#me at home: drawing? dont know her
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officially summer or something
#saroart#dead cells#the beheaded#🕶️#me when im at work: rabidly want to draw#me at home: drawing? dont know her#also all my creative energy has been gping into writing lately#ive probably written 100k over like 8 versions#thats an exaggeration maybe#but at least 70k for sure#maybe this latest try will work#hopefully because its been a long time and id like to publish something soonish#anyway. beheaded in a guy fieri shirt. got the beach ball back i see.#i wanted to draw a super obnoxious pattern but in the end i was too tired#me with my face pressed up to the window looking at button down shirts with loud prints that i can't afford: i want you
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no more fan-ta-sizing about it! everything's already changed~
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#figueroth faeth#riz gukgak#adaine abernant#fabian seacaster#gorgug thistlespring#kristen applebees#fh class quangle#my! class swap thing! I guess this is like the poster for it now#got overinvested and finished it properly instead of winging it lol#in closeup order: cleric!gorgug; bard!riz; rogue!fabian; sorcerer!kristen; barbarian!fig; artificer!adaine#this one does have the harpoon gun I'd give fabian during sophomore year but literally only figured out for this piece lol#I like how it looks tho Im glad I hashed it out#thinking abt power armor adaine a lot tbh... she has the transhumanist audacity. she's villain-adjacent enough#to attempt unspeakable acts of body improvement#(its funny bc to wear a rig like that would Also demand a certain level of physical strength from you)#also yeah this is the thing with riz holding a megaphone that got me considering#its fun! it fits the aesthetics! maybe it'd grant him range for bardics#maybe he gets to keep that Im just not sure how he'd carry it around lol#fig gets to have all of her makeup... I like almost never remember to draw it usually kdsjfhdjk listen. I just forgor#I always forget makeup is real#also dont ask me what's in kristen's thermos it Is usually tea but you truly never know#sometimes its soup. it can be lighter fluid. soap perhaps. hot chocolate#also if u come knocking on my door abt kristen's somatic in this piece: I wont be home#she gets to be gross especially bc shes funny and 17yo and gay. we give it to her#okay I. whoo I should lay down. finally I can move on to other things#cheers! wahoo. yahha perhaps
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hi guys. I got possessed

thank you @yourdegenrate for enabling me I locked the hell in. w/o puppets under the cut!
#julie hasnt opened her eyes in 10 minutes#frank is contemplating how safe jumping out the seamoth would be#jonesy is squished bc hes curled up to fit the seamoth#no helmets bc i didnt want to figure out how to draw them on puppets#welcome home#very much a Guest appearance in the case of WH LMAOOOO#subnautica au#subnautica#blood kelp zone#seamoth#jonesy joyful#julie joyful#frank frankly#dear fucking god#i have been dialed in all day because i needed an excuse to draw smth like this#seamoth is yellow bc yellow sub req'd!! could have just drawn a cyclops but ive never properly done a seamoth#wanted to expand my experience :)#i hope youre good w me tagging u replier i just dont know how else to show LMAO#gonna sleep now for 30 years
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friend notoriously bad at videogames said shed play marvel rivals with me tomorrow chat if i never post after tomorrow night its because a blood vessel bursted
