#maybe i could just post on my main and rb here?

[thishappenedinsmt]

I don't want to spam the blog abt it but is anyone interested in a tomolife screenshot or two 😅

[angelsdean]

don't know how people multi-fandom. dipped my toe into another one and immediately backed out bc everyone there was insufferable.

[lilrobinbird]

Knock-knock-knock knock-knock found this creature a bit difficult to boop, but how are you doing? :)

Are you still playing the guitar? And what songs do you like to play?

I'm back from the trip!! The creature is catched and ready to be booped :^] (it's a different bird but pay that no mind lol) This is one of the museums paintings, I'll put more under the cut

This got a little long so be prepared, also if there's any typos it's bcs I'm typing on my laptop where no autocorrect can save me

I'm still playing guitar but not too much, I'll probably get bored soon lol😅😅 It's very fun but I want to draw more in my free time again. (also there was hades 2 update which means I need to play again shfhs) Guitar now is just something I remember exists every few months or years. In highschool I started learning the last of us game main theme, so I'm mostly trying to play it again but I'm not as smooth with my fingers as I used to be. I'm trying some new songs from hades soundtrack too but otherwise I'm also just playing random chords and trying to learn new ones. Muscle memory kicked in with the most basic ones so I'm glad hehe but there are many more others that are harder or that I never learned at all. Or the ones where I always remember the fingers position but pressing them correctly and hard enough is tough lolol. Mostly when you have to hold a few strings + you use one whole finger to hold every strings at the same time (the line here is what shows this)

And now about the trip, we went to that concert I maybe mentioned and I could feel the drums inside my chest, I was scared my heart would start beating to the uneven rythm of them sfsudjsjgs. Weird feeling but I got used to it after some time and it was fun. Have you ever been to a concert btw? I only remember you've been to some festivals

I think I like concerts but I wouldn't go to them too often, very loud event lol but well that's the point of them

And more fun was definitely the warsaw national museum

flexing angel 💪

artist's barely disguised fetish

snakes🐍

bear! At first I thought he's attacking them but he's already dead and they're going back from hunting😩 still amazing painting

and some random stuff

sadly there's image limit but if I find some more pics worthy posting I'll put them in a rb

And how are you, what were you doing lately?

[aggressivedaikons]

William Miller AU when /silly /nf (not forcing)

:3

Just miss the silly lil purple goober and his boyfriend (/j)

Auuughhh I feel guilty (kinda???) about this a lot.

I will EVENTUALLY continue it. I have idea for the story and I want to get them out.

the main reason I stopped as A. I’m no longer in the fandom, and it’s hard writing for something you don’t care about as much. Maybe I’ll get back into it who knows, but my fixations now don’t quite line up and now it’s really hard to work on it. B. comics are so demotivating. They take SUPER long, and are a little painful to try to get out in a timely fashion. I’m trying, I swear, but I get anxious trying to work on the comic now out of guilt i promised more , and the fact I haven’t put out ANYTHING for MONTHS.

this entire project is being done my me, alone, by myself. And while I’d LOVE to have help with it, I am a HIGHSCHOOLER who has NO IDEA how to conduct a team of people working on it.

knowing people are still interested is SO MOTIVATING let me tell you, and decently close to finishing the current part. The biggest issue I find is that good freaking lord. It takes too long. And this is the longest part, by far, so taken a long time. the future of this project will probably come in mixed media. I think that by limiting myself to the comic format has made it very VERY difficult to enjoy working on it. My plans are art, short comics, mayyybbbeeeee an animatic here or there, but I feel there are two options that are the most idea. - primarily writing, fanfiction I’ll post on AO3, won’t be as visual but dw I’ll make it work somehow I’m a GOOD??? writer allegedly so eh. - comic, but different. I was thinking that if I do a looser/simpler style, that it could make life easier. Again, I’m the one doing EVERYTHING and I’m not even in the fandom anymore so this would make it a lot easier. It would be a bit of an Artstyle change, but if people care about my WM AU enough I’ll post concepts for different art styles I could opt for to make life easier

I will finish part 5. (Is that the next part?) over break, maybe, I’ll see if I can get it out. SEE. If I can.

also if any moots i know pretty well is willing to go though spoilers PLEASE dm if you wanna help me figure about wtf act 3/4 will be, I have 1,2,…,5 and I REALLY need help 😭😭😭😭 /nf at all though

so yeah I’d be happy to know how people actually feel about that, and if fanfic/comic but different?? is the way to go please show your support. I want to get this out, it’s just harder than expected.

Guys if comic wins I can do the concepts and if fanfic wins uhhh start writing??? This is a fan project so ANY and all support (rb rb rb rb rb rb) on the content is AMAZING and giving me feedback makes me very very happy and good so PLEASE it helps so much (I UNDERSTAND HOW IT FEELS TO BE A YOUTUBER NOW YES I AM BEGGING FOR RB /silly)

[tarotofzhivamoon]

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What is blocking reconciliation?

