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Otto Mallard!
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Simple description and appearance description: Otto Mallard is the eldest of the 8 grandchildren of The Conductor. His other siblings are, in order of eldest to youngest: Oscar, Olivia, Oakley, Owen, Ozzy, Octavio and Oliver. Otto is a mysterious figure in the family, he is not there for a lot of the time (which will be explained later) but he is a grumpy, yet HEAVILY honest kid. He does not sugar-coated the truth at all, no matter how bad the truth is. He is blunt and straightforward, which in some instances can make him sound cruel, he doesn't see it that way. The truth is the truth, no need to sugar-coated it to make it sound nice. He is too truthful, he does not intend to hurt people's feelings most of the time, but he values integrity and honesty above all else. Otto Mallard is the split image of his grandfather. He has the same coloured feathers, the same colored eyes, the same everything! The only difference - that isn't clothes, of course- that sets them apart is Otto's wings and Otto's scars. He inherited his wings trait from his great great great something grandfather, he is the only living member out of his family in the current era that has wings, making him unique in the family. Otto has a blue jacket with different shades of blue and yellow stars imprinted on it. He wears a light and dark grey striped shirt with brown shorts/trousers and black shoes. Under his clothing he has a LOT of scars, he rarely takes off his jacket for that reason. If he does take his jacket off around you, you better be honored because that's a LARGE sign that Otto trusts you, and you better act accordingly.
#oc: otto mallard#hey i had to delete some stuff because tumblr wouldnt let me post it#maybe it was too long. unsure#ahit oc profiles
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Dear Bonnie, I’m a coward. I should be saying this to your face, not writing this letter, but I know if I do you’ll talk me out of running away from all my problems. You’re gonna make me face a future without Elena and you’re gonna help make me the best man I could possibly be, the same way she did. And I’m absolutely terrified of failing you both. So, I’m leaving. Because I’d rather let you down once, than let you down for the rest of your life. And I hope it’s the happiest life. Because you, Bonnie Bennett, are an amazing woman, a mediocre crossword puzzle player and my best friend.
With great love and respect, Damon.
#the vampire diaries#tvd#damon salvatore#bonnie bennett#bamon#otp: my best friend#gifs#thevampirediariesedit#tvdedit#damonsalvatoreedit#bonniebennettedit#bamonedit#useramys12#tuserbelovas#tusercatherine#userjustine#tumblrusercherry#userishh#usermegara#useroli#tvdversegifs#kat graham#ian somerhalder#thinking about that elena quote about them ‘i think he actually kind of loves her. you’re mean to the people you care about.’#and going crazy cause it really fits that emma theme of arguing with the people you love.#in these gifs and just in general when bonnie’s showing affection towards damon he can never really hold her gaze for too long. he looks#so full of love but also so unsure at the same time. he’s too overwhelmed by their connection that he can’t fully speak it or face it.#they're such a perfect mirror to steroline that way. like stefan says: 'maybe all love isn't true love in the messed up way that you and i#have experienced it but... i think this could turn into something even better.' damon's never felt this kind of love before and he doesn't#know what to DO with it! meanwhile bonnie's so confident in it always looking at him head on never breaking her gaze– UGH! they're perfect.
