#maybe i shouldn't share this

[matthieusand]

Смотрите видео "Daydreaming" в приложении YouTube Music

He paid attention to it once and now all he could hear was that ticking of that big old clock in the dining room. This house had a heartbeat, this house was the only living being around.

He was trying to be quiet so as not to bother anyone, although he knew that the building was empty. It looked even older and more abandoned than it was. The stairs were creaking as he was making his way upstairs as if they were asking: "Why? Why? Why?"

When he came to the door of Nigel's room he felt his own heartbeat and it was faster and louder than the house's.

Alex touched the smooth cold wooden handle and it seemed to him that he heard someone gasp. He wasn't sure if he was able to proceed, however this time he had made progress. 

He came back three days later early in the morning when the earliest of the birds were just starting to warm up. The silence inside was eloquent. He could hear neither the clock nor the stairs - not even his own heartbeat anymore. Everything around was frozen in anticipation. He pressed the handle and pushed the door. The air in the room was cooler than it was in the hall.

Nigel was sitting on the bed drawing a portrait with a piece of coal. He must have been failing to draw it the way he wanted because many unfinished portraits of the same person were scattered around the room. He looked at Alex with a calm smile. 

- I'm so happy you've made it. I almost forgot how you look. I was trying to remember as you might have noticed.

- I wanted to come earlier. 

It was all Alex could say. He sat on the bed beside Nigel and repeated:

- I wanted to come earlier. I should have protected you.

- I'm quite satisfied with the way the things are now. Just look.

Alex noticed that it was raining or… it had been raining for some time. The sound of the rain made the room feel cozy and safe - he could be sure that all predators were in their holes. The room itself wasn't Nigel's room anymore - it was much bigger and lighter. They could watch the rain comе back into the ocean. The silver skies, the air, the sound of waves, the smells and sounds - all of that had a kind of prehistoric character. In this place there was no such a thing as time anymore. They were home.

- Alright, - says a black-haired pretty young god placing his head comfortably on the chest of his freckled friend. - This one was tough. Do you still doubt my love for you? I manage to find you and win you every time no matter how hard you try to hide and make it impossible for me. 

His voice sounds tired and his eyelids are so heavy he can't keep his silver eyes open anymore so he stops struggling.

- Let's try again a bit later, - answers the freckled god caressing the brunette's face. - There are some new stories in my mind I'd like to share with you. 

- But there is always a chance we forget who we are if we stay there for too long, - the brunette protested quietly. - You were late this time. Late and confused. And you want to take this risk again just because you want me to prove something to you?

- I've never doubted you, love. We both know we're fated to be together, - answered the ginger haired god serenely kissing the other one on the lips. - You are so beautiful. I just enjoy it so much when they look at us.

[deafening-radio-silence]

NOTHING could have prepared me for the reality of letting a cat into my house

[chernychnyi]

reposting some PH favorites

[starflungwaddledee]

Oooo starstruck dee has little stars at the bottom of her feet! Are they just aesthetic or would they make imprints into the ground? (like pawprints)

exactly like that! though she's not the only one...

edit: might need to add some additional dialogue to this to make it more clear, but a clarification in the interim; he knows about his own footprints. he's just surprised to see something similar already there when he knows he's only just landed. he lifts his own shoe to confirm that they're not identical (and also to reveal this to the viewer). seems his stoicism beat off the clarity in this one, sorry 😭

[redravenblogs]

Shoutout to the massive overlap between Otto Octavius fans and fans of Stan & Ford Pines

[goditsmeagain]

buck realising his feelings à la the new girl 'its nick' scene because this man will not question the platonic nature of his undying love unless someone points it out to him

[revenantghost]

[andthatisnotfake]

I find it interesting and funny (and a bit sad too) when I see posts talking about how Wille saw Simon on a date with someone else and immediately threatened to abdicate. I assume some of these are reductive for comedy, because you all know that that was just the last straw, right?

Wille was forced to go to a boarding school, forced to make a statement in which he said "no one is more disappointed in me than my family" (which was actually written/approved by said family), lost his brother in a tragic accident, had a huge responsibility and even higher expectations suddenly thrown into him, had an intimate video of him leaked for the world to see, was outed by said video, was forced (convinced? manipulated in?) to deny that it was him in the video (which implicitly told him he continued to be am embarrassment and disappointment to his family), lost the boy he loved because of that (which he definitely felt immense guilt over), was left virtually alone for weeks to deal with all of this, which he did by not really processing much of it and funneling all his feelings into the idea of revenge against August, had to hear Simon say he wanted space, and then finally saw Simon on a date with someone else, by which point be lost it. Honestly, what impresses me most is that it took so long.

And the thing is nobody (in the story) understood him. Not only his mother, but everyone else, seemed to view it as a teenager throwing a tantrum for something small and silly, like they had merely said to him that he couldn't go to a party. I thought for a moment that his mother understood him, but no, she didn't and neither did anyone else.

