#mebeingme

[honeydewey]

done with the mob-wife aesthetic and have officially chosen to be a ✨pizazz goblin✨ and be whatever makes me happy thank u for your time

[katiehickman69]

Hi I'm katie im 24 years old

I'm friendly and I love my family I miss my mama she passed away 11/27/23 it was after my birthday she passed away I'm ok its hard I'm doing OK. Now it 2024 I'm have a job now I love it . So much fun it call five guys Restaurant so yeah and my brother doing great n my sister too

[cosmosgalx]

[gauravbeingreal]

new me

I wish my plans worked like they used to. I like to welcome something new to life, myself. I'm new to myself now. My dreams are not what I have defined by now. I have no dreams. I am a bloke completely. I want to get shattered into pieces sometimes. This new me is amazing. I can't get over it. I see how he wakes up every day putting a smile on his face but knows he has all the devastating thoughts to ruin his day and life forever. He knows thoughts don't define him, so he just lets go of them. He's changed. He doesn't just wish to be loved now. He wants to love someone more than anything else.

The part of him I like the most is his desire to give. He wants to work forever to provide for people he thinks matter. I know there will be many who will matter over time. His mother more than anyone, then his wife, and later his children. He wants to treat them in every way possible. He wants to take care of his sister too and his cute niece. She's so cute and everything a princess could be. She cries when she is hungry and just sits there giving the love this new me deserves. The new me is hungry for things; he wants to grow now. He wants to reach the top no matter what. He wants to see the bigger picture; he's not making any excuses. He thinks clearly, cute, isn't it? He just wants to eat good food and live a good life. He doesn't stress about people who never cared. He just does himself. He makes it easier than ever. He acknowledges everything. He knows the good in people and also the bad. But he knows nobody is perfect, and accepting flaws and mistakes is a way of life.

He doesn't have a truth now. He just moves on and tries to work. He keeps things within himself: his plans, his love for things, all by himself. He likes to write a lot. He tries to do a lot of things as he's being discovered.

He can be crazy sometimes, trying to go away, but he just comes back and realizes it's not the past me but the god taking care of things now. He knows he has to put in the work and leave the rest for the better. This makes things way too easy, and this is what he has accepted as the way of life to work and provide. He tries to work on himself every time, and this is just his first year here. Let's welcome him for his existence and his beginning to the world through me.

[galaxy-krystal]

[ao3feed-hawks]

Hawks in Pokémon Goes with the Flow

Hawks in Pokémon goes with the flow by MeBeingMe inSecret

Keigo has been trapped in a contract since he was a child and his only way out is to lose his title as a Pokémon champion. Luckily for him, that happens in the form of a crying teenager. Out of his contract, he runs away at the first chance he has. What he didn't account for, is that he has

Words: 6474, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga), Pocket Monsters | Pokemon (Main Video Game Series)

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Takami Keigo | Hawks, Dabi | Todoroki Touya, Midoriya Izuku, Pigeot | Pidgeot, Tyltalis | Altaria, Nymphia | Sylveon, Otoshidori | Bombirdier

Relationships: Dabi | Todoroki Touya/Takami Keigo | Hawks

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Pokemon Fusion, Former Pokemon Champion Takami Keigo | Hawks, Takami Keigo | Hawks-centric, Takami Keigo | Hawks Needs a Hug, Takami Keigo | Hawks is a Mess, Takami Keigo has no survival instinct, Keigo has a team of bird pokemon, Dabi | Todoroki Touya is Not a Villain, Homeless Dabi | Todoroki Touya, Poor Dabi | Todoroki Touya, Dabi | Todoroki Touya is So Done, Accidental Baby Acquisition

Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/47192323

[mixdgrlproblems]

@sushi_bae: #Japanese & #Senegalese 🇯🇵🇸🇳 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Check out my How To: Be Featured Story for a Shoutout! ☝️ October is also Filipino Heritage Month! DM me your experiences of being a mixed filipinx!⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #mixedgirlproblems #mixedgirls #hafu #mebeingme #instagood #blasian #mixedgirlhairstyles #mixedbabies #mixedgirlsdoitbetter #photooftheday #facemodel #modellife #photoshoot #fashionmodel #japanese #mixedbaby #hapa #photography #mixedracedchildren https://www.instagram.com/p/Cj8ihCouLTN/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[vivian-at-home]

One giant leap of some kind

From a small step for a man, a video conference today. Today was the day things started getting a lot more real, but once again it was nothing but positive, even though I was crying at the end of it - they were tears of joy, of gratitude, relief. This is a long post; the tldr is basically yay me, a door has been kicked wide open and I have been welcomed inside.

The lady (let's call her Sarah) asked about my pronouns (idc but my name is Vivian, Miss Jackson if you're nasty); and even though I was sitting with open mind, the next question was kind of a curveball. Sarah asked me to use terms about my experience that made me feel comfortable, and it's a bit odd but I hadn't given it a second thought so it took me a moment to think of some good words; things like acceptance, positivity, conviction.

