#maybe I'm going insane tho
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This might be a bit of a "hot take" (if you can even call it that) but I don't think Winter King was evil. At least not in the way I've seen the fandom sometimes describe him as.
Let me explain, I don't think Winter King is evil in the "I'm gonna give the insanity curse to someone else mwahahahaha!" but in the "I'm so desperate to get my sanity back that I'm ready to sacrifice anything and everything, even the sanity of others".
I think he was desperate to get rid of the curse by any means necessary, to remain in control of himself and his actions. He needed to be himself. He couldn't be Ice King so he tried everything to be himself. I don't think his first thought was giving the curse to someone else, I'm sure he tried to find other, more humane, ways to get rid of it until he couldn't deny that transferring the curse to someone is the only way.
In my opinion, he wasn't an "evil" version of Simon, I think he was a more selfish version of Simon. He put himself above others. He saw his actions as justifiable and after he experienced the relief of getting rid of the curse for even a minute he wanted more, which is why he kept on transferring it to Princess Bubblegum/Candy Queen.
In conclusion, I think that chalking Winter King up to an evil villain takes a lot of his complexity away as a character. I don't think any version of Simon could be evil, if I'm being honest. Plus Winter King didn't give me evil vibes either, at least not "sinister evil" vibes. Was what he did still terrible? Obsoletely. Did he have it coming? Yeah. Was he evil evil though? No, he was desperate.
#just wanted to put that out there#maybe I'm going insane tho#and terrible at analyzing characters#either way doesn't matter#the winter king#adventure time fionna and cake#character analysis#winter king#simon petrikov
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I keep rewatching the Patrice & Frank scenes.
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There's just something about them. The dynamic between them, the way they look at each other. The fear in Patrice battling with his devotion to Frank. And then the connections to River. (What if it had been River at Patrice's place? If, in a different timeline, River would've grown up at Les Arbres?)
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Especially the scene with Molly in the background sticks out to me particularly.
We have seen Frank hurt Patrice before. Hell, Patrice is clearly expecting to be hurt now, and somehow, the casual violence with which Frank treats him, comes suddenly. The quick mood change from pulling at his hair, to gently grabbing his neck, to pulling him into a hug is jarring, especially with the dialogue not entirely matching Frank's actions. It's harsh and it's not, there are two different things going on here. The physical one and the emotional one. (Just look at his expression when they hug. There is so much pain behind those eyes)
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And later, when Patrice is chained to the radiator, staring up at Shirley and begging her to "Do it. Do it." I don't think he wants to die, not really, but I think he wants to face Frank even less. He's grown up as a child soldier and has spectacularly failed his handler, of course he can't face Frank anymore. I doubt it would've gone well for him if they had seen each other again.
#idk man#I would've loved more of their interactions#what a fucked up little duo#I can't hate Patrice#for all that he's done#what could he have done differently? to ensure his survival?#maybe this makes no sense at all tho#I think I'm going insane#lmao#slow horses#river cartwright#patrice harkness#frank harkness#slow horses season 4
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Some people have gender envy, but I just want to steal everything that Charles Rowland has going on
Which is to say that I also have gender envy
#the man's got literally everything#pretty and hot and soft and punk and aggshhdhg I'm going insane#i want him and i want to be him#maybe both? I'd settle for one tho#dead boy detectives#dbd#charles rowland#gender envy#nonbinary
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Erm!! I did more art!!!!!! My art style is so inconsistent I want to draw more realistically but I'm goofy goober at my core....... Gehahahaha
Also???? Pony Error under cut??????? (and a few error sketches!) Hidden slightly because I'm still a bit unsure about the design RAHH
I think it'd be cool if he had strings all over his body like he was some mangled stupid hasbro official pony plushie...... but the strings were like insanely last minute LMAO so I want to redo it again with that in mind.... when the pony takes me over again.
Transcript for Pony Info (because my handwriting is a bit messy)
PONY INFO!
