#maybe ill tell my dad 😂

[television-overload]

THIS PICTURE IS CANON I REPEAT THIS PICTURE IS OFFICIALLY CANON ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️

[pierregazly]

1+ 2 = ...4? ꨄ pierre gasly smau

pierre gasly x wife!russell!reader

warnings: pregnancy, mentions of twins, george having a meltdown

in which pierre put his tripod to use and caused two major outcomes, george has a meltdown, and all the fans just want to know what's going on?

ynrussell

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ynrussell joyeux anniversaire mon amour. three years ago today i married the love of my life and became the official mrs. gasly, so excited to give you your present tonight 🫶🏻

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username omg babes post the present!!! let us all be jealous

username happy anniversary mom and dad

charles_leclerc 🥳💗

username feel like it was just yesterday that i was jealous out of my mind about their wedding... still jealous tho

pierregasly joyeux anniversaire ma chère, i am the luckiest man in the world

pierregasly can't wait to give your your own present tonight

pierregasly it rhymes with tierod

username TRIPOD PIERRE

username im SCREAMING send this man right to PRISON

georgerussell63 god every time i see anything to do with you two i have to bleach my bloody eyes. happy anniversary you two, im disgusted.

username poor george, him and carmen are so tame compared to these two... i love the polar opposite sibling trope

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pierregasly i hope the pizza was good ma chérie, and hope it satisfied the little bean's cravings

ynrussell it was delicious... but we kind of want chocolate now too :(

pierregasly ill check ubereats and see what i can do

ynrussell mine and the bean's saviour 🫶🏻

pierregasly

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pierregasly unfortunately not the finish we would have liked, the 15 second penalty cost us significantly and i apologize to my team and all our fans for it. will come back bigger and better next time 💪 now time to go and spend some well deserved time off with my family

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username thank you for pushing through and giving us an awesome race to watch pierre!

username loved your helmet this weekend pierre!

username sad that mother ynrussell wasn't here this weekend, but happy to see her in the likes

username 'well deserved time off with my family' do we think that's alluding to something else????

username girl he's obviously talking about his wife and his family??? like what

username ummm sorry he almost always says 'my loved ones' gotta push the pregnancy rumour agenda some more

ynrussell we're all so proud of you pear 🫶🏻 the track limits and penalties are bullshit and i'll be sending a strongly worded letter to whoever costs you anything good

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pierregasly 😂😭🤍

username who is 'we're all' who is the plural that she's referring to omg

username i'm telling y'all... mother is becoming a real mother idc what any of y'all say

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ynrussell omf make sure you get extra cheesecake... and extra elcairs, and a few brownies... maybe get a few of everything??? the bean's want them!!!!

pierregasly well if the bean's want them....

username this SCREAMS my wife is pregnant and sent me on a late night snack run omf

username tell us your secret!!!!

ynrussell

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ynrussell sorry just have to appreciate how incredibly sexy it is seeing my super sexy amazing husband with kids!!! like how lucky am i!!! can't wait til' you're holding our future babies (my ovaries are exploding, i am crying, it's going to be a long day)

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username girl this seems a little feral idk

georgerussell63 this is certifiably disgusting. please grow up.

username you know who would post something like this??? a wife expecting a baby who is getting more excited about that baby seeing her husband with kids

username seems legit idk

pierregasly is this your nice way of asking me to pickup more eclairs on the way home?

ynrussell cinnamon buns too?? please?? je t'aime

pierregasly can't wait to hold our future bean's too ma chérie

username pierre as a dad is going to be so sexy, ynrussell is so right??? those babies are going to be beautiful omf

ynrussell and pierregasly

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pierregasly october 2024 / gasly thing 1 and gasly thing 2 🐣🚼

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ynrussell omg i'm pregnant???? SURPRISE

ynrussell maman is begging for them to come sooner, her poor back.

username AH I KNEW IT. I CALLED IT. MY HEART.

username THING 1 AND THING 2 AHHHHH

username pierre is gonna be a girl dad AND a boy dad?????? we're so blessed

georgerussell63 excuse me????

georgerussell63 you knocked my sister up????

georgerussell63 i told you to stay away from her??? this is outrageous i am disgusted

pierregasly sorry, tripod's work well.

ynrussell pierre delete this comment rn, i swear to god.

georgerussell63 (i am so excited to meet my baby niece and baby nephew. uncle georgie loves you both so much)

lewishamilton congratulations! roscoe is so excited 🤍

charles_leclerc uncle cha reporting for duty 🫡 congratulations, you two.

georgerussell63 i'd like to emphasize i'm still having a meltdown from when you casually gave me a bottle of gin to announce this. gasly genes should not be casually mixed like this.

username i dont think anyone understands the joy im feeling??? im honoured to be alive to see this

username they're gonna be such amazing parents im literally ????? so excited??????

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ynrussell thank you for the beautiful baby shower, auntie carmen already has spot number 1 🫶🏻

username omg omg omg omg

username this is SO CUTE

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username girl u look like ur about to pop (lovingly)

pierregasly my beautiful wife

ynrussell i don't feel very beautiful right now. i feel huge and tired and exhausted.

pierregasly still the most beautiful woman in the world

ynrussell

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ynrussell things are getting very, very real (not real enough for my back to not hurt, thing 1 and 2 you both are killing me)

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username this aesthetic is so CUTE (that room is fucking beautiful i want a house tour????)

username they're literally due in like less than 2 months???? pierre is gonna be a dad that soon???? praying for u ynrussell

charles_leclerc im personally demanding compensation for the bruises i have from putting the nursery together

ynrussell shut up cha, you literally offered and begged to be involved

pierregasly yeah shut up cha

alexandrasaintmleux can't wait to see my art piece up in the bébé's room 🫶🏻

ynrussell knew i could always count on you angel

username im so invested in this pregnancy none of you even understand

username starting a poll asap on the babies names omf

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ynrussell 2024.10.16 / welcome to the world my precious théodore and éloïse. maman and papa love you so much.

