#maybe im a hoarder
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I want so badly to have less things
but I also want to keep all my things
and I also want more things
#me#maybe im a hoarder#but eveything i lokke at makes me think of something and what if i forget it?#i wont if i have the thing#and also what if i donate my toys and no one wants them? what the fuck#i cant do that to them
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everyone's going to play Ultrakill bc of new Stalker VA
I am here trying out Dragon Age : Origins because my dear friend Bibi loves it and I want to share something with her LMFAO
#talking to myself#i tried it ages ago but dropped#but now that ive played bg3 im all#ok i can immerse myself into a proper RPG#and maybe ill like DA and then play all the other games#i think i have all 3 games actually#<- pathological video game hoarder
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he's doing great
#“bjorn do you just like torturing this man on purpose” maybe#okay honestly i just hated the way his clothes look so i took them away and thought itd be funny to give him the destitute outfit#im also a hoarder in video games so i haven't given him any magic stuff#bg3#bg3 gale#gale dekarios
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when i was growing up i was always like idk my house is messy but its not that bad Well now that im older and ive lived in my own dorm and such i can come back and look at my house with a new perspective and well guys i think its definitionally a hoarder house
#text#basement is like. floor to ceiling boxes of stuff and just loose items EVERYWHERE#w only enough space to walk to the laundry room or for my mom to get to her dresser#which is in the basement for unknown reasons#Like im a hoarder but its not That bad. maybe just cuz i havent had time to collect as much stuff and i have to move it all the time#but like. it used to be really really bad and i cleaned out a ton of shit last summer#and its been better since#but still. idk
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For that post I just reblogged:
So I had Orcelito in the first tournament. And I just submitted Astel Paschalis, the main character of the manga Tel Cel by Yugyouji Tama (the same mangaka as +C: Sword and Cornett that Orcelito is from)
Got curious. Double checked my urls.
.... I've been sitting on the canon url of that manga's protagonist's name for about 8 years now 😅😅😅
If that doesn't show how obscure he is, I don't know what else would.
#speculation nation#sorry to any potential yugyouji tama fans out there for hogging not one but TWO canon main character name urls#i really dont think it's a huge problem tho. considering next to no one knows this fucking character lmao. oh well.#also dont worry about the middle one. that's an old url i had back in 2016 (after the da2 character)#and it will just point back to this blog. archived the url to leave a trail of urls (as i always do)#im not a massive url hoarder. just a handful of my old urls and a handful of obscure things like this.#it does make me feel a little bad tho maybe 😅 whoopsie#maybe i should use this sideblog to reblog the posts Astel is in. if he gets in.#OMG since he's an A name he'd appear so much faster than Orcelito did!!! i was waiting for MONTHS for orcelito!!!!#rly hoping he's accepted for that tournament 🥺🥺🥺 id enjoy that very much.
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Hello, everyone! I'm finally back (more or less alive, really) to say that I'm dealing with a lot of troubles irl so if my replies are extremely late, I apologize in advance.
To those who see me on Discord: you're free to (lovingly) haunt me 🫶 I won't oppose to it because I need some form of sanity back BAHAHAHAHAHA
Anyways, expect normal Albedo posting + responses when I FINALLY get my hands on his replycards + how I format things. It's going to be a rocky road so let's... Hope I don't die LMAO
#written by alice... ⟡#;; ive hoarder a few too many asks and im gonna get to them someday#;; gonna start the starter calls to motivate myself to write for him LMAOOOOO#;; maybe i should also do some ship hcs too... hm...
