#maybe it’s because I’m from a super blended family idk
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Warning! Weird little girls who are obsessed with Beauty and the Beast can grow up into weird little teenagers who’s are obsessed with Warrior Cats and can then grow up into weird adult women who are obsessed with Star Trek!
#I really think there’s something about the found family that I keep subconsciously going for#maybe it’s because I’m from a super blended family idk#about to get back into my warrior cats phase btw 14 year old me would be so proud#star trek#warrior cats
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Aight I’m bored also I like the new movie so I’m gonna try to guess what the new fellas quirks are!!! (Minor spoilers for the first 15 minutes, credit to @zee-nith ‘s post)
This is pure speculation on what I think the quirks/powers of the movie OCs will be, none of my thoughts are final, because I’m waiting for the movie to make a verdict, this is just fun theorizing!
Dark Might
I think his quirk allows him to copy the powers of others? There are rings that the Gorinni Family all wears, and I think he might be able to create these rings that contain different powers? There’s not too many hints, but a theory alot of people are having is that his quirk also drains him of his life force or power and that’s why he wants Anna on hand? (Edit: It looks like his quirk is energy projection!!!)
Anna
Judging by the promos, it looks like Dark Might really wants her quirk for some reason???? My guess is that it’s either a power amplifying quirk, a reality distortion quirk, or a life force quirk. One thing I’m certain of is that her quirk drains her own life force/energy, due to her hair turning black whenever she uses it. Her quirk might also cause harm to others (judging by 15 minute preview explanation) where when Deku grabs her hand, he starts feeling lots of pain. Maybe it gives and drains life force/power? The flowers might be the catalyst for this, but for now, I’m a bit stumped… (edit: also it looks like she’s leading Deku through a pocket dimension full of purple lights and flowers??? Guessing this happens at the beginning of the movie)
Giulio
Now this dude is a bit confusing, I’m pretty sure his arm is a prosthetic (unless he has a Lady Nagant thing going on) but if you held me at gunpoint (haha) and told me to give him a quirk hint based off of his appearance alone, I’d say his eyepatch is a little sus, whether it’s a scar or something to keep him from activating his quirk which probably works through his left eye ala Aizawa, also Mamoru Miyano specifically highlighted that he has a teardrop mole which could be a huge stretch but this feels like a hint??? But for an actual quirk I’m not too sure (we haven’t seen any hints so it might be a massive spoiler). Also he has some sort of memory loss (?) which could be a side effect or overuse of his quirk
Paulo, Simon, and Bruno (left to right)
Now, thanks to the explanation, we know that Bruno’s quirk allows him to create forcefields that slow down time, so he’s solved. Paulo and Simon are tricky, if I had to give them quirks, Paulo gives me vibes that he blends into shadows or has a poison quirk, and Simon gives me psychic quirk vibes???
EDIT: Simon has some sort of quirk that basically makes him a wizard!!!
Ugo and Jill
Definitely some sort of symbiotic relationship going on here, if I had to guess, I’d assume Ugo has a strength quirk (no shit) and Jill has one of three, mind control, intelligence, or telepathy, or they’ll throw us for a loop and give them the most batshit insane quirks idk
Kamil
I’m stumped on this one, maybe he’s just the planner dude or he has a quirk having to do with the mind? Idk?
Deborah
I’m EXTREMELY curious about her quirk, I made a post mentioning how she and Aizawa’s quirk appearances are similar, BUT, in one of the promos, we see Anna looking super empty as Deborah is holding her by the shoulders, so I think her quirk might either stop the thought or emotion process, is a form of mind control, or hypnosis? She reminds me a bit of a witch or a raven
(Or it IS an alternate form of Erasure and if it is I will explode)
Anyways that’s all of my speculation on what I think the quirks or not quirks are! (I think the rings that the Gorinni Family wears might be their quirks too), so lets wait for the movie and see what they end up doing!
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frustrated 12/4/22
let’s go backwards
I just got home from going bowling with my family and their friends...
I saw my best friend’s story of her and other girl friends going out in their cute ass fits and make up and the only thing I wanted more than anything was to look as good and hangout with the hot girl group :’( But I couldn’t because I was with my family and we were going home and that was that. I don’t have the option to do things at my own choosing. It has to have had consultation from everyone I’ve ever met in my life and their grandmothers blessings.
I thought about if I had no rules and no one’s opinion to consider, the only thing I wanted to do was to go out with my bestie and her friends and be a hot girl and have jun flaunting being a hot girl.
Yet, here I was in the back of the family SUV almost at our one way road and I knew I had no choice. I had no control. If it wasn’t my mom, it would be my boyfriend. Which is the perfect segue to transport us to a conversation a few hours ago...
“Okay I have to tell you something and uhhh **** called me at 6 in the morning today because she was in the hospital from being drugged at Ricks last night. Of course I wasn’t awake at that time to answer the call, but she texted me and said she was hospitalized. I hope you’re not mad.”
Here’s a question for you reader: Would you have thought that entire situation would have made me mad? Do you think I would be mad about that? Why the fuck would I be mad about that? Unless you fucking roofied the girl yourself.?
I said that exact sentence to him and he said why am I acting like this? My voice and tone are being mean. “Bulgan, why are you being like this?
Excuse me, what do you mean, sir?
So I try to pull myself together and just mutter things like okay and sure. After quite a few roundabouts in the conversation world, we seem to be making headway for wrapping this conversation, and I say “ I am glad she’s home and I’m glad she’s okay”. “Are you sure?”
Another question for the reader, would you have answered that as “Yeah, me too” rather than “Are you sure”. SO you’re probably thinking holy shit she wouldn’t want this girl to be okay? Jesus something really bad must’ve happened and this girl wants revenge.
(Un) Fortunately nothing of that sort has happened. Although maybe it has. It is pretty unclear.
But because I’m writing this, I’ll tell you my side. This girl who’s 7 years younger than my partner has been in love with him and has wanted to use every single use to contact him and to have him by her side. He has. Because they’re good friends. But I think her motive is much more than just friends. But my partner apparently just doesn’t see it. In his eyes, it’s just this nice friend needing his help for the most ridiculous things like borrowing a pencil for her exam that she’s running late to or having him create a playlist blend together because he simply did not enough about metal rock!!! “WHAT? YOU’RE 27 AND DON’T KNOW ABOUT ROCKKK???? NO WAY I AM SO YOUNG AND I LOVE ROCK. IT MAKES ME SUPER FUCKING UNIQUE AND I AM JUST SO DIFFERENT FROM EVERYONE ELSE! WE SHOULD WATCH BREAKING FUCKING BAD CAUSE IT’S THE LONGEST SHOW ON EARTH WHICH MEANS I CAN SPEND AS MUCH TIME WITH YOU AS FUCKING POSSIBLE.”
“uh ok yeah sure dude whatever I’m high”
That is a snippet of how I imagine their interaction goes. But also I have no fucking idea and perhaps my partner lets go on things more than he says he does.
Final question, but in 2 parts.
1. Would you be reaching out to a guy friend you haven’t really talked to in a few months who has a gf, at 6am, saying you’re at the hospital?
1.a. If so, why would you? unless...?
1.a.b.If you’re the author’s partner, what do you make of this? Would you not be suspect that this girl really needs and likes you? Wouldn’t you want to make it clear that is not the case since you’ve clearly found your soulmate that she shouldn’t really think of him as her emergency contact???
1.a.b.c LOL idk how the sub labels work but idgaf. Wouldn’t you be updating your partner as these messages and calls are arriving? Not continuing talking to this female (lol I purposely chose female smd) and then telling your partner 8 hours later and somehow still making it her fault?
2. I don’t remember.
I am sad and I feel trapped without any choice in my life.
Goodnight, strangers.
My bf is asleep and not talking to me in the evening hours because somehow he just accidentally goes to bed without knowing how tired he is.
Fuck this shit.
I am drunk and high writing out my feelings. yay.
go 25 me :P
suck my fucking asshole and suck my fucking clitoris.
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Imagine them staying on the island and Nagito is so protective over his little siblings hhhh they're all a big family now and the Warriors love themmmm
Despite having completely forgotten all that happened to her, Nagito doesn't allow Teruteru near Kotoko unless supervised and Nagito gets scary when he's supervising so he usually just stays away (nagi knows teru wouldn't do/say anything to the children, but he's very overprotective and low-key scared that they will remember everything someday)
Ryota is Jataro's favorite. They're working on a short anime together. He sometimes does artsy stuff with Ibuki (it gets a little crazy with all the paint and glue everywhere), and Kazuichi gets along great with both him and Masaru
Masaru and Nekomaru are nearly inseparable, and he loves Akane too (she has to be supervised because she doesn't understand how climbing and jumping off buildings could be dangerous and Nagito almost died the first time he saw them hanging out)
Kotoko adores Sonia, she's being taught how to be a little princess too. They play dress up together often and have tea parties. She likes Gundham too, but it's mostly just because of his cute animals. He got her a little bunny and she dresses it up in cute little outfits
Monaka's favorite is Izuru, and she likes Imposter as well. She likes solving puzzles and coding games with Izuru (I hc it's a hobby of his, in memory of Chiaki and all), and she's programmed a few of Kazuichi's creations
Nagisa sticks with Hajime the most, he helps out with the chores and they mostly just talk. They go to the library with Nagito at least once a week and read together. Hajime and Nagito are the only ones he's not afraid of asking help from.
Nagito is all the WoH's #1 fave. Monaka and Nagisa like to just chat, read or play puzzle-like games with him. Jataro likes to draw with and on him, and Masaru loves him dearly but prefers to hang out with the others (Nagito can't keep up with all the running around). Kotoko gives him makeovers all the time, she loves his fluffy hair and compared him to her bunny (probably put the bunny on his head once to see if it'd blend into his hair). He's constantly walking around with makeup, thousands of cutesy hair pins and random hairstyles and (a bit messy) nail polish. He never takes anything off, and Kotoko is very proud of herself for making him look "adorable" (he thanks her for her hard work). They've all called him dad at least once (Nagisa also called Hajime dad one time).
Nagisa and Kotoko start secretly working together to make Nagito and Hajime start dating already, and soon all five kids are coming up with plans and scheming how to make operation komahina a success. The others on the island help out sometimes
Cries..........this ask is everything to me hold on. This is so cute. Anon I love you (/p) your brain is so goddamn huge. I’m sobbing over literally all of the Nagisa hcs and Kotoko giving Nagito makeovers they’re all so cute
Ryota and Jataro 🥺🥺💞💖 I wonder what kinda anime it would be? My bet’s on a magical girl or mecha anime. Maybe a comedy? Idk man but I do know Ibuki and Jataro would rope Kazuichi into letting them dye his hair for him. He ends up with extra eye-searing neon strips in green and yellow. It clashes horribly with his jumpsuit and they all love it
Nagito panicking over Masaru and Akane is hilarious skfnskdnksbx I can just see him almost crying out of relief when Nekomaru finally gets them off the roof and Masaru back safely into his arms. (You clearly hear Masaru complaining about it but he does hug Nagito back.) Akane’s careful in her own way, she’s a big sister herself after all. Buuut Nagito still worries bc seeing her dangle Masaru from her bicep when they were on top of the barn was absolutely terrifying
Sonia Gundham Kotoko dynamic so real?? Gundham considers Kotoko more Nagito’s kid but he does let her run around with the Devas when asked. Also she basically just claimed one of the horses on the island and Gundham insists on teaching her how to “properly tame the dark steeds!!” (He means how to take care of them and not scare them. She’s like. 10, he doesn’t want her or the horses getting hurt.)