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ok so I might’ve forgotten to get something ready for Wednesday BUT-
you can have Nine and Chaos Sonic from my Sonic Prime AU being siblings instead
#wsatw#wholesome sonic and tails wednesday#i guess in my case it’s wholesome chaos sonic and Nine wednesday#Oopsie daisy#chaos sonic#miles nine prower#sonic au#sonic prime#sonic prime au#Just regular ‘stacking random stuff on your sleep deprived brother’s head’ activities#Nine is very much going to lock him out of his room for the next few weeks#But that ain’t gonna stop the beepo#Oh boy this AU has been in the works for way too long so idk where to even get started on the lore#Maybe I’ll try to do an ask blog#Maybe I’ll fail miserably#I’m sure I’ll be fine#Have a lovely Wednesday y’all#also#prismatic parallel AU#<- what I plan on naming this AU#Unsure if it’s already an existing thing but oh well#time to disappear for a prolonged period of time again
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some stardust pin ideas :3
#my art#fall out boy#unsure if i like the long or short tail better..#i designed them all w the long tail and then remembered dobermans usually have them cut#also thought abt maybe making the body glitter but i think it might be too large an area to look good#anyway let me know ur faves and if u would buy any of these :]
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fseer funniest behaviors
#kind of embarrassed to admit how many times ive screenshot fseer lines so i can get the cadence down#fseer is so funny. ill say it.#they double down on repetition when they're unsure or concerned. they get very defensive very easily but only rarely get legitimately#angry and when they DO (see: shriek#friendly fire) it never lasts very long#for the MOST part people say mean shit to them and they're just like haha yeah!!#the one I wanted to include but apparently don't have is the one from commsplex in throneside where seer is like#i dreamed an entrance for us and here it is! aren't I nice. say it SAY IT#(sometimes teammates will use the 'thanks' bark. very funny)#but maybe bc i read too much into things it doesn't read as seer threatening their team but more of them fishing for reassurance#which tracks because fseer is so damn scared all the damn time.... as opposed to mseer who seems just the slightest bit more sanguine#and a lot more confident/MEANER?? to his teammates. specifically loose cannon veteran. their dynamic makes me chew glass they're so funny#fseer on the other hand does tease their teammates but it's a lot gentler#sometimes they appear to get stuck on words they're hearing and repeat them a couple of times#ex quibble quibble quibble but then uhhh the one mission with the servitor colony with buzz buzz/chitter chitter#augh.#text post#kenna#<- bc they donated the lines this is more meta about fseer as a whole.#darktide#psyker#fseers writer please ten minutes to talk i need to know everything#also please approximately 500 more lines with the zealots and ogryns#voice lines
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leaning in for a peck on the lips and telling your windbreaker darling they're so sweet they give you toothaches... only to be hit by a real toothache hours later
#i think umemiya would be worried bc you overexaggerate the pain with theatrics + same for tsubaki.#hiragi more worried and concerned than you are...panic all around and asking around for a someone's relative dentist to go to quickly#togame and suo just tease you back... you are suffering the consequences of the hell you had crafted (they'll bring a painkiller later they#cannot bare to see you hurt and wringling in pain when it goes for too long. kiryu on the same list but his resolve not as strong as them)#sakura and nieri have no idea what the fuck theyre supposed to do.... nieri acts a bit faster and contacts someone for help probably but +#poor sakura issoooo clueless he is like a deer in headlights.#choji probs: dgaf mode. didnt think you were that serious. has the GUTS to ask you to have some ice cream with him and youre just:+#bffr rn im SUFFERING. (he'll probs ask kame-chan for help later on when your pouty state goes on for too long...)#kaji also in more of a dgaf mode but taking it chill and easy. tells you once (a little harshly) to cut it and calm down. then makes some +#calls (ie: gets one of his advisors to set up a dentists appointment.) then shoves a bottle of water and a painkiller into your hands and a#little ruffle of your hair maybe... there's no way he is inexperienced in this department with his trackrecord of candies... he WILL+#scold you the entire way to the dentist's tho about your eating habits and whatnot and see? this is divine punishment for that awful joke +#you dared make the other day...#SORYR IM UNSURE HOW WELL I NAILED THESE SO I WROT THESE IN THE TAGS I CAN MAKE IT AN ACTUAL POST. my teeth hurt.. T-T#wind breaker#wind breaker x reader
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Redraw of past oc made..four months ago?
Belongs to the colony Oardivian created by —> @dimorphodon-x
#I don’t even remember making him so long ago#wow#improvment tho#👀#I was thinking of naming him either Nightcircuit or Riotshift?#Unsure#Mmmmm I like Hymn too#I’m thinking of making him some sort of police#with high ranking maybe?#also doing the language was so hard omg#😭#but all the letters are so pretty!!#transformers oc#original character#oc art#maccdam#transformers#Or Ripsiren#So many names *sob*#but yeah!#Redraw <3#Ripsiren
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influencer (ii)
summary: In which Ely's still dealing with her cat being Instagram famous.
[part 6]
When Ely steps into the kitchen, she's expecting someone to be there. The vampires normally wait for her for breakfast, and Nate usually feeds Mango while Ely's in the shower.
Today, though, there's someone she isn't expecting at the table.
Mango's still there, still half hunched over her food plate, but she keeps shooting looks towards the table until Ely garners her attention and she trots over, giving a plaintive mew up to her.
Rebecca glances up from the manilla folder at the sound, pressing a small, hesitant smile on her face.
"Good morning," she greets.
Ely stares at her in silence for a moment longer, before stepping forward towards the island so she can get started on her breakfast.
"I wasn't expecting you to be here."