#marvel rivals#snap chats#AT LEAST WE’LL HAVE OUR OTHER FRIEND THERE BUT god.#she funny as hell she just suddenly called me and was like ‘i saw your twitter. do you wanna play marvel rivals tomorrow’#and then she proceeds to be like ‘wait so who do you main. other than magneto’ Motherfucker with a capital M#NO I SWEAR IM NOT A ONE TRICK i really like wanda hawkeye and jeff….#NO SHE SAID ONE MORE THING SHE WAS LIKE ‘wait are charles and magneto the same guy’ and she tries to Just Kidding her wait outta it#Note whenever she says Just Kidding she’s trying to cover her ass I PROMISE I WAS LIKE /KAYLA. BE SERIOUS./#and then she was like ‘who’s the friendlier one of the two’#and then i had to hit her with the Technically People Think Theyre Both Varying Degrees Of Asshole. however charles probably wont bite you#and THEN SHE WAS LIKE ‘ok well you should draw magneto surprising charles with jollibees’ AND I. NO SHE THINKS MY EXISTENCE SURROUNDS JB#AND THIS GAL HAD THE GAUL TO BE LIKE ‘oh do you know how to make it since its a big part of your culture’#i was flabbergasted frankly. ‘oh you guys really like jollibees so you know how to make it right’ i screamed#LIKE ????ISJAJSJSJSJ i cant stress the anomaly this girl is i wish you all could meet her so you understand me#AND LIKE SURE I LOVE JBS but she only ever mentions puto and jollibees to me like kayla. there is more to PH culture than that sjKakss#its really funny with the ??? shit she says i cant lie#she was all ‘oh is the winter soldier in the game ? you should play him hes cool :) and from jersey :) ok well his actor is but—‘ LIKE DKSKS#‘snap arent you being a little mean’ no trust and believe AND I HAVE WITNESSES#i have stupid amounts of stories with her. like she tried to excuse being dumb by sayin shes a capricorn#we’re literally both capricorns and she was born two days before me I Cannot. Do You Understand Me.#anyways. she said i should stream me playing rivals would anyone care about that#i kinda wanted to …. i think it’d be fun…. plus i miss streaming :(#ok byebye for now my bros almost home and i said id let him play so i could work on comms#i mean thats assuming he wants to play. if not uhhhhhhh#anyways BYE. ill tell yall how the game goes tomorrow night if i dont die of a stroke#again at least our other friend’ll be there so someone can laugh at my pain
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The Raichu I made today (not pictured) along w Pikachu (pictured) went home today!
#i started drawing fennekin and quickly realised i didnt remember how#i gpt it mostly right#my art#pic#pokemon#pikachu#fennekin#the raichu went w a lady who said her daughter is way into pokemon#and is apparently an adult and i was like oh like me !!#pikachu was someones friend said their friend loooves pokemon#so i offered the drawing instead of taking a photo cuz thats what theyre drawn for#and they were like oh u dont want to keep it its so good#and i totally understand from their pov its something more special#like dont get me wrong i love drawing and i like my art#and i find value in everything i make#but i can draw pikachu 100 times in 10 mins you know#so to me i don't necessarily have yhe same reaction to just my own doodle of a pikachu#idk i just think the two perspectives meeting is vety interesting and wholesome#i make them to go to people who really like them because i know yeah i can draw pikachu in 5 mins#but someone else itll mean more than just 5 minutes to them#anyways i think i either left my backlog of drawings at home or they were STOLEN#i checked the trash can no luck#hummhyrmm...#only an employee could habe done it too#we'll see cuz im not home yet#edit ok they were stolen
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"I'm so sorry. Were you waiting for me?"
#inuyasha#brain rot art#kagome#inukag#there i fixed it#the last few days have very obviously been hella rough for me#time to draw OTP kisses i guess#you cannot convince me that she did not absolutely jump his ass .5 seconds after landing#i dont care what people say happened#youre telling me that kagome went THREE YEARS without seeing a bonded companion#that she loved#with the chance of maybe never seeing him#and then suddenly she can touch him again and his arms feel like coming home#and she had no way of knowing that he was waiting for her#but maybe some part of her knew#fuck im a mess#dont look at me#it happened okay?#in this essay i will-#ear wiggles#inukag kisses
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Local feral animal gets coaxed into domesticity ! Discovers comfort !




