#maybe killing a love interest or two
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Anyway I made a transman oc and now I'm deep into thinking about Miguel tryna babytrap
#.... hes called Micky. maiko joeri wolfort#yesy yeah theyre south african suck me#and now im eanna#write... miguel baby trapping a fellow spider person#maybe killing a love interest or two#anyway#quinceyeasyspeaky
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also I've spent the last couple weeks reading some older historical romance novels, and my made up, wholly unverified hypothesis that in the 2000s romance authors finally grasped that the old-fashioned "no, don't! stop, you brute" etc. scenes were not really landing with audiences anymore. So they faced a conundrum about the future of the genre. Ultimately, I think they chose to quietly stop writing those heroes, and switch them out for a more sensitive model. Still dark and brooding! But with limits, often a Heart of Gold, and more general emotional intelligence.
Still, somewhere out there is a parallel universe where these authors decided to take the opposite approach---to write heroines as unhinged, cruel, impulsive, and emotionally ignorant as their heroes. I don't know if I want to live there, but I wouldn't mind a trip to their library sometime.
#I read a whole novel about how a man married a woman and then proceeded to abuse her#(in pretty horrific ways I'm not going to lie. there was no romance in that romance novel.)#and because she's so pure and stoic and virtuous she just....cries privately. thinks about killing him. does nothing.#and then at the end they're in love.#where is my novel where she does unhinged insane things to punish him? tries to kill him and he chuckles?#thinks dreamily about how she must be planning her next attack; is in raptures purely because she hates him so much.#that might not be love but it's the closest thing he recognizes.#meanwhile his otherwise virtuous retiring wife who's spent her whole life taking care of her family#is hunched in the corner planning how to add arsenic to his food at a dinner party because socially he will be compelled to eat it.#seducing the blacksmith so he maybe doesn't shoe his lordship's horse correctly.#befriending his mistress and quietly suggesting that if he were out of the way...maybe....it could work for both of them?#freak4freak regency would be so much more interesting than Two Featureless Dolls With Correct Politics#and I wouldn't be forced to conclude that this duke abused and stockholm syndromed his way into marriage.#from the bookshelf
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End of Empathy (time for violence)
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan jingyi#jin ling#lan sizhui#We are back to the present! Honestly I think I'm going to try and truncate the rest of this arc.#I LOVE yi-city and I really appreciate all of the support the yi-city lovers have given me. And the patience of those who aren't.#But it's been two months. And I need to move this along </3#Anyways; I love the start of ep 3 so much. The worried concern of the juniors is so cute#but the crown jewel by far is wwx responding like a parent that's very hungover but trying so hard to be nice about it#like 'shhh shhhh guys hi I'm up now. Can you keep the volume down. Can you get me some water and my sunglasses from the glovebox.'#and of course the incredible wham line of 'Xue Yang Must Die.'#'Is YX irredeemable? I'm pro 'everyone is capable of change and deserves a chance.' So Im of the camp of 'if he had the opportunity...maybe#The issue is that this setting has no structure to provide those opportunities. You are perceived as a threat therefor you must die#XY is a very interesting parallel to the YLLZ because they both meet the same fate: outsiders determining that they need to be killed#plus both did war crimes. I know it's easy to forget the YLLZ actually did do some of the things he was accused of (most wrong)#but wwx also has blood on his hands. He also sought revenge in pretty twisted ways. Both were given opportunities to step away and refused#The difference is that we empathize with and like XXC & SL and A-Qing. The Narrative says they were wronged and that is an injustice.'
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That ending was kind of shit...
