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I'm gonna defend some corporations rn so hang tight, but I actually see no problem with BNPL schemes and tbh this whole hysteria about them being 'irresponsible lenders' just seems orchestrated by big banks. Lemme explain:
Oftentimes BNPL schemes don't charge customers anything at all in fees or interest (and if they do it's a paltry amount). Instead, they earn money by charging businesses who offer them as a payment option (sort of like how tap and go cards charge a business per use). They're literally charging the rich to give to the poor.
Now, if you're living hand to mouth, this can be an absolutely excellent way of budgeting and dealing with unexpected expenses. Instead of your $1000 car repair having to come out your $500 fortnightly welfare payment (leaving you without a car until you can save that amount) you can just spread that cost out into several more reasonable amounts and get your car fixed asap. All without actually paying any fees or interest, just the amount you'd be up for anyway.
Sure, you can get yourself into trouble with BNPL. You can go down to the pokies and get yourself into trouble there too (tho I never see banks being as upset about the gambling industry as they are about BNPL, I wonder why). But anyway, even if you get into trouble and can't make your BNPL payments, these types of lenders are often extremely savvy with that (bc let's face it financial hardship is a common issue for their customer base). I've personally found that BNPL lenders will go to extraordinary lengths to help, regardless of how much help you need. Almost always they'll waive late fees if you contact them, meaning you're still paying them nothing at all.
Conversely, most banks I've dealt with will seemingly endeavour to just cause further financial hardship by refusing to negotiate and being just plain rude (bc if you default on a traditional loan they can still earn money by picking from your destitute carcass). They'll charge you interest, they'll charge you fees, they'll charge you for looking at them the wrong way. Additionally, you can't access these types of finances at all if your credit score isn't squeaky clean, which most poor people's isn't.
So if you need $1000 to fix your car, are you gonna go to the lender who'll maybe help you, take their sweet ass time thinking about it, act sanctimonious as fuck and still charge you for the displeasure, or are you just gonna fill out a form online, tap n go your car repair and live happily ever after knowing that a multi-million dollar corporation is paying the fees?
Banks are out here throwing around the term 'irresponsible lending', but in fact, it just seems like they're hell mad someone is stealing their bit and making money out of it. If anything, I'd say that in comparison to BNPL schemes it's actually traditional banks who are the irresponsible lenders. BNPL schemes are proving that a lending model which targets rich people for fees and charges, while providing low/no-cost finance to those in need, is actually a viable way to lend. And that's entirely against the traditional bank's MO of keeping a boot on the neck of the poor to earn rich people big profits. No wonder they gotta have this desperate smear campaign about it.
#now that I'm old I'm gonna write more about finances#lmao#maybe bird watching too#anyway#poverty#finance
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#selfie bee#me telling a coworker who I have been working with for 4 months and whose name I do not know about my toenails#i'm sorry Tobias (?? Paul ??) it was the only topic I could come up with after I already told you about the big bird I saw in 8th grade#FRIENDS how are you!! :) how has the new year been so far!!#did you have a lot of snow on christmas!#we did and it was really fun! I had a very bad cold so I just watched the snow from inside but that was good too c:#do you have any plans for the new year?#i always have lot and most of the time I do not do any of them but planning is fun#this year I REALLY want to watch all of Star Trek ć½(Ā“āļ½)ļ¾#I would also love to learn how to make a handstand#imagine if you could just make yourself upside down#but it is a far away dream because honestly I am not very good at being usual side up most of the time either#but I will try probably at least 2 times to learn it ( į )#maybe I'll finally finish that website!#new years are good and fun#it's wild to think about how much daily life has changed since last year but I feel just the same :)#who knows what this year will bring!#I hope I don't hit a pheasant with my car#I almost hit a pheasant with my car last year and the pheasant made direct eye contact#I wonder how he is doing today#since that moment I think about pheasants a lot#I knew they were real but I had never seen one#just to know they are out there is a mystical feeling#right know it is raining so all the pheasants might be wet#get dry soon pheasants!!#I don't think I've ever seen a wet bird either#I don't know what do do with all these birds thoughts#also thank you for the person who asked about my skirt!! ( ĖįµĖ )ā”.Ā°ā