Also!!! Sonia and Kotoko playing dress up is so cute? I like to think they curtsey every time they see each other and it’s a little inside joke between them haha. Also them braiding each other’s hair!! Kotoko probably borrows a ton of ribbons from Sonia
Izuru and Monaca coding together!!!! I feel like she would be curious about the NWP, maybe they work on it together while Hajime rests. Also I can totally see her programming Kazu’s inventions to mess with him a bit because she thinks it’s funny how high he jumps skjfskdnksbx. He’s super suspicious of whatever she hands him now but she’s genuinely helpful a lot of the time so he isn’t too too hard on her. (She’s still not allowed to have access to any remotes though)
(Also Izuru making little games in honor of Chiaki has me so soft I’m in love—)
Nagisa calling Hajime “dad” has me 🥺🥺 your honor I am simply a sucker for these two...........him asking Hajime and Nagito for help and them only also made me kinda wanna tear up a little but me being emotional over him isn’t the point
Back to Matchmakers of Hope now huh dkfjskdnkd. I like to think Komaeda and Hajime look at each other after the kids slip up and reveal that they were trying to get the two together and both of them just snort. Their kids basically had to push them together smh
#anyway this is so long but tldr this ask made every serotonin maker in my brain light up like fireworks#em answers#anonymous#danganronpa#sdr2#udg#sdr2 spoilers#dr2 spoilers#nagito komaeda#hajime hinata#komahina#sonia nevermind#gundham tanaka#nekomaru nidai#akane owari#ryota mitarai#ibuki mioda#kazuichi souda#izuru kamukura#monaca towa#kotoko utsugi#nagisa shingetsu#jataro kemuri#masaru daimon#rigi dont look#rigi don’t look#cake don’t look#cake dont look#long post#long ask
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Hey! Idk if this is too much t9 ask, but could you rec me 2, 19, 20, 45, 55, 63, 69, 71, 72, 75, 86, 104, 111, 116, 131? sorry if it’s a lot but thanks in advance if u can rec me some! :)
Hi, you're in luck! I have an essay to procrastinate on and this ask is just the right thing to distract me! Here you go, I hope you'll find something that you like:
2. a book with a blue cover
Radio Silence by Alice Oseman. When i read it for the first time I was just on the brink of going to uni, still figuring out what I even wanted to study and this book just wrapped me in a warm blanket and said "it's going to be okay". I love the main characters Frances and Aled, their arcs and especially the really nice and quiet queer rep in this book.
19. a book that put you in a reading slump
The Knife Of Never Letting Go by Patrick Ness. When I start a book I generally have the feeling that I can't put it away until I have finished it. With The Knife Of Never Letting Go my problem was that I did want to read it but it didn't fit my mood, so I couldn't bring myself to read it but also beat myself up about not reading it until I put it back onto my shelf. So, I basically pushed myself into a reading slump over this book.
21. a book with a red cover
Honey Girl by Morgan Rogers. I enjoyed this book so much but probably not for the reasons most people would think I enjoyed it? The wlw romance was definitely nice and I really liked them being dramatic but also kind of mundane? What really got me though was the strong theme of found family of young adults and queer friendships, that really yanked the yearning hours wide fucking open for me. (I also liked that in the end the book wasn't as much about romance as it was about finding yourself after surrendering yourself to academia for ages and working through your issues.)
45. a book featuring the friends to lovers trope
The Priory Of The Orange Tree by Samantha Shannon. I adore this book. It's so long and there's so much incredible world building and history in it that it made reading an untter delight! Coming in it was a bit hard to acclimate to the slow paste but after a while I just settled in and enjoyed the ride. It's a breathtaking story in a breathtaking universe and afaik there's a second part coming!
55. a book with a satisfying ending
Yolk by Mary H. K. Choi. Yolk doesn't really have an ending in the sense of a "happily ever after" but I really loved where the author chose to leave the characters and how she did it. The book is quite different from what I usually read, tonewise, but especially that ending made me leave the book with a warm feeling. (also the cover is yellow and really really gorgeous)
63. a book that actually made you laugh out loud
I would've reccd Red White and Royal Blue but judging by your url you've read that already...sooooo, it's Snapdragon by Kat Leyh! Super cute graphic novel, with a weird and adorable storyline and such lovable characters!
69. your favorite mythological retelling
I haven't read a mythological retelling in ages, so basic Percy Jackson by Rick Riordan will have to do.
71. your favorite LGBTQ+ fiction
now that's just rude how am I supposed to choose?? I'll say it's Every Heart A Doorway by Seanan McGuire and Gideon The Ninth by Tamsyn Muir and Loveless by Alice Oseman. I feel very strongly and very distinctly about all of them, if you can get your hands on them my only comment is READ. (and maybe make sure you're okay with gothic sci-fi horror for Gideon The Ninth)
72. a book with a gorgeous cover
Plain Bad Heroines by Emily M. Danforth. It's her adult gothic horror debut after The Miseducation of Cameron Post and not only is the hardcover just stunning in black and red, it also got illustrations inside!! (And all teh women are queer and it's deliciously fucked up!)
75 a book featuring the I'm not like other girls trope
I think the closest I can come to that is The Lady's Guide To Piracy and Petticoats by Mackenzi Lee. The main character has to unlearn a bunch of stuff really fast if she wants to get along with the only other people that will help her. We have road trips in the 16th century, kidnapping and asshole husbands to be, piracy of course and friendship!
86. a book with an insane plot twist
Sawkill Girls by Claire Legrand. Sawkill Girls was my first touch with horror and I have to say I have no idea whether there was heavy foreshadowing. I think I remember thinking that there was something else to come but when the shit hit the fan I just sat there with big questionmarks over my head because I had read the book in a frenzy in one evening and truly did NOT anticipate it. As someone who did not read horror or thriller before this I have to say I was already insanely confused and disgusted by a bunch of stuff that went down. But then...uh. the thing happened and I was just lost. (In a good way though.)
104. a fluffy sweet read
Let's Talk About Love by Claire Kann. It's been a while ever since I read it but it's essentially a cute summer story about Alice who's a disaster bisexual when she sees people she finds cute. Which is a little inconvenient because the new guy at her job is really, really, really extremely cute and she ceases to function around him. There's best friend drama, eating pizza iirc and figuring shit out!
111. a book writing a book
I assume it's either "a book about writing a book" or I am literally supposed to rec a book that is writing a book...I'm going to rec a book that is about books! (because I can.) It's The Girl Who Reads on the Métro by Christine Féret-Fleury and it follows a young woman called Juliette wo gets sucked into an old bookseller's world of life saving, life changing books. A really quiet, really cute book.
116. a book with multiple povs
the Reckless books by Cornelia Funke! Simply divine stroytelling, a vibrant world and amazing characters! I have to say that I only know the German original so I don't know what the English translation might be like.
131. recommend any book you like
um. so knife gang members and people who follow my main, you'll once again be subjected to me being a mess because of lesbian necromancers in space! I've mentioned it before, it lives in my head rent free, it is the one, the only Gideon The Ninth by Tamsyn Muir! It's an insane sci-fi horror fantasy blend where Gideon has to play cavalier to Reverend Daughter Harrowhark I-love-being- an-absolute-pain-in-the-ass-to-Gideon Nonagesimus to help her become an uber-necromancer (like Harrow needs motivation to become even more of a nerd and shockingly good at necromancy) for the Necrolord Prime/Undying Emperor. There's BEAUTIFUL WRITING sprinkled with MEMES when you least expect it. There is incredible toxic codependency and repression. There's MURDER. There's fancy necromancy theorems and DUELS. There's enemies to begrudging allies to ??? Staple your socks to your feet or this book will blow them clean off!
#book rec asks#mo answers#thanks for asking!#idk when you sent this ask but it popped up in my inbox just today so here you go!
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Hello I wanted to ask about karlnapity’s (karljackmason? is that their ship name here? anyways,) handwriting and artistic abilities!
is karl the type of author that has beautiful font-like handwriting or is it chicken scratch? jack seems like the type of person to have ugly handwriting but it would be a pleasant surprise for him to have nice handwriting. honestly mason seems like the type of person to have decent handwriting. it probably changes with his mood. idk though it’s up too you.
i also wanted to ask about their artistic ability!! would karl be cursed with no artistic skill? (since he can write well, would the universe balance it out by making him horrendous at daring?) mason seems like he would be decent at drawing. no idea about jack, though. again, these are just my thoughts on it. i would really love to hear your opinions on this!! <3
Thank you for the ask!
I'm sticking with Karlnapity since it rolls off the tongue better and is an established tag!
Handwriting
Karl: I think he has pretty nice handwriting, but can not for the life of him read or write in cursive. He writes with really big letters but has trained himself to write smaller so he can fit more writing on each page and his words are so pressed together they almost blend into one another, with little to no spacing in between.
Mason: he has decent handwriting, like you said, but he never has to write anything so it's a bit messy sometimes. He's not the best at spelling though, with the lack of practice and reading, he has forgotten some of the common spellings of some words like because or their vs. There vs. They're, but past that it's perfectly readable.
Jack: now, I think he actually has readable writing, it's still chicken scratch, but it's written big with large spaces between each word. I think he learned how to write in Spanish so he sometimes adds the things on top of letters if he feels like that's how they would be spelled. He knows all the letters, just with Spanish indicators on them like á ã ñ etc, so he just makes up the spelling for English words that he doesn't know how to spell.
Art
Karl: He mostly doodles little shapes and squiggles in the sides of his pages. He can't do anything super detailed or realistic, but he can make little cartoon style drawings! Even then he doesn't do it often and sticks to shapes and lines rather than drawing things from real life.
Mason: I think he'd be pretty average, like you said. He has a basic grasp on anatomy and can draw it out decently, but he's terrible at detail work and shading. His style is sketchy and loose with no sharp lines on anything.
Jack: Okay, hear me out. I kinda want him to be really good at drawing. Like really really good at it. He's not very good with using colors in them because he's only really had access to pencils and pens, but he has a grasp on shading and details that Mason lacks. Not photo realism, but very high quality given that he has no formal training past maybe a single how to draw book in his family home.
But he hides the skill from everyone in town, feeling like if people found out they might judge him for enjoying it or mess with his "dumb bandit" routine that he puts on. If you ask him to draw something he does it with the skills of a five year old.
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Dating an ‘edgy’ girl
(House neutral)
Warnings: I have a tendency to swear
Read the Marauders era version here
Includes: Draco, Harry, Ron, Hermione, Luna, Fred, George and Neville.
I can’t add a “read more” thing for some reason I’ve tried many times so idk sorry
Draco:
* You both meet when he bumps into you in hogsmeade.
* He fully hits you with that “who the fuck do you think you a—“
* Then he slowly looks up to find a girl, drenched in black clothes.
* “You what?”
* Suddenly, he’s lowkey a bit intimidated.
* He tries not to let that show.
* “You... you heard me”
* “And who even are you?”
* He was shocked and embarrassed that someone like you didn’t know who he was.
* (You definitely knew who he was)
* After that first meeting he was beyond intrigued.
* He began to try the most stupid things to get your attention.
* This would include throwing things in your direction.
* Until one day, he hits you with a small pocket book, to which you replied with a swift punch to the stomach.