#the arc in which noir finally coaxes her inside and then doesnt let her leave for the rest of time dhfjfk#makes her wear cozy clothing and actually yknow. calm down for once.#i love to imagine her trapping her in her apartment like some cat like. you will live in comfort and you will enjoy it!#the care and keeping of eclipse <3#also :) these are all at home outfits of mine if you're curious!#finally i have drawn her in a bunch of my clothes after *checks paper* 5+ years#god i love her clothing colors(i say completely unbiased)#noir dressing her every day just for her to sit around the house(real)#hope you guys dont mind the sudden influx of oc stuff(i say abt two drawings)#the urge has suddenly hit me so i MUST#thinking deeply abt my woobie way too close to home blorbo <3#her and her oversized clothing 🥹🥹 ill sob ��😭#also man i like these but im also like. did i really need to stay up way past my 'bedtime'#was it really necessary(no but i did it anyways!!!)#also if you get down this far! lemme know which outfit you think looks best on her? :)#catie.art.#eclipse
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@nemo-of-house-hamartia Hope this answers your questions 😂
#FJJDFJFSJKFSDFKJDFSKDFKJS#god this was a pain in the fucking ass!#sorry nemo!!!#hope this is alright!#fun fact: when I tried to long screenshot the og page via inspecting the source it would take a WHOLE SCREENSHOT of my inbox#showing the ask in there but without my replies!#LIKE...ITS THERE. THE CODE IS THERE. BUT TUMBLR WENT “NAH ITS INVISIBLE!” 😃😃😃#while you Carlos and Chris are at Home Depot do you think ya'll can get me some wood for a burning project? 😂😂😂#Lulu and I will just be chilling with desserts when ya'll get back 😂😭#LMAO#fun fact: huge portion of my ancestry is norse and swedish! ELLO COUSIN!!! (assuming you're from there since you said fine Swedish morning!#thanks for asking questions about my newest baby ToT#this was so nice of ya and for checking in on me!#SOON I WILL ANSWER OUR DAMN DMS#AGAIN IM SORRY#I KNOW I DONT GOTTA APOLOGIZE FOR SHIT BUT IM STILL GONNA ANYWAY cause im smol....inside at least#idk why i said smol#my brain glitched#lmao#Sawyer Kiddo OC#Resident Evil OC#need a face claim for her still#fuck still gotta draw her eventually....gotta draw in general one day again
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the bittersweet but absolute flood of relief that comes from admitting defeat at living independently, to have to move back in with parents. we tried! we gave it our best shot for almost 3 years! but living like this (being on our own) is just not possible for us at this time of our lives. we've finally proved it to ourselves that we can't do it. it'll be okay to let ourselves rest now
#latimers parents not mine!!!! i am NOT moving back to florida LOL#really hope that the changes will be good for my mental health. this apartment is toxic to us#ive been on the verge of meltdowns Kind Of A Lot lately. imnot doing great#extremely dependent on substances. just to reach a baseline level of functioning. but even that isnt working as much anymore#the only things i do on my phone or tablet these days is like. 2 mobile games. and skirting past my dms to check latimers blog#its too overwhelming to even open discord these days yknow. everything on earth is too much for me right meow#i havent been drawing i havent been social online OR irl i havent been cooking or creating#i havent been keeping up with personal hygiene like at all im particularly ashamed about that one#i've been really bad about doing my T the past few months which is a HUGE shame because im SO fucking hyped to be on it#theres just. too many obstacles in getting it done half the time. and the other half of the time i just forget#anyway. anyway.#our lease ends in july so between now and then we're just gonna try our best to tolerate our living situation enough to get by#there's a light at the end of the tunnel. and its called 'i only have to be in charge of like 2 rooms at most. and not a household!'#we're gonna try to slowly comb through all our things between now and then so the process of moving wont suck as bad#cuz listen. its pretty fucking bad right now#maybe not for other people. but it is for me. and its okay to let myself come to terms with that#im just. so relieved. still very stressed! but theres at least light at the end of the tunnel and its only like 2 months away#ill be able to draw guilt-free again. ill be able to just EXIST guilt-free#i dont think ive felt guilt-free for just existing the way i do since like. turning 20#i know my mom wouldve loved if i stayed home forever. and im sad i cant be there for her#but ever since i had a fight with my dad at 15 or 16 it just really felt like he didnt want me there more and more#maybe as the youngest he was resenting that i was preventing him from becoming an empty nester or something. i dont know#because all the other kids had been moved out and on their own at least once but i had never left home before#i dont know if he'd be heartbroken or not to hear that i feeling like he was resenting me. but thats the energy i was picking up for years#i dunno. i dont know#anyway. back to housing. for now im going to try to relax and store energy for the moving process#the huge pile of things by the kitchen? i dont have to worry about that becoming permanent because we're leaving in 2 months#the general discord of the state of our possessions? we have to go through everything to pack it all anyway. we can move in RIGHT this time#when we moved in here we didnt have a car or license so we were dependent on latimers 3-hr-drive-away parents to help us move#just /across town/. and we had a whole month between leases! but it still had to be done in a weekend