#minors dni#arcane#arcane spoilers#im sorry but you cant kill off the best characters and expect me to enjoy that ending 💀#poor ekko#the only people to win here are cait and vi and not even vi truly won here. like yeah she got the girl. but she lost her sister to get her.#i know i love maddie (even more now she turned against cait) but jinx was the death to truly piss me off.#like maddie i thought she died when ambessa shot at her and cait- so i was like oh rip- oh wait shes still alive- oh rip again#but jinx dying after all this? horrible. like you really couldnt give that poor girl one chance at happiness#anyway im still living in the other dimension with powder and ekko. that shit was romantic af even for straight people#i didnt really care about the cait x vi sex scene?? im gonna be fr i only just remembered it. like yeah it was kind of hot but-#idk how to say this but cait and vi really dont do much for me as a pairing 😬 its like yassamy or luz amity-#like good for them i guess but theres nothing really to keep me interested? like oh they just end up happy... thats kind of boring. 😬#maybe its because im aromantic- i just dont get anything from seeing domestic happy relationships?? i like drama.#but at the same time i like powder x ekko so idk#arcane season 2#arcane season two
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thinking about how akio sees his younger self in utena and wondering if there's any fondness there. doesn't change the horror of what he does to her obviously but i do wonder
#akio and utena#m#long ramble in the tags sorry:#the thing about akio is that he's so evil bit he's also so human#he has feelings. i just don't know what they are (if anything) toward his victims#he loves anthy at the very least i'm sure of that. even if he hates her too. just like she loves and hates him. the lines are blurry.#and i just. i have to wonder whether any of that extends to utena at all. we know anthy at times feels similarly about utena and dios#(and akio by extension.) the simultanious love and resentment. so it's not too unlikely i think.#like. even though he never had anything but bad intentions in getting close to her#i'm not sure it's possible to do everything he did and feel nothing#not that he has any meaningful amount of guilt or remorse for it. i don't think that.#and i obviously don't think he “loved” her in any of the ways she might have thought he did#but did he not care at all? did he not feel any kind of fondness or sympathy or just. idk. pity? for her?#whatever the case it wasn't enough to reconsider having her killed so you know. how much does that actually matter anyway#idk. i think about it a lot. how abusers are rarely entirely indifferent toward their victims#the role he's playing in her life is so fucked up but it IS a role he's playing and i wonder how much he you know... internalizes it?#how much does he believe the illusion of family that he invites her into? because akio DOES often buy into his own illusions.#(similarly i think it's possible that akio is fond of touga too. their mentor-protégé relationship is horrible and abusive#but that doesn't make it less real. you know? maybe real is the wrong word.)#when he talks in episode 25 about wanting utena and anthy closer that's obviously so he can continue to groom her#but is there something genuine there too? i don't know.#again. it obviously does not make anything he does better or even different. but it is interesting to think about to me.#on the other side of that coin does seeing his own past youth and naivete and desire to do good that he (maybe) once had#reflected back at him through her mean anything?#is there resentment there? that she is what he couldn't be? or more likely he just thinks that idealism is stupid.#either way it's something he wants to take from her. anyway ramble over.#i talk a lot about utena's feelings toward akio (familial vs romantic love and the way the two are intertwined in fucked up ways)#but not much the other way around. probably because utena is actually a sympathetic character whose feelings the show very clearly#wants you to analyze and think about.#which is... less true for akio i think. though he's still a complex character with complex motives. he's just harder to get a grasp on.
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it should be said that some of you are way too dorky about laika
#emergency broadcast system#like okay name another animal that went to space. just one. an american one maybe? no? just soviets bad dog killers?#you say id rather have a very pampered dog that doesnt know whats happening before during or after to die in space than a human who does#and everyone loses their minds on dork.com (tumblrs true domain title)#i am fine with people who acknowledge that she was very well cared for and loved. and i like her being a symbol of space exploration#because its a very important study that we needed live subjects to continue. and if she is emblematic of that i hold no ill regard#however when people are like wahh scientists killed laika baby dog poor pupper whateverrr#name another dog. a monkey maybe. other animals went to space and died. and had names. and caretakers. and many lived too#name a living non human animal that went to space. theres dozens. a cat even. whats her name. what about the tortoises. many hatched eggs.#like oh my god theres so much interesting stuff. also name a human thats not the first man in space nor the first two men on the moon.#actually just name the other guy that was there with neil armstrong and buzz aldrin. if you cant pass this bare minimum you cant-#-web weave all day about laika. especially as an american