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Pile 1

Some of the main blockages for this reconciliation are indecision and a whole lot of lack of clarity, accompanied by feelings of isolation, of not being supported and needing to deal with everything on your own because emotionally and mentally you know you can’t depend on the other person for help. This knowing doesn’t necessarily have to be true though because in the past either you or your person, or both of you even, have dealt with experiences that were sort of unpleasant and your minds have stored those unpleasant experiences to a point in which it makes it really easy for you to categorize, label and compartmentalize all these other experiences that happened after those moments. There are associations of new experiences with memories of similar past experiences that have really made it hard for the both of you to actually believe that you’re there for each other and that you want to offer and show support, but due to what you have gone through in the past, it was really hard to believe at the time, maybe it’s hard to believe now as well. It’s very easy for human being to just assume what the other person is feeling or thinking about us, it’s easy to feel like you rightfully know everything about them and about what is going on within them and that’s what gives it some form of realism, it seems like that’s actually what is happening, when in reality the other person could feel completely different than what we are assuming, but instead of asking or clarifying, we continue on believing the story that our minds have painted based on their behavior and comparing it to past experiences that go way deeper than romantic love or friends, down to the relationship we had with our caregivers and what we have seen around us along with what beliefs have been passed onto us. There could’ve been moments in which the support wasn’t there, where it was actually how the other person showed up, but it wasn’t all the time either; that lack of clarity has truly made you both go to really difficult mental and emotional places when it came to each other and your relationship and it has caused a whole lot of baggage; this is the root issue that —

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Pile 2

The main root blockages for this reconciliation are definitely well represented by either you, your person or both of you just effortlessly wallowing in such an unhealthy self-pity, refusing and clinging to move on from the past and just letting go of what has happened which results in you both beating yourselves up over past mistakes that you have made and taking those on as your full identity. Not only this but also not taking on a whole lot of accountability within the connection which has made it very easy for the both of you to simply allow this fear of failing each other to just limit the effort that you have been putting into this relationship when you were together. This is how the dissolution of the relationship started and how it’s been for a whole lot of time, until one of you actually started to see things for what they are and actually put some of that mindset behind, trying to guide the other towards doing the same thing in attempt to save this relationship but it just was too late. The two of you just couldn’t move on from that fear of disappointing the other, maybe it was warranted to be afraid of that due to some criticism or an issue in communication that has caused the both of you to take things personally, to feel like you were being blamed for everything that was going wrong in the relationship almost like you were passing blame from one to the other back and forth, but it’s also been something that you have heavily experienced before in other relationships too. There might’ve been small mistakes that lead to bigger problems or even past criticism, small experiences that have had such a big impact on the both of you and made you believe that it’s so easy to disappoint another, that if you can’t meet their expectations, then you are just doomed because you messed up so badly to a point in which you lost value, the other person might not want anything to do with you anymore. There’s a sense of catastrophizing everything, but it doesn’t seem to be directed at each other or when the other messed up, it wasn’t such a big deal compared to when you both individually messed up and the other would speak up for themselves, in however way they knew best at the time. If you messed up, it was like it was the end of this relationship and those mistakes kept daunting you both until —

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[blueorange123]

Reaction Post to Skittle Steve's Creation And First Time Meeting People

https://youtu.be/TmHD-GkKUpA?si=uUs6Dkb8nAl0Ph84

https://youtu.be/bdGhIEXW03E?si=U9IXw3PMlbmH0cuK (I know the whole story of The Steve Saga, but haven't even gotten close to seeing all of Origins, so I'm gonna watch this in timeline order.)

This reaction post format is inspired by @illusion-reality-steve, go read Stress's posts if you like The Steve Saga.

Hm, so Rainbow Steve is basically a last resort. Maybe even an act of desperation. Interesting.

So, Rainbow was created in this place, I don't see any hoppers or anything. Doesn't really look like a machine.

This part looks like a meeting room, and for some reason Rainbow Steve's "storage tank" leads right into it? Odd.

He apparently doesn't know what a table is? I mean I guess he has an excuse, having just obtained consciousness, but he knows what paintings are though?

He really does not like thunder, to be fair though, it is an indication of power here, so I guess that makes sense.

"Wait a second, who am I?", wasn't expecting that, he must have so many questions. "Why don't I remember anything? [...] I don't even know my name." Yep, here comes the emotional damage.

Interesting that Rainbow Steve expects someone else to be there, perhaps this ties into memories of the Elders that created him. Could he hold their memories, deep, deep down?

So, like, do steves... bleed or is this redstone? We see so little of this place it's hard to tell.

Rainbow Steve is out here avoiding that hallway and his problems like Neo from The Matrix. Also, yep, no redstone up here, how in the world did the Elders create this steve?

Not even RBS knows what the stuff on the floor is.

Okay, no, seriously, what is is this place? It's just on the side of a mountain.

Welp, guess he's RIPbow Steve now. (Also, he had so much time to avoid that.)

Wow, sure is convenient that Green was casually strolling through the area.

Rainbow Steve just casually starts catastrophizing, lol.

Ha, he tries to be intimidating, scares Green and immediately goes back on that idea. He's too nice /pos.

Rainbow seemed to have forgotten that he's only been one other place when he said he didn't recognize Green's house.

Nature rectangle man lives in a big ol' tree. That's genuinely pretty cool.

Ah, a Tree of Life, just like the Rainbow Tree of Life, but seemingly much smaller and made of actual wood. Wonder if we'll learn more about these.

