misandry/androphobia; when that is very obviously not the case. it implies a patriarchal rejection of trans men; of "women becoming men". it implies that people hate trans men, and is differentiated from transphobia in order to highlight the unique ways it applies to transmasculine people. and say what you wish, but my position is if i can have that as a trans woman, transmasc people can have it too. whether or not it's "real" is 0% my business.
i hear so much that we're supposed to love oppressed more than we hate oppressors but i think some of us are just stuck on hating everyone equally like some southpark shit. that's not okay. the internal strife, the racism, the antisemitism and islamophobia, the agism and ableism and etc, etc etc i see out of my trans sistors cannot continue. it will be our own undoing. we can NOT persevere on our own, nor without our transfeminine siblings who are for example not white, or american, or financially comfortable, or what have you. But we've managed to alienate a lot of them. Most of them. That's potential solidarity, friendship, and fraternity that was never allowed to bloom. Even if we fix it now, past is past, and it's fucking tragic. We owe better.
I cannot sit here seeing my trans siblings and other minority neighbors suffer under this and say nothing. If those with social control will reject me for this, will socially murder me, will cast me as somehow bigoted for these words, i'll take the hint and climb out of the crab bucket. There's love and trust outside.
foreword; likely to be edited as needed - im open to being corrected on things ive said here. i dont wanna be a dick. i speak here not because i hate this but because i love the people who are hurt by it. i know them. im one of them.
swear to goat this website will be the death of me
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How do u think the moon boys would react to an s/o w more than 10 tattoos? All love xx
AAAAAAHHHH my first headcanon omg im so excited i cant!!!
I just hope this is what you wanted. It was such an open question and i kept wondering okay but how many, when, does the MC get them before or after meeting the moon boys... like SO MANY QUESTIONS!!
I hope you like my take on this. (sorry for spelling mistakes, also im not a native english speaker)
THANK YOU SO MUCH <3
Warnings for mentions of sex, nothing graphic tho
My answer is... depends.
I think none of them ever stopped to think about a s/o with tattoos, that being said I think they all were impressed when they saw them.
The first time for Steven is on a date. You ask him if he has any, and he thinks it's a weird question. The poor man is so nervous and excited about meeting someone new and having a date (finally) that he wants to go directly to the profound questions. He wants to know things like your favorite color, your favorite book, where did you go on holidays when you were a kid, the name of your pets, etc. He doesn't think anyone thinks of him as a man who's into tattoos but before he asks you you're taking your jacket off and there they are.
I think he's the type of person who'd think he doesn't like tattoos, but that is just because he's used to see large shapeless tattoos that look more like a blur than a proper work of art (and he doesn't pay attention to them anyways). Also, all the experience he has with tattoos is watching youtube videos titled "9 of the worst tattoos ever" so he does not feel like he can say anything about the matter.
But then oh you show him yours and he loves them. Once you keep seeing each other he teaches you about his hobbies and then he asks you to talk to him about the things you like and somehow you start talking about your tattoos and you show him every tattoo you have and he just wonders at how precise the lines are, the images you chose. I feel like even if you regret some of them or the tattoo artist didn't get them quite right he would still love them. Then you show him some ancient Egypt inspired tattoos like the Eye of Horus and he would absolutely lose it.
"So some people get tattoos to honor what they like, or an experience they had?" he asks, although he already knew the answer to that question. That's the first time he wonders if he could get a tattoo. He asks you if it hurts a lot, how much it usually costs, etc. And you can't help but chuckle seeing how invested he is.
The first time you two are intimate he brings your tattooed flesh to his lips. He doesn't know what tattoo he is kissing, but he doesn't care either. He loves the intricate drawings in your skin (even though it is now drenched in sweat) and he kisses you time and time again.
It takes him six months or so before he asks you for the name of the tattoo studio.
Marc hates tatoos with a passion. Like just... look at him. He was in the military. He's seen MANY muscular men and women with tattoos. He has all the references around him (sargeants, his own CO, soldiers, etc) they all had at least one big tattoo or half a sleeve... and he still has none. Why do you think that is?
That is why he tries to pay not much attention to yours at first. The thing is, either if you have more than 10 small tattoos or maybe even bigger ones, he didn't notice at first. London is usually cold all year round (except sometimes summer) and he likes to go on dates to restaurants with terraces.
The first time he sees them he's like "what the fuck?" like he didn't expect such an angelic face to have that many tattoos because he's used (biased) to associate that many tattoos to people usually in the military. Not that he thinks you're a bad person (as that is usually the stereotype right) like it's just... different but you're smart and catch him looking and ask him what he thinks and he's suddenly SO STIFF. And you can't help it but feel a little offended because they are part of you (obviously). You even think about not talking to him anymore (you two don't know each other that much yet) but he keeps calling you and caring about you and he realises that once again he has some issues he has to work on.
Then one day he asks you for your tattoos. You show him the one that has more meaning to you and tell him the story behind it. He feels like a complete DUMBASS when you do, because he thought it was just some aesthetic shit men in the military got when they got ripped enough. And he feels just so lucky that you trust him so much, as to explain and tell him why you got them, even when the explanation behind some of them is just "I liked the tattoo" or "I was feeling bad so I drove to the nearest tattoo studio and got it." Like... it changes his perception forever.
It comes to a point where you two are having sex and he is just SO delighted to see your body covered in art. He enjoys the view and doesn't even let you shower alone anymore. He likes to help you shower, cover them in soap just to reveal them after. You can't help but chuckle and remind him a thousand times how much he used to hate them.
He asks Steven and Jake if they'd get a tattoo. They are shocked at the question because they have both wanted one for some time now, but Steven was scared of bringing up the topic because he knows how Marc feels about it. Meanwhile, Jake knew Marc would change his mind at some point so he was there just... waiting.
Out of the three of them, Jake is the one who loves tattoos the most.
He sees your tattoos and immediately tells you that he loves them. He wasn't the one who met you first, though, so he already knows you have a few of them when he does meet you for the first time. Still, that doesn't make him less excited for them. It's not the same to see them through a mirror than in real life, so once he meets you he can't stop looking at them. The ink simply calls him in everytime his eyes wander without a purpose.
With time he forgets about them (as one usually does), but at first, sometimes, he even got distracted while driving because he likes to hold your hand when he drives and then he'd look down and there they were and they are beautiful on your skin. He just loves them.
He might forget about them for a while, but they always come back to his mind. When he undresses you his mind always seems to reboot no matter how hard or horny he is or where you are or if you're just in for a quickie.
When an idea for a new tattoo comes to your mind, Jake is always the first to know, because you always know how positive his answer will be. Once you even got the idea of printing a design you were thinking of getting near your hip. So you stood in front of him while he was watching tv, raised your skirt and pressed the paper against the upper side of your thigh.
"How does it look?" you asked. "Do you like it?"
He has his lips parted, eyes focused on the ink that will soon decorate your flesh. He throws the remote somewhere, grabs your waist and pulls you close.
"Oh mami, you don't know in how much trouble you are."
After doing the obvious he drove you to the nearest 5-star (according to google) tattoo studio and paid for it himself.
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