Strings run along entire body
Used to have a cutie mark, but the file is "lost"
Horn sparks & glitches dangerously when using magic
-> Not harmful to him, but strong emotions can cause it to flare up (basically when the horn starts fuzzing a lot you know he's close to a full-on reboot)
Whatever the hell this thing is core -> (pic of very stupid looking Hasbro official Princess Twilight Sparkle plushie with brushable hair!!!! Batteries not included)
↓ WARNING!!! STUPID IDIOT BELOW!!!!!!! 🆘🆘🆘🆘🆘⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️☢️☢️☢️☢️☢️☢️☢️☢️☢️☣️☣️☣️☣️☣️☣️☣️🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢 ↓
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#utmv#swapdream#swad sans#swapdream dream#swan sans#swapdream nightmare#error sans#gamers err.... they're really stupid!!!#I hate them so much!!!! (LIE LIE LIE LIE LIE i love them actually with all my being)#I have no idea what I'm doing I'm not used to tumblr editor#I want to make my page look cooler..... maybe 2010s theme..... can i do that perhaps?#Stupid idiots!!!! Sorry my demons#I should probably make an intro post too but idk what to say.... other than “helo i like erm. Undertale! I like..... pretty much only UTMV!#This is mostly a lie I like other things but I'm only going to be posting UTMV mainly#Sigh getting off track anyways!!!!! Idiots!!! I hate them!#Swad he's so prim and proper and completely obnoxious#I feel like with him being completely manic 24/7 he wouldn't take care of himself very well#Like if it weren't for the self healing thing he would look absolutely terrible. Rotting teeth cracked bones etc etc and he would not care#He would still prance around in fields of daisies tho he is literally too hyped up#I feel like he would chase Swan like until his body physically could take no more#One sec he's approaching at full speed and the next he shuts down completely & collapses just because his body literally ran out of juice#Error is striving for that hobocore aesthetic he will not change his clothes ever he constantly repairs the same ones#I also feel like Error would be like. insanely stinky (PEE-YEW!)#Water doesn't interact well with his body so he avoids it best he can#he can only take sponge baths for hygiene and even that is like insanely prickly for him.... Feels like pins and needles sizzling on his bo#Sighs that's it for me gamers!!!!!! Ramble in the tags over#Swad OUTTT!!!! *bursts through ceiling leaving swad shaped hole in your roof*
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HAPPY 5/5 DAY RAGHH
I'm alive again for only THIS day to come. I rushed it but I really love James so much he's been in my brain, that fruity ass train.
Extra doodles of him *twirls my hair*
I wanna draw more Edward and James but idk, please help me guys...
Anyways live laugh love James <33
#ttte humanized#james the red engine#thomas the tank engine#thomas and friends#ttte human au#Happy 5/5#5/5#james the splendid engine#I'm literally going insane bruv#Why is James so damn fruity asf like??#Anyways I wish Edward and James kiss#Someday yall...#Can you guys tell I love James#I wish I can kiss him tho#Exploding him too maybe idk#I'm taking about drawing gordon and Spencer#Cousin enemies haha#Or diesel 10#Sigh I can't choose what to do#I'm literally in art block atm sob sob#ttte#ttte james
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just finished crush on my s5 rewatch and oh my god I NEED to know what the general opinion was when that episode first came out. how did y'all og buffy fans react to that??