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username omg congratulations!!! such beautiful names.

username they share a birthday with charles im crying

lewishamilton congratulations! so beautiful, you are a rockstar ynrussell

charles_leclerc truly the best birthday present i could've asked for. ellie and théo should be so proud of their maman.

pierregasly the happiest day of my life, given to me by the most important woman in my life. thank you for blessing me.

username again i am so invested in this. i am so happy for these two, they're going to be incredible parents.

alpinef1team welcome to the family baby éloïse and baby théodore!

mercedesamg welcome to the family x2

username oh girl the racing teams are gonna FIGHT over these two just you wait

and there she is! after weeks of gasly!twin asks, i finally decided it was time to bring them to life in the realest way i could. i hope you all loved this as much as i loved writing it. thank you to everyone for all the incredible inspiration, and for continuing my obsession.

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[imraespace]

omg hi pookei im like Alive. and like YOURE ALIVE TOO OMG IHIHIHIHI I LOVE THE NEW THEME BTW I LOWK GOT JUMPSCARED THIS BC I WAS TWEAKING ON WHETHER OR NOT IT WAS U BUT ANYWAS HOW AREYOU mueheuheh i missed you

So. I did fail my history test. WELL IT WAS LIKE BORDERLINE FAIL I GOT …. 33/50 on the multiple choice part and the written part id assume i did horrible as well ……… BUT some ppl did worse than me so ITS OKAY I THINK MY PARENTS DONT CARE THEY SAID JUSt do better on the next one

LIKE OKAY STORYTIME BUT ITS NOT REALLY A STORY it was like the night before the test and i was studying and i realized holy flip how am i gonna memorize all of this and i already studied like yesterday and the day before but i was TWEAKING and i was like ok lets go on tiktok and i remembered oh i havent visited this one account recently let me go check. Tell me why they posted that their sibling died. LIKE I HAVENT ACTUALLY INTERACTED W THEM LIKE EVER BUT IM JUST LIKE WHAT. BC IT WAS SO SUDDEN YKWIM and i got sad over it and i was like on the verge of tears but then my dad came into my room and he gave me water and i didnt wanna look at him or id start sobbing but then he started staring at me so then i acc sobbed my eyes out and i blamed it on my history test and he started teaching me about whatever i had to study

after my history test i was lowk grieving the death of who it was but i was so confused on why i was affected BC I LITERALLY DONT KNOW THEM THEY DONT KNOW ME AND I LEGIT NEVER INTERACTED W THEM EITHER SO I WAS LIKE HUH but i feel a little better now i hope that the person who posted about it is okay tho ☹️

umumumumu Nothing has been happening other thna me rotting on my phone and avoiding history and some of my other subjects hw……… will be crying bc i actually have to lock in today

OH YESTERDAY I WENT TO THE MALL WITH MY PARENTS TO BUY JACKETS WHY THE HELL WAS EVERYTHING 250+??? LIKE OK I GET IT JACKETS ARE PROBABLY HARD TO MAKE OR WHATEVER AND THE SUPPLIES FOR IT YADADDADA BUT LIKE I SWEAR JACKETS WERE 50 DOLLARS BEFORE. i told momi ill just freeze this winter and ran into indigo again to find bluelock manga even tho i got all the manga available here (1-14 i am desperately waiting for the sae manga i need him so bad but hes coming out feb 25 next year LIKE WHAT) i found episode nagi manga 1 and i… i bought it. it was. 20 dollars. there are 5 volumes. 20 x 5 assuming they stay the same price is 100. i did more calculations including manga all the way up the volume 31 of bluelock and the figures/plushies and tell me why my estimate price is basicallt 900 dollars on bluelock stuff within 3-4 years. im gomna be on the streets homeless with bluelock merch but its okay bc my glorious blue eyed kings itoshi sae and itoshi rin will be with me …..

IALSO WENT TO GO GET SUSHI WITH MY FRIEND YESTERDAY SO YAYAYYA it was all you can eat and best believe i ate everything like i am literallt kirby i inhaled the whole menu. when it came to desserts i got every flavour of ice cream + mousse cake so i got like …. 9 mousse cakes with different flavours ice cream plus deep fried banana with condense HELPME I THINK KMGONAN BE SICK LIKE THE SECOND I GOT HOME I RAN TO THE TOILET AND MY STOMACH WON THE BATTLE I DIDNT.

OKAYAYA DAILY QUESTION TIME BC I ACTUALLT HAVE NOTHJGN ELSE TO SAY

UMUMUM which bllk character would eat everything at a buffet like they would lick all the plates clean.

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HAI POA9AKIE HRUUU IM DYING MY HAIR IS MESSY AND UTS AO HOT I REGRWT WALKING WITH MY JACKET TODAY

HELOMEE EVERYONE GOT SCARED maybe next time I should say something..🤫🤫

I MISSED YOU TOO HRUU?!?!?

oh well.. I partly passed my accounts test bc apparently I wrote the wrong formate even tho she gave us it so😂😂😂😐😒😒😒 we're twinning!!

HELP SAME WITH MINE unless it's like.. end of term if I do bad ill get the talk yk last time I got it I was so scared my mommy is so scary when it comes to school but then she was like open the chocolate for me please! IN YBE MIDDLE OF THE TALK? she gave me chocolate tho so hehehehehe

idek how to study for history I don't think I ever passed it when I used to do it

HELPAME WHAT I also go on tiktok for studying as well I have a collection or whatever you call it

aw that's understandable to cry when you're frustrated I hate that sm BUT THATS SO CUTE my mommy is just like girl idk ask google! (im joking kinda)

oh. idk how much that is in tt and rn.. it's too hot for me to think so.. 😨😨😨

omgw please giveme the winter it's so hot IT SOS HOT SOSOSOSOS HELPPME I CANT FOXJS IN CLASS ITS THE rainy season AND NOT ONE DROP OF RAIN HAS FELL I wanna experience snow as well heheheheheh

there's no bllk mangas here.. only kny here n spy x family hrhehe i might buy jt

I'm giggling the calculating is so me with my money it's okay ill find you on the streets and take you in!!

ALSO.PMG SUSHIII MY FRIEND HATES SUSHI AND ONE TOO SCARES RO TRY IT LIKE WHAT?

omf I would be kirby as well fr I barely eat sushi if it's infront if my face I will yum yum it

OMG? I WNAT THAT OAMSHSH

HELP oh nvm good luck popo

ERM THE ANSWER IS ME I'm in bllk today

[bishiglomper]

You know dad called me the other day to check up on us. Whenever he calls I keep reminiscing about the trip to New York 😗 (Also every time I get a low glucose. Because I'm always like "at least its not as bad as that time..")