That moment when Rainbow Steve is born knowing what chimneys are, but not tables.

Is "The Steve Realm" implying there's realms for other beings or is it just the overworld and then places like the Spirit Realm are the only others? I mean Sabre went through multiple servers before reaching the main one with Rainbow Steve.

And Rainbow Steve gets his name, ironically with the same thought process Sabre went through.

Rainbow Steve listed a bunch of possible steves, let's see what he got right:

Red Steve, yep

Blue Steve, yep, both part of the big 3.

Brown Steve, nope, would've been cool though.

Yellow Steve, yep

Purple Steve, yep

Orange Steve, not until the reboot buddy.

Red Steves just out here getting casually generalized as being aggressive.

The immediate realization Rainbow Steve has when saying Green can be a tree person is glorious.

He is here, if I hadn't already seen the first 4 episodes of this, I'd guess who "he" was (maybe I'd even think he was Reverse or Shadow), but since I have seen these first 4, I'll conclude the post here.

Have a nice day!

[innocentlittlepet]

· Hiii ·

I'm a 29 y.o. transfem enby/girl/boy (she/they). I’m very subby, and bi/pan, but with a preference for dommes. Sadly I don’t have any sexual experience irl though.

This is my blog for exploring dark and/or taboo kinks. You are not welcome here if you don’t accept that all real interactions must be between consenting adults. Under the cut you can find a list of some of the specific kinks you’ll find here. I don’t tag things, so please look out for yourself and don’t follow if anything here might upset you!

You’re very welcome to send asks. You can DM me too, but… I’m shy and quiet so you might have to lead the conversation. I don’t want to sext though, I’d much rather you just kidnap me instead <3

Spam liking/rb is okay with me <3

I follow from @sleepylostboy (softer main blog but still nsfw)

DNI: Minors, pedophiles, bigots, fascists, etc. I will block you if you don’t indicate that you are an adult.

Some kinks you might see here:

· General BDSM (bondage, pain, degradation, humiliation) · CNC (kidnapping, stalking, somno, intox, rape word, etc.) · Petplay · Fauxcest · Emotional manipulation, gaslighting, brainwashing, etc. · Yandere · (Forced) feminization (not in a misogynistic way) · Forced body alteration · 24/7 dynamics · Ageplay (mostly cg and md/dd stuff, maybe abdl) · (Light) cucking · Rimming, piss

It’s not an exhaustive list, but I’ve tried to mention most of the kinks that could trigger or upset people. And of course you’re welcome to ask about anything I didn’t mention as well.

I may also occasionally mention depression, self-harm, suicide, and other mental health related issues.

Please don’t judge me for what I post here. I struggle to cope with… everything. Really I’m just a softie who wants to be loved and adored 🥺

[starrazors]

didnt realize the shiver beak post would actually get notes, ill comment more of my thoughts + more findings

the "one on top in the middle, one on the bottom in the middle" formation is most commonly used for talking so its probably just a stylistic choice. a really weird one at that, especially now that its being treated as the main teeth position outside of talking, so im not even sure.

for the tableturf card art, someone in the rbs brought up that it could be accidental worldbuilding on how the company producing them doesnt understand octolings and i believe theyre correct. theres a similar beak difference on the big bubbler card:

so maybe they think shiver's an inkling for whatever reason? unsure.

the teeth position where theyre still in the middle, but the top one is slightly off to the left, appears to happen when shiver goes to close her mouth with the middle teeth positions. its kind of odd because this doesnt happen with pearl and marina (who have the same beak shape) so? not sure what the intention is here. it looks odd in my opinion

that isnt even consistent, theres images where they just close their mouth with the middle beak shape normally:

also, looking at images, the beak placement for one of this pose is just... wrong?? is upper right tooth and lower left tooth a new variation now?

ive looked at shiver for too long i think

[barbatoskisser]

Happy american thanksgiving everyone

Ill go first from my pov

Im thankful for cheeseburgers and smth ultimately basic but true: my friends. Gwbiubely my friends are some of the greatest people in the world and i adore them. I wish i had the ability to doodle us all hanging out from scratch and it not look like a weird blob with limbs from my pov but i dont so i'll find a 4 person friend base image later and rb with it

Of course my friend group isnt just 4 people their essentially 5 main online peoples, including myself (on discord anyway. Archaic isnr on here all that much. And he sort of doesmt count. Ill explain in a sec, but i'll still add him to the post)

@gunterdon

@definesanity

@archaicanathema

@infer8

And myself. Or i could cheat and say @mx-kamisato

Okay so here's the whole mess with archie.

He soley to me technically doesnt count because me and him are boyfriends

...whydoesthatfeelsogiddytosayijustgotafloatyfeeling-

Ahem! Anyway

Yes we're boyfriends.

And its great hes a wonderful lad

I wish i could label all the things i love about this man but then we'll be here all day. I'll simplify it and say that he's incredibly funny (me and him share a sense of humor, thank fuck), he's always extremely kind, when he talks about his favorite things it always brings me so much joy because its just so fun to listen to, i love watching him play warframe even if i cant play it myself, i adore seeing him interact in our friend group and have fun. He brings me a lot of happiness everyday. Its not a "oh rarely i get a high from dating someone" its...every day. Every single day he makes me so thankful and happy he asked me out. He's wonderful and I couldn't ask for soneone better to be my boyfriend.

