#me being weird

[dearlittlefandom-stalker]

Looks like we can't beguile or brute force our way through this one, fellas

[herefortheships]

If you ever wonder what autism is like, I will give you an example. I cannot sleep tonight because hours ago when I was making dinner I left my bedroom door open. Now the room smells like food, and so, the atmosphere in my room is now wrong. And because it’s wrong, I can’t sleep. Does that make sense? 💀 The food smell is distracting my brain from sleeping. I can’t ignore it at all. 😅 Anyway I’ll watch relaxing YouTube asmr or something so I can ignore the absolute wrongness of my room tonight and finally get sleepy.

[giratina0fthev01d]

Mystic(my self insert)

Not me revamping my self insert oc Mystic the occultist/sorcerer (who is married to v o l o) who was born Galarian but who moved to Sinnoh in their trying to understand ancient magick, philosophies of the Hisuian world and legendary pokemon specificlly Giratina . But now due to them messing with rightfully sealed ancient forces they became an accidental Chimera thing in their understanding of Giratina . But of course those dangerous grimores and rituals made Mystic an avatar of Giratina especially in the eyes of the Hisuian people. But Mystic may or may not have been infused with Giratinas essence though to travel amongst the Distortion world and harness the eldritch forces of the renegade pokemon. Mystic being the arrogant chaos gremlin decided to tempt Arceus's favor and lets say possible realms and many minds of others were decimated due to Mystic's arrogance and carelessness

So arceus smited the sorcerer and yeeted them back in time to hisui. But theres a silly catch. Arceus decided to troll Mystic by connecting a red string of fate to an unknown lover(?) Mystic being the tsundere nihilistic and romantically inept creature hated arceus for doing t h a t. But Mystic in their self lothing doubted hat they will not succeed in finding the one at the other end of the string. Little do they know Volo will be at the other end of that theoretical string of fate.

the vol

After Mystic got immediately kicked out of the galaxy survey team due to setting fire to Kamandos desk and flinging mud balls(possibly bidoof created) at everyone for being superstitious assholes. So they ran out to live in the wilderness cause fuck civilization it is time to live like Diogenes or the equivalent of. But Volo being the supernatural and mythology obsessed merchant was immediately infatuated with the mischievous abomination that fell from a botched portal from the sky so he gave Mystic a Togepi he caught to cheer Mystic up due to their deep set depression at the galaxy teams bullshit and Volo let Mystic stay at the ancient retreat with him and Cogita . Mystic being unaware that Volo is their soul tie goes on their day with said Togepi(that they named a vulgar name) and a Unovian Zorua (that will become their main partner) they caught from a space time distortion. exploring hisuian ruins but of course lo and behold cue Volo tagging along without Mystics knowing due to infatuated merchant man wants to get close to his "beloved" but despite everyone despising Mystic for their assholish behaviors, sudden fallen angel appearance from the sky and many many many sins against the teaching of "almighty Sinnoh". Volo thought otherwise of Mystic. He saw something in Mystic that was beautiful and divine. Arcane, mysterious. A connection that went past the red string due to similarly being ostracized, wanting a better world with no strife (because of Mystic's nihilism and depression increasing tenfold due to people being assholes because Mystic wasbdifferent and went against status quo iso Mystic csaw no problem in eradicating everyone cause sadly no hope for humanity changing anytime soon. Hell Mystic didn't even wear the survey uniform and instead had always wild brightly colored hair with fancy kimonos because luckily the second set of arms is retractable 🫠.)

Blah blah blah Cue romance and shit between Mystic and Volo(due to this being too long already) and lets say Mystic and Volo discovered that they were eachothers soul ties(cue another long ass post about their shenanigans but this is just a drunken ramble)

And yes unholy unhinged union is still the ship name. Yes i posted an explanation of it. Yes volo knows how to use the red chain(he uses it as a le a s h to rein mystic in)

[comforted-by-you]

[silly-lackadaisy]

my ed feels so much kinder than ever, I have absolutely no idea why. it's just so much more understanding and encouraging. I honestly thought relapse meant returning to nonstop fear and constant internal abuse, not something good. I had no idea eds could be nice.

[kaddyssammlung]

Today is a bit weird.

I'm someone who really feels with all of my hear that we are all connected and you can feel others without seing them or being around them.

I was taking a shower this morning when a wave of pain hit me while I was singing Sleep Token. It felt like I could feel Vessel's pain for a second. It was weird and intense and I did not dissociate. Idk...it's hard to describe. That pain was not mine...I was sure it was his.

I get how weird this is. I feel weird writing this down.

[thecourtofgraywaves]

Sometimes, when I create an original character, I worry about even the tiniest detail making them *too* similar to someone within the established work.

Then I remember Sigourney Weaver and Susan Sarandon.

[elizaellwrites]

I'm a certified clueless person when it comes to someone being interested in me (platonic interest included).

I either have no idea that this person likes me and wander around oblivious until someone points it out to me after the fact...

Or, I somehow find out and then I have no idea how to act around them and blab too much because silence isn't an option (better than the alternative- I have legitimately ran away from someone because I didn't know how to talk to them, not my proudest moment).

[musicfeedsmysoul12]

Convo I had with someone:

Me: Yeah I never finish the first playthrough of a game no matter how long I play. I always switch to a new character and play.

Them: Oh come on that can’t be true. You put in so much time already! Just finish it.

Me: the first time I ever played Dragon Age: Origins, I got to the Landsmeet, went to Redcliff… and quit. Never touched that save again.

Them: What?

Me: Yeah. I don’t know why. Maybe I just end up testing things out? Maybe I just find myself bored? But I do. It’s partly why I made so many characters so far, so I can have variety. I’ll settle on one soon enough.

Them: you put 24 hours into one character.

Me: And I’m bored. Moving on, I’ll finish with my next character. You know this could be because monks aren’t ranged. I like ranged characters.

Them: … You’re weird.

Me: And?

[bocchigoblin]

meow (￣▽￣)

[dearlittlefandom-stalker]

Romans 5 is really hitting me at the moment with this Yoda-like wisdom.

[thediktatortot]

Does anyone else picture a legit movie in their head when they are reading fanfiction? Because I do, and I usually have to pick a style of filming my head depending on the tension it has.

Like sometimes I'll read and picture the fic in a like, 90s narrative story where silent scenes go buy as the main character narrates in first person before the dialog is when the actual movie starts.

Or when a story is tense, I'll imagine it in a Ethan Coheen style movie.

Lol, there's also a lot of NSFW fics i'll imagine in the Hallmark style XD But yea, I definitely imagine a 'style' of movie in my head as I read.

[sadpurpleblood]

why does canned coke legit taste better than the bottled variety. its like sucking the blood out of my metallic prey.

[oddly-existing]

More plant thoughts

Roses: DO NOT HECKIN PICK ME

Spider plants: Please start buying gift cards you lazy fuck

Mushroom: Wat

[aroaceofthesea]

Fuck alice and bob. All my homies love eva

[fiftymilehighclub]

if u dont think this is a @casteru simp blog idk where u have been

this is a callout (loving)