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-Thank you to everyone who is still here liking, commenting and reblogging my content, even though I'm not posting much “fandom stuff” anymore, you're still here! And I really appreciate that.. (and that makes me so happy, that as I showed in the “comic”, it moves me, so- thank you, really!!) :]💛
Also- a tip: there are also many other blogs that don't post fandom stuff, but when they do, they get more likes and reblogs than the original/other content.. So also give love to those people who have your original content, reblog, like, comment, because that's what they need! Recognition for your original content! And I know you won't regret it, and it won't hurt you to do what I said! In fact, you will be doing good and giving such love that many wanted and deserve.
A big kiss/p and a hug! Even for those who only like it when I post fandom stuff, I still love you so much, and I won't stop making this type of content, ok? I just want to give more voice to what I have to give as original, because that's what makes me happy and well ^^
-Melissa, Designer.
#ok- I don't even know where to start/say more qioqbsksb#but I wanted to thank you again for everything you've been doing for me. it's really nice of you to still be here with me.#even though I'm not posting something that you “love with passion”. you're still here. and that's really cool!#and I know I've said this a thousand times. but always know that I love you very much and that you are very special!#I'm very happy to wake up tomorrow. look at my notifications and there it is: always a comment or reblog.#and I wanted to pass on this feeling of happiness to others too.#I want them to feel loved too and to have people who also appreciate their work!#so please. it's not too much to ask. give love and affection to these blogs that have/make original content.#make sure they also have recognition. more desire to create content and keep the blog alive!#and yeah.. a big hug and I hope you have a wonderful day/night💛#i'm mel and this is my blog✌️#my art blog#art#my art#my art <3#art mel#my art style#mel designer#melissa designer#my oc character#comicart#comic#kinda?#thanks you guys#💛
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Hands down, Give is one of Sleep Token's yearn-iest songs. Ever. It's not on par with TLYW, Jaws etc. (because that's a whole different layer of Sleep Token's yearning onion), but it's got a kick to it.
When I say that song is the epitome of desperate, I mean it.
Without thinking about it too much, the first time I listened to it my first thoughts were 'ah, okay, wanting to give all for your lover and be able to trust them, got it', but then I thought about it a bit more.
Like with all Sleep Token songs, it has a bit of an eerie undertone, which borders on slightly obsessive, depending on who you're talking to, with the lyrics. We have "I picture you when you are all alone", "I am the shadow, you're a passenger", "I'll be the limit of your light again" and, of course, "give me all that you can give" with "and if you want to give me anything, then give (give in again)".
Vessel is describing himself as literal darkness; he's a shadow in the gloom and whoever this is is a star glowing in the darkness. A light he aims to dampen because he wants a taste of that light. A taste of them.
However, it's this desperation for attention that gets me. "Give me all that you can give" is an easy example; he's desperately giving all he can possibly give in hopes of getting the same, or more, back. It's repeated over and over, half begging half demanding with soft dulcet tones and promises that he'll be watching for their enemies, to let them know that they contend with him etc.
Give becomes this two-faced thing of someone giving with all their might to someone who is afraid to trust, bringing up empathy from us, and someone who will not accept anything except everything. It's this sexually charged fight between who is a victim (or if there really is one here) and who is the abuser.
Further, to "give in" is to 'cease fighting or arguing; admitting defeat.' It's something primal and angry hidden under, or rather, mixed with passion, and it's incredibly well hidden.
#I know there is a bit of a divide between people who say it's just a passionate love song between someone who gives their all and is ->#only asking for the same back#Vs people who have the same ideas as me#so this is just my opinion!#would love to see anybody's additions or arguments for the other side though!#it does quite admittedly have me giggling and kicking my feet#'I will be watching for your enemies to let them know that they contend with me' had (still does tbh) me hook line and SINKER#and don't get me started on how he growls 'fibre from' in 'I'll tear the fibre from the filament'#it's this possessiveness and annoyance that's immediately hidden under 'I just wanna taste you better'#it's all these hidden little things that when you think twice about it it clicks#as per usual shout-out to Vessel for doing whatever the fuck he does with lyrics because I eat it up every time#give#give (song)#sleep token#st#sleep token analysis#sundowning#sundowning (album)#lyric analysis#mel's rambles
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chat . chat did i cook/j
⚠️(TW: BRIGHT COLORS, MENTIONS OF DRUGS AND SEX)
(Lyrics from Limbo by Freddie Dredd, OCs besides Lucky by @shadow-9x , @cosmic-corporation , and my brother Ziggy!)
