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hii :) i've been reading (and thoroughly enjoying!!) your fic this past month and i know it's private on ao3, so i wanted to ask your permission before linking it in a monthly fic rec post on my blog! would it be okay if i shared it and tagged you, or would you rather it stay more exclusive and lowkey on ao3? (either way is totally fine; i just love sharing the wonderful fics i've read!) can't wait to read more of it! hope youre having a lovely day/night! <3
Hi, thanks for your message! It makes me happy you're enjoying it :D Yes, it's okay to share the link and tag me! I'm so honoured you'd do that ♥
I keep it for logged-in users on AO3 mainly just because the internet is big and scary ^^; If it was openly accessible it would mean *anyone at all* could potentially read it if they found it lmao
Hope you're having a great day/night too! ♥
#whenyoucallmelover#i hope it's okay i published the ask - i couldn't seem to answer privately#at least on desktop#maybe because this is a sideblog :3
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(240501) GAON *:・゚✧*:・゚✧ ENDING FAIRY
#xdinary heroes#gaon#kwak jiseok#pretty boy alert!!!! <3#the contacts.... are really doing something.....#also pardon me for (maybe) posting xdz gifs here from time to time because i cannot be bothered for another sideblog afkhkdjsa#(even tho i have the url for it)#*
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character wrapped 2023 💥
tagged by @davidtennantpussytulpa ^-^ i didn't know how many to do so i copied tara and did top 10. i know the severance guys are Four Of Them but i can't separate them theyre all equally important to me
will graham (hannibal), em haywood (nope), aziraphale (good omens), mark & dylan & helly & irving (severance), hawkeye pierce (mash), martha jones (doctor who), ivan karamazov (the brothers karamazov), kim kitsuragi (disco elysium), stewy hosseini (succession), ruescott melshi (andor/rogue one)
i will tag... @fagician @britomart @libraryfag @roadwhores @majorbaby @globuspolski @hadleyfraserfaggot @tenderscience if u want to ^-^
#and now i will explain them all in detail#cos i started watching hannibal back in like. january or february and will immediately set up camp in my head and started to settle there#*I* pay rent to *HIM*. he lives there permanently. sweating and monologuing constantly#em was not only the character of 2022 but also of 2023 and of 2024 and the rest of the decade and all decades to come#she had such an impact on me keke palmer's performance will live with me forever and i love nope so fucking much#i almost didnt include her because nope was more of a last year obsession. but she lives on#aziraphale.........no comment#severance.......i love them all so much and at first i wanted just irving and then just helly and then i realise i cried over mark this week#and then i realised i couldnt possibly leave out dylan when hes probably my favourite character. so then i settled for all of them#hawkeye is my fucking wife. enough said#martha... well i knew i had to have a doctor who character. i thought maybe the doctor but then i thought their companions mean more to me#sometimes at least. i did have a fourteen icon for a while but then i was like but Donna..... and then i thought. well#these past few months at least martha jones has been eating away at my heart. i go batshit insane when i think about her#her impact. her grace. her power. so she had to go on the list.it was a toss up between her and donna for sure though#then i figured i had to include a karamazov since reading that book took up half of my year. and ivan was my favourite of the 3. so <3#kim goes without saying. literally nothing to be said hes the character Of All Time. to me#stewy also goes without saying ive had so many Stewy Save Me moments since the beginning of season 4 all the way to the end of the year#i miss him every day. he is the moment. i wish there was more of him all the time#and the last one is a bit of a wildcard cos all my insanity abt melshi has been on my andor sideblog.#but rest assured ive been thoroughly Not Normal about him. he literally side appears in 4 episodes and has 11 total minutes onscreen#but i love him. so much. and hes occupied most of my thoughts since september. once again his impact his power his grace. his homosexuality#enough said. that's all. thanks for reading. this was a great year for autism and madness#tag game#🍪
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#not-very-seriously contemplating making a fitalk sideblog#just so i could ramble on about my fic ideas like the lunatic i am without bothering anyone#because istg i come up with at least 3 new ideas a day and more if necessary#but i'm too self-conscious to do that on my main blog too often because i always manage to convince myself no one actually cares#and that the only few people who do seem to care only care because they want to be supportive#and/or think it's cute i'm so passionate about the fics/pairing or whatever#and there's nothing wrong with that and i'm thankful of course!#but it sort of makes me feel like a child being praised by adults ya know? 