"The rest of the Unit is on an extra patrol," Rebecca states. "I didn't think you'd appreciate being left completely alone."
"Like that's ever been an issue for you before," Ely huffs, shaking her head.
"Elyse—"
"Save it; I'll eat in the dining room once my food's done to not ruin your work atmosphere."
An uncomfortable silence falls over them at that. Mango keeps skittering to grab a bite of food before racing back to Ely's side, out of Rebecca's sight.
She had thought the cat would be more comfortable around her considering everyone else she lives with is fine with Rebecca, but Mango was Ely's girl through and through.
As the smell of fresh coffee fills the room and Ely's knife slices through the strawberries she's washed, she pauses, considering, before clearing her throat lightly.
Rebecca chances a glance up.
"Are you aware your granddaughter has twenty-seven thousand followers on Instagram?"
"My—what?"
#the first post was getting too long for me 😅#maybe this weekend I'll compile them all on ao3 proper but uhhh. unsure! soon-ish. before the next part at least#anyway! a new face appears 👀#mango is Ely's baby no matter what. she's got the same trust issues LOL#rinn writes vampire fic
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Help for some reason my brain decided to have tons of fanfiction ideas except I literally DO NOT HAVE THE TIME to write them at this point in my life so for now I’m just playing them out in my head 24/7 waiting for the holidays to come so I can start up on at least ONE project because I quite frankly CANNOT LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE
#plus it’ll probably take agessss to write because I’m a perfectionist and I haven’t written in so long#and seeing as I barely have any time outside of holidays……. I’ll just have to make the most of it#anyway yes sorry but it’s been eating at my brain for a few days.. or weeks…. okay yeah maybe a couple months shut up……#the first I need to write is Coriolanus x Sejanus (requested by my friends who came to see tbosas with me at the cinema)#and then I have…… 3 marauders one more or less figured out#one of those being a Christmas wolfstar and jegulus story that I hope to write before Christmas next year lmaoooo#another one involves way too many ships that are still unsure lol (adding QPRs and poly to the mix)#and then one just popped into my head this morning in English class while we were watching a documentary about women in Victorian England#*cough* bearded marriage jily *cough cough*
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what do you mean i have a problem
..... i'll finish all of these (i have not finished even one of these)
#squirrel plays bg3#today I wanted to dick around and made the current iteration of one of my normal DnD characters Phyr#(which is very close to Petyr now that I'm looking at it- i do pronounce them very different tho)#she was once a completely different character; a drow sorceress- now she's a tiefling oath of vengeance paladin#we'll see how long she lasts before breaking that oath (probably not long tho)#just to summarize the rest...#Petyr is the ranger-rogue half-elf boy i have for Shadowheart an Halsin#Gryven is my partner's half-drow druid for Shadowheart also#Iona is Iona; the elf sorceress for Astarion#Arvid is Gale's dwarf cleric husband and my first/main character#Tulac is my partner's human barbarian; we're unsure how he fits in#Mara is my Lolth-sworn lady-drow Dark Urge monk for Karlach#and Ray is. well he's Ray. human fighter; ex-inquisitor; fairly recent widower starting over with Wyll#I made Locust my nb dragonborn druid too tho I didn't save that#i'll remake them.... maybe sometime
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The Me who bought tickets to see TMBG in february 2023 and the Me who's going to actually go to the show next month are two completely different people
#slash extremely negative#it's funny to actually live this whole sort of cliche of: the time between buying tickets and going to the show can be so absurdly long#with what was supposed to be my 1st 'real' concert no less#'i bought the tickets as a teenager but i'm going to see them in my 20s etc' and stuff like that#and then when it gets rescheduled too... well. a year and 9 months is in fact a pretty long time!!!#and i'm not even talking about rescheduling due to covid because god at least i didn't have to deal with that i guess#(it IS funny though that by the time the 30th anniversary of flood tour ends#flood will be 2 months away from turning 35. so yeah lmao a lot happened in the meantime huh)#anyways day two of going crazy going insane for no reason other than well i guess that's just my life now!!!!! 😃😃😃#me when i say i'll stop documenting my rapidly progressing mental breakdown online and then keep doing it anyway#but idk maybe this will heal me in some way. my only hope rn no joke#and my mom actually seemed to be unsure if i we should book the hotels and stuff because. ig i'm this obviously unwell even over the phone#but BY GOD this is the only thing i can really look forward to right now i really need this to survive#(trying to forget how i was doing in september of last year when they rescheduled the tour#and i couldn't even be sure if i'd ever get to see them in the end lollllll#and at the heights of my tmbg obsession this was my number 1 dream. i mean it still is)#also i think i'm finally entering my tmbg autumn era now with some more frequent listening after not doing so for a while#how could i let myself pretty much forget that i love tmbg??? and that their music is so good and makes me happy???