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HELLO???? YOU CAN'T JUST DROP A SUNDAY-SUNNY AND ROBIN-MARI IDEA AND LEAVE IT AT THAT???????? i need to see a hsr omori au right now omg
wonweek called Sunday “Sunny” and immediately had to say smth my bad
#💬 — ⌗nervo replies . ★#🗨️ — ⌗avery . ★#I LOVE THOSE TWO SM BOTH DOOMED SIBLINGS#I need to actually continue playing omori..#technically for the third time but first time not watching a playthrough#but thinking abt Sunday and Sunny and Mari as Robin (they all they the same instruments) is soo interesting#(spoiling omori a bit as I talk more heads up)#It gets a little dark when you think that Sunny (Sunday) killed Mari (Robin) via manslaughter#but yk.. maybe uhh march as kel or smth Dan heng as hero#idk who would be aubrey..#OMG POM-POM AS MEWO BUT THE ONE SCENE IN OMORI WITH MEWO AND OMORI DREAMSCAPE OR WHATEVER#wait.. Sunday dreamscape being penacony instead of the world Sunny has.. WHAT#omg wait stelle as aubrey how didn't I think of that they both have bats..#Himeko and Welt as the absent parents/hj#maybe I'll talk more abt my ideas if you want me to >_<
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sometimes you just write 1k wholly incomprehensible words in 30 minutes and call it a day
#this flash fiction is technically finished but by god does it not make sense#on the upside though i have now two OCs#sure they might not have a persoanlity per se but they go to a magic academia do elemental magic are besties and#are prpr lovesquare awkwardly in love#I'm doing a 30 days flash fiction challenge and the prompts are very neat they are so interesting and could be the base to an intricate#and serious story#the challenge i'm taking is turning all of them into meet cutes#anyway i only had Ilka and Daniel for an hour but i'll kill for them etc etc#(maybe i shiuld maybe they should get like. a plot. how does that sound huh)#<- histically important text to preserve for when my dark academia trilogy is a NYT bestseller ✌️#miaing
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love that you dont have to essentially buy heroes now but 1.) that shouldve been the case in the first place 2.) i feel bad for everyone i play against as i now realize i can play ramattra as much as i want and i will proceed with my rampages
#overwatch#overwatch 2#i almost have enough for his kabuki skin ...... if i level up a few more then i can get the gold needed for it ....#as of rn he doesnt really have any other skins i like but i also cant imagine improving upon the perfection of his design#uuGHHH BUT ZEN'S TAKO SKIN .... albeit i wont have enough for that until at least two more battle passes i think but ....#is that not more reason to save .... ouughghhh...#at least i have the fastball skin for zen but with ramattra i just have that owl skin and i need to look. a LIL nice-r 💀💀#plus i love kabuki...... and i have the kabuki wallpaper for my name tag so it only makes sense i actually get the skin too right jALKVJELK#in any case. its been fun being able to play ramattra finally :) <- he's been free for weeks#i showed up to a game while it was ongoing and i killed everyone on the enemy team 💀#NOT POSSIBLE WITHOUT MY SUPPORTS .... i love support so much ....#i did have a game where my mercy was. Interesting though#she kept tryna glock everyone like bestie ily but please focus on healing </3 OR AT LEAST DON'T CHARGE THE ENEMY RAMATTRA#MAYBE IF HE WAS AT LIKE 1/8 OF HEALTH BUT NOW WHEN HE FULL HEALTH VLKAEJVJLKAE
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You know how sometimes, you decide one thing, only for the characters to show you the middle finger, and do whatever they want?..
Happened to me. Again. Max (my Antichrist OC) and Crowley decided they want a story where they're together. Which is fine, I actually like the pairing. It seemed strange at first, since in most of my ideas, Crowley's Max's mother, stepmother or uncle, then I realized it's a stupid thing to let stop me, I mean... Max's mother in this would be Michael. Enough said.
Speaking of Ms. Sword of God, she's not happy. Not because Crowley's a demon, she's married to Satan himself (her own twin brother), she doesn't like that Crowley's a "traitor", and has no rank. Luckily, Max puts momma in her place, and Lucifer is supportive of the relationship. Michael will relent eventually, too.
All in all, I guess I'm adding another WIP to my ever-growing hoard. Though, for now, a coherent plot is yet to dawn on me. I mostly imagine random scenes. Some of them are rather funny, like when Nina tells Crowley that yes, his relationship with the woman he loves might indeed be decided by the impression he makes on a bird. Since, Max has a hunting falcon, and Crowley, being a snake, does not feel easy around raptors.