* Okay but why did that turn him on
* He would take on a nicer approach after that, sending you notes in the shape of things he knew you loved, like your favourite bird or flower.
* You were sure he was just messing with you.
* “What do you even want Malfoy?”
* He plucks up enough courage to finally say it
* “You”
* He loves your confidence and how unafraid you are to be yourself.
* You hit him with the “I’ll think about it” which leaves him stunned.
* Of course you actually wanted him too, you just wouldn’t give him what he wanted so easily.
* That’s pretty much how your whole relationship went
* You would try your hardest not to give Draco what he wanted so easily because honestly his little whines and groans when he doesn’t get what he wants are so cute.
* Some people expected your relationship, others didn’t.
* Lucius straight out doesn’t like you. Narcissa on the other hand, often likes to take you shopping or to tea, she loves how happy you make her son.
* Not to mention your similar taste in style.
Harry:
* “I made a friend today” Luna would tell harry.
* “That’s very nice Luna” Harry chalked it up to an imaginary person
* But then you joined them. A very real girl.
* A very beautiful girl.
* He automatically expected you to be rude, based on how you were dressed but as soon as you started conversing with Luna...
* Heart eyes.
* You spoke so kindly and you were so sweet.
* You ask for his name, despite knowing it already because he was probably sick of hearing “you’re Harry Potter!”
* And he knew it.
* That just made his little heart melt.
* You would be whining about potions being difficult when he whips out the:
* “I’m pretty good at potions... I can tutor you if you like”
* Hermione would roll her eyes knowing that he was only good because of the “half blood prince’s” book.
* You spend quite a few evenings in the gryffindor common room studying.
* You finally pass a potions exam, giving Harry a sweet kiss on the cheek, leaving behind a dark lipstick print.
* He honestly loved the mark you left.
* It was something he adored more when you finally start dating.
* Black/Purple/red lipstick stains everywhere.
* People really didn’t expect the chosen one to choose someone so... dark and edgy...
* People would try to convince Harry that maybe you weren’t the one for him.
* He’d get super mad at those comments.
* Fred and George would make constant sex jokes about the two of you.
* “Been tied up lately Harry?”
* “Rough night?”
* He’d look at you pleadingly but you’d just lean back with a big old smirk on your face.
* It was quite amusing to watch him get flustered over the thought of any of that stuff happening
* Remus was the one to tell you that Lily would have absolutely loved you.
* That meant the world to you and Harry.
Ron:
* You meet Ron when he is running down the hallway and smacks straight into you.
* You go into full rage and the poor boy just stands there.
* His lip quivers in fear and your face softens.
* “Sorry I’m just having a shit day and you spilt my sweets” you pout, pointing to the sweets scattered around the concrete floor.
* “I- I’m really sorry...”
* He gets a proper look at you
* And boy does he love what he sees.
* Like, you look so fucking awesome to him.
* “Maybe... I mean... if you want... I have a stash... back at my dorm... if you maybe wanted to come eat”
* He would be delighted to find out there’s a childish side under all those black clothes.
* He asks you out suddenly when you meet him looking good as fuck.
* Not that you normally didn’t look good but you had obviously put more effort into your daily look and he couldn’t help himself.
* When you started dating people were beyond shocked.
* Molly was fairly apprehensive when she first saw you walking with her son
* But then she saw the two of you interact with each other and realised it was perfect.
Hermione:
* you meet in the library.
* Some Slytherins knocked over her pile of books on purpose and you come to her aid.
* She doesn’t look up, too embarrassed to face whoever was helping her.
* When she finally faces her saviour her heart: thump thump thump.
* She’s instantly captivated.
* You notice her flustered movements and red tinted cheeks.
* UwU
* “Would you like something done about them? I have a few pranks up my sleeve” you ask
* “T-They’re not worth it anyways it’s fine”
* She takes the moment to scan you fully, the healed boots, the choker.
* Wow
* She stands abruptly, muttering a thank you before scurrying off.
* Not without a flirtatious comment from you “if you’re really thankful Granger, maybe you can eat lunch with me some time” you’d wink and she’d walk away faster.
* Naturally, Hermione was too nervous to even attempt to get you to eat with her
* So you took matters into your own hands, strolling over casually, sitting yourself down next to her.
* “Hey Granger” you’d smile and rest your head on your hand, admiring her flustered face.
* The others would look at the two of you questionably, unsure as to what’s going on.
* She would love hate how you managed to make her so flustered so easily.
* Your personalities blended so well, you would make sure Hermione doesn’t overwork herself and she would make sure you don’t take too much time off.
* When you both finally start dating Hermione would constantly be staring at you.
* Like I mean to the point you distract her from working.
* “Like what you see Granger?”
* “Oh shut up”
* “Make me”
* Her parents absolutely adore you, being muggle born you fit in very easily with her and her family.
Luna:
* you noticed Neville ask Ginny to the Yule Ball at dinner.
* you focus your attention the cute blonde beside them.
* And then you hear some of the other third year girls making comments and joking about Luna being too weird to be asked to go to the ball.
* Third years were only allowed to go if asked by an upperclassman.
* So you slid into the seat next to her.
* The girls quiet down for a moment and you take your chance to ask her.
* “Wanna be my date to the ball?”
* The other girls make comments on your dark outfit choices.
* “I would love to accompany you... but you don’t have to ask me just because Ginny is going”
* You notice the girls snicker and mention something about you both looking odd and “made for each other”
* Luna would hold your hand to stop you doing anything.
* Because honestly, she loved how different you both were. It just meant you could both be yourselves around each other.
* She wore a beautiful dress. It spilled to the floor around her feet, a gorgeous blue and around her neck, a peacock collar, feathers and all.
* Her hair was swept up into a bun, loose curls falling down around her neck and face
* Time stopped for the both of you.
* Your black dress with the long lace sleeves.
* You both couldn’t look more different yet so made for each other as you walk arm in arm into the hall.
* Xenophilius would be beyond happy when Luna would describe you too him.
* Seeing his daughters face light up was more than enough.
Fred:
* You meet Fred when he loses control of his broom during quidditch practice.
* He flew directly into you, falling on your body.
* “Fuuuuuck” you groan in pain, eyes screwed shut.
* Fred doesn’t even get off you because he’s just awestruck.
* Like how can someone look so edgy yet so cute at the same time?
* He finally snaps out of it and helps you up.
* You vomit.
* He panics.
* And that’s how he ended up staying in the hospital wing with you until curfew.
* You talked about anything and everything.
* “So... the Yule ball is coming up—“ he would start.
* “I have a date”
* “O-Oh yeah sure no I mean—“
* “And he hit me with a broom the first time we met” you wiggle your eyebrows.
* He leans back, trying to be all confident and chill only for the chair to give way.
* “You’re such a dork”
* “Says you. Trying to look all intimidating but you’re a little jelly bean” he would say as he boops your nose.
* “My soul is black okay. I’m like a kidney bean not a jelly bean” you would huff and he would just swoon.
* You both began dating. No one really asked, it just kind of happened.
* The fact that you get along with George is so amazing to him, it was important you did.
* He would watch lovingly as you interact with his brother.
* “What’re you staring at?” You’d try to be intimidating all the time but Fred would just laugh and ruffle your hair.
George:
* the first time he ever meets you was during Umbridge’s reign of terror.
* Him and George are talking to a first year who was hurt by her.
* You come storming round the corner.
* For a second he thought you were going to hit him.
* And then you turn to the kid.
* “Are you okay Vince?! What did she do to you?!”
* The boys don’t know what to say.
* “Is this your brother?” They ask worriedly
* You explain that you were put in charge of the first years of your house
* Umbridge comes out with her “naughty children deserve to be punished.”
* Before George can even open his mouth you’re storming over to Umbridge, your black heeled boots making you tower over her.
* “I’ll show you a fucking punishment” and before you can do anything else George grabs you and pulls you away
* But Man, his heart was pounding.
* You were so caring yet so aggressive at the same time.
* And he loved it.
* “Close your mouth mate you’re catching flies” Fred would joke.
* You tell them you need to get the boy back to your common room and George basically screams that he’ll accompany you.
* Of course you let him.
* He tries to ask you out before you enter your dorms but he fails to build up the confidence.
* So you plant a small kiss on his cheek.
* Heart eyes as he walked back to his own dorms, hand on the cheek you kissed the whole time accompanied by a cheesy, content grin.
Neville:
* he meets you when you join Dumbledores Army.
* Shy boi
* He cannot speak when you start a conversation with him about his patronus.
* “That’s cute” you would comment.
* But when he does open his mouth:
* “Y-Youre cute. WAIT THATS NOT WHAT I MEANT”
* You laugh and because of your slightly intimidating appearance he automatically assumes you’re laughing at how stupid he is.
* But you’re actually laughing at how simply adorable he is
* You’re the one to start every conversation because he’s always too nervous to.
* That is, until Seamus slips some truth serum he stole from Snape into his juice at breakfast.
* “Sit back and watch the show”
* Hermione would automatically go nuts when she found out and try to get him out of the hall before you arrive.
* But she was too late.
* “Hi guys!”
* “Y/N, good morning youre looking beautiful as always”
* Your face heats the fuck up. You didn’t expect that to come out of Nevilles mouth.
* “So Neville, how do you feel about Y/N?” The boys would ask.
* And that’s when the truth comes loose.
* He’s still a shy boy in your relationship, but as you both become more comfortable, he begins to act on his own.
* Like, hugging you first, to holding your hand first and so on.
* Everyone is honestly so supportive of Cutie Neville and his edgy girlfriend even though it was unexpected.
* And Nevilles grandmother? She LOVES you. Which melts his heart.
#draco x reader#harry potter x reader#ron weasly x reader#hermione x reader#luna lovegood x reader#fred weasley x reader#george weasley x reader#neville longbottom x reader#harry potter#draco malfoy x reader
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Investigation Team as Phantom Thieves AU
Been giving it some serious thought on how it would actually work because a straight swap jkdfasjkl honestly uh lmao
They’re not super rebellious. So I thought.... Maybe more of a blend of the games instead of a straight swap? Like just some stuff I’ve thought of while daydreaming-
obviously some backstories would probably need to be shuffled a bit probably? just bc.... hhhh.... persona reasons-
thinking instead of a resolve to rebel a resolve to see and seek the truth? bc jkfasdljka they’re taking their truthseeker themes WITh them into new AU land bc i don’t see how else this could work
Which made me think in the persona awakening instead of a mask appearing, glasses (like the TV glasses) could appear but uhhh honestly ripping them off doesn’t make sense to me because they’re a lens to pierce through lies and falsehoods (the fog)
AND INSTEAD OF MASK BLOODINESS IT’S JUST THEIR EYES BLEEDING (they’re fine dw if the thieves can be okay after ripping off half their face, the team can be fine after their eyes start bleeding)
Something something about lies being purged from their eyeballs
Probably the resolve to see the truth is tied to either backstory, their canon shadow issues, or both!
like for yu/souji specifically it’d probably be idk him being in denial that his parents kinda suck lmao i have no idea how that would translate to an in-palace awakening-
i’m honestly kind of torn on what to do with adachi, personality-wise it would make the most sense to give him an akechi-like role but at the same time it just seems so..... dry...... to me..... maybe bc akechi was kind of like adachi (at least supposed to be i think) as in he was supposed to not seem to be a threat Until He Was so i’m actually tempted??? to make adachi the first palace the team tackle???
honestly we’re kind of fusing the persona 5 and persona 4 plots together here a little probably-
Also corrupt police detective seems like a good first step for the team to me, kind of similar to Kamoshida bc uh lmao adachi was.... not on the same level as shido.....
