#maybe this is something to bring up in therapy

[kaisaerinlover]

michael kaiser who is a terrible boyfriend but also perfect.

michael kaiser who braids ur hair for u before u sleep because u don’t want it to be too knotty (it’s done evilly to manipulate u)

michael kaiser who tucks u in and talks u to sleep if u ask for it because u always tell him his voice is nice (done evilly so that when ur asleep he can do evil things to u)

michael kaiser who brings u to every single one of his matches and lets the public know about ur relationship and growls at every other woman that might try and hit on him (done evilly to isolate u)

michael kaiser who gives u 50000 euros if u ask for 5 to buy something at the store (done evilly to make sure ur dependant on him)

michael kaiser who never lets u walk on the side of the pavement closest to the side of the road (done evilly because he wants to be the only one to hurt u)

michael kaiser who actually feels a semblance of pity and caring towards u after he hurts u, whether it’s punching, fucking, choking whatever the sick guy does to u and he actually bandages u up after and kisses u and tells u he’s sorry (done evilly so u can never quite escape him)

michael kaiser who tries to cook for u sometimes when he notices ur a little worn down, or sick, or hears u fawning over some stupid meal u saw on tiktok, and he’s not the best cook but when u dig into what he makes for u and smile up at him his heart grows a bit (it’s done evilly so u think it’s safe to eat his food for when he decides to poison it)

michael kaiser who indulges himself in all of ur random interests, learns all the sanrio characters, learns all the random video games u enjoyed playing in ur childhood; and he actually participates in playing them too (done evilly to make u trust him, the more he knows about u the better)

michael kaiser who feels bad when u cry, and wipes ur tears away, licks them up and pets ur head and affirms u that everything will be fine and u just have to tell him what’s bothering u and he’ll fix it for u no matter what it is (done evilly so u act vulnerable around him more often)

michael kaiser who actually attends therapy for u and tries to better himself and be a good boyfriend (he can’t even think of an excuse for this one anymore)

michael kaiser who realises that maybe he isn’t the evil subhuman he always thought he was and he actually might just love u. like a really pure tender love that he didn’t even think he would ever have the pleasure of feeling. when he looks at u he just feels warm inside, he doesn’t feel anything bad, unless u count the sickness that washes over him at his revelation that he really does love u.

kaiser who is conflicted, he doesn’t want u to leave, but maybe that shitty therapy has rubbed off on him; he doesn’t want to manipulate u really to make u stay. he just… he wants to confide in u and put his trust in u that u won’t leave him. he wears his heart on his sleeve around u and he trusts u.

michael kaiser who really has, mostly, changed. and he’s not even sure why. he feels disgusted at himself, but when he sees ur sleeping form next to him he knows it’s worth it. u don’t deserve a broken terrible boyfriend, u deserve someone nice. but he’s the only nice someone u deserve.

michael kaiser who just really adores u, and is so grateful that ur in his life. michael kaiser who lays awake in his bed full of ur blankets and plushies and just u in general. lays awake with u sleeping on his chest and sighs. he didn’t think he would ever be able to love, or be loved, but he gets the appeal now. he is so full of u and u are so full of him. love isn’t what his parents had, or even what he somehow twisted ness into feeling for him. love is… this. and the thing that scares him the most is that he wouldn’t change it for the world.

but the scariest part is when u stir from ur sleep and kiss him on the cheek and ask him what’s the matter, and he tells u nothing and kisses u back, the scariest thing is he wasn’t lying. everything dissipated when u gave him 3 seconds of ur attention. ur really the remedy to all of his problems. that’s scary, but not really, because his chest is less constricted and he’s falling asleep too after ur tender kiss to his cheek. actually, the future doesn’t scare him at all anymore, nothing is like before.

hi everyone :0

[heartsandstars46]

Band-Aids

bf tasm!Peter x fem reader

Mostly fluff, some angst (anxiety)

Word count: ~500

Peter takes care of you when you’re feeling anxious. Includes reading to you, holding hands, and bandaging a minor injury. 🫶

“Would you stop it?”

“What?”

A web shot out and stopped your hands from fiddling. You rolled your eyes. “Really, sir? That’s just not fair.”

“I can’t sit here and watch you pace and anxiety-pick your skin. You can only have one—and it's pacing."

“Geez, I don’t even get a vote?”

“No, not when you’re causing yourself pain.”

You sighed. “Not a lot of pain, though.”

“I’m trying to prevent any pain I can.”

“Well, you’re too late—I already drew blood.”

Peter motioned you over to the bed where you thought he'd been watching something on his laptop. In reality, he must have been watching you pace back and forth. It had been a “free-floating anxiety” kind of week for you. Little sleep. Generally feeling like a shaken-up soda bottle—not because you were going to explode, but because the anxiety left you kind of vibrating internally.

Peter took your hands in his and gently unwound the webbing.

“Where?” 

You pouted, holding up your left thumb. By obsessively picking at your cuticle, you’d drawn a tiny bit of blood. 

“Oh, I see. All right, I’ll get the Band-Aids. But only if you get into bed. You lay down, and I’ll bring the dressing to you.”

