#maybe im mentally ill

[dimpyberry]

My descent into vocaloid has begun...

[peach-sap]

me when I can’t kiss tim wright right on the mouth this exact moment

[ma-lark-ey]

just cause I'm obsessing over future chapters, Tumblr gets a sneak peak at next Friday's JOBU update: (one day maybe I'll stop tormenting Magnus. (i am lying) )

“Magnus, she’s gone. It’s awful, but…” Uncle Fred’s voice choked. “Nat’s gone.”  “There’s so much she’s gonna miss.” This is a bad night. Magnus is in for a bad night. Most days, he’s fine. He’s come to terms with his mom and he’s accepted it all. And then some days, he wishes he could die so he doesn’t have to deal with how much this fucking hurts. People used to tell him it would stop hurting. But it never stops hurting when you have to scatter your mom’s ashes before you take the test for your driver’s permit.  “You know she’d be here if she could, Mags.”  “She’s not gonna see me go on dates, or prom, or drive a car, or meet Alex, or be at my graduation, or my wedding, or send me to college or… Or…” His eyes widened. There was a photo of his first day of school, held tightly to his mother’s chest. It felt like every ounce of oxygen was sucked out of his body all at once. He wished grief was easy. He wished it was a one-and-done occurrence. But it’s constant. He’s been drowning in it for years. He’s been drowning in grief since his father left, and he’s never going to be able to claw his way out.  Magnus closed the photo album and slid it away from himself, burying his face in his hands and letting his body shake with the agony he’s never going to get past, because the burn scars are still prevalent on his shoulders and thighs, and they won’t go anywhere. Uncle Fred carefully lays a hand on his back, foreign warmth leaving imaginary welts on his skin. 

[hoshizoralone]

reflection

[tzarrz]

i listen to fog lake too much

[heaven428]

we should bring back the guillotine. that’s so much more fun.

hear me out, u get out on death row. it’s bleak, your life is about to end for goodness sakes. and then they say “which do you choose? Electric chair, lethal injection, or guillotine?”

I WOULD GET SO EXCITED SO FAST LIKE PLEASE BEHEAD ME AND THEN GIVE ME TWO CASKETS. USE MY HEADLESS CORPSE AS A HALLOWEEN DECORATION FOR GODS SAKES

n e ways. maybe that’s just a me thing but i think bringing back the guillotine is an amazing idea. and that could be such an aesthetic death too?

[autumnalmess]

Hey man sorry I've not posted in a while, it's a funny story actually. I actually got arrested for stealing bread for my sister and her seven starving children. yeah, it was pretty bad. I tried to escape 3 times so yeah I got 19 years, yeah and then I broke my parole and now there's this slutty little man after me, yeah I think he has a crush on me or smt idk

[macdenlover]

i really can not stand the “fandom is so fun we’re all just projecting and making shit up” thing. because no i actually deeply admire the canon of my favorite media and all the intention and care and craft put into it. we are not the same.

[alicornze7]

Silly guys goin' on silly adventures:]

@rorydrawsandwrites's puppeteer au but the only difference is that jax gives consent

My contribution to this wonderful au has been long overdue:')

Rambling in tags ehe (cw: ribbun:p)

Well maybe it's not the only difference

[deadassjsawhitegirl]

"bpd is this" "bpd is that"

can i just say bpd is more than a favorite person? i understand that part as ive experienced it but thats not all there is

as someone who doesnt currently have a "fp" i hate that thats all bpd tumblr is. js shit about your feelings towards other people, i understand but oh my god i wish there was more. it feels like romanticism of the mental illness that people are gifted the option of assisted su!c!de for. and thats not fucking right.

im sorry if this sounds rude or anything but it just makes me feel really alone in my illness and thats a shitty feeling to have, esp as someone who has bpd.

[sunfyredefender77]

aemond realizing he's still alone even after all those years

[evanpeterswifeyyy]

“Block, don’t report 🎀”

*proceeds to post the most horrific guideline breaking content ever*

“I’m just a girl 😇💗”

No, you’re just a mentally ill teenager posting your mutilation thinking it’s cute.

You should be reported. If you don’t want that, don’t post content against TOS to begin with. It’s not that hard. Truly

[jiiyawns]

secret hedgehog gift for @fernsnailz where i was so ambitious i needed help from @frostios on colors !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! happy holidays !!!

bonus alternate comp and origin of omega chef hat

[suntails]

soooo eepy sleepy

[obsob]

here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud!!

✷(print shop)✷

[uncanny-tranny]

To terminally-ill disabled people: you aren't going to be forgotten. You deserve a space here in this world no matter how long you'll be here. You deserve every chance to be happy, to be welcomed, to be understood, to be accommodated, and to be taken care of to the fullest extent. You haven't "given up," you are so incredibly important, and it takes so much to be in your shoes. I hope you can find pride in who you are. Your existence is meaningful.