Probably more focused on chasing the perp behind the mental shutdowns rather than just getting adults
Is Teddie still a shadow?? Probably ??? I don’t know how this works but I love Teddie too much help
RIP Margaret in this AU. I kind of figure her splits have a calm, mysterious slightly playful twin and then a easily irritated duty-bound one not too too different from Justine and Caroline but y’know more Margaret-y.... Also ngl bc Margaret looks older than Lavenza, Margaret’s twin splits probably also look older-
lmao Yu/Souji’s velvet room is a prison van maybe.... Take the limo and the prison and merge it into one-
IMAGINE just keeping some persona 5 cast for Plot Reasons like Shido and Akechi
Detective Prince vs Detective Prince
Instead of a second coming of the detective prince it’s just the media fighting over who deserves the title more, the latest in the Shirogane detectives or this New Guy Who Has a Very Nice Smile And He’s Pretty and Actually Doing Interviews-
I actually uh don’t entirely know what to do with everyone’s backstories, other than everyone is in Tokyo for Plot Reasons
idk it’s easy enough for yu/souji, he just came back to tokyo
yosuke never left tokyo
naoto and rise are easy enough to place in tokyo too
teddie is just.... from the metaverse so yeah
Not too hard for Chie too ig her parents just moved to the city and she’s probably not jazzed about it
Yukiko and Kanji tho.... Their families are well-established in Inaba hhhhhhh
I MEAN could just have....
...... we could literally steal akira’s backstory and give it to kanji
i can see it kjladkljafjkldsa
yukiko still is an issue hmmm
(if you can’t tell im literally brainstorming more as im writing this-)
Honestly best I got is she followed Chie, and there’s better schooling in Tokyo, and she wants a path that ISN’T the inn
.... oh. actually that kinda works akjdfjklad
.... me thinking about how this is just a lot of pre-Inaba IT huh and the IT being more miserable for reasons
Yosuke probably has ehhh fake friends
Kanji’s delinquent record is going strong except he got fucked over worse than usual
Chie probably isn’t that happy in the city
Yu/Souji is..... Yeah
Rise is probably just getting hit with the hardcore burnout
Naoto just carries the stress with him (i hc he/him naoto)
OKAY BUT THE IDEA OF THEM HAVING TO LEARN TO BE SNEAKY ALL ON THEIR OWN SOUNDS HILARIOUS TO ME
BECAUSE NONE OF THEM ARE ALL THAT NATURALLY GOOD AT THIEVING
AND IT’S FUNNIER TO ME IF TEDDIE UNLIKE MORGANA LIKE CANON P4 ONLY HAS KNOWLEDGE OF THE METAVERSE BUT NO THIEVING SKILLS
so yu/souji and yosuke hit the books on how to be sneaky
Yukiko, Naoto, and Rise are probably the best asides from them to pick up on it
The rest uh lmao less so
but then again ryuji isn’t really that stealthy from the start so im sure it’ll be fine
i haven’t really considered other team swaps but im sure i will somedaaaay
for now i just think the eye bleed persona awakening sounds really cool hhhhhhhh even if it’s roughly as edgy as canon p5 awakenings lmao
They probably just summon their personas with Willpower(tm) in the metaverse, no taking off the glasses necessary bc again it.... doesn’t make sense to take them off.........................
i have no idea what change of heart adachi would look like
ALSO I JUST REALIZED IDK HOW TO SQUEEZE DOJIMA AND NANAKO IN HERE
unless we just move them to tokyo but mmm
ngl i kind of like the idea of sending a less shitty adachi to go hang with them lol
can we waffle between inaba and tokyo
that sounds fun honestly ngl
anyway the team sweating as they actually have to break into a real place in order to resolve a cognitive barrier in a palace
Naoto has to break the law in order to catch a criminal h e l p
forcing the neutral good squad to learn some chaotic gremlin tendencies
they probably would still call themselves the investigation team but them canonically calling themselves the investigation thieves sounds hilarious so maybe lol
#investigation thieves au#yu narukami#souji seta#chie satonaka#yosuke hanamura#rise kujikawa#yukiko amagi#teddie#kanji tatsumi#tohru adachi#persona 4#persona 4 au#persona 5#p4#p5#au
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I absolutely love all the Bathena content coming from your blog!
A question though: How do you think Bobby (and by extension Athena) cope with the anniversary of the fire in Minnesota? I’m kinda surprised it hasn’t been mentioned/shown yet in the show. I guess maybe that’s how they’ll introduce Bobby’s family if they choose to go that route? I’m not sure.
I’m really curious to get your take on it!
Awww thanks, but I can't really take all the credit. The majority of the credit goes to all the lovely anons who keep sending me amazing asks 🥺🥺🥺
And oooh... I never really gave the anniversary of the fire a whole lot of thought.
We know that it happened at around Christmas time based on the Christmas decorations they had hanging up and the fact that there was snow outside... which honestly explains why it never really got mentioned since the 911 Christmas episodes tend to be super light hearted and heartwarming.
But that means that for those five years between the loss of his family and the day he proposed to Athena, Christmas was probably the worst day of the year for him. How many times did he think about the gifts his kids never got to open, or the special joy that is always on a child's face on Christmas morning? How much did that hurt him? And how much was the fact that he proposed to Athena at around the same time a way of reclaiming that holiday for joy once again?
(great now I'm crying, and I'm not even giving you the thoughts you asked for)
I actually really love the idea that that's how Bobby's family gets introduced, though, even though I'm not sure that's super likely. I feel like that'll just make everything too convoluted.
I think what's more likely to happen in the show if they bring up the anniversary (and I do think if it's going to come back and play a factor it has to be this season) is that Bobby's already going to be having a really really hard time this year. He's going to be struggling with relapsing, and his worry for Athena isn't going to be helping. And then that anniversary comes, and somehow it's all he can think about - his worry for Athena blending with his grief over his loss, and that might be what truly pushes him over the edge into a relapse.
And that might actually be what helps Athena get through her own trauma, sort of like how Hen needing taken care of is what got Karen over the depression after the infertilization didn't work.
idk I'm mostly just rambling because in regards to theorizing how the anniversary might play into things, I'm honestly not sure, even when trying to tie it into some of my other theories.
(but now for headcanon-y thoughts)
I feel like every year, on that anniversary, Bobby takes a couple of hours of solitude, and allows himself to remember that loss and to grieve that loss. He allows himself to grieve all of the birthdays that were never celebrated, all the traditions he never got to share, all the memories he never got to make.
And I think Athena would understand and give him the space he needs for those few hours, but when he comes home to her again she pulls him into a soft hug and holds him for however long he needs. They don't really talk, they don't need to, sometimes the thing that's needed is to just sit together and allow his grief and her worry to contrast with their love.
And sometimes they sit together, wrapped in each other's embrace, for close to an hour.
And eventually they talk. Sometimes about loss, and sometimes just a "normal" everyday conversation. But they spend the entire day together, and as much as the grief of that day is going to be with Bobby for the rest of his life... these moments with Athena do more to fill that void than just about anything else ever has (apart from joining her family in the first place).
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Daffodil, Laurel, Lily, Sunflower, Violet, and Wisteria? Also Begonia but I'd like to know your favorites of the old covers and the newer/reprint covers. And the Russian Warrior Cat covers too! Some of their art is quite pretty.
laurel, violet and sunflower answered previously
Daffodil: When did you first start reading the series?
Start of third grade when I was 8 years old, which I believe was 2007!! .......so like literally most of my life I have given to these cursed cat books. I remember The Sight was the most recent release. It was the first real book series I ever read, and I think I went through the first 2 series within a couple months.
Prior to that I just read stand-alone books and I only read because I wanted to win “accelerated reader” points....i couldn’t do sports, so reading was the only thing I could win at AND I DID WIN. but warriors was the first thing I read that I was actually like...into. and realized I could read for reasons OTHER then winning the most points.
Lily: If your five favorite characters were foods, what would they be?
asdfghgfdxs I honestly have no idea how to answer this question, in part because I don’t think I even have 5 favorite characters. I suppose Firestar is doritos out of obligation. What else can he be?? I mean ok flaming hot cheetos maybe seems more fitting on the surface because ~flame-y~ but lets be honest, Firestar is a bit too bland a character to be spicy. He is one of my favorites for nostalgia sake, I mean it’s Firestar, how can I not be fond of him?
I also have a soft spot for Scourge just because of the sheer ridiculous audacity of him. I wish he’d come back as an evil ghost. Anyway, when I was about 9 and going through my brief (incredibly unfortunate) twilight phase (I was just jumping on the popularity bandwagon tbh) I went to Hot Topic right before one of the movie premieres and they had this...edible bag of blood? it wasn’t actual blood obviously, but I remember it was advertised as being really high in iron to mimic blood, but it was really this sickly sweet mystery juice packaged inside of a fake hospital blood bag. I of course bought it because I went through my edgy phase early, and for some reason thought it would look cool to pretend I was drinking blood. It was the most disgusting liquid i have ever consumed but hey it did also have the unpleasant metallic tang of blood because I guess they were going for authenticity over edibility, so it’s not like I didn’t get what I paid for (or rather what my mom paid for, because i was 9)
Anyway, Scourge is that. He’s awful fake blood juice from the Hot Topic in the mall.
That's all I got.
Wisteria: Are you looking forward to the Warriors movie?
YES ABSOLUTLEY!!
don't get me wrong, I fully expect it to be terrible. Embarrassing even. I expect they will try to change it for a wider audience appeal, and of course it will end up bad, BUT IT WILL BE SO FUNNY!! I have this inescapable morbid curiosity about it, like I really want to see what they try to do. Like watching a train crash. I can't help it.
Warriors is a silly series. I have a feeling this is why a movie hasn't been made yet, even I would have no idea who to market it for. Yes it's violent and touches on very dark topics, but the fact that its about cute little cats with very dumb names coupled with those dark topics in a way makes it look even MORE silly. I don’t think Warriors will ever have wide appeal outside of its fanbase, the concept looks too ridiculous if you’re not someone already into animal xenofiction like this, but a movie is inevitably going to try to have wider appeal anyway because that's what movie studios feel they need to do. They will either water it down, or worse, try to go a more family friendly comedy route since that’s how general audiences are used to seeing animated talking animals and they think that's the only “”safe”” way to market an animal movie, which will 100% ruin it either way. The second one is more likely, I mean why else do you think they hired the guys who wrote kung fu panda, and the recent alvin and the chipmunks and Spongebob movies to make the script?? [no shade to kung-fu panda, it’s good in it’s own way, but it is not the same vibe as warrior cats at all]. For me, this is simultaneously the absolute best and the absolute worse scenario, because like, it’s horrible, its an insult to everything I love about the warriors world, i have surreal nightmares about it, but it’s so horrible it f*cking hilarious ya know? how can you not be a little curious to watch that train crash (and the outraged reaction posts that will inevitably follow)????
