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officially summer or something
#saroart#dead cells#the beheaded#🕶️#me when im at work: rabidly want to draw#me at home: drawing? dont know her#also all my creative energy has been gping into writing lately#ive probably written 100k over like 8 versions#thats an exaggeration maybe#but at least 70k for sure#maybe this latest try will work#hopefully because its been a long time and id like to publish something soonish#anyway. beheaded in a guy fieri shirt. got the beach ball back i see.#i wanted to draw a super obnoxious pattern but in the end i was too tired#me with my face pressed up to the window looking at button down shirts with loud prints that i can't afford: i want you
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no more fan-ta-sizing about it! everything's already changed~
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#figueroth faeth#riz gukgak#adaine abernant#fabian seacaster#gorgug thistlespring#kristen applebees#fh class quangle#my! class swap thing! I guess this is like the poster for it now#got overinvested and finished it properly instead of winging it lol#in closeup order: cleric!gorgug; bard!riz; rogue!fabian; sorcerer!kristen; barbarian!fig; artificer!adaine#this one does have the harpoon gun I'd give fabian during sophomore year but literally only figured out for this piece lol#I like how it looks tho Im glad I hashed it out#thinking abt power armor adaine a lot tbh... she has the transhumanist audacity. she's villain-adjacent enough#to attempt unspeakable acts of body improvement#(its funny bc to wear a rig like that would Also demand a certain level of physical strength from you)#also yeah this is the thing with riz holding a megaphone that got me considering#its fun! it fits the aesthetics! maybe it'd grant him range for bardics#maybe he gets to keep that Im just not sure how he'd carry it around lol#fig gets to have all of her makeup... I like almost never remember to draw it usually kdsjfhdjk listen. I just forgor#I always forget makeup is real#also dont ask me what's in kristen's thermos it Is usually tea but you truly never know#sometimes its soup. it can be lighter fluid. soap perhaps. hot chocolate#also if u come knocking on my door abt kristen's somatic in this piece: I wont be home#she gets to be gross especially bc shes funny and 17yo and gay. we give it to her#okay I. whoo I should lay down. finally I can move on to other things#cheers! wahoo. yahha perhaps
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Welcome Home Mini Comic: Homewarming
⚠️TW: eyecontact
[Read left to right up+down. No wierd combinations. No, I didn't look up their Homewarming clothing if you're wondering. I messed up.]
AAAAAAH oh boy the love I have for Eddie I CANNOT explain. LIKE HES SO LOVELY OUGHHHH favourite local mailman. <3
Idk if I made correct use of the image ID? I hope I did.
Hm... this was suposed to be a ramble about my guy Eddie but here, have a short fic under the cut.
He is just there. Uncomfortable. Very uncomfortable. The feeling of doom is there. Why. Why is home looking at him like that? What is going on? He wants to go home. He needs to go home. Does he have a home? He has his post office... does that count? Why is home looking at him like that. He needs it to stop. Stop. Stop it. Please. Stop. Oh? Who...? Frank? He can't talk. He realizes vaguely. His eyes go up. Frank... He needs to tell him... His vission is blurry and he feels overwhelmed. He feels... overestimulated..? He doesn't know. He doesn't feel good. Too much... he needs to go home... he needs... he...
And Frank gets it and goes to tell Wally that he wants to leave. Leave? On homewarming? Why? What's wrong? Because something has to be wrong if Eddie of all people wants to leave. So he goes check up on him. Of course he does. Barnaby close behind because... Why does Eddie want to leave? They don't know. But he isn't looking great. He is staring. Shaking. Sweating. Crying silently. That doesn't looks good.
Wally gets it. He would like to do the same. Because Home is now looking at him. Because of course it does. Just... staring. Meanacely. He feels the dread. A chill goes down his spine. Home... what did you do to Eddie...?
