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Potober day 5 - oc(s)
feat. the Dutch ex clog dancer Matt Clog, Super Macho Man's fame monger sister Beauty Bling, and Scotland's shadow champion Nessie !!!
#potober 2023#punchtober 2023#punch out#punch out oc#matt clog#beauty bling#nessie#monkey brain draws
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By the way, I'll stop interacting with the fandom in general and talking about Matt (even tho I have two or three things planned before my travel), I have to get my degree, think about my own mental health and I'm not vibing with the fandom as I would love to.
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kill 10 matts or kill 1 j
can i kill myself instead? please?
#archie you are giving me nightmare situations#asks and the like#ALSO WHY DID YOU FEEL THE NEED TO PUT 10 MATTS. I LIKE MATT AND JAY THE SAME AS PEOPLE I JUST FIND JAY TO BE EXTREMELY EXTREMELY ATTRACTIVE#i won't tag this ntbts even though that's what it's about i do not want to clog the tag
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this is gonna get me killed or yâall are gonna roll your eyes but I think if thereâs anything Team Americory has to compare themselves to itâs Power Rangers Time Force
America: Wes - The figurehead. The mascot. Thinks she knows what sheâs doing but really doesnât. Ends up as a fan favorite.
Cory: Jen - The commander. Ultimately rallies the troops. Has a good head on his shoulders but can be stubborn and set on his ways. Probably has fallen for someone like America before.
Matt: Lucas - Chauvinistic asshole with a secret heart of gold and a love for someone elsewhere. Dreams of going fast.
Jag: Trip - There for â¨the vibesâ¨. Usually the funny guy but holds his own. Always got a thinking cap on.
Bowie Jane: Katie - Doesnât know her own strength or has the potential to do a lot more than she is.
Meme: Eric - Americaâs foil. Equal in every way except for how they approach things. While America operates on ideals, Meme assesses facts. America tries to do more than what she needs, while Meme sees whatâs in front of her and acts accordingly. Theyâre close but have the potential to be closer; their priorities just clash too much for it to work. The fans love her as well.
#bb25#bb25 america#bb25 cory#bb25 matt#bb25 jag#bb25 mecole#bb25 bowie jane#power rangers#look it started with Cory wearing pink and I ran with it#I was originally gonna have blue in fbjâs spot but idk how loyal she is#meanwhile they keep meme in their back pocket while she plays the middle somewhat#power rangers time force#also sorry power rangers stans for clogging the tag with my big brother brainrot
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⌠Im sorry, did season 2 even happen? Did I hallucinate it all? I must have, because literally everything that happened of any significance has been either forgotten or backpedaled.
Din getting the dark saber and thus being the rightful ruler or mandalor now? Irrelevant. Weâre just gonna give the dark saber to Bo Katan in the most bs way we can think of.
Grogu needing a Jedi teacher to help him control his powers/hopefully recover from the trauma of order 66 - and then leaving with Luke Skywalker at the end because that was what he wanted? Lol what, grogu never left what are you talking about??
Din removing his helmet, breaking his sacred oath and thus willingly ostracizing himself from his mandalorian cult because he found something more important to him than being a mercenary, something that was worth coming into the light and being known as something other than a mandalorian? Lol no. Heâs back with his cult now. Heâs never gonna become anything more than the mask he wears.
It has been a long time since Iâve seen a piece of media forget itself this badlyâŚ
#and now a word from matt#not tagging this bc I donât wanna clog the tag with negativity but like⌠damn.
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#found a deviantart page with lots of old young bucks pictures from their tna run#so yeah gonna be clogging up the tags with lots of baby bucks/fawns posting#this is from their debut in tna so yes this is the infamous hot topic gear#also not to make y'all feel old (since i seem to be one of the few elite girlies on here that's not like 25+)#but i was only 4 when this happened lol#young bucks#matt jackson#nick jackson#tna#generation me#hyperfixation#special interest#wrasslin
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He's just so damn happy he found her
Doctor Who The Bells of Saint John | 7.06
#i ship them#11th doctor in love#11 is my doctor#doctor who#eleven#eleventh doctor#matt smith#clever clogs
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Rewatching sa/b just for the Crows scenes
#my crowsss đ#just saw matt/as and n/na#trying to avoid clogging tags so that's why im censoring the names lmao
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4/23/23.