#I've finished it and its really really bad#but I love it
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Big cat
#ft my poorly drawn monstera leaves for vibe#I was thinking abt shinx and luxray like. I know theyre supposed to be lions but I feel like cheetah or serval would work well too#like with electricity and stuff. wouldnt speed and agility make more sense for an electric type? esp a cat shaped electric type?#maybe it would be ok for luxray to be heavy built because itd be really big by then. but I thought hey it would be cool if its preevolutions#could focus on speed for escaping. escaping and hunting yknow#maybe this is just because I watched a cheetah documentary last night and thought they were cool#I also have a hc that luxray can charge up electricity and make its whole body glow like an x ray#like you can see itās bones through the blue parts of skin. either as a threat display or courtship#the shinier and bluer the fur is the better you can see the bones. which would mean its feeding itself well#but Im not a biology expert Im just using what I learned from birds LOL#so sososo normal abt luxray line (is my favorite pokemon)#my art#myart#pokemon#illustration#shinx#Luxio#luxray#luxray line
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Gaahh I CAN'T, they're so ADORABLE ššš
#blootis#pootis#tf2#team fortress 2#lil pootis#pootis bird#tf2 pootis#well yes I just watched this cartoon today and I was crying non-ironically#maybe I'm too sensitive xD
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lol i love how yesterday morning i was like āi love nightmares pls send me oneā and i had 3 back to back š
*hesitantly* i ... i love nightmares..? send me one... once a week? no, twice a week
#one was living in a kind of big 1 story house w other ppl and trying to survive a bear attack#my middle dream i don't remember#and my third dream is kind of long to explain ą«® ā ļ»āį#but basically me n a bunch of other ppl were trapped in a big house by ppl who were analogous to the iof and we needed to get out#before they killed us all.. most ppl were too scared to try running but compliance does not guarantee safety.. only 2 others left w me#and there was some thing.. like an ogre ig?? sorta looked like a v tall v buff dude and he kept trying to throw a ball at us w full force#but it hits like a cannon so we had to dodge that or be obliterated (ā Ā“ā -ā ļ¹ā -ā `ā ļ¼ā ) we made it but i def left some stuff behind back at the#house like my wallet n maybe my phone etc so they had more info to go off of but i woke up a lil after the ogre guy#all i remember from the second dream is i remember being atop a large tower and the stones in the walls were part of an#ancient magical seal that had something to do w the creator's connection w birds and it was sort of a sacred site?#bc the stones together formed an invisible barrier over the area and birds were attracted to the area. u could pull the stones out#the wall if u wanted to š¤ ur not supposed to but You Could. all else i remember is being in my car w three others#w me in the back and we drove past a fucking tornado akfkakak. i don't remember the actual plot of that dream or what#pushed it into nightmare territory but i have had quite an adrenaline filled night š«” being locked up in the torture/slavery/prisoner house#was the one that made me get up. where did these come from???Āæ i basically just fell asleep watching Steven universe#šš¾šš¾ at least they weren't emotional nightmares.. i much prefer situational ones
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octonauts ATLA au š¤²
Barnacles is an EXTREMELY powerful waterbender from the North Pole, with a strong love for icebendingāhe defaults to it most of the time. He can use all subforms of waterbending, but they're a bit harder.
Kwazii's the Avatar, but he's still a pirate AND he's a natural firebender, so he still has that "scary and dangerous" reputation. He's afraid of using his firebending, because he hates it. Barnacles is teaching him waterbending, and he's pretty good at it. So far he sucks at earthbending, and his airbending is okay, but if he gets worked up it can accidentally come out as fire... which, yeah.
Peso is an airbender, and the first one in his family. He's not very skilled at bending, and he can't fly very well, and sometimes wishes he was a waterbender, like Barnacles. That way he'd be "stronger", and could utilize its healing abilities. He has an epiphany later on in the middle of S3 that makes him realize how powerful he really is, and he learns to fly :)
Tweak is an earthbender, which she inherited from her dad (maybe*). Like Barnacles, she has a love and preference for a specific subtypeāin her case it's metalbending. She's very good at it. It's how she builds GUPs so fast.