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i am a metronome of 'this problem is easily solvable if you talk to a certain person in your life and it'll only get worse if you leave it be, calm down and bite the bullet' and 'you've already left it a long time and asking for help even from loved ones is really really hard so actually cry in a ball'
we must destroy the grey head jelly for being the most inconsistent and rude bastard in the world
#its not even that serious its just paying for school stuff but. ough.#i have big issues about feeling 'worth it' to my family so any time i have to approach my mom and ask her to fork up money that my loans#dont cover i feel like Dog Shit. like she always finds it#and she doesnt mind it. and has stressed in the past that its fine and she isnt mad and she just wants me to tell her#but im Bad At Things so i always end up waiting and feeling like Shit#oughhhh#plus i dont wanna do it over the phone but also cant get home to do it in person without her help either#and i always feel like im ruining her day and oughhh#it is not good. 0 stars. ill probably talk to her about it tomorrow because yeah but#good GOD#so yeah im gonna work on getting employment not even for a sense of freedom but just so i dont feel gross all the time#like even if i make 1k a month living at home over the summer. thats pretty much enough to cover what my loans and scholarships dont#literally thats not even enough for taxes to be involved or whatever#anyway. the human spirit is indominable#i had a little cry over it all and im feeling better#im gonna draw some hot man legs. and get ready for dnd tomorrow#and its gonna be fine. i know it will#the plot twist is i went into psychology to help OTHERS but in reality im learning how to help ME
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art has been difficult again and ive been feeling like garbage. regardless, have the few doodles of this sad worm i've been able to do
#i dont care for like half of these but ill want to look at them later so ill post them anyhow#art#doodles#Chika'dee#drawing it's polkadots is the worse part but it wont look like itself without them#idk if i ever talked about this but chika'dee's whole thing is that it's lack of identity is its identity#its known as "gods favorite idiot'' and otherwise is bad at everything and generally miserable#its confused all the time and easily startled#otherwise it doesnt know itself. her name doesnt feel like her own. it doesnt know itsown favorite color#it has no home anchor and because of that it never feels like it belongs anywhere#idk why it feels like that!! but i can't figure anything out about her so. for now she stays miserable and lost!!#silly little thing tho. it is ideed my favorite idiot#ugh.. my heads being weird im gonna go to bed. whish me luck thumbs up#i do actually really like chikadee i just genuinly dont know who it is#so i play with what i have???
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Why have I felt on the verge of crying all day literally nothing has happened
#woke up on the wrong side of the bed i guess#like ive been home alone all day and i actually got a lot of things done that i needed to#with no interruptions or setbacks or anything. nothing to make me upset#i just. have this weight in my chest and i cant find anything to distract me from it#trying to draw/practice piano/game/etc has done nothing#im really in that No Hyperfixation period where i dont have something to think about 24/7 to bring me joy i guess#and im so tired all of the time. my roommate wants help with stuff tomorrow but i genuinely dont know if i can do it#even though i have nothing else going on and i do want to help her but im just. so tired. and ive been doing things with her Every Weekend#i think i just need a break. idk. i dont feel like i deserve one#negative#skele says stuff
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girl's night!! 💟💕 (click for quality:)
#ham art#batman unburied#barbara gordon#edward nygma#podcast#fanart#still playing around with their designs#wasnt aware of how much i dont know how to draw perspective until now#is hard#anyways this is their weekly sleepover#on friday nights ed breaks into babs' apartment and eats her food until she gets home#then they hang out#sometimes as a fun twist he breaks into her home with food like some terrible takeout and they eat that#inspired by me being excited by the idea that they're both dyed gingers n having a little fun w it#gave up on making fun books for babs' pile so shes also just reading my current fav lol#batman fanart#Bruce wayne#Batman
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So glad I put the bed in there for her tonight
I felt so bad not having one in there last night but I dont wanna wash that bed if I don't have too. It's kind of a pain cuz if you don't get something else in there to balance out the weight the washing machine starts walking around the basement (which is true of all laundry but that bed is HEAVY when it's wet so it's more likely to cause problems)
Shes not waking up every 30-40 minutes crying. She wasn't shivering when I took her out to go potty just now. And she didn't even wanna get up when I took her out. Without the bed she was rushing the door the second my hand was near it.