#I forgot how INSANE that episode is holyyy shit#he's so annoying and creepy vjfvjndj honestly if I wasn't so fond of spike that episode might've put me off from him#we love a guy who can't take no for an answer#but also... spike. so. I cringe but I continue on anyhow#also maybe evil of me but I think it would've been SO funny is harmony dusted him with that arrow#to survive everything he's been through only to be done in by harmony in that moment? fantastic#like if he died then it would've been like see!! he's going on a rant about how he should just kill both of them oo he's not truly changed#or whatever do you get me? if they wanted us to not like spike well there that would've been perfect lol#or to kill him during lovers walk obviously but y'know just a thought if he died here instead#also HIII HI DRU DRU I LOVE U!!! she's so lucid in this episode honestly it's kinda weird haha#I'm used to her floating about nattering on about fucking whatever nonsense she's saying#aka my most rewatched episode is school hard and that is always my most recent memory of her#love that she kept laughing at him as well tho like yeah#spuffy#spike btvs#drusilla btvs#buffy summers#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer
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shellendorf musical is crazy man. i was listening to the soundtrack just now and got flashbacks to shucking yoko binder cap'n cuttlefish
#we were really out here making gay fanfic of nationalist military officers huh#some of which are still alive#sheldon rapping is still pretty funny tho#he goes surprisingly hard with it?#or unsurprisingly. his weapon lectures DO have a decent rhythm to them the longer you're stuck hearing them#or maybe i'm just going insane#must be the glowflies#shellendorf: the musical#theatre squid ramblings#yoko binder cap'n craig cuttlefish#splatoon#splatoon oc#splatoon rp#unreality
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Soo I'm finally back from my family and can now properly answer and think <3
first of all tysm for tagging me in your 2024 reviews @mapofyourstars and @cherikdogfood I've not had that happend before and sometimes have a hard time making friends for a longer time bc i'm so prone to fandom switiching
RIP mcyt fandom i still ove u so much, i wish i knew what happened with me but .. i've seen the treebark zine and it made me cry so much bc I'm so prouf of us but also i was so detached it makes me so scary (1 con to ruin in apparantly i used to not be that weak UGH BUT i digress!!)
Being SO back into the x-men fandom was so not on my bingo card but I couldn't be happier: the amount of nice and insane people in here? all the amazing fanfics and ideas on here?? (srsly I've read 400 alone on ao3.... PLEASE cherik only came bc of deadpool & Wolverine 6 months ago and 257/446 are about them KSKSKKSKS <3<3)
so yeha you two had a lot to do with that (bc i also actually talked to you guys KSKSKSK) but yes much thanks and love and all the best wishes for your new year and i hope i can enjoy your company again :33
@the3rddenialist happy new year to you here too and i hope you had a good time - i love seeing your current drift and vibe so pls imagine me cheering on you even tho i have no idea what is going on /pos
@funky-lady still can't believe we actually met !!! sry it had to be the con where stuff happened unfortunately and i wasn't the best friend to you for SURE but i still wanna say this and appreciate what u did and tbh you're so badass for flying out and doing that fr fr (also happy new year ofc!!!)
@evil-mop-eating-sponge you're the goat for reaching out to me and that's so cool of u and i hope i could kinda do that justice even tho i barely contribute stuff but i still wnated to let u know i think about u a lot and your little notif bubble makes me smile and i just wish u esp all the best braincells for your exams soon <3<3
tagging also my secret favs on here bc i love what you're doing and i SO so appreciate you for that and i can't believe the amazing things u guys do and write <3<3<3: @lordansketil @star-lights-up @stinkrat-aleks
also huge mention to my twelfth doctor bloggers out there I LOVE YOU and it's so insane that the love suddently is spreading hahahah
ANYWAYS: super thankful to be welcomed with open arms into the cherik fandom (I'd NEVER thought i'd finally get comics i am SO fucking happy about that, krakoa i owe u big time!!)
big hug for everyone and ty for reading ik i'm not a writer or an artist and don't have much time anymore but i still love you and this site that brings me peace like nothing else <3
#the list might be short and I'm sorry but also socialising got hard this year and yes i miss talking to people but also i barely do that soo#i'm working on it tho ;') this was the first year where i was brave enough to comment on fics and search for the authors on here tbh#very huge step for me#but yeahr very sappy here but owhale#the mcyt con stuff is still fucking with me it's insane#i usually am not like this but oh BOI ONE summer con meetup and i go downhill ig#maybe i should talk to sb to get it out of my system#nothing bad happend tho dw <3#i'm just being a meanie here and i def know that i have issues that i need to work through here ksksk#anyways bonne année 2025 <3<3
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I am not dead! Hi! Have this sketch I made during the last 2 hours of class
#Was I supposed to pay attention? Yes#Which I did funnily enough#it is just really so much easier to pay attention when I'm sketching#especially with drawings like these with a lot of lines and etchings#Comfort Art Style basically#norman polk#the projectionist#batim#bendy and the ink machine#Is the drawing related to that one other projectionist drawing I have been trying to finish for months?#Maybe. Maybe#Listen my pc crashed while I was finally finishing up the part of the drawing that absolutely drove me crazy#And now I am back at the beginning. I am going insane. Still going to finish it tho#And I am also working on that AU Masterpost
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it really is hilarious how little objective quality has to do with how much I'll love an RPG. larian makes games that are objectively very good, but don't really resonate with me personally when I play them, for whatever reason. bioware makes games of wildly erratic levels of quality that cause my soul to vibrate at pitches heard only by dolphins and god.
