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“The way he looked at you. I got it then. He loved you, and it was killing him.”
#jinmao#jinshi#maomao#the apothecary diaries#kusuriya anime#kusuriya no hitorigoto#my first edit in a looooong time#this manga/anime is sQUEEZING the juices in my brain#they r all i can think about night n day#👁️👄👁️#<- me thinking abt jinmao#constantly all the time#tad is SO GOOD INDULGE YOURSELF PLEASE#my works#this quote is so them bro is insane for her#also. i could write a whole ESSAY on how that middle panel makes me feel#his face. her face. the look in his eyes. the way he touches her face. the dialogue (not featured). the look on his face. i say again.#the. look. on. his. face.#this scene is potent! i cant wait to see it in the anime aslkgalkga
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key to intermittent writers block is just keep starting new projects so that whenever one of them frustrates the fuck out of you you can binge write one of the others
#wrote like 3k+ words all in one sitting for the football au yesterday and then opened it today like 👁️👄👁️#woosh. absolutely nothing in my brain#and as a result the next chapter of to meet in the middle is maybe one or two days from completion. LOL#after it had been sitting untouched since like basically september#mind you the piece that got me back to writing originally was holger#so we're really all over the place here
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every time i get into a new fandom i wonder what people who followed me for an old one of my interests think
#people who followed me for my jjk or aot fics staring at my 1k event that’s only for bllk: 👁️👄👁️#LMAOO i’m so sorry i just know if i try writing for a diff fandom rn it’ll suck#but anyways…those of you who have been w me through multiple eras thank you for sticking around even though my vibes have no doubt changed#m’s thoughts
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You know, I like to think that I can manage my language quirks pretty decently, but historical fiction specifically has had a profound effect on my primary cortex.
My cat just knocked something off the table and I shouted at him with no hesitation, “Your conduct is unbefitting of a gentleman!!!”
#it didn’t stop him#he is still smug#I found him in a dumpster and he has dumpster manners#this blog has been with me for the finding and rescuing of three different dumpster cats#NSNSMSMS#sometimes I see the historical fiction style creep into my work these days and I’m like 👁️👄👁️#it’s like different from authentic austen language but it’s still like#antique? if that makes sense#idk#do you guys find weird genre styles showing up in your writing?#squawk tag#the other day I was eating a guava mochi and I like to let my cat sniff what’s in my hand so he knows not to beg for things he won’t like#and instead of squinting and jumping away he LICKED IT#and THEN jumped away#cruel to me#anyway…….. back to our previously scheduled content <3
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Problem: made my lust and obsession for my own AU 100x worse
Adsgdhjd this is like a never ending cycle cause I'm thinking about it most of the time 😭 this is like encouraging me to be my annoying self fully lol
#The drawing ideas factory is working on some ideas#Please stand by afsgdjks#Also I'm a Bea fan first of all but the way you write Ava from Bea's pov make me go brbrbrbrb crazy about him#I love one boi 😔🤝 I've fallen for his charm#Like 👀😮😳😳😳👁️👄👁️🤯😶👌🤪🧐😩
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nothing could have prepared me for the fact that im more excited about writing fan fiction than preparing the class im teaching on tuesday
#nobody's surprised#this is me coming out abt writing fan fiction this is who i am now#mind you im writing as a treat cuz i worked well today#platypustalks#i dont have the spine to afmit that to anyone i know irl so this is for you#(me remembering suddenly that one of my itl besties sometimes check my tumblr 👁️👄👁️)
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Crying rn. I was talking with my mum about my writing and I tell her that one of my MC's is just a normal guy but that idk how to write them. She excitedly offers to take me to the library to observe the people there. Then she gives me a golden piece of advice, "Just make friends with one (a normal person) so you can study them. They don't have many interests so just don't talk much." I said wtf mom and she explains that she spent her entire childhood watching people and taking notes on them from afar. I asked if she ever actually talked to them and she said no, why would I do that? 😭 Girl, you wonder why I am the way that I am. Is my mom even real?