A warriors movie will be bad, I can't see any way that it won't be bad, and honestly? I think that's ok. I don't need a good movie, I simply need a good laugh, and then I'll go back to watching fan animations which will always be more interesting anyway because they don't feel the need to have ~mass appeal~
Listen, we don't actually need a good official adaptation. In some ways, a good adaptation might be bad for the fandom. The fandom is cool because of how wildly different and creative it is, the series is so bare bones with no consistent official art that people can go nuts with it. I worry on the off chance we get a really good adaptation, it might take over the books. People might be less likely to draw/create with their own wild bonkers interpretations of canon in favor of sticking closer to what the official adaptation presented us with, and idk if I want that. I also def don't want to deal with searching "warrior cats" for the rest of my life to only bring up gifs/discussions of the movie/tv show, rendering material and fan creations for the books almost impossible to find. This is something i've suffered with when other books i like get popular adaptations, where as series with bad adaptations (like percy jackson) I have less trouble finding content about the books.
Begonia: Which book cover is your favorite?
So of the old covers I admit i have a soft spot for the darkest hour, it was my favorite as a kid and I know I tried to redraw it several times. Warrior covers have a tendency to blend together, there’s only so many ways to draw mysterious cats fighting, but I think this cover is one of the most memorable for me, if only for the center art (shout out to the old Fire and Ice cover though, I also really like the center art on that. I wish the box had kept being used for more than just a single cat face in the later series)
but now that i’ve gone and looked, I really really like the full cover art for Tallstar’s Revenge, the colors just look super nice and match his eyes and everything. Tallstar having a fun and more unique looking design gives it extra points. Maybe I just like warm tones idk. And shout out to Wayne for also imagining the moor as a golden-brown field even though it’s probably supposed to be green.
out of the new covers, I like the vibe of Dark River, it just looks spooky and mysterious......and I think this artists cats look better from the side, they are always a little crooked from the front (honorable mention to Place of No Stars cover, I really like the colors and the ominous vibe, it definitely had an impact when I first saw that cover, I just don’t love the look of the cats faces blown up close from the front. The more I look at it the more off it becomes, but the colors are cool)
and I definitely agree the Russian warrior cats art has a very charming look to it, I like seeing it whenever it comes across my dash, but unfortunately I’m having trouble finding a catalogue of it to look at so I can’t pick a favorite
#warrior cats#ask#yarrow speaks#ask game#LMAO typed out half a response then put it in my drafts and forgot for 4 days#LONG POST
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I have no fucking clue what’s going on.
So as the title reads, I haven’t a clue what’s happening. What I mean is, he is always so angry. Always. It’s like my presence just bothers him. Being here is bothersome. My experience of this relationship is more bad than good. The good days are few and the bad are so many. I can’t imagine my life without him but wtf is going on? Maybe he’s cheating on me. I feel like he probably is. But I can’t prove it so… idk. He like is normal sometimes. By normal I mean nicer to me not so snippy. Lately he’s been snapping at me a lot and making me feel like shit. Being deliberate in what he says. Making sure to out me as much as possible. Making sure to let me know that I’m nothing. He doesn’t care he doesn’t love me and I bother him. I don’t want anything from him. He is always trying to buy me things to make up for the way he acts but that is starting to bother me because he thinks he can just be embarrassing and then buy things to make things better. No. Right now nothing is ok and I trust him even fucking less. He, by doing what he did, made it so i feel even more alone because I can’t tell him things and I can’t be open at all. Everything I say is used in a negative way somehow. Everything I do or have done gets thrown at me weekly to remind me of what a low life I really am. Now here’s the thing, like I’m a little lazy but in all honesty I do quite a bit. So I stay home and I work from home. I have a call center type job so typically I’m busy all day. However, even though I wasn’t asked to, I made a decision when we found out I was pregnant with my child to apply to work from home after a while of being there because it would not only save money on gas but also I would be off a few days during the week so for school purposes there was always someone available, spend more time with my family, etc. I made a sacrifice to blend my work space into my home and basically never escape (though I’ve been told it’s a luxury). Does anyone out there understand how hard it is, how mentally exhausting and challenging it can be to work a job at home that’s demanding, at the same time I’m doing laundry a few times a week while I work, sometimes cooking on my breaks. And on my days off?! Forget it. I clean 80% of my days. And I’m not saying I need him to do it I’m just saying that I’m not seen. I’m not being seen. I’m ignored. And what happens when you stop watering your grass? It dies. So when you stop putting forth effort into your own relationship, your own family, then it ends. I also work long hours because my weeks are shortened which gives me more days off therefore more time to spend doing other things and with the kids. I wasn’t asked to do these things no. I do them because I care and because I try and be the best mom/partner I can. I try and do what I feel is more efficient. He was never not on board. Didn’t think it would be a problem. But I guess he may think that because I stay home it’s easier? We have been in a pandemic for a year or so which means the kids have been HOME with me. So now I’m a stay at home mom while I also work a full time job. Super luxurious. My point is I deal with a lot daily. I just want my partner to be my peace. I could be calmly sitting there and he could ask me where something is, most of the time I don’t know so I say idk. Like how would I know where YOUR things are? He would then accuse me of taking it or the kids and start screaming at me. He will belittle me, tear me down, laugh at me, hurt my feelings, all over something stupid. This happens often. I could maybe expect 1 time every few months (never would be best but can’t expect too much) but it’s so often that it’s gotten to a point where I feel on edge always. I feel like I’m always afraid to say or do something because he will either yell at me or talk shit to me, call me stupid, use things that are told or done in confidence out loud against me and as a negative. Just because you don’t cheat on someone doesn’t mean they should trust you. That’s what people need to realize. You are not entitled to someone else’s trust. If that persons feels
like taking something they said that was told in confidence and blurting it out to get back at them is disrespectful, then it fucking is! It’s not up for debate. If someone is expressing that you hurt them and they are really fucked up from it, listen and try and understand. It’s a hard pill to swallow when you don’t want to hear about the ways that you hurt someone but you have to swallow it or let go because it’s not fair to drag it out if you have no intention of being a decent human to the one person who loves you unconditionally while you sit around and act like they are undeserving of love and choose to ignore them.
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rory keaner for the character ask game? <3
Why I like them
he’s a huge sweetheart, a loveable himbim, and just a fun character is general! i wish i had his vibes
Why I don’t
literally can’t think of one reason <3
Favorite episode (scene if movie)
i’ll do both! best scene from the movie has to be the scene in the movie theater where he hisses at ethan just goes “gotcha ;)” this gremlin...i just can’t
my favorite episode has to be either die pod, three geeks and a demon, or say you’ll maztak, mostly because i feel like he’s at his funniest in those. ooo, also village of damned just because of that “why don’t you make me?” scene
Favorite season/movie
honestly i can’t choose. i feel like he’s great in both (though he really shines in season 1)
Favorite line
there’s too many, but here are a few.
“i’m debby dazzle! what’s your name?” “rory! or the rorster, r-money, r-dog, rorinator, ror-master . . . or batman >:3!”
“aw cmon! do you want me take ‘em out? maybe eat their families?”
“single tear? aren’t all of their songs about how hard it is to be them?” “yeah, they totally speak to me. they’re rich and famous, i’m a vampire. nobody gets us.”
“i know how she feels. when i first got my powers i totally couldn’t deal. i got so mad once i wanted to bite the moon. but i didn’t, the moon’s safe! . . . for now.”
there’s too many to count really
Favorite outfit
honestly its hard to remember ANY of the outfits in the shows since they blend together for me? that laser cat shirt is iconic though
OTP
idk, maybe benny? they seem pretty compatible
Brotp
everyone <3 (including erica, i headcanon that she can be nice to him)
Head Canon
even though he . . . kills and eats them pretty often, i imagine that rory really loves animals
Unpopular opinion
rory’s cuter than benny (he’s still super cute tho don’t get me wrong)
A wish
i just wish that he’s doing ok after the explosion
An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen
getting zapped again i guess? i just don’t wanna see my boi hurt
5 words to best describe them
funny, cute, ditzy, cheerful, energetic
My nickname for them
i think i read this in a fic once, but rorykins speaks to me
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creator tag
Rules: It’s time to love yourselves! Choose your 5 (ish) favorite works you created in the past year (fics, art, edits, etc.) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you brought into the world in 2020. Tag as many writers/artists/etc. as you want (fan or original) so we can spread the love and link each other to awesome works!
thank you @kckenobi and @pandora15 for the tag!! <3 so here are the works, in no particular order and also oh gee i am so sorry this got so painfully long you can tell i’m procrastinating on my final + also i just tend to run my mouth when im talking about writing asdffd
to these memories (After Darth Sidious is defeated, everything changes. Some for the better, others not so much. Mostly better though. (Or: Anakin becomes a dad. Rex rehabilitates clone troopers who no longer want to be a part of the army. Ahsoka gets a call from an old friend. And maybe Obi-Wan finds out it’s not just his enemies who don’t stay dead. Basically, everyone gets the happy ending they deserve.)
so this was my first major longform tcw fic, and i just. i have a lot of feelings about this fic, mostly nostalgia and lots of gratefulness. first of all, i think i met a lot of super cool people through this fic, and i also? just? idk, this was a major project that i kind of worked on to cope with post-tcw sadness + also just. general sadness about the world’s situation. writing this story was actually super healing for me, mostly because i just. really wanted to have something where happy endings existed.
so this really...was an experience, and i’m so super grateful for everyone who read along. to this day, whenever i get a comment about this fic, i feel super happy because it makes me feel glad to know that there were some people who took comfort in this work, because i really wanted this fic to have that kind of effect on people. :’)
there they are (Right before Ahsoka leaves for Mandalore, Rex distracts Bo-Katan so she could give her family a proper goodbye. (There's hugging. We just needed our trio to hug.)
i think this was one of my first tcw fics of 2020, and. i just remember impulse writing this after watching old friends not forgotten because i was just. so sad that we didn’t get an anakin and ahsoka hug or a trio hug or anything. i understand why they didn’t--like, i really, really do, but. but i think if there’s a theme i’m going through this year, it’s ‘this was sad, so i’m gonna make it happy!!!’, so...as my masterlist puts it, ‘dave filoni said no trio hug, so i said fine, i’ll do it’.
uhhhhh, how very unusual of me, but!!! probably my working on a new original story. i’ve got the fourth draft of another story siting in the background, but. this other story idea came at me, and five outlines later, i started this story. i’m about three chapters down now, but. a snippet of the prologue:
“Well…it’s also a rather important story,” Rosalind said. “Do you enjoy stories?”
“I want to be a writer,” I blurted, and I stopped at that. I fiddled with my mug, heat that had nothing to do with the hot chocolate or the fire rushing to my face. Silly, oversharing me—oh, what a young, lonely child I was back then. So desperate for conversation that I had grown out of practice and resorted to sharing details that the average stranger would not care for.
But then again, these were not the average strangers—although I’m sure you’ve figured that for yourself.
“Yes,” I said meekly. “I enjoy stories.”
“Well,” Dae said after some time, “it’s good that you’re a writer.”
I lifted my head, and this time, I saw Dae and Rosalind smile at each other. A softer smile, one that made me feel suddenly dreadfully, dreadfully lonely.
“You might want to write this down,” Rosalind said at last.
And so I did.