Barnaby, fortunately, catches up somethings off with Home. And that means Wallys distressed. So he puts a paw on his shoulder and asks Eddie. He doesn't answer. He tells him what he's going to do as he puts his arm to support Eddie and help him walk so he can go home. He is worried. Wally is worried. Frank is worried. Eddie doesn't look good. He shakes. He won't stop crying. He looks... terrified..? He tries to loose up his shirt. He needs to breathe. He can't. But he is. The others realize a bit too late that he is hyperventilating. Wally does only when he sees Eddie's legs wobble. But then he just... shuts down and goes limp. What. What. What. Why. Why. What. What. No. No. No. What. No. Wait. He can help. Yes. Bed. Bed! He needs... yes, yes! He in bed now. He better? What? What? He better? Please... He opens eyes! He better! Low sugar? More sugar then! He bring sugar. Yes. He better now?
Eddie tries to calm Wally with his words. He doesn't know what just happened. He just... sat down at that couch and suddenly was at Wallys bed, all neighbors worrying sick over him. What happened? He just... has this feeling... something changed.
#wally darling#i hate u#why dont you have eyebrows#why cant you not smile#you make my life so hard my little single bean on a plate#sally welcome home#doesnt appear here because i dont like her design (drawing her is a pain in the arse)#eddie dear#my beloved#i hopw everything bad happens to him but also please no#i love him so much#frank frankly#is such a nice guy#the way he worries over eddie OuGh#i know theyre suposed to be romanticaly involved in canon but until thats on screen my aroace ass says they all aroaces#they all love each other platonically very much tho. they very good friends.#a group romance/sex negative aroaces is what they are to me#yea...#barnaby b beagle#the best guy ever#howdy pillar#he is such a nice guy#hes on the background because he was with Sally and Julie while the others were over Eddie#he was supoused to help eddie stand up but barnaby took his place because made most sense#jullie joyful#is there for one (1) single panel but there she is#tw: eye contact#welcome home#home welcome home#welcome home angst
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friend notoriously bad at videogames said shed play marvel rivals with me tomorrow chat if i never post after tomorrow night its because a blood vessel bursted
#marvel rivals#snap chats#AT LEAST WE’LL HAVE OUR OTHER FRIEND THERE BUT god.#she funny as hell she just suddenly called me and was like ‘i saw your twitter. do you wanna play marvel rivals tomorrow’#and then she proceeds to be like ‘wait so who do you main. other than magneto’ Motherfucker with a capital M#NO I SWEAR IM NOT A ONE TRICK i really like wanda hawkeye and jeff….#NO SHE SAID ONE MORE THING SHE WAS LIKE ‘wait are charles and magneto the same guy’ and she tries to Just Kidding her wait outta it#Note whenever she says Just Kidding she’s trying to cover her ass I PROMISE I WAS LIKE /KAYLA. BE SERIOUS./#and then she was like ‘who’s the friendlier one of the two’#and then i had to hit her with the Technically People Think Theyre Both Varying Degrees Of Asshole. however charles probably wont bite you#and THEN SHE WAS LIKE ‘ok well you should draw magneto surprising charles with jollibees’ AND I. NO SHE THINKS MY EXISTENCE SURROUNDS JB#AND THIS GAL HAD THE GAUL TO BE LIKE ‘oh do you know how to make it since its a big part of your culture’#i was flabbergasted frankly. ‘oh you guys really like jollibees so you know how to make it right’ i screamed#LIKE ????ISJAJSJSJSJ i cant stress the anomaly this girl is i wish you all could meet her so you understand me#AND LIKE SURE I LOVE JBS but she only ever mentions puto and jollibees to me like kayla. there is more to PH culture than that sjKakss#its really funny with the ??? shit she says i cant lie#she was all ‘oh is the winter soldier in the game ? you should play him hes cool :) and from jersey :) ok well his actor is but—‘ LIKE DKSKS#‘snap arent you being a little mean’ no trust and believe AND I HAVE WITNESSES#i have stupid amounts of stories with her. like she tried to excuse being dumb by sayin shes a capricorn#we’re literally both capricorns and she was born two days before me I Cannot. Do You Understand Me.#anyways. she said i should stream me playing rivals would anyone care about that#i kinda wanted to …. i think it’d be fun…. plus i miss streaming :(#ok byebye for now my bros almost home and i said id let him play so i could work on comms#i mean thats assuming he wants to play. if not uhhhhhhh#anyways BYE. ill tell yall how the game goes tomorrow night if i dont die of a stroke#again at least our other friend’ll be there so someone can laugh at my pain
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"I'm so sorry. Were you waiting for me?"
