#maybe I’m a terrible friend

[vilethot]

Real life complaining underneath

Lately one of my friends has just been on this “I’m so lonely and sad and I want to get back together with my ex who hurt me and made me even more sad because I’m so lonely I just need someone” and I don’t know how to explain to him that sometimes ur just fucking lonely like it sucks and it doesn’t feel good but u have to find a way to deal with it that doesn’t leave you feeling terrible about urself and it’s like getting really annoying not to be harsh constantly listening to him go on and on about how he wants a relationship and he wants to no be lonely cuz bitch me too!!! I’ve had to come to the painful realization that I’m ugly and I may never find a partner ever but at least I have my friends and hobbies and dreams and so on and so forth but he stays and craves shit that WILL hurt him and then I get a FaceTime call about how he hates being used only for sexual purposes or the partner that he knows is not emotionally available is surprise not emotionally available the second time around like idk maybe im a miserable bitch and a terrible friend but this whole thing is giving me a headache

[aroacecaduceus]

One wish I have for the Mighty Nein series is that Caduceus does not know how to fight at all.

Like not even a little bit. Like he’s completely useless in a bar fight.

Like, I want him in the fights, don’t get me wrong. I want them to show him cancelling crits somehow, like one of the Mighty Nein is about to be fucking destroyed and vines form around them and yank them back or something. I want them to show him casting holy weapon on Beau’s hands. Maybe he creates some fun shields when things attack.

But most of the time in battle, especially at the beginning, when he’s the new guy, I want him to be the most cringe-fail fighter to ever exist. I want them to get into a fight with pirates and just get knocked unconscious in one punch. I want them to rush out and accidentally steal that boat and realize they left Caduceus behind on the dock bc he didn’t know what was happening.

My man grew up as a healer and a graveyard attendant. If this boy threw a punch he’d break his hand on the other guy’s jaw. But don’t worry because he’d never think to throw a punch anyway.

In the game, he needed to do some fighting sometimes. But in the show, I think he should just hide away for nearly every battle. He should not cause a single drop of blood. Even when he’s angry. He’s the healer. Not because of the god he worships (she’s actually a freak) but because of a personal choice.

The only time he should attack is if they show the scene with sheep Caleb.

[thismission]

dragon age three companions strategy gameplay beloved what did they do to you

[halojalex]

admittedly i do feel a little surprised to see Lisa listed as a feature but its also not TOO surprising?? idk but I hope its good, bcus i really enjoy the original and sequels/remakes make me nervous kdlsldk

oh i’ve no doubt it’ll be good! just from the snippet we got to hear it already sounds like it’ll be so good, and i’m sure lisa’s part will be good too, it just seems odd when you think about it, specifically the part she’ll be singing

[sandsucks]

me telling the guy i like that he wishes he was as awesome as me (my conversational skills are superb)

[not-bluejay]

guys i’m totally and completely fine with the fact that no one ever cares about me as much as i care about them ^U^ <- lying

[ghostzzy]

did she see this post lol

[bananacat76]

i miss talking to my friends

[doccywhomst]

doing another doctor who rewatch but this time everyone’s jewish

[that-was-anticlimactic]

one of the worst feelings ever is wanting to write but your hands hurt too much or the words just don’t want to work so you just sit there staring at a half finished doc with tears in your eyes bc you want to write and you need to write but everything is telling you that you can’t

[no1ryomafan]

I’m always in and out of mega man circles and lore is a subject I’ve come to loathe sometimes as I enjoy the lore in this series but the gatekeeping was unreal over a series that didn’t have anything planned out-like most old video games trying to establish lore-so alterations to canon should be acceptable next to “aus exist for a reason” but maybe it’s just cause the fandom as is doesn’t like/give star force a chance, I wish low key people would be more accepting of the idea of “turning the FM-Ians into robots akin to the Stardroids” because that would be such a raw concept for them to still exist in the robot timeline but as more space alien robots we never saw but I know people would get hissy at this idea not being “canon” when this doesn’t invalidate the network timeline, it’s just saying “what if these aliens both coexist” (cause I also fuck with the stardroids also being FM-Ians or space Navis if duo.exe can exist, but I feel like someone would’ve done that by now but definitely hasn’t done this idea)

[theshadowrealmitself]

Angst thoughts: A having a crush on B but not even attempting to say anything about it, instead they just focus on trying to be B’s best friend and pretend to like all the exact same things as them and even changed their career for them, which of course leads to resentment of B and eventually them blowing up at them

And poor B is now finding out that their “friend” (who is really good at acting) has been lying to them the entire time, and resents them for?? not seeing through the lies apparently??? and honestly would’ve been okay if A had just said they liked different things, like yeah it was cool that it seemed like they were always on the same page, but you don’t need to be duplicates of each other to be friends, but instead of just communicating, A decided to lie and then dump it on B’s shoulders like it was their fault

[tipsy-scales]

I finally started watching the Nier Automata anime last night, so here’s a throwback to felt dolls of 2B & 9S I made way back in 2017.

I have almost no memory of making these & no idea where they went. Thank goodness for FB memories

[yourqueenb]

I imagine PB might do more spin-offs where a side character becomes romanceable if Unbridled does well. But I have to wonder why they chose to try it out for the first time with Untameable and Mandy specifically because tbh I’ll be surprised if the numbers meet PB’s standard for success

[mobbothetrue]

Had a dream I went to go see a publicity stunt movie, which was about… I want to say, like, animal farm or something— some grim thing, involving animals— except the movie was about forcing a real life pig, strapped to a movie theatre chair, to watch. Except the big twist at the end was the camera panning around to reveal… it was a fake pig all along. Unsure what the goal was.

I knew the twist going in, but I am as much unable to stop where my dreams are going as I am able to redirect a river with my bare hands, so into the theatre I went. The specific promotional stunt my dream theatre was doing was that the fake pig? In the theatre with you. Whooaaaaa. I got a seat pretty close to the animals— and the choice to switch from ‘pig’ to ‘animal’ is intentional, here, because I don’t remember what they were but they sure as hell wasn’t pigs

There was a baby… whatever it was, on the ground in front of the screen, and it’s mother was the one strapped to a chair. I remember spending most of the film staring at the mother & thinking ‘damn… that fake animal sure as hell looks real. I can see it blinking. Wow. Hang on,’ bc the fake animal was supposed to have button eyes

Now, I’m pretty sure in real life I would in fact be able to tell that it was a real animal like wayyyy faster, but again, dreams, rivers.

Anyway me forcing the realization that the animals were real made the dream start falling apart. Got lost in some long ass dark hallways. A theatre employee accosted me. Wound up back in the theatre & chose to free the baby. Was looking for a key to free the mother when I got trapped in the lobby which was also a veterinary office and my mother was there and trying to get me to run a class on animal welfare.

I don’t know why I’m turning this into a tumblr post. It was visceral though. I can still see the mother’s eye.

[arthoe-iceland]

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