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"Dean physically hitting/beating Sam" requested by anonymous
I had this same themed gifset in my drafts for quite some time, but since anon requested it, I remade it to finally post it. I excluded the occasions when dean was under the influence of MoC even though the show explicitly stated that the mark only amplifies what's already there. I also excluded a few other scenes for obvious reasons because I know how to take context into account, so I think this is a fair gifset. now apply the same standard to sam and do the math. and my original intention was, and still is, to show sam's reaction because everything I post is about sam. I don't even consider this as a dean crit post, this is just how he is and it is part of the show you can't deny.
#I have so much to talk about this but I won't#the mere thought of the potential fucked up things I may have to see in my notifs for this post had made me literally puke already#sam winchester#dean winchester#spn 2x03#spn 2x04#spn 2x14#spn 4x04#spn 6x06#spn 7x03#spn 15x17#s2#s4#s6#s7#s15#gifs
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#bnha 423#bnha spoilers#shigaraki tomura#midoriya izuku#spinner#shuichi iguchi#kurogiri#shirakumo oboro#afo#league of villains#dadgiri#spinaraki#and now: a detailed shitpost explaining my reactions while reading the recent chapter#once again i used microsoft paint to make a shitpost#literally the rollercoaster of all time... also one of the worst coasters i've ever ridden#awful 180 degree turn... literally almost puked at it#yeah so i called in sick just so i could have a day of mourning because holy shit my emotions are a wreck#things better get better or i may need to throw myself into a volcano for mental health reasons#smol’s stuff#smol’s weird ass shit
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garmadon devouring his son ,HAPYP BIRTHDAY @dynamo-roll3r!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#this is a parody of “saturn devouring his son” lol#ninjago#ninjago garmadon#ninjago lloyd garmadon#lord garmadon#lloyd garmadon#....what tags do they even use.....#The day I started on this when I fell asleep at around 3 am I was having terrible visions of me working specifically on the eyes of this#and also Lloyd’s green uniform and I was just laying in bed for like a good 2 minutes doing that while my stomach hurt like really bad#and I realized I had to puke and got up and puked GREEN. It was terrible and hilarious and I ended up giggling after I finished puking whil#still holding onto the ring of the toilet seat. 10/10 I would like to have that happen again because it was so funny#also “where are garmadons second set of arms?” i ate them(i forgot until i was finished rendering)#also also I actually finished this back in may (in like 4 days or a week i think?) and i was just waiting for fruitboys bday to come#my art
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i feel like i need to go take a shower, no, have a full on bath after watching that dinner with trent
#may watches the mighty nein#ep 110#he is so fucking Disgusting#i want to puke#i hate trent so fucking much#astrid and eadwulf are so hot fuuuuuck#wulf's compliments took me out oh my god this guy#liam having yet another connection in his stories to the matron#i love the consistency#trent ikithon#caleb widogast#the mighty nein#critical role
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Guys do not fucking lie to me is Agatha All Along a good show or does it only have lesbians
#I gave up on mcu ages ago#I refused to sit through s2 pf Loki after realising the first 3 episodes were utter shit#'it has a great finale-' I don't give a shit I refuse to watch a bad show because the last episode may be worth it#I haven't watched a marvel product in so long#I am happy without them. I am living a good life without them.#should I trust marvel one more time?#Because I swear to God if the show sucks ass and its only redeeming quality are lesbians I am goinb to have a mental breakdown#and cry#so be honest with me. I beg of you.#do not look into your heart- use your brain#is it a show that's actually enjoyable to watch and won't make me burst capillaries because of plot holes#inconsistency no real motivation behind the characters' actions bad writing bad dialogues or a deus ex machina#that randomly saves the day at the end of it all#I am begging you to tell me the truth#think it like that: I'm like someone who hasn't smoked weed in years#out of their own volition and they're fine they're good#but then they arr at a party and everybody's smoking this stuff and they say it's the shit. It's the real shit.#so then you go you break your vow to yourself and you decide to try it. And it fucking sucks. Worst joint ever. Makes me wanna puke and cry.#do not let me smoke the worst joint ever. tell me the truth. please.#agatha all along#agatha harkness
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my comic is live right now!