Mag-Amplitude was a 1980s band fronted by Matt Mancil. He was rocking fuzz/psych Oklahoma style a few years before The Flaming Lips began playing a similar style/feel of rock.
I took notice of this release initially because it was on Siltbreeze. The label is known for collaborations with New Zealand noise makers, and generally releasing or distributing (in this case Siltbreeze appear to be distributing the Zaius Tapes) reissue of Mag-Amplitude) lesser known guitar lo-fi genius. Mag-Amplitude fall into the latter.
Listening to this makes me think of Ty Segall, Charles Mootheart or The Clog (apparently they're in NYC to cut a full-length).
#Mag-Amplitude#Oklahoma#Matt Mancil#Siltbreeze#Zaius Tapes#Ty Segall#The Flaming Lips#Charles Mootheart#The Clog#Bandcamp
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Sleep Paralysis
Matt Sturniolo x reader
â tags;; sleep paralysis angst, lowkey hallucinations, angst with a sprinkle of fluff at the end, happy ending, hurt/comfort
â wc;; 930
â author's note;; feel free to take inspo, just tag me if you do and don't copy the entire thing + english is not my first language, so i apologise for mistakes <3
Exhausted, tired, worn out â none of these words quite describe the state youâre in. Youâre moving drowsily, your hands shaking as you pick up your phone to set an alarm for tomorrow. The warm pillows welcome you as you lean back, sinking into the mattress. Matt looks up from his phone as he hears your relieved sigh.
âTired?â he asks, chuckling.
You mumble something incoherent, so ready to fall asleep. He turns around and softly presses a kiss on your cheek, silently wishing you goodnight before rolling onto his other side to continue watching TikToks.
At this point, youâre far too gone to care that heâs not cuddling you. All you need is the warmth of the bed, his even breaths from next to you, and the safety of his room while you let your thoughts wander, waiting for the comfortable embrace of sleep.
Youâve been up since four in the morning, almost working non-stop. The only moments where Matt could convince you to take a break were for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. He forced you to go out with him to a restaurant, so you wouldnât be buried in work for the entire day.
Usually, youâre not a workaholic like this but today you simply had too much to do and couldnât bring yourself to stop. But now it was time to just relax, to let go of your worries, your racing thoughts, everything that was on your mind the entire day.
Like the fact that you still havenât replied to that one E-mail⌠fuck. But itâs too late now, youâre already falling asleep, you canât focus on that now⌠Your heart rate which had calmed down so comfortably starts picking up again, and you feel yourself take a deep breath.
Mattâs hand is in yours â did he go to sleep now as well? How long have you been lying awake? It canât be that long⌠But youâre not asleep now, and you can see, but arenât your eyes closed? Your body is heavy, so heavy, and you try to hold on to Mattâs hand, but you can see, and you see that he is not there, he is not in the bed, but something is holding onto your hand, you can feel something in your handâŚ
And the room is wrong, so wrong, it isnât safe anymore, why isnât Mattâs room safe? Itâs supposed to be safe, to be warm, itâs supposed to be just you two in here, but there is something more, something else, and your thoughts are racing, but your body wonât move, and youâre trapped, in his bed, in your bodyâŚ
Nothing is holding your hand anymore, and you can see that the bed is empty â Where is Matt? â but you canât move, youâre heavy, your heart is racing, and there is someone, something, staring at you, looking down at you, piercing you, trapping you, and youâre fighting, but your throat is clogged, your voice is empty, and your lungs are so full. Your breath catches in your throat, and there is something in the corner of Mattâs room, which is supposed to be safe, and itâs moving⌠Is it moving? Is it coming closer? Is it taking a step toward you, across the room? It is.