Okay thats enough being sappy from me!

Yeah i'm thabkfully to venti too but hes not counting since this is a post about /actual friends/ not fictional chars who i (half?) jokingly my husband.

Ahem. So yeah! I'm thankful to those people! Huge shoutout to them! The sillies who are in my life everyday.

Also shoutout to my mutuals in a more general sense!

@unkownknowledge , @pale-value , @avenrose , mf halve person i forgot their user. They liked and rbed s lot of my posts awhile back and j got excjted about them. I may have forgotten their user but i remember you!!

And the rest of the 20 people im mutuals with. My mutual list aint small but its too big for me to remember everyone.

Special shoutput to bones tho. Best comrade. No one forgets @nicebonescomrades i love them. Idk jf theyre pronouns are still she/her but yed. THEM

I hope they come on again someday soon. 100% thanks for existing and being my friend as long as gunter and ryuusei who have been my longest stanring friends on tumblr - actually, no, their just the most iconic. The longest standing froend on tumblr is wisti (if we count her) or artem! I met artem back on my old account and when they still were a big account under thinknoodled i think. They wrote a lot of sagau and when i still was scared shitless of them. Ah, the good old days.

Dont get me wrong they are still terrifying but in a they'd probably bite my ankles off way.

So glad i met everyone here and you all such great, wonderful people. Thank you so much for being in my life. And for the picture i promised, i'll be drawing the main 4 of agar. Soley because i dont knoe how i'd doodle infer. They're great too but i dont know if i would doodle more of their irl self or try to draw their scaley persona thing. Maybe their avatar??? I have no idea. The others i have a general idea.

Alright bye i'll see you guys later. I spent 30 minutes writing this post. Sigh.

[phebess]

Hello, loyal reader of your work here, I've been quiet for too long probably, considering how I eat up your carlando fics, too many thoughts and I'm shy, oops.

You sometimes invite to vent, so here I am, because of the last two chapters mostly. My brain of an artist just couldn't shut up at Carlos. If you like his art and you know he struggles financially, just commission him, commission him, commiss- argh. Commission him like Michelangelo was commissioned to do Sistine Chapel or whatever. And then there's story of my friend, that I can't stop thinking of while reading this, who dated a sex worker, and despite of not that high income as the certain character here, was ready to provide for their partner, so they wouldn't have to sell their body (said partner did not want to give it up though, so they broke up). Like!!! Commission him for stupid high price and you have a good excuse to make his life easier and maybe being able to drop sex work for survival thing! Like I get it, after the whole 'I pay you for the OF stuff' part, paying might feel icky, Lando's pride could make him refuse (he did not have this problem selling his ass to the other guy in ch 1 though and here it's about his supposedly dream work...), but- you already wanted to buy finished painting, so... goddamit, I'm getting too invested and solution oriented, adhd things ig, sorry for yelling 😅

And then there's the racing part, that I'm probably thinking too much about as well. That is for the past chapters, you made Carlos be Ferrari driver anyway, but if it's fanfiction, why not let imagination wander a bit more? Before his team affilation was mentioned and only that he's reigning wdc, I hoped that maybe in this fantasy reality he remained with RB (Merc taking Max in 2015 or 2017, so he was never in RB, CS eventually becoming their main guy after beating DR when it mattered or whatever - there's also this rally driver!Carlos thing that I can't stop thinking about, but that's waaay off topic). Not that it matters, it's just that I can't imagine Ferrari doing things right even in fanfiction, lol. I'm trying not to get too much into how you imagined Carlos getting that concussion with all the HANS, roll hops and halos, because I guess it's my problem being overly attached to details in story that is basically porn with plot and feelings, so bit of drama is a must have, especially considering how amazing your writing for that part is. I hope you don't think I'm taking away anything from where you're going with the story, just some of my own thoughts and your works give me a lot of those, in a positive way.

Okay, I think I vented all I wanted? There are some older fics of yours that I probably should have written similiar wall of text about, but that's it for now 😅

Hi anon! First, thanks for writing out your thoughts - second, happy to touch on some of these:

I totally understand the want for Carlos to commission Lando's work, and I think Carlos actually shares your exact frustration - he has the means to provide for Lando, it would be so easy. But like you said, it's a transaction-based power dynamic that neither of them want in their romantic relationship. He offered by buying the painting, in a way, and Lando's hesitance told him all he needed to know about whether he wanted his financial help.

In regards to Carlos' team, I actually never said he was a Ferrari driver! I didn't name his team at all in this fic – I didn't think it was important to the story, and allows the fic to be kind of timeless in a way.

For the concussion, there are loads of ways to get concussed, from whiplash to flying debris - the Halo's just make it more likely to be just a concussion and not d*ath. As you said, though, i'ts fiction and we love a bit of drama ;)

I try and make things as realistic as possible in my fics, bc glaring plot holes drive me up the wall - so I feel ya. I should have the next chapter posted soon, I hope you're enjoying it!

