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i dreamt i met laura jane grace and she complimented my goth makeup
#the parasite talks#it was a cool dream#me and my dad were driving in the avenue near my home when our car broke down so we had to cross to the other side for some reason#first there was only a guy i thought i was dead but he was sitting down#and my dad grabbed my hand like treasuring it? and trying to keep me safe from the prbably dead or intoxicated guy#and it felt nice#i was in full goth attire btw#and we reached the other side which was full of people now#and uhhhh i think we talked for a bit abt the car and traffic#and then i went to look for help for the car and ended in the subway station#and she was there and told her i was a big fan and she complimented my makeup#and her wife was there and we talked for a bit and then i told them i needed help for the car#and her wife just followed me around trying to find someone who would help too#and somehow my extended family was also inside that same subway cabin thing#and then i woke up#anyway interesting dream#also when the subway arrived the dead/intoxicated guy got up to enter the subway#dream log#???
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Red of Overly Sarcastic Productions once said :"If you can imagine your Batman comforting a shared child, then congratulations, you're righting Batman. If not, you're just writing the Punisher in a funny hat". This got me wondering: could the Shadow comfort a scared child?
Could he? You forget who was there to lift young Bruce to his feet at his first brush with death (sadly far from his last).
But it's an interesting question to pose still, because children were straight up not in the pulps, not in any I've read, and I can't recall any episodes of the radio show that feature them much (there's gotta be at least a few, because they had everything in that show). The most interaction I think The Shadow's ever had with children (from comics that I can discuss here, because Marshall Rogers' "Harold Goes to Washington" is way, way too much for me to go into right now, and the less I talk about some other DC comics, the better) is in the Street & Smith comics.
There's Jerry from the Devil Kyoti arc, a kid who was traumatized by an encounter with the villain who Sayre's looking after and who ends up having some kind of hidden power that allows him to see The Shadow and defeat the villain. There was a blonde Jerry who showed up later in the Monstradamus arc, but he isn't a kid so much as he's diet Jimmy Olsen or a replacement for Harry, but he had weird eyesight-based powers and a familiarity with The Shadow, so I assume it's the same character.
There was also Donald Jordan - Shadow Jr, and okay, I may have to talk more about this weird little failed experiment some other time, but the basic gist of it is that The Shadow had a friend in Tibet named Harry Jordan (and someday I'm also gonna write about the weird prevalence and significance of the name "Harry" in The Shadow's mythos in and out of universe) who was murdered, leaving his son orphaned and with nowhere to go. And, I'll admit that I have a real weakness for The Shadow calling people "son", which he does a lot in this story.
And as you can expect, it then turns out that the kid's also learned how to cloud minds and has basically the same powers The Shadow has in these comics, and they solve the mystery of his dad's murder together, and yeah, you can absolutely tell that they are setting up this kid to be The Shadow's Robin. Although, interestingly, they don't have The Shadow actually recruit the kid, instead it's Jordan who asks The Shadow if he can go with him and join his mission, and Cranston even states he's going to have to "earn" his way
"Must I stay here, sir? It will always remind me of dad - I'd like to devote my life to your fight against evil and evil doers!
Now, "Shadow Jr's" career was incredibly short-lived, it only lasted for about two other issues, and I have no idea what happened in his final appearence called "Snake Eyes" in Shadow Comics #77, I cannot find that issue anywhere and I really want to. But the one other solo story of his I've read was...well, I think it kinda illustrates why the idea of The Shadow having a Robin was doomed from the start.
...Yeah. Even The Shadow at his most sanitized and family friendly is still The Shadow, and there's no room for children in his network, obviously he shouldn't and wouldn't have children be in those positions or make decisions expected from grown-ups who have already had encounters with death and danger, why would anyone do that-
The only instance I can think of The Shadow interacting with a child in the pulps was during The Prince of Evil, when he has to rescue a young boy from Stark's thugs.
Cranston, dazed, tried to stagger to his feet. Before he could do so, the thug had picked up the limp figure of the boy and was darting out into the street. There was a scream of horror from pedestrians.
A heavy truck was racing at top speed along the avenue. Straight into the path of the truck, the thug threw the senseless boy!
The driver of the truck jammed on the brakes. But it was too late to halt the heavy vehicle. The broad-tired wheels rolled toward the limp head of the lad on the pavement.
An instant before it could crush out his life, Lamont Cranston dived headlong into the path of destruction. His shoulder struck the boy, rolling him toward the curb. A quick wriggle, and Cranston swerved aside from the grinding death that loomed over him.
He picked up the boy. One glance and he knew there was no time to lose. The attempted killer had leaped into a waiting sedan and had already made his escape.
The boy was all Cranston could see or think about. Brass knuckles had fractured his skull. He had suffered a concussion of the brain. A glance at his bluish lips and the fixed glaze of his staring eyes told Cranston that unless the boy was operated on immediately, he would die.
A leap, Cranston was in his car. He laid the boy gently on the seat beside him, then headed the car toward the nearest hospital. Traffic lights were ignored.
The boy was taken to an emergency operating room and a skilled surgeon went to work. When it was over, Cranston asked only one question: "Will the child live?"
"Hard to say. We'll do our best."
"Spare no expense. Put him in a private room. Engage day and night nurses."
Cranston's face was pale. He knew that he himself was indirectly responsible for the boy's attack. A supercriminal had made a prompt answer to Cranston's message over Jackson's telephone. That telephone must have been tapped. The attempt to kill the boy was a vicious warning for Lamont Cranston to mind his own business about the Harmon family. It was a follow-up of the attack on Jackson's dog.
Cranston felt a surge of hot anger. He kept it under control while he answered routine police questions. He told all he knew - which was nothing.
He had only one angry thought. He intended to drive straight to the office of David Chester. He'd get the truth out of the sleek Chester, if he had to batter him with vengeful fists!
Cranston was actually halfway to Chester's office before common sense returned to him. He realized he had lost his sense of balance. He was behaving exactly as the crooks wanted. He was playing their game, not his!
He parked, and the hot rage drained slowly from him. He stopped thinking about the limp figure of a young lad on a white operating table.
This is definitely because Tinsley writes the character differently than Gibson, but I actually cannot think of another occasion where we got to read about The Shadow actively wanting to hit someone with his fists. It's very, very rare to read about The Shadow actually getting mad in the first place in such an undignified way. And I think with this passage, you'll start to notice a pattern.
The problem isn't that The Shadow cannot interact with kids or that he can't comfort them, he does it to his agents and adults he wants to help just fine, he knows how to address people in their language, or any language. The problem is, The Shadow is constantly surrounded by danger everywhere he goes, because he is The Shadow. He can be any number of things at any number of occasions, but usually, when The Shadow shows up, it's usually because people are going to die, and people are going to kill, and it's his job to address that and work the scales.
Children should not be anywhere near this, and if The Shadow's interacting with a child, it usually means that some grave danger or tragedy fell upon them, and he's here to either prevent greater tragedy or address the fall-out, and he'd be the first to agree that neither of these options should be happening at all. It doesn't mean he's not gonna do what's right and give life and limb to protect them, but, it shouldn't be up to the Boogeyman to look after them in the first place. Maybe it shouldn't be up to the Boogeyman to protect us.
But then again, as I mentioned when I talked about my own reasons for liking The Shadow so much, there are many kids who would like nothing more than to have the Boogeyman by their side to protect them. There's comfort in knowing that the scariest man in the room is unconditionally there to protect you, and that is the comfort that The Shadow gives best. Not as Cranston, not under a friendly face, but as what he is.
Due to a lack of scenes from the pulps or satisfying scenes from elsewhere, I will instead be pulling one from a fan story written by Kimberly-Murphy Smith, editor and writer of The Hot Cornerm where The Shadow rescues a child who was kidnapped for blackmail. I couldn't care less that it's fanfic, and if you do, come back in 20 or so years after The Shadow's been made public domain and it's gonna be just as official as anything licensed (on my âto write aboutâ list: how fickle the separation between âofficialâ and âfanficâ is, and the many times it plainly didnât exist). Thereâs aspects of her writing I donât care for, but I really like this scene and I do think The Shadowâs more gentle interactions with people are necessary to getting the character.
Annabelle.
She stopped crying for a minute. "Who's there?" she said, her voice choked.
A friend. Your mommy and daddy sent me to pick you up.
"Mommy? Mommy's here?"
Sh-h-h. Annabelle felt a gloved hand gently stroking her hair. She's waiting for you at home. So, we need to hurry up and leave.
"'kay." She looked around. "Where are you?"
It's kind of hard to see me. It's dark in here, plus you've been crying so much your eyes probably hurt.
"Yeah."
Don't be afraid. I'm here to help.
"'kay."
The implicit trust of children was simply amazing at times. Adults trembled in fear of The Shadow's wrath, but children somehow seemed to understand that he was there to help them, even if they couldn't see him.
Sit up, Annabelle. I'm going to pick you up. Be very quiet.
One hand took each of her arms and guided them around a neck she could not see. "Why are you wearin' a blanket?" she asked as the fabric of his cloak brushed against her shoulders.
Sometimes I get cold at night.
"Even in the summer?"
Even in the summer. He gently stroked her cheek and wiped away her tears. Now, you need to be very quiet so those bad men in the next room don't hear us. I'll bet you're tired.
She nodded.
He rocked her on his arms, projecting a very gentle hypnotic relaxation into her with his powers as he did. You probably didn't get your nap, either. Poor thing. Lean on my shoulder and go to sleep. And when you wake up, you'll be back with Mommy and Daddy.
She yawned, then snuggled against his shoulder and went to sleep.
The Shadow sighed with relief. Now to get past the men out front. He gently pulled the pistol out of its holster under his left arm and slipped it into the belted waist of his overcoat within easy reach, then secured his grip on Annabelle and draped his cloak over her.
She clutched the edge of his cloak in her hand like a security blanket and snuggled against his shoulder again.
(Art by Jill Thompson)
#replies tag#the shadow#pulp heroes#fanfic#I think about the -Sometimes I get cold at night- response a lot#and how superhero capes can easily be likened to oversized blankets#and The Shadow is one of the main reasons why capes became so popular among American heroes#seriously you can see how practically overnight so many heroes at the time imitating The Shadow acquired capes#and what is a hero if not a childhood fantasy manifest#they are all just wearing blankets to battle#I think my posts are turning into too much of rollercoasters
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Love of my Life - (8) Decapitation is usually a cure-all
Summary: Sam, Dean and Y/N travel to Idaho to help out a friend.
Warnings: Show level violence.
A/N: I'm trying my hardest to get the chapters I already have written published quickly. I have a final coming up that I'll have to take a few days to study for before I can get back to this story.
Series Masterlist
You were the first to wake in the morning, probably because you slept on a couch made of bricks. You stood up and stretched your sore back, looking over at the boys sleeping soundly and feeling a pang of jealousy at their comfort. Grabbing your bag, you quietly went into the bathroom and closed the door then started up the shower. By the time you were cleaned up and ready, the boys were awake and shoving clothes into their bags.
âMorninâ sunshine.â Dean beamed at you.
âHey yourself. You guys ready to go?â
âAlmost.â Sam grumbled and rubbed his hands over his face. âI dibs the bathroom next.â He grabbed a small black toiletry bag and yawned as he shut the door behind him.
Dean was wearing a dark green henley and you couldnât help but stare at the man as his muscles bugled through the thin fabric while he packed his things.
Donât fall for Dean Winchester, you idiot!
âSo, whoâs the hunter weâre helping out? Maybe I know him.â Dean looked over to you and zipped up his bag, tossing it by the door.
âYou know Mitch Miller?â You neatly folded your pajamas and placed them in your duffel.
Dean thought for a moment before answering. âThe name sounds kind of familiar, but I canât place him. Maybe Iâll remember him once I see him. Any details on whatâs going on?â He walked over and sat on the couch where you were packing.
âNothing so far, he just said he couldnât figure out what he was dealing with and would fill me in on the rest when we got there.â You could feel Deanâs eyes on you and met his gaze, feeling your stomach flutter when he smiled softly at you. As you finished gathering your things and pulled your bag over your shoulder, you felt a tug that jerked you backwards. Dean had pulled your bag from your grasp, leaving you dangerously close to him.
âWhy donât you let me take your bag to the car?â Dean insisted, just inches away from you.
âYou donât need to.â
âI want to.â He spoke gently as his eyes traced your lips then looked up to meet your gaze. Were you really about to do something as stupid as kissing the man that people had warned you about? Both of you stood silent for a moment before Dean slowly leaned down, almost touching his lips to yours before the bathroom door slammed open and pulled you two apart.
âLetâs get out of here, there were four spiders in the shower.â Sam complained as he shook his hair dry and tossed his bag by the door with Deanâs. âYou riding with us or driving, Y/N?â
âDriving, I guess.â You looked at Dean with a longing glance which he returned. Maybe it was for the best that you donât explore that avenue of a relationship with this well-known womanizer, but all you could think about was kissing him.
The drive was short, and you made good time following Dean in the impala. The man had a lead foot. Mitch had asked you to meet him at his motel room, and you pulled into the parking lot in the early afternoon.
âSo, some guy wants you to meet him at his motel room, and that doesnât sound sketchy to you?â Dean questioned as you stepped out of your car.
âOh, no, Iâm actually meeting my bookie here. You guys want to wait in the car for like five minutes?â You rolled your eyes. The frown on Deanâs face was quickly followed by an amused smirk. He appreciated when a girl was fluent in sarcasm.
âYou know what I mean. I donât trust this guy yet.â
âDo you trust me?â
Dean seemed surprised by your question but was quick to answer. âYes.â
âThen come on.â You nodded towards the motel and Dean followed, draping his arm around your shoulder.
The two of you followed Sam to room seventeen and knocked. Mitch answered with a smile. âY/N!â He looked at the two brothers standing behind you and his smile turned into a questioning frown.
âHey, Mitch. Do you know Sam and Dean Winchester?â You pointed to the boys.
âIâve heard of them. Never met before though.â Mitch hesitated for a moment as he saw Deanâs hand placed protectively on your shoulder. âCome on in.â He stepped aside and you entered first, followed closely by Dean and then Sam.
âSo, what do you have?â You asked as you looked at the newspaper clippings and maps that were hung on the wall.
âThree women dead. Each of them drowned in their sleep, nowhere near any kind of water.â
âWhat the hell?â Sam muttered as he read through a case file.
âWitch?â You and Dean say at the same time, exchanging a proud glance.
âI didnât find any kind of hex bags.â Mitch countered.
âNot all witches use hex bags.â Dean argued, glaring at Mitch. You couldnât help but notice the crusty looks exchanged between the two.
âGet this,â Sam spread some pictures out on the bed, âall the victims have the same pictures in their house.â He pointed out identical pictures in the background of each crime scene, just hidden enough that the average eye wouldnât find it.
âGood catch. Letâs figure out who that is and go from there.â You suggested and the three boys nodded.
âIâll hit the internet.â Sam declared as he sat down at the desk and pulled out his laptop.
âWeâll go back to the crime scenes one more time. See if we can get a closer look at those pictures?â Dean suggested. Mitch nodded and they headed for the door. Dean paused when he saw you hesitate. âYou coming, Y/N?â
âNah, Iâll stay behind and help Sam. We donât need three of us looking at a picture.â Dean sent a betrayed look your way when he realized he would be partnered up with Mitch. You sent a snarky smirk back his way. Mitch huffed as he opened the door and stomped out.
âPlay nice.â You instructed Dean with a wink.
âYou owe me one!â He pointed in your direction sternly, but the light in his eyes told you he was just playing around.
You pulled out your laptop and sat across from Sam.
âYou know, you could have gone with Dean.â Sam looked up from his screen.
âI know, but what do you think Dean would have hated more? Staying behind and helping you with research or going out alone with Mitch? Those two have some kind of seriously misplaced testosterone battle going on.â
Sam chuckled and answered with confidence, âDefinitely going with Mitch.â
âThatâs what I thought! He was getting too comfortable around me anyway. I gotta keep him on his toes somehow.â You shrugged and sent a playful grin Samâs way. He gave you an approving nod, knowing full well that he had found an ally to mess with Dean when the opportunity presented itself.
An hour had gone by when you found something that sparked your interest.
âSam, check this out.â He leaned back in his chair, listening intently as you read. âKnown throughout Africa and the African Atlantic, Mami Wata embodies the spirit of water. Much like the ocean, she can be volatile and dangerous. She brings good financial fortune and also governs water sprites.â You scrolled down the page and stopped on a picture that looked identical to the ones from the crime scenes. You spun your computer around to show Sam.
âGood work, Y/N. Thatâs gotta be record time. Sounds like it could be our mystery monster. Iâll call Dean and let him know.â
You pulled out your phone and called Bobby for any info he might have on how to kill the thing. He told you heâd do some looking. You and Sam continued your research for a few more hours when the grumble of his stomach interrupted your reading.
âCome on,â you shut your computer, âletâs go find some food. We can take our stuff with us and keep looking but I have to get out of this creepy motel room.â You looked around, referring to the wallpaper that you were sure had been in at least a few horror movies.
âAgreed. Iâm starving.â
There was a cute mom and pop restaurant down the street from the motel where you and Sam decided to set up shop. You sent Dean a quick text letting him know to meet you there when they were done. You ordered drinks and some appetizers to hold you over until the other two joined you. You were flipping through a book about African culture that you checked out of the library and Sam was still online, both of you searching for a way to kill this water spirit.
âHey, Y/N,â Sam began, âI just wanna say thanks.â You shot him a confused look. âWeâve have had a rough time lately between Dad dying and Dean going to hell and coming back. Itâs really taken a toll on him, but heâs been different since we met you. The past few days, heâs the almost fun Dean that he used to be.â He shut his computer and sat it on the bench next to him. âI know youâve probably heard stories about him being a ladyâs man and normally Iâd be telling girls to run for the hills, but heâs smitten with you. I can see it in the way he looks at you and talks about you.â The waitress brought the drinks and onion rings over and Sam paused.
âSam Winchester, are you being a wing man for your brother?â You joked as you took a bite.
âI guess I am. Which I never thought I would ever do.â Sam raised his eyebrows in surprise. âBut I mean it when I say that heâs different with you. It might take him a little while to admit it, but heâs a better person when youâre around.â Sam took a big drink before adding, âPlus, I think heâs a little scared of you, so I doubt heâd try any kind of funny business.â
You couldnât help but smile at Samâs honesty. You should be focused on the case but your mind was on Dean. It was rare that you ever felt so at ease with someone so quickly. Although you had never known what a true home felt like, you imagined the comfort that you felt with him was as close as youâd ever get.
You spent the next while talking with Sam about himself and how he had tried a different path at Stanford. You were genuinely intrigued to know about college. Maybe in a different life you would have gone, and you soaked up every word he told you about a life so foreign to yours. Dean and Mitch arrived soon after. Dean was clearly annoyed and walked a few paces ahead as Mitch babbled on about something. Dean plopped down next to you and put his arm on the back of the booth. You instinctively scooted closer to him.