#tw bright colors#tw sex mention#tw drug mention#its brief but still the warnings matter#[the luckygirl's delineation!]#luckyfailuregirl#roblox pressure#pressure roblox#pressure au#pressure oc#sebastian pressure#pressure sebastian#sebastian solace#THE CODE GREY AU!!!!!#I love them all so much guys#meet Mel and Ruby and Yvaine :3#by Ziggy and Shadow and Cosmic respectively#i love talking about the narrative differences between Sebastian and the expendables they make me so sad#oh also the monster in the third picture is also a pressure OC of mine - the distractor#smiles anyway goodnight or good day all
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alicent and sansa with your bright red hair you are my enemy
stop trying to be ygritte you both could never
you have brown and auburn hair respectively with a side of some pretty misogynistic crazy fans who hate the hot dragon ladies
rhaenyra and dany you will both forever be famous
and stop stealing the winter roses rip my boy jon your symbolism is too cool too pretty so thieves are snatching it up bc for some reason little birds just aren’t good enough so a pretty flower is needed as well
i know this beef has long passed but almost every sansa fanart has a winter rose in it while i think i’ve only ever seen one fanart with jon holding some winter roses. the thieves have cleared my boy out and forced him into something so disturbing so gross so horrid so nasty and called it jonsa
they tried replacing satin with sansa it’s horrible
jonsatin is the real jonsa
it’s the truth
i’m a bi jon truther
i genuinely do not know what the point of this post is
#red hair is my enemy#ygritte and mel they’re stealing your fire#dany rhaenyra my loves your silver hair and purple eyes and hotness made them insecure so the red hair had to come out#it’s their pathetic defensive mechanism#bc they only care about the skin deep aspects of the characters they stan and project onto#jon snow you will always be famous as well#i love that my boy is represented by a rare pretty blue flower#it’s so him#bi jon rights#jonsatin is the real jonsa all my homies know the truth#anti jonsa#anti sansa stans#anti alicent stans#anti alicent hightower#no i don’t hate sansa i hate her fans bc that have rancid takes and warp characters until they’re unrecognizable#but i do hate alicent you are my enemy#i’m going to bed i guess i still had some negativity in me#this is a blog specifically for me to rant on if you are unhappy pls just block me no need to comment idc if u screenshot just tag correctly
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Sometimes I think of Amy Pond, who grew up being called mad by those who wielded the word as a tool of exclusion and shame —
Amy Pond, who though forced into the hands of four psychiatrists, still clung to that which they called madness until those systems which elevate psychosocial conformity above humanity stripped it from her —
Amy Pond, whose imaginary friend reappeared for a single hour after twelve years and reignited that faith before disappearing for two more years —
Amy Pond, who spent those those two years under the same implicit threat ingrained in her through psychiatric violence, and thus began to believe the man who stopped the invasion was “just a madman with a box,” only for him to agree, and to also call her “mad, impossible Amy Pond,” reframing madness as non-negative for the first time in her life —
Amy Pond, who ignored the disembodied voice of her imaginary friend even as she ran away with him for real, who still lived each day with the traumatic internalization of deviancy dictated upon her by the psychiatric-industrial complex that shaped her from childhood —
Amy Pond, who wouldn't acknowledge the Doctor's voice, such that it took an Angel in her eye that was literally killing her to ensure she couldn't reality check herself —
Amy Pond, who stood before a room which muttered about “the psychiatrists we brought her to,” and though afraid, escaped their rigid parameters of acceptable existence.