*and cue the actual story* i won’t say too much because adsfsdfsfd talking about my original work makes me feel awkward + also i am constantly in fear of people stealing ideas even though,,,even though i know the only person who can write this story is me, anyways, but uh. i will say that i have a plan for a five-part series that’s basically about a witch and a princess. there’s a prophecy in the background. there’s magic. there’s rivals to friends to enemies to lovers. there’s father figures + big sister figures + found family + ancient kingdoms + the real world blending with the fantasy world + uh i’ve said enough okeee bye that’s it
the moment was enough (The war ends. Ahsoka and Obi-Wan try to work things out since the last time they actually saw each other.)
it had been a long while since i had written anything that was really just about ahsoka and obi-wan, but. i think everyone knows that i really love my grandpadawan and grandmaster duo? idk, this fic really made me feel things because i was thinking a lot about how obi-wan and ahsoka had left things. i wanted to make it pretty clear that they both clearly care about each other a lot, but like. also. there’s still some hurt there. i just had so much fun writing this, because obi-wan and ahsoka are such an underrated duo and i love them :’)
loose stitches (The discovery and aftermath of Maul. Anakin and Ahsoka find themselves pacing in front of the Council chambers multiple times. They might have taken Obi-Wan to Dex’s. Something might have unraveled, only to be stitched back together.)
kasey before you say anything pls know that i would talk about this fic until literally the day i die i am sorry if i am making you feel self-conscious--but anyways this was a collab with the ever-talented, ever-wonderful @kckenobi. so uh, quick story which mayhaps i might not have told anyone before, but whatever, i’m listening to evermore and therefore have no choice but to be emotional huh--this fic was like...one of the first collabs i’ve ever done? in general, collaborations were always something that made me nervous because it required lots of vulnerability and honesty, and there’s a side of me that’s very obsessed with having this image of Neat Writer Who Has Coherent Thoughts (which,,,doesn’t even exist so why was i obsessed? no idea). so that said, this collab was just. so wild + wonderful because it really was, first of all, such a cool, magical experience. there’s something so amazing and insane about passing words back and forth and like, even a screen apart, there’s something magical about like. sitting down at a laptop at the end of the day and feeling like you’re about to step into a portal where it’s just two people trying to spin a story. writing with kasey was just such a wonderful, absolutely magical experience, and i’m really glad that we got to write this story + the many more that we did. just. there’s something really personal and beautiful about writing until 1, 2, 3 am when the world’s asleep. anyways. magical.
asdfsdfd i’m very sorry that this got so incredibly long, but!! that said, 2020 was a hard year for lots of different reasons both personally + because of *gestures at the world* but. like. i’m really, really glad that i got back to writing clone wars fic this year, because i’ve met so many wonderful, wonderful, wonderful people here, and. yeah. y’all are my serotonin suppliers, and i do refer to a lot of people here as ‘oh yeah, my friend and i were talking the other day about...’ and ‘why are you smiling?’ ‘oh, just something a friend said--’ and. yeah. i hope y’all have a wonderful, wonderful rest of the year + also a wonderful life because y’all are simply the best :’))
no-pressure tags: @lightasthesun @meandmyechoes @soplantyourownflowers @ilonga @sonderwalker @mytardisisparked @60sec400 and really, honestly, anyone else who wants to!!! <333 (like. i mean it. literally. just tag me and lemme scream encouragements at you.)
#tag game#thank you!!#caroline stop writing essays challenge!!!!#i cannot and will not stop writing essays i guess adsfsdf
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1-65 will do, please. Thanks fuck face :)
I knew exactly who this was and I was so tempted to not reply, but your punishment is having to read through all my answers and remember them forever or you fail the friend test. To everyone else, please do not click unless you want to be very bored, my answers are not interesting lol
1. Do you ever doubt the existence of others than you? Nope
2. On a scale of 1-5, how afraid of the dark are you? Assuming 5 is the most, 1. Maybe 2.
3. The person you would never want to meet? The person who sent me this (jk I’m excited for our eventual meet up where we hit up a strip club first thing 🙏)
4. What is your favorite word? I answered with ‘conniption’ the other day and still have not found a word I like more.
5. If you were a type of tree, what would you be? Already answered this, fruit tree! I also like palm trees, maple trees, and willow trees. I know that’s not the question, I’m just saying random shit now.
6. When you looked in the mirror this morning what was the first thing you thought? It took me a long while to remember where I was this morning. I honestly don’t remember, I was rushing to get ready for an early morning meeting.
7. What shirt are you wearing? My Orlando Strong shirt
8. What do you label yourself as? Lesbian
9. Bright room or dark room? Bright room
10. What were you doing at midnight last night? Sleeping? Possibly checking on a feverish little beeb who was going through it with her second dose of the vaccine.
11. Favorite age you’ve been so far? No idea. I like various ages for different reasons, but this age so far is not bad.
12. Who told you they loved you last? Probably my sister 🤷♀️
13. Your worst enemy? The person who sent this ask.
14. What is your current desktop picture? The apple pic of Catalina island that changes based on time of day (yes it’s the default, don’t judge me)
15. Do you like someone? Lol yeah I hope so 😂
16. The last song you listened to? Pretty Girl by Hayley Kiyoko
17. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up? Definitely @raginage
18. Who would you really like to just punch in the face? I feel like I can only attack Raginage so many times. Can I pick a fictional character? This week I was real mad at Dave in The Darkness. BaBe!
19. If anyone could be your slave for a day, who would it be and what would they have to do? Lol no one, you’re talking to a person who feels very uncomfortable with anyone doing anything nice for them.
20. What is your best physical attribute? (showing said attribute is optional) Not this again. Last time I said eyes? Still no pics, sorry
21. If you were the opposite sex for one day, what would you look like and what would you do? What would I look like? Do I get to design myself like a sim? I honestly don’t know what I’d do because I doubt the world needs another clueless white man walking around, so maybe just stay at home.
22. Do you have a secret talent? If yes, what is it? Nope. And my last answer to this was awful. I do think I have a fantastic ability to annoy my friends but in a way that’s just amusing/endearing enough to make them still want to talk to me 😌
23. What is one unique thing you’re afraid of? Unique? Uhm well my two big fears are confined spaces and deep water so a submarine is like my worst nightmare.
24. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your disposal. Oh this is going to sound so odd. To be clear, I’ve had better sandwiches, but my go-to is provolone, turkey, roast beef, and spicy brown mustard or whole grain mustard. Please don’t judge me.
25. You just found $100! How are you going to spend it? Travel budget for future trips to visit my buds and get into trouble and eat food. I know $100 won’t go far, but it’s something.
26. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere in the world, but you have to leave immediately. Where are you going to go? Well, after my last answer I want to visit my friends! But there are too many people to visit and I only have one ticket. So change of plans. I’m going on a solo trip to Greece. Or Argentina. Or Iceland. Or Bali. Damn, I’m indecisive.
27. An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice. “Be brand-specific” it says. Man! What are you gonna say about that? Even if you don’t drink booze there’s something you can figure out… so what’s it gonna be? Rabble red blend. Just a solid red wine. Also because @viola-lloyds stole my answer the other day (Juneshine; to be fair I asked her this question but whatever) and I don’t want to copy her.
28. You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place? Oh I answered this one, something about respecting others. Yeah, a nice rule like that. Want to establish some healthy communication on this island.
29. What is your favorite expletive? It’s still fuck
30. Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don’t worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what’s the one thing you’re going to save from that blazing inferno? But what about my PLANTS. Can they count as loved ones? Probably my laptop, I know that’s lame but like...I have a lot of stuff on here. Or the collection of cards I have that my granddad drew little drawings in, I want to get them all framed.
31. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be? To be honest, I don’t know if I’d change big life events in case it altered the trajectory of where I ended up. So idk maybe the ending of Bly, let’s give those lesbians have a happy ending!
32. You got kicked out of the country for being a time-traveling heathen who sleeps with celebrities and has super-powers. But check out this cool shit… you can move to anywhere else in the world! Italy! But wait, let’s get back to this sleeping with celebrities and super-powers bit...
33. The Celestial Gates Of Beyond have opened, much to your surprise because you didn’t think such a thing existed. Death appears. As it turns out, Death is actually a pretty cool entity, and happens to be in a fantastic mood. Death offers to return the friend/family-member/person/etc. of your choice to the living world. Who will you bring back? Oh that’s a really tough question. I always wanted to meet my great-grandma Olga because she seemed like a really awesome lady.
34. What was your last dream about? I can’t remember, this is bothering me because I wish I could! I’m sorry. My gf recently had a dream where I kissed a dude right in front of her. It made us both very uncomfy lol
35. Are you a good….[insert anything you’d like here]? I hate this question because I can only think of one thing.
36. Have you ever been admitted to the hospital? For surgery, yeah
37. Have you ever built a snowman? But of course!
38. What is the color of your socks? Not wearing any? I was wearing blue ones earlier. Jfc my answers are so boring.
39. What type of music do you like? Lots! I tend to listen to indie, classic rock, and some pop
40. Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets? Sunsets!
41. What is your favorite milkshake flavor? Chocolate or a variant (chocolate peanut butter, chocolate caramel)
42. What football team do you support? (I will answer in terms of American football as well as soccer) LA Rams or Seattle Seahawks. I know they’re in the same division. It’s tough. (Please don’t ask me why these teams)
43. Do you have any scars? Yep, mostly from burning myself on ovens. I simply get too excited for my food.
44. What do you want to be when you graduate? I...have graduated?
45. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? Well bestie recently said I have “lesbian hands” and I think that’s code for man hands so maybe that hahaha
46. Are you reliable? I try to be!
47. If you could ask your future self one question, what would it be? How many more times will I watch The Darkness before I learn my lesson? (Related: When does other bestie finally admit to her fetish?)
48. Do you hold grudges? Not typically, no
49. If you could breed two animals together to defy the laws of nature, what new animal would you create? A dog and an otter? Can we domesticate otters? No, a horse and a large bird, create a pegasus and then free travel.
50. What is the most unusual conversation you’ve ever had? Oh god. I don’t even know where to start today tbh. Damie and pokemon and cosycon and looming and feet and [redacted] and developing apps for VP. So many fantastic conversations.
In real life, probably the time I was at a laundromat in Italy and this guy wandered in with a beer, sat next to me and my male roommate, assumed we were a couple, and proceeded to give us bizarre life advice. I wish I could remember more of it, but it was so odd.
51. Are you a good liar? Hmm I’m okay at it I think, that is, I can convince people I’m serious when I’m actually joking. But I don’t like actually lying if it’s not just teasing someone.
52. How long could you go without talking? Probably a few days if I had to.
53. What has been you worst haircut/style? The haircut I got before studying abroad! It was too short and I was so sad.
54. Have you ever baked your own cake? For a birthday? No. For fun? Absolutely.
55. Can you do any accents other than your own? Not well, no
56. What do you like on your toast? Butter and/or honey and/or jam
57. What is the last thing you drew a picture of? My beautiful depiction of a scene of chapter one of Private Dancer.
58. What would be you dream car? An electric car of some sort. I don’t know enough about cars tbh
59. Do you sing in the shower? Or do anything unusual in the shower? Explain. Nope but sometimes I’ll play music and dance and maybe softly sing.
60. Do you believe in aliens? Yep! Definitely
61. Do you often read your horoscope? Almost never unless someone sends it to me.
62. What is your favorite letter of the alphabet? Already answered, A
63. Which is cooler: dinosaurs or dragons? Dinosaurs! 🦕
64. What do you think about babies? What do I think about them? They’re pretty cool. Just tiny little humans.
65. Freebie! Ask anything interesting you can think of. I was very nice and let you correct your mistake and submit one after the fact:
In your opinion what is the best thing you can cook, like your speciality? My favorite thing to make is pasta, I started making my own sauce and I’d love to make pasta from scratch sometime.