âHowâd it go, boys?â You asked and slid the basket of onion rings closer to them. It was obvious the two hadnât cleared any of the ridiculous tension between them. Neither answered and Mitch glared at Dean who had a mouthful and was looking out the window.
âIâm going to the bathroom.â Mitch grumbled.
You waited until he was out of sight, then you and Sam both turned to Dean with judgmental faces. He slowly caught on and looked between the two of you, midchew.
âWhat?â Dean tried to play innocent.
âWhy is Mitch so pissed?â Sam interrogated.
âBecause heâs a baby? Why the hell would I know?â Dean answered straight. Sam rolled his eyes.
âWell, did you find anything at the crime scenes?â You looked up into his eyes, realizing you missed him more than you should have for him being gone just a few hours. Dean pulled out a coin with a water serpent on it and set it down on the table.
âFound these behind each picture on the wall along with a photograph of the victims.â
âGreat, so we know who this thing is after next?â You were happy to catch a break seeing as there was only one person left in the photo who hadnât been killed. âMaybe we set a trap?â
âWe gotta move fast though. Someone has died every night and itâs almost six already.â Sam added.
âWe still donât know why sheâs here, either.â Dean interjected as he finished off the appetizers. âLetâs order. I canât hunt on an empty stomach.â He grabbed the menu and waived the waiter over.
That night, the team had gone over to the next victimâs house on the list. She was clearly scared and easily believed you when you told her what was happening. She explained that she and the other four victims were in water aerobics together and had read online that if you summon her with those weird coins and enslave this Mami Wata, that she would make you rich. So, they did. Idiots. But soon after, the water spirit became angry at being held captive and turned on them. Lucky for you, Bobby came in clutch and had found that stabbing it in the heart with a blade forged with African ore would kill it. Unluckily for you, you had nothing like that and no chance of finding something like it this late at night. So, you would have to try and make do. It was a stupid plan, but the only one you had.
You instructed the woman to lay on her bed like she was going to sleep, while you, Sam, Dean and Mitch hid, waiting for her to show up. You had an arrangement of weapons, hoping something would work. Hours passed, and it was getting late. You felt your eyelids began to droop, but a sudden clang from the bathroom woke you right up. You were in the closet and peaked though the crack to see water overflowing from the tub and into the bedroom, soaking the carpet. You waited a few moments more to see a horrific serpent woman crawling from the bathroom, slowly slithering her way towards her next victim, leaving a trail of slime in her path. You couldn't help but subconsciously pull a disgusted face.
Mitch was the first to jump out from his hiding place just outside the door. Mami Wata quickly tuned her head and held her arm out, throwing him across the room, his body going limp as he surely was knocked unconscious. Sam and Dean were next. Dean shot at the monster while Sam stabbed her with a silver blade. Both taking a toll, but neither doing much damage to her. She stood up tall on her tail and threw Dean up against the wall, holding him by his neck. You sprang into action, using a long blade to chop her head off. Her body stayed writing for a few moments, but eventually stopped.
Dean rubbed his neck and caught his breath. âHowâd you know that would work?â
You gave an innocent shrug. âI didnât. Decapitation is usually a cure all.â
âWe should burn the body just to be safe, Sam added.â You and Dean nodded in agreement.
You pulled Mitch from his unconscious state and after the woman you had saved thanked you profusely, you left with the body in your trunk, finding a remote location to burn it. It was almost eight in the morning by the time you were finished and were pulling into town, heading back to the motel. You went and got a room for you, Sam and Dean and all four of you went to go sleep off the post-hunt exhaustion.
Sam was the first to pass out. He hadnât gotten very dirty and was sprawled out diagonally, face down across the mattress. You and Dean both had blood stains and slime on your clothes. He let you use the shower first, then took a quick one when you were done. You pulled on a comfortable t-shirt and some shorts, then began to set up your bed on the couch. Dean grabbed your hand and stopped you from laying a blanket down.
âNope, you need to actually sleep. Come on.â He pulled the blanket from the couch, wrapped it around you and led you over to the bed. âYou can share with me.â
âAre you asking me to sleep with you?â You asked in an accusing tone of voice and kept a serious face before slowly letting it turn to a small laugh. Dean turned bright red and swallowed hard. It was fun to mess with him. You laid next to him and he pulled you close.
âThanks for saving me. Again.â Dean whispered in your ear. You turned to face him.
âIâm not going to let some creepy ass mermaid kill you. Thatâs not a very âblaze-of-gloryâ way to go out.â
âWhat makes you think thatâs how I want to go out?â
âSam told me when we were talking earlier.â
Dean smiled and kissed you on the forehead. âGet some sleep, Y/N/N.â
Little did you know, Dean wasnât planning on going out in a blaze of glory at all anymore. He was planning on retiring with you by his side, holding you close just like he was now. You drifted off to sleep to the sound of Deanâs steady breathing. For the first time since you could remember, you slept peacefully without waking up in a cold sweat from nightmares. You knew you had someone there to protect you. Someone who you fully trusted, and someone who made you feel like you belonged.
Chapter 9
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Made in Heaven - Chris Redfield x Fem!Reader (NSFW)
Authorâs note: This was request by @deshibasarathingsâ. Sorry it took so long. I really wanted to write something original and that looked different from all the other Chris fanfics I read on this subject. Hope youâll like it
Warnings: NSFW, Smut, Language, AlcoholÂ
It was summer 1998 and as America was still lovingly dancing on âTruly Madly Deeplyâ on Friday nights, watching Titanic for the umpteenth time at the nearby movie theatre, wearing tight crop tops, colourful scrunchies and Dr Martens, and occasionally gossiping on the Lewinsky scandal at lunch break, Raccoon City was living its last frivolous moments, and the saddest part was that no one had a clue.
âA fresh beer and a girl. Thatâs all Iâm asking for.â Joseph Frost jumped over the door of the old convertible green mustang with enthusiasm, his usual excited smile stretching his young tanned face. âThatâs it, youâre sure?â His dear friend, Forest Speyer, asked with an ounce of sarcasm that he didnât get.       âFine. A bunch of fresh beers and a girl.â He winked, clicking his fingers cheekily towards Forest who sighed out of exasperation. âAlways so optimistic, I see. When will you finally get that there is no woman for you when you go out with Redfield and me?â He scoffed and Josephâs smile faded away in an instant to turn into a rather sad pout. âTell him, Chris.â    âActually guys, Iâm alright with just having beers tonight.â Chris confessed as he put the keys of his car in his pocket. âAs if itâs gonna change anything. All the chicks will be crawling at your feet anyway, begging you to notice them and forgetting the existence of our delusional friend over there.â Forest waved towards Joseph who glared at him, slightly vexed. A chance the man was not resentful. âThen Iâll introduce them to Jo.â Chris tapped his friendâs shoulder and Joseph regained his smile. âThatâs what I call friendship. Thank you, buddy.â    âYou know that abstinence wonât make Y/N give herself to you, right?â Speyer mocked; hoping that teasing Chris a bit would make him follow him on the path of seduction, however degrading he had planned it to be. âJealousy, however âŚâ He raised his eyebrows and Chris shook his head.  âOne-night stands are your thing, Forest. Not mine.â    âWeird cause I can remember a couple times when I saw you discreetly leave the bar with a girl on your arm. But that was certainly before Y/Nâs sweet round ass joined the team.â He mimed a squeezing motion with both his hands, his tongue raunchily caressing his lips as he sneered, a gesture that made Chris punch him in the arm in retaliation.
He knew what Forest wanted. His friendâs little game was pretty clear even for someone as blunt as Chris. But he was not in the mood to play tonight. And to be honest, he hadnât been for the last six months or so, ever since you had entered his life with your wit and charming smile and had brought him back to his old high schooler self, meaning goofy and rather unconfident (minus the acne and the greasy hair obviously). âYou donât get it, do you?â Â Â Â âNo, I donât. Do you get it, Jo?â Joseph Frost shook his head in a rather silly way, a bit like a contorted puppet. âSee. No one gets it.â Â Â Â Chris sighed. âCome on, man! Youâre not a fucking priest! So stop drooling over that chick and stop waiting for her. She clearly doesnât give a damn about you contrary to other millions of women as gorgeous as her whoâll gladly throw themselves at you in a heartbeat. And Iâm pretty sure some of them are in this bar, right now.â Â Â Â
The worst thing about Forest Speyer â apart from his disgusting machismo and his arrogance - was that he was often right, his insight being most of the time spot-on. Â Â And as the three friends entered the bar, Chris couldnât help but notice his colleague was once again astoundingly correct since the second he stepped a foot in Jackâs Bar, adjusting his brown leather jacket around his muscular body, a pair of Ray-ban Aviator Ă la Top Gun hanging from the collar of his military-green V-neck, more than one head turned to goggle at him and only him. Â Â Â Â Â Â But it wasnât Chrisâ nature to brag or to strut and so he simply approached a clean table with his friends, ignoring the stares, and waved hello at Cindy Lennox behind the counter. She immediately welcomed them with her usual warmth. âSame as usual, boys?â Â Â Â âAlways.â They answered in unison and the waitress chuckled before disappearing to pour them their drinks. Â Â âWhat about Cindy?â Joseph whispered with a naughty smirk as he bent over the table to make sure his friend would hear him over the sound of the music. Â âDamn, youâre horny, Jo!â Chris declared, slightly shocked that his friend would consider getting laid with the woman that had been serving them beers every Saturday night for the last two years. âOf course, Iâm horny. I havenât fucked in weeks guys.â Â âMeaning months.â Forest corrected. âBesides, I think Cindyâs got a man.â Joseph cursed, disappointed. âAll that is Ironsâ fault. Do you know how many extra hours I did because of that bastard?â Â Â Â Â Â âNoâ Chris and Forest said at the same time with an amused smile. Â Â Â âWell me neither. But a lot, Iâm sure.â
âArenât you tired of bitching about Irons, Joseph?â Josephâs olive face suddenly became very pale as he jumped on his chair. âY/N! You scared the shit out of me. Thought it was Irons for a sec.â You frowned, not sure how to react to the comparison. âReally? I didnât know I had a pervy manâs voice.â Â âThatâs not what I meant.â He mumbled and you chuckled finding certain amusement in his discomfort. âOh Joseph, always so talented with women, I see.â The men around the table chuckled apart from Joseph who was as red as a tomato now. âAnyway, I was at Jillâs. She told me I could find you guys here.â Â âYou wanted to see us?â Speyer grinned and winked as he elbowed Chrisâ ribs who immediately glared at him. âJeez, discreet. Thanks.â He murmured and looked at you. Your brows were furrowed because of how strange the situation seemed to you. You had never seen Chris and Forest acting that way. âAre you guys drunk already?â Â Â Â Â âIf only.â Joseph sighed as he took a mouthful of his beer. Â Â Â Â Â âDonât mind them, Y/N. Thatâs just the way they behave outside of work. Lame I know.â You nodded despite being totally unconvinced. Now you understood why Jill was never willing to join their little merry band on Saturday nights. What better way to avoid toxic masculinity than staying home watching a good old movie, dressed in pjâs? Â Â Â Â Â
âAnd there it goes away again. Y/N enters the room and bye-bye friendship.â You wondered if you should say something about this, genuinely curious to know what Speyer meant, but the second you opened your mouth to ask for an explanation you chose to revise your decision. âI wanted to say goodbye.â Â Â Â The three pair of eyes widened at you in shock. âGoodbye?â Chris repeated, his incomprehension easily readable in his chocolate brown eyes. âMy resignation letter was accepted. Got the news today.â Â Â Â Â âWait. What? What resignation letter?â The questions came as thick and fast as sub-machine gun bullets. You agreed that the news was more than unexpected but the way Chris sounded was more than surprising. It was a if he was distressed. And he was in a way. What do you mean you were leaving? You couldnât leave. And especially not drop the news at the last minute. Â âYeah. I didnât tell you guys about it because I wasnât sure Irons would actually accept it but Iâm quitting the S.T.A.R.S. and the RPD.â
There was a heavy silence that even the shitty music in the background couldnât make less awkward. But that silence was necessary. The boys needed to digest the news. âMay we ask why?â Despite not being a close friend, Joseph looked rather confused and even a bit sad. Clearly no one had seen the bomb coming. And who would have? After all, you were such a workaholic; always telling people how much you loved your job. This resignation, that didnât sound like you. Â Â Â âLong story. But letâs say I donât think my place is with you anymore guys.â A lie but you thought it was better to avoid the truth, knowing that your three colleagues would certainly hit the roof â especially Chris - if they happened to learn the real reason behind your resignation. âSo, Iâm gonna take off now. Enjoy your night and donât make Jill blow a fuse while Iâm gone. And hands off Rebecca!â You pointed a menacing finger at Speyer who immediately laughed. âCanât promise you that.â
You waved them goodbye with a faint smile and walked away towards the exit of the bar, saddened that this was possibly the last time you would ever see the Three Musketeers (as you liked to call them).     They watched you leave in silence, still not believing the unexpected news. âCanât believe Iâm actually gonna say this but ⌠the officeâs gonna look so empty without Y/Nâ Forest declared.     âTell me about it.â Chrisâ voice was suddenly weary and miserable. To him, you were the sunshine of the office, the star of the S.T.A.R.S, always illuminating people with your good mood and your joie de vivre. Hell, you were probably the only one who could laugh to his dad jokes without pretending.   âThen what are you waiting for then?â Speyer said to Chris. âGo after her.â   âI canât.â Chris sighed. âAnd what for?â He took a long mouthful of beer that almost emptied the glass. Perhaps getting drunk would help him digest the fact that you were leaving.     â So youâre just gonna let her leave without telling her how you feel? I thought you were more courageous than that.â Chrisâ stein hit the table with a loud clink.    âAnd what would it change?â Chris almost shouted. âSheâs leaving. Sheâs made her decision. Telling her how I feel wonât change it.â
And yet he chose to give it a try.
He rushed to his car to drive after you. He rapidly found you, walking up towards the main avenue near the police station certainly to catch a train to go back to your place near St Michaelâs Clock Tower. âY/Nâ He shouted and you frowned, astonished to see him here. âChris? What are you doing?â       â Let me drive you home.â Normally, you would have refused, being the kind of woman that liked to do things by herself. But there was something in the way Chris was looking at you that actually convinced you to get in his car.      Â
The ride back to your place was rather quiet, the only voice echoing in the Mustang being Freddy Mercuryâs singing on the radio. âI always knew you were a Queen fan.â You said to lighten the mood. âIs it written on my forehead?â Â Â Â Â Â âJust on your jacket, Made in Heaven.â You winked and smiled when Chris finally chuckled. âHowâs gonna call me that when youâre gone?â Your grin faded away as you wondered almost the same thing. Who will you call âMade in Heavenâ after youâre gone? That was a nickname reserved for Chris, one you had found when you were having trouble memorising everyoneâs names at the office and that had stayed because of how smiley Chris was each time you were calling him that. âI can ask Forest to call you that if you want. Iâm sure heâd love to.â Â Â Â Â Chris had a faint smile. âCertainly. But it wonât be the same.â Â Â You could tell he was really affected by your departure and was struggling to say something. But even if you wanted to know what was going on in his head right now, curiosity eating you up, you decided to give him time. Surely was he just trying to gather the courage he needed to talk.
When you both arrived at your place, Chris was still silent and thoughtless. âDo you want to come in?â You thought that a drink might do him some good and help him. He accepted the offer and followed you towards your apartment.
The main room was messy and cluttered with a dozen of boxes already. Most of them were full of old books, VHS and CDs. âI see youâve started packing.â Â Â Â Â âYes, sorry about the mess. I just want to leave as soon as possible. Beer?â Chris nodded and you disappeared in the kitchen, leaving him alone in your living room. âThis doesnât sound like you.â Chris finally said and you froze, your hand holding the fridge open. You briefly closed your eyes and sighed soundlessly. Of course, he had noticed. âWhat do you mean?â âQuitting. Leaving. This isnât you.â You took a deep breath and joined him back in the living room where he was standing straight as a ramrod, a confused frown wrinkling his forehead. âThe S.T.A.R.S is your life. You said it yourself. So enough with the âmy place is not with youâ bullcrap.â He almost sounded angry but you knew all to well that you were not the target of his anger. Â Â âItâs complicated.â You confessed as you handed him the bottle of beer. Â Â Â Â Â âY/N, I know Iâm not the smartest man but I think I can understand the real reason why you want to resign if you just tell me. Arenât we friends?â Â Â Â Â Â âOf course.â You harrumphed; astonished that he might doubt that. Â Â âThen tell me. Spit it out. What happened? Why are you leaving?â
You looked through the window, scanning at the small buildings surrounding your apartment before finally deciding to draw the thick curtain to hide yourself from whoever might be watching right now. Chris observed you wondering why you were doing this and tried to say something when he saw you heading towards your phone. You gestured him to stay quiet as you unplugged the device. âAlright. Youâre starting to scare me. Can you tell me whatâs going on?â     âLetâs say Iâm in deep shit.â You waved Chris to sit on your couch next to you and he obeyed, staring at you with confusion and worry. âWeeks ago I started secretly investigating on Irons after the secretary he had employed last April weirdly disappeared.â            âYou did what?â Chris harrumphed. âAre you crazy? Do you know how dangerous this is?â You nodded. âHe found out.â      âShit, Y/Nâ Chris cursed. He was furious. âI had no choice, Chris. Something weird's going on. I can feel it. And Iâm sure something happened to his secretary as well.â      âShe quitted! Daniels from the reception said he received a letter.â Chris replied.    âThen why is her stuff still at the RPD and why hasnât her rent been paid since last month?â The man frowned, trying to find a coherent answer. But he found none. âI found her diary when I sneaked in her office. She wrote that Irons used to get off in his office watching a portrait of a hanged naked woman. And did you know that he was accused of rape back when he was in college? This son of a bitch âŚâ     âAlright. Stop, Y/N!â Chris cut you off and took a deep breath to evacuate the panic that was rushing in his veins. âHow much in trouble are you?â      You shrugged. âEnough to be the object of intense surveillance.â
Chris hid his face in his big hands. He was scared for you, genuinely terrified even. âWhat can I do to help?â He asked. âTell me. Iâll do anything.â       âChris.â You sighed. âY/Nâ He grabbed your hand. âI care about you. More than you imagine. I canât let anything happen to you.â You had a faint smile. How could a man be so adorable, compassionate and caring? âYouâre an amazing man, Made in Heaven. You do know that?â Chris returned your smile. âBut I can handle this on my own. Believe me. Just promise me to keep this a secret and act as if you didnât know anything.       âYou canât ask me to do that, Y/N. You canâtâŚâ
You cut him short by pressing your lips against his, which made Chris almost gasp in astonishment. But the surprise didnât last and he soon responded to your kiss with an adorable tenderness. âPromise me, Chris.â You whispered still so close to his pink lips as you kept looking at him in the eye, waiting for his answer. âI promise.â Â Â Â And he kissed you again. It was soft and sweet and tasted a bit like beer but you didnât mind. In fact, you even allow yourself to touch his chest and bring your body closer to his. The hardness of his muscles against your palms made you shiver and Chris felt it. He smiled and he caught your lips again as he pressed his big hand on your lower back. You cupped his cheek to deepen the kiss and then everything suddenly became more passionate and burning.