Your breath hitches, your eyes water, your body trembles, you donât like this, you donât like this, you donât like this, this isnât good, this is not good⌠It is closer now, you donât know what it is, a shadow, a demon, a person, you donât know, you donât want to know, but it is too close nowâŚ
You want to scream, to cry, to call out, to yell for help, for anyone, for anything, but your throat is tight and unmoving, and you canât move, you still canât move⌠A weight is pressing down on your chest, stealing your breath, stealing the air you should be breathing.
It is too close, way too close, your entire body is limp, and you canât do anything as it comes closer and closer, as you see it leaning down to you, as you see it reaching outâŚ
And someone shakes you, holds your shoulders, moves you â youâre moving, youâre moving, youâre not heavy anymore, but you still canât breathe, your arms are limp, your mind is foggyâŚ
Matt holds you.
His arms are around you, safely, holding you against him, pressing you against his chest; you can feel the warmth, the safety. The pressure in your lungs slowly sinks, and you take a deep breath, sucking in the air greedily. Tears stain your cheeks, and you lift your hand â finallyâ and hug Matt, clinging to him because this is safe, youâre safe again. You are safe again in his room, in his bed, in his arms.
âHey, hey, hey,â he whispers in your ear, and you finally move, you finally take deep breaths, you finally feel your body again.
But it feels wrong, and youâre just looking, just staring, too scared to move, too scared to speak, because what if you canât? But you have to because your throat is clogging up again, your lungs are stuffed again, and you finally speak.
âAm I- is- am I awake?â you ask, your voice just as shaky as you feel, just as weak as the small breaths you take, just as unsure as your lungs as you continue breathing.
âYes,â Matt says, his voice clear and soft, his hand on your hair, brushing over it, holding you close. âYes. Youâre alright.â
âIâm alright,â you whisper, leaning into his touch. âIâm alright.â
â nina speaks;; sleep paralysisâs are nastyy. i once legit thought someone took my hand lmao
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#matt sturniolo x reader#matt sturniolo fluff#matt sturniolo#matt sturniolo angst#sturniolo fic#sturniolo#sturniolos#sturniolo fluff#sturniolo angst#chris sturniolo#nick sturniolo#matthew sturniolo#sturniolo triplets
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Okay actually I'm gonna make a reblog to fully explain my thoughts but fair warning this is gonna be rambly People calling Matt weak based on him hiring an assassin and rightfully being afraid of said assassin are severely and intentionally misunderstanding his character to what I feel like is a mildly annoying degree. You don't have to like a character to understand their motivations and drives I feel!
Its the assumption that he HAD to hire it because he was weak and not because he doesn't want to get his hands dirty. He's a highly paranoid and calculated person who also happens to be a fairly popular celebrity. The risk of being caught is far too high for him to want to kill with his own two hands. Work smarter not harder ect. ect. Will has not had any major acting roles that we know of and thus has less of a reason to need to stay physically fit, whereas Matt has the lead role in his show when we meet him. Granted it could partially be just acting, but an action role is physically demanding nonetheless. Not to mention... have people actually looked at him? He's not as big as Will, but he's not a twink like people are calling him. There are plenty of twinks in AA but he is not one of them
#michael talks#this is propaganda i guess#sorry i have a lot of feelings on matt's character and felt he wasn't being given enough thought#hes not a likable guy but hes not flat development wise either#his case is one of the best final ones i think#rest in peace maya you would have loved cheezburger memes#this isnt that serious to me i just didnt wanna be misinterpreted#or continue to clog the replies#but i did have more thoughts
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The King's Men - Chapter Eight
Day: Friday, January 19th Time: 6:40 PM EST