kyle and rex is an absurdist drama set in a stagnant afterlife where everyone lies, cheats, manipulates, and hurts each other in order to gain political power and admiration from the public.
with characters constantly haunted by ghosts of the past, trying to stay on top of the food chain despite constant betrayals and having their secrets held up above their heads, comes back kyle, from his long stay back as a guiding spirit on earth, to take back reigns of the throne in the inbetween. though much like everyone else, hes got a long list of dirty laundry that many are aching to reveal. there are no real friends here.
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updates every 2 weeks, at 6:30 pm central US time! (SP & ENG)
WEBTOON: english link + spanish link
TAPAS: english link + spanish link
FANEO: spanish link
#HI. GUYS. PUKES EVERYWHERE#im SO FUCKING NERVOUS#oh but first of all the link on top is a link to the promotional animation that goes along with the airing of my comic :) so if you want to#watch that you can. smile#anyways im just. really beyond excited and also terrified to start. cus you know#once i upload this theres no going back and im going to be constantly then publishing project after project thereafter and thats pretty muc#what ive been wanting to do all my life#so im just like this is the start of it this is going to set everything into motion!!!#im not expecting to get a ton of followers or readers or anyhting this soon specially since i think it starts to get GOOOOOD#after you learn some context but this is my first first original launch and im really excited!!!!!#i usually dont do this because i dont find it very important to me not as much as telling a really good story at least but obviously i have#tons of trans and lgbt just entire rainbow up in there and the majority of the characters#are not white they are from different cultures AND times#so if youre looking to read brown and queer stories by authors of the same there is that#anyone is fully welcomed to send any asks with questions or anything whatsoever!!!#i know its sort of a long post but as a notice i will be reblogging this every time i finish an entire new chapter#to keep people aware!!! c: i know it may be a bit annoying but i just want to get the word out !!#if youre bilingual i think it would be fun to see the differences between the translations i put i translated it myself since spanish is my#first language and well i think is funney :3#smile!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#kyle and rex#my comic#webtoon#tapas#faneo#what do people tag these things wif.....#my art#technically!#i supourse ill have to rb it to my art blogs too yipee!!!
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GOOD MORNING. CAN SOMEONE EXPLAIN TO ME WHY THIS
IS HAPPENING IN YOUNG MAY OF THE RAINY GLOOMY UPPER PACIFIC NW???? this is terrifying.
#like okay. i can handle 90 degrees its okay but in MAY......#our hottest months as of late are usually august and september#i am so scared abt this summer for real#like yeah its climate change. ofc. but i am still going to puke if it gets past 110 like it did a couple years ago#its specifically bc of my birds#i have to go out in that shit heat to take care of them and make sure *they* don't overheat#sorry i just woke up and it's like my god. its only spring#i think every major contributor to climate change should have their head exploded forever. and then they go to hell or smth#and even in hell their head continues to explode.#its only fair 🥺
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Reporting that Tears of the Kingdom has the same effect in me that Breath of the Wild ❤️
It gave me a fucking migraine after two hours of playing ❤️❤️
#zelda#zelda totk#totk#botw#zelda botw#migraine#but anna how could it give you migraines so quickly if you have over 120hrs in botw you may ask#I puked a lot while playing :)#shut up faraige#migraines#disabled#disablity
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god I hate having anxiety and placing my worth on my productivity
#i have to go back to my thesis advisor's class tomorrow#and im not as far ahead as i should be#hell. i should be fucking finished#i told him i wanted to finish in june#and now i have to go and face him and tell him how i barely have my facades worked out and i havent finished the dissertation itself#and OF COURSE i cannot tell him i didnt do shit during half of may and june#and i just feel like puking now#i hate it i hate it i hate it#i know worrying is going through it twice aND YET#my stomach is still in knots#and im panicking#bc i cant stand to disappoint people#fuck everything honestly#and then im going to have to tell him that im gonna be travelling half of september??#bc the possibilities of me actually finishing before the end of august are slim let me tell ya#but i also didnt stop my mom from purchasing the tickets for our vacation for september#im so done with this#i wanna cry#lune talks
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Okay, fine gonna get out of bed and take a hot shower and eat a cold nectarine and do laundry so I have cute outfits for work and do my homework so I continue to move forward in school because it's gonna be okay baybeeeeeee!