Chrisâs lips ventured towards your neck to leave a series of hot humid kisses and possibly hickeys that would certainly last a few days. But you would bother about that later. For now, you just wanted to melt under his touch. So, you instinctively tilted your head backwards to give him full access to your soft neck, moaning because of how delicious his mouth felt there. Â Â Â Â Your little noise of pleasure instantly awakened something inside Chris, something he felt deep in his guts, deep in his pants. His kisses became hungrier and more needy. He wanted to hear you again.
He laid you down on your back and lay on top of you, his lips still devouring your neck and his now adventurous hands wandered towards your chest. His body felt slightly heavy but you loved this unusual exquisite proximity. âChris.â You sighed as he suddenly groped your breasts through your shirt. When he tried to unbutton it you put yours hands on his to stop him. âWhat?â He asked âYou donât want this?â       âSure I want this. More than anything. But I donât want you to ⌠I donât want to hurt you. Iâll still leave tomorrow. You do realise that right?â He stared at you and you could read the sadness slowly growing back in his chocolate brown eyes.          âItâs goodbye thenâ You nodded. âYeah. Yeah. Itâs goodbye.â   âThen letâs make the most of it.â
To your surprise, Chrisâ face met your cleavage rather quickly and he began kissing it as he blindly yet clumsily unbuttoned your shirt. You watched him do for a small moment and when you noticed how aroused he was, you decided to free him from his clothes as well. You  took his letter jacket off and grabbed the hem of his t-shirt to pull it off. And goodness, how dreamy he was. Those muscles. Those arms. Those shoulders. Those pectorals. Those abs ⌠aaaah. It frustrated you as much as it aroused you. How could someone be that perfect? You bit your lower lip and dared caress him and as your hand slid against his warm skin, right between his abs down to the button of his jeans, following the dark hairy line below in navel. âLike what youâre seeing?â He snickered and you smiled, loving his sudden confidence. âDo you?â He grinned and let out a small laugh. âOf course. Youâre beautifulâ He complimented as he freed your boobs from your bra without taking it off only to take one of your nipples in his mouth. âHoly ⌠ah.â You moaned uproariously as you let your head fall against the armrest of the couch.
You felt Chris smirk against your tender flesh. The bastard knew what he was doing and he was fucking proud of it. You could play that game too. You grabbed him by the belt, pulling him closer to your body for your pelvis to meet his. However, what you didnât expect was for his prominent bulge to feel so hard and huge against you even through the fabric. Chris was certainly quite a big boy.   Slowly, you unbuttoned his jeans and lowered them all along with his briefs. His cock sprang free, confirming your previous hypothesis about it. It was indeed big, bigger than anything you ever had, and hard and long and⌠You slightly squeezed your thighs and rubbed them. You were wet. You could feel it. And you wanted desperately some friction.       You quickly glanced at your womanhood and let your fingers crawl under your skirt and soaked panties. Your clit was engorged and your lips were swollen. And Chris was watching you silently, wondering how the wet pink flesh felt. âWait. Let meâ He lifted up your ass and pulled down your panties to carelessly throw onto the floor. Your legs spread, he looked down between them, staring at your glistening fold with a dark hunger in his eyes. He caressed you softly, very softly and you moaned between your closed lips as you instinctively embraced his delicate touch by moving your hips closer to his hand. You wanted more. And he would give you more.   Â
His fingers parted your lips to meet your clit with his thumb and he brushed your warm entrance to finally insert a finger inside you. You whispered his name with pleasure and it jolted Chris as if he had received a punch in his lower stomach, but a delicious exhilarating punch. He started pumping his finger in your pussy, forcing a cry of pleasure out of your mouth, and soon he added another digit to go and tickle your g-spot that he found with incredible accuracy. When you started convulsing and felt your orgasm building in you, you pushed Chrisâ fingers away to pull his body against yours.
Laid on you, Chris instinctively began to rubbing him against your, his cock grinding between your legs, so close to your entrance. You grabbed his back and dug your nails in it. The friction was sending you slowly back towards heaven. âOh my god, Chris.â Â Â His pace accelerated until it began relentless and soon, he started panting rather heavily. âFuck.â He cursed as he quickly lined up his cock in front of your hole to enter your pussy, unable to resist the urge of filling you up anymore. He didnât sink in you as easily as expected and so he grabbed the armrest of the couch to use it as leverage and push himself deep in you. That thrust made you draw a sharp breath and a whimper of both pain and pleasure escaped your sealed mouth. That girth, holy shit! âDamn, youâre so tight.â Â He started moving in you. He was slow but intense but little did you know that he was just warming up. âFuck, Chris!â
You screamed when his cock started rubbing against a zone inside of you you never thought existed. You clang to the sofa afraid to fall under the strength of his deep hard thrust. You were loud and you couldnât remember the last time youâd ever been that loud. Your previous boyfriend would have asked you to be quiet and think about the neighbour but Chris, Chris seemed to like your screams. It was all over his smiling face.
He suddenly grabbed both your legs and placed your feet on his shoulders. A position that allowed his long shaft to go even deeper in you, which you never thought was possible. And judging by how red and twisted his young features looked right now, he was definitely enjoying the position. Actually, he loved it so much he quickened the pace and started growling. You marvelled at his sweaty strong body and at his face tensed by intense pleasure âGosh, Y/N. Youâre driving me crazy.â You smiled.
You could watch him fuck you like that for ages. It was a real boost for your self-confidence. And God knows what you were capable when you felt confident. Â Â Â Â Â Â You spread your thighs and wrapped your legs around Chris to hoist yourself against his chest, his cock miraculously still inside of you. Guess having such a size had many perks. You wanted to ride him and he immediately got your intention. Hands squeezing your rear, he leant against the backrest of the couch and chuckled as you comfortably placed yourself on top of him and started undulating on his lap, his cock amazingly buried in you. âGosh you have no idea how beautiful you are.â You blushed and he tucked a strand of your hair behind you ear. Your eyes met and you stared at each other quietly before you eventually felt the need to grind against him. The depth of his thick dick inside of you was sending shivers in your entire body. That was incredible. You kept a pace that pleased you both. âYouâre so good.â He confessed as he took a deep breath. âAre you gonna come for me, Made in Heaven?â You teased. Â Â Â âThatâs very likely.â He chortled, amused by the nickname. Â Â Â Â Your hands leant on his muscular thighs, right behind your back, and you began bouncing on his cock with an incredible agility and eagerness that left Chris amazed. And you could tell by the way he was panting that he wouldnât last long. Not a surprise. This love-making was certainly the most exquisite you had ever had. His throbbing cock hitting you deep inside was amazing, just as the melody of sweaty skins meeting each other accompanied by the wet sound of your cunt and the creaking of the couch under both your weights. Â Â Â Â Â
Chris placed his hands on your bouncing breasts to grope them. âIf you keep going like that Iâm gonna cum in you.â He declared between two groans. âPlease doâ. He made you lean forward and brought your breasts to his mouth to lick them and suck the nipples. âI want you toâ You gripped his hair without even realising it. It was a reflex, a way to have him ⌠feel him closer to you, to tell him not to stop. âI want your cum in me, Chris.â
That was too sexy and naughty for Chris who let out a frustrated animalistic growl as he squeezed you butt, digging his nails in the tender flesh. He began pounding you from underneath, hard, fast and deep like a jackhammer, his balls slapping against your butt. You cried out. The sensation was divine and took all your words away. Now only plaintive onomatopoeias seemed to be able escape your agape mouth. Well, onomatopoeias and some very casual âFuck, Chrisâ that would make your lover chuckle or smirk proudly.
And thatâs how you felt it coming. That so well-deserved orgasm, ready to burst like a firework. Â It made you cry out and nestle your head in Chrisâs neck, your body convulsing like never before. But Chris wanted to see you. He wanted to see your face as you were cumming for him. He wanted to carve that moment to play it over and over after you were gone. And so he pulled up your hair to make you look at him. But you couldnât. Your eyes were tightly closed and refused to open. And then, it all came out. And you screamed his name, on and on, loud, so loud you were sure the neighbours would probably shout at you tomorrow but you did not care. You let your juices flow along his cock and your wall clench around him. Â âDamn. Fuuucck.â He growled and his moves became very sloppy yet more brutal and deeper. âDonât you squeeze around me like thatâ But you couldnât help it. That climax felt too good. Chris felt too good.
It sent him over the edge. He came hard in you, hot and sticky semen spurting in your vagina, painting your walls like nothing else. And you loved it, enjoying it the warm sensation with an amazed amused little laugh that made Chris chuckle despite his tiredness. âWhatâs so funny?â He asked. Â Â Â Â Â âNothing. Just telling myself that this... was made in heavenâ You winked and he laughed. You were gonna miss him.
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A Midwest Christmas - a Jeffrey Dean Morgan fanfiction
Again, Iâm aware Iâm late posting this. I know itâs no longer Christmas, donât yell at me. Christmas is one of my favorite holidays and I LOVE writing stories that are based around Christmas.
Jeff crushed out his cigarette and breathed hot air into his hands to warm them. He shrugged his shoulders a few times, almost as if he was psyching himself up.
âYou okay, babe?â I ask and kiss his cheek, shutting the car off.
âYeah, Iâm fine. I donât know why Iâm so nervous! Iâm a grown ass man, damn it,â my boyfriend chuckles.
âTheyâll love you, Jeff. You know my mom and dad love you already, you have nothing to worry about, babyâ I give his thigh a squeeze and kiss his neck deeply. Jeff moans and tilts his head to the side.
âPlease donât give me a boner before meeting your female relatives,â Jeff chuckles. âI donât know, babe. Dad might not love me after I walk through the door,â he gestures to his Seattle Seahawks beanie.
âHeâll get over it,â I laugh and open the car door. Jeff grabs the box of gifts from the trunk and holds my hand as we walk to the front door.
âMerry Christmas Eve!â I holler from the foyer. Jeff kicks off his boots.
âHey sweetie! Hey Jeff, whatâs up, brother?â my dad calls from the den.
âHey, Mr. C,â Jeff smiles warmly.
âOh no, oh no. You take that hat off! Youâre in Bear country!â my dad laughs. âJust when I thought I liked you!â
âI knew youâd say something! GO HAWKS!â Jeff chuckles and tosses it onto the bench. My dad jokingly makes a fist. I roll my eyes playfully and ruffle his hair as we head upstairs. Men and their sports, Iâll never understand it.
âYou can just set the gifts under the tree,â I whisper to Jeff and give his arm a squeeze. He waves at my female relatives at the table.
âHiiiii! Merry Christmas! Iâve missed you!â my cousin Amy hugs me. âHowâs New York?â
âAbsolutely incredible. Every day feels like a new adventure with this one,â I gesture to my man standing behind me. âThis is my boyfriend, Jeff!â
âHi there, you must be Amy? Iâve heard so much about you!â Jeff shakes her hand and kisses her cheek.
âAll good things I hope!â Amy laughs.
âYes maâam. Iâve heard yâall are super close, and I love that. Family togetherness recharges the batteries.â
âIâm glad to hear it! I canât think of a single holiday we didnât spend together,â Amy gestures around the table.
âHave a seat!â my mom says. âCan I get you anything to drink? We have wine, beer, Coke Zero...â
âIâll have a Coke,â Jeff replies and sits next to me at the long dinner table. I pull a small bottle of Crown Royal out of my bag.
âIâll take a Coke as well,â I laugh.
âYou came to party! Iâll take some too,â Jeff wraps his arm around me and kisses my cheek as I add the liquor to his glass of ice, âIt smells amazing in here, Ma,â Jeff says to my mom.
âThanks, Jeff! Itâs a tradition on Christmas that we have Grandma, my momâs, tacos. The shells are from a tiny little Mexican kitchen downtown, thatâs how my mom always did it. I think weâre just waiting on Jessica and then weâll be ready to eat!â
âSounds delicious,â Jeff sips his drink.
âHowâd you guys meet? You look super familiar, Jeff,â my aunt Janine remarks. I rest my head on Jeffâs shoulder.
âIt all started when I began frequenting this coffee shop that opened near my, well, OUR farm while on hiatus from work. I couldnât take my eyes off this brown eyed manager with the messy bun in her hair who would always ring me up and make my drink. Golly, she looked cute in that apron,â Jeff nudges me and everyone laughs as I blush. âI finally had to ask this pretty young thing out. I invited her over for dinner and the rest is history. One year and some change later and I canât imagine my life with anyone else but my baby gal,â he kisses me softly. âOh! Iâm an actor, by the way. Iâm currently on a show called The Walking Dead, I play the bad guy named Negan. A lot of people still recognize me as Denny from Greyâs Anatomy and John Winchester from Supernatural though,â Jeff smiles warmly.
âI knew those eyes looked familiar!â my aunt exclaims. âWow, girl, a famous actor? Check you out!â
âHeâs pretty great. I thought the concept of soulmates was cheesy til this man came along. I mean, nobodyâs perfect, but Jeffrey comes pretty darn close,â I rub his thigh under the table.
âHow old are you anyway? That gray beard says youâre old,â my 13 year old cousin Alyssa asks.
âLys! You canât just say that!â her mom quiets her.
âItâs okay, hon! Iâm not offended at all! I AM old, real old. Iâm 54,â Jeff laughs.
âAnd how old are you?â Alyssa turns her attention to me.
â24,â I link my arm with my manâs and nuzzle his shoulder.
âSooo, you were 30 when she was born?â Alyssa makes a sassy face.
âDonât push it, little girl,â Jeff teases and we all laugh.
*Jeffâs POV*
âSo, this is the man cave, huh?â I glance around at the fishing poles adorning the chocolate brown wall and Chicago sports gear.
âYeah, itâs pretty nice! It gets cold down here, but the fireplace helps!â my girlfriendâs dad Tim tosses some kindling on the fire.
âSuper cozy,â I remark. I havenât been this nervous in a long time. I had something I desperately wanted to ask him, but I didnât want to just get right to it.
âHow you doinâ, bud?â my girlfriendâs grandfather Ray asks.
âGood, Ray! Iâm really good, fantastic actually. It feels so nice to be off work for the holidays! Thank you guys so much for welcoming me into your home. Dinner was delicious and the Midwest hospitality is much appreciated.â
âYouâre always welcome here,â Tim says.
âThis is for you,â Ray reaches into his coat pocket. He passes a CD my way with small writing on the jacket, âTo: Jeff. Love, Grampa.â
âAww, whatâs this?â I say, pushing my glasses up.
âElvis Christmas songs. Something for you and your girl to dance to. You better treat her good,â he smiles his adorable old man smile.
âThank you so much, Grandpa,â I get up and give him a hug. âYou didnât have to get me anything. So, um,â I clear my throat as I settle into the couch. âThereâs something we should talk about. I mean, something I need to ask you. I donât know, Iâm shaky as hell. So, how do I put this?â I pull a small velvet box out of my pocket. âI brought this with me.â
âYou want to marry me? Let me go get my dress!â Tim teases. Whew, a joke to break the tension.
âYeah, totally! I, wow, Iâm going to cry. Pull yourself together, Jeff. I wanted to know if I can ask your daughter to be my wife. Sheâs got me wrapped, man. When I look into her eyes, I just fall in love over and over again. I know itâs old fashioned of me to ask, but I thought Iâd do the right thing and ask for your blessing. I love your girl so damn much, you have no idea,â I wipe tears away.
âI had a feeling this would be happening. You kept staring at me all through dinner with this lost puppy look in your eye, like I was going to yell at you or something! Jeff, I see the way she looks at you and it warms her dadâs heart. Every time you speak, she stops immediately what sheâs doing and stares at you with hearts in her eyes. Iâve never seen my daughter so happy. Of course you have my blessing.â My heart begins hammering in my chest as my soon to be fiancĂŠeâs dad pulls me into a hug.
âThank you so much, sir! Oh my god, Iâm freaking out. Thank you, thank you! So, next question, whereâs the best place to propose around these parts?â
âWell, downtown near your hotel on 5th Avenue, itâs all decked out in Christmas lights. Maybe you guys could take a walk down there?â
***
âWhat a great dinner, your family is so kind and welcoming!â Jeff says as we climb into the warm car. âI love you so much, doll.â
âIâm so glad you had a good time, honey. I knew you would! I love you too, Jeff. Iâm so looking forward to the hot tub when we get back to the room, I donât know about you.â Jeff slides his hand over my upper thigh seductively as I drive through the city in the direction of the hotel. I glance over at my boyfriend and he gives me the sexiest bedroom eyes. I could have just stopped the car and taken him right there. We jam out to our favorite Christmas songs and giggle like kids.
âFifth Avenue,â Jeff mutters. âPull over, babe.â I pull into a parking spot and Jeff grabs my face and kisses me deeply, âLetâs go walkinâ in a winter wonderland.â I smile and shut the car off and follow behind him. Jeffâs adorable spontaneity was one of his best qualities. He takes me by the hand as we look at the twinkling lights. Thereâs no cars on the road and the snow dampens all the sound.
âHey, sweetheart?â Jeff places his hands on my hips.
âYes?â I wrap my arms around his neck. We hold each other close.
âYouâre so damn perfect,â he pecks my lips, I run my fingers through his soft gray hair. âI tried to come up with a long romantic speech, but words are failing me. Youâre everything Iâve hoped and dreamed for. Youâre the reason I wake up in the morning. Youâre the reason I canât wipe this smile off my face. Every time I look into those gentle brown eyes, Iâm reminded of why I fell in love with you all over again. A life without you is a life I donât want to live. Youâre my entire world, sweet girl.â Jeff pulls away and reaches into his pocket.
âOh my god,â I sigh, âJeffrey, I-I-â Iâm utterly speechless. Jeff brushes away the snow on the sidewalk with his gloved hand and gets on one knee.
âWill you make me the happiest man in the world and marry me?â Jeff smiles widely, opening the velvet box and revealing a simple, shimmering band. That man knew me so well, it was exactly the
âOh god, Daddy! Yes! Yes, Jeffrey, yes Iâll marry you!â I jump up and down excitedly. Jeffâs hands shake as he slides the ring on my finger. I gasp with delight, âI love you. Oh baby, itâs beautiful!â Jeff gets to his feet and rests his forehead against mine as we both cry tears of joy. My breath quavers from excitement and the biting cold as Jeff kisses me over and over again.
âI want you to be mine forever,â he whispers against my lips.
âForever and ever. Oh my god, my heart is racing! Youâre so amazing, I love you so much.â
âI love you the most, baby gal.â
***
Jeff and I could hardly keep our hands off each other as we hustled to the elevator.
âMerry Christmas!â the front desk agent calls out.
âYou too!â Jeff replies with a friendly wave. I untie my coat as the door to the elevator shuts. I tangle my fingers in my silver foxâs thick hair and moan as he kisses my neck and pulls down my sweater, brushing his scruffy beard against my chest as he kisses and sucks gently.