#diary pages#so now has two male love interests and two female#the other male one is michael from legion... who also happens to be her uncle... divine beings will divine being i guess#funny that david played in a movie called politician's husband since that's precisely what crowley would be in this#well and a duke of hell michael refuses to let her daughter marry a rankless demon satan says fine i'll make him a duke#crowley and horus... tolerate each other but they definitely aren't buddies horus is rather mean to the old snake#which amuses michael who gets along perfectly with the bird#luckily max's dog titan is nice to him#as always i don't want to just focus on a love story i want to add drama all sorts of exciting things#hmm maybe i could move the storyline where the angel jahoel stalks max and tries to kill her spouse to “prove himself”#which is no fantasy about two people being into my oc it's a thriller plot a deranged seraph is TERRIFYING and VERY dangerous#yeah i have myriads of story ideas and they are all very vivid and vast and detailed i'm a maladaptive daydreamer ffs#good omens#good omens crowley#maxine frost#ocs#good omens oc#crowley x oc#snakebeast#max will only be with male crowley female crowley would be too weird#good omens fandom#writing journal#fanfiction ideas#i need to draw max her faceclaim is emily rudd sort of but her photos don't fit the vision max wouldn't be caught dead in that hairstyle#crowley x fem!oc#max refuses to ride in the bentley because she hates queen... also because her jaguar might get territorial#michael disapproving is also kind of funny because crowley/michael is one of my ships in other stories also#max x crowley
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#Alright I got tragically interrupted while watching it but I'm finally finished watching the episode!!#It's really really good both the animation and drawings are very detailed compared to the rest of the anime but...#The pace is so off :((( Like it's not the end of the world but ugh. It's unfortunate...#So many things just don't hit off as deeply because everything is moving so fast all the time and there's no time to process anything.#They won't allow you one second for the last line of a scene to sink in that the next scene's ost is already playing.#And like it's not even the worst crime an anime can commit I guess but still...#I wish they didn't. Like rather than make a 13 episodes season and squeeze the Sky Casino arc in merely two episodes it would have been–#a lot better to finish the season at the previous episode and make 12 episodes out of everything (so that everything could be better paced)#Like yeah maybe it's not the best season ending that there can be but... It's not terrible either‚ you have Atsushi saying the line–#“there's still hope” and the season ending there‚ that's pretty cool#I don't know why everyone feels like they have to rush all the time.#Guys do I have to be the one to remind you you make more money if more season come out.#Like how can the knowledge of Sigma being made by the book have any kind of impact when we've only known him for ten minutes.#Teruko's looking mad AND looking cutesy AND blowing up the landing zone didn't have the same comedic effect they did in the manga because..#It just happened all together! There's no time to process anything. Or maybe I'm just slow idk but I mean YOU GOTTA–#MAKE TIME FOR THE OPENING AND ENDING IN THE EPISODE c'mon man#Sorry I'm complaining it's actually good. I really really love Teruko & Tachihara. Jouno too!!!#I liked the Tahihara spotlight this episode... It's so cute to see what he's like when he's not acting– well‚ not completely I guess#Mmmmhhh.#Yesterday I read an interesting post on how a lot of early dc/mk wouldn't work today because the technology of the world has changed SO muc#I think a similar reflection can be made for the doa terrorist plot. Countries are pushing towards a complete digital money transition.#In 50 years or so coins may not be circulating anymore and today already the impact of this terrorist plot would be a lot smaller–#compared to when the chapters were coming out. I think#Well. Nice episode! Forward to next week! If tomorrow's manga chapter hasn't killed me before that#random rambles
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Everyone say hi to my fluffy rooster boy, Russ
#Russ is short for Russell :3#I love petting his fluff. his tail especially. it isn't very soft but I still like the texture#stuffed animals#plushies#plushblr#plush#rooster plushie#I want to get a few chicken plushies so he can have a proper flock. and a chick or two if I can fibd any appropriately sized#I have a really weird interest in chickens even if I don't talk about it much online (I do irl tho)#I just think they're neat :3#Im not sure what breed of chicken russ is supposed to represent tho. maybe a rhode island red?#now I wanna look into it#also I would kill to have a silkie chicken#like both in plush for and irl#I love them so much#I like chicken :3#viti's plushies#plushie: Russell
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Me: Yeah I don’t think I can really ship Kratos with anyone. It’s just really hard for me to imagine him in any sort of romantic relationship. Yes I know he was married twice, but still-
God of War Ragnarok: Shows flashbacks of Kratos with Faye
Me, with tears in my eyes: Oh, okay, nevermind.
#talking to myself#to be fair I’ve always been interested in both his wives#like what sort of women would be able to pull him into a relationship and what that dynamic would look like#because we never saw Faye in the 2018 game#and while we see Lysandra it’s not much to define her character or her relationship with Kratos#but that was more curiosity rather than having any sort of shippy feelings#but god those flashbacks with Faye were so well done and even though it was also just a little it was enough to draw me in#and I want to see more of them#and I would love to see more of Lysandra as well tbh#it’s been a while since I touched the old games but they seem to focus so much more on his grief over Calliope over Lysandra#maybe their marriage was not one of love but for like… political or society driven reasons#but I would still like to see it y’know??#I realize that maybe there are maybe things like comics or something that explore it#maybe I should seek those out. idk.#anyway yes I recently watched a playthrough of gow ragnarok how could you tell#EDIT: found out the DLC had him talk about his wife and he did love her very much#Nice. glad to see it!! still wish we got to see more of his time with both wives though#also saw ppl on yt claiming he and Freya like each other. personally do not see it now but would not be opposed if future games explore it#just don’t kill Freya she’s cool I loved her development across the two games#anyway. the tags on this post that no one will read is long enough lol
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“Do you think we'd be lovers in every universe?”