And the latest fixation is. When we got back to the hotel for the night he suggested I go out drinking. Alone.

In New York.

And I panicked for a second like. I am fuckin' autistic man, I'm super dependant- I cannot be trusted to wander a city like New York and not fuckin die 8D I also get lost super easily. Even trying to find the hotel room by myself is anxiety inducing. I am just not fit to be released into the wild, okay? That's why I dragged him there in the first place.

But I have yet to tell him about being autistic because he is the type of person (autistic) that does extensive research on any and all topics and cites all his sources. Even if its just suggesting a vitamin for me.

And my self-diagnosis comes from a few years of crowd-sourced experiences I've related to and referenced to form my own diagnosis. I don't know of any articles that could sum that up specifically enough to convince him without further debate over it.

And I am not very good at organizing my thoughts enough to have that conversation 😐

I dont mind explaining my chronic illnesses because those can be in itemized lists and practically graphed but autism cannot. 😅 How I feel and react to things are not so easily categorized.

It's just. So frustrating.

And one of the things I know that frustrates him is my lack of motivation to do things. It's bugged him my whole life

And i have determined I never had/have any ambition because i lack the dopamine. Even the things I LIKE arent enough to give me the juice i need to push it further.

Like with my crafts, I could try to do those sculptures he wanted, clay used to be a decade long hyperfixation. I could look up and learn all the techniques i need to learn to get it done. ....but also, I dont want to. I've been wanting to do some clay. But not enough for all that. And it's frustrating for all parties involved when that happens. I was born with literally 0 fortitude and a shitty constitution

And I know I'm a whiny pissbaby over it, I admit I was definitely spoiled. But alas, still don't have the fucks to give to change it.

I wish I were just gay, that would be easier to explain. 😂 I already told him I was asexual. Maybe didnt use the label, but explained.

Btw his only response was a sad look and the comment "But you should have someone to rub your butt. D: "

I mean. That was a new one, at least. 🤔

[httpiastri]

I’m always just hoping for the best and crossing my fingers especially if the boys are in the midfield… lot can happen there.. Indeed, so maybe a little rain just to turn their luck around? 🫣 papaya double podium should be the cure for many illnesses 😌 Singapore could be a great one for them tho.

He looked incredible all weekend, so many gorgeous pics of him 😭😭 definitely true, cuz I’m just eating up all the content I get of him 😌 gimme everything!! Same!!! I’m so delighted so see him again and now vlogs are coming too… we’ll be drowning in content 😮‍💨😮‍💨

I’m so into his long hair thick neck agenda, but his shorter hair, smaller neck was just as sexy! He radiates that confident and dominant energy that turned him even hotter 🫠🫠 like Jeddah was the turning point probably… sweaty messy haired rosy cheeked Oscar on the podium 🫨🫨🫨🫨

Omg, that happened with me too, luckily wasn’t as bad as yours 😅 I simply went for a call not a video call. That’d have ended me lmao no matter what and how afraid of us that some embarrassing things happen while using our phone sleepy, will still do it 😂😂 here I am at 0:20am sleepy as hell but wanted to answer you quickly 🥹

Alex appreciation is always approved 🫶🏼 but Oscar slander? Never!! Okay to not find him attractive and all but ugly?? 😩 grandpa Fernando really attracts people lately 😂😂😂😂

4 years 😩 I mean if we look at Max and Kelly, it’s indeed not that big 😂 tell me about it… I’m somehow always crushing on younger people.. dunno why 😩 omg you’re the same age as Liam? Awww you’re a literally baby too then 🥹 oh to be that young again 🥴

It should mean just like that😌😌 go for it girlie 👀👀👀

yeah def, hoping that the rain can help them fight for the top slots instead of "just" midfield 🥰 they can do well in both monza and singapore, would that be okay with everyone? 😚

truly!!! i'm very happy about drowning in osc content, it's a very good death 🥰 honestly the vlog was one of the best things ive seen in a long time, so many good shots.... such a gorgeous man, and he's a great driver and has a good personality?? wow, save some for the rest of us 😵

same here! jeddah oscar..... there aren't enough words to describe how perfect that was........ all clips from then are just *chefs kiss*, he was so pretty and hot and gorgeous and just everything at the same time 😭 i love him (surprise!)

but a regular call is bad too 😭 yeah def, yesterday i wanted to answer some asks and i dozed off while answering again?? do i never learn 😐 idk why im not tired rn though... 🤨

to have the oscar slander come from my own roots.... my mom agrees that oscar is super cute but even when i show my dad my like all time fave pics and videos and gifs, he doesn't agree 😐 it doesn't make sense? what about fernando is giggle material???

lmaooo not the max & kelly comparison 🙈 pls the only good thing about being born in 02 is being the same age as liam 😭 i feel like i've been crushing on old celebs all my life so im thankful younger ppl are finally getting famous lol

[miraculous-floconfettis]

This is so interesting.

I hardly see anyone talking about the way season 5 and the Alliance rings are a metaphor of the overly connected society we live in, and that consequences of oversharing can be dramatic.

Marinette almost blew up her secret identity because of Soqueline's ring. Zoé and Alya have been almost immediately unmasked because of their connected rings.

Monarch has been spying on everyone without people being aware of it (and guess what social media have been doing for years with our collected data?) (People behind social media platforms know us better than we do at this point).

This reminded me of some experiment someone did just by looking into some people's social media: he would go up to someone he had never seen in his life before and would call them by their names, ask about theirs kids or where they live or their holidays in Greece, etc. Unsurprisingly, a lot of people were freaked out and some threatened him to call the police before walking away, but none of them realised they willingly fed the internet with those info.

People have been sharing things on social media for years now, but in the wrong hands, information can become a powerful tool for an ill-intentioned person (that person being Gabriel in Miraculous obviously) and the show is the perfect example of that.

[smooth transition]

"When Marinette puts that wedding ring on his finger at the end, I know it's intended as, 'Look, you control yourself now,' and he says when he's with her he feels so free...but she's now the one binding him. She's keeping secrets. She's controlling what he knows. She's deciding what he can handle and what he can't, like he's a small child. That's not freedom. He needs all the facts in order to make his own life choices. For all her faults, I have always loved Marinette. I won't pretend Adrien isn't my favourite, though. I want to hope the writers are screwing with us on purpose and this was all a twist to set up bigger drama. My worry is that they really thought it was a happy ending and didn't see all these fundamental problems we are pointing out. I guess time will tell."