😭#and idk maybe i just feel like this because i used to share a hyperfixation OTP with a friend#and i'd come up with new fic ideas/headcanons for our OTP on a daily basis#until the friend admitted they weren't even that into the pairing#they just found it adorable to see how enthusiastic i was thinking of stories of them :)#which made me feel like such an idiot lol silly me thought they were as into it as i was#like. i get the need to infodump about hyperfixations to a friend even if the friend is not into the hyperfixation#especially if you don't know anyone else to whom you could talk about it#but i don't need that personally. i'd rather talk about my hyperfixations to someone who actually wants to hear it#and not just because they think i'm being adorable or they want to support me#i can very well keep it all to myself or just idk talk to myself?? lol#so yeahhhh i kinda don't want to make myself feel like a clown like that again 🤡#i do realise i think about fic ideas an unhealthy amount probably lol#but then again isn't that what actual published authors do all the flipping time?! the only difference is that i'm not getting paid for it😤#this wasn't supposed to become a rant lol the words just started flooding#anywayyyyy who wants to hear about my royalty!aleksi / ballet dancer!olli fic idea with side roommates-with-benefits olli/joonas?#additional tags include 'helping the other put on make-up' and 'anal fingering'. if you even care#(pls don't actually ask it's ridiculous)
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NOT TO BE DRAMATIC BUT FIRST 1K OF SUNLESS GROUND WRITTEN!!! a little bit:
She and Darren have been at the cabin for eight months. It belongs to a college friend of his—an arcing property flanked by evergreens and nothing more. She could lie to herself. Say she’s gotten used to waking every morning at yolky dawn in the bedroom she occupies alone. She’s gotten used to the scalding silence at midnight and gotten used to lighting the candlestick on the nightstand even in the middle of the day. The same instant peach oatmeal Darren keeps buying every time he treks out to the city because she said she liked it once. She can’t bring herself to tell him she can’t handle the flavour anymore, the way she’s gotten used to it and the way she’s gotten used to her hair getting longer, nearly touching her shoulders, the way she’s gotten used to her waxen face in the bathroom's uncovered mirror. She could lie. But nothing changes the truth even when she stays up all night, rocking back and forth, hoping something will. She made it out—no more running, no more hiding. It’s a good thing, and yet the prospect is so lonely, so frightening, that she sometimes considers walking into the woods until she makes it out the other side a woman who did not survive alone.
#REEVE POV!!!!!!!#holyyyy i thought I forgot to write with her and then it all came back#I love how beautiful and literary reeve's pov is just wait till we get to harrison's he's gonna be making sex jokes#ALSO I WROTE VIRTUALLY ALL OF THIS TONIGHT LMAOOO#i realize that i can just work on this concurrently with my other stuff because the writing is so dumb that i can handle that#tho actually i don't mean THIS writing is dumb this prose is fantastic LOL#that's more relevant for harrison's pov but in general the SV/SG brain is so different that it's not a hassle to write this and#multiple other things#also weird that this book is sunless ground because i've been used to seeing my sideblog username for like a year as that LOL#BUT I LOVE THE TITLE!!#also yolky is stolen from my changing states description <3#i'm considering doing a 10k day for SG just to get the plot rolling a little bit LOL just like I did with SV!#maybe not that high but maybe at least 5k?? we'll see!#I AM NOT ABLE BODIED ANYMORE LIKE WHEN I DID THAT THE LAST TIME SOOO LOLLLL#sunless ground
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#i am only typing this because im tired and feeling more loosey goosey than i usually would i guess#but ive just been debating something for a while now#so basically i used to just openly talk about like. everything on this blog but then due to a multitude of reasons#i stopped posting about certain things 1. because irl people found my blog and probably still could if they Really tried#2. because i didnt want to post about certain things and have absolutely anyone know shit about me#like as much as it can feel like a cosy wee community. just me and my mutuals <3 etc. its like. actually the fucking internet djdbdjdhdhjdh#anyways whats prompting me to type all this is that i used to post kinda negative stuff on here i guess you could say. like just my feelings#and shit. but i stopped because i want this to be a positive blog and i do feel like you can manifest shit you know? if i constantly reblog#posts where im like “i feel worthless and i am a piece of shit” that isnt helping anything you know? i think what really hammered it home#for me is when i saw a mutual rb something from me like that and it made me so sad tbh. because like. no youre not. youre amazing and ily#you know? anyways. overall i think it has been a decision for the best and i enjoy that my blog has become a more positive space. but i#do sometimes just feel like im kind of going the opposite direction where i act a certain way when im really just. feeling crap.#like all the time. idk maybe tumblr isnt the place for it but it used to be my outlet you know? and i have other things like my diary and#art and even a sideblog lmao. but i guess i do just mourn my whole self not being on this blog. idk what im trying to say by all this#is it this deep? am i thinking about this way too much lmao. idk. idk.#le text post
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I SWEAR I KEEP TRYING TO DO ART BUT THEN SOMETHING GETS IN THE WAY AND THEN I PROCRASTINATE AND THEN SIX MONTHS PASS