#I played through the majority of divinity original sin 2 and you could hold me at gunpoint and I still wouldn't remember much of anything#about what the fuck the story was about. I was on a ship at several points and there was a haunted house.#ifan is hot and the dumbest man who ever lived. that's about it#I played ALL of divinity original sin 1 and it's almost a complete blank. I have no memory of this place. who is this woman tegan#meanwhile I have been through the insane open worlds and bloated crafting systems of da:i and me:a more times than sanity should allow#and you know the real fucked up thing? *whisper* I'll do it again. I'll go back to the hinterlands of my own free will#I'll go shard hunting. I'll play dragon age 2 again and again b/c I'd buy a dlc about all the characters in that going grocery shopping#the heart has its reasons of which reason knows nothing#I guess they got me early with jade empire and that's all she wrote I imprinted or something#I have a vague feeling I don't vibe with the larian pacing maybe? their games tend to open with a bang and then get interminable for me#(again: clearly this is not about me actually having taste or standards for pacing I've played da:i more than seven times lol#very much a thing about me more than about either of these games)#no matter what I'm so grateful to bg3 for bringing the crpg back tho and I hope the industry follows that up#(granted after recent developments the industry might crash and burn and have a little postapocalypse rebuilding to do#before it becomes truly relevant ahahaaaaa god. god.)
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cannot believe i have to just go about my life like a normal person after this i fear i need 3-5 business days to process my thoughts and recover!!
#it's 3am the adrenaline's wearing off i have a dr appt in 6hrs and i'm working late and then i have to pack my apartment AGAIN??#the universe is cold and unfeeling when it comes to girls who just want to sit on the couch and write fanfiction#(work's gonna be slooww tomorrow tho so i might be able to still make some headway)#currently on the list (not that anyone cares lol) is an ep4 ending rewrite and a salem meeting fic#at least 2 smut fics with varying degrees of kink (as in i'm writing these for me but i guess y'all can read them if you want)#maybe ghost sex?? 👀👀#possibly an ac/cartinelli crossover and a 5+1 post nicky#and that's just what i've got so far dfhvbfbhdbshb#can't make any promises but provided i survive the next 2 days then fingers crossed i can get some fic posted this weekend!!#the maddie diaries#anyway it's been an absolute pleasure going insane with y'all tonight <3
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nelvas and elenfric are concrete Proofs that love is real and blooming
#text#beautiful sprouts of first love trust me on that#i'm just in slight denial because i wanna think t*lvas doesn't like n*loth much but that is ignorant towards -#- the degree and capacity of love a youngin can carry 😍 Sigh. ok maybe he's okay with liking that abomination#outside factors play into that (the harrowing things he has to live thru) but whatever. it's somewhat pure nonetheless#t*lvas' mom is gonna be in horrors and in bad condition upon finding out her son is being hit and experimented on -#- not to mention being piped by some old Monster but i think she will suck it up and calm down once she learns he's rich#'oh.. .. well.... okay then..Son... if you like him...😓' (t*lvas shuffling and looking at his nails)#he's jsut embarrassed#el*nwen deep and loving sense of ownership of her fave captive nepo baby#she wants to give him a bath#insane degrees of deep seated want for ulfr*c. bought him at the Nordstore and now he's hers 😍#sk*rim characters are so loving tho. G*lmar loves his friends so bad. my queen#el*nwen is fuming jealous over the thought of g*lmar giving ulfr*c a backrub#bye#ok actually maybe t*lvas youngin love not that beautiful because i forget logically it;s gonna leave him so broken it's unfathomable i can -#- always imagine him smelling clothes that reek of sweat and Death and being like 'everything reminds me of him😢'#he's gonna go hard on those prescription pills and mead but whatever#FIRST LOVEEEEE💗💗💗💗💗💗🫰🫰🫰🫰🫰
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Not gonna lie, I saw somebody say polycule? no, poly ecosystem and my first thought was what you had going on here because like, everyone is connected somehow, some way, different connection for each individual but still has a place in the whole group and there's an "Apex Predator" wherein, oh, you can take them away, sure, but it Will change up the dynamics a lot because they're intrinsically connected with each one even if there doesn't look to be a solid line between them because their very existence helps keep the balance just by being there.