âJeffrey, you naughty boy,â I gasp. His large, slender hand find its way between my thighs. âPlease, Daddy,â I whine. Jeff slides his fingers down the front of my leggings. He pulls them out just as the elevator chimes, my face goes red as I readjust my Christmas sweater and Jeff fixes his hair as if nothing ever happened.
âMerry Christmas!â an innocent, elderly Mrs. Claus looking woman greets us.
âMerry Christmas to you too!â I reply, the cool air of the hallway hitting Jeffâs saliva on my chest, causing me to shiver with delight. We laugh to ourselves as Jeff opens the door to our suite. Oh, that poor old lady, I hope she didnât hear too much.
âLetâs see, how about we celebrate with a drink!â Jeff says with a wide smile, slinging his coat over a chair.
âHmm, how about something sweet? I kind of want dessert after all those tacos,â I wrap my arms around my now fiancĂŠâs waist as he kisses me, his large hands squeeze me closer.
âYour sweater reminds me, how about a White Russian?â
âI am, in fact, the Dude. One of my favorites,â I reply with a laugh.
âHmm. Vodka, check. Coffee liqueur, got it. Cream, hmm. Cream, cream, cream,â Jeff taps his chin. âGot it!â he grabs some half and half packets from the coffee station.
âAh, resourceful! I like that!â I kiss him and sit on the bed, âIâll get the bath ready.â
I draw the bath and Jeff hands me a drink, setting his on the rim of the tub. He unbuttons his shirt revealing his hairy chest and stomach. He kisses me.
âI love you so much,â he says. âNice ring youâve got there.â
âThanks!â I run my fingers down his chest, âMy handsome fiancĂŠ gave it to me.â
âHe must be a lucky guy,â Jeffâs pants come off and he slides into the tub with a loud groan.
âJesus, that feels so fucking good,â he runs his fingers through his hair. âCome on in, baby gal, the waterâs fine.â Jeff bites his lip eagerly as I take my clothes off. âYouâre so sexy, you know that?â
âI could say the same about you, darlinâ,â I reply, tossing my bra on the floor. I tie my hair up as my fiancĂŠ looks me up and down. I climb in the tub, opposite of the rugged older man that I was so lucky to call mine. Jeff grabs my leg and begins kissing the length of my calf.
âWhen and where do you want to get married?â he asked with a sly smile, kneading my legs.
âHonestly, Iâve always dreamed of a fall or winter wedding. You know how I feel about hot weather,â I take a sip of my White Russian.
âBabe, itâs too hot! This is stupid! Ninety degrees? Ew, fuck that!â Jeff imitates my whining. I laugh.
âYou know me so well!â
âDaddy, I have a headache!â Jeff cackles.
âWill you shut the fuck up?â I playfully splash water in his face with my foot. Jeff sputters.
âI give you shit because I love you!â he wipes his face.
âI know, and I give it right back to you, asshole! What were we talking about again?â I giggle.
âWedding plans?â
âOh, right. So, definitely a fall wedding. What about on the farm? Ballrooms have never really struck my fancy. That little area off beyond the pastures would be beautiful, donât you think?â
âI agree, I donât need a big gala with a stuffy tuxedo to show everyone how much I love you. Ooh! How about under that big tree where we had a picnic and carved our names?â Jeff places my legs on his shoulders.
âJ hearts K, yeah, I remember,â I sigh longingly. âThatâs where you first told me you loved me.â
âAw, it was, wasnât it? You packed us a picnic and everything! Youâre just a regular Ina Garten, arenât you? Remember me yelling at the dogs to stay away from the alpacas? âGuys, those arenât puppies, theyâll kick the shit out of you!ââ Jeff laughs.
âWell, if Iâm Ina, youâre Jeffrey! Hey, look at that! It works!â I tap my glass against his. âThose dogs are so cute, but theyâre little shits sometimes.â
âOh, absolutely they are,â Jeff agrees. âWow, that cute barista who I was scared to ask out is going to be my wife? How did I get so damn lucky?â
âYou were scared to ask me out? Why? We would always chit-chat back and forth.â
âYeah, I donât know why. I think itâs because I didnât want to be THAT guy. You know, the guy who thinks the food service worker is flirting with him just because sheâs being nice,â Jeff rolls his eyes.
âI didnât get that impression from you at all! I think youâre sexy as fuck, and have since the day I first met you. If I thought you were a scumbag, I wouldnât have flirted back. And I wouldnât have had sex with you on the first date, would I?â I tease.
âYouâre right. Man, that was a wild night, eh? My heart still beats fast when I think about it,â Jeff grins. âYou looked so damn good in my shirt too. Come here,â he holds out his arms and I make my way to his side of the tub, sitting on his lap. He runs his manly hands all over my body and buries his face in my neck, kissing and moaning, âYouâre the best thing that ever happened to me, Mrs. Morgan.â
âI love the sound of that. I get to be your wife and Iâve never been happier in my entire life. I love you so much, Jeffrey.â
âI love you too.â
We eventually climb out of the tub, after kissing and laughing and talking til the water turns our toes to raisins. I wrap myself in a fuzzy bathrobe and Jeff quickly does the same. I climb in the big, fluffy bed and Jeff snuggles next to me. He wraps his slender arms around me and I immediately drift off to sleep.
***
âMerry Christmas, gorgeous,â Jeffâs croaky, sultry morning voice rings in my ears like church bells. He kisses my forehead, his scruff brushing against my skin. I squint my eyes at the bright sun bouncing off the snow and flooding our suite.
âMerry Christmas, Daddy,â I curl up closer to his warm body. I close my eyes and bury my face in his chest, âHas anyone told you that you look like Santa Claus with your beard?â I laugh and kiss his collarbones.
âEvery damn day on social media,â Jeff chuckles. He moans softly at my touch. I stop and hold out my left hand, my vintage gold band shimmering in the light.
âJust had to make sure I wasnât dreaming,â I smile.
âYou ainât dreaminâ, sweet girl. Youâre going to be my wife,â Jeff kisses me and strokes my hair. He climbs on top of me, our naked bodies still cloaked in the beige comforter. He buries his face in my neck, leaving sloppy kisses.
âDaddy,â I whimper.
âYeah, baby?â I hold his face in my hands.
âNothing, I just like looking at you. You sure are pretty. What do you say we have a little fun before going back to Mom and Dadâs?â
âI would want nothing more,â I reply as Jeff pulls the blanket over his head and begins kissing down my body. I giggle with delight as his beard tickles me. Best. Christmas. Ever.
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Pre-Event plannings
I had a grand plan, to be lawfully wedded to my bby on our 10th anniversary, 1 year after proposing to her on our 9th, in Jeju, in front of a field of flowers with a fantastical view of the sparkling sea. I even rushed and got the engagement ring ready before our planned trip to Korea in April! But alas, covid-19 had to happen and all was foiled. After the initial plan was foiled in Aprâ20, we held out hope that we would still be able to travel by the year end.. but yeah covid gave us a great big middle finger, as yet again, cases skyrocketed and we were all but grounded in sunny Singapore.Â
Finally, in Decâ20, I decided to propose before Julyâ21! Since the ring and the JannPaul box has been hiding at the back of the closet for the past year, and i didnt want to put it off any longer.
i began to scout for and collate decor items bit by bit on carousell, shopee and other shopping sites. It was a painful process because my initial plan was to recreate âVeneziaâ, which was an ice cream cafe we went to at Sixth Avenue, back in our JC days before it bowed out of Singapore a few years ago. There was next to no mention of Venezia on google and I was also unable to find any useful logos of the establishment either! So that idea was scrapped. Next, there was the plan to create big cut-outs of either Monsta X or VIXX members who would seem âgenuinely happy for the proposalâ.. but once again, let down by google, as the images I managed to find were either too pixelated or not relevant enough. Sadly, that idea flopped too. In the end, I decided to go for a more normal but personal decor to surprise bby :)
Truthfully, there were many chances to surprise-propose bby, especially our most recent staycation at Park Royal Marina Bay, but I didnât feel that I was ready to do it.. so I delayed it till our big dinner on July 10th. Why July 10th? SAF had the brilliant idea to schedule my ICT during our actual 10th anniversary date, so we decided that we would have our anniversary dinner earlier. Furthermore, after Gyu Bar, we decided that we could and wanted to try more fine dining. After much research and deliberation (between Whitegrass and Buona Terra), we finally went for Whitegrass, which had decidedly nicer deco and ambiance.Â
The weekend before the 10th, bby suddenly suggested that after our big dinner, maybe we should go for a drive. This gave me a great idea - if i drove, this meant that she would have to come stay over, and then I would definitely be able to surprise-propose to her! I very easily agreed with her suggestion and went for a slightly higher-end car, an Audi. Thankfully, this rental was not far from my place and the rental wasnât that much higher than the Honda Fit before. So far, all was going to plan. Then, we also decided that since we would be getting a car, we could travel slightly further out, eg. the East. We decided to go to Playground Ragdolls, which would be our first interactions with our dream pet for our new house!Â
I ordered a huge preserved flower bouquet beforehand as well as a tiny flower-box, to be delivered on the July 9th, which was also my mumâs birthday. She requested to have chilli crabs for dinner, which my bro bought from Jumbo seafood. We had a scrumptious dinner that night, but extremely regrefully, I couldnât invite bby to come over, because it would mean that she would see all the flowers and thus ruin the entire event.Â
On the day itself
On the 10th, coincidentally, I had to take up a mover role, to help my bro move some of his guo-da-li stuff to his fianceeâs place in Pasir Ris in the morning. It was a very simple job that took up the bulk of my Saturday morning. After lunch, he sent me back and I quickly completed the deco and freshened up before leaving at 4pm to collect the car.Â
Leaving at 4pm was an overestimation of the travelling time, but also to prevent any lateness. I reached the rental car location at about 445pm but could not find the car at all. Confused, i called the host and she was quite pekcek to inform me that I was 15 mins early.. i went âoopsâ and apologised for my kiasu-ness. At least she wasnât overly judgey about it. I took over the car and quickly got on my way to Lakeside. Along the way, the aircon vent handphone holder kept dropping everytime I made my way over a particularly high bump as the Audi aircon vent was different from the normal aircon vents i was used to, with horizontal panes. Other than the handphone holder dropping from time to time, the drive to Jurong was pretty smooth.Â
I picked bby up at about 5pm and she surprised me with another street branded shirt, endorsed by Hyungwon of Monsta X. She even gifted me with a picture of him wearing the exact same shirt! I gifted her with the small flower-box and inwardly laughed as she whined about receiving another flower.. inside i was like âlol, wait till you get the one at nightâ. We drove off from Jurong to City Hall, which was supposed to get us to Chijmes in 25 mins?Â
Oops, we will be so early! But in the end we spent more than 35 mins on the road, because google maps was being a bitch and not giving the correct directions and we had to circle round Chijmes twice because we couldnât enter the place! Finally, we decided to follow the signs strictly and we managed to enter the Chijmes carpark at last. We wandered around Chijmes for awhile and took some pictures. I helped her take some pictures that she was actually satisfied with!!!! SDNJIADBNAIKFAUFAKLFDNA!!!Â
After inwardly celebrating alone, we entered Whitegrass. Overall, the food was nothing to brag about, though the service was very good. Like what bby has said, the best things about the meal were the breads and the specially made financier by the Japanese Chef. The Chef came out to greet us and even wished us a happy anniversary followed by a picture of us hehe.Â
Full af, we decided to drive to Sentosa cove to sneak a peek at the rich people but nope, not allowed to ba long long go in, so we rerouted to Palawan beach instead. well well well, no entry into the beach. hur. oh well, time to head home. Inside my mind was running in all directions, almost 1.5y in the making, itâs finally gona be time!!
We reached and parked in less than 30 mins and quickly made our way back home.. only upon reaching my doorstep that i realised i left my keys in the flower-box inside the car.. luckily my dad was still awake to open the door for us.
Once in, we discovered my room door was closed and i let her enter first. Once she sweeped her eyes around the room, i panicked a little and just grabbed the ring and knelt down. I was entirely FLUSTERED and my mind was blanked out. haha, i lost all sequence of events. i knelt at an awkward angle and i wanted to switch knees, at which point, bby looked down and saw me kneeling on both knees (facepalm ttm). but okay, eventually it got sorted out and we took some pictures, with creative advice from my fiancee (^^). i also told her the entire journey from the ring all the way to present time, honestly, without hiding anything. Tbh, i wanted to make it hella grand but I missed out on some deco and by the time i discovered, it was too late to order again. UGHHH. When we went off to bathe, it was already about 1am and we had an early morning ahead. We both went to sleep happy hehe. (i got myself a ring catto)
Ragdolls all day, errâ day
I woke up next to bby catto who suddenly wrapped me up in the blankets and took a picture of me -.-
anyways, after a quick breakfast, i wore bbyâs present and went out. We went some place first, before heading to La Fez in the East. It was a Morrocan restaurant which had a very pink and cutesy exterior. The food was not bad as well, the bby ordered Shakshuka while I ordered the Lamb Shwarma. Not entirely filling but good enough for me!
 Next we set off for Playground Ragdolls.. but i think i missed a turn somewhere so we just parked at a nearby carpark instead. We wanted to walk to Tigerlily Pattiserie but changed our minds to head to Birds of Paradise nearby instead, since bby has been wanting to eat it. and hohoho, dark skies ahead started to thunder and shortly after rain poured down. We didnât bring umbrella and neither were there any umbrella in the rental car.. so we decided to brave the rain. The initial rain was pretty manageable, a slightly heavy drizzle but manageable. The moment we were halfway to the next shelter however, it poured. and poured. and poured. Needless to say, we were both drenched.. and bby was wearing her Tory Burch too... nevertheless, we persevered and reached Birds of Paradise and got our ice cream too! (along the way we passed a mama shop and bought a $6 umbrella) We got roasted sesame and sea salt hojicha. Tbh, both were good but as we were practically wolfing the ice cream down and the quantity was really alot, the ice cream became pretty jelat after awhile. For the first time in a long long while, we threw away ice cream. Yes, bby was pretty horrible for throwing away ice cream, especially when she was the one who proclaimed she loved it.Â
With our new umbrella, we eventually made our way back the way we came, dry this time, towards Playground Ragdolls! Since we were pretty early, we waited outside for a short while, before the host let us in. and wow, once in, we were greeted by 2 curious little Singapuras. At first glance, they looked like regular strays but on a closer look, they had a kind of refined quality that really separated them from typical strays. And then as the host continued her briefing, our eyes strayed to the ragdolls. OMGGGG all so floof and cute!! Bby and I settled down near the couch and started playing with an 8 month old female kitto. and omg she was so playful!! Immediate want! While playing, we didnât forget to enquire more about the purchase process and also listened in on the other customersâ queries as well. 1 hour passed all too quickly, and it came time to bid farewell to the cattoes.Â
On the way back to the car, bby remarked that she was a little peckish, so we decided to head to a drive-thru at marine parade.. but once there, no drive-thru to be seen!!! We stopped at the passenger waiting area for awhile to research but to no avail. Eventually we gave up and I drove her back to her house.
At her block, I helped to carry all the barang barang back up and I remarked to her that I was going to call her parents âMotherâ and âFatherâ to hint them that I proposed. And I did, but apparently, only her mum caught it. Her dad didnât, sadly. Unfortunately, I needed to rush back to return the car, so i couldnât stay to explain further (Sorry Father, i will explain the next time iâm there!)
Anyways, I drove back to return the car and swiftly parked. The owner âreceivedâ back the car without much incident also. Aaaaand that concludes mine and bbyâs eventful weekend, in which we both had our relationship statuses changed from boyfriend-girlfriend to fiance-fiancee ^^.Â
Honestly, I do regret not getting actual flowers for you back in 2011.. but lol, the virtual flowers confession did make our relationship more interesting though haha. Yet another interesting tale that we can tell our kids next time also. I feel so happy as I recount the entire experience and am so glad that it succeeded. This sat, we will be going to re-size the engagement ring so that bby will wear the ring for events soon!! canât wait!!
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Chapter 15
Friday found Trey sharing breakfast with Cary and me after an overnighter. As I drank the dayâs first cup of coffee, I watched him interact with Cary and I was genuinely thrilled to see the intimate smiles and covert touches they gave one another.
Iâd had easy relationships like that and hadnât appreciated them at the time. They had been comfortable and uncomplicated, but theyâd been superficial in a fundamental way, too.
How deep could a love affair get if you didnât know the darkest recesses of your loverâs soul? That was the dilemma Iâd faced with Lauren.
Day 2 After Lauren had begun. I found myself wanting to go to her and apologize for leaving her yet again. I wanted to tell her I was there for her, ready to listen or simply offer silent comfort. But I was too emotionally invested. I got wounded too easily. I was too afraid of rejection. And knowing she wouldnât let me get too close only intensified that fear. Even if we did figure things out, Iâd only tear myself apart trying to live with just the bits and pieces she decided to share with me.
At least my job was going well. The celebratory lunch the executives gave in honor of the agency landing the Kingsman account made me genuinely happy. I felt blessed to work in such a positive environment. But when I heard that Lauren had been invitedâalthough no one expected her to show upâI returned quietly to my desk and focused on work the rest of the afternoon.
I hit the gym on the way home; then picked up some items to make fettuccini alfredo for dinner with crème brulĂŠe for dessertâcomfort food guaranteed to put me in a carbohydrate coma. I expected sleep to offer me a break from the endless what-ifs my brain was recycling, hopefully long into Saturday morning.
Cary and I ate in the living room with chopsticks, his idea to cheer me up. He said dinner was great, but I couldnât tell. I snapped out of it when he fell silent, too, and I realized I was being a less than stellar friend.
âWhen are the Grey Islesâ campaign ads going up?â I asked.
âIâm not sure, but get thisâŚâ He grinned. âYou know how it is with male modelsâweâre tossed around like condoms at an orgy. Itâs tough to stand out from the crowd, unless youâre dating someone famous. Which Iâm suddenly reported to be doing since those photos of you and me were plastered everywhere. Iâm the side piece of action in your relationship with Lauren Jauregui. Youâve done wonders for making me a hot commodity.â
I laughed. âYou didnât need my help for that.â
âWell, it certainly didnât hurt. Anyway, they called me back for a couple more shoots. I think they might just use me for more than five minutes.â
âWeâll have to celebrate,â I teased.
âAbsolutely. When youâre up for it.â
We ended up hanging out and watching the original Tron. His smartphone rang twenty minutes into the movie and I heard him speaking to his agency. âSure. Iâll be there in fifteen, tops. Iâll call you when I get there.â
âGot a job?â I asked after heâd hung up.