#read up @raginage#this is what you get#responding to these out of spite took far longer than i thought lol
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acowar reread thread
so i think i’ll update this post every few chapters unless anything super major happens that i want to immediately react to, that way you get my commentary but i’m not totally flooding and flooding and flooding your feed with a super super long post. i think i’m going to edit it under the cut and reblog it every time it gets updated and i’ll also number every update so it’s easy to find where i left off. if you guys prefer the other way i’ll transition back to the other way for acofas.) this is super fun i’ll start doing this for more books if you’re interested, including books i read for the first time. (after acofas, crescent city is next and it’ll be my first time reading it!)
UPDATES UNDER THE CUT.
1) chapters 1-5 I’ve read up through chapter five and so far my favorite thing is just how DONE feyre is with literally everyone in the spring court. the amount of times she’s had to like look away and not roll her eyes is just hilarious, her dry inner monologue, she just made a comment about having to remind herself to laugh and not strangle tamlin while they were dancing at the summer solstice and it just is so funny to me.
i miss rhys. but the few times they’ve spoken through the bond is enough to tide me over. he told her he loved her once and i sighed out loud. i’m such trash for this bitch.
feyre hijacking the summer solstice ceremony is COMEDIC GOLD. like you kNOW ianthe was fuming and furious and trying to save face the best she could but like hats off to feyre man. her character development from book one to where we’re at in book three is fantastic. she’s not a simpering little girl anymore, she’s a bad bitch and she kNOWS she’s a bad bitch and it’s just.. fucking great.
i also, as much as i don’t want to, feel for lucien A LOT. i think a lot of his behavior is heavily influenced by how he’s been treated by tamlin for most of his life and i feel genuine remorse from him and the fact that he can like tell something is up but isn’t saying anything just shows, to me anyway, how much remorse he’s genuinely feeling.
also alis knowing that something is up is just a testament to how attentive she is as a faerie and a friend and i really love that about her.
“I was the nightmare” YAS BITCH. FUCKIN YAASSS.
2) chapters 6-10 feyre is so goddamn clever. the entire time she’s bringing down the spring court she’s witty and fierce and clever and really just iS THAT BITCH, HUH?
i don’t like jurian but the fact that he still has compassion within himself for his kind despite being literally insane for being just AWAKE and aware for like 500 years is... nice and pleasantly surprising because i feel like you wouldn’t think that of him being that he’s siding with hybern so that he thanked feyre when she tried to get the children of the blessed out of there... i don’t know why i’m bringing this up, it’s just something that stuck out to me and that jurian also vouches (to feyre) about rhysand’s character and how decent of a person he found him to be. it’s just very interesting and i feel like speaks leaps and bounds about rhysand as a person.
feyre pushing tamlin to explode again... just CHEF KISS. like she really thought of everything. she thought of everything to internally make his sentries doubt him and then completely hate them by orchestrating the ianthe vs sentry debacle. she made herself seem very compassionate and kind and and showed tamlin and ianthe for what they were by doing genuinely so little. like all she did was make them show their true colors on their own and it didn’t take tOO much manipulation. idk feyre is just incredible in the spring court.
forcing ianthe to hurt herself and molding her mind to make her think she’s always afraid is so much better than just outright killing her.. (if i remember from my last read, it doesn’t hold up, but the thought is there and it’s genius) I also think that this shows a lot about feyre and her character because despite everything she couldn’t just leave lucien alone with ianthe and the unwanted advances. she stayed and fought for her friend (and by extension her mate) even when lucien wouldn’t really fight for her and so feyre is just a fuckin real one like... she’s the kind of friend that you want in your corner.
killing the hybern twins: glorious. such badassery from lucien and feyre both.
and i think it’s nice that she let lucien come along with her on her journey back to the night court despite maybe not wanting to but i also think that she knew if she left him behind he could get in serious trouble or wind up dead and so again, i think it says a lot about her character as a person.
3) chapters 11-15 i’m kind of reading and recapping every 50 pages or so which typically ends up being 4-5 chapters and it’s a good system so far so we’re gonna keep it up!
the first thing of like, real substance to comment on is lucien saying his father will kill feyre for wielding his power but feyre just responding with “he can get in line.” like her sass is sO GOOD In this book, especially in the spring court chapters.
uhhh big fuck you to eris, i don’t know why people want him to have a redemption arc, he is literally a fat sack of shit that deserves to burn and i’m not sorry for saying so. he’s abusive and cruel and doesn’t deserve like, anything at all. although i will say good on him for balking a bit when feyre revealed she’s high lady.
CASSIAN AND AZRIEL SUPERHERO LANDING ON THE ICE AND KICKING ASS!! I remember vividly the relief i felt when cassian showed up and was able to fly and i still felt so much victory when it happened again. it’s one of my favorite moments of the book so far and just really gets me. also feyre just dropping the “I’m high lady of the night court” bomb is DELICIOUS and i can’t get enough. i read it like six times. because you know as soon as the illyrians yielded to her that the autumn bitches were like “shit.”
“My love.” kILLS ME. you guys, i’ve only read this book once but i’ve reread their reuniting multiple times because it’s just so soft. rhys is so goddamn soft. he loves her so fucking much. i want rhys to call me my love and lick my tears away. goddamn.
something i think about a lot is how in acotar when tamlin had feyre alone after months of torture he just tried to fuck her despite knowing things weren’t safe. however, knowing she was home and safe, rhys didn’t try for that immediately. like yes, they kissed, but there was so much conversation before they fucked that it just, says a lot about their relationship. tamlin also always demanded to know everything about feyre’s visits as soon as she was back, not even bothering to kiss her hello but rhys was like ‘that shit can wait’ AND THEY’RE ABOUT TO GO TO WAR. rhys loves her so wholly that he wanted to make sure she was okay before he ever bothered to ask about the spring court and how everything unfolded the last few weeks. idk i’m trash for rhysand, y’all. let’s make that a shirt.
the way that rhys threatens lucien, “i won’t bother to explain it again, and i will rip out your fucking throat.” is so sexy. like how casual it was, so sexy.#ripmythroatoutrhysand
amren being a bedtime story but irl is just a cranky aunt lmao.
nesta’s ferocity is, yes, frustrating, but also so heartbreaking to me. for a very long time i had a really rough relationship with my sister and i can see my own sister in nesta (who, by the way, would murder me if she found out i said this so, kara, if u see this, i love u endlessly and i love nesta with my whole heart) especially nesta’s behavior more so in acofas which i’ll talk more about when we get there. but i just, i feel for her man. she’s been traumatized and life as she knows it has been ripped away from her and some people respond to trauma with bite. and i know it doesn’t make it right or okay but it still just makes me feel for her.
cassian and nesta’s banter just gODDAMMIT SLAYS ME. i cannot wait for an entire fucking book of this shit and an entire book of their back and forth. i think nesta loves him and doesn’t know what to do with it because she’s scared so she’s acting like a cornered animal. like nesta is a snake that will strike when cornered and threatened and i just god i can’t wait for their book.
elain... broke my heart a lot more than i remembered. as someone in the midst of my worst depression i find myself able to relate to that hollow and empty feeling like...all too well and it struck a cord and i almost cried at how empty she was.
4) chapters 16-29 there is the whole meeting at amren’s apartment and cassian defends nesta, saying that he understands her actions, her snark, why she is the way she is, and it just honestly reinforces my love for cassian. i don’t have much to say about it but that i just really love the respect that he has for others. more cassian things: feyre brings up again how even broken and literally bleeding out and on the ground with his wings completely shredded he was still crawling toward nesta and reaching for her and trying to get to her. “because i can’t stay away.” fucking cracks my heart open every time.
i love everything about the first family dinner back together. i love all the banter, i love that nesta sat in and even contributed to dinner conversation a little bit. lucien being so uncertain of the dynamic is hilarious. amren like opening herself up in a way to nesta and telling her that they’re the same, and to make sure her eruption is felt across worlds, i love it. i’m marking a lot more from amren than i thought i would. cassian at one point, he points to az and says “don’t try to blend into the shadows” and it actually made me chuckle to myself because hE DOES THAT. and it’s funny that cassian calls him on it.
i don’t think nesta gets enough credit (for like anything, we all been knew i’m a slut for her and stan her with my life) but even as broken and angry as she was she did still offer to help explore magic that she doesn’t want and got as a result of trauma so that she can try to help. she isn’t completely useless. and i like that she has backbone and isn’t just a pushover little bitch. (that isn’t directed toward elain. like i previously mentioned, i’m finding that i relate a lot to her in her current state.) i just mean that i’m glad she sticks up for herself and doesn’t just like, do what people tell her to do. ya know?
rhys being so open to feyre pushing back on him about things like, again man. tamlin erupted and got angry, rhys is like “hell, i deserved it.” just, the differences in their relationships and the toxicity that comes from tamlin and the devotion rhys has for feyre is (say it with me) DELICIOUS.
i also like that just because feyre is high lady that the IC doesn’t just like flop over and bend down and take shit (i’m looking at you, spring court.) like cassian isn’t afraid to be like “you pissed me off by sacrificing yourself.” because he cares. LIKE, AGAIN WITH HIS DEVOTION. his loyalty is just so pure. it isn’t blind but it is pure and i just, god i love it.
also everyone forgets that azriel has a dry ass sense of humor and i don’t see any of y’all writing it into your fics. “In order to fly, you’ll need wings” he said drily. IT’S DELICIOUS. dry humor is some of the best. and i like that feyre is learning more and getting to spend more time with him.
5) chapter 20-27 this one will be a bit of a dump because i accidentally read too much today so far to try to catch up from my lack of reading yesterday so... oops.
“Let’s see what names you call me when my head is between your legs, Feyre darling.” ugh. i wish a mans would say that to me. not really. i wish rhys would say that to me and only rhys. maybe rowan. or aaron warner. or cassian. or -- you get it.
amren is SO FUCKING FUNNY without doing it on purpose. like genuinely hilarious. “she’s fine. stubborn as an ass, but as you’re related, i’m not surprised.” rOAST THEM. also amren makes nesta almost smile and she makes her laugh all in the span of like ten seconds AND nesta almost smiles when amren brings up cassian. coincidencE? i tHINK NOT.
again with rhys soothing her nightmares. like god it’s so good i dont even have to say anything else abt it.
feyre realizing that the bone carver is her and rhysand’s son. SO GOOD. like SERIOUSLY SO GOOD. and this doesn’t matter at all rn but i think that rhysand’s son has the potential to be more powerful than even him but that’s a thing to get into for another time.
EVERYTHING THE BONE CARVER SAYS ABOUT NESTA. also that it’s directed at cassian is very interesting and i think the bone carver knows they’re mates. like i wonder if cassian is seeing what feyre sees: his own son. WOULDN’T THAT BE INTERESTING. “How she calls to you.” also the comment about “what did you wake that day in hybern, prince of bastards?” what did cassian wake. the wording here is interesting and i have... a lot of questions. does anyone else just also really fucking enjoy the bone carver as a character? like he’s excellent i’ve never read anything quite like him.