“‘Dressing’ sounds very dramatic. I’m not exactly on the battlefield here.”

He hesitated in the doorway. “Aren’t you?” His eyes were earnest and sympathetic. Maybe he had a point. You were battling—just not a person. Or anything anybody could see.

You went and got into bed, and Peter soon joined you with the box of Band-Aids.

“Ta-da! Okay, let me see your thumb.”

As he wrapped your tiny wound, you yawned. He looked at you, wide-eyed. “Oh my goodness. Might she finally be able to sleep?”

“Shush! Don’t jinx it!” But you could almost giggle now. And exhaustion was finally starting to settle heavily over you. “Thank you for this,” you added, giving him a thumbs-up with your freshly bandaged thumb.

He kissed it. “All better.”

“Yeah, I wish.”

“I know,” he murmured, kissing you on the forehead. “Why don’t you try sleeping now?”

“Yeah, I guess I am healed after all.” With a sigh, you stretched out and adjusted the pillow behind your head. Peter started preparing himself to go to bed.

“Wait!”

He turned and then shook his head with a knowing little smirk. “You want me to read to you, don’t you?” 

“Only always,” you yawned as he scanned the room for reading material.

“Come on, you’re already yawning. I don’t want to miss this window!”

You realized the Band-Aid box had kind of gotten tucked in with you and you handed it to him. “Here, just read this.“

“I guess I’m lucky it’s not War and Peace.”

You smiled, snuggling down and taking hold of Peter’s free hand.

“All right.” He picked up the Band-Aid box and peered over it very seriously. “For medical emergencies… seek professional help.”

“Don’t worry, I have therapy next week.”

He chuckled. “QUILT-AID Comfort Pad Designed to cushion painful wounds while you heal.”

“Amen,” you murmured, squeezing his hand as your eyes fluttered closed.

“Heals the hurt faster.” His voice was soft and sweet, like a lullaby.

[inkykeiji]

CLARI BBY WHEN ARE WE GETTING A NEW GOJO FIC?

HEHEHE I DUNNO ANON BB uhhh i’ll probably feel like working on it when season two starts airing!!! i have a great idea for a gojo fic that i love so much that i definitely do want to finish,,, at some point,,,,,, hoping seeing him animated again will help motivate me to get it done!

[cent-scratchnsniff]

it was just going to be a few warmup doodles but then she infected the rest of the page like the ever eternal and spreading spores. hod!!! hod. hod :)

[royaltea000]

How (if at all) has Temp changed after the whole "being burned at the stake because the french were salty" deal

Well for one I think he has a big fear of fire now naturally and (I forget to draw this constantly but) burn scars over half of his body not just on his face. He’s kinda self conscious about em and has his bad confidence days but he’s learning how to love himself more these days and it’s getting better :)

I also wanna go the really angsty route and say that because of the smoke inhalation damage to his lungs - he can’t sing beautifully like he used to and even his speaking voice is raspier and a bit quiet now

He and France are very cold and barely civil to each other now - everyone knows not to leave those two in a room together alone. More often than not Gil ends up being the default mediator between em lol

[triluvial]

I have a vision of like pre-S1 Steve Harrington with a glass bottle he broke as an improvised weapon but instead of cheap beer it's like,, fancy, imported sparkling water.

[ultimateaclrecovery]

I’ve been asking the boy to come meet the pony fairly regularly since the start of the year and it’s been nothing but excuses (some legit others … less so)

And while yes this planned the cliche 30 business days but the contrast is staggering. Like my one friend suggested it to me and the other responded so enthusiastically and yes she rode horses and they both have dogs and thus are more animal people and both live closer to the barn but like still.

Also I am now excited for my friends to meet my pony!

[scholarhect]

i don’t understand what people are supposed to talk to their therapists about. my therapist just wants me to apply to jobs. this doesn’t feel right

[thedressagedraft]

I need a tranquilizer after all that, tbh.

[sourkitsch]

Two things that are true at once:

I am not nearly as mentally ill as I’ve convinced myself I am

I am far sicker than I’ve convinced my friends that I am

[gudansoo]

i don't know how to say this without sounding like a freak but mila jovovich is one of the super thin celebs i don't feel threatened by

[diari0deglierrori]

Can’t this day be over already I just can’t stand seeing the date all the time and being reminded of it all again

[crabs-but-better]

yeah reading Stephen King’s memoir (has never read a SK book, memoir was a gift) and well he talks abt substance and alcohol abuse a lot and I’ve been thinking about it a lot recently since I know that my family has a predisposition to alcoholism and I am so…I’m not sure. Scared isn’t the right word. I perceive the future in this way that I just know that I’m going to end up somewhere I do not want to be. Even with the knowledge that it may happen. And it should be scary I think, I feel like I should be scared. So why aren’t I?

[iamnotlookingidonotseeit]

day one million and one of the struggle of whether to come out to my parents or not

[weisscreamcake]

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the one thing i’m at peace with about my sisters abusive behavior is that i will never forgive her

[vagueiish]

kinda sucks chatgpt and the like suck so hard bc like. tbh, id probably be better off socializing with a computer than with actual people