âYeah. A model showed up for a night shoot so trashed heâs worthless.â He studied me. âYou wanna come?â
I stretched my legs out on the couch. âNope. Iâm good right here.â
âYou sure youâre okay?â
âAll I need is mindless entertainment. Just the thought of getting dressed again exhausts me.â Iâd be happy wearing my flannel pajama bottoms and holey old tank top all weekend. As much as I hurt inside, total comfort outside seemed like a necessity. âDonât worry about me. I know Iâve been a mess lately, but Iâll get it together. Go on and enjoy yourself.â
After Cary rushed out, I paused the movie and went to the kitchen for some wine. I stopped by the breakfast bar, my fingertips gliding over the roses Lauren had sent me the previous weekend. Petals fell to the countertop like tears. I thought about cutting the stems and using the flower food packet that came with the bouquet, but it was pointless hanging on to them. Iâd throw the arrangement away tomorrow, the last reminder of my equally doomed relationship.
Iâd gotten farther with Lauren in one week than I had with other relationships that lasted two years. I would always love her for that. Maybe Iâd always love her, period.
And one day, that might not hurt so badly.
âRise and shine, sleepyhead,â Cary singsonged as he yanked the comforter off of me.
âUgh. Go away.â
âYouâve got five minutes to get your ass up and in the shower, or the showerâs coming to you.â
Opening one eye, I peeked at him. He was shirtless and wearing baggy pants that barely clung to his hips. As far as wake-up calls went, he was prime. âWhy do I have to get up?â
âBecause when youâre flat on your back youâre not on your feet.â
âWow. That was deep, Cary Taylor.â
He crossed his arms and shot me an arch look. âWe need to go shopping.â
I buried my face in the pillow. âNo.â
âYes. I seem to remember you saying this was a âSunday garden partyâ and ârock star gatheringâ in the same sentence. What the hell do I wear to something like that?â
âAh, well. Good point.â
âWhat are you wearing?â
âIâŚI donât know. I was leaning toward the âEnglish tea with hatâ look, but now Iâm not so sure.â
He gave a brisk nod. âRight. Letâs hit the shops and find something sexy, classy, and cool.â
Growling a token protest, I rolled out of bed and padded over to the bathroom. It was impossible to shower without thinking of Lauren, without picturing her perfect body and remembering the desperate sounds she made when she came in my mouth. Everywhere I looked, Lauren was there. Iâd even started hallucinating black Bentley SUVs all around town. I thought I spotted one damn near everywhere I went.
Cary and I had lunch; then we bounced all over the city, hitting the best of the Upper East Side thrift stores and Madison Avenue boutiques before taking a taxi downtown to SoHo. Along the way, Cary had two teenage girls ask for his autograph, which tickled me more than him, I think.
âTold you,â he crowed.
âTold me what?â
âThey recognized me from an entertainment news blog. One of the posts about you and Jauregui.â
I snorted. âGlad my love life is working out for someone.â
He was due at another job around three and I went with him, spending a few hours in the studio of a loud and brash photographer. Remembering it was Saturday, I slipped into a far corner and made my weekly call to my dad.
âYou still happy in New York?â he asked me above the background noise of dispatch talking over the radio in his cruiser.
âSo far so good.â A lie, but the truth helped no one.
His partner said something I didnât catch. My dad snorted and said, âHey, Chris insists he saw you on television the other day. Some cable channel, celebrity gossip thing. The guys wonât leave me alone about it.â
I sighed. âTell them watching those shows is bad for their brain cells.â
âSo youâre not dating one of the richest people in America?â
âNo. What about your love life?â I asked, quickly diverting. âAre you seeing anyone?â
âNothing serious. Hang on.â He responded to a call on the radio, then said, âSorry, sweetheart. I have to run. I love you. Miss you like crazy.â
âI miss you, too, Daddy. Be careful.â
âAlways. Bye.â
I killed the call and went back to my former spot to wait for Cary to wrap things up. In the lull, my mind tormented me. Where was Lauren now? What was she doing?
Would Monday bring me an inbox full of photos of her with another woman?
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Sunday afternoon I borrowed Clancy and one of Stantonâs town cars for the drive out to the Vidal estate in Dutchess County. Leaning back in the seat, I looked out the window, absently admiring the serene vista of rolling meadows and green woodlands that stretched to the distant horizon. I realized I was working on Day 4 After Lauren. The pain Iâd felt the first few days had turned into a dull throbbing that felt almost like the flu. Every part of my body ached, as if I was going through some sort of physical withdrawal and my throat burned with unshed tears.
âAre you nervous?â Cary asked me.
I glanced at him. âNot really. Lauren wonât be there.â
âYouâre sure about that?â
âI wouldnât be going if I thought otherwise. I do have some pride you know.â I watched him drum his fingers on the armrest between our two seats. For all the shopping weâd done yesterday, heâd made only one purchase: a black leather tie. Iâd teased him mercilessly about it, he of the perfect fashion sense going with something like that.
He caught me looking at it. âWhat? You still donât like my tie? I think it works well with the emo jeans and my lounge lizard jacket.â
âCaryââmy lips quirkedââyou can wear anything.â
It was true. Cary could pull any look off, a benefit of having a sculpted rangy body and a face that could make angels weep.
I set my hand over his restless fingers. âAre you nervous?â
âTrey didnât call last night,â he muttered. âHe said he would.â
I gave his hand a reassuring squeeze. âItâs just one missed call, Cary. Iâm sure it doesnât mean anything serious.â
âHe couldâve called this morning,â he argued. âTreyâs not flakey like the others Iâve dated. He wouldnât have forgotten to call, which means he just doesnât want to.â
âThe rat bastard. Iâll be sure to take lots of pictures of you having a great time looking sexy, classy, and cool to torment him with on Monday.â
His mouth twitched. âAh, the deviousness of the female mind. Itâs a shame Jauregui wonât see you today. I think I got a semi when you came out of your room in that dress.â
âEww!â I smacked his shoulder and mock-glared when he laughed.
The dress had seemed perfect to both of us when weâd found it. It was cut in a classic garden party styleâfitted bodice with a knee-length skirt that flared out from the waist. It was even white with flowers. But thatâs where the tea-and-crumpets style ended.
The edginess came from the strapless form, the alternating layers of black and crimson satin underskirts that gave it volume, and the black leather flowers that looked like wicked pinwheels. Cary had picked the red Jimmy Choo peep-toe pumps out of my closet and the ruby drop earrings to give it all the finishing touch. Weâd decided to leave my hair loose around my shoulders, in case we arrived and learned that hats were required. All in all, I felt pretty and confident.
Clancy drove us through an imposing set of monogrammed gates and turned into a circular driveway, following the direction of a valet. Cary and I got out by the entrance, and he took my arm as my heels sank into blue-gray gravel on the walk to the house.
Upon entering the Vidalâs sprawling Tudor-style mansion, we were warmly greeted by laurenâs family in a receiving lineâher mother, stepfather, Christopher, and their sister.
I took in the sight, thinking the Vidal family could only look more perfect if Lauren was lined up with them. Her mother and sister had her coloring, both women boasting the same glossy obsidian hair and thickly-lashed green eyes. They were both beautiful in a finely wrought way.
âCamila!â Laurenâs mother drew me toward her, then air-kissed both of my cheeks. âIâm so pleased to finally meet you. What a gorgeous girl you are! And your dress. I love it.â
âThank you.â
Her hands brushed over my hair, cupped my face, and then slid down my arms. It was hard for me to bear it, because touching was sometimes an anxiety trigger for me when the person was a stranger. âYour hair, is it naturally brunette?â
âYes,â I replied, startled and confused by the question. Who asked a question like that of a stranger?
âHow fascinating. Well, welcome. I hope you have a wonderful time. Weâre so glad you could make it.â
Feeling strangely unsettled, I was grateful when her attention moved to Cary and zeroed in.
âAnd you must be Cary,â she crooned. âHere Iâd been certain my three children were the most attractive in the world. I see I was wrong about that. You are simply divine, young man.â
Cary flashed his megawatt smile. âAh, I think Iâm in love, Mrs. Vidal.â
she laughed with throaty delight. âPlease. Call me Elizabeth. Or Lizzie, if youâre brave enough.â
Looking away, I found my hand clasped by Christopher Vidal Senior. In many ways, he reminded me of his son, with his slate green eyes and boyish smile. In others, he was a pleasant surprise. Dressed in khakis, loafers, and a cashmere cardigan, he looked more like a college professor than a music company executive.
âCamila. May I call you Camila?â
âPlease do.â
âCall me Chris. It makes it a little easier to distinguish between me and Christopher.â His head tilted to the side as he contemplated me through quirky brass spectacles. âI can see why Lauren is so taken with you. Your eyes are a deep chocolate brown, yet theyâre so clear and direct. Quite the most beautiful eyes I think Iâve ever seen, aside from my wifeâs.â
I flushed. âThank you.â
âIs Lauren coming?â
âNot that Iâm aware of.â Why didnât her parents know the answer to that question?
âWe always hope.â He gestured at a waiting servant. âPlease head back to the gardens and make yourself at home.â
Christopher greeted me with a hug and a kiss on the cheek, while laurenâs sister Ireland sized me up in a sulky way that only a teenager could pull off. âYouâre a brunette,â she said.
Jeez. Was laurenâs preference for light-haired women a damn law or something? âAnd youâre a very lovely brunette.â
Cary offered me his arm and I accepted it gratefully.
As we walked away, he asked me quietly, âWere they what you expected?â
âHer mom, maybe. Her stepdad, no.â I looked back over my shoulder, taking in the elegant floor-length cream sheath dress that clung to Elizabeth Vidalâs svelte figure. I thought of what little I knew about Laurenâs family. âHow does a girl grow up to be a businesswoman who takes over her stepfatherâs family business?â
âJauregui owns shares in Vidal Records?â
âControlling interest.â
âHmm. Maybe it was a bailout?â he offered. âA helping hand during a trying time for the music industry?â
âWhy not just give him the money?â I wondered.
âBecause sheâs a shrewd businesswoman?â
With a sharp exhalation, I waved the question away and cleared my mind. I was attending the party for Cary, not Lauren, and I was going to keep that first and foremost in my thoughts.
Once weâd moved outside, we found a large, elaborately decorated marquee erected in the rear garden. Although the day was beautiful enough to stay out in the sun, I found a seat at a circular table covered in white damask instead.
Cary patted my shoulder. âYou relax. Iâll network.â
âGo get âem.â
He moved away, intent on his agenda.
I sipped champagne and chatted with everyone who stopped by to strike up a conversation. There were a lot of recording artists at the party whose work I listened to, and I watched them covertly, a bit starstruck. For all the elegance of the surroundings and the endless number of servants, the overall vibe was casual and relaxed.
I was starting to enjoy myself when someone Iâd hoped never to see again stepped out of the house onto the terrace: Magdalene Perez, looking phenomenal in a rose-hued chiffon gown that floated around her knees.
A hand settled on my shoulder and squeezed, setting my heart racing because it reminded me of the night Cary and I had gone to laurenâs club. But the figure that rounded me this time was Christopher.
âHey, Camila.â He took the chair next to mine and set his elbows on his knees, leaning toward me. âAre you having fun? Youâre not mingling much.â
âIâm having a great time.â At least I had been. âThank you for inviting me.â
âThank you for coming. My parents are stoked youâre here. Me, too, of course.â His grin made me smile, as did his tie, which had cartoon vinyl records all over it. âAre you hungry? The crab cakes are great. Grab one when the tray comes by.â
âIâll do that.â
âLet me know if you need anything. And save a dance for me.â He winked, and then hopped up and away.
Ireland took his seat, arranging herself with the practiced grace of a finishing school graduate. Her hair fell in a single length to her waist and her beautiful eyes were direct in a way I could appreciate. she looked worldlier than her seventeen years. âHi.â
âHello.â
âWhereâs Lauren?â
I shrugged at the blunt question. âIâm not sure.â
she nodded sagely. âsheâs good at being a loner.â
âHas she always been that way?â
âI guess. she moved out when I was little. Do you love her?â
My breath caught for a second. I released it in a rush and said simply, âYes.â
âI thought so when I saw that video of you two in Bryant Park.â she bit her lush lower lip. âIs she fun? You knowâŚto hang around with?â
âOh. WellâŚâ God. Did anyone know Lauren? âI wouldnât say sheâs fun, but sheâs never boring.â
The live band began playing âIâve Got You Under My Skinâ and Cary appeared beside me as if by magic. âTime to make me look good, Ginger.â
âIâll try my best, Fred.â I smiled at Ireland. âExcuse me a minute.â
âThree minutes, forty seconds,â she corrected, displaying some of her familyâs expertise in music.
Cary led me onto the empty dance floor and pulled me into a swift foxtrot. It took me a minute to get into it, because Iâd been stiff and tight with misery for days. Then the synergy of longtime partners kicked in and we glided across the floor with sweeping steps.
When the singerâs voice faded with the music, we stopped, breathless. We were pleasantly surprised by applause. Cary gave an elegant bow and I held on to his hand for stability as I dipped into a curtsy.
When I lifted my head and straightened, I found Lauren standing in front of me. Startled, I stumbled back a step. she was seriously underdressed in jeans and an untucked white dress shirt that was open at the collar and rolled up at the sleeves, but she was so damn fine she still put every other woman in attendance to shame.
The tremendous yearning I felt at the sight of her overwhelmed me. Distantly I was aware of the bandâs singer pulling Cary away, but I couldnât tear my gaze away from Lauren, whose wildly green eyes burned into mine.
âWhat are you doing here?â she snapped, scowling.
I recoiled from her harshness. âExcuse me?â
âYou shouldnât be here.â she grabbed me by the elbow and started hauling me toward the house. âI donât want you here.â
If sheâd spit in my face, it couldnât have devastated me more. I yanked my arm free of her and walked briskly toward the house with my head held high, praying I could make it to the privacy of the town car and Clancyâs protective watch before the tears started falling.
Behind me, I heard a come-hither female voice call out laurenâs name and I sent up a prayer that the woman would stall her long enough for me to get out without further confrontation.
I thought I just might make it when I passed into the cool interior of the house.
âCamila, wait.â
My shoulders hunched at the sound of Laurenâs voice and I refused to look at her. âGet lost. I can show myself out.â
âIâm not doneââ
âI am!â I pivoted to face her. âYou donât get to talk to me that way. Who do you think you are? You think I came here for you? That I was hoping Iâd see you and youâd throw me a goddamn scrap or boneâŚsome pathetic acknowledgment of my existence? Maybe Iâd be able to harass you into a quick, dirty fuck in a corner somewhere in a pitiful effort to win you back?â
âShut up, Camila.â Her gaze was scorching hot, her jaw tight and hard. âListen to meââ
âIâm only here because I was told you wouldnât be. Iâm here for Cary and his career. So you can go back to the party and forget about me all over again. I assure you, when I walk out the door, Iâll be doing the same to you.â
âShut your damned mouth.â she caught me by the elbows and shook me so hard my teeth snapped together. âJust shut up and let me talk.â
I slapped her hard enough to turn her head. âDonât touch me.â
With a growl, Lauren hauled me into her and kissed me hard, bruising my lips. Her hand was in my hair, fisting it roughly, holding me in place so I couldnât turn away. I bit the tongue she thrust aggressively into my mouth, then her lower lip, tasting blood, but she didnât stop. I shoved at her shoulders with everything I had, but I couldnât budge her.
Goddamn Stanton! If not for him and my crazy-assed mother, Iâd have had a few Krav Maga classes under my belt by nowâŚ
Lauren kissed me as if she was starved for the taste of me and my resistance began to melt. she smelled so good, so familiar. Her body felt so perfectly right against mine. My nipples betrayed me, hardening into tight points, and a slow, hot trickle of arousal gathered in my core. My heart thundered in my chest.
God, I wanted her. The craving hadnât gone away, not even for a minute.
she picked me up. Imprisoned by her tight grip, it was hard to breathe and my head began to spin. When she carried me through a door and kicked it shut behind her, I couldnât do more than make a feeble sound of protest.
I found myself pressed against a heavy glass door on the other side of a library, laurenâs hard and powerful body subduing my own. Her arm at my waist slid lower, her hand delving beneath my skirts and finding the curves of my butt exposed by my lacy boy shorts underwear. she wrenched my hips hard to her, making me feel how hard she was, how aroused. My sex trembled with want, achingly empty.
All the fight left me. My arms fell to my sides, my palms pressing flat to the glass. I felt the brittle tension drain from her body as I softened in surrender, the pressure of her mouth easing and her kiss turning into a passionate coaxing.
âCamila,â she breathed gruffly. âDonât fight me. I canât take it.â
My eyes closed. âLet me go, Lauren.â
she nuzzled her cheek against mine, her breath gusting hard and fast over my ear. âI canât. I know youâre disgusted by what you saw the other nightâŚwhat I was doing to myselfââ
âLauren, no!â God. Did she think I left hee because of that? âThatâs not whyââ
âIâm losing my mind without you.â Her lips were gliding down my neck, her tongue stroking over my racing pulse. she sucked on my skin and pleasure radiated through me. âI canât think. I canât work or sleep. My body aches for you. I can make you want me again. Let me try.â
Tears slipped free and ran down my face. They splashed on the upper swell of my breasts and she licked at them, lapping them away.
How would I ever recover if she made love to me again? How would I survive if she didnât?
âI never stopped wanting you,â I whispered. âI canât stop. But you hurt me, Lauren. You have the power to hurt me like no one else can.â
Her gaze was stark and confused on my face. âI hurt you? How?â
âYou lied to me. You shut me out.â I cupped her face, needing hero to understand this one thing without question. âYour past doesnât have the power to push me away. Only you can do that, and you did.â
âI didnât know what to do,â she rasped. âI never wanted you to see me like thatâŚâ
âThatâs the problem, Lauren. I want to know who you are, the good and the bad, and you want to keep parts of yourself hidden from me. If you donât open up, weâre going to lose each other down the road and I wonât be able to take it. Iâm barely surviving it now. Iâve crawled through the last four days of my life. Another week, a monthâŚItâll break me to give you up.â
âI can let you in, Camila. Iâm trying. But your first response when I screw up is to run away. You do it every time and I canât stand feeling like any moment Iâm going to do or say something wrong and youâre going to bolt.â
Her mouth was tender again as she brushed her lips back and forth over mine. I didnât argue with her. How could I, when she was right?
âI hoped youâd come back on your own,â she murmured, âbut I canât stay away anymore. Iâll carry you out of here if I have to. Whatever it takes to get you back in the same room with me, talking this out.â
My heart stuttered. âYou were hoping Iâd come back? I thoughtâŚYou gave me back my keys. I thought we were over.â
she pulled back, her face set in fierce lines. âWeâll never be over, Camila.â
I looked at her, my heart aching like an open wound at how beautiful she was, how broken and in pain she wasâpain Iâd caused to some degree.
On tiptoes, I kissed the reddened handprint Iâd left on her cheek, clutching her thick silky hair in my hands.
Lauren bent her knees to align our bodies, her breathing harsh and erratic. âIâll do whatever you want, whatever you need. Anything. Just take me back.â
Maybe I should have been scared by the depth of her need, but I felt the same passionate insanity for her.
