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Menstruation mention, in case anyone wants to avoid
Gods I want nothing more than Damien's hands on my lower stomach right now to soothe these damn cramps.
Or Vega to come around and give me a free hysterectomy since I don't plan to ever use it
#redacted asmr#redacted audio#menstruation#i crave death and chocolate and sleep#maybe not in that particular order#damien would be so sweet during this time of month i just know it#hed know your favorite snacks and have backup meds and sanitary products in case you got it when you werent home#he probably keeps track and knows your cycle better than you do
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lunch date!! 😋
menu for today: boba and pho! 🧋🍜
#though maybe not in that particular order#johnny's order: boba milk tea with 50% sweetness and 100% ice so he can munch on it after too#simon's order: earl grey milk tea with 100% sweetness and 25% ice with pudding and various jellies#sweet tooth simon my beloved#they just order everything in their pho#they're both hungry growing boys#ghostsoap#soapghost#ghoap#john soap mactavish#john mactavish#johnny soap mactavish#soap mactavish#soap cod#simon ghost riley#simon riley#ghost cod#call of duty#call of duty modern warfare#cod modern warfare#bressymbols
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I have been so cooked for this man lately that I need to talk about him— I genuinely think that with a ADHD/autism/AuDHD partner Ford takes notes on your stims and quirks, even before any serious relationship. Just little things like “waves hands when excited :)” and “prefers baggy sweaters” just like a little way of understanding you better 🥺💖
yesss definitely! as an AuDHDer who stims a lot myself, this is everything!! jfskhfshsk
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"Aaaahhhhh oh myy-" the rest of what you were saying was incomprehensible because the words slurred together in an excited squeal. A gleeful expression upon your face, you waved and shook your hands in front of your body, then pressed them over your mouth, to stifle another squeal.
Ford smiled to himself as he watched you from the other side of the room, where he propped his notebook open to scribble something down.
"Heeyyyyy Grunkle Ford, watcha got there?" Mabel's voice rang out right beside him.
He snapped the book shut and whipped his head around.
"Mabel!"
"Waves hands when excited." she cited what she had just read, "Were you talking about-"
"No, I was certainly not!" Ford said, while his cheeks started to turn a deep red colour.
"Are you suuuure? Because to me it looks like you diiiid." she said, a cheeky grin on her face and dragging some of the vowels.
"You are mistaken, dear child. Now, if you'll excuse me, I've got work to do." he excused himself and stood up, holding the notebook close to him.
Without letting her get another word in, he moved past her and made his way into his study.
There, he propped open the notebook to the page he'd just added a new note onto.
- likes to hum when no one is around - seems to prefer more loose fitting clothes. possibly because the don't restrict movement as much - will subconsciously play and fidget with any jewellery they're wearing - sorts and eats their food in a particular order - would rather not eat at all than something not appealing - skin irritating clothing causes great discomfort. remove tags!! - wants to talk but holds back. encouraging them has positive effect - avoids eye contact but will look at faces when the person isn't looking at them - do not touch without warning and do not force contact! expressed great discomfort to me after being forced to physical contact by someone else - repeating phrases and noises (quite endearing) - easily startled by sudden and loud noises, as well as irritated by high pitched ones, almost too quiet to hear - shows behaviours similar to felines. has stated that they would be delighted to posses the ability to purr (he would be delighted too)
Ford smiled as he looked up and leaned back. He really hoped Mabel hadn't seen too much, otherwise she might figure out how interested in you he really was. And we wasn't sure if he was ready for that.
For now he would be very much content continuing to dreamily gaze over at you and notice all the little things, so he could understand you better.
Maybe one day he could work up the courage to ask you out.