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I wish I got the OCD that makes me love cleaning all I got is paranoia, hallucinations, and such a big fear of dirt that my standards will never be met and I'll always be dirty forever and ever and ever and so will everything else but I'm too afraid of dirt to even try to clean it so I just live my life in filth and fear and wish that someone would clean it for me but they won't amiright guys
#ocd#actually ocd#neurodivergent#sorry i just got the courage to do my laundry but it all smells weird and nothing got clean so now im having suicidal thoughts again#and I'm surrounded by my dirty room bc of im too much of a coward to clean it and it's so dirty but i just feel so helpless#and when i say dirty im not exaggerating. like im too embarrassed to talk about how actually disgusting it is in here#but this is just how the entire house looks bc my mom is a hoarder and just uhhgggggg#i will never be clean so i hope to be dead maybe
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Ah jeez that must hurt for a while, take a percs pill (hands Cain said pill
#ask#anonymous#tboi repentance#THE HOARDER - CAIN#THE SAVAGE - SAMSON#sorry no color im trying to get out of artblock and if i had to color id die#eye injury cw#supply run time maybe in the next 3 years
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hey real quick bc i haven't seen anyone really talk about it; fuck Hoarders. what a disgusting fucking show. like i know a lotta content boils down to "let's gawk at mentally ill or poor or whatever ppl" but this one specifically really peels my paint. it's sickening. let's spend an hour walking around someone's house and going "wow!! look how fucked this is!!! i can't believe you live like this (despite having done like 13 seasons of this)!!!! you really need to get your act together, buster!" and then interviewing the family to get sound bites demonstrating how much of an Unreasonable Burden the subject is and (without actually helping any of the mental health issues that may lead someone to hoard) roll their eyes at them when they are upset at someone taking and trashing/destroying their precious belongings (or are made to do it themselves). and then half the time in the where are they now segment it's like "yeah they relapsed lol idk ¯\_(ツ)_/¯" like??? no shit dumbass.
i don't care how strange their homes or habits are. these people are deserving of compassion and real, honest help. they don't need people to marvel at how Kooky Wacky Bonkers™ they are, and they don't need people to hurt them just because they don't understand what they see in their possessions or are embarrassed by knowing them or whatever.
we don't need another voyeuristic savior-complex charade where the condition for The Most Half-Assed Help You've Ever Seen is being publicly humiliated and having to destroy things that mean a lot to you. what the fuck.
#a lotta these situations involve actual danger for the subject or their dependents so like getting rid of stuff is sometimes necessary#but just taking the rug out from under them without additional support isnt gonna help anyone longterm#and mocking them on national television certainly isnt either#like if someone's keeping dead cats in their freezer i feel like there are more constructive ways of dealing with that than 'lol' or#'youre a disgusting freak and we're gonna display that to everyone and also not help you fuck you etc'#like. god.#im not arguing the subjects are all saints or whatever either btw but they deserve to be treated like human beings#like?? forcing someone to destroy or throw out most of their posessions and mocking them for being emotional about it is cruel#it's no less cruel just because you dont get why theyre attached to those things#maybe it's even ESPECIALLY cruel because of the nature of hoarding#it's so dehumanizing#and idc if some of the subjects have been helped by being on hoarders. ppl could just help w/o mocking them and they could do a better job#if the show helps ppl it's on accident. the purpose is to watch and revel in it. in how stubborn and deluded people can be. in how much#better we are than them. in how just the hosts' disregard for their feelings is. etc. fucking repulsive#it's a dr phil situation imo#anyway my parents used to watch it a few years back and it's always bothered me that their chill sunday entertainment was. this shit.#and the subjects' faces when they see the cleared out house is almost always so.. strained.#i think it's a part of a broader problem with this kinda content and its fetishization of the reality check#to them the feelings of the deluded person don't matter because they annoy or inconvenience their peers#hence the 'i can't believe you care about this garbage' mentality of the show. even if that care comes from illness those feelings are real#so to force them through step 8 of a recovery process before steps 1-7 and then insult them for not recovering is just. god.#i hate it i hate it so much
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you know what. i may just have an obsession with collecting things. which in the past have included:
-rocks
-cards
-stickers
-every piece of official art i can find relating to my hyperfixiation
-items in video games
#the felix talk#maybe THATS why i actually like open world games#the freedom to just run around loot and collect anything i can see#im a literal hoarder in skyrim lol
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this is not just me complaining bc its one of my chores but i truly donot think the kitchen needs 2 be mopped twice aweek
#and swept 3 times a week 3 days in arow#likee. if were gonna sweep that often it should be spaced out more.. we have the weekend off for chores but i feel like itd make sense for#it to be monday wednesday friday IF it has 2 be a three times a week chore#but tbh id have it be like. at MOST a once a week chore and tbh irl probably more of a 2 weeks-monthly chore#mopping DEFINITELY just monthly unless theres a spill...#idk if thats like. insane and i fully admit my likee. knowledge of how often things should be cleaned is not very good bc my moms a hoarder#and gets very very very stressed out by cleaning stuff so our houses have always been Insanely messy. not that im like blaming my mom ik#its hard for her. it just also means that i dont know likee. how often mopping should be done bc that was like.. maybe once a year. but#in practice i can count on one hands the emt of times our house was mopped#even if there was a spill itd usually just be a towel and move on thang#and to be clear ik like thats not great ik that. ik our houses were always pretty grody#i just dont think mopping 2 times a week is necessary. basically..#the mopping is umm monday wednesday i think. which is just weird 2 me it should be evenly spaced throughout th week right...#BUT AGAIN i think it should just be a every 2 weeks-once a month thang#unless it gets dirty.. but what do i nose#genuinely. if im like wrong here sry i genuinely dont know etc.