Running my hands down her chest in an effort to soothe her trembling, I gave her the hard truth. âWe canât seem to stop making each other miserable. I canât keep doing this to you and I canât keep going through these crazy highs and lows. We need help, Lauren. Weâre seriously dysfunctional.â
âI saw Dr. Petersen on Friday. Heâs going to take me on as a patient, andâif you agreeâheâll take us both on as a couple. I figured if you can trust him, I can try.â
âDr. Petersen?â I remembered the brief jolt Iâd felt at seeing a black Bentley SUV when Clancy pulled away from the doctorâs office. At the time, Iâd told myself it was wishful thinking. After all, there were countless black SUVs in New York. âYou had me followed.â
Her chest expanded on a deep breath. she didnât deny it.
I bit back my anger. I could only imagine how terrible it must be for her to be so dependent on somethingâsomeoneâshe couldnât control. What mattered most at that moment were her willingness to try and the fact that it wasnât just talk. sheâd actually taken steps. âItâs going to be a lot of work, Lauren,â I warned her.
âIâm not afraid of work.â she was touching me restlessly, her hands sliding over my thighs and buttocks as if caressing my bare skin was as necessary to her as breathing. âIâm only afraid of losing you.â
I pressed my cheek to her. We completed each other. Even now, as her hands roamed possessively over me, I felt a thawing in my soul, the desperate relief of being heldâfinallyâby the woman who understood and satisfied my deepest, most intimate desires.
âI need you.â Her mouth was sliding over my cheek and down my throat. âI need to be inside youâŚâ
âNo. My God. Not here.â But my protest sounded weak even to my own ears. I wanted her anywhere, anytime, any wayâŚ
âIt has to be here,â she muttered, dropping to her knees. âIt has to be now.â
she chafed my skin ripping the lace of my panties away; then she shoved my skirts to my waist and licked my cleft, her tongue parting my folds to stroke over my throbbing clit.
I gasped and tried to recoil, but there was nowhere to go. Not with the door at my back and a grimly determined Lauren in front, one hand keeping me pinned while the other lifted my left leg over her shoulder, opening me to her ardent mouth.
My head thudded against the glass, heat pulsing through my blood from the point where her tongue was driving me mad. My leg flexed against her back, urging her closer, my hands cupping her head to hold her still as I rocked into her. Feeling the rough satin strands of her hair against my sensitive inner thighs was its own provocation, heightening my awareness of everything around meâŚ
We were in Laurenâs parentsâ house, in the midst of a party attended by dozens of famous people, and she was on her knees, growling her hunger as she licked and sucked my slick, aching cleft. she knew just how to get to me, knew what I liked and needed. she had an understanding of my nature that went above and beyond her incredible oral skills. The combination was devastating and addicting.
My body shook, my eyelids heavy from the illicit pleasure. âLaurenâŚYou make me come so hard.â
Her tongue rubbed over and over the clenching entrance to my body, teasing me, making me grind shamelessly into her working mouth. Her hands cupped my bare butt, kneading, urging me onto her tongue as she thrust it inside me. There was reverence in the greedy way she enjoyed me, the unmistakable sense that she worshipped my body, that pleasuring it and taking pleasure from it was as vital to her as the blood in her veins.
âYes,â I hissed, feeling the orgasm building. I was buzzed by champagne and the heated scent of Laurenâs skin mixed with my own arousal. My breasts strained within the increasingly too-tight confines of my strapless bra, my body trembling on the edge of a desperately needed orgasm. âIâm so close.â
A movement on the far side of the room caught my eye and I froze, my gaze locking with Magdaleneâs. she stood just inside the door, halted midstride, staring wide-eyed and open-mouthed at the back of Laurenâs moving head.
But she was either oblivious or too impassioned to care. Her lips circled my clit and her cheeks hallowed. Sucking rhythmically, she massaged the hypersensitive knot with the tip of her tongue.
Everything tightened viciously, then released in a fiery burst of pleasure.
The orgasm poured through me in a scorching wave. I cried out, pumping my hips mindlessly into her mouth, lost to the primal connection between us. Lauren held me up as my knees weakened, tonguing my quivering flesh until the last tremor faded.
When I opened my eyes again, our audience of one had fled.
Standing in a rush Lauren picked me up and carried me to the couch. she dropped me lengthwise on the cushion; then hauled my hips up to rest on the armrest, arching my spine.
I eyed her up the length of my torso. Why not just fold me over and fuck me from behind?
Then she ripped open her button-fly and pulled her big, beautiful penis out, and I didnât care how she took me just so long as she did. I whimpered as she shoved into me, my body struggling to accommodate the wonderful fullness I craved. Yanking my hips to meet her powerful thrusts, Lauren battered my tender sex with that brutally thick column of rigid flesh, her gaze dark and possessive, her breath leaving her in primitive grunts every time she hit the end of me.
A trembling moan left me, the friction of her drives stirring my never-sated need to be fucked senseless by her. Only her.
A handful of strokes and her head fell back as she gasped my name, her hips rolling to stir me into a frenzy. âSqueeze me, Camila. Squeeze my dick.â
When I complied, the ragged sound she made was so erotic my sex trembled in appreciation. âYeah, angelâŚjust like that.â
I tightened around her and she cursed. Her gaze found mine, the stunning green hazed with sexual euphoria. A convulsive shudder wracked her powerful frame, followed by an agonized sound of ecstasy. Her cock jerked inside me, once, twice, and then she was coming long and hard, spurting hotly into the clutching depths of my body.
I didnât have time to climax again, but it didnât matter. I watched her with awe and pure female triumph. I could do this to her.
In the moments of orgasm, I owned her as completely as she owned me.
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Today was a nice day off. I am excited to get some sleep though. I tried to take a nap earlier but I couldnt turn my brain off. But thats alright. It was still a good day.Â
I slept alright last night once I was able to actually get to sleep. My chest was hurting me and I was up having cereal at like 1am and then using a heating pad. Which helped. Sleep was still hard. But it was an alright night.Â
I woke up to James's smiling face. They were working in the other room but came to say goodmorning to me. I laid in bed for a while though. No rush to get up.Â
I did get up and dressed though. Felt very cute. I like this dress a lot but I had a lot of trouble with keeping the straps up and that drove me a little crazy. But whatever. After I was dressed James told me that they made danishes. But for whatever reason the idea of eating a pastry make me feel sick.Â
So I just had a soda. And went through my clothes storage to pull out some spring clothes. Tshirts and things. I also just put a few things away that I didnt think I would need in the next week. I am really excited to go to puhtok this week. And Im extra excited to wear some of my non-black clothes. I love wearing black but man. Being forced to wear black bottoms every day for work has really been a bummer. So I chose some outfits for camp and for my 5 days off of work after that. Im looking forward to some different clothes.Â
After I hung up my clothes and outfits I decided I would go out for a drive.Â
I went for a long drive out to Columbia to go to the second avenue. Mostly just walked around. I did get a great soup pot, and a skirt and a new pair of work shoes. I think its funny because at puhtok the rule is you cannt have open back sandals but at my y site the toes have to be closed but the back can be open. So I got some woven things. Just to be a little more comfy as the weather gets warmer.Â
James asked me to go to REI to get some bike tubes. I had a really nice time looking around there as well. And I found the bike tubes all by myself and was pretty proud of myself. We even got them for half price.Â
I would jump around to a few more stores. Just looking and enjoying being out. I got tacos for lunch. Ate in my car. But then when I started heading home I got a little turned around. I tried to go somewhere else to just check for squishmallows while I was out but I missed some turns and got very annoyed. And I didnt even find any squish! Ugh.Â
I ended up near Wildwood, where I taught with access art. It was interesting seeing the neighborhood. Seeing what stores have survived over the last year. What was closed. They still havent fixed where the fire burnt down part of the shopping center. Wild to see.Â
I got home around 230. And after I put some things away I went to lay in the studio. I meant to sleep. But I couldnt turn off my brain. So I just watched videos and cuddled with sweetP.Â
It was a beautiful day though. The sun would go behind some clouds later in the afternoon but that was okay. And so one James was done work they took me to the park.Â
I enjoyed roller skating around the tennis court. I can go very fast and Im getting better at stopping without having to go backwards. I did fall once but I had knee pads on so I was okay. It was a lot of fun.Â
James had gone for a walk while I skated, and would eventually come back to watch me. Once I was done we were heading out and James got to see a hawk land on a fence and ran over to see it closer. So that was cute watching them run up the hill to see the bird.Â
We decided to order pizza. We stopped at the wine store first. I liked looking around at the labels. I got a little pie. James got some beers for trivia tomorrow. We went and got our dinner. And then off home.Â
Dinner was great. Very good pizza. I texted with my mom. Excited to learn she got her first vaccine. Hopefully dad gets his soon too.Â
And since dinner weve just been hanging out. I am very tired right now.. So Im going to wash up and get ready to sleep. Tomorrow I hope to just clean the apartment and have a chill and sleepy day. Its supposed to storm all day. So well see what happens.Â
Goodnight everyone. Take care of yourselves.Â
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Ocean Avenue (Bucky Barnes)
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x OC
Summary: When Darcie Baker - the daughter of a police officer - breaks her misfit friendâs heart at 16 she regrets it everyday even after she graduates though she knows she canât go back and change what happened. Everything changes when over 10 years later she meets the gorgeous mechanic.
Warnings: fluff, fluff and more fluff!
Words: 1809
A.N: So, this is the last part! Iâd just like to thank everyone whoâs supported me all the way through this fic (especially @theonelittleoneâ), Iâm thinking of doing a sequel so I need to change minor characters in the earlier chapters! Hope you guys enjoy and please let me know what you think! I love you all very much! Merry Christmas! xxx
Part Seventeen
Bucky glanced up as his fiancĂŠe smiled at him from across the kitchen table, they had been engaged for a little while now but Bucky still couldnât get used to the word. He was actually marrying the love of his life and what was more, they had just moved into Darcieâs dream house. The one with the blue shutters and the large backyard, they had moved in with a lot of help from their family and friends.
Bucky smiled back at Darcie as he took a tiny morsel of scrambled egg onto his fork, chewing it slowly. He saw Darcie roll her eyes with a smile and he knew that in that moment Darcie wasnât fooled, she knew what he was trying to do. He was just worried about her, even though he knew that sheâd probably be fine.
âBucky,â she giggled and he looked up at her, raising an eyebrow, âyou donât have to be here baby, go to work,â she smiled, taking his hand from across the table, âbut I appreciate it so much.â
âI know, I just. I donât want to leave you when youâre heavily pregnant,â he raised her hand to his mouth to kiss her fingers, âwhat if something happens and Iâm not there?â he tried not to let Darcie see how worried he was, considering it was Darcie who actually had to give birth to their baby.
âBaby, Iâm not due for another month and itâs highly unlikely that Iâll go into labour a month early. Sure it happens but not very often. Besides Peggy is just a phone call away if this nugget causes me any issues,â she beamed, rubbing her hands over her stomach.
Her words did little to ease Buckyâs anxieties but he knew that it was foolish for him to argue, Darcie was very set in her ways. Bucky sighed and nodded, leaning over the table to kiss her.
âAre you sure?â he asked, just to make perfectly sure, Darcie pulled a face at him before she kissed his nose.
âIâm sure, if you ask me twice Iâm going to kick your ass,â she giggled, âI can do that, even in my state.â
âOh yeah baby, I have no doubts about that,â Bucky chuckled and stroked his fingers through Darcieâs long hair, âif you need anything, anything at all, just call me okay? And Iâll come straight home,â these last monthâs heâd been so paranoid over Darcie and the baby but he knew that itâd be all okay in the end.
âI will Buck, I promise,â she kissed him sweetly before she pushed gently at his chest,â go baby, Iâll see you later.â
Reluctantly, Bucky nodded and headed out the door, if he turned round and kissed her one last time heâd never leave and he didnât want to leave Steve on his own. Bucky arrived at the garage about fifteen minutes later with two large coffees â Steve had taken to adding caramel to his coffee â and breakfast. Buckyâs appetite could hardly be sated in the early morning so some days he had two breakfasts.
âMorning Steve, sorry Iâm late,â Bucky smiled, putting the coffees down and he threw a bacon sandwich to Steve from across the room.
Steve unwrapped the sandwich, looking at it in pure delight before he took a huge bite out of it, âoh my god! That is so good,â he mumbled through a mouthful of food, âNah man, youâre forgiven.â
Bucky chuckled before opening his own sandwich and taking a bite out of it â Steve was right, it was good â before he got his toolbox from the office, âso, whatâs on the agenda for today then?â
Steve pulled a face before replying, âMrs Henderson is coming in for her daughterâs car today,â he rolled his eyes as Bucky chuckled and nodded.
âThatâs fine, Iâve nearly finished with it, just a couple more hours of tinkering and itâll be all sorted,â Steve nodded, taking a sip of his coffee.
âWhen she called she was saying that sheâd be in for late afternoon, Iâm hiding in the back when she comes in later on,â Steve shuddered and Bucky smirked at his best friend. Mrs Henderson was a customer who was forever trying to set Steve up with her oldest daughter â despite the fact that Steve had told her on more than one occasion that he had a girlfriend.
âIâll make sure that she doesnât get to you man,â Bucky teased, slapping Steve on the shoulder before getting to work.
A few hours passed without incident apart from Mrs Henderson staying untrue to her word as she came in about midday. As soon as she walked through the door Steve almost squealed and ran to hide in the back. As Mrs Henderson was paying for the reparations on her daughterâs car Bucky explained that Steve wasnât very well. He had to hold in his laughter to the point that he thought his ribs would crack from the pressure.
Another couple of hours passed before Buckyâs phone started ringing, he grumbled as he pulled himself from underneath the hood of the car he was working on and wandered over to his phone which had been ringing for a pretty long time. He frowned when he saw that it was Peggy calling him.
âHello? Peggy?â he asked, worry bubbling in his gut, âis everything okay?â
âBucky! Oh my god! What took you so long?! Darcie has gone into labour early! Please Bucky, she needs you here!â
âOh god, okay! Iâll be right there!â he felt thoroughly panicked now as he hung up and looked over at Steve, his face stark white, âDarcieâs gone into labour, our baby is coming! Can you please hold down the fort for me?â
âYeah of course! Call me if you need anything man, good luck!â Steve shouted at Bucky as he ran out of the garage,
âYeah, I will do man! Thanks a lot,â Bucky called back and near enough flung himself into his car and sped off in the direction of the hospital.
Bucky wanted to drive like an absolute madman but he supposed that getting pulled over and given a ticket wouldnât help his girlfriend who was currently giving birth to their first child. Peggy met him in the foyer of the hospital and she waved him over frantically.
âCâmon Bucky! Hurry up!â Peggy really was bossy, he really didnât envy Steve.
âHowâs Darcie?â Bucky demanded in a shaky voice and Peggy chewed on her lip as they hurried down the hospital corridor.
âSheâs fine, sheâs doing great. Carol is with her now,â Bucky nodded and pretty much ran to his girlâs side as they walked into the birthing room and he took her hand in his and she squeezed tightly.
âBucky!â she gasped out in pain.
âSsh, baby, Iâm here now. Iâm sorry that I took so long,â he kissed her fingers, trying to smile.
âIâm scared.â
Bucky bit his bottom lip and stroked her hair, âso am I but weâll get through it together, like we do with everything.â
Hours later both the baby and Darcie were all well, Darcie did so well. Bucky just couldnât imagine how difficult it must have been for her. They had had a gorgeous baby boy with tufts of thick black hair and grey eyes. Darcie grinned at Bucky who was cradling their son in his arms; Bucky hadnât been this in love with anything since heâd met Darcie.
âWhat should we call him?â
Bucky smiled at his girl before kissing her forehead, âwe did always say that if we had a boy weâd name him after your grandfather Arthur.â
âArthur sounds perfect.â
2 years later
Darcie smiled nervously as she took her dadâs arm and the bridesmaids walked ahead of them down the aisle â Arthur had gone into the church with his dad. Darcie felt like a princess in her wedding dress, she hadnât felt this good about herself since before she had Arthur.
âYou look so beautiful,â Darcieâs dad smiled, tears glistening in his eyes. Darcie was so thankful that her dad was here for her wedding day and it seemed that he was even getting better.
âThanks dad. You look very handsome,â Darcie beamed, kissing her dadâs stubbly cheek.
âReady to become Mrs Barnes sweetheart?â Andrew asked and she was surprised to hear that there didnât seem to be too much bitterness in his voice.
âIâve been ready for a long time dad,â with those words both father and daughter smiled at each other before they walked through the doorway of the church.
Darcie always thought that sheâd be aware of everybody watching her at her wedding but that couldnât be further from the reality that she was now experiencing. The only person that she had eyes for was Bucky, he was so handsome that it made Darcieâs mouth dry and she knew that this was the best day of her life. Darcie felt her own eyes well up with joyful tears as Bucky rubbed the tears away from his. When Andrew presented Darcie to Bucky he kissed Darcieâs forehead and shook Buckyâs hand.
They both got through their vows â somehow without crying or stuttering all the way through them. They exchanged their rings as they said their vows and then it was finally time for their kiss. As Buckyâs warm hands cupped her cheeks and he softly kissed her Darcie was practically glowing with happiness. She was finally Buckyâs wife! After so many years of loving him they were finally joined for life.
One of Darcieâs favourite parts of her wedding day was all of the speeches; Steve told so many embarrassing stories about Bucky which made the guests cry tears of mirth. On the other hand, Buckyâs was so lovely and romantic that it made everyone cry tears of joy, especially when he kissed her so passionately that the entire room started spinning.
Everybody in attendance at the wedding were presently surprised by Darcieâs dadâs speech. As Andrew stood he beamed at his daughter and her husband before he lapsed into his speech.
âHi everybody, thank you so much for coming. If you donât me, Iâm Andrew, Darcieâs dad,â he chuckled, âI just need to begin by thanking Bucky, you make my daughter the happiest woman in the world and thatâs all Iâve ever wanted. For someone to love her so unconditionally the way that you do. Bucky, you and I didnât get on very well to start off with and Iâm sorry for that. You helped bring my grandson, the light of my life into this world and Iâll be forever grateful.
Thereâs no other man who Iâd rather see marry my daughter, I wish you both all the best, you guys are perfect for one another and deserve so much happiness. Welcome to the family son.
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its funny, âFlyâ by Dixie Chicks is an album my mother and i used to sing in the car together, especially on trips to boston.
Panic! is a band ive seen 4 times and the first is when they toured âA Fever..â
music does transcend time, and no matter the time it always will take you back somewhere.
âFree Fallinâ by Tom Petty was my lullaby, itâs also the song that makes me think of my dad the most. one day when i get married, thatâs the song weâll dance to.
in eighth grade, i started getting into emo/pop punk and âOcean Avenueâ by Yellowcard was constantly on repeat in my bedroom. âTake This To Your Graveâ by Fall Out Boy, and a lot of Taking Back Sunday.
crying in my bedroom because i was homesick when my parents made me move to Las Vegas freshmen year, âKonstantineâ by Somehing Corporate.