Shellington is a waterbender. He doesn't use it very much, mainly because he's Not Great at controlling itāso you'll either end up getting lightly spit on or completely drenched in a tsunami by accident.
Dashi is a non-bender (with water tribe ancestry), which puts her at a disadvantage during some missions. However! She has all of her skills from the Canon Universe, plus the extra adaptiveness seen in non-benders in ATLA (Sokka, Suki, etc).
Inkling is also a non-bender, but he has studied the elements and different bending techniques his whole life. He's Kwazii's Monk Gyatso but with less dying.
Octoagents! š
Calico Jack is Kwazii's Uncle Iroh. I needn't explain further. His main goal is to teach Kwazii to be less afraid of his firebending.
Natquik is a waterbender, who taught Barnacles everything he knows. He got his penchant for icebending from him. He pretty much invented it. He survived Antarctica by āØ Becoming One With The Iceā¢ āØ. He doesn't just study icequakes, he can make them. He can probably spiritbend.
*I'm TORN between making Marsh be an earthbender or a waterbender. If he's an earthbender, then he can't metalbend like Tweak can, but he's still very strong. Like, scarily strong š. IF HE'S A WATERBENDER, then he's a swampbender, full stop.
Tracker is an airbender, mainly because of how he's clearly paralleling Peso's arc in AnB. He was the only airbender in his Polar Scouts troop, and he got picked on for it a bitābut Barnacles thought it was cool as heck, and that's how they became friends.
Do I need to explain Paani being a waterbender? No I do not. He's probably VERY powerful, but very chillax about it. He successfully freaks out everyone who witnesses him bend every time. He can part the seas like freaking Moses.
Pearl is a waterbender like Shellington; she's not super strong, but she has a LOT more control over it than he does. Peri will be a waterbender as well, but he hasn't unlocked it yet. He's trying very hard because he wants to be like his mum and uncle SO badly.
Min could easily be a bender of any kind and it would make sense, but I kinda wanna say she's a non-bender. Just cuz ĀÆā \ā _ā (ā ćā )ā _ā /ā ĀÆ
Earthbender Ryla. That's all. It makes it a lot easier to get out of caves when she's stuck. She's very casual about it. So casual, that most people either forget or don't even realize she's a bender until it comes up. Then they're like "oh yeah." as she literally moves mountains.
Airbender Pinto, who has no clue how to control it. Whenever he gets frustrated with himself, he accidentally creates small tornadoes. He can also fly! He likes to brag about it. a lot. mainly to Peso.
Waterbender Koshi, who hasn't discovered that about herself yet. She's in for a fun time when she figures it out. Remember how happy she was when she got her Octowatch? Yeah :) 10x that. I also imagine their family is full of late bloomers, but because of Dashi she has pretty low expectations for herself right now.
#can you guess what im rewatching ? āØ xD#šš what if šš someone drew this š³ haha jk........... unless š³#octonauts#marsh being an earthbender is mainly because this entire post was inspired by watching the feuding tribes episode of atla#and the tour guide reminding me of marsh.#anyway rip to the dashi fans but sokka and uncle bumi are my favs so i promise my decision for her was made with love š«¶š¤£#avatar kwazii avatar kwazii Avatar Kwazii AVATAR KWAZII#i am right#ty for your time#octonauts au#self indulgent post time#ps worldbuilding stuff:#most birds descend from the air templesā but penguins are weird so they're usually waterbenders if they're benders at allā#which is why peso is an airbenderā plus the first one in his family to bend at all#pinto came right after himā but since peso would've been off being an octonaut he didn't have anyone around to mentor him#also pirates have mixed ancestry from every nation. but the majority of pirates Don't Like the avatar so uh yeah rip kwazii iykwimā#he might be the first avatar to be a pirate in history just bc i think that'd be neat for the āØ story āØ#also bianca and hugo would both be waterbenders too btw#one of the cubs is a non-bender but idk who. maybe orson.#ALSO the airbenders were never wiped out in this au#the Warā¢ never really happened but firebenders are still Scary bc of the whole Fire Is Destruction thing#idrk what the Story of this au is except for likeā kwazii is the avatar. he was abandoned by his family. he joins the octonauts to help--#--bring peace to the world + nature etc. so basically the canon plot of the og show but with magic āØ /hj#long post#surprised i haven't hit the tag limit yet#ok byebye end post
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Im asking cause i really like your theories - do you think theres a reason why peng is so focused on macaque? He talked to him first in 4x02, mentions him out of nowhere even when no one does, and even seems bitter when mentioning the hold wukong has on him. I joke he has an unrequited crush on macaque and hes pulling on his pigtails, but the fact lmk both made him have a big obsession with macaque and had him escape instead of just jailing him like yellowtusk, makes me feel theres a reason for it
There could easily be some jttw thing I don't know, or there could not, but I'll do my best to provide some insight based off of what we see in lmk!