[strogoff-era]

Hi terror tumblr :]

I’m EarlGoupil, but call me Earl or Goupil. This is my terror sideblog where I’ll rb a lot and post about my ideas. I could write here all my fav characters but sadly I love them all <\3

My first langage is French, and English is just my second. Sorry for any mistakes i make in my posts/tags/replies !

You can find all the tags I’ll use in this post (if I remember to update it) including my AUs, my own text posts, my art and other stuff maybe

Also a recap of all the AUs/scenarios im working on, including their respective tags

@earl-goupil : my main blog

@goupils-aquarium : my art blog

@decorative-polychromy : my mcyt sideblog (which explains the avatar. If you know you know)

Have fun on my blog !

[stm-pnk-archived]

alright, so, big announcement that absolutely no-one saw coming I'm sure,

I won't be active on this blog anymore. why is that? I'd like to start over, in a way. my interests have somewhat shifted since I was last active here, and I need a new, fresh, more personal space to encourage those interests and my connection with them. I'll be moving to @cotidasa . very big emphasis on personal, I believe I'll be spamming my redundant thoughts A Copious Amount over there, so if you want to follow or check in, please feel free, but if not, I understand that too. you deserve to be informed.

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that being said, this blog I'm announcing this on won't be deactivated, I think some of my art is memorable enough to keep up, so I'll be adding an "-archived" at the end of my username for obvious reasons. if I ever log back in to answer leftover asks or something, don't get false hope, @cotidasa is my new main blog. I'll be posting there about things I have to (or don't want to) do, maybe occasional doodles, reblogging shows and games I like, talking about aforementioned shows and games, brainstorming about translations WIPs and other things I can't think of at the moment.

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as for updates. now here's the real kicker not even I have figured out yet. I have two linktrees. one of them is my personal-er one, with the same username of the blog (linktr.ee/cotidasa) I'm moving to. this one is frequently checked by me to see if everything is in order, sometimes I mess around with the display of the links, but it's always under monitoring and should be OK anytime you check it.

but I also have another one, with the same username of THIS blog (linktr.ee/stm.pnk). why is this? mainly cause of my pinterest and cause I don’t wanna be identified as a fanfic enjoyer (haha oops). regardless, this PROBABLY WILL BE subject to change. this specific linktree might get deleted entirely at some point and I’ll merge my accounts with my rebranded ones, who knows? stay posted for the /cotidasa linktree for my most recent activity. I genuinely wish I could find a better, more efficient way to word this paragraph, because rereading it I sound absolutely ridiculous, but this is the best I can do LMFAO so just stick around or reach out through my personal linktree socials if you got any questions, I'll be happy to answer

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as for art. this one also falls into the vague category, same as previous paragraph, as I’m still not too sure myself what’s going to come of my drawings… 

so this is 100% true: all art on this blog in my art tag is made by me. all art that’s been signed as “stm.pnk” by me is made by me. all art I will post on my destined blog under my creations tag is made by me.

what will be of my signature, watermarks… etc… that’s still unknown, sadly. I can’t seem to come to an optimal choice, at least not right now. again, stay posted, and refer back to the previous paragraph for the origins of art created by my hands. (that sounds cryptic. just go with it, ok? thanks chief)

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final objective statement, to be entirely clear, nothing bad has happened. I just need a better way to enjoy my online time and I can't do that under the name stm-pnk anymore. this is true for other sites too, so don't be alarmed, it's not a tumblr only thing, this same rebrand has occurred cross-social-media, namely on instagram, it’s nothing personal. also, don’t cheer for this blog being active, if it may be. I might log in every once in a while to go through my (obnoxiously long) following to find blogs I want to re-follow on my new one. 

also, I might not follow back any mutuals who decide to engage with my new blog, the sole reason that makes or breaks this is how RB heavy you are. again, nothing personal, I just want to curate my online time more personally and more for me so I can get the best enjoyment out of it. 

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and final emotional statement, thank you for everything you offered me during my stay here. you’ve been kind, you’ve sent fun asks, you’ve supported my creations, you cheered for me getting unflagged, you paid attention to me. I’m very grateful, I really am.

so, if you feel like it, see you over there! thanks! ♥️

[dichromaticdyke]

so real trans women and transmasc dykes my beloveds 💖💖💖 AND SOO TRUE when i see fanart of dethklok and the post says theyre women but theyre barely any different. i start doing backflips. i am honestly not the biggest fan of super feminine ladyklok but i Am a lesbian so ill let it slide. all women will be appreciated even if i would love more butch appreciation

also ill send a different ask with my mains url, id prefer its not posted but maybe ill come off anon someday when i have the confidence to be perceived by other people. i wish you could just send asks with sideblogs grr. but idc about my mtl blog being public so ill put it in this ask, its yuriklok! if anyone wants to go follow me there then feel free :3 like i said i dont post anything (yet) but i rb a lot of cool fanart and have a ladyklok tag - 🐶

i like a good bit of super feminine ladyklok, but let's be realistic here—toki would be the most fem out of them all, and that would be just wearing a skirt. she probably wouldn't even shave her kitty whiskers <3

you can do whatever makes you comfortable darling! but YURIKLOK. that is BRILLIANT. i've had the url dykeklok saved for months idk if i'm ever gna do anything with it, but i have it!