#sometimes we tell her that shes autistic and she just stares with those eyes like I'm a slice of salami#every time i step into the real world i am punished with the way that it is#my only reward is writing characters I think are normal then when I show them to my brother he goes 👁️👄👁️#writing#she once told me she hated her person suit and honestly-
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Some fun things from the 1840s Vampire The Masquerade campaign I’m in
“I did so much research. These are ✨historically accurate✨ floor tiles” -DM
A good 5 minute detour about ball gowns and fan front bodices
“You kids don’t know. In my day we had to weave textiles by hand”
Trying to figure out where things would be on maps
“I have a fun fact about bourbon to contribute”
“I forgot I have an opium addiction”
“Do Mormons exist yet?” (They did)
The eldest vampire’s clothes are incredibly old and mended and re-mended. She still wears stays rather than a corset etc.
#bonus: me stumbling over words but sounding like an idiot because#1. trying to use better vocab and slang but sounding like a kid being like ‘I photosynthesize with that’ you know#and 2. I’m an awkward person and my friends are mostly theatre people so they can do All The Things lmaooo#but I’ll just have to write down some helpful things for next time#like words to remember and such#rather than blindly jump in#it’s a fucking blast tho I’m obsessed#I love listening to my friends during the whole thing I’m just like 👁️👄👁️#vtm#vampire the masquerade#ttrpg#rpg#dnd
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nothing like having to house multiple redbulls just to be able to make your dumb broken brain actually do the things you want it to!!!!!!
#bee.txt#i am the eepiest kitten alive and it’s not really working for me!!!!!#adhd is so annoying for multiple reasons but like.#recently my meds are just making my brain kinda chill and quiet down for once and then that just makes me sleepy lmao#it’s great and all to feel regulated in that way but when it makes me feel eepy as hell I DONT WANT ITTTT#i want to WRITE and GET SOMEWHERE WITH IT#i want to be PRODUCTIVE and MOTIVATED#but my brain says ????? 👁️👄👁️ huh?????
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eh, put the britishcisms in the fics. life is short. thai people write fanfic about american shows and make it super thai centered, also, bc that's what people who write fanfic FOR FREE do. they use their own life as inspo. like obviously it's good to put effort into learning about another culture, but at the end of the day fanfic is for fun, so it's not the end of the world if something is wrong. surely you've read fic where people get britain wrong? people get america wrong all the time too. peace and love etc
What u don't understand is that I don't want anyone to know I'm 🤢 Br*tish 🤮🤢🤮🤢🤮
#I was not aware of the thaification of american fandoms I'll watch out for that :')#me when succession fics mention Khun Logan: 👁️👄👁️#I'm messin abaut luvs! havin a giggle havin a laff me ol chum me ol chap! cor blimey!#also I do appreciate that fanfiction is for fun and for free but also... people are allowed to just... not like things that are free.......#that's not a reflection of the quality if the art or the artist or a moral failing of the reader#some people like the familiarity of using american high school terms and drinking ages and dollar currency#personally I find it immersion breaking#and since my writing is shaped by what I enjoy#I don't want to accidentally add references to pounds sterling or secondary school or use uniquely british language#but obviously the language thing is harder because all my schooling was british most of my friends and family are british#so what sounds like a very natural speech pattern to me may be jarring for other people and I don't want that for my fics!#thats litchrally oll i wos sayin luvs! don't get yer knickers in a twist! i wosnt sayin it was rubbish or takin the mick#is just not my cuppa tea#fbshfhsh sorry I'll stop#ask#anon
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I am so good at taking every chance that I possibly can to write about women, gays, and trans folks for all of my college classes.
#˚ʚ meda rants ɞ˚#me doing my final communications presentation on gender affirming healthcare#me taking my history classes and writing every essay about gay shit#me taking my women’s history course last semester#and everyone being like ‘oh this was a fantastic class’#and me being like ‘but what about the queer and trans women 👁️👄👁️’#i was promised LGBTQ+ coverage at the beginning of the semester#(the coverage was an optional article during one week)
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my brain currently as the COD and Pedro boys battle it out for dominance
#help#I've been reading a lot more COD lately#and I definitely want to write for either Ghost or Konig but don't know where to start and what scenario to use#and then my pedro WIPs are just sitting there looking at me like#👁️👄👁️
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for the love of god. just discovered the equivalent of looking up an innocuous symptom and finding out you have cancer but for technology.
