#maybe a girlfriend as well

[tofumarinado]

more than okay

Octavia Goetia/Loona - Helluva Boss - 1.4k words

Summary

Octavia discovers that it is okay to have emotions and having ugly feelings towards ur dad is not the end of the world thanks to Loona

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- "I guess you found me." - Octavia was leaning on the Observatory's balcony, not looking at anything in particular, her sight fixed on the horizon. She noticed Loona coming some moments ago. She heard her paws striking rhythmically against the pavement long before she showed herself. - "I know what you are about to say. That I am a bad daughter for running away. Save your breath. I already know that. I do not need any more lessons today. Let us get this over with" - Octavia felt way too tired to fight.

She didn't even got to see the stars. That's all she wanted. To see the stars with her father. Now that her anger had washed away, all that was left was guilt, and shame. She missed her father, despite everything. Or at least she thought she missed him. She thought she should be missing him, so she settled on that.

- "You know" - Loona had a puff of the lit cigarette - "you don't deserve any of this."

Octavia glanced at her, a slight surprise drawn in her eyes. A slow pause. A beat.

- "I know. You think your dad is a good guy. That he's done all he could do. And honestly, that might be true. The good guy part, I mean. Blitzø is really fucking bad at pretending they're not in love. And it takes a good guy to find something to love in my dad. Believe me."

Another puff. Another pause.

- "That does not change the fact that he failed you. And I'm sure this is not the first time. People don't run away from home because of a one-time thing, speaking from experience. You look like you're at your limit. And you haven't even realized it." - A long puff ensued. Octavia could not help but notice the way the cigarette's light gently illuminated Loona's nose. - "I just want you to know that you're allowed to feel angry at him. I guess what I'm trying to say is, I'm not calling anyone until you ask me, okay? I'd rather get my teeth pulled than drag a kid back to a shitty father without their consent. I am an assassin, yes. Technically. I guess. But even I have my standards."

Octavia felt surprised. And relieved. And ashamed. The last thing she expected was kindness.

The relief was soon overcome with the reality of her physical body. She did not eat anything all day, and she was so monumentally exhausted. She abandoned the balcony, sitting with her back against the Observatory walls. Her head felt lighter and heavier somehow. She fixed her sight on the ground. Reality muffling. She was so tired.

- "Hey" - Loona's voice became very soft. - "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you feel like shit." - She paced around for a bit, indecisive. - "Is it okay if I sit with you?"

Octavia shrugged. - "You did not make me feel bad at all. I think I needed to hear that. And you can sit here. It is fine." - Amidst everything that was swirling around her head, some part of her subconscious was relieved that Loona stayed.

- "I do not know why I feel like this, all of a sudden. Sorry, this does not usually happen to me." - Octavia apologized.

- "Girl. You are allowed to have emotions, you know. And you're probably dehydrated as well." - Loona squatted next to the royal heir, facing her direction, glancing at her with a worried expression. She produced a water bottle from one of her pockets, offering it to the young heir. "And sorry again. You probably didn't need to hear all of this shit now. Just. Let's just sit for a while, ok? Let's just... chill. We can decide what to do later." - Her squatting transformed into sitting, now facing away from her.

The young royal tried her hardest not to chug on the water bottle that was offered, instead taking polite, short sips from it until it was finished. Octavia felt what she could only describe as relief. And below that sense of relief, she felt gratefulness towards the hellhound. For the water, the heir thought. But she could not ignore that she was more grateful for her company.

She could feel Loona's body heat radiating against her thighs. The hellhound was pretty close. "Is it normal to sit this close to someone you just met?" - Octavia wondered. She was not used to closeness. It was not appropiate between royalty. But just existing close to her made her come back to her body.

Loona flicked her cigarette off her hand. It was consumed halfway. It dived off the balcony in front of them, still a bright ember on its tip.

The young royal was beginning to calm down a lot more. Her senses coming back to her. The warm breeze, caressing her feathers. The muffled sounds of the big city. Sirens, some fireworks. Or gunshots. She was not prepared for how much she would detest LA. She can't say she wasn't warned about it, though.

Loona shifted, trying to find a posture that could accommodate her tail and not destroy her spine simultaneously.

Octavia noticed now the smell of Loona. Cigarettes. And sweat. And under that, a sweet flowery fragrance. Her fur was shiny and immaculate. Only some dirt on the fur of her paws betraying a day of walking around a big, unpleasant, noisy metropolis.

Loona glanced back and caught her looking at her. Octavia was blushing under her feathers. Both averted their eyes from each other, fixing their sight on the rosewood sky.

- "Hell, this whole ordeal is so embarrassing." - Octavia thought to herself. She was so glad the hellhound was there. She was glad to have someone who tolerated her presence. She also felt understood. The heir of the Goetia family was not used to being around people. Even less used to people who understood her. She was mostly homeschooled, sometimes invited to fancy dinners to parade her around. But she did not want to think about that. She was with Loona now. And she was cool. And she was sticking around. "I deserve this. Even if it's just for a little while. I deserve this moment." - Thought Octavia to herself.

- "Do you want to talk, girl?" - Loona's voice was even softer now. Octavia did not know that was possible. - "It's okay if you don't want to. I don't mind the silence. Just... I'm here. I can listen, okay?" - She said, looking away from the heir, to the light pollution that made the stars afraid to come out.

- "I do not know." - Octavia sighed, looking at the night sky, trying to find an answer to that question. As if her emotions were an astronomical mystery to be unraveled. But there was too much light, thought the young heir. Too much going on.

Some minutes elapsed. The buzzing of the city did not die down, but it somehow sounded more distant, farther away. The sky got noticeably darker. Octavia began to feel a little cold. Her eyes were beginning to transform into slits. She was almost too tired to keep them open.

