#this semester almost killed me

[obliviousriki]

I finally finished Future Connected. The game has been out for over two years at this point

[spaciebabie]

love how i said "guys my queue is going to run out when i dont post for days dont be alarmed" b/c i was expecting to still be deep w/in the confines of my depression for a solid week and then the semester ended and i got like 3 days of a full nights rest and all of the sudden i feel better and have added like 300 posts to my queue in the short time i have been on here. gee i wonder what the problem was

[four-white-trees]

Sunday six posting from my cozy warm bed 😌 More Akuma today. I'd like to write this fic in December and ring in 2025 with some beastman yaoi. as is my right!

tagging: @jichanxo @overdevelopedglasses @skysquid22 @mike----wazowski @passthroughtime @humbletaxidriver @ikainkspills

The man crossed the bar and came up on Akuma's left. Although the man stood and Akuma sat on a barstool, they were nearly eye-level. “I got someone you oughta talk to.”

“I'm listening,” Akuma said.

“Private detective by the name of Yagami,” he said and gave Akuma an address, which he quickly typed into his phone.

“And why should I speak to Yagami-san?”

“Cuz Akutsu tried to kill him,” the man explained. “Multiple times.”

Akuma felt a bolt flash down his spine. His mouth started to salivate, which he covered with another sip of beer. A real, concrete lead, and the thrill of the hunt was at hand. “That's certainly a good reason,” he said after taking a moment to collect himself. “Should I give this friend of yours your name?”

The man's eyes narrowed. “He's not my friend,” he said, reaching into the coat of his suit and producing a business card. He held it out to Akuma between two fingers, and Akuma couldn't help the smile that played at his lips. The yakuza had all sorts of rigid manners among each other, but they were certainly never extended to police. Akuma found it refreshing. “Name’s Higashi.”

Akuma took the business card, holding it carefully so as not to crush it. Higashi Toru, owner and general manager of an arcade called Charles. By all accounts, a legitimate businessman.

But the manners and way of speaking spoke to a different truth.

[soutsuji]

There's an English class on Golden Age detective fiction being offered next semester but the prerequisite for it is the intro to literary study class required for all English majors (which I haven't taken because I'm in a hard STEM major and don't have much time for electives, which means that I have to be really picky with my electives and only go for stuff I like AND doesn't have an awful workload) and also even if I did have that prereq, I wouldn't be able to take the class because it's at the same time as one of my major reqs. And also I'll be in two labs next semester and one of them is pure hell so like I literally don't have the time to take more than 13 credit hours (as tempting as it is to keep up my streak of taking 17-18 every semester even though it's been like really pretty bad for my social life and hobbies). Sigh. (Pressing my hand wistfully against the glass) maybe someday they'll offer the class again

[figofswords]

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[rpfisfine]

registering for new subjects in the next semester always makes me want to kill myself

[sirenscriptures]

this semester cooked me so hard i’m not even gonna lie

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[goldensunset]

as an underclassman early morning classes and boring classes were what i detested and feared most of all. now it’s difficult classes and evening classes. my evening class last semester actively made me want to become the joker with how disruptive it was to my schedule. i sure would have never wanted to switch into a 9am yawnnnn history lecture class but at this point that sounds like a dream compared to all the tons of active work outside of class with every single professor trying to scare us to death on the first day. i would rather wake up early every day than suffer the hell that i’m currently slated for. last semester brutalized me so badly it’s not even funny i can’t do the same workload again yet worse i need a relative mental break. i do not have that dog in me. i will be going to my advisor screaming and crying tomorrow asking her to make some changes

[bitterpngs]

IM DOOOONNNNEEEEEEEEE

[just-a-girl-with-a-pistol]

More reference studies woooo

[visenyaism]

NEVER try your best. QUIT! (litany against graduate school)

[bas-rouge]

I've acquired a bit of an old man sleep schedule. I can't stay awake till 11 most nights and usually wake up naturally around 445-530. Not that I'm complaining, I am much happier as a morning person than I was as a night person, but it is a bit funny.

[scarletcomet]

i was talking with my dad because i don’t really understand a lot of things in my computer engineering class, and my dad has a degree in computer engineering. he said i should try to meet with the professor. i told him that the exam is in the morning, and he was like oh people usually start studying more than a day in advance. like first of all, i did not start studying today. second of all, did he miss the part where i’ve been severely depressed for the last like month to the point where im going to have to take incompletes in all (except maybe one) of my classes??

[gingenr]

exams are finally over 😭🙌🏻 I can finally edit my draft and start posting again! Thank you to lofi girl for pushing me trough it

[skrunksthatwunk]

finally looked up whether ill lose my state scholarship if i drop out after lowkey deciding i probably need to and the answer is yes 😶