[ananke-xiii]

i got carried away while replying to @aliasl comment :D

yes, I didn't write it in my first post so you're right in pointing it out, but in my rb I clarified the jack/nick parallel(and this is another reason why I think Nick's definitely an interesting narrative choice but I personally don't agree with the way it's used or, at least, with my interpretation of it, ofc ).I'm not so sure about Sam, I think he's the one who says Nick deserves a second chance.Iirc he's the most understanding about Nick's situation untill he's not anymore.And he's not anymore because the narrative frames Nick as evil-evil because of Lucifer.And here's my problem.

The "all roads lead back to Lucifer" could be a "all roads lead back to Nick's abuser". And Nick's abuser could've been a random demon or angel and he could've ended up the same.Random demon or archangel doesn't matter because what matters is the abuse. So the focus, to me at least, is not so much where on the Evil Scale the "colonizer" is. When Nick calls Cas out and says he's a bodysnatcher just like Lucifer I think he has a point. But the show pounds on the fact that Lucifer is super evil.

In s14 Lucifer is the Supreme Evil but they don't show any alternative. As you've said: is there even an alternative when we find out that God is the Supreme Evil himself?So what about Lucifer now? He's his son. And what about Jack? He's his grandson.They're all still all related, you know, the apple and the tree (and I'm going with S14 theme of "nurture vs nature" here).

The feeling I personally get from S14 is a weird manichean view of the world where the "good" side is only supposed to be there, somewhere, go and find it yourself while the "evil" side is sure and they've got receipts to prove it. And I think it's extremely unfair??? Unfair even for the evil side, lol.

Previously Jack's "problem" was that he was a Nephilim, that was his nature and what people were scared of. Now it's not only that but, more importantly, he's Lucifer's son. At the beginning of the season he doesn't have his grace anymore and this is a problem because grace is necessary to balance his duality: both human and angel.

This is important because in s12 Sam and Dean wanted to extract Jack's grace so that he could be "just" human. We know now that it wouldn't have worked anyway but "Byzantium" rinforces the idea that, with or without grace, Jack's half (arch)angel. So much so The Empty wants to take him as he dies because he belongs there.

Therefore, the issue is no longer his power, S12- maybe 13's main concern about Jack (without his grace he doesn't have any, i.e. here's the narrative shift from Nephlim to Lucifer's son) but his being half archangel, half Lucifer. He still has a "bad" gene inside himself and this "bad" gene is mirrored in Nick's story. The show starts framing Jack as evil because he's the son of Evil Lucifer via Nick (while I think it'd be way cooler if they explored the "nature vs nurture" without any moral lenses, aka Jack's half angel and angels are crazy lol). The "good" side is supposedly his soul connected to his human side and when he starts losing it people are extremely concerned, which fair, but ultimately why? They seem to reason in terms of "either/or" and think that his soul acts as a dam without which evilness will erupt. Where do they think this evilness come from? From his angel side, perhaps?

I'm gonna call it like it is, the guy had issues even when he had his soul. Not blaming him but they were scared of him even with his soul. Mind you that by now Jack doesn't even have his original paternal grace but Michael's. He's without his OG grace and without (most of) his soul. By mid-season the situation is reversed but nothing has really changed. So what I get from the show is that the problem is not about his grace or his being or not being a Nephilim anymore, or even having or not having a soul: it's about Jack having a je ne sais quoi of evil inside himself, that angel side of him that's not dependent on anything but his genealogy.

Nick's story is used to suggest (or even endorse tbh) the idea that there's something left in Jack (re Lucifer) that's just pure evil. If, hypothetically, Michael had decided to have himself a nephilim baby instead of creating monsters(a perversion of his symbolic repressed sexual desires) would this nephilim be considered evil too or not? S12 seemed to suggest yes because the issue back then was the power of a Nephilim's grace but S14 is very much focused on Lucifer as the Evilest of Evils so much so that it doesn't matter if Jack's got grace or not, or whose grace he's got, the problem is that he has a dual nature: angel and human. It's not about the power of grace+soul or soul-grace anymore.

Jack kills Nick and symbolically kills his supposedly evil, angel side, the one connected to Lucifer and it's still not enough. Because he's still God's grandson as he says in "Jack in the box".(Dumah manipulating Jack sort of proves the original point of my post, aka that Jack's "otherness" would have been waaay more interesting if it were explored in terms of "all angels are deranged" rather than the morally boring "lucifer's evil" angle but this is just my wishful thinking).

So we're back to square one. Ofc, we know that in S15 Jack will symbolically embrace his paternal lineage (no mention is made of his maternal lineage in s15 or maybe I just don't remember what happened to his maternal grandparents) by incorporating Chuck, his grandfather inside himself (rather than killing him, i.e. rejecting it). In a way, his journey is complete. But is it really? Because Jack's inclination to self-sacrifice is very very concerning to me (and very angel-like). The show sees Jack's nature as "either/or" to the point that Jack's not allowed to just be himself, just be both angel and human, eventually he even must become God if he wants to prove that he's good. That's like...a lot.