#I like seeing it as indicating she began hearing his voice when he was gone for all those years! why else wouldn't she say anything?#actually psychotic Amy agenda#Amy Pond#eleventh doctor#reclaimed language#oh look its another antipsychiatry themed doctor who post#sumn abt in Fairies At The Bottom Of The Garden audio AND Imaginary Enemies comic we see Amelia bein called slurs against psychotic people#(shes called psycho in both)#like!!! and SO MUCH OF AMYS STORY is about her claiming her agency in ways that previous companions weren't allowed to-#companions whose status as a Wife was a signifier of an to end of their value individually- 'this is no place for a married woman' etc#in some cases Wife-ness forced upon them *as* a denial of agency 'I spent all that time trying to find you I'm not going back now!' etc#whereas Amys story deconstructs that; Amys “Choice” is an illusion- Amy being a Wife doesn't demote her agency as an companion#anyways I love that aspect of reclaimed agency for Amy but ALSO#“madness” as an expression of agency against systems of oppression is SO relevant. the mind defends itself and the alternative isnt better#the oppressive system in this case being ableist structures and the psychiatric system ITSELF which is a whole other layer#the moral being that even if the Doctor WAS a delusion? he'd still be a needed coping mechanism for a child who says “ppl always leave”#and instead of examining her feelings of abandonment they insist 'aLiENs DoNt ExIsT' as seen in the 'sTaRs DoNt ExIsT' psychiatrist in TBB#they don't care that she's in PAIN- why would they?- they just care that she's 'abnormal' and therefore not deserving of humanity#(eleventh) doctor is neurodivergent tag#I mean technically this is about Amy but I once (twice) used that tag on the post about the Master. its the spirit of it!#and Amy Pond + her Raggedy Doctor as “mad” people is very *chefs kiss*#((you know what im putting the tag on my last Amy post :D ))#Mels experienced this very differently and I'll make a post about her at some point- I just wanna make sure my points are got across better#sumn abt Amelia's “crazy” was Mels' “delinquency.” Amy treated as if she doesn't know her own life while Mels treated as threatening#sumn abt adultification of Black girls while Amy is infantilized#Amy Pond who could rewrite reality in a reborn universe because she grew up with a Crack in her wall that no one believed was special —#ableism#saneism#unreality#because I mean Amy's stand against psychiatric dehumanization was to REWRITE THE UNIVERSE with her Crack powers
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I love how she sensed something else was wrong. As he's talking she gives him a look. Like she sensed that something was off.
She listened to him and then asked what was really bothering him.
"My family cast me out and yet part of me still loves them."
And Jayce looks back at her when she says it. I'm guessing he's surprised she doesn't resent them? I don't know. I just like it.🤷🏿♀️
"Heimerdinger will understand eventually."
His eyes lit up at her assurance. It brings him hope🥺😭
#meljay#mel x jayce#jayce x mel#jayce talis#mel medarda#arcane#arcane league of legends#video#my post#she's looking at him so softly in the last pic🥺❤️💖💘❣️#Mel-My family cast me out and yet part of me still loves them <:)#Jayce-I don't >:(
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little amelia pond with her missing tooth and mels with at least one band-aid always stuck on her somewhere and rory following them both around with his first aid kit, the one the doctor gave him after seeing the child one that he had before that was more toy than anything
#one must imagine a young river with a star wars themed band-aid that rory put on a scrape on her cheek#you know even after amy grows up. and she will. the doctor still sees that missing tooth when she smiles. of course its long since been#replaced by her adult tooth. but he sees that little gap still.#also goddd something about mels being so reckless with her own body in ways rory and amelia just. aren’t.#because this is what she is. she’s a weapon and she’s meant to be in danger and she can *take it*. they can’t.#mels knows death can’t touch her the way it can them. so she won’t let it dance with anyone but her.#and the doctor. she’ll gladly let him put himself between them and danger. i wonder if she hopes one day it’ll strike him down. so that she#will never have to. i wonder if him doing that only makes her wish that harder. because how many times now has he saved her life. saved#amelia and rory’s lives.#oh little mels i love you so much#amelia pond au
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some portal gijinkas or. whatever the word is!
theyre a few weeks old and i'd def want to redraw alot of these i used the same fucking pose for two characters (poses are hard ok) but i still like em. i think i jsut specifically want to redraw virgils idk why i always have trouble drawing him 💀💀💀💀
glados was there for each one bc i wanted sizing consistensy but i ended up just. forgetting to follow that so ignore her and ignore the heights of the other two sheets....