#inuyasha#brain rot art#kagome#inukag#there i fixed it#the last few days have very obviously been hella rough for me#time to draw OTP kisses i guess#you cannot convince me that she did not absolutely jump his ass .5 seconds after landing#i dont care what people say happened#youre telling me that kagome went THREE YEARS without seeing a bonded companion#that she loved#with the chance of maybe never seeing him#and then suddenly she can touch him again and his arms feel like coming home#and she had no way of knowing that he was waiting for her#but maybe some part of her knew#fuck im a mess#dont look at me#it happened okay?#in this essay i will-#ear wiggles#inukag kisses
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SOME COFFY TO FUEL YOUR LIFEBLOOD 💙
#the cat witchs guild#the misc adventures of mochi and lime#tcwg#tmaomal#coco#taffy#coffy#art#ocs#original#what are they looking at?? i dont know#ran into someone they know maybe#coco hurt her leg and his soft-for-coco ass carried her home#ran into oscar maybe#(isnt that--) (no)#OR they were fighting#HE!!!!!!!!!!!!!#drawing these two with that dumb expression gives me so much serotonin#cocos over here just casually getting close to the antagonist and no one else in the guild has any idea#maybe pom who doesnt say anything
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Pssst, sleepover at Takesushi tonight. If the boys could have one, the trio can too 🪴🌺🌸 What is Momina planning for the occasion?
Hi Junie!! This is such a cute question. Thank you for sending it my way! I decided to draw a picture for the occasion. It's the outfit Momina wears to the sleepover!
In the bag is her medicine, water bottle, ginger ale and snacks for Mimi and Riri...! However, as you can see...Hayato got into that...the menace! She made sure he had his own snacks, too!! To prevent this...!!! So she, of course, takes his snacks to the sleepover. 💁🏾♀️✨️ I like to think she would bring somali sugar cookies to Uncle Tsuyoshi as a gift! They look like this:
She'd make sure there was a ton, so of course, Takeshi, Riri, and even Mimi could have some! (Also, yes, Hayato has his own, too.)
I don't know if Riri is into video games, but honestly, Momina would bring her console, controllers, and multiplayer games for them to play just in case! I like thinking the games were mostly Mario related...as a backup, she'd bring cards as well! Otherwise, she is just very excited to be sleeping over and having fun with her dear friends! She'd also let them know that since she is sickly, she apologizes if her coughing bothers them! She's fine to leave early if it does! Really!