#I may have been in bed all morning and puked multiple times and I am unable to cry because im kinda so numb while also feeling everything#but in this house we are working on becoming better versions of ourselves so here we goooooooo#self care time lol
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#jbird's art#kinda still feel like trash. may or may not have puked. but it's okay!#don' matter. feeling. not better but not worse#so I'll deal.#have some. guy drawings.#havn't drawn in like. 2 weeks. might explode#the duke [oc]#birch [oc]#monster art#monster drawing#monster#guhhhh.
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Can everyone comment below the tags they use to avoid spoilers! I’ve been using:
#tbb spoilers
#tbb season 2
#bad batch season 2
#bad batch spoilers
But I will happily use others/more to avoid ruining the finale for those who can’t watch right away 💕
#pls don’t take this as a promise that I’ll be posting#because I may have thrown my phone in the pool if things don’t go well#anxious#puking#losing my mind#the bad batch#tbb
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really wish there was a tag that separated “I’m having Big Angry and/or Angsty Opinions about Star Wars” from “I’m goofing off with Star Wars I’m playing in the sandbox none of this is real so yes I will make my blorbo and this random glub shitto go on an adventure that makes no logical sense” posts because there’s too much of the former and not enough of the latter for my current mental state
#starlight personal#the good news is that I finally have another ketamine appt scheduled and it’s sooner than I thought they’d have an opening#the bad news is that the appointment is not tomorrow and we’re kinda at the end of my mental-emotional rope#now kids this is what we call: an inherent flaw in my treatment plan that cannot be removed#because pretty much in an ideal world I’d have ketamine appointments every 6 weeks but 1) expensive and probs can’t afford that#2) they don’t have enough availability for that to be realistic 3) can’t take off of work THAT frequently without consequences#4) I would probably start to doubt reality if I was tripping that frequently 5) I don’t think docs would allow it#treatment resistant depression and anxiety my beloathed if we could just chill that’d be great#treatment resistant PMDD my other beloathed someday I will do my damnedest to cut you out of my body#idk not to be too selfpitying on main but god it fucking sucks that I appear to be doomed to another cycle based mood thing#PMDD means I get two good weeks two bad weeks#ketamine being the only effective treatment for whatever my brain’s got going on means two good months followed by x bad months#until my next appointment#which like! two good months is better than no good months I am grateful that something helps#I just wish it was a more convenient help and it could be applied more consistently than my psych office provides#also wish I didn’t have to call them 3 times to get it scheduled but it is what it is#also also wish that I had fewer of the physical side effects of my anxiety and wouldn’t wake up puking the min things are rough#this is all to say: I want silly SW headcanons and droid headcanons and silly fic ideas and not Everyone is Always Suffering#but I’m also too lazy (I.e brain cannot make decisions rn) to search for new tags that may give me more silly#which means time to browse my bookmarks for good good comfort fics I have saved I suppose#(this is lowkey why i want to physically fight everyone i know who’s like ‘yeah meds would help but idk :/‘ like!!!!!!!!#bro it’s a privilege to have access to meds and it’s a privilege to have a body that doesn’t turn on you the min you take one!!!!#just try 10mg of zoloft I would kill for 10mg of zoloft to not make me entirely incapable of functioning!!!)#I don’t mean that - you have a right to take or not take medication and everyone’s reasons may be their own#I just had my body and have some rough feelings around treating my issues being so expensive and inconvenient#and then feeling guilty b/c I know I’m lucky that I can afford it and can take off of work for it when I need to#like I am pretty lucky to have something that works and to have a care team that helped me get here#so I don’t wanna be ungrateful or unappreciative of my own luck in this and the work that went into getting here#I’d just also like it if I could change the circumstances slightly#make treatment on the weekends an option - get my psych office to have more than 2 trip sitters so scheduling isn’t so bad