some other art god im so tired . omg i need to make a new grady sheet omggggggg
#first sheet is cannon characters#other two are portal stories mel and some meet the cores chars via the request of a friend.#welllll the microphone guy was a request i just decided to draw the others to fill up space. oh guy next to ego core is a meet the cores oc#i hope its easy to tell whos who because i dont feel like listning off all of them (thats a lie id love to im just tired)#portal 2#portal art#my art#also ego core is supposed to look like melli from pokemon that is intentional#wheatley looks like he exploded and it is intentional#alot of em are inspired from prior designs ive seen of characters but i still tried to be creative#i dont really like adventure cores design hes hard for me to be creative with i just decided to make him basically indiana jones#bc i was lazy#longest post on earth good god this is insane
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“The LORD said, “What have you done? Listen! Your brother’s blood cries out to me from the ground.” Genesis 4:10
#duel masters#duema#duel masters 2019#this mel's art#owie the edge#I love my sons “Cain and Abel parallels”#where’s the other half of the parallel…? oh he’s… y’know……. he’s doing fine probably.#they really put Cap Lastname through so many horrors and little man just kept pretending everything was okay#I still feel a little insane that like? no one knows his brother is dead? he didn’t tell them? like ??? ever??????#like yannow your twin brother who is the only family you have besides a computer mother who made you for the sake of saving their world#your twin brother who you were born to be at odds with over what was the correct way to save your world#your twin brother who died to protect you from aforementioned computer mother trying to kill you#your twin brother who you obviously miss and never wanted to fight in the first place#you don’t need to tell anyone or cry on anyone’s shoulder about that I guess#I think the reason he got stupider and lost his depth in King anime was because of that sevenfold curse thing from God in the Bible tbh
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realizing that of all my early 2010s ships frary is the only one left standing in my heart....my ultimate comfort otp <3
#text#reign#frary#mel talks#my babies i love them so much#forget comfort characters....what's your comfort ship?#like the one that no matter how much times passes you still hold dearly in your heart?
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unpopular opinion: I loved Eurus Holmes. She made s4 so much better and she had great chemistry with Sherlock. I feel like people only dislike her due to the old “a woman wrote by Moffay?? must hate!”
BIG AGREE!!
I mean, this is basically the Problematic Women Blog, so this comes as no surprise to anyone, probably, but as many issues as I had with season 4 (one of which, I will admit, was the way they hand-waved how she could, for all intents and purposes, mind control people), I greatly enjoyed watching her. She was smart, she was terrifying, and she was incredibly vulnerable too! All of which is a hard balance to strike well, but I think it really worked here.
The reveal of her identity-and that she was the woman John had been texting-was wonderfully done, and the scene where Sherlock hugs her while she's having her breakdown legitimately had me in tears the first time I saw it. She added a lot to the Holmes family dynamic, and Siân Brooke did a fantastic job of not making Eurus a direct clone of either of her brothers.
One of my biggest pet peeves is how people immediately dismiss (or actively, vitriolically spew hatred at) any woman in a Steven Moffat property just for the sake of talking about how much they hate Steven Moffat. Which it's fine if you hate him or think he's a terrible writer. But I think it's reductive and unhelpful to automatically write off every single female character in his shows and to refuse to consider them on even the slightest deeper level.
send me controversial or unpopular opinions and I'll tell you if I agree or disagree
#what if I made a video essay on how I like most of sherlock actually#would I get cancelled#mel screams about fictional ladies again#multi t(ASK)ing#eurus holmes#our sad little terrible genius#I also think way too much about how her parents went 'wtf why didn't you tell us our daughter was alive mycroft'#and he tried to say that he didn't want them to see how villainous of a person she turned into & they just said 'she remains our daughter'#they didn't care. because they loved her. I remember that moment ALL the time it affected me ACUTELY and it still does to this day
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-Thank you very much for the +1.5k followers! <3
#Let's gooooo!!!!! We managed to reach more than 1.500/1.5 followers!!!!#thank you all very much for everything. for being here since I started this blog! you guys are very especial for me💖#thank you. thank you. thank you! love y'all!!! mwah!! <333#(and of course.. my 1.5k celebration for sure needed to be one of my favorite ships! lol- I really love them <333)#happy#1500 followers#happy 1.5k!!!#my sweet people💖#my bees!!!#(lol- this is an old one akgzks still.. mean a lot to me ^^ <333)#one piece zolu#zolu fanart#zolu#luzo#straw hat luffy#monkey d luffy#op luffy#luffy fanart#roronoa zoro#one piece zoro#op zoro#zoro fanart#one piece luffy#one piece fanart#one piece#op fanart#i'm mel and this is my blog✌️#art mel#my art#art
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My dream meljayvik dynamic (that I could see realistically happening on the show to some degree): Jayce and Viktor having a borderline obsessive and codependent arch nemeses relationship, Mel enabling them entirely, and Jayce adorably doting on her every chance he gets.