#nimo's fantastical replies#discendia#junebug#my art#momo#momina luqman#khr ocs#character spotlight: momina luqman#gokudera hayato#let it be known she has another bag for the games and the cookies are in a container#I like thinking Hayato would make it up to Momina by walking her to the Yamamoto's home and carrying her bag for her#but then lingering around bc he too wants to hangout...#he can hangout with Takeshi tho bc this is a girls night!!!!#me trying to decide if Momina walked there like this or not lmao#I feel like she would tbh... but Hayato made her wear a coat bc 'you'll get sick(er)!!!!' so she does#imagine a cute furcoat that is very dress like 🙂↕️#she wore normal shoes tho and put her slippers in the bag he is carrying for her ✨️#I wanted to draw the girls together but tbh I dont know what they were and I didnt wanna assume lmao#BUT I THINK WE ALL KNOW WHAT ITD BE LIKE IF UP TO MOMINA 🗣#food#luqman family#nijojomo world
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@nemo-of-house-hamartia Hope this answers your questions 😂
#FJJDFJFSJKFSDFKJDFSKDFKJS#god this was a pain in the fucking ass!#sorry nemo!!!#hope this is alright!#fun fact: when I tried to long screenshot the og page via inspecting the source it would take a WHOLE SCREENSHOT of my inbox#showing the ask in there but without my replies!#LIKE...ITS THERE. THE CODE IS THERE. BUT TUMBLR WENT “NAH ITS INVISIBLE!” 😃😃😃#while you Carlos and Chris are at Home Depot do you think ya'll can get me some wood for a burning project? 😂😂😂#Lulu and I will just be chilling with desserts when ya'll get back 😂😭#LMAO#fun fact: huge portion of my ancestry is norse and swedish! ELLO COUSIN!!! (assuming you're from there since you said fine Swedish morning!#thanks for asking questions about my newest baby ToT#this was so nice of ya and for checking in on me!#SOON I WILL ANSWER OUR DAMN DMS#AGAIN IM SORRY#I KNOW I DONT GOTTA APOLOGIZE FOR SHIT BUT IM STILL GONNA ANYWAY cause im smol....inside at least#idk why i said smol#my brain glitched#lmao#Sawyer Kiddo OC#Resident Evil OC#need a face claim for her still#fuck still gotta draw her eventually....gotta draw in general one day again
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the bittersweet but absolute flood of relief that comes from admitting defeat at living independently, to have to move back in with parents. we tried! we gave it our best shot for almost 3 years! but living like this (being on our own) is just not possible for us at this time of our lives. we've finally proved it to ourselves that we can't do it. it'll be okay to let ourselves rest now
#latimers parents not mine!!!! i am NOT moving back to florida LOL#really hope that the changes will be good for my mental health. this apartment is toxic to us#ive been on the verge of meltdowns Kind Of A Lot lately. imnot doing great#extremely dependent on substances. just to reach a baseline level of functioning. but even that isnt working as much anymore#the only things i do on my phone or tablet these days is like. 2 mobile games. and skirting past my dms to check latimers blog#its too overwhelming to even open discord these days yknow. everything on earth is too much for me right meow#i havent been drawing i havent been social online OR irl i havent been cooking or creating#i havent been keeping up with personal hygiene like at all im particularly ashamed about that one#i've been really bad about doing my T the past few months which is a HUGE shame because im SO fucking hyped to be on it#theres just. too many obstacles in getting it done half the time. and the other half of the time i just forget#anyway. anyway.#our lease ends in july so between now and then we're just gonna try our best to tolerate our living situation enough to get by#there's a light at the end of the tunnel. and its called 'i only have to be in charge of like 2 rooms at most. and not a household!'#we're gonna try to slowly comb through all our things between now and then so the process of moving wont suck as bad#cuz listen. its pretty fucking bad right now#maybe not for other people. but it is for me. and its okay to let myself come to terms with that#im just. so relieved. still very stressed! but theres at least light at the end of the tunnel and its only like 2 months away#ill be able to draw guilt-free again. ill be able to just EXIST guilt-free#i dont think ive felt guilt-free for just existing the way i do since like. turning 20#i know my mom wouldve loved if i stayed home forever. and im sad i cant be there for her#but ever since i had a fight with my dad at 15 or 16 it just really felt like he didnt want me there more and more#maybe as the youngest he was resenting that i was preventing him from becoming an empty nester or something. i dont know#because all the other kids had been moved out and on their own at least once but i had never left home before#i dont know if he'd be heartbroken or not to hear that i feeling like he was resenting me. but thats the energy i was picking up for years#i dunno. i dont know#anyway. back to housing. for now im going to try to relax and store energy for the moving process#the huge pile of things by the kitchen? i dont have to worry about that becoming permanent because we're leaving in 2 months#the general discord of the state of our possessions? we have to go through everything to pack it all anyway. we can move in RIGHT this time#when we moved in here we didnt have a car or license so we were dependent on latimers 3-hr-drive-away parents to help us move#just /across town/. and we had a whole month between leases! but it still had to be done in a weekend