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do you have any favorite stshk authors/fics? :3
gosh if we're talking purely from a fic standpoint, ill never have a definitive list
you know that two cakes theory? the one that goes like this:
its like this: i love many types of cake and every author ive come across is a cafe or bakery that specialises in a specific cake that i sometimes crave and i dont wanna limit myself by only eating one cake by one bakery all the time if this metaphor makes sense haha ☺️ maybe there are bakeries that havent opened yet you know? ☺️😋
definitely there are people dear to me who ive made friends with through the ship and some happen to be writers which is a nice bonus, but it's not the only reason we're friends at this point ..... this is answering a question you didnt ask i realise but my soul felt it important to say haha gawd look at me ramble im getting old😩 jaysus (ok grandma time for your nap)
#answered asks#im a hoarder! a hoarder of cake!#maybe its easy for other folks to only wanna eat one cake the rest of their lives#but not me! muahahaha!
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surely all these randomly keymash named psd scattered everywhere will never come back to bite me in the ass no i have a system and i know where everything is
#i have 40gb left on my ssd and i just downloaded a bunch of dvd bonus#im gonna have to purge old gifs but i dont wanna delete any#they're my babies!#im not a hoarder#maybe a little#😞
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i hope u know i'm never shutting up abt this url it is like. my brand now actually
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fav part of a morrowind playthrough is my home slowly just filling with crap i've collected
#morrowind#god i have so many books#i have more in a chest by the bed#oh yeah and all the crates barrels and sacks are full of shit too#idk why but this game just makes me a hoarder#literally anything slightly magical and im taking it#i just have an arsenal of enchanted trinkets and scrolls in my inventory too#and i WILL read all the books this time#need a way to keep track of them#maybe a spreadsheet or smn..#i'll raid vivecs library for more later
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anyway i think claw and hoarder could have been really good if they had rick literally fuck the dragon
#random thoughts#guess what motherfuckers it's blue man time#i hate when they use like. actual magic#i dont think there should be magic#fuck the devil fuck wizards fuck dragons. the vampires are fine because it's funny#like literally there is no reason for morty to want a dragon#have him like. save the life of an alien dragon creature who is then honor-bound to be his faithful servant until he saves HIS life#but in the meantime the dragon is kind of pissy about it#and summer's like 'you have a slave. gross.' and morty's like 'no he's not!!!'#and it's like. a dragon culture thing. and if the dragon doesn't serve morty then he'll be cast out from his home#so it's KIND OF slavery. and it's running parallel to a summer side story#where beth and jerry are like 'if you're gonna live under our roof you'll have to live by our rules' and she's like#'well maybe i don't WANT to live under your roof anymore!!!'#anyway so the dragon follows morty around everywhere trying to save his life#which ends in your classic 'i fake being in danger so you save my life and leave me alone' trope#which ends in rick saving him from that because rick thinks it's funny he's so inconvenienced by the giant dragon following him around#and the dragon's mad and he and rick end up drinking together and the dragon confides in him and rick's like#'dude family is NOT that important' or something else nihilistic#anyway they end up sleeping together which breaks the dragon code cuz they're supposed to abstain from all pleasure during their time#or whatever. and that's how rick indirectly kept morty from having a weird dragon stalker!!! the end#idk it's rough. im watching claw and hoarder rn and im fucking mad#the fake out save ends with rick going 'what's wrong morty ]:-) i saved your life'#and morty's like 'YOU KNEW THAT WAS A FAKEOUT TO GET THE DRAGON TO LEAVE ME ALONE' and the dragon's like :(
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