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sangric · 1 year ago

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what if I just clean out my drafts and then peace out for awhile

#m.💬#not feeling connected anymore #maybe it’s my fault but whatever #yes I’m bitter #booooooooo 👎#wish I had it in me to just delete but I need this space

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sonknuxadow · 8 months ago

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hey guys look what i found in my drafts. from a few days ago .

#sorry i think its my fault that this happened #still unsure if The News is actually real or not tbh since no official sources have said anything about it as far as i know #and i hear the hollywood reporter is usually right about this stuff but idk #the fact that there are no actual sources or evidence for any of this other than ''just trust me bro'' is a bit suspicious to me #+ the fact that theyve been keeping the development of sonic 3 very quiet and secret #yet shadows voice actor. which is one of the biggest topics of discussion surrounding the movie. just. happened to leak somehow ?#but . the timing on this is kinda funny . and very tragic. if it is real #i said it already but i dont get why so many people are celebrating this. from what ive heard he doesnt fit ....#and it feels like another case of casting a random celebrity over an actual voice actor just to have a big name attached to the project #regardless of if theyre really the best choice.#which i thought everyone agreed was a shitty and annoying practice especially if its some iconic video game/comic/whatever character ?#but maybe i just havent heard the right specific voice clips that make people think its a good choice i dont know .

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only-lonely-www · 8 months ago

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So basically ATLA brain rot has hit me like a truck

#atla #avatar the last airbender #zuko #toph beifong #what happened was I was forced to watch the live action #which is actually pretty good if you get past the first few episodes #and if you don’t have someone in your ear telling you it’s awful the whole time #first episode is definitely the weakest and that’s 50% gran gran’s fault #aang and katara are also pretty flat but whatever #sokka’s good and zuko’s fantastic actually #they did goof on a few things but overall I think it’s a fun time #just don’t expect it to be as good as the cartoon and you’ll be okay #ANYWAY it got me missing toph #so i rewatched the blind bandit episode #and then wound up watching the entirety of books 2 & 3 in a few days #and now I’m brain rotted #which is especially weird considering when I first watched it I was like #yeah that was good! and then never thought about it again #i dunno what changed but i need help it’s taking over my life #wanted to draw Sokka too but he looks hard to draw #and i had enough trouble with these two #maybe someday #sorry for rambling in the tags goodbye

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doostyaudi · 4 months ago

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//suggestive images

Made these cuz uhm. Uhm. Im not sure actually. For funsies or something. Eroticisim of the machine or something idk im new here

God i am SO CRINGE but i am... Free?

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angelbitezzz · 8 months ago

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Goofy nerd in slutty white tank top save me...save me goofy nerd in slutty white tank top

#art #my art #digital art #doodle #undertale #sans #sans undertale #ts underswap #ts underswap sans #ts underswap self insert #species swap au #self insert #self ship #crossbones and starstruck #skeleton angel #human sans #may or may not be inspired by recent events (it's your fault. you know who you are 👀)#anyways the starlight isles are canonically very summery #i like to think that the temp is usually like. humid summer night levels?#but in this case whatever causes it to be that way fluctuated. causing the heatwave #maybe i could explain it like the heat rising from the lava area that i cant remember the name of just increased or something #ANYWAYS that doesn't matter was does matter is how hot i can draw sans in a wifebeater #skeleton angel reacts differently to his body than human angel would #largely because like. she's a skeleton and hasn't had much opportunity to see human bodies like that?#conversely human angel is more fascinated by the idea of sans's body mimicking human flesh despite Not Having It

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dynamitekansai · 5 months ago

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WWEonFOX: Roman Reigns laughed at the idea of Solo Sikoa becoming Tribal Chief 👀

#wrestling #wwe #solo sikoa #roman reigns #jey uso #jimmy uso #the usos #the bloodline #and then roman would name him 'tribal heir' anyway because he no longer had control of jey #and the usos were right there planting and encouraging the idea to solo #as were alllll you mfs cheering him on!!! (not even the first time dont think i forgot or will let you who boo now <3)#so: actions have consequences #also shoutout to the 'solo ate my sign' sign with a bite mark making the video crop lmao #solo is innocent of all crimes #whatever he did maybe its your fault actually #including eating your signs #solo just took the ball and ran yall kicked it towards him ok #how dare yall criticize a man for being proactive???#roman wasnt around and was slipping anyway so someone had to?????#solo is a good boy any say otherwise is slander

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928-2099 · 9 months ago

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i have a bone to pick with miguel fic writers who pair him up with super young women with a huge age gap??? that is completely out of character???

that man is a devoted single parent to a daughter that otherwise would have been orphaned??? he adopts gwen when she's homeless despite having an EXTREME conflict of interest??? he gives margo a safe place to call her own in the society bc of her troubled home life??? why would you make him a weird creepy predator when that's not who he is in the movie at all??? that man is a protector through and through!!!

if we're talking about atsv dilf miguel, he would never even glance at a woman under 27, maybe even 30 and you can’t convince me otherwise. i understand the appeal of him being an older man, i really do. but please, enough with the barely legal, college-aged pairings.