And about that last part, a lot of people seem to forget this is not the end of the series. The ending of the episode led us to think that everything is fine now that Gabriel is gone, but it's actually quite the opposite. Everything looks dreamy at first. But if you pay attention, there are a lot of unsettling details and the whole scene seems off: the music is in minor key, we're all debating whether Amelie or Emilie is sunbathing next to Nathalie, and Adrien seems to have forgotten everything that Gabriel put him through. Everything is too good to be true.

Marinette did lie to him, but should we blame her though? Just like the way she decided not to tell him she was the one behind the scarf because she just wanted him to be happy, she didn't tell him the Gabriel was their arch enemy because, well, she wants him to be happy. Maybe this is temporary. Maybe she'll never tell him the truth and we might face bigger problems than Chat Blanc. But maybe she didn't actually lie, but this could be the consequence of Gabriel's wish who wanted to be remembered as a good dad to Adrien (which -ironically- we all know he wasn't).

The thing is Gabriel was the one to put that weight on her tiny 14 yo shoulders instead of taking full responsibility for his mistakes and the way he behaved. He robbed Adrien of their confrontation and even if Adrien discovers the truth one day, Gabriel is gone so he won't be able to have closure anyway.

(On a side note, i just love when people say that the statue is 100% going to be cataclysmed in the next seasons 😂)

We don't know how the wish affected the story and characters yet, but Gabriel is a selfish man and this "ideal" new world might be more of a challenge than anything.

(Next season is going to be intense for sure)

I want to comment on this word 'conformation'.

In part, the title hints at Marinette unifying the miraculous. However, for me the main point is this idea of conforming, and rings, which are symbolically binding.

By buying into the Alliance rings, nearly everyone in Paris conforms to a view planted in their minds by media propaganda. Most conform quickly. A few break free of it...but not many.

The Perfect Alliance antidote is a ready-made cure for a problem fabricated by the same people. It's a classic form of manipulation and control seen in the annals of global history - as is the tactic of grooming someone into dependency and then taking away the thing they're dependent upon. Everyone should be raising an eyebrow at how quickly the solution is able to be rolled out, and yet almost no one does. Instead, they become mindless clones, tools saying and doing exactly what the enemy wants them to.

One person who sees through it all is Adrien. He fights it so hard, but the poor boy is bound left and right by rings. We've seen Gabriel control him with the wedding ring. Now he controls him with the Alliance ring. But Adrien's miraculous is also a ring - he's bound by duty to both Ladybug and the entire population of Paris. There's no space in there for HIM.

Just as we've seen him battle against akumatisation, and against his father's mind control, we see him fight against the nightmares - his worst fear being losing control and hurting everyone. He rejects the Perfect Alliance antidote over and over...but eventually gives in.

I think if he weren't Cat Noir, he wouldn't have relented. He would have endured the pain for himself. His concern was the pain of OTHERS. So, he conforms - but in full knowledge of what he's doing. He isn't brainwashed here. He's making a choice.

When he finally exchanges his miraculous for the Alliance - one ring for another - he's acknowledging his duties and, for the sake of others, allowing himself to be bound to his father. He's acknowledging that he can't be both The Adrien Agreste and Cat Noir. One has to go. Again, there's no space in there for HIM.

It's also worth noting that the Adrigami avatars are all in white. Adrien is in a white room. Gabriel is all in white. When he loses control, Cat is all in white. I wrote loads about the symbolism of white in an older post, but let's add to it.

In that room, Adrien is under an intensive identity erasure attack. He's being stripped of everything he is. When he gives up his miraculous, that's the last piece. He is completely broken down as a person and now primed to be rewritten by Gabriel...which is exactly what seems to happen with the Wish.

And whatever that Wish was...Gabriel got away with another. Marinette said Adrien wouldn't want to know what his father was really like...so she complies with Gabriel's plea not to tell him. In other words...she conforms. She says and does exactly what the enemy wants her to.

What really gets me is ADRIEN ALREADY KNEW WHAT HIS FATHER WAS REALLY LIKE. And I hope to god that knowledge has not been wiped clean away by the Wish - that his trauma has not been wiped away - because that would complete the identity erasure. All his growth is gone. Who is he, right now?? Who remembers the boy locked in that room, the one who essentially sacrificed his entire SELF?

When Marinette puts that wedding ring on his finger at the end, I know it's intended as, 'Look, you control yourself now,' and he says when he's with her he feels so free...but she's now the one binding him. She's keeping secrets. She's controlling what he knows. She's deciding what he can handle and what he can't, like he's a small child. That's not freedom. He needs all the facts in order to make his own life choices.

For all her faults, I have always loved Marinette. I won't pretend Adrien isn't my favourite, though. I want to hope the writers are screwing with us on purpose and this was all a twist to set up bigger drama. My worry is that they really thought it was a happy ending and didn't see all these fundamental problems we are pointing out. I guess time will tell.

[widowbitessting]

i think trigger warning?

How would they react to scars from fights like maybe r got into fights when they were younger for whatever reason ill leave that up to the imagination

TRIGGER WARNING 18+ ONLY ABUSIVE PARENTS - DO NOT READ IF ANYTHING LIKE THIS TRIGGERS YOU. 

Please look after yourselves. 

Baby’s parent’s are not nice in this. They’re the antagonists of the series. They’ll make Count Olaf look like a saint. I personally hate them😂 

I’m serious, PLEASE do not interact with this if anything around parents being abusive and general disgusting people offends you. Nothing sexual happens. Just Dark themes. This is completely fictional. 

Background into Baby’s childhood.

TRIGGER WARNING 18+ ONLY ABUSIVE PARENTS!

Growing up in your home was...hard. Beyond hard; difficult in fact. To the point where you ran away countless of times but sadly you was always brought back to them.

To your mom and dad.

You have no idea why they hated to you so much. Their own flesh and blood. Their first born child. Yet they did. Loathed you in fact you’re surprised they didn’t kill you in your sleep.

They hated each other too. Only got married because their parents made them when your mom got pregnant with you, which you guess explains a lot. “You ruined my fucking life kid.” You’ve become so numb when your dad tells you those words. 