“But of course, McCoy my love.”
but that was simply a lie coated in sugar to hide his motives from McCoy. Of course he didn't think so, and he'd hate if they were.
#💭 — ⌗dreams snippets . ♪ᝰ#—I win . ♪#—jackle reed#—mccoy june#based off of that one trend I've been seeing#It's fits them perfectly.. too perfectly....#I don't think Jackle would feel remorse for killing his lover (McCoy )#but he might not do what he did again#If that makes sense#I want to make him this villain who doesn't feel remorse for his actions but moreso reflects?#Idk if that makes sense#Jackle didn't have the best upbringing ever#but it's not trauma filled like usual and stuff#Idk if any of this makes sense but still#I love their dynamic purely bc of the amount of angst in it#as well as other factors ofc like how they end up#how Jackle treats McCoy while dating him etc#It's like this rivalry but not a silly one like “ohhh when I get you McCoy! (the hero)”#“you'll never get me villain!!” he says to Jackle#and their little fight goes on forever#they're actively trying to kill each other#mainly Jackle tho to prove himself to society that he's strong and not all villains lose (possible trauma?? to prove oneself????)#but he dates McCoy to have the upper hand when he reveals him during combat to McCoy#and then kills him in his moment of shock#can you guys tell I thought rlly hard abt their dynamic🧍♂️🧍♂️#Idk what it is but McCoy and Jackle are just such and interesting duo to me#maybe in a different story Jackle leaves him to live but not here#RAHHHH I LOVE THESE TWO!! THE ANGST!!!!
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ok i will post them because i love them and i worked way too hard on it and almost lost the file multiple times so i am forcing you to see Them
#my art#zekyan + pelaven#dnd oc#I LOVE TWINS#literally obsessed with these two GOD#i want to talk about them so much lmao#maybe i will. ask me about them why dontcha#also btw zek is on the left pela is on the right#IF YOU'RE IN THE CAMPAIGN AND YOU SAW THIS! HI! BACKSTORY CHARACTERS SORRY!!!#I HOPE YOU LIKE THEM BC IF WE EVER ACTUALLY SEE THEM IM GONNA SCREAM AND CRY ABOUT IT FOREVER#also also really loving using random pictures as texture overlays lmao#i used two different overlay textures for each piece in this fashion set#for this one it was two pictures of the starry night sky <3#for vel's i used two metal textures#for lenet's it was two pics of water and for osiris's it was two jewel/gemstone textures lol#very fun i think it adds an interesting feel to them and makes them feel less flat#plus makes me think about things i might associate with the characters and adds some extra characterization imo#oh god tumblr has been killing the quality on all of my images but this one especially since their faces are farther away and smaller noooo#hobgob family
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The way that Mallathalra started off as being incredibly unscrupulous and ruthless, started sleeping with Lae'zel during Act 1, kept Lae'zel loyal to Vlaakith (because to someone who's lived under Lolth their whole life, there's no such thing as salvation, there's only appeasing your terrifying goddess queen and hoping that she'll ignore you -- the status quo will never change, so snuff the rebellion out early and MAYBE you can scrounge some freedom for yourself out of her sight), only to start turning around with Minthara (and, outside of her run, Kitrye). Starting to think that, maybe, a little defiance would be worth it, that it might work. Helping Shadowheart break free of Shar, freeing Minthara from Moonrise, an apostate who she should have dragged back to Menzoberranzan for a bounty, which is her literal job, but didn't. Couldn't. Releasing Shadowheart's parents and realizing, for the first time in her life, that it's possible for parents to actually selflessly love their children. Stopping the Ascension ritual because she felt a twinge of pity for the Spawn, even if it meant losing a tactical advantage and having to kill her former companion.
Only to have to stab Lae'zel in the back in the finale because, despite all her growth, she couldn't save Lae'zel from what she'd done to her, what she'd convinced her to be, and she couldn't let her go through with killing Orpheus.
#oc: mallathalra#technically she got two endings but the one where Lae'zel dies was the 'canon' ending for me#it was what i'd planned since act 1#i don't know if malla would ever openly say she regretted what happened to her#but it's absolutely going to haunt her#she gets to defy her goddess. she might get to be free (after. some things. i have planned out for her. maybe.)#she gets to go to bed with the love of her life#and lae'zel won't get that#for all that malla routinely committed atrocities i think she might have had some of my favorite character development#the betrayal scene was BRUTAL but i honestly really loved it as a culmination for Malla's arc#killing who she used to be but at the cost of a friend (and former pseudo-love interest's) life
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