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#i'm sorry if this is too ooc - i haven't read journal 3 or tbob#his notes are in no particular order#he didn't necessarily notice or wrote them down in this order#is it unconsciously or subconsciously? english isn't my first language so please pardon any mistakes#did anyone ever knew about the word 'interlocutor'? because this is the first time i'm seeing it#asks#anon ask#requests#stanford pines#ford pines#stanford pines x reader#stanford x reader#ford pines x reader#gravity falls#gf#my writing#stimming#stims#adhd#autism#audhd#actually autistic#maybe i went a bit overboard... anyywaayyy#not proofread#it's late#i need to go to sleep but i wanted to post smth today#requested
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that little element of grief in lawlight has got to me. it crawled itself into my brain. i have started to work on this ghost!L au where he haunts light after he died but really, it's all just a metaphor for grief. if i had a nickel for every time etc etc etc
#🍂 arian's shit#death note#lawlight#light yagami#l lawliet#first it was that byler ghost!will au#it's only just inevitable i guess#every fandom i join will get a ghost fic from me#also i have been listening to ghosting by mother mother which might have also contributed to the conception of this#i am just a master of grief i don't know what to tell you#i only kind of. thought of the first line#but i just know it's going to be a monster of a fic#it will feature in no particular order:#a grave robbing scene#L being kind of a romantic sap for light#no but like quite literally the first line is#“he got to die in his arms at least.”#like. L is in Love.#capital L love#it's going to be pretty long i think#like idk if it's going to be multichaptered because historically i am TERRIBLE at maintaining that#maybe a 20k oneshot#or i could do it multichaptered but i'll finish it all before actually posting it
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when the god was made in the image of a man who infiltrated the mind of said god and in doing so made himself intertwined with the form that god took while also being the cause of that form creating a infinite feedback loop of what caused the god and his creator to evoke the very image of the death the creator feared through the form of an animal representing that concept, and the god has faint, undeniably human characteristics given to him by his creator while his creator retained none of it. fuck
#slay the princess#quiet is absolutely a corvid in draconic packaging#but theres traits of him that cannot be detached from his construction to aid humanity#his hands and arms in particular. and his uncomfortably human teeth but mostly his hands and arms#bc his hands are very birdlike yes but the general anatomy is completely detached from anything that could be described#as avian or draconic#whereas the narrators almost completely played straight as a crow but with teeth#and its so specific and maybe im reading too much into it#but his teeth are extremely NOT human-like#the narrator is extremely not human even though he once was#did he give his humanity up in creation of the long quiet and the shifting mound?#in his last moments before he became countless echos did he put all of the humanity he had and give it to them#in order to make the long quiet understanding of the concept of mortality in an attempt to sway him on slaying the princess#and in order to make the princess capable of death just as humans are?#was it his own plot to save humanity through the creation of gods that he stripped himself of his own humanity and handed it to said gods#making them resemble living mortal humans far more than he ever could after he gave it to them?#was the gift of humanity that he gave the concept of reality in two distinct ways the exact reason why his plan failed?#why his giving of that gift came back to destroy the construct he created?#that in deciding it to be his duty to act effectively as a mortal god he gave up his own humanity#and made two gods that were more human than him?#anyway narrators got sharp teeth and is a bird except humanity is mentioned. so this man became a bird. metaphorically. after playing god#sorry you tried to destroy death and your creation and you too became symbols of it!#its only symbolically satisfying and fitting i hope you understand
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year-end wrap-up. by and large the year of tana french. big thank you to inna for furnishing my reading list one way or another.
#all of these featured in no particular order except maybe the tana french#also the year of movies. thank you movies
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1/365 ::::: Castiel from Supernatural
He's an Angel who falls in love with a human in the slowest burn TV romance of all time. He's kind of a bitch sometimes honestly, and I love! him! for! it! He never stops trying to do his best for the world, even if that actively hurts himself or his friendships. He just wants to be useful. He falls and he falls and he falls and yknow what, he always gets back up again.
#Ive been meaning to start one of these for a while but promised myself I'd wait for Jan 1st#these are in no particular order really - except maybe the first 2 who deserve the first 2 slots together#365 days character challenge
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What mario characters would you want as your new dad?
