#maybe something touching happened idk

[blortch]

Blortch how are you feeling about Mike, Jay, Rich, and Freddie Williams going to a murder house to investigate ghosts. Like how do you think that went for them

bad, with 1 singular funny thing sprinkled in

[happyk44]

I keep revolving back to Yukio informing Rin that he is an unstable nephilim and I wonder if that has anything to do with how he perceives his inner demon as a separate entity trying to take control of him rather than a part of himself he represses and wishes to avoid.

I mean I get it's a narrative tool, especially for manga and comics, to present that "dark side" as a physical thing the character must fight off, even if only in their mind. But I think it's interesting, especially when considering what Satan told him and his talk with Yukio afterwards. How can he make peace when he is barely at peace with himself?

[bellamysgriffin]

ULTIMATE SHIPS CHALLENGE - Goodbyes [1/5]

[not-poignant]

Happy New Year! My question is for Arden in Falling Falling Starz. Does he compartmentalise when he practices Judo? I’ve never done Judo but I’ve done Jiujitsu and there is a lot of touching in that sport that I would think falls into his hard limit touching.

There is a ton of grappling in judo!

But it doesn't trigger Arden. First, he's very competent at it, so he's actually confident he can throw just about anyone that comes at him, and when he's putting himself in positions to be thrown it's specifically with newbies / people he's educating so he can control the situation.

Second, he started learning before he was molested/assaulted, so his associations with the dojo, and that kind of touch/pressure/movement, were already firmly in place as something safe and fun.

Third, it's non-sexual!

Fourth, triggers aren't logical. This one should probably have gone first, because it's the most important one. Triggers aren't logical. As an example, I have a C-PTSD and PTSD from a lot of different things, and as an example of a hit-and-miss trigger around surgical trauma, I can't watch any reality TV about medical stuff or surgeries but I can watch medical dramas if they're fictional and handle people talking about medical stuff they've gone through. I don't know why reality TV is the hard line, and I don't need to, and no one else needs to, that's where the trigger manifests (that and in real hospitals). You'd assume, using your logic, that because there's a lot of exposure to medical stuff and graphic surgical depiction in fictional TV on the subject, or in friends talking about it in detail, I'd find it equally as triggery but I don't not only find it less triggery, I don't find it triggery at all. That part of my brain simply doesn't wake up, and has zoned it into the safe zone.

Triggers don't have to be consistent - in fact it's more realistic if they're not.

Judo is a non-sexual sport that was brought into Arden's life before he was hurt by his brother, where Arden is very competent and knows what he's doing. Despite the proximity and physical closeness, judo helped Arden to feel safe and protected, especially in the chaotic aftermath of what happened to him. And also: triggers do not give the smallest shit about being consistent and/or logical. Like, sometimes, they do! And sometimes it's just...they do not care.

[butterrdream]

“I’m scared… I don’t want to die..!” “It’s okay… You won’t be alone.” “But if I do you—“ “It’s okay.” “I’m sorry! I’m so sorry!”  “It’s okay. It’s going to be okay. I promise…”

Base Source: yusa_font

I really tried to get myself to finish this but it just was not turning out how I wanted it at all so... take this as it is q^q One day maybe I'll come back to finish it up

[rolanslide]

hey guys? hey guyss?

[karamell-sweetz]

THE RETURN OF FAIRY RUI ✨

[pnsge]

can't believe an eddy burback video has me wishing i could visit online friends irl 😭

[sskk-manifesto]

Atsushi's back in the game!!! ۶( ˆ o ˆ )

[altschmerzes]

🌹

thank youuuuu after the encouragement to commit on this scene and others like it in the first place, a bit from The Cuddling Part in the qpr two aces fic -

Then Dani’s hand moves, settling on Jamie’s side. He leaves it there, his thumb moving in slow strokes over the ridge of bone at the bottom of Jamie’s ribcage. There are callouses on his palm that Jamie can feel, slightly rough against his skin. It’s beyond frightening but he doesn’t want it to stop. He thinks he might die if it stopped, actually, if that gentle touch was gone and he was left to lay here, cold enough to shiver without it. It doesn’t leave. It stays, pressing a little harder after a while, like the way that Jamie has relaxed and leaned back into Dani’s chest, not flinching again since that first time, has given him permission to settle in too.

[once-and-future-alaskan]

I'll be honest, there was something oddly cathartic about my weird little fit of interacting with past me's posts like she was some random idiot stranger earlier. Something something treating a version of yourself as a separate entity to call her a stupid bitch.

No, i'm not plural, oh my god some of you people i swear.

[fridayyy-13th]

okay so like. i have ocd, and obviously with that comes intrusive thoughts. but sometimes i have intrusive thoughts without a compulsion coupled with them. is that a different thing. is that just anxiety. send help

[teamfortresstwo]

Anyone else have drawing based body dysphoria ? Like whenever I draw a certain way for a bit, it changes the way I perceive myself almost….?

[dandyshucks]

if Wardell somehow broke containment from this little blog, my biggest fear is that the marauders girlies would be like "OMG IS THAT REMUS??? IS THAT REMUS MARAUDERS??? OMG MARAUDERS FANART??? THIS LOOKS LIKE REMUS!!!" bro keep your nasty HP shit away from me and my creations :[ keep that distasteful offensive AIDS/HIV allegory character away from me jfc

[reinanova]

hmm i wonder if the fact that i’m in a really bad reading slump and can only read fanfics or reread favorite books (where i’m consuming media with familiar and comforting characters and worlds) says something about my mental state

[welcometoteyvat]

co-op is crazy bc in the same co op session you can immediately click with someone and then find out the other rando who joined might be a racist