So, I think Peng and Macaque quite simply just don't mesh. This is used as a way to highlight their differences, as well as set up the eventual fight between Macaque and Peng in 4x13. Peng dislikes the way Macaque goes about things, especially because Macaque prefers to be methodical and cautious while Peng loves to foolhardily fight:
Macaque: "Look WukongāI get you're excited, I do! But crossing the jade emperor is going to have consequences- and you're not listening. *sigh*" Peng: "You always were the most cowardly of the bunch Macaque, slinking around in the shadows like a rodentāwell I for one am done with squabbling for scraps!"
(4x02 New Adventures)
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Sun Wukong: "Peng is the most dangerous foe any of you have ever facedābuuuuut, the only thing they care more about than fighting is self preservation." (4x12 The Plan Man)
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These two characters are foils. Where Macaque has a difficult time leaving-
Peng: "The six-eared Macaque fighting side by side with his own replacements! Is there anything Wukong could do that would break his hold over you?" (4x13 Rip and Tear)
-Peng on the other hand runs the moment things turn south. They abandon their brothers, valuing their own life over anyone else's and making it clear that no one has a hold on them the same way people have a hold on Macaque. Macaque never wanted to reach for more, yet Peng is motivated by their lust for wealth and status. They're "done with squabbling for scraps" and are glad to say goodbye to Camel Ridgeāor "this dump"āclearly focused on material things more than anything else.
Macaque: "No that's YOU! You're the one always running off! Looking for more power, more sources of immortalityāyou're the one who wouldn't quit while were were ahead! Not the great sage, he's got to drag EVERYONE else into his mess!" (4x11 A Lifetime of Mistakes)
((I will say, however, I wonder why Peng chose to leave Heaven in the first place. Their motivations aren't as noble as Azure's and Yellowtusks'āwhat forced them out of their spot in the Celestial Court, if anything did?))
As for mentioning Macaque out of no whereāI wouldn't say that's the case! Macaque was the last remaining member of the Brotherhood they had yet to cross paths with in 4x09, it makes perfect sense that Peng would bring him up while talking about reforging the Brotherhood after failing to win over DBK. Of course, Azure and Yellowtusk don't careāMacaque was basically the boyfriend Wukong kept bringing around that no one else liked.
Which...3x08 anyone?
Macaque: "*laughs* Together? Remind me again exactly what it is you contribute to the team? They seem to get on just fine without you! Don't take it personally Tangāyour buddy Wukong values people by how useful they are to him. Take it from me as an...expert in what happens when you get too close to the king. Look out for number one, because if you don't? No one will." (3x08 Benched)
Another thing that piques my interest is Peng's choice to run, a cowardly choice, something that in another time they surely would have insulted Macaque for. ESPECIALLY because, Macaque is the one who instead makes the choice to stay in 4x13/4x13, helping to seal the Jade Emperor's power.
So ya. They foils.
Moving on, with the whole "Peng escaping rather than being imprisoned" plot point, I'd call attention to this 4x12 scene:
Peng: "Hm. I was expecting a little more pageantry while we were the ones running the show! Turns out Azure even trapped the cup bearers in the scroll. Pouring one's own drinks does tend to dampen the mood." Yellowtusk: "We are missing more than waitstaff brotherālook around! This is not the change we dreampt of." Peng: "Oh, I don't know, a little bit of chaos might be good for the world!"
