#this semester almost killed me

[obliviousriki]

I finally finished Future Connected. The game has been out for over two years at this point

[figofswords]

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[rpfisfine]

registering for new subjects in the next semester always makes me want to kill myself

[sirenscriptures]

this semester cooked me so hard i’m not even gonna lie

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[goldensunset]

as an underclassman early morning classes and boring classes were what i detested and feared most of all. now it’s difficult classes and evening classes. my evening class last semester actively made me want to become the joker with how disruptive it was to my schedule. i sure would have never wanted to switch into a 9am yawnnnn history lecture class but at this point that sounds like a dream compared to all the tons of active work outside of class with every single professor trying to scare us to death on the first day. i would rather wake up early every day than suffer the hell that i’m currently slated for. last semester brutalized me so badly it’s not even funny i can’t do the same workload again yet worse i need a relative mental break. i do not have that dog in me. i will be going to my advisor screaming and crying tomorrow asking her to make some changes

[bitterpngs]

IM DOOOONNNNEEEEEEEEE

[just-a-girl-with-a-pistol]

More reference studies woooo

[visenyaism]

NEVER try your best. QUIT! (litany against graduate school)

[bas-rouge]

I've acquired a bit of an old man sleep schedule. I can't stay awake till 11 most nights and usually wake up naturally around 445-530. Not that I'm complaining, I am much happier as a morning person than I was as a night person, but it is a bit funny.

[scarletcomet]

i was talking with my dad because i don’t really understand a lot of things in my computer engineering class, and my dad has a degree in computer engineering. he said i should try to meet with the professor. i told him that the exam is in the morning, and he was like oh people usually start studying more than a day in advance. like first of all, i did not start studying today. second of all, did he miss the part where i’ve been severely depressed for the last like month to the point where im going to have to take incompletes in all (except maybe one) of my classes??

[gingenr]

exams are finally over 😭🙌🏻 I can finally edit my draft and start posting again! Thank you to lofi girl for pushing me trough it

[gucciwins]

fall semester officially done 🫶

[loverboybrightsideghost]

they should invent a me that's good at everything i want to be good at. [thing from the addams family pokes out of a nearby box and hands me a piece of paper] thank you, thing. what's this...oh! why, it's a paper that says i have to be the one to do that for my future self! huh.

[orcelito]

My grandma reached out about hanging out with me n my cousin tomorrow, & since this week's fall break I actually Can for once. But also how last minute it was kind of annoys me hfkshfjd like I agreed to it but I'm like. Man now I have to restructure my plan for how I was gonna do all this. Augh.

I also remembered just a bit ago that I Do have therapy tomorrow lol. But that should only require pushing the family thing back a little. But it does mean more things I'm doing tomorrow. Augh.

[autopsytableromance]

Staring at the screen repeating I have to take this class. I have to pass this class. I have to take and pass this class. Like a mantra