#this has been happening for like TWO YEARS BUT I SWEAR TO GOD I AM TRYING.#my usual art motivation (my webcomic idea) has been put on hold for a bit and because of that i forgort... everything#my will to draw specifically#but in my defense i have been writing k*arlach / oc indulgences and i've been VERY focused on finishing it#i also got a marketing manager (my friend <3) to help with advertising my comms and stuff so uh... look forward 2 that#i might need to start posting all of my art on a sideblog so she doesn't have to log into my main though#so there might be some changes#but i promise i want to do art!!!! but there's always something to do first and then months pass :(#or i get the urge to draw and then life is like ''have a cancer scare'' lmao...#(ended up being cancerous actually </3 but because it's skin stuff it was easy to remove)#(but that really took the piss out of me for most of july... not to mention that ffxiv released a new expansion and i have been...#having a good time with my new friends doing content and stuff!) i also made a friend irl after like 3-4 years of total isolation#we feed ants and watch them move around together and comment on their behaviour patterns...#but like when i say this takes literal hours.#we just sit out there and talk about random shit and watch ants walk across the floor. both of us hate ants btw.#like we don't like having them ON us so it's a bit like playing with fire.#but anyways yeah i've also been really low energy recently too bc of the heat and burnout from college...#but the good news is that i'm transferring in fall to a much more relaxing college & courseload!#i'm hoping it'll stop me from feeling so... awful ?? i guess ??#like i was taking classes i didn't need to that were really difficult & punishing#not to mention extremely boring & hard to pay attention to when dealing with literally anything. i did not want to be there.#my next college is much more interest-oriented so i will finally be able to take classes i want to and learn from them...!#and then maybe i will feel a bit more in control of my life / more encouraged to draw#anyways thank u for reading my ramble. hoping it all comes together soon.#i need to do a lot of work but most of it is so i can sell commissions again#but once the karlach fic is done we're so back on the webcomic train !!!!!!!!
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my secret dream is that one day a beautiful man stumbles upon this blog perhaps through a network of mutuals perhaps through a search result perhaps through any other strange and mysterious but divinely ordained and timed manner and we become mutuals and then friends and talk all the time and he falls in love with me but doesn't say it but one day he DOES say it and i also fell in love without saying anything too and then we get together and then some time later we get married and live happily ever after et cetera
#mine#i'm joking of course. or am i...............#but really i think the appeal lies in the fact that anyone who follows me on here would not need to put in nearly as much work to get to#know me as like. people who know me from anywhere else would#its like that meme about like the 3 japanese faces or whatever u know this is my 3rd face. obviously there are a lot of things i dont say o#here both surface level and deep stuff but if u follow me on here u already know for example that i have a fursona#u know (or would find out quickly lol) that im trans u know what makes me laugh u know what some of my interests are#theres also the enormous archival backlog of my life because this sideblog specifically is turning 6 next month (can you believe it!!!!!!)#like ... idk........... maybe i SHOULD fall in love with a tumblr mutual one of these days it would just be so easy#im kidding. i will never do long distance again. but tumblr mutual x tumblr mutual has always been such a cute relationship archetype#anyway
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I finally finished Future Connected. The game has been out for over two years at this point
#xcde#xenoblade#whats up. im alive#ive been posting on my sideblog awareriki pretty frequently these days but have had no time to play games#and suddenly its winter break#and i remember i haven't finished this game#this semester almost killed me#trying to do engineering and music at the same time does not leave a lot of room for playing videos game#unfortunately i will not be purchasing xenoblade 3 yet#i doubt i'll have time to finish it over winter break just based on the number of hours I've seen people say it takes to see most of it#and i would want to go through basically every sidequest#looks fun though! i haven't seen much gameplay but the characters look pretty fun#i might buy it in the summer but honestly i dont know what my summers gonna look like#because last summer i had a 9-5 and spent like a collective two weeks traveling to opposite sides of the country#and i was living in another city! so who knows#its wild to think about how much i've changed since i started this blog like i was a little baby when i posted that first photoset#but anyways ive got some stuff coming up and maybe ill do another landscape gradient thing people seemed to really like that one
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i like how everyone calls scarab "scrabby" in the new episodes...... hi scrabby :3
#text#📌#this is the only thought i can type out because the new episodes were. INSANE.#they were genuinely so terrifying and chilling and SO GOOD AAAHH!!!!!#i need to make a blog just for spam posting without having to tag spoilers or anything#cause i try to refrain from posting spoilers here... :P#and non-selfship related stuff hehe!!#but i dont really feel like putting all of it on my main... Hmm!#maybe i will make another sideblog :3#ill think about it!!!