(4x12 The Plan Man)
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Peng's specific use of the word chaos here leads me to believe that their going to somehow become involved with our who-done-it underworld plot. If Peng is one for chaos, and "the universe is perilously close to tipping into chaos", then it's 1+2. Now that Peng is free and Yellowtusk is imprisoned (very Macaque and SWK of them), I think it's quite possible Peng could work to free Yellowtusk next season, and Yellowtusk might downright refuse (very UNLIKE Macaque and SWK of them). Peng and Yellowtusk's motivations were extremely different since the beginning, and I think the rift between these two will be something explored down the line.
As for Peng and Macaque, I'm sure they'll get another confrontation! Something like Peng offering Macaque a "way out" from whatever our secret puppet-master has planning, and Macaque, in a beautiful choice of showing off his character development, chooses to instead stick it out with SWK and MK. It'll be something that highlights how much Macaque has developed and grown, while showing off Peng's vices.
#my personal interpretation is that Peng legitimately just hates Macaque's guts lmao#Maybe they're jealous of the devotion they see other people possess#Maybe they're just kinda an asshole#Either way they are a delight to watch#Very attached to my Macaque and Peng foils now anon thank you#One thing that get's me about Peng is their little ''Save your breath Azure'' in 4x08#Like. DUDE. THAT SOUNDED SO SINCERE. WHAT ARE YOUR MOTIVATIONS. *shakes that bird*#anyways#asks#lmk#lego monkie kid#monkie kid#lmk peng#lmk macaque#lmk meta#lmk speculation#Always happy to think too hard about lego characters o7
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Itās not off the table that I really just donāt understand what makes a āgoodā horror movie and what the genre is supposed to be about. Because on the other side of the coin, I watched Vivarium (2019) like a year or two ago, and while like arguably thatās more sci-fi/psychological than horror, it really stuck with me. I will just be sitting around on any given normal day and think about Vivarium and be like god damn, what an incredible movie. Come to find out itās got godawful reviews, the enthusiasts and the critics say itās trash! I donāt care Iāll keep watching that garbage
#everything about it is so different than anything Iāve ever watched down to like set design#the only criticism I agree with is it couldāve been cut down in a lot of places and maybe done better as a short YouTube film but idk#the other big criticism is that itās too on the nose with the metaphor to the cuckoo bird but like#whatever#then in the same review not two paragraphs down those guys will be like well they didnāt explain anything to us about the alien species#OK#thatās the scary part!#thatās the intrigue#do you want it all spoonfed to you or not#I think watching it as a mom adds another element of eerieness maybe the film bros donāt get#justice for Vivarium (2019)
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š„ššÆļøš <33
*old person yells at cloud* THEORY TIME <3 but i was thinking of the skill trees screens weāve seen so far and i am likeā¦ā¦ super certain that ingellvar is the mourners surname and soo that calls for an update to irulannes pin interest board <33
(ill cry change it if it isnāt though but hehe anyway im stoked to at last have a surname for when i save her edits bc rn her folder says i.datv xixjjxhx *WHEEZE* š)
#leg.txt#it fits so well it fits so welllll irulanne ingellvar youāll always be loved by MEEE#the icon looks suuuper like some of the dead in the necropolis in one of the concept arts so i am thinking its them??#thinking about her story a lot lately I NEED TO WRITE IT DOWN SOO BAD š„š¤§#im thinking she was found by the sisters raised up right adopted a surname (mayb from a mentor or āmotherā of sorts??)#raised up as she was to be arcane advisor/mistress mother to a mage heir bc they want a mage on a throne one way or another or both etc etc#like i mean that could make sense for her i think?? its not TECHNICALLY her name yk iru didnāt actually have a first name either#its what they gave her? AT LEAST THATS WHAT SHE WAS TOLD bc hehe the blood magic in the ritual#did a wee more than just whatās happening now from what happened in the trailer hehe#it also lifted a wee little spell they did on her that wiped all of her memories from before she met the sisters š„šļø#there may be some vengeance from robbing her of her life she may drag her lovie l*ucanis on whoās to say HEHE#something something she had her own kingdom already as she was a sort of spymaster w/ the dead using deceased birds to watch for hot gossip#a prodigy at a young age she was <3 she may have been an advisor anyway even without the sisters influence yk#ughh i want to develop the sisters and irulannes pre v*eilguard lore soooo bad now EEEK.#i am getting my wisdom teeth out next week so i think itāll be the prime time to do that i think š„š#anyway time to finish those asks ughh theyāre the funnest as always if you read all of this moots i am baking you cookies <3#i think word is that thorne is the wardens and it does look like it i would say too?#i think for cassia she had to have got that from someone maybe to hide her identity or something#sheās either the result of a princess of the a*nderfels having a tryst with n*athaniel or l*oghain i havenāt decided š„šļø