So, regarding the scars on your body - the ones you know about are all from you being clumsy AF. Tales past where you tripped over your own two feet and injured yourself. You can talk about those scars for days. 

It’s those few scars that you have that you can’t bring yourself to talk about. Especially not with the Trio! not yet. Your folks ruined your childhood, you refused to let them ruin your adulthood too. 

There’s a small one on the back of your leg that you received from your Father. During one of his many drunken blind rages, he and your mother argued and shouted way past your bed time, and as a result, little seven year old you had ended up meandering downstairs to find out why mommy and daddy were screaming at each other. Your Father had ended up launching a glass ash tray - one stating #1 Dad! - right at your mother. It had missed her and instead smashed on the wall, sending shards flying around the room. You ended up with a large shard sticking out of the back of you leg because you had chosen to run. By the time you had returned from the hospital, carrying a huge teddybear gifted to you by your mom, your dad was nowhere to be seen. The broken ashtray crunched under your shoes as you slowly limped your way back to your bedroom, hugging the bear tightly as you heard your mom sob downstairs. 

The other scar is your right earlobe. Fast forward your childhood to your 16th birthday, where you decided to get your ears pierced as a treat. Your mom was furious with you. The second you got home she was shouting at you. Demanding you take the earrings out and when you refused, your mom, the woman who birthed you, slammed you into the wall and screamed right in your face. When you still refused her hand latched onto your ear and pulled. You fought back; yelling back at her, telling her how much you hated her and wished she had died when she managed to rip out an earring from your earlobe. In retaliation, you had smacked your mother back before fleeing to your room and locking the door behind you; clutching your bleeding and throbbing ear in your palm.

Your granddad, and then later MJ, were the only reasons you survived your childhood. 

When you finally let the Trio! in and tell them, they’re understandably horror stricken. And vow to never let these people near/hurt you again. 

Phew! That was so tricky to write! I love you all, stay safe and strong. You’re all awesome. 

[nongnaos]

Liveblogging atots episode 9!

1/4

Did they drag him all the way there? They must be very strong and very tired now.

Tian also getting to touch him for a little bit of comfort when he's ill. It's the little things... Lying beside him 🥺😭

I appreciate Dr. Nam apologising for telling Phupha about Torfun.

Tian's lips are such a pretty colour. As someone who gets red and blotchy and swollen when I cry I am very jealous. That being said, pls get him a tissue.

"I got to teach kids to wash clothes and brush their teeth" buddy you didn't even know how to wash clothes there 😂

Sooo... maybe he's questionable but... Tian's dad 👀👀😳 (anyone else??)

"Maybe Torfun chose you", maybe I'm crying Chief, did you think about that????

They're just so sweet and soft, I can't bear it. I am swimming in a pool of honey and my limbs are tired, pls give me a break 🥺

2/4

Communication kings strike again!

Matching couple's slings ❤

Ah beans. Chief no.. though it does make a lot of sense bc for a forest ranger he was spending a concerningly small amount of time actually in the forest.

I like Chief Khama so much 🥺

Dr. Nam the man you are. This show would not have been possible without you.

3/4

Dealing with your heartbreak through the medium of children's stories. It's creative.

This heartbreak is too much for me, there's nothing worse than someone lying about not caring for you.

I love all the scenes with the kids.

Seriously this show wouldn't exist without Dr. Nam. Also "if it's physically ill, that's my job, if it's mentally ill, there's nothing I can do" ahhh doctors dealing with mental illness are the same the world over. Horrifying.

4/4

That's the fakest beard I've ever seen and also how long is it meant to have been for him to have grown this beard??? Does it grow faster with heartbreak? Chief's been shaving 3 times a day and we never knew.

Sir.. that's your son's emotional support army officer you're trying to get him to leave.

I'm emotionally shutting down bc of this heartbreak.

The girls in their new years hats, they look like little princesses 🥺

Three of those stars just turned off, he's never gonna get to 1000 if they're at that 😐

Gays be like "no we never officially dated, yes we are engaged, no we are still not together" 🙄

Don't let the jokes fool you, every part of me is in pain from this.

Me 🤝 Tian : hating the beard. But the trust in letting someone shave you 😳

[xamaxenta]

rouge in the pokemon au??? please give ace boy a mom!!!

Yeah yeah you’re so fuckjng valid you’re right he should!!! i and have been a fool

The whole Dadan and Makino raise the boys thing still happens, they still run their little bandit daycare that’s more of a scam than anything (but they’re the real deal when they do decide to do their job, Ace learnt most of his skills and techniques from them)

So where’s Rouge in all this? (Honestly I dont even know where tf Roger is lol homie probably got stuck in some country without a passport or whatever ldbfnwkej)

Rouge has always been a bold and strongwilled woman, however she’s always been frail of body and after having Ace, became very ill and is mostly bedridden

She’s not in any life threatening danger its just she wasn’t able to raise a son whilst incapacitated like that, she doesn’t regret asking Garp to help and is forever in Makino and Dadan’s debt for taking her baby in

Makino ofc was the one who documented Ace’s growth and brought him over frequently for visits and I never mentioned it but yee Ace did have a relationship with his mom and always hoped to be more like her when he grew up and Rouge always humoured him like what? You wanna become a nurse? My little Ace?

Kid Ace: nurses are for girls :/

Rouge who will not stand for misogyny in her presence: careers are not divided by gender or orientation love

Kid Ace: :///

Although imagine Rouge’s surprise and delight when Makino comes over to tell her that Ace has decided to participate in the league challenge, she never thought he showed much affinity towards pokemon not like that at least and is his number one fan 😂 (as all moms are yknow)

Imagine Gatz the legendary announcer in the stadium of Dressrosa introducing Ace like “Firefist!! we have fanmail from a Miss who says shes your mum! She says she loves you and is rooting for you!”