TOP MARIO THINGS I'D WANT TO BE MY BRAND NEW DAD:
1. TRYCLYDE
2. TORPEDO TED & STROLLIN STU COMBO
3. UHHHHH MY BRAND NEW THING ?
#ask#anon#for real i dont think id want any mario character to be my dad. okay maybe wario.#also theres no particular order in which who has priority. i.e. its not a top ten where the lower or higher the number the better the odds#originally i was gonna have two listings for torpedo ted. the other being torpedo red. you can see torpedo red.#but i didnt want the post to be too long#anyway i hope you like my new dads or whatever anon
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seen ppl doing this soooo :3
#i think it may be a little easy to tell what my favorite regions are. maybe just a little#no particular order on these btw and i probly forgot some . i like too many i have a hard time picking
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ok I just got a REALLY good smut req even tho reqs were closed so fuck it reqs are open I don’t wanna miss gold stuff like that 😮💨 (pookie who sent the req don’t feel bad im not mad I love ur brain)
i think it’ll come out tomorrow hehehe and one req that’s quite the opposite of it will also be coming out it’s been marinating in my inbox
#maybe it’s my fomo going crazy#imma just write stuff in no particular order#even if kinktober gonna run into nov#aashi yaps
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I have done it.
I think this is just the attitude between them XD
Anyway, who should I try next?
#rumble pack#art#fun#dannodraws#danno and riggy#riggy the rabbit monkey#idk who to do next#I’ve done my two favorites#(in no particular order)#maybe pear next or something?#idk suggestions are welcome
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Janeway in 'Nothing Human' vs Tuvok in 'Resolutions' There's something here I know there is I can almost wrap my teeth around it.
#I can't watch Nothing Human bc the puppet really disconcerts me#but I cannot believe Janeway really came into B'Elanna's room after all that and the FIRST thing she says...her OPENER is#'Wow it smells awful in here~!'#DUDE....................TIME AND PLACE#HEHEHHE#C'MON MAN#B'Elanna: Is [putting it behind us] an order? / Janeway [normal!]: Yes.#'And what emotion is that?' C'MON MAN!!!!!!#Janeway & Tuvok#Kathryn Janeway#Tuvok#I can see why she and Tuvok are friends#'I understand you're upset but fall in line'#You can be upset but not if effects your work#<- Something which would be fine on a regular ship but is very difficult on Voyager#I think Janeway's certain coldness or ruthlessness which can be aimed at either friend or foe is an interesting#aspect of her personality#Ex: She and B'Elanna COULD have feasibly had a more touching scene together to close out the episode but they don't#I don't know if I'm explaining myself well right now I'm a bit ill and more than a bit tired#Something about uhh maybe....people under their command vehemently and emotionally disagreeing with them/their decisions??#you can disagree with me but not if you don't follow me anyway#Voyager a ship full of contradictions#they have to all work together and they are all closer emotionally than any other starship due to their situation#but they are also still 'at work' and are expected to follow orders. It's like a 'casual' hierarchy but it's still a hierarchy#and you can't fall too far out of line bc you're someone dear to me#but you're also a valued cog in the machine#and even though you ARE valued you ARE still a cog in the machine#but you're also my dear friend. and all of these things are true at once.#all of that of course but also Janeway & Tuvok are displaying a very particular kind of shared leadership style in these moments#Janeway is obviously on the whole MUUUCH more charismatic and understanding than Tuvok but still - when push comes to shove...
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this book is fucking me up
#kazuo ishiguro i don't know if i want to kiss your face or drill a hole inside it and see what's inside. maybe both in no particular order#klara and the sun#kazuo ishiguro
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(insp.)