Neil pushed the brothers from mind and followed the men into the changing room. He twisted his combination into the lock on his gear locker and pulled the door open. There was a split second of unexpected resistance, then a sharp pop of something breaking. And thenâblood. It exploded in his locker, triggered by the door opening, and Neil recoiled as it cascaded over everything inside. The smell of it was so thick it clogged his throat and choked him. Neil's shock only lasted for a white-hot second before panic took over. He dove at his locker, grabbing for his uniform and gear. It was too late and he knew it, but he had to try. His jersey squelched in his hands like a swollen sponge, spurting blood all over his fingers. He dropped it and scrabbled for his helmet. His fingertips grazed hard plastic but couldn't latch on before Matt grabbed him. "No," Neil said, but Matt hauled him away from his locker. "Wait!" He dug his feet in, but the tread of his shoes were soaked and slid across the ground. The blood had hit the bottom of his locker and was now spilling onto the floor in a swiftly-spreading puddle. Hanging from the top of his locker was an empty plastic bag, rigged to tear open when the door pulled too wide. It looked big enough to hold at least two gallons; it was more than big enough to destroy every single piece of gear Neil owned. "Nicky," Andrew said, "get Coach." Nicky bolted. Neil elbowed Matt as hard as he could. Matt cursed as he lost his grip on Neil. Neil ran back to his locker, skidding a little as he got closer. He had to catch himself on the neighboring locker to keep from falling. As soon as he had his balance he frantically unloaded everything piece by piece. He couldn't tell his Home and Away jerseys apart anymore. Even the padding on his armor was wrecked. Neil picked his helmet up and turned it to watch blood slide off the hard plastic face guard. "Neil?" Matt asked. Neil dropped the helmet to the pile at his feet and punched the back of his locker. His fist hit plastic instead of metal, and Neil wrenched the broken bag off its hook. When he turned to throw it Andrew caught his wrist. Neil hadn't even heard Andrew cross the room toward him. Neil stared at him and through him, heart pounding in his temples. "It's ruined," Neil said, voice ragged with an awful rage. "It's all ruined." Wymack burst into the room with Nicky on his heels. The sight of so much blood stopped him short for a moment before he strode for Neil. "Is that yours?" "Coach, my gear," Neil said. "It'sâ" "It's not his." Andrew let go of Neil and went back to his own locker. "He's fine." "Peroxide," Neil said. "Does Abby have any in her office?" When Wymack just looked at him, Neil started for the door to find some himself. Wymack put an arm in his way to stop him. "I need to clean my clothes before the blood sets or I won't have anything to wear tonight." "And I need you to derail that one-track fucking mind of yours for two seconds and focus on the fact that you are covered in someone or something's blood. Are you okay?" "Andrew already said I'm fine," Neil bit out. "I'm not asking Andrew," Wymack said. "I'm asking you."
Art used with permission by Sam. Thank you @02511213942!
#aftg#all for the game#neil josten#tkm#the kings men#the foxhole court#andrew minyard#palmetto state university#psu foxes#andreil#on this day in aftg#otdiaftg#palmetto state foxes#otdi all for the game#nora sakavic#the foxes#on this day in all for the game#kevin day#nicky hemmick#aaron minyard#coach wymack#abby winfield#matt boyd#dan wilds#renee walker#allison reynolds#artists#02511213942#CW: Blood
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could you please make one where Chris and reader are dating and reader feels sick and Chris just takes care of her and acts all sweet and stuff? đŤ
an: thank you for the request ily đ§Ą
this turned out so much longer than i intended
this isnât my first one shot but itâs the first with one of the sturniolo triplets in it.Â
obviously their characters have been altered by me a little to fit into the story but i tried to make it as realistic as possible by keeping their personality traits as they are in real life.
also comment or like this post if you want to be added to the taglist
pairing: chris x fem!reader
word count: 4.1k
warnings: fluff, use of âbabeâ and âmaâ as pet names for reader, intentional wrong spelling in text messages to make it more realistic, mentions of nsfw themes, swearing, lots of playful teasing between characters
y/nâs dialogue Â
chrisâ dialogue
mattâs dialogue
nickâs dialogue
mary louâs dialogue
âitâs just a cold, nothing serious i promise. i donât think i can come over today though, i donât wanna infect any of you. iâm sorry for ruining movie night,â i say to chris on facetime before breaking into a cough. i turn the camera away from me, not wanting him to see me in a disgusting state like this. if i could, i wouldâve muted myself so he doesnât have to listen to it either. plus, i know how worried he gets with any type of sickness or unwell feeling really.
so, of course it wouldnât be chris if he didnât immediately furrow his brows.