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I love that you can pinpoint exactly the moment in which Jing Yuan steals that piece (and which one) from the board in his trailer
#I love him to bits#Watching the video made me wonder whether the bird imagery with Yanqing was to draw a parallelism with the birds following Jing Yuan around#They are adorable#I... I want this in my blog#Please tumblr let me organise things without bothering people#Is this enough?#Perhaps?#Maybe?#Almost ten tags already#The post shouldn't appear in the general tags anymore right?#Please?#Jing Yuan#Yanqing#I talk too much#By the way... His voice is beautiful in English but it doesn't get the character at all I feel#He sounds drastically different in any other language and all the others are more coherent with what we are supposed to believe of himā#with what we see and what he is revealed to be#The playfulnessā the youthfulnessā the apparent carelessnessā truth and lessons like a magic trick to hide his true intentions#It's all there in Chineseā for instance. It's mostly lacking in the English voice#A lot of his depth lies there and I feel the English dub isn't appropriate#Goodness I love this character to pieces haha I could talk about him for hours I feel#I think about him all the time
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doodles of the gay idiots feat Mona and my girlfriend's oc, Lilly :) (who is also a gay idiot)
#oh the pain Mona would have Peter go through when playing#Jay tried to warn him but he didn't listen#though Jay would probably fall harder for Peter when watching him play with Mona#also yeah I got a girlfriend now look at me go I'm so cool#Jay would ask Peter to buy him the most random stuff btw#he'd ask a bunch of weird questions too. like āwould you still love me if I were a wormā or#āwould you still love me if I murdered your family and spoke German only and stitched your mouth to someone's ass?ā#important questions. silly nonetheless#when moving in with Peter. Jay would lounge around the house a bunch once he'd gotten used to the place#and he'd get lost in the woods at least once a week. Peter would panic and go in looking for him#just to find Jay running through a stream or something. maybe fighting a bear or petting a bird idk depends on his mood#fun fact: in my friends au Mona is Lilly's and Jay's kid who's part pancake. more on taht later or something idk it's a long story#anyway idk what else to say#my art#void#friends au#peter yb#your boyfriend#your boyfriend game#Peter Dunbar#Jay#Mona#color palette#pansexual#transgender#jacob skelton#oc stuff
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i think id like to go birdwatching.. could be fun
#back when i took biology we did online birdwatching assignments#like of a livestream of birds at a feeder#those were fun ..#maybe more like nature watching tho. i wanna look at the squirrels n stuff too
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#this is not related to misty but#i work at a hobby bird feeding store. safe to say. very into birds#allll my coworkers are getting really cool birds right now! mostly migrants passing through but still#i live in a much more urban area and its mostly house sparrows and house finches :/#go away pests... i want natives. more natives#catbirds are gone for the year so just waiting to spot my first sapsucker of the year... maybe a flicker if i get lucky#no oriole for me this year. few hummers. i did see a blue grey gnat catcher for the first time and he was beautiful and dainty#but not exactly a feeder bird#for a while the mockingbird claimed the feeders and was chasing everyone. including pests. away so that was at least interesting#but then the pokeberries ripened and he stopped helping me. and this year's crop of starlings decended#oh well. i did hear a white throated sparrow though. im sure the juncos are nearby too#enjoy my bird ramblings if you read this. my body is v ouchy today and i will probably be spending a lot of the day watching the feeders
