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[mellow-girl]

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I don't have a friend whom I can share anything and everything with since about 5 years and it's just making me sick....every year I just hoped that I will find a 'Best Friend'(as cliche that sounds) the next year.

I now have come to the realization that it is not gonna happen

SO?

here I am to rant to share about random stuff even though I know no one cares

Ik that I can write a diary, but honestly not me thing(tried and tested)

honestly I love this so much because even if someone doesn't like what I'm saying or disses me, they don't know meee! so there's nothing for me to take personal

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[mellowgirl01]

Third Master List☕

Due to the state pf everything right now, and seeing as how I won’t have much to do really then why not make another master list and just be

I have some friends I won’t name anyone that are really scared, I wanted to make this for them. Yet is there i anything that you may want me to make during these times. Feel free to request.

So without a further interruption. Welcome everyone to your host club. Here sit the many gentlemen of maybe your most favorite actors in situations that are both cute and inviting. Take a seat, drink some tea and eat until you despise yourself. Here is a place for anything your pure heart, or even dirty brain wishes. Wear what you feel and don't be afraid to take the hand that invites you. 

Key- 💕: Smut  🍰:Fluff  🧁:Fluffy fluff  ☕: Angst/ Happy  🍫: Imagine

💗your hosts of this event will be 💗

Michael Sheen:

Love

Tom Hiddleston:

Six Foot, Seven foot💕

Henry Cavil:

Underneath It All - 💕

[mellowgirl01]

💕☕MasterList☕💕

Keys: Fluff-☁   Smut-❣   Fluff/smut-🌦   Angst-🖤 Fluff/Angst-🌺  All of the above-💖💋

🍷SWEET WINE🍷

🌸SUGAR AND SPICE🌹

Loki:

The woman & The Devil❣

Tom:

The Unforgettable🖤

Female Loki:

Adam And Eve:

Deep Blue Velvet - ☁

💖Others💖

💖Third💖

Isle 4-9 - ☁

[mellowgirl01]

Deep Blue Velvet

Master List

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A/N: I really wanted to do something for my good friend lady and also have a story about my two favorite lovers again. So this one is for you Lady. It’s not really a date date but I hope you still like it. This is also a bonus part to my story Sweet Wine. Go check it out when you can. Love you @ladyfluff. Happy reading!!!

As I looked outside the window to all of the city lights. I sighed. I tried so hard all throughout this week not to cry for multiple reasons. My emotions were always getting the best of me, they just never stopped. Like how old Victorian was still standing, or how we got to see Ian again. This time with a wife and child on the way. Yet as those three days turned into a week I once again understood why we couldn’t stay. It had only been 5 years and Detroit had already changed so much. From the shops to the dinners. Take for instance the one that I worked at. That changed too. It went from being a little hole in the wall to some fancy inn/ restaurant. Guess that owner got a raise after all. That’s still not what got me though. What got me was yesterday. 

Adam wanted me to be able to see my family. How they were and who was still among the living. Every year or so my family has a reunion. I remember each one vividly, even after all the things that I went through this past couple of years. They were the memories I decided to keep. To not let fade into the black. I had my aunt to thank for. She was always there to make sure that I was there at every family event. To not feel left out. Little did she know that that was gonna happen whether she liked it or not. I was an outcast now that I was ‘dead’. I saw her sitting in her old rocking chair. She had some gray hairs but she didn’t look any less beautiful. She told me that if a person is able to wake up in the morning every day then there isn’t any reason to look at how you feel. That’s no one's business but yours. That comment stuck with me throughout my life and even to this day. I wanted to run up and hug her and tell her how much I thought about her and hoped that she was okay. That I’m sorry I hurt her so much. Adam caught me before I could move another inch. I ripped my arm away from his grip. 

For a split second, I was happy. For that split second, I was overwhelmed with so much emotion that I forgot all about what we even agreed on. 

“I’m so sorry Y/N, but you know the life you chose.”