In the end, her suggestion for him to go to therapy ended up helping because it was indeed something that could help him, even if the reason for the suggestion was not the most relevant.

What he needs mostly though is time. He needs time to fully process everything he's been through, to rage and cry and anything else he needs to be. But in order to do that he needs a break. And he just. can't.seem.to catch.one.

Hopefully Simon's love will also help him heal. 💜

[redheadedfailgirl]

From 'Dream of a woman' By Cacey Plett.

This sums up exactly how I feel about most transition timelines. As much as they reflect people's experiences, they are also a narrative. And the narratives that get shared the most tell a lot about what our values are. The timelines that get the most attention are the ones where people go from sad, loser, nothing boys into beautiful women.

But if you go to /r/transitiontimelines or a similar place, and sort by controversial or look at what has the least likes, its people who made timelines when they still don't 'pass' yet. Even if they're happy as can be, that's not what people are looking for.

I think it says a lot about what people expect from trans women, that they only want to see us be beautiful. In some cases, that they want to believe they can be beautiful. So there is no value in trans life if you're not beautiful.

[savebylou]

I don't like when people use the supernatural meme to annouce a death. There are better ways to do it.

[kunikidanelson]

anybody else when picking a favorite character thinks "which one of these fuckers is the most breakable?"

like when i was watching bsd for the first time, and got to the cannibalism arc, i saw how easily they absolutely DESTROYED kunikida and i thought "this one, he's perfect."

really went "wow, he looks so abusable♥️" BUT ITS NOT EVEN THAT, its not like i want to beat him up or something (like the 99% of Dazai fans that want to beat Dazai up for some reason)I just want him to suffer and experience mental anguish that will break him as a person and make it so he never recovers. which is probably worse, and I'm starting to debate if I'm a sociopath. but like this isnt the first time i did this, i always do this with all media i get obsessed over.

idk i just make AUs over and over again giving him different types of trauma.

he's not too broken already so i can play with him a little, unlike atsushi where giving him more trauma would just be excessive. but he's not entirely well either like Kenji where making him suffer would make it feel sort of unauthentic.

perfect middle ground for suffering ♥️♥️♥️

(i just love the pit in my stomach i get when i make something that just hits super hard, its like my personal drug, and with this man I'm having so much fun)

[vamprisms]

i think employers who dock your wages for sick leave shouldn't be allowed to hound you for repeat absences like obviously if im willing to lose a whole day's pay it's serious leave me alone

[goldensunset]

i don't really know how to word this but like i feel like i'm gonna forever have to deal with the pain and heartache of one of my very first pokémon games- the first 'normal' pokémon game i've ever played, that i will have lasting nostalgia and love for as a result of it being formative to my introduction into the series- being the one that will forever be looked down upon for bad graphics and technical issues as a result of the game having been rushed

like i honest to goodness want to scream and yell and cry into the void about how this means everything to me and will always be one of my fave games just in general. but how am i gonna do that without someone being like 'the broken overpriced mess? the one that's missing all this stuff from the older games that was great? the thing with all the cringe? that one?' or whatever. and the thing is they aren't wrong for their criticisms either like i know the fact that they rushed this wonderful game hardcore is a massive stain on its reputation and it hurts me too but like i cannot turn off the brain full of love in me and be a mean critic. or even an impartial one. i mean i criticize everything i love don't get me wrong i am constantly running my mouth about what i like and don't like. but at the end of the day i approach all media with an unusually optimistic mindset. if you see me talk a ton about something no matter what i'm saying you can bet it means i love it.

just. aaagh. it's always tough being a new fan of an old series. i'm like too embarrassed to express my opinions bc i feel like they're invalid y'know? i feel so exhausted every time i see something to the effect of like 'oh those poor kids these days having to deal with such bad quality everything what a bad time to be a fan of pokémon wow y'all make me feel so old' well see the thing is i actually am thriving and i love it here. and i'm also an adult myself so i have more critical thinking skills than people who played red when they were like five years old did. and even with the power of critical thinking i manage to be in love with this. join me in marvelling at the beauty of life

[mekanikaltrifle]

the mortifying ordeal of trying to talk to people and absolutely whiffing it

[dyrewrites]

Yesterday, when I was not meant to be writing, I wrote a whole scene on my phone. Which is torture, by the way, writing on a phone. But I did it. Because I am an idiot controlled like a terrible puppet by the tiny people in my head.

Which is to say I can't write now, when I'm meant to... T^T

[mitamicah]

Not me getting an idea for a four piece sketch project with a band that nobody here knows :'D (yes, it is the Danish Bojan and co. x'D)

It all started with me being inspired to draw this yesterday (the song that inspired the artwork is linked below)

Now I want to draw one for each bandmember with different songs even if they'll do badly :'3