âbabe no, donât apologize. you didnât choose to get sick.â
he gets up from where he was sitting on the couch and goes downstairs to his bedroom. he puts the phone down so all i can see now is his ceiling. his voice sounds a little farther away when he speaks again, âit doesnât really sound like nothing serious, does anything hurt?â
âto be honest, my whole body has been aching since i woke up this morning. itâs not too bad, just a dull ache, i can still move and all that, even if iâd prefer to just lay here and rot away,â i laugh and hold back the cough that wants to escape right after in hopes it would make him worry a little less. vainly.
âyour voice sounds stuffy and kinda hoarse, does your throat hurt?â
âi forgot you turn into a doctor every time somebody doesnât feel great,â i roll my eyes even though he canât see it with his phone still down and him on the other side of the room from how distant his voice sounds.
âshut up, y/n. you feel worse than ânot greatâ. youâre not fooling anyone with that act.â
he reappears on the screen. now i can see what he has been doing in the time i couldnât see him. he put on a hoodie over the tank top he had been wearing before, the hair he had put up in a little ponytail - if you could even call it that - in the front has been untied and brushed. or maybe he just ran his fingers through his hair a couple of times, thatâd be more like it.
âanyways baby, imma call mom real quick. be right back,â he hangs up before i get the chance to respond.
i put the phone down next to me on the bed iâve been in since i realized this morning how much it hurt to stand up and how i felt like i was gonna throw up every time i moved too hastily.
i took a deep breath - well, as deep as a breath can get when your nose is clogged - and closed my eyes to try and concentrate on something other than the throbbing pain in my head.
i feel so much worse than how i described it to chris and i feel bad for kind of lying to him, i do. but he has been dealing with so much of his own lately - new designs for his brand, fixing the shipping issues with some of the orders from his last drop, coming up with video ideas and prefilming those before him, nick and matt go on tour again, preparing everything for said tour - see, he really doesnât need me to add to his things-to-worry-about-list, especially if he canât do anything to fix it and itâll go away on its own anyway.
i feel my phoneâs vibration from somewhere in between the sheets and grab it. it's messages from nick.
hey y/n heard your not feeling so good (:/ smiley) i was really excited to see you again today but donât you dare feel guilty for it
i know how you guilt trip yourself into thinking everything is your fault
its kind of a good thing bc now i have time to get the matching pjs we wanted
hope you feel better soon tho
matts sick too maybe you got it from him when you helped him decorate his room yesterday
I hey y/n heard your not feeling so good đ i was really excited to see you again today but donât you dare feel guilty for it
word spreads faaast đ iâm so sad i gotta wait another week or so to see you again i only like sleepovers cuz of u but dont tell chris đ¤Ť
I i know how you guilt trip yourself into thinking everything is your fault
seriously i hate that yk me so well đ
I its kind of a good thing bc now i have time to get the matching pjs we wanted
at first i was like 𤨠but then i kept reading i LOVE YOUU SO MUCH OMG just so yk chris was the second option
I hope you feel better soon tho
me too now iâm excited for the pajamaaas đŤ
I matts sick too maybe you got it from him when you helped him decorate his room yesterday đ¤
iâm gonna kill him like fr this time
hey where tf is chris??
talking to mom shes teaching him sth honestly donât ask idk
ok đ i think im gonna take a nap talk later?
yess get some rest and lmk if you need anything â¤ď¸
lyâ¤ď¸â¤ď¸
after sending the last message i get a call from matt. i contemplate not picking up for a second but decide against it.