#maybe its my fault for aging out of “fandom” maybe i shouldnt be here #whatever its fiction it just takes me COMPLETELY out of it bc im like hung up on the mischaracterization of miguel #ill sit there like did we even watch the same movie #idk #im just rambling #miguel o'hara #miguel o’hara

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forestgreenlesbian · 14 days ago

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#my little brother is engaged :/#don’t know if any of you remember me posting about the whole situation like 8 months ago but i feel soo weird #and sad because i want to b happy for him but he’s six yrs older than her and she’s 19..#or i guess twenty now maybe whatever i feel so aggh. and he moved to a different country so i just feel like i’m never gonna see him again #like i knew this was coming they’re both super religious so i was like yeah they’re going to want to get married and have kids fast but.#it just feels crazy. i know that’s selfish but i have such a bad gut feeling about it that i can’t shake #but i can’t do anything about it so. idk. i just feel so lonely when things like this happen because i don't have anyone outside of the #family bubble to talk to about it. and obviously everyone else is like super happy for them. and it's not that i don't like her! i just #don't really? know her? at all which feels weird because we are a very close sibling group and i feel like i know & get on with my other #siblings' partners. i think it's partly like i just don't ever hang around people who are under twenty so she feels really young to me #which isn't her fault obviously but. do feel kind of scared for her getting married at twenty so she can start having babies.... idk idk #and obviously on top of that it's my younger brother so it does feel a little salt in the wound that he's moving on with his life and i am #counting it a win these days if i don't want to kms every three minutes #god it just sucks lol and i can't talk about it 2 anyone so i am venting here

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elizabeth-mitchells · 5 days ago

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idk guys i'm feeling pretty discouraged about writing fic lately :/

#maybe it's my fault for only getting into unpopular ships or fandom lately after having enjoyed really active fandoms for a couple of years #and i know i know i know that it's not all about kudos and comments and whatever i know. i dont write it for that #but i do share it expecting some interaction #and the way my fics have been just aggressively skydiving in that sense this whole year is just kinda sad to me #it gets me thinking is it my fault? did i get into too many fandoms? am i just annoying? are the fics bad?#should i have gotten different accounts or pseuds for different fandoms? do i need to join discords servers? be more active in some way?#write more? write less?#is it just me? is anyone else experiencing less interaction on fics this past year?#like i know i've been into unpopular ships lately but i just posted an arcane story and isn't that fandom thriving right now??#did i have to get into m*rvel? 😭#not really begging for comments i'm just venting #maybe over 100 fics in 6 years was enough and i should give it a break give up at least for a while #like i'm going to miss that much needed validation on my writing but if i'm not even getting it with fic then

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onedismay · 11 months ago

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2023 art summary. I finished more stuff than I thought I did! I also participated in a few fandom events this year, and those were all great experiences for me so yay.

#mass effect #the dark crystal #This Life Escapes Me #swtor #onedismay art #I don't wanna talk about how skekShod and skekNa's poses are almost EXACTLY THE SAME #i didn't notice until just now lmao #whatever i love both #and actually maybe i DO wanna talk about it #it's not my fault everybody with a beak looks good from that specific angle

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todayisafridaynight · 6 months ago

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sometimes i get nishiki i really do

#snap chats #like from an outsider perspective it is utterly hilarious watching everything go wrong for him #BUT GIRL NOT ME STOP HAVING THIGNS GO WRONG FOR MEEEEEE WHAT IS ALL THIS #this month its actually one thing after another if i start wearing white everyone needs to be concerned #you guys remember my bullshit roommates yeah well TLDR im getting fined for their messes im going to SCREAM #I HATE IT HEERRRREEE I KNOW IM EVIL BUT CMON #literally had such a silly night last night and now everything sucks again is this life is this what life is #its not its not what life is im just hearing my mom bitching in the other room and im letting her vibes ruin mine #everything going to be ok this is just a hiccup .... a small pinprick in the tapestry of life ....#i am incredibly annoyed though cause this is one of those situations where youve done nothing wrong but youre being shot for it #its just unfair but whatever we ball ..... im putting the hair gel away guys im not slicking my hair back just yet ....#i got a new friend last night so maybe ill just hang with them later and ill remember life is beautiful ..#heh ... jk ... i can remind myself life is beautiful right now ... im gonna go eat some tiramisu ...#jesus christ i really do love italian food what the fuck. pasta / calamari / tiramisu #i dont think calamari is italian but i got it from an italian place w/e we get the picture #its not my fault that italy has good food ... i would just never go there .....#ok bye ima go eat and drink water now. water will remind me how beautiful life is ...