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Iām beginning to think that I live in a dollhouse of a world. I think itās an experiment. How long until the one they created finally collapses under the failure that is supposed to be the guidance of real humans. Where is the real world? How do I get out? Are they the ones who are observing me closely? Is everyone around me just a prop for the experiment? Are they all in on it? Why post this on here? What happens if they know Iāve become aware? Will that all become a part of the experiment too? Was that the plan from the beginning? Are the people I interact with on here a part of it? Somethingās just wrong and I could feel it since I woke up and days prior
Is this a glimpse into the real world? Real non involved people
#Iāve wondered this before#Iāve felt it before#Iām not beginning to think am I#am I supposed to put a tw#if everyoneās in on it though#perhaps Iāll leave this train of thought behind and pretend to myself as though Iām not aware of the obvious reality#never entirely#I still like writing though what am I supposed to do#shall I be happy to be a part of science#did they put shadow people demon things where I live#am I one myself#the chirping birds are fake I think#if anyone tried to convince me this is real is it because theyāre in on it#are the mirrors portals to the real world did they want me to figure it out to see what would happen#aversion#or maybe they watch me from the mirrors too#not just cameras
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to listen to hozier is to realize that to love and lose and fear is to live and admire and trust and to just simply be and exist and there's nothing more beautiful than life itself and the beauty of being alive and there's nothing more beautiful and breathtaking than you because you are everything and everything is you and you deserve to feel it all.
everything. every heart break. every piece of misplaced trust. every first love. everything lost. everything known. everything forgotten. everything stolen. everything, because everything can be seen and felt through you. and because of you. and just. you.
you know?
#he makes me want to know what its like to love and to be loved and seen and feel and burn with desire#but he also makes me realize that i already do all of that#i feel love everyday all the time with friends and listening to the wind and seeing squirrels run up trees#i yearn when reading a book i lose myself in#i feel loss when a friend moves away and when a bird flies off when i get too close and when my favorite coworker finds a new job#i burn with desire when watching nature and the world around me and realize i may never see everything she has to offer#i feel just as much as everyone else and every feeling has so many different uses that everyone has already felt it#but also maybe no one has ever felt it the way you have#that everyone has already loved and lost and yearned and felt whole and broken and lost and found#and everything is so simple but also never simple enough#and it makes me want to scream and cry but i also want to sit quietly within the feeling and exist peacefully and just live#does any of this make sense? probably not#hozier
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which livery are you most excited for?
ferrari since it's my one true love and always has been (also because last year's launch was the best ever launch i have ever seen from any team ever, so the expectations are set high). other than that i'm curious about williams, because i love the blue color and i'm a SUCKER for the duracell sponsorship part of ther livery (they better keep it)
#who am i not looking forward to tho. hmmm. rbr bacause it's always the same and leaks hours before#same with haas basically except they tweak the colors but minus points for it only being pics posted online#i have a beef with mcl because they always prolong it with extreme e and formula e and indycar and what not liveries#and. idk. don't get me wrong while i appreciate other series as well (snd god knows sometimes i enjoy some mroe than f1)#you usually watch to see the car only (maybe the suits for new season too if you're lucky) but that's it#also speaking of mcl i expect them to look pretty much the same indy and formula e look like and i will laugh.#sorry to mcl fans but i will so laugh. both lando and oscar will look like curd left on the sun for a few hours in the orange highlighter#not you sam bird. you are perfect even in the orange and you know it.#also looking forward to merc it they show us the real car and not just livery which i expect from some like rbr and williams#also kinda aston because the green is also nice and i hope they tweak it a bit for this yead#did i forget some team???#oh wait fuck my alpha nemesis which both lose the alpha part huh#ok. looking forward to yuki and the name change announcement from at.#looking forward to guanyu and val and whatever livery the team whose name idk will bring us#that's it :))#ask#e
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