Poly-game of Mikado, pull out one stick and the rest teeter on the brink.
#I like that idea tho! And I'm glad I thought of me lol#Certain members maybe aren't load-bearing but they have a domino effect ON the load-bearing ones.#Things function okay without Mikan in theory but ibuki and hiyoko both get antsy#Which makes everyone else on edge#And then yknow. Hajime is The load bearing structure#If Impostor leaves for too long everyone feels it#Etc etc. I like it!#The survivors are a small cluster of Hard To Separate#not an art#talky talky tuesday#Yes I am reviving it for today#Let's go#Before I drive myself insane thinking of my Stories
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watched the ml movie
that sure was smth that happened on my screen for real uhuh
#i feel like i'm in a catatonic state rn#more thoughts below‚ no spoilers tho! just thoughts on the movie as a whole#uh#it was not great SJHDHFJG but what where we really expecting huh#overall maybe like 4/10 pushing a 3.5 i'm def gonna have to watch it with better subs visual and audio quality later#excited for the eng dub LMAO#overall there were like 2 or 3 scenes i really liked but MAN that ending was not it#gonna be thinking about it for a while tho#NOT AS BAD AS THE SHANGHAI SPECIAL? CAN I SAY THAT? IDK... IM NOT AS. ENRAGED. MAYBE CAUSE IT'S AN AU#def things going on and happening that i just ???? who did this#extremely incoherent rn if you can't tell#insane . thing. yeah wow ie#tizzy talks#miraculous ladybug#miraculous ladybug awakening#ladybug and cat noir the movie#christ why did they rename this film like 200 times#ml awakening#mlb awakening#i don't even remember which fucking tag i use for it
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I don't care if the texts are about what you're eating for dinner, I'll take all the crumbs I can get !!
LMAO yeah okay here you go. And upon reading them this morning it wasn't that funny so idk why I was laughing almost hysterically last night about it ahskalslal
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#not snz#he's so right i did sound insane lmao#i always manage to forget how weird i get when I'm overly tired ahskalsl#in my defense i was texting my fire coworkers like this too ahskalslal#six of them texted me to make sure i survived my drive home and a few texted me later in the evening to make sure i was still alive#i got progressively weirder the longer the day went on lmao#passed out at like 11pm which is unheard of for me#it's 10am now and honestly i still don't feel like i slept enough#vaguely headachy and still kinda tired#i know migraine hangovers are A Thing but I've never had one so maybe I'm just going crazy fr lmao#at least i don't have to do anything today#also several people i know said to drink caffeine??? like will that not make it worse?????#the most caffeine i consume is maybe a cup of black tea and that's not even everyday#it just makes me so tired lmao and doesn't caffeine make headaches worse#i think the coworkers are just trying to fuck with me idk#i am kinda hungry tho i barely ate yesterday bc i was nauseous af#maybe food will fix me#partner posting
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I'm making anime opening credits in my head for Twenty One Pilots' lore, mostly with albums in mind.
So that's where we are.
#twenty one pilots#Forgive me as I descend further into madness#Combining my current peak obsession with my og nerdom and obsessions#But yknow they look and sound so cool inn my head#I unfortunately don't have video editing skills lol.#But maybe.....#🤔🤔🤔🤔#This is gonna be so niche tho lmao#My mutuals would like them out of pity lmao#Maybe#Look poppy I'm finally going insane too#Didn't even need someone else to make it happen 🤣🤣
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