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clarissaweasley-10 · 26 days ago

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ughhh i hate this smm

#atp she should just put me under lock and key #��dont go there #dont talk to them”#“why are you like this”#“just listen to what i say”#“do as i tell you no questions”#“who cares what you think?”#ughhh i am soo damn fed up with this nonsense #why cant i do as i like for once in my life?#why do i have to let go of everything #why is everything always my fault #why tf am i called “too sensitive” when she literally yelled at me for more than half an hour #why is it that she can say whatever she wants #call me whatever that comes to her mouth no matter how crippling or insulting it may be #but i cant say one word against her?#i cant even dress like i want?#or hell put my fav jewelries without being scolded?#what am i ?#a circus puppet?#and then no matter how angry i am #she lures meback #by being extra nice the next morning #likenothing happened #well maybe not to her because #it was MY self esteem that got crippled #MY pride #MY confidence #all to be called “too sensitive”#lets see what would have happened if the roles were reversed #pheww sorry for the ranting

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azure-clockwork · 2 months ago

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When you’re having a great day and then right at the end something goes wrong and all your happiness pops like a fucking soap bubble.

#It’s fine. I’m fine. It’s whatever.#I’m the only one upset and it’s my fault so whatever.#Maybe I’ll delete this later.#Ah yes go complain on the internet because you need attention or some shit.#Yeah ok I really will delete this later.#Whatever.

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charlesemersonwinchesteriii · 1 year ago

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Things that I know about A Stitch In Time prior to listening to it:

Garak goes to spy school, which is for spies (for some reason the idea of this is amusing to me. like I get it duh of course the Order must have some sort of training system but also. fanfic ass trope. Spy School! For Spies! it's even a boarding school and everything. DARKEST ACADEMIA)

Garak performs a classic bisexual rite of passage by falling in love with both members of an older(?) married couple (or well textually probably only the wife. I feel like I'd have heard about it if he were Betacanonically Queer (TM) in this book. but here's hoping I'll be astonished while listening!)

I can't remember if I read anything specific about it or not but just based on vibes alone I do not have high hopes for this couple's like. life expectancy.

Based on vibes alone I do not have high hopes for ANY character's life expectancy in this book tbh. If it involves Cardassians in general and Garak in specific I usually just assume everyone involved is doomed. This is going to be a FUN 12 hours and 28 minutes!

There was a post somewhere that mentioned that some supernatural magical stuff happens in this book and I'm SO FUCKING STOKED. HERE'S HOW GARAK ORB EXPERIENCE CAN STILL WIN!!!!

The entire concept of this book is so funny to me. Garak goes 7 years being ohhh so mysterious to Julian about himself or his past and then just spills his whole life story to him in a letter as soon as they're separated. Babygirl is going through Bashir Withdrawal Syndrome.

Most importantly KELAS MY BEST FRIEND KELAS FROM ONE (1) LINE OF CANON!!!!! I have no actual evidence that he ever shows up in this book but like he has to right. right. he's absolutely everywhere on ao3 y'all had to have gotten him from somewhere. I assume.

#forgot to actually post this so I did technically start listening by now but shhhh #anyways it just occurred to me that there's like a trillion ST books and multiple different ones that deal with Cardassians and with Garak #and maybe some of this stuff is actually in some entirely different book for all I know :|#look it's not my FAULT there's no like fuckin CHART of which books I'm supposed to read in what order #I need like. an idiot's guide to the betacanonverse.#starky's original posts #wasn't there one book where like Julian was in a coma?? is that where he's canonically at rn in the betacanon?? in a fucking COMA???#I know there's also one where Garak Fucking Dies (??!!)#do all these take place in the same universe???????#WHATEVER. BABY GARAK TIME. LET'S GO.#A Stitch In Time #star trek: deep space 9

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phagodyke · 1 month ago

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the masculine urge to take a saucepan off thr draining board and bash myself repeatedly over the head with it until I pass out and no longer have to experience feeling Bad 😍

