#meal talk?

[spiribia]

once you hit adulthood a day will come when you’re suddenly like VEGETABLES 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 and it never goes away

[odeada]

[corseque]

I needed this utterly miserable and exhausted picture of solas on my tumblr too, this game makes me so happy

just look at this before and after, those dark circles under the dark circles:

[wellschooledheart]

Disappointed / Balance

I'm trying to cut down on my meals lately. It's one of the reasons I made this new tumblr, because I feel like talking about it, but it'll just disturb everyone else. Nobody likes to hear about how much or how little you're eating. If you're eating too much, just eat less. If you're not eating enough, just eat more. It's all the same and I get tired of it, because I understood already.

I'm addicted to sweet drinks and of course that was the main factor of my weight gain. I eat the normal amount and rarely ever snack. If anything, I eat less than a lot of people, because I always chose half portion of rice. I don't do exercise. I hate it. I hate how my body moves but if I want it to move better, I'd have to start. It doesn't make sense (it does).

For the past two days, I managed to skip my meals and change it with something without rice. It works, I think? Someone commented on it. Today, though, I wanted to eat, so I went to a cafe and ordered. And I hate that I did. I could've wait it out until tomorrow and tomorrow I'll wait it out until the day changes and then I won't have to eat at all. I'm disappointed in myself. It makes me want to drink something sweet. And that brought me to the second topic.

When I get sad or stressed, I'd want to drink something sweet and nice to comfort myself. My logic went like this: I'm already miserable, so why not have a little bit of fun? Now, the point is to not consume anything unnecessary (and some necessary things). However, when I get too happy, I would think that it's time to reward myself for doing well and I'd drink a sweet drink.

My current problem is finding out how to balance my mood so that I'm depressed enough to avoid rewarding myself, but not too depressed that I'd take the sweet drink route to make myself well enough to work. For a week now, it seems to work. But just then, I ate.

I have a functioning logic. I know that avoiding meals isn't good and wouldn't be enough to lose weight. I know that continuing to avoid meals will be unhealthy for both your body and mind. My logic knows, that's why it told me that eating is not bad and steered my bike towards this cafe.

I don't have to like that it won, though. I should just... not eat. I can handle it, I know I can now. I can stand to lose this meal. So why did I do it? I'm a little bit angry at myself.

I know that eating is good and not eating is bad. I just want the selfish part that doesn't want to eat to win. But I've always been weak.

Some would probably praise people for eating, but they don't know that I don't need it. I ate a lot. I ate the normal amount, usually. It's not out of place of me so I don't need a positive reinforcement to do it. Someone should berate me for eating. Should tell me I'm doing great after missing my meals. But it's not a good thing, so nobody will praise me for that.

That might be the point, that it's not a good thing. I don't need good things. This is actually a punishment. I won't try to pretend that avoiding my meals is a good thing. It's bad, and I want it to happen to me.

[cathartic-crypt]

fallout nv companions (+ extras) and what kinda asmr theyd listen to

[biblically-accurate-dca]

substitute

[saturday-byte]

Ik there are usamericans following me I have a question for yall , what the fuck do y'all even eat . Like . The typical huge greasy American breakfast has to be an exaggeration but I really can't think of meals that don't contain stuff exclusive to my country and do you guys even have that honestly

[taitavva]

are you sure about that akechi

[og post under cut]

[calamarispiderart]

everything i do is derivative

[lotus-pear]

i think you guys are onto smth..

i unironically got invested in this HELP

[firelise]

[luckycl0ve]

sketch the other night. this isn't true..he loves to yap even if he's hungry

[kexing]

the director said wait but aouboom heard SLAY and absolutely went off

[thoodleoo]

love reading about animals in antiquity. anyway this is the most accurate vase ever because who hasn't done something to entertain a cat while it sits and stares at them

[navree]

"rhaenys could have ended the war by dracarysing all the greens right there" yes because a distant relation to the throne deciding to barbecue an anointed and publicly positively hailed king and his entire family who is well loved within the city and in multiple other parts of the country for the sake of the succession of a far-away princess no one was ever on board with who hasn't been seen by the populace in literal years, her psycho husband, her three obvious bastards, and two toddlers from the psycho husband would go over super well with westeros and especially in king's landing where scores of the still-cheering population were killed for no reason by that same dragon who would do the barbecuing, because when targaryens act unilaterally without thinking of how the people would react there's never any problem, which is why the storming of the dragonpit and robert's rebellion were actually just collective delusions dreamed up by readers who hate rhaenyra and not key parts of the story and house targaryen's history that directly contributed to their demise and are intrinsic to the plot

truly team black stans are made up of only the most genius and media literate amongst us

[souenkun]

Larry's random conversarion lines 🍙

Pokémon Masters EX spoilers ahead!

Random conversation 1:

Ever since I met a certain individual, I now find myself gazing up at the sky every once in a while. There's scenery you'll never even notice if you stick to flat, well-trodden paths. Just something I've observed. I don't dislike the vast, clear sky... But I don't think I can reach it. It's nice to know that there's something like that out there, though.

Random conversation 2:

Pasio seems to have many good restaurants. Ah, I'm not asking for specific recommendations, though... I actually enjoy walking around and looking for a place I might like. That's part of the experience. I seek the exceptional only when it comes to food. Pasio has a variety of cuisines to choose from, so it's hard to stick to just one.

Random conversation 3:

(Player), which do you tend to favor: the exceptional or the average? I was thinking of inviting you to have a meal sometime. Casually figuring out your client's preferences is a special skill that you learn as a salaried employee.

Random conversation 4:

Lunchtime is one of the few things that a salaried employee like me can look forward to at work... We can decide whether to spend that precious time eating something familiar or trying out a new restaurant. It's not just about the meal. The decision-making process leading up to it is also something to look forward to.

Random conversation 5:

People, Pokémon... There's no need to overcomplicate things. Nowadays people only seem to want a shock factor. Something weird, something bizarre. When all's said and done, simplicity is strongest.

Random conversation 6:

You don't necessarily have to follow every instruction from your boss. But I pretend to follow them, at least, so I can avoid hassles later on. That's a technique you can use to get by in the workplace. Keep it in mind.

Random conversation 7:

I'm here in this famous tourist spot, but I can't really spread my wings while my boss has her eye on me. I guess I'll do what I usually do on my lunch break and find a spot to Roost...