#kinnporsche#vegas kornwit theerapanyakul#pete phongsakorn saengtham#vegaspete#1x13#1x14#gifset#*brace's#//#it's supposed to be read as a dialogue#like in the scene from KE I stole the lines from#(for this to make sense please consider that Pete has already shot Vegas in the last gif. ok bye)#///#ACTUALLY ACTUALLY#also also#consider that Pete probably dreaded the moment he would see Vegas again after the safehouse (as much as he longed for it)#because he had to follow the main family's orders#and any could be the day he would be assigned to kill Vegas#not only that#but Vegas had hurt him‚ personally‚ and a part of Pete wanted to hurt him back still#(which he later did by punching him?)#the thing is#Pete is also very protective of Vegas#so he wouldn't want that particular side of him to take over#he wouldn't let himself seriously harm Vegas‚ no matter how angry or hurt he felt#(I was going somewhere with these tags I swear. maybe later I'll add some sort of conclusion)
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fr is he, you know.............................................repeatedly described as being Impersonable and Lacking Charm and Pedantic and confused / bothered by things he supposedly shouldn't be while inspiring confusion / botherment in others in ways he supposedly shouldn't and like 99.9% of the grief he's given is over All That while he's just sitting or standing there rather than the like intimidatingly efficient hitman georg thing he has going on. which is in fact The Skill That Makes Him Useful Despite It All and also perhaps the least foothold in interactions because [worried he can & may kill you] affords power when otherwise just being the weird guy nobody likes(tm)
bonus mordecai balling
#lackadaisy#not exactly Necessarily intentional but like oh you don't say#something something liking patterns & order; though that overlaps w/the like fastidiousness that's just tied to backstory#but that even when picking up that particular trait he was apparently always Peculiar in the deemed Not Personable Way#like oh you don't say#can't really even truly hone in on 9000 murders/day when like. everyone's blowing people away out here. ya gotta#or certainly other people are doing it too lol. mordecai's Mostly differentiated from anyone else's hitmanning by demeanor/affect#and that demeanor/affect has everyone going sicko mode antagonizing him while he's decidedly just sitting there#like oh you don't say....epic mood re: the [how would mordecai approach being tasked with infant childcare] joke#held a baby once maybe twice and both times an exercise in simply like ah christ don't drop this thing countdown to passing it along#great minicomic lmao found in the uhh. gallery under....mini comics; penultimate one w/the baby cat jimmy carter as pictured as thumbnail#supporting his mystery contributions too....gotta be for real abt mitzi not shooting anyone but sure he may have noscoped atlas#though maybe also he did not; but we know they have some secret concerning atlas; even probably involving his death....#vaguely wondering if atlas got whatever warning about [mystery thorn in marigold's side] as asa sweet mentions over that brunch#and perhaps would have chosen to back out of the business but mitzi was not about that & would arrange a Murder to inherit lackadaisy....#but mordecai would have to have some reason to go along with that. Maybe as an out for working for atlas forever; but now he's at marigold#not exactly that different yet [themes re: The Other Paths Are Closed To You Forever for everyone out here]#while it might also be true that he left for marigold to try to figure out what's going on over there from the inside; as suggested....#and whatever he's got going on he's Very Motivated about it as per the most recent comic pages. bold moves#anyways another accidentally autistic cat out here. for april. always a classic lol fr everyone leave him alone or else shoot at him yknow#i do support the mordecai & the savoys dream team there. reiterating i think nicodeme espesh could/should be the like surprise bestie & etc
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got the posting anxiety bad tonight
#click clack#ok a peak into my thought process and anxiety here we go#ok so the art is almost done and up to standard I would post onto my art blog#BUT for some reason the thought of posting art of my ocs there scares me#because even tho it’s my art blog in my mind it’s the equivalent to a art gallery that demands being detached????? from the art#like once I share it there it’s no longer ‘mine’ but to the public#and my ocs (plus the stories that go with them) are like the closest to my heart and relinquishing them feels like a lot#a part of my imagination that I spent so much time with developing over the years to be placed up for judgement…#so then the solution could be to put it here on my personal! the online space cozy enough and filled with other posts that could easily bury#the original posts I put here#but there goes my other dilemma. i don’t want them too associated with my personal for if one day i do muster up something for publication#my big fear is that ppl will find this space and go thru everything. the fear of being perceived and judged 😵💫#all the hypotheticals and anxiety for something that may not even happen#dumb mind problems my head made up 🙄#anyway writing it out helped lol I’m posting it to my art blog I decided 👍#I have to work on getting that blog to be comfortable space to post… i should lower that silly self imposed standard I set for myself#and be whatever about ppl being aware of my online presences#maybe… [grinding my teeth] I should post my messy sketches onto my art blog…#I should take my friends suggestion and make a website to feature my ocs…🤔#idk my only other solution that doesn’t feel viable to mitigate the anxiety is to slowly introduce my ocs in the background of setting art#just a slow drip until they are in the forefront#bleghhh whatever much ado about nothing it’s like I never posted my ocs ever when I have indeed posted them before on both places ( º_º )#I’m realizing it happens too when I post too much fanart in a row… I have curator disease??? 🫨#or something I used to be very particular about what order I reblog stuff like it used to be by color and content balanced out#I still do to a lesser degree… but it used to be pretty bad#post order compulsion????#the fear of being abrupt and incohesive in between posts…#if you read this far thanks you can now see how much this consumes me 🙃
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