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hai im madi! im a ‘98 liner, she/her and this little blog is my svt love dumpster ♡ beware! dokyeom tunnel vision ahead
☆ carat est. 2017 ☆ i make gifs & occasionally edits/gfx ☆ this blog is 95% svt & 4% cat memes & 1% other random interests
IMPORTANT !
⇢ please read my gif/gfx rules
⇢ i use the like function to save posts i want to reblog later
⇢ my social battery is a bit fussy, so i might not respond to asks or dm’s right away
⇢ i curate my dash so i’m a bit selective about who i follow, it’s nothing personal
FIND ME @ !
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you either followed me or interacted with one of my posts so i did my usual routine of stalking you to see if i wanted to follow you. noticed pretty quickly we didn't have any overlapping fandoms but you seemed cool so.
based on my willingness to follow you despite having no interest in your fandoms i'm going to assume you followed me first
Oh for real??? Hi hello I’m glad you’re here then ! Holding hands with all of my mutuals who I don’t share fandoms with
#although anon I have to mention. it’s definitely possible I followed you for a sideblog fandom#because I have like a bunch of sideblogs for fandoms I don’t mention on main so 👀👀#or maybe it was just random who knows </3#moose asks#anon
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#i think growing up without stable friendships has irreversibly fucked up my ability to befriend people#i have no idea when people are my friends and when theyre just being nice#and then everyone hates me because im either too much or not enough#helpme !!!#i thought maybe it was an autism thing but other autistic people dislike me too so i think im just bad#rant#vent#juuust in case#posting on mh secret sideblog so no one tries to make me feel better ab it <3 sorry guyz#also idk where the photo is from i found it on google
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I love it when I post fanart and someone who’s entire blog is dedicated to that one character likes/reblogs it. like it might seem not as special because that’s all they ever post about to me it’s even more special. like yeah I drew your little guy. add him to your collection
#“but sage you never post art here” that’s cause it never gets attention#I have a fandom blog and it’s grown EXPONENTIALLY compared to this one and that’s because it’s. well. a fandom blog#none of my original shit gets more that 2 likes and maybe a reblog so I stopped posting it#anyways#enough ranting I love it when that happens like yes that IS your blorbo! that’s your specialest little guy! just for you <3#fandom#idk what to tag this as#was gonna post this on said sideblog but eh#I posted art of a character and someone whose url was [character’s name]mybeloved reblogged and I was like yes. This is for you
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Sorry for asking but I still haven't got if you go to therapy? just worrying about you
hi omg no please i promise you do not have to worry!! whenever i come here to vague-post and rant about something it’s usually because i’m doing fine enough to do so! and i just need to rationalize my feelings, so writing it down usually helps a bit
and no, unfortunately i do not go to therapy because it’s fucking expensive and during the past few years i had to put my money somewhere else. i got a job to save up for it though
#i just have one (1) friend and i guess i really don’t want to upset them#so i just log on here and write down something very vague because yes talking about it makes me feel a bit better and it helps#but i would never want to upset anyone else! maybe i should write this stuff under s tag you can block#or maybe on a sideblog or something#i just got into the habit of using this account as a silly journal#but if you don’t want to read about my emotional breakdowns (totally fair) i guess you can block the ‘wdl’ tag <3#and thanks for being kind and checking in#anon ask
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yall, remind me so I don’t forget:
I am going to make a new side blog for my Flower Cows (since the old one’s a mess)
#random post#you don’t actually have to remind me I’m just typing this down so I myself don’t forget#But yeah I’m still gonna keep the old one up#(as a show of how far the species came)#but also because I don’t wanna risk deleting it & losing my whole Tumblr account XD#(cus if I remember correctly deleting a sideblog has a chance of deleting ur main too?)#But yeyeye I’m gonna work on remaking the account (hopefully before August ends & I have to go)#There will be more elaborate(?) lore#and hopefully more art!!#and I’m considering maybe trying Wordpress too?#since neither Neocities nor Google Sites worked for me#and Carrd worked but I couldn’t fit everything I want to#and the YouTuber that kinda enspired me to do make a Furry Original (Open) Species in the first place is using WordPress on their new speci#s#(their name is Sera Proto btw maybe check em out!! :3)#But yeyeye it’s gonna be all organized now :3#(…or at least I plan to try to.)
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