âwhat?â
âuff, whatâs that attitude?â
âiâm sick because of you, shithead.â
âwe donât know that. what if youâre the one who passed it on to me, hm? besides, i was just calling to tell you to drink some water and to ask if you need anything. i was actually being nice but you clearly donât deserve it,â his voice is just as bad as mine, if not worse which makes me feel a little bad, but matt wouldnât be one of my best friends if i had to worry about him getting mad every time iâm not nice. thatâs actually how we bonded after annoying each other every chance we got. we both have a bit of an attitude problem which caused a lot of irritation and aggravation. now we get along better than any pair of best friends. the teasing stayed in place, but now we both know thereâs only endless love behind it. sometimes you just gotta let off a bit of steam and we both just get that.
âfine, iâm sorry. sickness really does turn you soft, huh?â i smirk.
âwhyâre you saying it like you just confirmed a theory?â
âmary lou told me once and iâve been waiting ever since to see for myself, guess she was right.â
âyou are actually the worst. iâm hanging up now. drink water, bye.â
he hangs up the phone and i laugh to myself. what a big baby.
i open chrisâ chat and type in a message telling him iâm going to sleep and that i will call him once i wake up again. i donât bother waiting for a reply and just put the phone on my nightstand. i turn on my side, close my eyes and after that i donât notice anything anymore.
i jolt up from bed, breathing heavy, body sweaty and heart racing. my room is dark, lit up only by the moon shining through my window. i look around trying to remember where i am and shake the nightmare from my mind.
i reach for my phone and check the time.
11:43 pm
i turn on the flashlight and right when i notice a black jacket hung over the back of my desk chair i hear footsteps coming closer.
chris pushes the door open and steps in.
âoh shit, did i wake you?â
âno i had a nightmare. what are doing here?â
i sit upright in bed and turn the flashlight off when chris flips the switch to turn on the fairy lights around the edges of my ceiling.
he moves to sit on the bed next to me before he answers, âi had mom teach me how to make her get-well-quick-soup and brought you some. she also told me about the perfect remedy tea, i can make it for you,â he stands up again immediately, âiâll heat up the soup for you first. shit ma, have you even eaten anything today?â he stands by the door, holding the handle but looking back over his shoulder at me.
âchris,â i honestly donât know what to say to him. he is so sweet i have to fight the tears that build up on my waterline. i just look at him for a moment, a little smile ghosting on my lips.
iâm well aware of how caring, considerate and compassionate chris is as a person in general, but it still baffles me sometimes how much he goes out of his way to make others feel good. i guess iâm just not used to it, being loved like this, having someone do everything that lies in their hands - and beyond that - just for me. itâs astonishing to say the least. especially when i myself have had issues with showing how deeply i cherish somebody ever since i can remember. itâs probably rooted somewhere in my past and how my affection has been received and responded to, thatâs what my therapist says anyway.
i shake myself out of my thoughts and move the blanket away from my body to finally get up. immediately chris is beside me, holding me in place, âwhatâre you doing, ma? stay here iâll bring it up,â he talks quietly, trying to get me to take in my previous lying position but i stay put on the ground.
âbabe, i have been in this bed almost all day. i need to get up. iâll just come down with you, we can eat together in the kitchen,â i try to convince him.
he looks at me, an uncertain expression on his face for a few seconds, the gears in his head almost visibly turning while he thinks about it. at last he lets out a sigh and nods, âalright then, hop on my back,â he bends over in a piggy back position in front of me and i canât help the laugh that escapes me.
âyou do know i can walk, right?â i ask still chuckling.
âi know, come ooon, just do it,â he urges me on and wiggles his hips, making me laugh even harder when i climb on his back.
âyouâre gonna be so sick tomorrow, chris,â i complain mournfully once he lets me down to sit on the kitchen counter while he gets to heating up the soup he brought.
chris insists heâs not prone to catch a cold or any sickness easily, no matter how contagious or how close to the source he might be, even though he has proven himself wrong multiple times on more occasions than he cares to admit.