âIâm Not Okay(I Promise)â âMCR and âIn Love And Deathâ by The Used. feeling so alone throughout my teenage years, I had a lot of these bands from âthe sceneâ to keep me company.
but hereâs when it gets serious...
i was on a date with this guy when i was seventeen years old. we were driving to a park, and he had the radio turned down but faintly in the background i could hear the most beautiful voice. i interrupted him and turned the volume up and there was âTeardropsâ blaring through the speakers. i remember thinking, i couldnât wait to get home to look this girl up.
the next day, you performed âOur Songâ on Ellen and that was it for me. my life comepletely changed.
âYou Belong With Meâ always makes me think of kyley kicking my belly when i put my phone on my stomach so she could listen.
she would laugh and squirm in her bouncey seat when i would sing âMineâ to her.
i remember feeling disappointed that i couldnât go to the Speak Now tour but i promised myself the next time you came around, i would go.
âLast Kissâ is remarkable. i think itâs pure magic. i know i am nowhere near feeling in that way now, itâs just one that i will always remember because it had gotten me through the tough roads i used tread on.
Red really resonated with me. itâs my favorite album because at the time i was really going through a lot and it helped me process what was going on inside my mind. it came out on my 23rd birthday and will always be the best birthday i ever had(next to 29)
kyley was 2 1/2 and she referred to âWe Are Never Ever Getting Back Togetherâ as âbroke upâ and to this day i can still hear her from the backseat âmomma, put âbroke upâ on pleaseâ
âAll Too Wellâ was always a song iâd go back to when remembering someone in my life that i thought kept my heart safe but i was wrong. it healed me everytime i would put it on. driving all through town in the middle of the night, getting all my emotions out. screaming the words so loudly over your voice. but now i smile and grin during most of the lines. not only because i have grown so much since then, but you have too. and i am so proud of that.
i still scream âa green light goâ and throw my fist in the air when âHoly Groundâ comes on because i remember Red tour so vividly.
when you released âWelcome To New Yorkâ early, kyley and i danced on my bed when we woke up that morning. we waited outside target on release day for â1989â and that was the start of our tradition. âShake It Offâ has become a song i will always treasure because i have plans for it on my wedding day, just for kyley and i.
âStyleâ coincides with the music video. itâs a cinematic aesthetic.
attending â1989â tour, was one of the best days of my life because it was kyleyâs first show of yours. you swiveled over into our direction during âLove Storyâ and i know you smiles in our direction. i can still feel it. you played âYou Belong With Meâ acoustic up there that night, too. i cried.
and then the drought. which i highly respect you for because you really needed that time to yourself. you were still there for me.
once âReputationâ was released, i felt reborn.
âDelicateâ put me in a new perspective because i too have been through things similar concerning finding something real effected by a âbad reputationâ
i found something real. after all of this time. i have you to thank for helping me understand all of this better.
which is why âCall It What You Wantâ means more to me than any other song written.
i love you so much @taylorswift
thank you for always being here for me. without you, i wouldnât be going on. youâve picked me up, and helped me stand on my own two feet. youâre the reason why kyley and i have a song, âThe Best Dayâ and how i canât get through the first chord of âNever Grow Upâ without becoming a puddle of tears.
singing âFearlessâ at the top my lungs when i was home alone. how everytime i hear âBack To Decemberâ iâm reminded of my hometown. âEverything Has Changedâ paints a new memory for me now because itâs what i listened to on my way home after my first date with my boyfriend. âHow You Get The Girlâ is best heard when itâs raining and you want to dance around your kitchen while baking chocolate chip cookies for your friends. I canât listen to âEnchantedâ without thinking about âWildest Dreamsâ andvice versa because i pause âWidest Dreamsâ at the bridge and sing âthis night is sparkling..â and that i actually lived âOut Of The Woodsâ once in late 2016 because i showed someone your grammy museum performance just to prove a point that you are raw and beautiful and when you breakdown your songs like this is truly truly inspiring and âgorgeousâ :P i canât even begin to describe how much âGetaway Carâ relates to a chapter of my life. and that i smile and throw my arms out while singing the chorus of âKing Of My Heartâ because i live that every day now...
youâve provided me with so many memories all this time. and i hope someday i can tell you more about the other ones and how they speak to me. we have always been on the same wavelength. iâll never get over that.
thank you, always.
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Bring Back the Rock Pile
I've made it back home from home.
My current home is in North Carolina. My home town state is New York.
When I grew up, I was blessed with grandparents, aunts, uncles, nieces, and nephews. We visited one another often. I had a whole bunch of relatives on Wisconsin Street, just off of East Main, all of them were members of the Keenan family. My mother was the oldest of the four Keenan children. Wisconsin Street was one of my homes.
My grandmother and grandfather on my father's side lived in Holcomb, New York. My father's sister Martha, her husband Billy and their daughter Margaret also lived in the village. Holcomb was another of my homes.
Our family lived on Parsells Avenue inthe 18th ward on the East Side of Rochester. Parsells was my first home.
My father's father bought some land on Canandaigua Lake in the 1930's and over the course of the next 30 years he built two cottages on that property. I was around for the building of the second cottage. We spent a lot of time in Canandaigua at the cottage and in the Lake. Canandaigua was yet another home for me. My parents let me bring friends with me when we went for weekends. My city friends grew to love the lake as well.
All four of the locations were distinct from one another. Although both Parsells and Wisconsin were city streets on the East side, Wisconsin Street was closer to the Main. Holcomb was a village. Canandaigua a lake city. I had a different set of friends at each locale.
Now back to the home coming home.
My brother picked me up from the airport last week. He had bought and rebuilt a third house on Canandaigua Lake, next to the original two. I stayed at his house for the duration of my trip. Next door is my cousin Margaret who everyone has called Moonyeen since she was a child. Moon is 84 now. Her husband Corky lives with her. They married immediately after graduating from Holcomb High School. Holcomb High school no longer exists nor for that matter does Holcomb. Holcomb was absorbed by the larger town of East Bloomfield.
Corky and Moon have three children one of whom is my "goddaughter". Lori also lives in Canandaigua but in the city not lakeside. Lori visits her Mom and Dad regularly and tries to intercede when her Dad starts one of his rants about driving. Corky only has one leg. He's had last rites a few times. His balance is shot. He's carrying a touch of dementia. He takes some spectacular falls. He insists that he can drive and that he's gonna get in that goddamned car and show everybody that he damned well can drive.
I was one of those gimmick Godfathers. I was only 12 myself so I imagine it was cute at the time. I hardly know Lori as she has moved around quite a bit and raised a family of her own. She has had a successful iife which I tried to take credit for by claiming that my "godfathering style" was non-interfence and because I had left her alone, she had grownup correctly.
She got it.
She laughed
She thanked me for "not being there."
I assured her that it was no problem and I would continue to not be there for her.
She said "Thank God."
That night, the remaining Keenans showed up. Tommy a retired cop who needs a walker to get around because of his bad knees and Dotty, the youngest of the cousins who travels with her husband Jeff to Las Vegas very regularly now that they've become empty nesters. They were in Vegas just a few feet away from the targert crowd when the sniper opened fire.
Dotty is the Keenan family historian.
My sister Tears and her husband Larry also showed up. They live in Rochester, preserving the roots. They live on Shelford Road. Shelford Rd is what Wisconsin Street becomes when it crosses into Irondequoit. Shelford and Wisconsin are the same street connected by a curve in the street called Wyand Crecent. After our family moved from Parsells we relocated to Wyand Crescent.
My brother bought a house on Shelford Road for my parents to live in after they soled Wyand Crescent. My father died on Shelford Road. Aside from a few years on Parsells, my mother lived her whole life on Wisconsin/Wyand Crescent/Shelford Road.
Now many of us were together once again and perhaps for the last time for my "homecoming."
We touched a lot of bases together during this particular home run.
All things must pass.....
On the last day of my visit , I had one more goal on my bucket list, a dip into the waters of Crystal Beach. My brother had told me that he had a waterproof camera so I had a mission.
I wanted to take a picture of the "rock pile."
The rock pile has been in the same place for God knows how long. It's a bunch of large rocks gathered together in such a way that when you stand on them, your head is above water. If you step off the rock pile, the water is ten feet deep.
As soon as I was old enough, my Dad took me out to the rock pile. I was scared to be in such deep water but Dad was near and he told me that I was safe.
I've repeated the process with my children.
A rocky rite of passage.
As far as I am aware, no one has ever seen the rock pile other than while experiencing it under the water. I decided to try and take a picture of it. I reached its remembered location. I took a deep breath and dove down with Deke's waterproof camera .
There it was as it has always been.Looking the same as it always does. Silent and calm. Alone No time had passed since the last time although it had been at least 10 years in above the surface time. The rock pile was ready for its close up.The rock pile has always been ready.
I didn't know how to use the new fangled camera. I surface dived and got near the rock pile. I clicked the camera button a couple of times before surfacing. I don't have glasses on when I swim and the cataracts are getting worse so I had no idea if the image was in focus, if the button I was hitting was the snap button or for that matter if the entire thing was actually happening as I have/had dreamt about this moment many times in my life and the camera never works in my dreams and I get back to look at the picture and there is nothing.
I swam back to shore. I gave my brother the camera. He asked me "Did you get it."
Like Mastin Thrust answered after catapault launching a paper mache boulder at a fake T rex when he was asked the same question in The Last Dinosaur, I had only one half-blind response. "I don't know."
A few hours later I was on the plane and heading home from home.
This morning, as Jeff Bezos hurled himself into space at the cost of a few billion dollars, I received a photo message from my bro. It's the picture of the rock pile that I have included here. Seen for the first time out of the water.
I bring you back the rock pile
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Entry July 6 2021
Just came home from a third date with K.
Things have been going well with her. Iâm pretty surprised that itâs still going strong and going well, which is at least my impression of it. At first I was a little iffy about it, and in fact I remember trying to rehearse what I would say in case at the end of the first date I was not interested. It was in fact a bit of a hectic first date because it was a lot of biking around, without not knowing much of what we were doing. In that first date we met up at High Park. I was waiting at the intersection of Bloor and High Park avenue, and she came and her first words to me were âYou made me bike up that hill?!â haha. Since, she went to the bloor and keele corner. We briefly biked through High Park, then biked along lake shore up to Trinity Bellwoods. We got sushi at a nearby shop and ate at Trinity on her tiny picnic blanket. Weâve used it every single date now. After Trinity Bellwoods we biked around the city until eventually heading to Bloor and christie since I had work later at 4:30pm. In fact, that was my first shift back at Chatime after my long hiatus due to covid19. We got and shared a Soybean powder and almond sherbet at a local Korean bakery in Ktown, and ate it again on the picnic blanket, at Christie Pits. I think after that we parted ways and she biked back towards Bloor and Keele to catch the train back to Brampton. I thought it was an awkward first date but since most of it was biking it didnât really matter much. Most of our exchanges were figuring out which way and where we wanted to go. And it was also I guess silently established that I didnât like leading or making plans haha.
For our second date the week after I felt more comfortable with K driving me so she picked me up at the plaza just outside my house, since I didnât want my parents (but mainly my dad) see me getting picked up by a girl. We drove to China town where we looked for food to get. We parked in the underground parking near Spadina and Dundas, then dropped by a Chinese bakery. It didnât accept debit or credit and unfortunately I didnât have any cash on me. K had little cash as well so we couldnât get everything we wanted. We danced around the idea of also visiting Kensington Market. After the bakery we dropped by Juicy Dumplings and got a bunch of stuff to eat. We got pork and beef dumplings, some pan fried and others steamed. We also got some really spicy cumin fried chicken, and we actually couldnât finish it. I also got some sesame balls, but they were much smaller than the ones Iâm used to. I guess theyâre the type youâd more commonly see in Chinese cuisine than in Vietnamese? Iâm really not too sure. It was such a hot day to walk around. Even the stores were humid and hot. Almost unbearable. We walked back to the parking lot and we decided not to bother with Kensington, since it was likely to be busy and not worth waiting in lines in the sun. We then drove straight to Cherry Beach which K hasnât been to before. I was really happy she liked it, since she wasnât expecting it to be as nice as it was. There were trees that gave us plenty of shade where we sat on the beach and painstakingly tried to finish all the dumplings and food. We briefly took a dip in the water too. I was very surprised and amused to see the Afterburn OC fleet out on the water, as I remembered that just nearby was the outer harbor docks. Yuki from Chatime Innovation bar also bumped into us. She didnât say hi but she messaged me later asking if that was me at Cherry Beach. Sheâs still working at Chatime Dundas apparently. We sat at the beach for quite a while. It was supposed to be 30 degrees but under the shade it ended up being absolutely fantastic weather. We were combatting the constant thunderstorm forecasts that turn out to very rarely be true. After the beach we drove to High park to go for a walk at night, but we were walking at quite a brisk pace. We managed to walk through quite the distance through high park before getting back to the car. She drove me home after.
On the third date, tonight, we planned to go to high park again. We stowed both our bikes away in the back of the car with the tyres off. She seemed to be very concerned about the bikes dirtying up the car. I guess Iâm just so used to my dad not really caring about the back of the car getting dirty. Or Alex Dolmaya either, for that matter haha. He keeps quite the stuff in the back of his car! After arriving at high park we were concerned with whether the parking lots and gates would close at a certain time, but they stayed open for the majority of the night. We also had no problems finding washrooms that were open later in the evening. After parking the car we reassembled our bikes with the tires on and we biked to Logaâs corner to get Fried Pork Momoâs and steamed Beef Momoâs. We biked back. It was looking a little gloomy but it did not rain at High Park. We settled on the hillside overseeing the Maple Leaf Garden, and the water. With her picnic blanket we sat down and ate what we later realized was a bit more than a snack. Itâs okay though, we were out for a while and I would have been hungry if I didnât eat anything. The plan was to eat dinner at home before going out. I must say, I was a bit sad when K suggested that we keep biking once we finished eating. I wanted to sit there longer with her. As we biked the trail that followed the water in High Park it grew dark quickly, and I had to turn on my bike lights that were more than bright enough the light the path ahead of us. Iâm very glad I purchased those headlights. At the end of the path we reached the top of High Park at Bloor Street, and we biked back down to the entrance of High Park at Colborne Lodge Drive. We biked back to the parking lot in the middle of High Park, where Kâs car was parked. We took our tires off and placed our bikes back into the car. K initially suggested we could bike a couple more loops around high park and then see if we had time to do something else later, like Woodbine or something. I definitely didnât want to do more biking so I suggested that we could just head straight to woodbine and catch it now, since it was already 9:30pm. It was a quick drive to woodbine on the gardiner since there was little traffic tonight. We decided to only bring one backpack, but I left my bug spray, umbrella, and phone in her bag. We ended up walking through the water along the shoreline together, and I thought it was really cute that we held hands through the water. It started to rain very lightly yet also only briefly on the way back. I was really happy that she reached for my hand to hold it even after we left the water. It was quite difficult trying to hold the umbrella over her though and I didnât get much of it haha. Maybe I need to get a bigger umbrella for two people? I always wonder if my Little Bears umbrella is strong enough for rainy weather but it wasnât windy tonight. There were some people launching fireworks along the beach, probably to celebrate independence day. I remember K was willing to put her socks and shoes back on with her sandy feet. I definitely wouldnât have been able to deal with the walk if I did that too so I decided to just walk barefoot all the way back to the car. We took our time at the car so I could wipe my feet off and put my socks back on. She drove me home after and she stopped in front of my house. She got out of the car to help me get my belongings and adjust her bike to lay flat in the back of the car. We exchanged a hug before we parted.
I sincerely didnât expect things to go as far as they have, and didnât expect someone like this to come my way. Then again, I had no clue who or what type of person would really come my way anyway. She really did kind of just show up though. She matched with me at 6 in the morning and MESSAGED ME FIRST with something basic like Hi David how are you doing? I woke up to that. Iâm glad it worked out though. Weâve been talking pretty much every single day. Iâm really happy.
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New World Order - Part One
Joyce Byers is your typical background shadow, living out her days as a nurse at Manhattanâs Bellevue Hospital. But when an Airborne virus breaks through, causing chaos about the city, sheâs rescued by a mystery man named Jim Hopper and his foster family of supernatural misfits. It isnât until the near end of the world that she realizes she isnât just the unnoticed, sheâs the epicenter of it all.
(AU - Apocalypse)
(I love the song Soldiers from the ST2 soundtrack to go with this chapter)
January 1st, 2000
3:14 pm
Manhattan, NY
It was a paralyzing fear, thatâs the only way I know how to describe it. They say you know when youâre going to die and now I know that to be a fact. Honestly, I had no clue how I got to the top of that building. Everything from the moment I saw that âcreatureâ to the moment I found myself standing on the ledge, 25 stories above the ground. It was all a blank. The memory disappearing into thin air.
Smoke everywhere. Clouds of ash and dust crowded over the city like a newly found oxygen. The distance over the busy roads of Manhattan sounded like a mantra of car alarms and horrified screaming. It mustâve gone on for hundreds of miles, farther than the naked eye could even begin to process.
I could hear the booming sound of clanking metal growing closer and closer. Those⌠things, whatever they were, they were coming and they were coming quickly. The breath I had been holding onto was lodged in my throat as if my nerves were shutting down from fear, cutting off any signals my mind could send for me to just BREATHE!
Boom! Fists against the metal doors.
10 seconds left.
Hail Mary full of Grace,
9 seconds.
Nowhere to run.
8 seconds.
Maybe I can jump.
7 seconds.
But then Iâll die.
6 seconds.
Iâm gonna die anyway.
5 seconds.
I canât do it.
4 seconds.
I donât want to die from those creatures!
3 seconds.
Just do it, Joyce. Just jump.
2 seconds.
Just close your eyes and fall.
âBANG!â
Were those gunshots?
âHOLD ON!â
That was the moment I truly started believing in God because there was no way that wasnât a miracle. Thick and brawny arms wrapped me up, holding me tighter than I thought could be possible.
Then it was bliss. He jumped off the roof of Bellevue Hospital and I couldâve sworn we were flying. I didnât care though, I wasnât going to die alone. I would die in the arms of a man whose face I havenât even seen yet. With my head buried in his sweat-scented chest, I could hear the erratic pounding of his heart.
Just as my instincts told me we would hit the ground, our speed from the roof started to slow. The deafening sound of shouting and car horns was suddenly gone, only leaving me to hear my heartbeat.
âTHUD!â
I closed my eyes, hoping it would somehow cushion the shock of death striking us. But⌠nothing?
âC'MON, ELEVEN!â the man yelled behind him as he threw Joyce over his shoulder, running like all holy hell broke looseâŚbecause it did.
Joyce couldnât feel herself breath as she bounced along over his shoulder. Of all the saints of Christendom, what the fuck was going on? All she could see was the streets passing her as the man went like the speed of light while a young girl with a bloody nose followed in tow.
Countless amounts of whatever those creature things were hoarded in the streets, climbing on top of cars, attacking people, breaking through glass storefronts. This had to be a nightmare, that was the only explanation possible.