Ace: m o m this is live tv 😭

Doflamingo: lmao dont go crying to mommy when you lose, you may have bested the last six gyms but your career ends here

Ace after he wins: lol shut the fuck up old man, also to my mom thanks for believing in me

Also Ace didnt face Sabo for the eight badge (he and sabo were only fifteen sixteen at the time), Dragon was actually there and Ace had to battle him twice before he won, the only leader who actually defeated Ace in an official match, Luffy still calls his dad a stinky bastard for beating Ace that first time fellas pls with the dad issues

Anyway Infernape incident occurs right before the elite matches of all things 😔 Ace drops out for many reasons and thats when Rouge comes up to the Dadan estate (yes estate theyre actually rich) to stay and basically for the first time in years Ace gets to connect with his mom and its very emotional

Here Rouge helps him through the grief, she used to work as a psychiatric nurse (PMHN) and yeah …

She fully supports and loves his decision to move on from his dream and turn to his current career as a ranch owner etc

Rouge has three Pokémon: Floette, Charmander (everstone), Eelektross

Eelektross seems like a strange choice for Rouge but she found it as a tynamo and wanted to help it, it followed her home and eventually let her catch it and evolved after she had Ace, why it evolved maybe it was a maternal instinct inside of it that felt it needed to be stronger for Rouge :’) despite its fearsome look its the sweetest thing youve ever seen

[secondgenerationnerd]

Hi. This blog is absolutely amazing! But I have a few questions... Who are all of the batboys kids? How many do they have? Who are their spouses? (I'm new and I got confused with all of the characters).

Hello my love! I’m happy to have you here! (And I get confused sometimes too 😂)

So this is obviously just for my blog, everyone has different opinions, etc.

Jason, Tim, and Damian only have kids in my Omega squad universe. Dick has one in the Omega Squad and one YJL universe. (And two in my DCAMU universe, but I don’t write in it as much)

Jason is single, but adopted a little girl, Dahlia. Dahlia is completely blind, but trusted him the first time they met. (She was in a shitty orphanage he and Roy were taking it down. She lost her favorite toy, heard him, asked for help, ended up talking with him for a while.) While the family acknowledges where her disability limits her, they never treat her like she’s incapable of anything….Though they tease her about getting Jason’s temper. Her response? “I got his right hook too.”

Dahlia is pansexual and ends up with Beck, a non-binary meta. I’m debating on them having a kid because…Grandpa Jason….

Damian marries Irey West. They had their daughter, Asha, when they were 19. Damian was actually killed before Irey knew she was pregnant. Brought back around the time Asha was born. No one thought it was possible for a baby to scowl. Asha proved them wrong 😂 She actually grows up to be a raging lesbian, has a wonderful blend of both parents personalities, and definitely got her Baba’s thing for weapons.

Tim marries Kon Kent. Cassie Sandsmark was their surrogate for their daughter, Grace. She is half Amazon, potentially quarter kryptonian, and constantly done with her Dads 😂 She’s easily the smartest of Bruce’s grandkids. I mean like scarily so. Grace can hack into almost anything, but will throw a bitch if needed.

Why do they all have a daughter only? Because that’s all they could literally handle. And Bruce watches his granddaughters do the same shit his sons did to him.

Then there’s Dick.

Oh Dick.

Dick is my exception to the one daughter rule.

In the Omega Squad universe, he has a daughter, Mar’i, with Koriand’r (Starfire.) He and Kor’i were in different places when she went back to Tamaran. Neither knew she was pregnant, but once she did, Kor’i made the choice not to tell Dick. He wasn’t ready to be a dad, but she was ready to be a mom. Unfortunately, Kor’i died due to illness when Mar’i was 7. Dick found out he was a dad and his ex was dead and… it was a lot.

He and Barbara had had a situationship/FWB thing going on, but she suggested taking a step back. They definitely stayed very close. Mar’i loves all her aunties, but clocked her daddy’s feelings for Aunt Babsy. She was 8 when she asked when they’d get married.

And yes Mar’i brought it up at their wedding 20ish years later 😂😂 (I have some sweet headcannons regarding that.)

Dick also has four grandkids through Mar’i and her husband, Jon Kent: Charlotte “Charlie”, Peter, Mary “M&M”, and Laney.

Then there is my YJL universe, which is semi based on the TV show Young Justice.

Dick does marry Barbara, maybe mid/late 20’s? Together they have a son, Luca. Because of Barbara’s injury and other factors, Luca’s an only child.

Luca grew up hearing how much of a “Ladies man” his dad was and almost expected to be the same way. Which was really confusing for a little kid, but way more confusing for a gay teenager. It felt like he was letting everyone down by being gay. Dick felt horrible when Luca came out, but immediately told his son “the day you were born, I said I’d love you no matter what. I’m not backing out of that now.”

Luca eventually marries Matty West, Artemis and Wally’s son. They have three kids, Finn, Sawyer, and Kat.

I’ve also considered giving Steph and Cass a kid if you’d want to know about that!

[hanna-kin]

Eagles episode 1 and 2

Okay so I've actually been pretty excited for this season to air and I'm really happy that they realise 2 episodes every week.

I'll discuss the two episodes now so spoilers a head.

So the third season really went out with a bang and I was really looking forward to see how the cliffhanger unfolded. Not just the shooting but Amie and Elias getting together.

I don't know, it just felt a bit anticlimactic. We ended with someone being shot so I was expecting a bit more to be honest but no hospitals, no blood no drama.

Instead we see flashback to Mats and Petra and I couldn't care less about them so I'm going to act like we didn't see it.

Instead we opened up to Amie singing at the charity event, looking for Elias the entire time and Elias playing hockey but wanting the game to be over, Ludde being his angsty self and Felicia at the treatment facility.

Immediately we learn that Andreas was shot so I was right about that. Yay! We don't learn much more than that though but Ludde has still not read Felicia's letter. He's too scared.

Elias only wants to go see Amie but that's not possible even after the game. I do like them incorporating Felicia watching it with the other girls and thar journalist asking all the inappropriate questions. Naima immediately takes notice of Felicia's reaction and approaches her afterwards. I'm really looking forward to see where they end up, friends? Girlfriends? Give me both!

Meanwhile Amie is approached by someone from US based record company who wants to sign her but her current management is very shady about it. Like what is going on? I'm intrigued and annoyed already.

Michael shows up but Amie is having none of it. I love her for putting up her boundaries. And I love her and Petra being back to have a strong relationship.

Elias and Amie reunite and I love their scenes. They are nervous and excited and a bit awkward. Their chemistry is great for these scenes and they are definitely becoming my favourite couple and characters individually.

Then we have Andreas who wakes up in the hospital which is great. But there's something wrong. We need to tell him about the test results.

Hm something is not great... definitely the main focus for him this season.