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i am a metronome of 'this problem is easily solvable if you talk to a certain person in your life and it'll only get worse if you leave it be, calm down and bite the bullet' and 'you've already left it a long time and asking for help even from loved ones is really really hard so actually cry in a ball'
we must destroy the grey head jelly for being the most inconsistent and rude bastard in the world
#its not even that serious its just paying for school stuff but. ough.#i have big issues about feeling 'worth it' to my family so any time i have to approach my mom and ask her to fork up money that my loans#dont cover i feel like Dog Shit. like she always finds it#and she doesnt mind it. and has stressed in the past that its fine and she isnt mad and she just wants me to tell her#but im Bad At Things so i always end up waiting and feeling like Shit#oughhhh#plus i dont wanna do it over the phone but also cant get home to do it in person without her help either#and i always feel like im ruining her day and oughhh#it is not good. 0 stars. ill probably talk to her about it tomorrow because yeah but#good GOD#so yeah im gonna work on getting employment not even for a sense of freedom but just so i dont feel gross all the time#like even if i make 1k a month living at home over the summer. thats pretty much enough to cover what my loans and scholarships dont#literally thats not even enough for taxes to be involved or whatever#anyway. the human spirit is indominable#i had a little cry over it all and im feeling better#im gonna draw some hot man legs. and get ready for dnd tomorrow#and its gonna be fine. i know it will#the plot twist is i went into psychology to help OTHERS but in reality im learning how to help ME
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art has been difficult again and ive been feeling like garbage. regardless, have the few doodles of this sad worm i've been able to do
#i dont care for like half of these but ill want to look at them later so ill post them anyhow#art#doodles#Chika'dee#drawing it's polkadots is the worse part but it wont look like itself without them#idk if i ever talked about this but chika'dee's whole thing is that it's lack of identity is its identity#its known as "gods favorite idiot'' and otherwise is bad at everything and generally miserable#its confused all the time and easily startled#otherwise it doesnt know itself. her name doesnt feel like her own. it doesnt know itsown favorite color#it has no home anchor and because of that it never feels like it belongs anywhere#idk why it feels like that!! but i can't figure anything out about her so. for now she stays miserable and lost!!#silly little thing tho. it is ideed my favorite idiot#ugh.. my heads being weird im gonna go to bed. whish me luck thumbs up#i do actually really like chikadee i just genuinly dont know who it is#so i play with what i have???
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Why have I felt on the verge of crying all day literally nothing has happened
#woke up on the wrong side of the bed i guess#like ive been home alone all day and i actually got a lot of things done that i needed to#with no interruptions or setbacks or anything. nothing to make me upset#i just. have this weight in my chest and i cant find anything to distract me from it#trying to draw/practice piano/game/etc has done nothing#im really in that No Hyperfixation period where i dont have something to think about 24/7 to bring me joy i guess#and im so tired all of the time. my roommate wants help with stuff tomorrow but i genuinely dont know if i can do it#even though i have nothing else going on and i do want to help her but im just. so tired. and ive been doing things with her Every Weekend#i think i just need a break. idk. i dont feel like i deserve one#negative#skele says stuff
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#boink#me#im so sad#all i want to do is eat soup and cry but i have three essays due and a midterm and i still have to prep for class tomorrow#rehearsal was so shit today#i keep all the music binders and i was having trouble getting everything together#and everybody was waiting on me#so i told them to just like go ahead so i took the bus home#and it was empty and quiet except for a couple like half asleep leaning on each other talking about sushi#and it was very sweet#and i just want to cry#anyway im scared i might be in love with my friend#i know im not#but i cant articulate properly#how much i dont know how to deal with feelings like this#i want to get a tattoo#but im scared of committing to one#but i always feel so good with something on me#pen or paint or nail polish or whatever#i feel like it's filling something in#like a blank notebook page#like im highlighting something#drawing in the margins#my friend asked if i skinned my knee#she's wondeful. she asked if i wanted to get an apartment with her next year#i was scared that i wouldnt have anyone to live with again#but i have her#im very happy#i love her a lot