#they're still my fav band of all time just like they were back then. THAT didn't change at least#it's just that now they share that spot with sparks also lol. can't choose between them and why should i anyway#what else. ig i just hope i get the energy to finally draw tomorrow at least#because if i don't turn the ideas i have into reality then they will never become real! and that would be so sad#so maybe this can be my main reason to continue for now. whatever#goosepost
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just started reading stargirl: lost children n it’s cute i also like the references. i get very uncertain when media is very self-referential or dependent on understanding niche jokes in order to derive enjoyment from it but it feels more subtle here and more as a side than an entree if that makes sense. also the art is stunning
#eleanor.txt#do i have an eleanor reads comics tag. surely i did at one point#it’s been SO long#also i cannot lie im using it as a warm up because i wanted to jump ship to xmen#but i also haven’t read a comic in so long i was unsure if i still could. so it’s probably better to go for a familiar property#i needed an excuse to read it too tbh i’ve been meaning to get to it#anyway. back i go i’m sure i’ll have more thoughts at some point#ugh i need. some kind of tag for this#stargirl: tlc#eleanor reads comics#maybe i was right n that was actually it. idk#i’ll check my archive at some point. maybe
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why do fire alarm batteries
ONLY
ever need replacing when you are dead fucking asleep
did i enrage god? does she hate me now as i too hate this creation of ours? when will she replace MY batteries
#THEYRE ALWAYS CONVOLUTED AS SHIT TOO 'oh 1 beep this 3 beeps this its plugged into the wAll but also has batteries and you can press this#'button to make it stop beeping for a min but only MAYBE cos it might also just make it start shrieking or speaking in a very loud voice#how do you *get to* the batteries you ask? it would make perfect sense if you were awake but theyre only going to go off middle of sleeping#so!! who knows. this says you need to insert a pin for batteries but theres a label over it but the label has a handy little dot printed#where the tunnel for said pin is under so u can just push through the label ig. but where tf do i get a pin-#*remembers i have actual like pushpins. is unsure if thatll be long enough but all i can think of without further bothering either roommate#*they are not long enough*#*digs into closet trying to be quiet to get to my sewing box for a needle cos thats the Only thing i can think of that might work and#that i know definitely where it is* needle fits but fits....loosely-#*reexamines the beep machine* the pin. for some reason. is supposed to be inserted to LOCK the battery tray so it doesnt open#why you need to Lock a battery tray with a little stick on a device that is already going to be up on the ceiling or top of a wall idk#but in my soggy state i became jared 19 and could no longer read#anyway the reason i hadnt been able to just pull the tray out was because fool that i am i tried to just pull it..yknow....out? but#its a fuckin swivel out to the side thiing#AND WHEN I FINALLY GOT IT OPEN YALL. YALL. MOST RIDICULOUS SIZED FUCKING BATTERY THAT WE DO NOT HAVE. SO WE CANT REPLACE IT RN.#istg istG#THERES NO REASON THAT THESE THINGS CANT BE MORE UNIVERSALLY SIZED#BATTERIES WALL PLUGS PHONE AND LAPTOP CHARGERS AND PORTS#CONSISTENCY *ESPECIALLY* ESPECAILY ESPECIALLY FOR SHIT THAT IS IMPORTANT AND CAN BE LIFE SAVING LIKE THIS#WHY ARE THERE SO MANY STUPID DIFFERENCES FOR NO REASON oh good the devils lettuce has hit me praise be thank fuck#SMOKE DETECTOR<<<<thats what theyre called i rememebered ik it was smth different#anyways#just me#smoke detector#no muscle memory this ones not goin in queue jail for 2 months it is free
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*inhales*.....................DEEP SIGH
#i'm exhausted#i have a job interview this week which i should be grateful for but i'm still so unsure about what i want in life#and i'm so scared of making wrong choices like i'm terrified#and the company seems kind of conservative in its structures and culture i mean apparently there are low hierarchies but#they make their whole deal about 'family' and then there are almost only men working there which is like ughhh like the ratio is ridiculous#and the thing is i found another job offer at my local library and i would just so love to work there!!!! i will definitely apply this week#i'm just scared that i'll do well enough during the interview that they will actually want ti hire me and then i can't say no#bc i didn't even expect them to reach out to me in the first place so i guess my application was better than i thought#so now im'm debating whether i should take the chance or sabotage the interview so that i get to try really