#meljayvik#i'm still kind of into them i can't lie#the art and headcanons are cute when it's clear the posters aren't merely tolerating mel's presence#picture the miike snow genghis khan video except the bond stand in is the one with the wife and she's very supportive of the whole thing#and deeply deeply loved#that sounds cute as hell to me#ideally vik would also have a partner who understands that sometimes bros just need to forever be trying to thwart each other#jayvik trying to kill each other over and over but never succeeding…for reasons>>> jayvik trying to be a poor man’s abrosious and ballister#i know lofl/arcane came before nimona and i 102 percent do not give a damn
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she’s here! 🍓🍼
Cry Baby Perfume Milk by Melanie Martinez
Sweet and nostalgic, “Cry Baby Perfume Milk” captures the spirit of the girl who is playfully innocent, but conceals an irreverent edge. The first impression is a complicity of dark fruity notes, while strawberry milk and a lipstick accord are layered to contrast the dark fruits. The heart of, “Cry Baby Perfume Milk” invites you to experience innocent darkness while Melanie’s childhood memories are evoked through a soft, nostalgic baby lotion accord. Feminine yet mischievous and unapologetic, the base of the fragrance is wrapped in a sweet layer of burnt caramel complimented by a blend of sinister woods.
#afropearl#melanie martinez#crybaby perfume#crybaby perfume milk#i’ve wanted this perfume for years bc i used to be such a big fan of mel but i was a broke 14 year old#this baby was in mint condition and the seller listed it way under the current market and i still was able save a couple dollars with them#i feel like i’ve done something good for myself#i think this is what spoiling yourself feels like. and i love it#ugh i’m so happy this is starting my year off amazingly#coquette#black femininity#girl blogging#self care#aesthetic#beauty#girly#pink christmas#fragrance#scents#cry baby perfume#cry baby perfume milk
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is it wrong that i live for genetic based magic
maybe???? but i can’t care 🙅♀️🙅♀️🙅♀️
i can’tttttt care cause it’s so devious
like… what does it mean for our magical POV characters who are so new to this shit? what does it mean for future societal development? and what did it mean for past societal development?
#i love it because these people have a predisposition for magic but they’re still human but are they?#are they more than human in a bad or good way? or are they simply humans with great powers sometimes trying to be responsible with them#sometimes running from it sometimes cursed by it sometimes enraptured by it#like that is sooooo intresting but a lot of people don’t like it. i know why people don’t like it but stillllll#btw it’s not like only royalty or high lords or wealthy politicians are the only ones with this magical gene#many people in asoiaf have it. wasn’t it 1 in 1000 are a skinchanger? there are certainly many people with dragon blood in them#which gives them the ability to ride dragons#but with magic being genetic you also gota think about these wealthy and powerful people’s resources and the head start they have#so it becomes a sort of class division type of thing which is something we see with the dragonseeds in the dance#they would never have had the opportunity to claim a dragon if not for the dance but they always had that gene that made it possible#but for other magic like skinchanging and that type of thing it seems like environment and potential animal bonds matter a lot#like a direwolf is wayyyy better than a common wolf but not everyone has access to direwolves#you get my drift????#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#also magic gives nobodies the potential to become somebody#maybe that’s why maesters hate magic cause it can totally disrupt the ever teetering balance of feudalism#like mel was a slave and now a red priestess and she’s able to convince a king to burn his gods bc magic is real !!!#that’s so crazy to me. but it doesn’t change the fact that mel def has that magic gene :))#blood makes you a [blank] my bestie brynden told me
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I want to strangle this DJ for playing Reckless Love at an 80s party (not 80s inspired or glam in general, whole ass actual 80s along with ZZ Top, Cinderella etc)
#like hell yeah great that you're playing reckless love but i hope you get stoned by the elders who were actually around in the 80s#and can name every obscure band whose tapes they own and will immediately call you out for mistaking a song for released in the early 90s#i'm not actually at the bar btw i just saw the posts on their stories but dude please this is basic knowledge in your field#whatever i'm currently hunting for concerts somewhere near me so i can avoid my ex workplace unless one of them explicitly invites me#i bought tickets for tailgunner in selb without even knowing how exactly i'll get there and back lmao but it's in september so still time#i planned to stay at a hotel for the night because the car ride is hell even during the day and i'll probably only get out after midnight#but they're all so expensive or another half an hour away or in fucking czechia which i don't wanna deal with in the middle of the night#because i'd cross the border and if there's Stuff and i just want to Sleep after a long night uhhh not this time#if i wouldn't leave my sister by herself and the guys weren't driving a completely different route to their next show the following day#i would probably ask them for a ride tbh lol at this point i have no shame when it comes to flirting with bands#since i was asked to hop in the touring van by a swedish band i had just met half an hour ago why shouldn't it work with them too?#anyway i'm in desperate need of gig announcements but just like last year my depression's gotta last a bit longer until march at least 💔#mel talks
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