Eve’s soft words didn’t make the reality sting any less. It made it feel as though I were a child being what to and not to do. It felt disgusting and like I was worthless. It wasn’t her fault though. It was mine. For even being so naive to come here and think that everything would be how it was. Of course, things changed. No matter if it was for better or worse I knew better. I knew that I could never see my family again but like an idiot I forgot. At least I still got to see her smile. Play around with the babies in my family that no longer looked like the cute little chubby babies I last saw them as. All throughout the night, I couldn’t sleep. My mind plagued me with the thoughts of my aunt. ‘Did she still think I was out there still? Somewhere? Or has she given up?’ ‘Can she still feel my spirit? Even if it’s technically gone?’ Question after fucking question never stopped.

I hadn’t slept since last night. That’s why I sat in front of the window in the attic. The view wasn’t really much but it was something. Everything was silent until that said silence was broken by footsteps that sound heavy. It belonged to none other than the man I loved. Could ever love. He knelt beside my chair and took my hand in his, patted it a few times. My gaze never steered from the city’s starry lights.

“What’s going on in that beautiful head of yours?”

“Nothing.”

“Darling, by now I know you. Even if I didn’t know you I at; east knows that you’re sitting in my thinking spot, in my thinking chair. So, you must be thinking about something.”

“Please just, let’s not talk about this Adam.”

He didn’t like that. I could tell. Adam doesn’t scream or shout if he doesn't have to. For the most part, he will say nothing and let his actions speak for him. This time I think I pissed him off. Taking in another huge gulp of air and letting it out I head down one level to where the bedroom would be and see him packing some bags. Eve heard the commotion and of course went upstairs. It’s safe to say that she knew that Adam was made the way he packed all of the clothes and books into two suitcases. She was just in the same boat as I was though as we both questioned why he was packing. It kinda made me nervous until I saw my clothing being smoothed into the huge white and black case.

“Adam what are you-”

“If there is any book, any electronics or instruments that you would like to have while we are driving get it now. We’re leaving. Don’t ask me where cause I won’t tell you. So get your things and let’s go.”

Like clockwork, we all packed our things into a large duffel bag and booked it for the car. Adam’s old beauty had not failed us yet. It’s honestly no wonder as to why he loved it so much. I saw that he was driving out of town I got really confused. He didn’t seem mad anymore just in a rush rather. Not even about the sun really it was another thought. Something that I couldn’t pinpoint. Once we were in the countryside and far away from anything or anyone he stopped and parked his car in the middle of a grassy field. All was quiet except for the humming of the car and the radio that played some guitar in the background. Adam turned in his seat to be able to look at me in the back and Eve that was to his left. 

“Let’s get out. I need to show you both something that I should have a long time ago.”

Once we were all out Adam hoisted me up onto the car and Eve as well. Even though she could have climbed up on her own. I think it was because of the fact that he just loved being romantic like that towards us. Our own rock and roll gentlemen. 

He pointed to the moon and told us to look right.

“Right there. That’s my star.”

“How do you even know that’s your star? There are billions of stars out here Adam.”

“Cause my love. That star right there has been a very bright one throughout my years. When I first came to America that was the time that I had lost everything. You included when I couldn’t get in touch with you. I felt all alone and hated it. So I became a nomad. Following wherever the night took me. Along my way. I found a man. Honestly, if we had more time I would have made him one of my legends. He listened to my troubles and told me that right there. IS my star. Normally people look down upon life when they're sad. So much that they don’t look up because what’s the point if your life is in a spiraling mess. So he gave me something to look at. While it didn’t stop the depression. Nothing ever really will. He was right. It made me want to wait. To see if the sky would fall or change in some way. And over time it has.”

Adam finally got on top of the car with me and Eve. Sitting on my right he wrapped his arm around me and kissed my cheek and forehead. Pulling me closer he wasted his head on top of mine.

“Things change. While the feelings might not life will always, change.”

“I Know that.”

“I know you know that. That’s not my point though.”

“As you also know love bug. Adam is a man if art. He explains visually rather than orally and to the script. What he’s trying to say is that this is the time where you must let go of not letting go. Until the final person is dead and gone- even your acquaintances that you never thought you would care about. They will all die. You will feel pain, anger, sadness. We all have. Yet no matter what life you chose. You would have had to do that anyways.”