And in the final seconds we finally see Jack. And he looks very bothered and concerned and remorseful?

There are some things i liked, Felice and Naima and Amie and Elias but the first episode was very lowkey and a bit boring. Not bad but I had expected more of everything. More drama and more angst.

Episode 2

Episode 2 opens up with Ludde Andreas and Sam. Andreas is back home again and him and Sam are adorable together.

Ludde is all sus though about whar really happened to Andreas because apparently noone knows? There's definitely shit going down here. Ludde is not going to let it rest.

Once again we get hints that something is really wrong but we never get to know. Probably some sort of illness.

I just have to point it out. Luddes dad is just so awkward. The acting doesn't work sometimes and this scene is super weird. 😂

Klara is back again and has just learnt some bad news about the company that is being moved abroad. She questions it but it's too late. So now many people will lose their jobs. Poor Klara she's too young for this. And fuck those men belittling her. You go girl. I can't stop thinking about how pretty she is.

Ludde is still struggling in school but I'm struggling to care. I don't know. Maybe I just don't like him that much.

I've been looking forward to Elias' struggles with working out and food being dealt with so I was so happy to see it being brought up. Didn't like him shaming Omar though. No sir. I feel so sorry for him. He does feel very easily triggered which we see later on.

I love Aime joining them and Elias trying to be casual and Ludde just looking between them like "what are you two doing"

And when Klara joins things get even more stiff and awkward. You can also tell that Amie is very insecure about Klara and Elias. I can't blame her and I think its something they can work out quickly because it's probably the least exciting storyline. The message from Elias to Amie was so sweet and innocent. I like this side of Elias alot. And I like him teaching her to skate. Cute. They are really getting to know eachother and I like their vibe. They are trying to figure things out and they don't want it to be a secret anymore.

More scenes with Felicia and Naima and more signs of Felicia dealing with what Jack did to her. Ugh I hate that man. I'm glad we see slow signs of her doing better though. I think that's important. She confindes in Naima and learns to open up. She's ready to move on and heal and seeks help and guidance in order to be able to. I hope we get to see more of that.

Then qe have ludde and the meme and I still don't care that much. I do understand how awful it must be though. He's under so much pressure.

I love Klara standing up for him and I can see their friendship grow. As long as it stays a friendship I'm happy. They bring up good things in eachother I think. I want to see more of their friendship too.

Then we are back to Amie and Elias on their date. Immediately it becomes evident just what a terrible place Elias is at with his eating. He's having an anxiety attack just looking at the burger and ends up leaving. There’s something with the editing of thar scene though that's just messy. Is he meant to go to the bathroom or what. It's just rushed and ot threw me off.

Amie spots Klara and Ludde and jumps to conclusions. She immediately texts Elias about it and confronts him. Meanwhile he's struggling with his anxiety and it looks like he might have thrown up.

Finally we see Klara telling Ludde about her issues which is nice. I think Ludde is a good person to talk to. Even if his dad will me immediately affected by it.

Klara asks about the letter and Ludde says he doesn't deserve her. And he doesn't even know where she is.

Klara does though 👀

I like ep 2 so much better and I'm already looking forward to the next couple of episodes. What is wrong with Andreas, what will happen with Elias? Will he open up to Amie?

And what will happen with Ludde and Felicia?

What did you think about the first episodes? What are you looking forward to?

[jiminie-and-his-pinky-finger]

Hey wonderful!

How are you doing? I hope you’re doing well 😘

Before I make assumptions I shall ask first 😅 did you get my last ask, and have you answered it??

Some more random questions for you as well hehehehe

1. Does it snow a lot where you are from?

2. Do you prefer singular snowflake or clumps of snowflakes that are nicer to eat?? (Guess you can tell which one I prefer lol)

3. Do you like gravy?

4. What’s your favourite Jimin solo song?

5. Do you like snowball fights?

~ doodle 🍪

😘 Mcdoodleeeee~ ive missed you! and its only been a few days XD

yes ive answered and posted the other ask but maybe my wifi is horrid :( ill make sure that gets to you or i will make a whole new separate post! thank you for waiting

1. Does it snow a lot where you are from?

where im from... it does not snow as much, but then again i do not live where i am from XD and cause of climate change, it mightve changed drastically over the years, my only real memories of snow come from after moving to the US

2. Do you prefer singular snowflake or clumps of snowflakes that are nicer to eat?? (Guess you can tell which one I prefer lol)

OMG 😂🤣this was hilarious- id have to say i love catching small clumps of snowflakes on my tongue as they fall from the clouds, because the single snowflakes are so small- XD gosh i wanna see that now lmao

3. Do you like gravy?

quite honestly i do not enjoy gravy 😬 and i blame that on the fact that i have never tasted good gravy and it was always bland everytime i gave it a chance

4. What’s your favourite Jimin solo song?

//-// oh gosh this is so hard... but if i had to choose id have to say serendipity 🥺he really was a cute calico cat

5. Do you like snowball fights?

oh gosh yes!! although id have to remove my glasses to avoid accidents, ive always wanted to have a snowball fight T-T i remember throwing some at my dad around my first real snowfall but that was so long ago

[karmilleryn]

Okay so I was rewatching the movie The Prince & Me for the first time in a while/for the first time since I read RWRB (which is why I never made this connection before) so of course as soon as it started, I started thinking of all the ways they’re similar/it could work as an AU (but there are more ways they’re not/it couldn’t, at least not to my liking, so I’ll just do some bullets lol unless someone else wants to run with this) [in order of when they come up in the movie]:

Henry not wanting people to let him win just because he’s a prince (but for canon at least it would be polo instead of racing? Lol)

Shaan as Soren 😂

Alex forced to be Henry’s lab partner (like he was forced to pretend they were besties)

Henry struggling with laundry and needing Alex to help/teach him 😂 (that’s already a brownstone HC for a lot of people, myself included lol)

Henry being able to help with Shakespeare (not that Alex, at least canon Alex, would probs need help with that - we stan 2 very booksmart/scholarly men lol)

Alex bringing Henry home to spend the holiday with (and thus meet) his overwhelming but pretty great fam when they’re not even technically dating yet and continuously being so embarrassed by them but in a loving/endearing way

the sexy library scandal (wasn’t quite enough to count as an actual, full-blown sex scandal, i feel like) being their Waterloo Letters sex scandal

Henry’s ill father (but this way he’d have Alex to help him through it, and maybe he isn’t actually dying? 🥺)

Henry telling the queen “fuck you and your disapproval, I’m gonna marry who I want” 😭😍 and threatening to abdicate but his dad supporting him! (Because we know Arthur would have if he was still around!)