So ultimately, and to wrap this up, Nick's story doesn't captivate me precisely because he's ad hoc used to prove the "Jack's got something evil inside himself" point in a narrative that sees good and evil as sealed off compartments and where the "good" compartment is totally absent from the board. In other words, the game's rigged: Jack's left with literally no choice, whatever he does is wrong (because, the narrative implies, he's inherently wrong), so he dangerously tends towards (self-)destructive solutions that deny him the possibility of being both/and.

I don't know if I made myself clear but I swear I've tried. I'm a person with a very convoluted mind :D

One of the reasons why Nick's story in s14 doesn't work form me is because of the show's insistence to pigeonhole Lucifer as "the supreme agent of evil". Of course, this is considered true in our real world (lol), specifically Christian world, but in-universe it just... doesn't work? If we want to go full-on dichotomy (and S14 very much goes there) if Lucifer's evil, who's the primary agent of good? No one, exactly. Definitely not Heaven.

Because there are, like, TEN seasons of angels going total batshit crazy, I mean we know that angels=good isn't a view the show supports since Cas appears in "Lazarus Rising". And we know that ALL angels downright lie, manipulate and coerce humans to get their "consent". We also know that the main issue with "the devil's spawn" in s12 was not so much "the devil" but the fact that "a Nephilim came into being".

The problem is NOT that who'll later be Jack is Lucifer's son, the problem is that he's a Nephilim. Lucifer has weight in the discourse merely because he's an archangel, NOT because he's the primary agent of evil. The issue is that "grace+soul"=a fucking lot of power. And a fucking lot of power means a fucking lot of problems.

We also know that humans get severely depressed after a possession, they have to face many struggles and sometimes society alienates them (see: "Repo Man"). So the argument that Nick's psyche is damaged because Lucifer's so evil his influence's still there even after he's departed is just... weak? A random demon can possess a random Jeffrey and the damages on the human psyche are still IMMENSE. From the human perspective random demon or most powerful archangel in the world are the same thing: they can carry out the same violence, abuse and trauma.

I might be wrong but what I get from the season is that the "primary agent of good" is the soul. And this is ALSO not true? Because shit gets real when Jack starts losing it, sort of implying that without the soul, his luciferian grace will make him become evil or will make him do evil things ("the devil made me do it" mentality). But we literally have a character such as Castiel, Angel of the Lord and Maker of Huge Mistakes but also Not in Possess of a Human Soul who actively strives to do good things (and he fails miserably so maybe he's not a good example but HE IS JACK'S CHOSEN FATHER, it MUST mean something ffs).

I think, maybe, I don't find the shift from "Nephilim" to "Lucifer's son" compelling because Jack's real "problem" (if we want to call it so) is that he's half (arch)angel and half human. Like, being an angel is a fucking issue in this show because these creatures are a bit deranged okay? LOL. On the other hand, being human is ALSO a fucking issue because it 100% doesn't warrant inherent goodness. Humans can be deranged creatures, too, okay? :D Both species can definitely just make mistakes, do bad things wanting to do bad things or ending up doing bad things without intention to do so. Ultimately, Jack's dilemma is being Other, just like his chosen father and just like Kripke-era Sam.

I still stand by my idea that all angels are a little bit like Lucifer. And there are episodes such as "Of Gods and Monsters" that sort of confirm it. When Nick calls Cas out and tells him "Castiel, you’re just a stone cold body snatcher. You’re no different than Lucifer" he's exactly pointing out the hypocrisy. Hell, the whole episode seems to question the season's main theme because Michael is literally possessing Dean, he conned him, he tells him that he owns him, he's creating an army of monsters as they speak, he's brutally torturing them but the primary agent of evil is still little ol' Lucifer.

Although, truth be told, I didn't particularly feel the need to learn more about Nick (sorry Nick, I know you're there so that Mark Pellegrimo could stay on payroll, I don't hold it against you), I can't deny that it had great potential as a narrative choice (let's not even go into the Sam/Nick parallels). But, to me, it didn't deliver because the show's murky on where it stands: on paper it wants to show the fallacies of "black and white" thinking but it effectively supports the same "black and white" view of the world that it seeks to question.

[completely-real-and-normal-human]

Why I, Tumblr User Completely-Real-And-Normal-Human, Am a Monsterfucker: A Non-Exhaustive Manifesto

I’m not even sorry.

First of all: Micheal Distortion, from TMA. Fuck-Hands Mc Mike. Mikey-What-Those-Fingers-Do. He of the gaping corridors, and hopefully gaping holes. What on earth is he doing behind all those closed doors? Or, as the case may be, who is he doing?

the answer is me it’s me he’s fucking me

(Art by CountSlimula on Twitter)

I don’t really think I need to explain myself here. But in case I do, there are two main things I find remarkably attractive about Micheal (that I can adequately articulate): its voice and its hands.

Let’s start with his voice. Micheal’s voice is static-y and warping and always slightly amused. Now THAT is the kind of voice I’d want whispering sweet nothings in my ear. And that’s without even mentioning his laugh — god, can you even IMAGINE what his moans would sound like? Perfection.

Then there’s his hands. You can’t really see it in the first picture, so here’s another one.

(Art by Creativelea2 on Twitter)

He has fingers. I have holes. Enough said, I think.