“Can’t this cycle just stop? For once.”

“Afraid not love. I too wish it did.”

“So have I. unfortunately. Those who go against nature tend to hurt the most, and so, here we are. Doomed to feel such torture for all eternity.”

“At least it’s not so bad when you have someone to share it with. Or some people. I love you both.”

“We love you more, more than time itself.”

Sadly that night ended with us having to leave old Victoria once more. Adam said that he had a feeling that the old girl would be put down soon in order for a new house to be built. Thank god all of our things were taken out of there before that would ever even happen. I had to say she looked weird naked and stripped from all her joyful memories with a rockstar like Adam, but it was time. With one last goodbye to Ian, we were on our way to the next town to book a flight out of the country and to another place. Right then it dawned on me that no matter what date I had ever gone on. None of them would have been as romantic as the ones with my lovers by my side. It’s good to know that at least some things still stay the same. Still, give you that warm and fuzzy feeling when it’s true. That thing is called love.

[mellowgirl01]

💕☕Update☕💕

Date:11/14/19

Nick nack pussy pat this whore is BACK!

hello to everyone out there. I’m sorry i have been on such a long hiatus. Life shit and all. I’m happy to say thought that i am back in the groove of things. I’m really happy to be sending out some new thing whenever I can. So i won’t give out a schedule. All I can say is expect a new story every week. Love ya 💕

-xoxo Mellow 💋

[mellowgirl01]

💕🐷 Country Tom 🐷💕

Hello my dears!!

So I stayed up for a while and thought about it and decided that I would go through and making this!! If that is it's not already a thing.

I love Tom's country side and I can't get enough of thinking of him if he was a country man in the old days of the 60's when men had to go to war and all. So I think that after "Sweet Wine" I might do a small series featuring country Tom My name for this kind of Tom though will be 'Willis' so that his nick name will be 'Will'. I think that you all might like it since I have been in love with the thought of it!

So I think that I got a good idea of who he is and all and I will be working up close and personal with him witch I'm excited about!!! I just can't help but think of the many ways this character will be so sexy, silly,funny,tragic and an all around charmer. Like Tom himself. Just country

Fjdjdkjsjddjjddb God this one and the really other long one I'm gonna masks is gonna be amazing !! I can just feel it! Also I just wanna make it clear that I do not at all own this concept/AU I highly doubt that I'm the first person who has thought of this. You are free to use "country Tom " and give him whatever make you desire. The choice is yours !! I just need to get this out of my brain and on here so you guys will see what I have in store!! If anything I hope to see more FF of country Tom ! Love you all and make sure to have a nice/ blessed day 💕

-xoxo Mellow

[mellowgirl01]

💕🎀⭐UPDATE⭐🎀💕

Date:3/16/19

Hiiiii, so I am sorry to say that Sweet Wine will be posted a bit late though it should be posted around Sunday If not then the next day. This week has just been hard and I really haven’t had time to work on my story but I wanted to make this update to say that I haven’t left you all in the dark and just what’s on the up and up with it all. Please understand and let me know at any time if you want to be tagged in my next work. Have a fabulous day my darlings 

-xoxo Mellow💕

[mellowgirl01]

UPDATE #2

Date: 2/28/19

Hello there my cuties ! So I was thinking about making a schedule for my page and see how that goes. I really do like making stories but if I want to complete them I really do need to work on a lot of things. I don’t wanna keep people hanging for years and what not. I think that I will update my stories and or one shots that will soon happen once I’m done with sweet wine 🍷 on Saturdays and Sunday’s

I will explain more about things latter once my series is done and I can get into the nitty griddy. So just for clarification

Saturday: 10:00 pm or 11:00pm

Sunday: 8:00 pm or 11:00pm

Since most of my subs are up late and or live in a different location so time is different.

Thank you for following me and if you have any questions that you’d like to ask, never be afraid to ask me. I don’tbite, I drink

Much love and peace

Xoxo- Mellow💕

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