- "If you're okay with that," - Loona began to propose, picking up on her expression. - "you can rest your head on my shoulder. It helps me sometimes. Only if you're cool with that, though. Physical touch is weird. I get it." - Loona produced a cigarette from her pocket, but stored it back where it came from. - "I figured it's getting a bit cold and" - Loona interrupted herself, seeing that The young royal's head was already making its way to her shoulder. Octavia was so tired.

When her cheek touched her furry shoulder, she realized what she was doing. - "Oh, Lucifer. Is this weird? Is it weird that this is happening? Is it weird that this feels great?" - A million thoughts suddenly flared out inside her brain, her tiredness relegated to a background thought.

Loona passed an arm across her shoulders and gently pressed it against the side of the young royal, her paw continuing until she found her feathery head, and began caressing the top of it, very gently.

At that moment, Octavia felt her body melting. She realized the depth of how touch-starved she was. It felt like years of self-loathing were fading away at that instant. She felt ashamed in realizing how little she needed, and how much it helped.

- "Is this okay?" - Loona asked, a sting of doubt in her voice.

- "This is more than okay" - Octavia wanted to answer. Instead, she nodded, and a soft cooing noise escaped her beak. Octavia was too cozy to feel embarrassed about it now, though.

[sergle]

man, you know, nobody asked me, but I have such conflicting opinions on some of the fat falin art, where on one hand: it's always nice to see A Fat Body in fanart anywhere + it's being done in positive ways, for funsies and on the other hand, there is something so familiar about how you are automatically The Fat One if you are a woman simply standing next to a more petite woman, bc I've had a 0% hitrate in seeing people change Marcille's body type and keep Falin's, or change both of them. it's just Falin

[xxplastic-cubexx]

i cant stress how much joy i get from doodling magneto as A Dramatic Comic Book Villain i cannot even lie to you chat

[creativesparkz]

CHECK ME OUT NOW, BUG BOY !!!!!!

[ plus an alt version and a little doodle <3 im so crazy for tvbeetle n im even crazier for the idea of pest seeimg scags boss fight model... BIG ROBOT WIFE !!!!!!!!!!!! ]

[liquidstar]

i missed this shot of the extended crew in the other post

background lesbians spotted! thank you again vivinos

[butcharium]

One thing I love about being physically with my girlfriend in person is how little I use my phone. On a normal day my phone is either almost dead by evening, or I might even have had to charge it in the afternoon. But now that I'm with her I go to bed without needing to charge my phone until maybe the afternoon the next day. We just had a four hour airport delay and I've barely looked at my phone.

[charlotterenaissance]

picture currently living rent free in my mind

[mintypsii]

got an ask ab them on my sp so i figured id share these old wips lol u guys can have em too

[quillkiller]

hear me out…. luna/harry is one of my favorite hp rare pairs and have been for years….:/ they’re so autistic4autistic soft and sweet and estranged from wizarding society post war coded. they own thestrals btw

[bumblingbabooshka]

In 'vis a vis' Janeway doesn't mention B'Elanna in the list of people who're worried about Tom which implies that B'Elanna didn't report the fact that "Tom" grabbed her arm, called her a disappointment and broke up with her (as Janeway definitely would have mentioned it as evidence of him acting strange if she knew about it) which makes sense on several different fronts but also makes me scream and cry loud enough to break glass.

[youchangedmedestiel]

Crazy ex-natural

Okay, hear me out.

I had an idea of a crossover between Supernatural and Crazy ex-girlfriend (one is definitely more popular than the other), where Dean would play Rebecca's role:

Dean met Benny when they were young, around 16 years old. They saw each other for the first time at that summer camp back in the days, which was called Purgatory. It was a kind of military camp where Dean's father, John, sent him to put him back on track before the next school year. Dean chose his own track and it was Benny. They started the kind of relationship Dean never knew before. They had a lot of fun and Dean was probably in love. That's why bumping into him here, among all the other streets of New York, where Dean is having a life crisis right now, seems to be a sign of fate.

A fate that Dean decides to follow. He drops his job at the major law firm, and moves to California, more specifically to West Covina, where Benny had always lived with his family and friends.

Dean joins a little law firm here and finds a new flat. He meets new people, one barmaid named Crowley that seems sarcastic but funny and kinda cute, a coworker named Charlie who probably will become his best friend, but Benny is nowhere to find for now.

... TO BE CONTINUED (maybe ?)

Like I don't know if people would be interested in this story. Dean would play the role of Rebecca Bunch in Crazy ex-girlfriend and then you'll have:

Benny = Josh

Charlie = Paula

Crowley = Greg

Cas = Nathaniel

John = Rebecca's mom

Chuck = Nathaniel's dad

Garth = White Josh

Rowena = Hector

Jo = Valencia

Sam = Heather

Gabriel = Darryl

[circlesthatyoufind]

i completely understand the bisexual headcanons but there is something so 👌👏👍🤌 about gay and lesbian steve and nancy. like...the comphet is brain deadening.

[cyellolemon]

Lewis and the girls!! :))

[izzyspussy]

was anyone gonna tell me jojo siwa is all grown up and hot as hell now or was i just supposed to find that out watching the karma music video because bob did the makeup look from it?

[argo-bolo]

if s1jon is anything like me and he had his glasses cloth with him, he'd see someone with dirty/smudged glasses and be like "hand them over" aggressively and clean them before handing them back going "how unprofessional of you to have dirty glasses" and walk away

like, imagine him doing it to martin

martin fucking confused and starstruck and dying

[thedivinemechanism]

Melvik is where the real heat is at, idk what any of you say

Interesting choice.

Not that she isn't attractive or that I don't like women or anything, but my type tends to lean towards people with.. um.. autism.