Next, also a character from TMA, we have one Jared Hopworth. The Bone-Turner. Maker of Menacingly Meaty Murmurs. A man who owns, in all likelihood, a briefcase of carefully selected cocks.

(Art by @neonjawbone)

I’m sure it comes as a surprise to no one that I thoroughly enjoy a good pair of pecs. Jared probably has more than one pair, actually, so that’s several plus points right there. Here, finally, is a man who does body-building right.

As with Micheal, there is also the question of his voice. It’s deep, rumbling, gravelly… the kind of thing I want to hear when he’s busy splitting me in half, you know?

Finally, there’s the multiple limbs. He’d know what to do with all those hands, I’m sure. They’d hardly be lying idle.

Onwards! This time it’s Yaretzi, from Hello From The Hallowoods. Starwolf. Covenant of Tolshetol Who Guards A Thousand Suns. Loving coparent of a large metal son.

(Art by @cotton-glass)

She’s a werewolf, which maybe puts her more into ‘furry’ territory rather than ‘monsterfucker’, but we ball.

Firstly, while Yaretzi is an undeniably sweet person, she’s also fairly terrifying. And ‘women who could kill me’ are fairly high on my list of attractions. Secondly, her voice (again, I know, but most of the media I consume are podcasts so deal, I guess). It’s just the right shade of deep and soft. Amazing.

Also I want her to bite me.

There are more examples, but we’ll be here forever if I try listing them, so I’ll leave it there. I could go into detail about the deeper meaning behind my attraction to these beautiful beasties, but I’m going to see how the masses respond to this first. Besides, this has been in my drafts for entirely too long and I just want to post it at this stage.

(Shoutout to @zombieesc. Thanks for the monsterfucker hype, my friend.)

Edit: I’m a minor, so feel free to rb this post talking about how much you like any of the characters I’ve mentioned, but keep it reasonably PG.

[pianostarinwonderland]

hi! i read the Azul Ashengrotto Thoughts rb and it made me remember smth i thought about last night. i think your idea about "if azul is stronger/better at magic (than jade) then he can bypass the 'once per person' limitation" is more likely than what i thought but

on the contrary if he might not have been good enough to bypass the limitation, do you think jade's uhhh-- history (? im sorry i dont know the right word!!) would apply to him? like lets say jade successfully uses it on octa mob A then transfers it to azul. would azul still be able to use it on octa mob A or not bc it was "already used once on someone"

(this made me wonder something else about whether jade has used his UM on floyd yet. idk if it would have even been successful if he tried but if he did, could he have like. tested it out on him for fun or learned he got his UM unknowingly by accidentally using it on floyd? or would he have avoided trying to use it on floyd when he realized what his UM was because maybe "it could be useful in the future" or "i dont have a need or want to use this on my brother". this is just a baseless idea i thought of jshdjashjaj)

this is one more random question if you don't mind but!! if u haven't answered this before, do u have a favourite twisted tsumtsum? :D

thank you for listening to my ask lajdkhds !!!! have a wonderful day!

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you know, anon..............

THOSE ARE SUCH GOOD QUESTIONS

WTFFFFF I NEVER THOUGHT OF THOSE, AND I CAN'T BELIEVE I'D ACTUALLY GET TO READ THIS THREE YEARS AFTER I MADE THE POST SOBSOBSOBSOB

do you think jade's uhhh-- history (? im sorry i dont know the right word!!) would apply to him? like lets say jade successfully uses it on octa mob A then transfers it to azul. would azul still be able to use it on octa mob A or not bc it was "already used once on someone"

Man, this .. this is so interesting, I never even considered that the history of one's magic can be a possible factor. To this, I think that Azul steals the ability but the "history" is not applied. Probably because what Azul gets is really just the ability and not anything about its history. Like, for example, someone had to develop their abilities of course. Azul would probably not "feel" that history in the sense that he wouldn't really "feel" the difficulties or other things that the original user went through to polish their ability to what it is. He just has their ability now. So maybe theoretically, with Jade's UM, he can use the UM on Octa mob A if Jade used it on him again. And also, it's Azul's magic, not Jade's. So maybe the person will block out Jade's magic, but it does not recognize Azul's magic.

But if assuming that he can't bypass the limitation, then yea I don't think that he'd be able to use it on Octa mob A twice.

(this made me wonder something else about whether jade has used his UM on floyd yet. idk if it would have even been successful if he tried but if he did, could he have like. tested it out on him for fun or learned he got his UM unknowingly by accidentally using it on floyd? or would he have avoided trying to use it on floyd when he realized what his UM was because maybe "it could be useful in the future" or "i dont have a need or want to use this on my brother". this is just a baseless idea i thought of jshdjashjaj)

!! It's always been an hc of mine that Jade used his UM on Floyd at some point! And that's how he even found out about his limitations. Not sure what moment exactly would have gotten him to unlock that kind of ability, because from what we see in main story, UMs just suddenly kinda appear when someone is in a particularly stressful moment (like Deuce with the thugs in chapter 5 and Epel with the rogue Charons in chapter 6). Either way, unless they really fought a lot as kids, I don't think his first target was Floyd. But definitely Floyd witnessed him forming the UM, and then volunteered himself to be a practice dummy for Jade. And then they just learned from there.