“nothing about nesta could frighten me” UGH MY NESSIAN HEART CAN’T FUCKING TAKE IT.
also cassian stepping it later when nesta is furious with rhysand about the flying. like, one when he sighs and says she’ll never fly again is just... funny and adorable but how nesta was charging for rhys and he casually stepped in front of her and he talked her down. “It was amren’s fault, of course, but no one believed me. and no on dare banish her.” like just babbling a bit to bring her back down to earth. absolutely fascinating and delicious that it worked, wouldn’t you agree? ;)
court of nightmares is always a pleasure. fuck eris.
also later at the town house when amren and mor and rhys are kinda going at it a bit and cassian gets nesta’s attention and nesta sidles over to him without questioning it... like. god if they aren’t endgame i’ll never read an SJM book ever again and i wholeheartedly mean that.
so i’ve seen the posts about amren being an angel i’m not sure if you guys have but yeah i think that’s a really solid theory. i think she very well could be a biblical angel because she mentioned that according to some they were perfect, that they laid waste to twin cities (sodom & gamorrah if this theory is correct) and she also mentioned yielding her grace and that she would fall. she also says she was a messenger and soldier assassin for a wrathful god ruling a young world and all of that, in my opinion, lines up with a lot of what is in the bible and what christians believe to be true. so i really really like this theory, i doubt it will ever be outright confirmed, but i think this is going to be my canon tbh.
elain is.... out of her mind. it’s fucking weird everything she says is so cryptic and odd. like it’s just weird. i don’t think she’s insane and i can’t remember exactly where elain’s storyline goes in this book but like... rn it’s just weird and cryptic and a little unsettling and also interesting that she only really responds directly to azriel because everyone else she kinda ignores but she talks to him. interesting.
6) chapters 28-49 clearly i accidentally read A LOT so we have a lOT Of ground to cover.
NESTA WAS TOTALLY CHECKING CASSIAN OUT AND THAT’S ALL I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT THAT.
azriel has fucking jokes, man. page 303 (hardcover us edition) “That pine tree wasn’t there a moment ago.” “Judging by its size, i’d say it’s been there for ... two hundred years at least.” feyre even notes that he has a dry sense of humor and it comes out more when they’re alone. i can’t get enough of it. i wish he talked more.
“Cassian finished the muffin, licking his fingers. I could have sworn nesta watched the entire thing with a sidelong glance. He grinned at her as if he knew it too.” i just love nessian so much i’m going to point out all of their cute reactions this is turning more into a nessian reaction thread SUE ME.
I think that nesta has a lot of regret and guilt over her life.over how she treated feyre because it comes out when nesta brings up to feyre that she didn’t know she couldn’t read (and again at the high lords meeting when she says they would have starved if it wasn’t for her.) i think she feels deeply and just doesn’t know what to do with it, doesn’t know how to express it.
When they almost get taken in the library, and cassian gets there and nesta “launches herself at him.” my heart. she was scared and she didn’t care she was just so relieved. like fuck me up that’s the shit i like.
nesta asking where cassian is the moment they get back from the battle in adriata and she was worried and scared for him. later when she does see him i think this is when the mating bond clicks into place. it’s page 398 and she says “You didn’t come to -” and then cuts herself off. they have a really fucking intense moment. cassian takes her hand and laces their fingers and they don’t really say anything for a beat until he says “Next time, emissary, i’ll come say hello.” but his voice is low and rough when he says it. “The world seemed to go utterly still at that interrupted sentence, nothing and no one more so than cassian.” i think this is when it clicks for him. maybe not for nesta but definitely for cassian.
RHYSAND RIPPING TAMLIN’S ABILITY TO SPEAK AWAY LIKE YES WE STAN A MOTHERFUCKING KING. fuck tamlin. fuck eris. and fuck beron. also nesta defending cassian in the high lords meeting (page 438, because beron calls him a bastard.) again, i’m just saying, she’s defending her fucking mate i can’t deal. feyre also exploding in the meeting and rhys just being like “You’ve proved your point, my love.” SO DELICIOUS. “I made her high lady because i love her. her power was the last thing i considered.” like fucking hELL that is how you treat your woman.
after the meeting, helion being like “You handing eris’s ass to him will be my new fantasy at night, by the way.” DELICIOUS. fucking hilarious. 10/10 recommend helion as a high lord and a mans we love to see it.
also cassian being so concerned when nesta starts to have that feeling about the cauldron being used before the wall gets shattered.he didn’t doubt her feelings for a second, i mean no one did, but he was completely unyielding when he sensed her fear and immediately looked for any sign of an immediate threat.
nesta saying she’s never worn pants and cassian saying “i have no doubt you’d start a riot if you did.” he’s thinking bout that ass. also cassian giving her a quick lesson in defense before they yeet off to the human lands to see graysen and his family. IDK I REALLY LOVE NESSIAN OKAY?!
7) chapter 50-the end. i accidentally finished the book. oops.
super intersted in nesta’s powers and if she is a witch. i can’t remember acofas at all and if nesta’s powers manifest in that book but i’m eager to see if the fracturing of the cauldron didn’t effect whatever powers she took from it. i think that could also be part of what ultimately is wrong with her on top of all the trauma.
nesta helping cassian after that first battle when his wrist is hurt. she didn’t take no for an answer and helped him and it was just really soft until mor showed up and cassian pulled his hand away. i’m conflicted about what it means to be totally honest. what it means for his feelings for nesta and what it means where mor is concerned. i don’t love how morrigan treats nesta and cassian’s... relationship? but i don’t dislike mor. i think she’s dealing and coping and has her reasons that we will likely find out about.
“Only you can decide what breaks you” is something i’d like to get tattooed. i dont really have anything else to add to it.
i was sobbing during rhys’s battle speech to everyone. i dont rlly have anything else to say about it other than i’m emo.
nesta saving cassian. again i don’t have shit to say about it other than like it makes me so emotional. she just started blinding screaming, hoping that he would come. i can’t even begin to think what his death would have done to her.
the bone carver smiling at feyre before he did hits a very specific piece of my heart and i’m not sure why or what but i had chills all over my body.
cassian telling rhys to let him return the favor/repay the debt. HURT. another thing i cried over. like shut the fuck cassian AIN’T NOBODY DYIN TODAY.
tHE Nessian moment to end all nessian moments when they would die together. like big fucking wow. you can’t tell me they’re not mates. that they don’t love each other despite how complicated all of it is. like cassian is so soft in the most unique way for her because he knows she bites and he lets her and he bites back and i just think it’s what he needs.
“tell the high lord to leave out a cup for me” AMREN SHUT UP. like fucking christ i teared up then too because i really really love her character. she’s unique and funny and dry and cranky and i just love her so much.
i’m tired of rhys sacrificing himself. there, i said it. i cried like a fucking baby and of course he woke up being a snarky little shit.
i love the end of this book. i don’t know what i’ll do with myself until january when the next one comes out. i’ll probably go back to the other format for my next read through because it’s easier and less longwinded and i think you guys liked the other way better. anywho, thank you for coming along on this lil journey!!
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i’m way behind compared to all of y’all, but i’m finally here with a quarter 3 update and plot call! as always, i’ll list out what all my girls will be up to for the quarter so feel free to either like this or just hit me up yourself if you’d like to do anything with them! though, once again, i’m uber slow these days so sorry in advance for my slow replies!
JAEIN
dimensions artists: might be a good time for anybody who wants to do a first time meeting perhaps at the shoot! jaein’s overall mood for this company shoot is that it’s really stupid
volunteer work: will most likely be sent to the orphanage. she was trained for this moment by raising her three younger siblings basically, and she’s naturally super good with kids. thread ideas include your muse perhaps being impressed that she’s good at handling them? or maybe you’re both stuck playing house with one kid, and jaein’s like i guess i’m your wife for the hour idk i’m half asleep right now typing this up
lucid members: open to any kind of schedule thread since they’re in the midst of promotions for love whisper and will be preparing for summer rain. jaein likes easy listening so she actually doesn’t dislike love whisper nor summer rain as songs; she just also understands the comments about how it sounds like lucid’s normal realm songs are blending together. as always, she’s a tired Mom as the leader
will be promoting a single starting august 10th for two weeks so anybody who’s overlapping in promotions then, i’m open to threads! jaein really enjoys island as a song so she may be happier during these solo promotions. of course, that doesn’t mean she thinks she’s good solo material so she’s forever questioning dimensions’ decision on pushing her as some solo artist since she always flops
quarter three is just a continuation of quarter two for jaein. she’s simply Tired and exhausted both physically and emotionally so she’s probably not the best person to interact with if you want a happy happy thread
HYEJU
bc artists: hyeju probably gets warned not to be so straightforward during the filming of the documentary, but everybody knows what kind of character she’s like so she doesn’t even bother. anyway, there’s also the family concert and she’s not happy about performing those specific lip gloss songs lmao i mean lipstick is alright but she dislikes catallena with a passion
volunteer work: will most likely participate at the animal shelter since she’s a dog owner herself. if you didn’t know because i never talk about him, she owns a japanese spitz named romeo!
lipstick members: hurt locker’s a better song than news and ticket for hyeju so she’s a little happier with this comeback. likes her parts a little more too. generally always in the same mood during promos though which is i can’t believe bc is so cheap
personally, she has a solo album coming up in november, but i have plans that she’ll receive news of it around this time in july, and she’ll start receiving demos and things. it’s a full album which makes the long preparation period make a lot of sense. it was claimed a while ago, but if your muse writes music perhaps she gets one of your songs and you get to discuss it? won’t make it on the final album of course, but it’s a chance to have your muse meet hyeju for the first time if we’ve never discussed anything beforehand!
she also has some performances throughout the quarter as lipstick always does, and if your muse shows up in any one of those, feel free to have them start a convo with hyeju! she’s my chillest muse which means she’s usually a good one to have first time convos with
SUJI
volunteer work: will be delivering meals! lines up with her friendly, everybody sort of loves her image that gold star likes building up for her, and she’s good with adults so
fuse members: i think all of fuse is just collectively complaining about hands up at this point lol but yeah suji doesn’t think it’s the right comeback track after something like psycho, and the amount of lines she has is kind of insane yikes. anyway i’m always open to threading with you all <3
personally she just finished up fine promotions and they were very very successful! i screenshotted the current chart because i think that’s the highest any of her albums have charted yeehaw, and she’s really proud of that work. it also prompts gold star to get her another single out before the end of the year, and so she’s back to writing! will most likely edit the tens of drafts she has rather than writing something from scratch because that’s how she works. this just means that other than hands up promotions, she’ll be pretty easy to call up and just hang out with? if anybody wants to discuss music with her, she’s all your’s! she’s very interested in varying her discography and stepping away from traditional ballads for a while tbh
oh, she’s also in the seoul group for base if that’s something anybody will be interested in!!
YUJIN
honestly, i’ve had a lost of yujin since the end of last year, and i’m barely hanging on here so if i’m not uber excited to plot out yujin, i hope you’re all understanding. though i do think she has some interesting points throughout this quarter especially since marigold’s debut is coming up in the next quarter!!
volunteer work: haven’t decided, but i think yujin’s the one that gold star will send to do as many volunteer work as she can so she’s open for pretty much everything!!
she’s slightly gotten over element’s disbandment. actually, no, she hasn’t, but she has to so she’s just grinding her teeth as she prepares for a second debut because it’s still a debut nevertheless, and she wants to stand on stage. gold star is being generous enough to not push her out into another acting project as she prepares for a debut though they did grab her that ably deal not too long ago! will most likely just throw her in another brand deal as gold star wants to keep her as relevant as possible post-producers fame so if you want a duo brand ambassador thing with yujin, i’m all ears!!
#fmdcall#( ✧ ・゚ ― ooc. )#[ just wanna warn you all that i'm really sleepy rn ]#[ so i'll probably get back to everybody tomorrow!! ]
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