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y'know. it really sucks to feel yourself back-sliding, mentally, when you know you've been doing pretty alright for a while
#i can feel it coming scoob. frankly i think it may already be here.#i am always so tired. frustrated. having really fun mood swings.#and my job is deeply taxing and deeply stressful. ao i never get any fucking reprieve.#and i literally don't have the energy to care for myself at home reliably.#so my whole fuckin day got ruined today bc my landlord visited with some people to measure the place.#and i spent hours cleaning. and he ended the call by trlling me my apartment was dirty.#so. i cried. bc i have no emotional resilience anymore on account of the constant stress#and then i cut someone off in traffic today despite trying really hard to Not do that#but despite checking my mirrors and blind spot 4 times i still managed it!#and they sped past me. so i screamed at them from the safety of my car with the windows rolled up.#and then immediately burst into uncontrollable tears that lasted the better part of 30 min#and nearly made me puke.#so now. i am hollowed-out and exhausted. just barely making it through.#and i can feel how close the absolute meltdown is. and i can't fuckin do anything about it bc i can't miss work! fuck!#it's been an exceptionally stressful two weeks and I've had it. but we keep trucking i guess.#idk im sad and frustrated and just going through it rn. and it sucks bc i remember being happy.#and i'm just not anymore.#i ramble#sorry this was long and rambly and unasked for i'm just having a really really bad day#and will be having them every day until at least august!
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the besties on here might remember that weekend in early march where i got super sick and was vomiting for like a full day and honestly i don't know what the hell i had because it absolutely killed my appetite for like two full months i've only started feeling hungry enough for full meals within the last week
#personal#i'm not even kidding i've spent like march april and the first half of may barely eating anything#and puking far more than i have in like the last ten years combined#like whatever that was wrought absolute HAVOC on my insides
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If anyone relates to this even just a little bit, then I'm so sorry.
#• luna lavinchi speaking •#living with cptsd#cptsd vent#complex ptsd#diet culture trauma#monsters inside me#toxic health culture#ex vegitarian/vegan#emotional flashbacks#health documentaries#dark side of veganism#i should have never been forced to watch these as a child..my mind wasn't ready to understand the information nor tell what was real or not#-i cant try sushi or even think about fish without feeling physically sick and dizzy. i haven't had McDonald's since i was like 6ish years-#-old..i never wanted to share this information but i need to vent. I feel embarrassed and rude for not liking a food chain that most of the#-population does. Smelling or seeing McDonald's makes me wanna puke so bad because of everything those documentaries would say.#I will never be able to eat McDonald's in my life because of how sick and terrified i feel when thinking about the food even the drinks-#-scare the shit out of me. I'm so pissed that I'm triggered. All of the sudden i smell something in the house that smells like McDonald's-#-then the memories come flooding back and i feel like puking so back so i cant even eat dinner. i know this may seem stupid but i am-#-genuinly scared. Im tired of this shit and tired of feeling alone in this.#(anyway sorry. if you read my vent then i appreciate you)#tw food talk#tw diet culture#tw vent in tags#(dont even get me started on parasites cause thats a whole fucking trauma itself. damn it i hate it all. i hate it so much)#(also note: my therapist made me feel so validated weeks ago when i told her during my session that i was traumatized by monsters inside me-#-she literally knew the name of the show before i could even say its name. and she said she also cant watch it and that she saw it as an-#-adult who doesn't have ocd. so she told me she can't even imagine how terrified i was to watch it as a child who was developing ocd.-#-therapist W)
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