The whole thing is a bit of a blur now, of course, because of what it really entailed for me. Of course I had been waiting for weeks, and I had no idea what to expect so I just entered being completely open. There was no sexual aspect to any of the conversation, and although this was as much as I might expect from a preliminary conversation with a medical professional, it was nice to be able to 'tell my story' as Sarah put it. Since I started taking these small steps, momentum has been gathering for a giant leap, but I don't think it's going to work that way; I'm not to wake up tomorrow being Cinderella. Which is good because I just did my nails.

There's something really important I need to add here, not that I am trying to claim any kind of advantage or be poseur; but, I live in Canada. This is going to cost me nothing beyond the heavily discounted price of prescription drugs, and new clothes. If I lived in the US this would be an impossible dream, and although the vast majority of Americans would live nowhere else, the costs attendant with this procedure have to hold back a great many desperately unhappy people, and that makes me feel very sad. Having said that, because of where I am, the whole financial side is a giant nothing, and that absence is a giant comfort level inherent that others are mired under. This I get. To me it's just another huge positive about undertaking the journey; I already have clothes duh.

Anyway, the conversation was fairly brief, about half an hour, and by the end of it I am now in the lineup for voice coaching and mannerisms; a hormone assessment; and a Zoom peer group. Just. like. that. This person I see myself as; the one wearing those clothes, feeling more at home in my decrepit old body than I ever have. The thought of having breasts terrifies me as much as it want it for validation, and I will have nowhere to hide any longer, even if I'm not in the office, I can't pretend my camera is broken forever, and in one on one with boss it's going to be unavoidable.

I have no idea how I'm going to speak with my mother about it, and of course there is yet the whole "everyone I know except the 4 people who know thing"- the dozens of long time friends at work, the dozen or so close personal friends, and the dozen or so significant family.

I do know I have absolute faith and belief in myself, that I shall not waver at all - I found someone in myself that I feel compelled to be outwardly as much as inside, and that person's voice has become a clamour that has torn down walls and reshaped my mind, it is time now for me to start being her more, because if I truly want this, if Vivian is really who I am and love as me, it is here - the hand has been offered, and I have taken it.

I am way beyond any simple adjective like 'happy' or 'validated'; this is my whole being entering metamorphosis, up until now the whole experience has been mental and inward; it's now going to also be physical and outward. Here I come, world, fucking right these lovely new boots are made for walking.

The fact that I happened to find them in someone else's idea of the 'wrong' department, along with the nice 'skinny' b/w check tweed leggings, is nobody's business but mine. They are not women's clothes, they are my clothes, and I can't wait to take the next step now, which is an androgynous haircut and eyebrow work, and a makeup consultation.

Like I said above, for now at least there is nothing remotely sexualized, or to my mind deviant, about this change - it is a massive step forward in terms of personal growth, empathy, understanding, courage and self-reliance, and shoes.

Fortunately, the currently deleterious habits of being a budget driven designer whore with a penchant for shoes shall become advantageous vices as Vivian, and she is going to like that just fine. It's just something I feel inside; call it women's intuition lol

Love you all, and if you read this far thank you, I hope my experience helps you find that little extra bit of courage we will all need sooner or later. <3 one love :)

[wonder-b0y]

Hey, Boo Boo! (2006) #WayBackWednesday #MeBeingMe #BoyPower https://www.instagram.com/p/CN73eRxFnB2/?igshid=xt5nzdkcqael

[purplerabbit92]

Today has been very emotional day I got this card from my mum for my birthday, when I visited her to see her and my brother, when I got home I open it up and seen this Immediately started crying for bit but they were tears of happiness, some people don't realise... for me being a transgender woman this is worth more than any money in the world any item, since I've always felt like a freak and feel like I will never be accepted and something to be ashamed of, with the battles I've faced during my transition it's been hard, hurtful, mentally exhausting and it will take time but you gotta take the victories when you can, and today this was one of them. I love you mum x #transwoman #transgirl #tgirl #transwoman #transtion #mtf #mtftrans #mebeingme #lgbt #accceptance #smallvictories #transgenderstories #transgenderstruggles (at Glasgow, United Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/p/CAQuVG7HFty/?igshid=1ic78z84b83mw

[abrilamenteusalarazon2ar]

cuestionar.(se) aveces cuestionarse las cosas duele yo creo que sirve. Lo que no creo que sirva es romperme la cabeza, quemandomela.

[taylorsleofriend]

A THREAD

"And there's a lot of cool chicks out there"

Reblog with a goofy pic of you with sunglasses on!!!

