#me whining cw

[aphel1on]

SIXTH ANEMO CATALYST BEFORE FIRST HYDRO CLAYMORE... MAKE IT MAKE SENSE

[howlsofbloodhounds]

Everyday ao3 pisses me the fuck off. “He’s here because he wants to bang the both of them” shut the fuck up i promise you killer doesn’t give a shit about that he’d rather experiment on and gruesomely kill them both he’s genuinely so far out both of their leagues especially nightmares

[byanyan]

okay... i might be alive today? jaw pain had me genuinely down & fucking out yesterday, it was so bad. but i think?? (not to jinx it or anything ahdjgsg) i've finally managed to sleep it off (mostly).

gonna..... gonna see how things hold up. if i can get some writing (or messaging) done, i will, and if not...... i am thanking y'all for the four billionth time for ur understanding and patience ahfgsjj

[goodpvppy]

dreamed of cuddling with him again… wish i could’ve woken up to his lips at my neck, mumbling softly into my ear as he’s already filled me up, still thrusting deep inside of me as he couldn’t wait for me to wake up…

[banannabethchase]

Birthdays are so much pressure to Know What You Want and to Ask For Something that isn't too expensive or personal or cheap or hard to get or unnecessary and Think About Celebrating.

Like it's enough to realize "I'm turning 33 and in this year I have had to let go of the greatest hope and dream of my life" without having to also answer the question, "So how are you going to celebrate your birthday?"

[gwinwe]

sketch of howl movingcastle. sorry i gave him a ratty moustache i couldn't help myself

[tlsafterdark]

bro you got to be kidding me engie why are you like this

Minors DNI

[thesporkidentity]

I am. So tired

my cat is STILL sick and won't even SNIFF her favorite treats like fresh scrambled egg and ping pongs between needing to crawl inside my ribcage and needing nothing to touch her at all, and nothing the vet does ever seems to help her with eating or her GI issues but if she's not eating still by tomorrow morning they said call them again. the only reason she's not still vomiting and diarrhea-ing blood is that there's nothing left to come out because she's NOT EATING. and meanwhile I'm ALSO still sick and taken my maximum doses of everything for the day and I'm STILL in pain and my eyes won't focus and I can't concentrate from sentence to sentence but I still have to coordinate biopsies and surgery referrals for myself on top of my other existing chronic illnesses and honestly I thought I'd managed to beat back the suicidal ideation, I've only had a few instances at the worst times since 2014, and yet HERE WE ARE AGAIN because technically none of these problems would exist if I were just. Dead. Being dead would be so relaxing. I would like to die. And I just would like to get a fucking break. Just a single fucking break for me or the creatures I'm responsible for because I can't deal with ALL of us being sick at the same time, and literally NO ONE CAN HELP ME because she hates every other living human except me so I can't even ask anyone else to feed her while I'm laying down because she won't even TRY to eat for anyone else

[aphel1on]

why am i such a contrary person. i'm one of the annoying old-guard-tumblr people who regularly laments the decline of reblogs on this website

(Aside but it's interesting how the problem is split in severity along fandom lines; among older fandoms with accordingly older fans there's still less reblogs than in the early days but the ratio is notably closer than in younger fandoms- in some of those i've seen ratios of 1 to fucking 10 reblogs to likes)

However if i see a fanart with something like "reblogs > likes" in the caption my brain is immediately like. Well now i don't want to do it. Because you told me to

[seventh-district]

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[lovecatsys]

finally realizing your parents are (emotionally) abusive after an entire life of living with them and them telling you theyre amazing parents and youre so lucky to have them is just like. it fucking hurts but its like. Ok. like what am i supposed to do abt it yknow. except just hurt. like i get now why i repressed everything so hard and genuinely believed that everything they said or did to me was normal parenting shit. knowing the truth and having to still live with them fucking hurts.

Anyways here's hoping i can get a job soon so i can find a roommate and move out. in this economy we'll see.

[dragon-giggles]

cw: vent? (kinda?? ignore the tags because im yelling in there too lol)

i love how the moment i come back from a nice break from nothing bad occurring that's when irl stuff decides its going to happen

anyway as a form of comfort im reverting back to my old hanna-barbera fixation lol

[habitual-creatures]

It still doesn't feel right to sleep alone...

But I don't remember what or WHO I had with me before...

(( aughhh mod got hit with another wave of missing Steph and instead of trying to just SLEEP I decided to make this. I dunno why. but it exists. soooooo... yep. ))

[malkaleh]

I just realised in a comment to a friend that oh actually my brain went into a ‘not allowed to write haven’t earned it/fuckdolls aren’t allowed to write/you write toxic content’ spiral and uh, oh. Not sure how to drag out:(.

[k-nkypills]

Hello hi I’m stoned, forgive me for my actively horny ramblings

I made myself take two of my straps at once, it stings so good when one of them hits my g spot just right, honestly nearly cried once I started moving on them, it felt so good to be so so full.

Ive only ever used a smaller set of straps when I did it last time, however I had to throw one away but I managed to fuck myself dumb on them enough that it didn’t matter if It was a tight fit, just if my boy pussy was full, fucked out and ruined while I whined out their names.

My thighs are soaked rn man help

I’m so stoned I can’t stop fucking myself on them, my hips are sore from bouncing but I feel so close but so far :( I even took pictures because holy fuck I fit two inside me without any damage, my hole stretched so nicely around them and my t dick painfully hard, wanna send it to them but it’s a looot more intimate than the normal stuff I’d send

Need need need to fuck myself on two straps while I’m stoned, hand grasping at nothing as I’m stretched wide (need them there to wipe my tears when it gets too much then gently make my hips thrust, pushing them in and out of me n praising me for taking them so well)

(Help me lmao I’m going feral)

[tlsafterdark]

THESE TWO VOICELINES RIGHT NEXT TO EACH OTHER OOOOO

Minors and Proships DNI