Alex realizing that Henry helped pull him out of being so focused on the future because he was scared, but also refusing to put his dreams/goals/aspirations/future/career on hold or even throw it away entirely just to be a dutiful royal spouse (like her quote about that would literally be dead-on!)

[wildernessuntothemselves]

okay so kai and wonyoungs dynamic in my head may be me going far away from the reality of this fic but idc !!! like i imagine kai gets upset at her for jaeyun working for them which caused him to run away with his life on the line, and she feels like really bad after realizing how much getting oc back is effecting kai. i like to think she would send him the most beautiful harp ever, maybe lying to gyu and saying she wants to learn it so hes not suspicious. (1)

i also like to imagine that wonyoung opens up to kai about her life and how her dad and yeonjun were going to sell her off and maybe he realizes that wonyoung isnt as bad as he may have assumed. maybe he tells her that shes becoming his light in the dark palace. and they send secret letters using codes and such so tae and gyu dont find out. (2)

i assume they wouldnt see each other very often so they depend very much on each others letters. maybe they have dreams about running away together, but very obviously cannot. i think their story would be a royal version of west side story.

also sorry about the spam on kai and wonyoung, tumblr gives me a word limit so i have to keep sending them in. ill definitely share more when i have more thoughts. also if there isnt already a 🍒 anon, could i be it ? if not, just remember me as the wonyoung kai shipper.

bro if kai sympathizes with wony over her family attempting to sell her off i would literally choke him because that's the exact same thing oc is going through and he's being an ass about it 😡

also I imagine gyu might be supportive of them because he knows what it's like to not be able to be with the one you love and wony has helped him so much with oc. tyun would be the one to lose it over this though

i could actually very easily work bits of a relationship between them into the fic but idk if i should 😂 like just hints at it not a full blown thing

[mymagnificentself]

yet another adventure on the train

so were taking the night train back towards home, and took a smol train to get to the main station, and it was full of people, all kinds of people, so the four of us just squeezed in with another bunch of people, and my dad and sister sat down across a black guy who was kind of sleeping but he was really nice and cleared his stuff and smiled and all that, and then he started to talk to us and tell jokes and talk a bit about his life

and it was... a bit weird but really nice, also he got from the get go that im a boy which is like😍 cathartic, after all ive been through lately😂

but yeah it was really interesting, he told us that hes from a french colony in africa so he speaks french, but when he was younger he came to germany to work and travel the world and meet all kinds of people, it was pretty incredible, and he had such a genuine.. like friendliness and openness and all that, that i feel like is lacking in a lot of people, white people especially

and yeah it was a... it was a really interesting experience

i want to be like that, the kind if person to just start talking to people

also, just as an observation, the night or at least evening life like that, i find it very intriguing at least, and its so very different than basically everything i know

and im very interested and curious about people, i think id like to maybe travel the world or something like that myself and just... like learn about people, if that makes any sense

and maybe then ill get an idea of who the fuCk i want to be when i grow up😛

[rose-tinted-wings]

Just took my binder off after an hour.

I did not want to take it off.

It hurts

It really hurts but... I don't even know of its worth it?

I'm already ill with a stupid virus (not Corona, I took at lat-flo test this morning) and feel like I'm gonna throw up whenever I move.

So do I want additional pain when my chest is so large it doesn't even flatten out properly?

Oh.

And a breast reduction costs £7k minimum which... Hmm... Yeah... Still only £40.

If only all those fake SDs in my DMs were real! Would happily give you time/company (no sex) for $1000 a week 😊😂

I just don't want DD fat bags on my chest but yanno if I see a Dr they're gonna tell me to lose weight, which, I'm trying. And also gonna send me to a psych who I will have to prove that, yeah, I'm nonbinary! But yanno, that gender doesn't exist in England apparently so I'm probably just gonna be slapped with the whole body dysmorphia and depression label.

I don't want to get RID of them but yanno a nice B-C wouldn't go amiss.

I don't know what to do.

I've tried my binder.

I've scoured the Internet trying to find a new one that will fit that I can afford but they're all either too small, badly made or are out of stock in the UK. Therefore my only option is to get one from the US but that will be so much more expensive.

I've had a long cry.

I've talked a little.

But all I wanna do is hide in my hole and honestly a part of me wants to die a little bit because its not fair that there are so many road blocks.

I think I'm just gonna put my huge hoodie over my huge t-shirt and just stop looking and thinking and feeling as best I can.

We were gonna look for holidays for Christmas which was just a dream we had but that's all it is rn. A dream.

I have too many debts to pay. I have too little money after paying my bills and I just wanna sob.

Maybe my brothers dad will die (🤞) and I'll get a large inheritance, that is if the Welsh Dragon hasn't already scooped it up and put it in her hoard already. I doubt that asshole has me in his will anyway...

*sigh*

All we can do is dream..

My fuckin gender dysphoria has been so bad recently.

Like, I was awake nearly all night in pain.

But I nearly got out of bed to put my binder on but I know you're not supposed to sleep in it.

I was dreaming about it even.

But since the fibromyalgia and allodynia I haven't been able to wear my binder in months.

But I feel absolutely awful seeing my chest the way it is. It feels too big, even for me. Like, I know I have a big chest and sometimes I love it. They're cute and soft and comforting.

But right now? No. Hate. Get rid. Have legit looked at surgery at the private hospital near me.

But I know getting rid of them would just enhance the dysphoria for when my fuckin gender decides to feel more femme.

Being fluid can be difficult. One day being femme is totally wrong for me. I am nothing but an orb, what is gender? Nope. Just Void here.

But then it flows and I'm like, yeah, I could possibly let people slip and call me ~her~ but if you ever call me [she] I will karate chop your liver out while wearing a pretty dress

But even when I'm agender I wear dresses and skirts because they are just Cloth that covers me. Cloth doesn't have gender.

I'm rambling again. I know. But this dysphoria really fuckin sucks when your body really isn't fitting your mind and those big bazonks aren't detachable.