gauravbeingreal

[gauravbeingreal]

my heart infested to regions i couldn't travel to lives i couldn't see the boredom is a friend and shallow is fathom i curate the newness the form that endures the courage foreshadow and i found myself again

[gauravbeingreal]

so is life

i woke up to stars slowly sun shows up and stars make their way like my yesterday gone for the present i cherish each on this own for a vibe i crawled away what can't and what can i don't care much i simply live for the present and for myself

[gauravbeingreal]

be okay

the world is just fine little sparkle to your life my love, be okay i pray for your smile

wear that dress eat that meal cherish the work and just be brave

oh love, if you can't just be okay deep breathes and my shoulder awaits

your wants and you all for me with ease

oh love just embrace time might be tough it won't be the same for always

oh love future awaits for us to be together for always

[gauravbeingreal]

chest burning with agony

no disciple to follow through

no range to pursue

all the hollow heart journey encroaches

[gauravbeingreal]

do not cast pearls before swine: don't waste your time teaching people who do not appreciate it

[gauravbeingreal]

When only words have worked, I expected a lot of it. But, how I forgot, some are not good with words.

[gauravbeingreal]

new me

I wish my plans worked like they used to. I like to welcome something new to life, myself. I'm new to myself now. My dreams are not what I have defined by now. I have no dreams. I am a bloke completely. I want to get shattered into pieces sometimes. This new me is amazing. I can't get over it. I see how he wakes up every day putting a smile on his face but knows he has all the devastating thoughts to ruin his day and life forever. He knows thoughts don't define him, so he just lets go of them. He's changed. He doesn't just wish to be loved now. He wants to love someone more than anything else.

The part of him I like the most is his desire to give. He wants to work forever to provide for people he thinks matter. I know there will be many who will matter over time. His mother more than anyone, then his wife, and later his children. He wants to treat them in every way possible. He wants to take care of his sister too and his cute niece. She's so cute and everything a princess could be. She cries when she is hungry and just sits there giving the love this new me deserves. The new me is hungry for things; he wants to grow now. He wants to reach the top no matter what. He wants to see the bigger picture; he's not making any excuses. He thinks clearly, cute, isn't it? He just wants to eat good food and live a good life. He doesn't stress about people who never cared. He just does himself. He makes it easier than ever. He acknowledges everything. He knows the good in people and also the bad. But he knows nobody is perfect, and accepting flaws and mistakes is a way of life.

He doesn't have a truth now. He just moves on and tries to work. He keeps things within himself: his plans, his love for things, all by himself. He likes to write a lot. He tries to do a lot of things as he's being discovered.

He can be crazy sometimes, trying to go away, but he just comes back and realizes it's not the past me but the god taking care of things now. He knows he has to put in the work and leave the rest for the better. This makes things way too easy, and this is what he has accepted as the way of life to work and provide. He tries to work on himself every time, and this is just his first year here. Let's welcome him for his existence and his beginning to the world through me.

[gauravbeingreal]

staying grounded

the trauma never left the eyes were never dry the place where I belong to never really mine

i get to stay away from all the people to find myself, where I belong to.

i will miss you a lot on the way i am missing you right now. i will be there standing on your doors with sunflowers you love. i want to give you love all that you adore. i have this feeling for you far from the shore that we will live a life peacefully alone.

i don't know where I came far from where I wanna go. i wanna take you with me the place you once belong.

the gist to life, heavy in the inside. i wish all your pain I could take away without whispering a word. i had these recurring dreams, you moving far from me. i couldn't even whisper a word, i thought you were happy the mistake I am afraid of the most.

[gauravbeingreal]

almighty on chains

clustered walls yelling my name celling leaked through the surface bloods everywhere, dripping on the hallway

how was the night? when you're scared of red and locked inside the room room so daunting

you plead for escape from those closed doors from those warm hearts to the truce of noland

noland for the lovers lovers of the exile see the pity intact find yourself