Joyce tried to close her eyes, willing herself to wake up from whatever fresh hell this was. It wasnât working, she couldnât bring herself out of it. This was real. Â
Suddenly, she was placed in the front seat of a doorless Jeep while the man and young girl climbed into the vehicle.
âSTART THE CAR, DAD!â the girl cried as he jammed the keys in the ignition, flooring it as soon as it shifted into drive. Joyce held onto the safety bars as the man weaved through the empty parts of 1st Avenue.
âWhat the fuck was that?â Joyce barked as she finally took back control of her voice. The miracle man was layered in camouflage clothes and covered in dirt and sweat. He was so buff that she could probably wrap both of her hands around his bicep and still have room left. The only thing she could compare his look to was a dirty old army action figure in the 99¢ bin at a Goodwill.
âNo time to explain, just hang tight!â he yelled back as the Jeep shifted into 5th gear, speeding them along the catastrophic streets.
âWe didnât die? We fell from the roof and didnât die!â she screamed, completely and utterly confused as to why she wasnât a pile of broken bones on the street.
âYeah, youâre welcome for that! Whatâs your name?â the man asked, continuing to maneuver through the avenue of chaos.
Her name? She could barely remember how to breathe, let alone her name!â âJ-Joyce Byers! Thanks for that back there! But how are we not dead?â she shouted back over the increasing volume of the city-wide turmoil.
âIâm Jim Hopper, nice to meet you Joyc- FUCK!â Jim interrupted himself as he swerved out of the way of a screaming jaywalker.
âHow the hell did you save me?â she questioned as she turned to him, her brown eyes as wide as saucers. None of this made sense, none of it! First, zombie creature-things chasing her out of her job, then G.I. Jim appears, they survive jumping off a building, now theyâre driving through the Manhattan while the end of the world commences? This had to be fake! Th-this shit didnât happen in real life!
âLike I said, no time to explain! Just buckle up and hang tight. Elle, you still with us?â Hopper shouted towards the backseat. The curly headed girl confirmed before throwing her seat belt on while Joyce did the same.
âWe have to get somewhere safe!â Joyce cried, fear and adrenaline ripping through her veins at record speed.
âSweetheart, safety is just an illusion at this point.â Hopper replied with a morbid laugh. "Anyways, we gotta get back to base! Itâs the only place we wonât get eaten alive by those fuckers.â
âBase? Whereâs the base?â she asked, still gripping to the safety rail for dear life. The Jeep continued to topple over piles of the zombie-like creatures as they drove through.
âJersey. Wonât be but a few in this puppy.â Hopper laughed obnoxiously as he slapped the dashboard of the vehicle. Joyce watched in horror as he tore through the streets, ripping past the utter bedlam that now occupied all of New York.
"Woah Woah Woah, there is no way youâre gonna get through the Washington Bridge!â Joyce howled as she saw them veer towards the overpass. The entire bridge looked like a mayhem of parked cars and screaming people.
âWanna bet?â he replied with an eerie grin before turning to Eleven with a nod. Â Putting a lead foot on the acceleration, he gassed the car as fast as it would over the on-ramp. As if a way through the havoc was clearly paved, Jim sped over the bridge.
âDUCK!â he cried as the Jeep pushed through the toll caution bar, ripping the yellow and black barrier right off its hinges and sending it over the car.
âHome sweet home!â Jim smiled as he pulled into a warehouse out in the middle of nowhere. Two more unmarked Jeeps found their homes in the lot of the base camp, which led Joyce to believe they wouldnât be alone.
âEllie, go get washed up for dinner. I gotta talk to Joyce.â the kid ran off with a nod, leaving the two alone as they stepped out of the Jeep. Joyce gulped, still trying to wrap her head around all of this⌠even though that was pretty much impossible.
âAlright, so Iâd assume youâre pretty confused,â he stated as he pulled a pack of cigarettes out of his vest pocket.
âNo shit, Sherlock! You wanna explain?â Joyce replied angrily. Confused? She was fucking mortified! Zombies killing their way through Manhattan? Sheâd be a fool not to be confused.
âWalk and talk with me, toots.â he motioned with a small wave of his hand. Usually, Joyce wouldâve chastised him for calling her 'tootsâ but the confusion from the armageddon was enough to trump any fuck she could give.
âSo, Iâll cut right to the chase. Those mongrels you saw back there? Those are pretty much zombies.â Hopper said flatly before taking a long drag off of his cigarette
âZombies?â Joyce laughed with an incredulous glare up at the man. âYou want me to believe that zombies took over New York?â
âAfter everything youâve seen today, is it that hard to believe?â he asked with a smartass smirk on his face.
âGuess notâŚâ she sighed with a confused frown. âThat doesnât explain how we didnât splat on the concrete though.â
âNo, but this might.â he grinned as he opened the door to the warehouse. As Joyce walked in, she looked around at the small house-like setup. The entire first floor mustâve been at least 5,000 square feet, filled with furniture and makeshift rooms.
âDaddyâs home!â Hopper called into the warehouse with a laugh.
âThis is Joyce. Sheâs gonna stay with us for a while.â he pointed to the small woman next to him who was still shaking with fear inside of her scrubs. Joyce looked around at the four teens scattered across the room, all of them way too enamored in doing their own things to even care that he walked in.
âWhat the fu-â Joyce tried to catch her language since there were young kids in her presence, but as she looked over, she couldâve sworn the curly headed girl from earlier had picked a towel up out of thin air.
âYeah, a lot of that happens around here.â Hopper smiled when he saw Joyceâs reaction. âThis is our little family of freaks and geeks. Ellie isnât the only one. We all uh- we all do shit like that.â
âOhâŚâ Joyce whispered under her breath, still not completely able to process what was in front of her.
âYeah, so Iâm Jim, also known as Dad, Hop, Chief, and Five. Right now I can tell that you think I smell like sweat but you also think Iâm cute. Mind reading.â he said with a mischevious grin. âI also lied about not knowing your name, sometimes an introductory is nice.â he explained before turning to a young teen girl who was nose into a book.
âThatâs Kali, sheâs known as Eight. Mind manipulation is her trick of choice, she makes you see anything she wants you too. Say Hi, Kali.â he raised his brows, giving her a look of authority.
âHi, Kali.â the teen girl repeated sarcastically.
âShe thinks sheâs cool because she has purple hair.â Hop whispered just loud enough for the girl to hear.
âJonathan, that one.â Hopper pointed to a teen boy fidgeting around with a radio. âHeâs known as Nine.â Suddenly, the boy disappeared out of thin air and appeared in front of Joyce, causing her to give out a startled yelp.
âIâm Jonathan, nice to meet you.â he smiled, holding out a hand for her to shake.
âYeah, yeah. Show off.â Hopper snorted as the boy reappeared back where he was when they walked in.
âThatâs Will, known as Ten. Show Joyce what youâve got, Will.â he pointed to a younger teen who looked like he was drawing.
âJoyce Byers, 31 years old and from Queens, New York. A nurse at Bellevue, right? Watch this.â He looked at a pillow at the end of the sofa, and with a quick nod, it turned from green to red.
âYeah, the kid got lucky and doubled up.â Hopper said as he glanced down at Joyce. âHe can tell you anything about anyone heâs near and he can also change the color of any object too. Good job, bud.â
âYouâve already met Eleven, but her real name is Jane. Telekinetic little devil kid, but we still love her.â the curly headed girl turned and waved with a weak smile.
âSo thatâs why we didnât die? She pretty much levitated us down?â Joyce asked with a confused expression.
âYeah, I was kinda waiting to explain that until I could just explain it all at once. Itâs easier to grasp it all that way.â he answered as he scratched the back of his neck.
âWait, whereâs Six and Seven?â she asked, looking up at him with her head turned.
âSar-Seven isnât with us right now.â he stuttered, causing each of the kids to look up at him with sad eyes.
âOh, where is six?â
Hopper smiled down at her again, the mischevious grin she had seen earlier.
âIâm looking at her.â
To Be Continued
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Hey, dear followers! It's been a busy weekend for me because I was celebrating Estonia's centennial this Saturday. I picked some great photos, which I took on top of Harjumägi during the military parade, to share with all of you, so you'd get an idea of what was going on that morning.
My morning actually started at 5:30 am when I woke up to nibble on something for breakfast and wash myself. Due to my crazy sleep schedule and excitement, I couldn't fall asleep properly the night before and only got 2 hours of sleep. But that didn't bother me from enjoying everything that went down that day.
I hung up the flag on the corner of our apartment building for the first time in my life (with a little help from my dad), a few minutes before the sun rose. I wanted to watch it being raised at Toompea castle via the live broadcast on ETV. I couldn't believe how big the crowd was out on the streets near the corner of the castle.
After I'd listened to the speech by the speaker of our Parliament, Eiki Nestor, me and my dad drove to our capital city, Tallinn. We headed to the Freedom Square to find a good spot on Harjumägi, where we'd get a good view on the entire parade and see the aircraft fly over us much closer.
I brought my dad along to the parade for the first time in HIS life (I've been to these for the past 2 years, which were just as amazing). He liked it very much and would've wanted to stay longer near the end if the weather hadn't been so chilly. We were both shivering half the time when the troops and tanks were still marching during the parade, even though I had a pretty thick parka and warm winter boots (I was surprised by the clarity of the photos I took). There was a soft wind blowing from the north/northeast, which made the air a bit more humid and freezing (like it cuts through your bones).
Anyway, there were both our own and foreign troops, tanks, other types of military equipment, different parts of the air forces flew over the crowd several times. Our President Kersti Kaljulaid was there and lieutenant general Riho Terras gave a great speech, ending it with the most important message that I remember from last year's parade: "Estonia's freedom and independence has never been and shall never be self-evident."
After the official part of the parade was over and having warmed ourselves up with a cup of hot tea at a small coffee shop at the top of Harjumägi, we headed back down to go have a closer look at the military equipment.
On our way back to our car, which we'd parked at Ălemiste (a big shopping mall on the outskirts of Tallinn, next to the airport), we decided to catch a ride on the new tram to reach the location. While riding along Tartu highway, we suddenly heard sirens and saw our President rally in the opposite direction for a moment with a police escort, headed towards Paide, where she was expected for the next big live event (church service) that day.
After shopping for some groceries and new winter boots for my dad, we headed back home and arrived just in time to run in through the door, kick off our shoes and take a seat on the couch to listen to the President's most important speech (which she gave at a formal reception in the Estonian National Museum at Tartu). We ate some cake and opened the bigger blue (milk and nutty) chocolate bar, enjoying the penguin parade unfold there.
On top of all my own experiences, I heard that Saskia Alusalu (the beautiful young lady who carried our flag at the opening ceremony of the Pyeongchang Winter Olympics) won 4th place in the women's speed skating mass start. What a wonderful way to wrap up these games, with the closest top spot our country got this time.
Finally, I'd like to personally thank @joolieroolie and @s-n-arly for wishing us a happy centennial (I hope I didn't forget anyone else..). I mentioned you, as well as both @airbender-dacyon and @chel-burr in a post I made on Facebook.
Dan, thank you for replying to me yesterday early morning (around 2 am Estonian time). I was just finishing surfing through my dash and queueing up stuff, ready to go to bed, when I read your message and I felt so.. so touched.
Amber, your comments under the link I provided made me smile. These little things were the perfect way to end this joyous day for me. And about that Facebook post.. I told my friends that my birthday present for Estonia's centennial would be me introducing my country, our history and culture to foreigners. Honestly, thank you so much!
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It was a sunny beautiful Saturday morning of the 2011 March Break after finally docking at the New York port. We had just been to Cape Canaveral and visited NASA on my first, highly anticipated cruise. My family and my cousins were on the Norwegian Gem and it was an outstanding experience to have enjoyed. After the amazing highs of the cruise and making it back home, I was really happy to have been on my first ever cruise. Soon after I was quite eager to do anything and was excited to hear that my parents needed to go shopping after just coming back home from the trip. My family, my mom, sister, dad and me, had got in our silver 2004 Toyota Corolla CE on the bright and sunny, blue skied Sunday and had started to drive to the nearby No Frills near Sheppard Avenue East. It was a bit chilly that day, especially after coming back from Florida, so I was weaning my winter jacket.
When I entered the store, I remember asking my mom to go with my sister and get the Chubby soft drink and off we went to get the drink. My parents were busy getting the weekly essentials like bread and vegetables. Me and my sister come back to my dad while we are in the yogurt and milk aisle. The dairy section of the store was quite cold and my cousins had recently taught me this cool new trick to try in my coat. I tucked my arms into my chest and my sleeves were now empty. This helped me warm up in the cold dairy section of the store. My sister had gone back to the shopping cart and was standing on the little ledge near the handlebars. Unlike my sister, I had spotted someone from my sisterâs grade from school that I talked to. We started to play tag around the big islands of snacks like crackers and boxes of pop cans near the dairy aisle. Running around with no hands out to stabilize my weight was a terrible idea and it ended just as bad. While trying to get away from him to not get tagged, I had lost my balance and fell chin first on the hard concrete floor of the dairy aisle right in front of my sister. I stand up in shock, bleeding like a faucet on high. It took me a bit to realize exactly what happened. At first, I had thought that I broke my chin because of all the pain in the fall, but I had then just touched my chin with my hand. When I looked at it, I was screaming and crying at the blood and I had cut my skin open on my chin. My dad, who was grabbing milk from the fridge, had looked at me and immediately blamed my sister for doing something to me and she argued she had nothing to do with it.
 They called for help and the store was not of much use for help. They did not even have a first aid kit to help and all they gave was a paper towel. The store offered to call an ambulance but my parents said it would take too long to get there and we left the store. Back in the car while holding the paper towel, my dad buckled my seatbelt for me for the first time in two years and drove me to the nearest hospital, Centenary Hospital. For the whole car ride I was told to hold the paper towel on my chin to stop the blood but it did not help much and my mom handed me more tissues to help. When we arrived at the Emergency Room at the hospital, the nurse had asked my mom what happened and asked us to take off the paper towel. The paper towel had got stuck to my chin and they had to rip it off. I remember it hurting a lot and crying about it being ripped off my face. They gave me gauze and we had to wait 3 hours for a doctor to do the suture. Most of the waiting was forgotten for me because I started to get sleepy. When I finally saw the doctor, I remember my mom being in the room with me and the doctor standing over me with the scissors and the stitches waiting for me to calm down and stop panicking. I kept asking over and over again about if it would hurt or not and was scared about getting the stitches. Once I had calmed down, the doctor was finally able to suture the 8 stitches that would be on the bottom of my chin.
To this day, I have a scar on the bottom of my chin where the 8 stitches once were and it is a constant reminder of that day. Even a lesson from when I was seven years old, is very important to me because of the severity of it. It reminds me to take my time sometimes and to slow down even if everything seems alright. This taught me that in life there will always be ups and downs of life. It reminds me that on good days to enjoy it to the fullest, while on bad days, to remember there will always be better days soon to come.Â
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Yesterday marked the end of an era for our family. We finally let go of the minivan that's been our go-to vehicle since February 2005 (near as we can figure), donating it to Wheels For Wishes that benefits the Make A Wish Foundation.
The minivan to which we bade our farewell is a 2002 Kia Sedona that marked a huge change in how we operated as a family back in the day. Definitely the need for it reflected the reality that we were hauling more. More kids. More stuff.
Years before we bought the minivan, we were at Carter Suburu with our favorite ever salesperson who, whilst attempting to determine what it was we needed, asked
âWhat about a minivan?â
Whoops.
You see Kimmer... was not a soccer mom. And she told him so in no uncertain terms. So our salesperson quickly moved on, finally setting us up with a previously owned Suburu Impreza that fit the bill functionally and financially just then.
But yeah. That moment of âI am not a soccer mom.â
Classic... car as personal identity.
As we both got older, though, we became involved more and more and more and more with youth groups. Of course as Linzy moved through Jr. High and High School, we became involved more and more and more and more with driving she and her friends around. And as we settled into the groove of maintaining and improving our home we became involved more and more and more and more with Loews, Home Depot, and the local dump ân recycling center.
And so on.
So one day weâre looking around dealerships on 99 when we find it. A few years old, previously owned.
Right away we left and I called my dad cause heâs the best negotiator I know. I told him what the vehicle was and how much we could spend. He was basically no problem, did a little research, then headed up to meet us at the dealership.
So weâre sitting down with the salesperson and, very coolly and quickly, my dad lays out his knowledge of which local dealerships have comparable vehicles and for how much those vehicles are being sold. He also knew what the dealership most likely paid for the one we were looking at.
Back ân forth and back ân forth they went until the salesperson hit our number.
Iâm pretty sure I reacted physically in such a way as to indicate BINGO! So thatâs what we bought the van for.
My dad was kinda of bummed I gave up the number like that.
He was pretty sure he was gonna get a lower price.
Still, we were stoked. And that van ended up being just what we needed right at the time we needed it.
Now the highlights of our life with our Kia Sedona minivan are well-documented across my facebook years. There are a few, though, Iâll mention here:
The first is an undocumented memory of that one time we had three teenagers in the way back seats headbanging to the beat of this song cranked up pretty high.
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The van was rocking more than I woulda guessedâthese were young but very BIG kidsâand I suspect itâs our own good fortune that their enthusiasm didnât roll the van.
Another memory that comes to mind was our trip to a youth summer camp in Eastern Washington, the van packed all the way up and side to side with medical and video gear.
Now when we bought it, the van came with a DVD player under the driverâs seat with a small screen that folded down from the ceiling in front of the second row of seats. The sound was routed through the vanâs radio to its sound system.
We never used it but for going to camp. And the first time we did we played that movie Saved! with Jena Malone, Mandy Moore, Macaulay Culkin, Patrick Fugit, and Mary-Louise Parker. The movie was such a hit for us (especially Kimmer ân Linzy sitting in the second row) that it became our tradition driving to camp each year.
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Another memory that popped forward was that time we had a bunch of dressed-up teens down on the Seattle waterfront for a birthday party. Some of those had come in a car that was parked up above on first avenue, the rest came in the minivan. After the party, when things were good and dark and late... in order to get some of the kids back to their car, Kimmer had to do a clever Tetris-ing of human beings into the van.
And last but not least, a shout out to our friend, Shey, for that time we were driving back from a memorial service at Evergreen Washelli when, upon making a left turn, the sliding door on the passenger side nearly came off. Almost came off. As in when I stopped, got out to have a look, the thing was open and just kind of hanging there barely above the ground.
Gah.
Right at that moment, however, to our rescue came our friend, Shey, who stopped, whipped out a roll of silver duct tape and duct taped it back on.
One more time: she duct taped it back on.
She duct taped the passenger side sliding door, firmly holding it shut.
It stayed that way for weeks until we could get a mechanic to give it a fix.
Funniest thing I ever saw, that duct tape around the edges of the door. It always reminded me of the slind holding Jacob Marleyâs jaw to the rest of his head in A Christmas Carol.
Anyway.
Good times. Fun times. Awkward times. Super productive times.
Truly. The end of an era.
So we lift our goblets to our Kia Sedona. Of to (hopefully) help out some family that could sure use some help.
:-)
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