#i'm basically being told to havk into my phone and write in some code and i'm like 👁️👄👁️#bro i don't completely understand what you want me to do but i am not trying to discover the version of the#'just delete system 32 and that will fix everything' for cell phones. are you nuts!? do you think i was born yesterday!?
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....i shall now be writing about these tropes....thank you for the inspo sleepy...
Don't mind me just a dump of images I want to draw TF141 as 👁️👄👁️
#👁️👄👁️#must...go...write...or draw...or both#me thinks both#both. both is good#call of duty#call of duty modern warfare#task force 141
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from @fablelike, summer mercado : i wasn't listening!
sometimes, he truly wonder why he bother. there is always something wrong in any situation. something that's out of order, something not going just the way she wants it. with his luck, something nobody can do anything about. like maybe the weather is wrong. too hot, too cold, too bright, too gloomy. now he tell her something, something important, and she isn't even listening to him, too busy with her phone to pay attention. usually he pride himself in being a patient person. might be just the reason why he has managed to work with her for this long. that, and he thought maybe there was . . . a connection of some sort. okay fine, he liked her. she had moments, where this wasn't everything. where she acted human. rare, but they were there. usually made everything worth it. eyes close for a moment or two, rubbing a hand across his face. " summer, " it comes out as a mumble, gaze lift to find hers after a few seconds. small shake of his head, hand running across the top of his head before squeezing the back of his neck. " i quit. "
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Even INI noticed that Takumi and Yudai's hug scene was a little bit "🤨🏳️🌈?" and to be honest i'm glad I'm not the only one...
#👁️👄👁️#Yes two men can hug without it being romantic! It can be platonic! Don't get me wrong!#But the scene itself had romantic connotation because of their facial expressions. They seemed like lovers desperate to love but can't#Also the first time I saw it I thought they were trying to reach for the key#But they got rid of the chains when they touched hands (kind of “love saves the day” type of thing)#Their love (romantic or platonic) saved them from the chains that imprisoned them - not the key! :3#I'm not saying Yudai and Takumi have a thing - just that they seemed like they wanted to portray a same-sex couple#Both of them can act remember? Takumi is literally in a drama and Yudai was great playing that sassy princess!#Also... I have to say it 👀#Some small details in the MV seem to talk about LGBTQ+ rights and Pride Parade...#Again!!! I'm not saying it IS about queerness!!!#But the whole story of the MV being about riots... Hiromu's line “fighting against prejudice”#Rihito (a guy who openly supports LGBTQ+ rights) holding a big flag like it is a pride flag...#Their performance at Studio Choom literally making up the asexual flag at the screen and Takumi showing off a black ring in the middle#Finger of his right hand... (a.k.a asexual ring)#The line “PRIDE” itself... (Pride of what I wonder? Hmmm...) Their hair colors making up a rainbow... (ok this is just a joke) (but they do#The song being named “LOUD” (“Be Loud Be Proud” a.k.a phrase often used by queer people? Anyone??)#And last but not least it was released in JUNE (a.k.a Pride Month)!#Listen. I DO think the MV is connected to INI's MVs' storyline. Specially with SPECTRA and We Are and Password.#But... BUT. Hear me out. Please. Open your mind a little bit.#The boys (specially Hiroto who wrote the song) also want to express themselves their opinions and their feelings.#My boy Nishi LOVES doing that in the songs he writes. And maybe (just maybe) he and maybe other members wanted to#Help these queer people (specially queer MINIs) feel seem. Maybe some are queer themselves. We don't know and that is not our business.#But - whatever the reason is - they wanted to help these people feel seem and cared for. They wanted to tell them to continue fighting.#To fight against prejudice. To be LOUD and PROUD.#We MINIs know INI is not really afraid to think outside of the box... “Breaking the frame breaking the frame 🎵” :3#I mean Rihito literally stan an openly bisexual black man and he said “LGBTQ” in an interview even if he's an IDOL!!#He wore a t-shirt that says “Why being racist sexist HOMOPHOBIC and TRANSPHOBIC when you could just be quiet?”#(OMG he's so my ichiban for that 😭)#If Rihito can do that I wouldn't be surprised if other members also did something like what I said above! 😌
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