hard for#the application for the library job instead#i sound ridiculous being upset that an employer is showing interest in me like what a privilege to be able to turn that down#at the same time. like thankfully there is financial support from the government so i'm safe in that regard atm but it's really not much#and i also don't want to be in this state of unemployment for too long#and yet...i want to just spend my days doing something worthwhile? maybe i should just be grateful that i have the privilege to choose betw#different jobs and try to take advantage of that fact and opt for the offers that speak to me rather than cry about it#god i'm so stressed this is my first time in life where i can't rest assured that the upcoming years will follow the same routine#like how it was when i entered uni like i just knew 'alright i'll be studying for at least 5 years and then we'll see' and now#it's like i don't know what i'll be doing next month or in half a year or next year or in five years#the uncertainty. killing me. that's how i know i grew up way too protected cause i break under the slightest inconvenience god#alright crying rant over from now on i'll be growing up for real 👍#personal
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#my posts#you know how this usually goes#i make an amount of tags so that if you read this its bc you've clicked and its not bc i am just posting it like whatever lmao#... unsure if i should even post it tho but what else do i do just leave it in my brain? idk maybe its the same maybe its better#maybe its worse? .... why have i been feeling kind of like this and at this kind of intensity for like about 2 weeks or more#2 weeks is how long ive been properly aware so i think its more but like. man.#like maybe its been like a month and i just havent been keeping track of time bc january is way too long to even try lmao#. but. idk. i just wish i could be kinda.. stable. like i cant feel good lmao#like it truly doesn't matter nothing is good enough in general#what i do isnt good enough#what goes on around me doesnt help trying to ignore the constant.. dread?#and like all things considered i should be doing good currently#or at least not this bad#but here i am constantly trying to not let myself feel too bad until im alone bc man.#so... yeah it just doesnt feel like anything is truly worth it not me as a person nor the things i do nor the things i experience lmao#also lately ive been just feeling more..... disconnected to others... like i dont understand them and they dont understand me#but like.. more than usual#and i guess its me? that it's kind of a me problem#idk I'm just tired. i need to sleep. i want to let face down on some sort of big water body or do something that will make my life worse#or they i will regret lmao#i. wont do any of those#also when i mean face down in some sort of bldy of water or whatever i dont necessarily mean like die#not against it but its not the only option#just lay there and float..... also not against it#i just want something that i cant have i guess bc im not sure what it is#like i just know what i want is to not constantly feel like this but idk how lmao#... u would sleep if i can bc man also I'm so tired#.... adding tags its a bit worse than I assumed lmao im also thinking about wether i deserve stuff or not lmao#like it got windy and cooler and i was like 'a blanket by my legs would be nice' only to be like 'no you don't deserve that ' like ah yeah#its kinda worse than i thought lmao
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okay theoretically .. if you were to look at the word count for a chapter.. how many words do you think would make you say "this is too fucking long"
#extremely unsure as to weather i should chop this up yet again cus . i maybe sort of really rushed the planning near the end#when i was drafting everything out at the beginning of november#because i REALLY wanted to start writing but now i am paying for it by having to wrestle with these last few chapters#i think if i did break it up#i have an idea of where i would do so. but then i think i would end up with like a long chapter and then a shorter chapter and then a long#chapter again?#i want to give everything the space to have the attention it deserves and its looking like i might have to split this and make it 12 chapte#chapters if i want that tumblr can you please stop putting error messages over my tags while im trying to type. you bitch#anyways#all that is just to say i'm curious what everyone's opinion would be on what would constitute too long of a chapter#cus right now im thinking if it breaks 10k i'll find a place to break it up#but i'm interested to hear other opinions#i could have said that a lot more concisely instead of having an essay in the tags but u kno#btw NONE OF THIS MEANS ANYTHING IS READY SOON. just incase. i dont want to get anyone's hopes up on accident i think this chapter might tak#take a hot second here to write like i have chunks of it done and i know what i want to happen but i'm going to have to beat at it a lot to#make it happen smoothly#soooooooo be patient with me#for the sake of having a good chapter to read <3 instead of a rushed one <3 thankies <3#not an update
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