#obviously this all makes sense. who wants to sleep on a pee pad on top of a hard piece of plastic?#with a fan blowing towards you#she had a blankie but it wasnt enough#im feeling much better than i did this morning#we're figuring shit out now#my mom bought her some toys at sams club that are just for her (cuz theyre soft and chewby would destroy them. also chewby is#being a tiny bit resource guard-y about her toys. shes doing better than yesterday but we thought val should have some#that the big puppy cant take from her (and doesnt even know about cuz i waited til my parents went to bed to get them out of my moms trunk)#chewby had big zoomies trying to get val to chase her around the yard today#val also had big zoomies#once theyre closer in size i think they'll be buddies#chewby is just a little too big for val rn. like she WANTS to play with chewby. but when chewby got zoomies val was like “oh fuck”#and hid in a bush#omg. also. the cutest fucking thing. val saw chewby jumo on my parents bed#and i dont think shed realized that was a possibility before cuz sort of leaned back and had her front paws up on her little tippy toes#and then turned to look at me and my parents like 😯#i need to draw it#i wish i had it on video cuz it was the funniest fucking thing#then i had to run to scoop her out of my parents room real quick cuz she ran in there after chewby#and i knew chewby wouldnt be too happy with her trying to get into my parents bed#since my parents have already been putting her on the couch with them lol#i was just gonna bring a dog bed up for her to lay in#while me and my mom were at sams club my dad let her out of her kennel cuz he couldnt take the puppy crying#and just stuck her up on the couch with him and chewby#and when we got home they were all out in the backyard. i was not surprised tbh lol. i only put her in the kennel cuz my dad wasnt sure#how well chewby would take to sharing him for a little bit. and he also has been kind of anti getting a puppy#like he was fine with ME getting one cuz it would be my problem and was adamant that hed just leave all that to me. yeah thats not happening#hes a big softy when it comes to puppies. he cant help himself. he melted the second he met her.#IM GETTING BED TIME HARLEY SNUGGLES#THE BEANS IS HERE
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if it matters im over here thinking more about some random WoW NPCs that i bet literally no one has ever spared more than a few thoughts about at most lmao
#my post#primarily vin. and also kizi. unrelated to eachother but theyre the ones im thinking about#world of warcraft#my OCs stories are primarily set in dalaran. at the very least its a sortve home base anyway. and kizi is the dalaran barber#and on my death knight when she went to stormwind. well. if youve played a death knight you know how that goes...#and in-character she was like. if this is how people are going to treat me i dont even know why im here. this is fucking stupid#and as shes walking around getting dirty looks and being treated like a monster...#she comes across a little draenei girl standing on the sidewalk asking if someone can help her find her balloons.#and vin is the only one who treats my DK like a person so my DK gets attached and (through methods) ends up adopting her#cause vin is outside the orphanage so i kinda assume shes an orphan. she is now lol#so yeah anyway ive taken these NPCs that arent characters basically at all and ive made them mine. so ha#also kizis card art for ig hearthstone. it goes so hard?#also the background in that drawing is like. it stands out to me#because there are star patterns on the walls of the barbershop but... in game they have more points#but on her card its... 6 pointed#not complaining or really making a particular statement i guess just... noticing
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It must be so cool to have hobbies. Like, imagine wanting to do something and actually having something you like to do
#mike says words#you could say drawing is a hobby of mine but i kinda hate drawing and i hate writing even more so yeah#watching the show im currently obsessed with with my mom so ive gotta watch it around her and my dads schedules (still only 3 eps in)#can someone at least hire me so i have Something to do i know you dont want me cause im only here for the summer and dont have experience#they should let me tell interviewers that ill be their bitch if they hire me and that it takes a lot before i snap from mistreatment#or could i at least have like friends i hang out with or something#ive just been doing nothing since i came home for the summer
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