#struggling to tolerate this one ngl its fucking dire this weekend. i just cant do this man #thr things i would fucking do for attention please. just one person to notice and care in the slighest i feel like im losing my fucking #mind out here how does every single person who has ever mattered to me in my lifr see me in distress and choose to ignore it or maybe they #dont even recognise im ij distress in the first place i dont know whats worse i dont think i hide it well at all im just so done #listen like ultimately its fucking fine. i will get myself through it like ive gotten myself through everything else in my fuckijg life #i dont even feel bad that often these days im doing so so so much better and its so much more tolerable to only have to deal with this #once or twice a week instead of it being a struggle every single day like i dont think i could go back to feeling like that again ever i #dont know how i managed to get througyh it before jesus fucking christ. but i can deal with it i can deal with this #ik ill feel fine tomorrow. its just thr fact im so desperately fucking alone with it that makes it so much worse than it has to be #i fucking hate repression i hate being so incapable of expressing myself that its easier for me to injure myself than it is to talk about #how i feel to anyone i hate being trapped in this stupif fucking torture labyrinth and not knowing how to get out of it and never being #given a single avenue anything to hold onto i hate having to do it alone every single fucking time and when i do try i just freeze out #entirely i cant form a coherent thought my brain enters total fucking shutdown pure static white noise fuzz and i dont know why please #its so unfair i dont think its that much to want a little comfort. just once just for someone to stay with me while i cry it doesnt have #to be more than that i just dont want to be alone like this i just want to feel safe around someone just close to someone just once #and well ill survive without it bc i always have i guess. so far at least. and there are many things im grateful for and i do in general #feel pretty okay my life is pretty good at times even. i feel so pathetic and stupid and ashamed for even feeling like this #but do i have to go my entire life without ever experiencing any kind of real intimacy with another person emotionally that is #i mean physical is nice too and they go hand in hand in some ways but i just want to feel seen and safe over anything.im tired #i feel like i try.but not hard enough i know its all my fault really but i dont know how to try any harder but nothing will ever change if #i dont i cant expect anyone to do anything if i cant rven communicate in thr first place. oh i dont want to think about it anymore #i have a headache from crhing and its not even 8pm ugh. okay. well it is what it is.#ill breathe until i calm down and then tidy up whatever i left in the kitchen and get my work stuff ready for tmr #and polish my boots maybe. and read and go to bed at 9:30 i think. and ill feel fine in the morning #my fault for thinking about it earlier i know i shouldve nipped it earlier on its such an easy spiral to fall into i need to get better #it happens. okay anyway. no cause for concern im good guys. weakly thumbs up at the camera all covered in blood #my period is late actually thats probably all this is lmao. makes sense thinking abt it #cant wait for it to finally start and all earthly desire to leave my body so i never experience pain again amen #.vent #ignore this sorry for being mentally ill im not even that mentally ill anymore so no excuse rly ummmm. bit embarrassing innit.

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eggsistential-basket · 1 month ago

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thinking about the person i could have been if i tried a little harder to find my own way

#probably the thing i am resenting my parents for right now is how good they were at convincing me #not to pursue any career paths other than the ones they laid out #every time i was like hey this seems interesting should i check it out? they would be so quick with the #do you care enough about it to stake your livelihood on it? to do it for your whole working life?#and obviously 8 yo 12 yo 14 yo 17 yo 18 yo me would get terrified and go no sorry and just not look into anything further #supposedly this is the safe option but everything i do feels meaningless #all of the jobs in this field seem meaningless #the job market in this field right now is dog shit and I'm fighting like hell for positions that just make me sad to think about #but every time i think hey what if i tried another thing #now my brain shuts me down with the do you care enough about it to stake your livelihood on it #your whole life on it #and the answer is no and it's gonna be no for a long time i bet #don't know if I'll ever find my way out of it #told my roommate's boyfriend about my general dispassion for pretty much everything in life #he asked me if I'm even a person #which feels very true #i feel like this path I've followed if i keep following it #I'm not going to be a person i can be proud of #i know it's really early in my life to say but #idk if it's nature or nurture or my own damn fault but all the ambition has been weaned out of me and I've been getting just surviving #i just wish i got told more you can be whatever you want to be :)#instead of whatever you'll do you'll be good at so do what makes money and push your hobbies to the side you can do them after you retire #your mom likes this and you're good at it so you'll like it too it'll make you money this is the best thing #the other thing is harder and doesn't make as much money don't do that you won't like it that much i bet #when i was younger #maybe I'd be struggling more but I'd be really happy and fulfilled #or maybe this is genuinely the best timeline and eggs who tried to pursue art hates it now #maybe I'd be really stupid at all the other things i gave a passing glance at #eggsistential speaks #tag rant

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