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girl's night!! 💟💕 (click for quality:)
#ham art#batman unburied#barbara gordon#edward nygma#podcast#fanart#still playing around with their designs#wasnt aware of how much i dont know how to draw perspective until now#is hard#anyways this is their weekly sleepover#on friday nights ed breaks into babs' apartment and eats her food until she gets home#then they hang out#sometimes as a fun twist he breaks into her home with food like some terrible takeout and they eat that#inspired by me being excited by the idea that they're both dyed gingers n having a little fun w it#gave up on making fun books for babs' pile so shes also just reading my current fav lol#batman fanart#Bruce wayne#Batman
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im GOING to write today ........ i WILL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#the sky speaks#i havent used twitter in so long and lemme say i missed using tumblr like twitter. just putting my long rambly notes into a single post#anyways onto the rambling#i havent been writing or drawing like at alllll#too busy#also was so sick#but now that i have my new job and i know what my schedule is gonna sorta look like#3 days at joann 2 days cleaning w mom and 2 days nothin#PLUS i dont have to spend money on therapy til after the new year now#and mom is coming home and she seems rly optimistic abt sobriety#im feeling like i can finally create again !!!!#i have 2 creative presents i need to do before christmas#but aside that and 1 prompt still in my inbox (that i rly wanna do anyways) everything else i wanna do is all for Me :)#im kinda put out bc a lot of stuff i wanted to do this fall got shelved.. i wanted to make bday art of kirishima xinyan and kazuha.#i wanted to open comms. but im way too rusty w art rn to be confident doing that. maybe after new years?#god i wanted to come out to my parents properly. the day my mom went to rehab was national coming out day.#it was also one of my last therapy sessions. i came out to her instead#i still managed to do stuff tho. started my new job and got together with friends TWICE !! and i've kept up w doing my moms job alone#idk where im going w this anymore ive lost steam. but yeah. i wanna write today! idk what yet. i hav so many wips i could work on..
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[id: a digital drawing of Faiden and Zol, two Star Wars ocs, as they hug. Faiden is a blue Theelin with a large fluffy tail and puffy orange hair, wearing a flowy top and white armor with orange paint on her hips. Zol is an orange Zabrak with a few broken horns, wearing all black with long pointed gloves. He has his face buried in Faiden's shoulder as he hugs her, hands balled in her shirt, and she hugs him back just as tightly /end id]
these siblings will be the death of me
#ash draws#star wars#oops all rebels#pov your fear and one thoughtless decision got your brother killed fifteen years ago and you carry so much shame from that day#the worst day of your life that still haunts you#and then he finds you again and he has been Changed he has been turned against your order he has been killing to survive#and he was the best of you he was the one you always looked up to and you are so glad he is alive but god at what cost#alternatively. you should have died but you didnt and you have been kept alive and honed into a weapon#you fight and you kill and you hate yourself for it because if you were truly as good as everyone said you should have died instead#but you dont. you kill the people who once would have looked up to you. all because you are so desperate to survive#and then you learn your little sister the one you helped raise the one you helped train the one you did your best to protect#she is still out there. and if you do not kill her one of your new siblings will. if you do not cut her down it will be held against you#and maybe just maybe. she will be the one to finish what she started and cut you down herself#and you fight and go through the motions like you taught her when she was a child#and you fight and you know that this is your big brother and he is still training you after all this time and he tells you to kill him#and you put down your saber and tell him that you wont fight him and if he has to kill you then do it#and his sword comes to your neck and he cant do it#your sword is at the neck of your little sister the one who should have killed you. and you cant kill her#and in your moment of weakness and indecision she knocks you out and drags you back to her new home#(and then you get put in lightning cage. ha ha whoops)#but then after all of that. you hug and you realize that your little sister is taller than you are now.#it has been fifteen years and you dont know who she has become. you dont know who you have become#this is your brother and you see what the empire you have been running from has turned him into#and after fifteen years of running and hiding and running some more. this is what makes you stand and fight#they will not be taking your brother away from you again#these two make me Explode they are soooooo special to me
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