I'll start:

[mixdgrlproblems]

@sushi_bae: #Japanese & #Senegalese 🇯🇵🇸🇳 #mixedgirls #hafu ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Check out my How To: Be Featured Story for a Shoutout! ☝️ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #mixedgirlproblems #mebeingme #instagood #mixedgirlhairstyles #mixedbabies #itsavibe #mixedgirlsdoitbetter #photooftheday #sacramento #facemodel #curlyhairstyles #modellife #photoshoot #fashionmodel #japanese #ハーフ #mixedbaby #hapa #photography #quapa #mixedracedchildren #StatStory https://www.instagram.com/p/B33AlJuFou8/?igshid=1jeckxebrlgcd

[thegoodart-blog1]

It is completely okay if you didn't feel like doing anything okay. It is okay if doing nothing pleases your mood. Don't fall for the guilt of not being productive enough. Enjoy your sweet sweet time and once you feel like yourself again, get back on being productive. Doing nothing is also a form of self care. #mentalhealthawareness #therapylife #mentalhealthmatters #couchpotato #mentalhealthadvocate #boringselfcare #mentalillnessrecovery #selfcare #love #mebeingme #therapyfirstparagould #thegoodart #thegoodadvicecupcake #thegoodcouchpotato #potatohead (at Delhi, India) https://www.instagram.com/p/B6_jOUyJ9_A/?igshid=1qpfbefiyw6ju

[iamtitamoon]

Introducción

Desde mi infancia, siempre me gustó la escritura. Mi tía favorita era maestra de kínder así que, desde antes de estar obligada a aprenderlo, ya le había encontrado el gusto. Desde los tres años me encantaba escribir mi nombre. De hecho, es algo que aun disfruto. En los momentos en que pierdo el camino y no recuerdo quién soy, tomo un trozo de papel y el fluir de las líneas me lleva a la familiaridad de ese garabato que desde que nací me muestra mi verdadero ser.

Creciendo descubrí que a mis personas cercanas les gustaba que expresara por escrito lo que sentía. Así, cada cumpleaños, San Valentín, Navidad… siempre acompañaba mis regalos con cartitas, poemas o canciones, siempre rebosantes de lo que mi corazón sentía. Para mí, ese es siempre el mejor regalo: la honestidad de las palabras que fluyen del corazón a la mente y por último a la empuñadura de mi pluma.

Una víspera de año nuevo, después de uno de mis ataques depresivos que han aumentado con el paso de los años, decidí que iba a empezar a escribir todo lo que sentía, hiciera sentido o no. Compré un diario especial para esto y establecí mis propias reglas:

1.      Escribiré sólo si realmente tengo algo qué decir. Jamás forzaré palabras que no salen de mi corazón.

2.      No le daré importancia a leyes gramaticales o métrica o lenguaje correcto o todas esas cosas que a uno le enseñan en la prepa. Este diario es para mí, y nadie más. La Real Academia Española no tiene voz ni voto sobre mi diario.

3.      Este diario no es de diario, es decir, no hay culpabilidad para mí si decido no escribir. Esto es muy importante, porque en ningún momento quiero que esta actividad que me libera y me ayuda en mi auto conocimiento se vuelva imposición

4.      Cada comienzo de un año, me sentaré y leeré lo que he escrito. Poco o mucho, escucharé mis historias, agradeceré el viaje y comenzaré un nuevo diario con mis metas personales en base a lo que he aprendido y a donde deseo llegar. Cuidaré que mis objetivos sean SMART (Specific, Measurable, Achievable, Relevant, Time-Based)

5.      Trataré de aprender de lo que escribo. Creo fielmente que dentro de nosotros están todas las respuestas a todas las preguntas hechas del Universo, pero hemos perdido la capacidad de escucharnos, de aprendernos, de relacionarnos con la naturaleza. Leerme será una buena forma de encontrarme y conocerme.

Así, empecé a escribir de una manera un poco más formal. Habiendo pasado algunos años y muchas aventuras, noté que los diarios me quedaban pequeños, que cada día tenía más y más qué decir, y que si escribía a mano perdía muchas de las ideas que me alcanzaban por la lentitud de mis trazos. Entonces decidí empezar este blog.

Tengo mucho qué decir y este blog me dará la voz que por tanto tiempo he querido tener. Siempre he sabido que mi opinión no es perfecta, pero es mía y tengo derecho a comunicarla y hoy por fin empiezo a hacerlo y pues, a ver qué pasa.

[mebeingmealways]

First post.

Hi! This is Erin and this is my new spot for sharing thoughts, experiences, and discoveries. Here’s a little bit about myself:

- I’m a total introvert / INFJ.

- I’m addicted to coffee and chocolate.

- I’m a professional digital artist.

- I’m a hobby writer.

- I’m a lover of music and so many other creative things. 

- I’m a lifelong learner.

- I’m allergic to wheat and dairy.

- I’m an empath, the friend everyone calls “mom.”

- I’m happily single, but also ready to meet the guy who sweeps me off my feet.

- I’m passionately curious.

- I’m driven to walk through life with love, kindness, honesty, depth, courage, ambition, passion, and creativity.

And, I’m excited to start this blog. I can’t wait to get to know some of you and hopefully form a community where we not only form friendships and cheer each other on, but also laugh our butts off as we share stories together. 

Life is absolutely crazy, but when we connect with each other and notice the simple things, it can be a beautiful place full of so much life and love! I hope this becomes a place where you can feel that and fuel up for each day – a place that feels like home.

That’s my dream and goal for this blog.

Anyway! It’s nice to meet you and I look forward to seeing you around. :)

Love, 

Erin