âno i wonât. besides, i could use a few days off even if i have to be sick to get that,â he lets out a huff of air trying to make it sound humorous, but both of us - and everyone who knows chris for that matter - knows that he is exhausted and is in desperate need of a break.
i know he doesnât want me to get serious about that topic right now though so i try to change routes, âoh my god,â he turns around from where he was stirring the soup on the stove and faces me, confused about my shocked exclamation. i point an accusatory finger at him, my jaw hanging low but a smile still creeping itâs way on my face.
âso thatâs why youâre here. you came to try and get infected, thatâs why you carried me down too even though you know damn well i coulda walked by myself. and iâm here thinking you were actually being the best boyfriend on earth. turns out my man is a piece of shit,â by the end i fail to stay serious and let out a giggle. well, itâs not like he actually believed that i meant what i was saying but still.
he lets go of everything he was holding, turns around to me fully and begins to stalk toward me slowly.
âoh yeah?â i donât know if itâs just me or if heâs doing it on purpose but all of a sudden his voice sounds deeper, his face more stern and serious.
âis that what you think then? iâm just a piece of shit?â he makes me nervous at first but the second i see the smirk on his lips i know exactly whatâs about to follow.
âchris. no.â
he is standing right in front of me, so close he has positioned himself in between my legs, his hands on the counter on either side of me, trapping me. the finger i was pointing at him long since taken back.
âam i a piece of shit when i make you cum with just my tongue?â his face is so close now.
âstop,â i say quieter than i mean to, almost whisper-like.
âor when i fuck you so good you canât walk right for days, am i a piece of shit then?â
this asshole is doing it on purpose. he knows i would never have sex with him when iâm sick so heâs trying to rile me up the little fucker. have i mentioned that i actually hate him. like for real hate him. the type of hate that leads to an absolutely mindblowing fuck. shit.
âor yesterday when you told matt you needed a break and came downstairs to my room to suck me off and then you just wiped your mouth and went back up like nothing happened. did you do it because iâm a piece of shit?â
my jaw is on the floor.
âor whenââ
âOKAY,â i practically scream, âyouâre the best and i didnât mean what i said, just please stop.â
iâm almost whining at this point.
i try to rub my legs together to ease some of the friction unnoticeably but chris is like a hawk, sees everything, notices everything. and then he smiles. just smiles and goes back to the soup.
later that night, after i was forced to eat almost all of the soup and drink two cups of magic tea while chris downed a cheese burger, fries and three of the last four pepsi cans i had in my fridge, we snuggled up on the couch with a heavy blanket that chris had also asked his mom for, thrown over both of our laps and a random movie playing on the tv.Â
neither one of us actually felt like watching something but we threw it on as background noise anyway. chris and i have barely seen each other in almost two weeks so all we want right now is to enjoy each other's company. he has been so busy with all thatâs coming up for him and his brothers, still is. and i've been studying like crazy because i always feel like i wonât pass if i donât and when i wasnât busy with that iâd be at work to earn my living and feel like iâm doing enough. so there wasn't really time for us to actually be together and get to enjoy it. i've missed it.
âyou know youâre probably sick because you exhaust yourself all the time,â chris says when he turns to look at me.
âshh,â i shush him with my eyes closed and a smile on my lips, âi got it from matt, no discussion.â
he lets out a little laugh at that, âyes discussion. if you keep going like that, one day itâs gonna have more serious effects on your health than a cold. you donât even need to do all that. how many times do i have to tell you your life is worth enough even if you donât work yourself half to death and have a little fun every once in a while,â he rubs my thigh while talking. chris knows better than anyone that i donât like being put on the spot and lectured about my not-so-healthy habits like that, especially when i know exactly that itâs in fact very unhealthy. but he also insists on having these talks with me because he knows i would shut out everyone else whoâd dare to try immediately. he and his brothers are the only three people i have let come so close and they make use of that quite often, might i say. but itâs okay because these people are my best friends and i know i need to be put in check sometimes, i admit. nobody else would dare try but them so i just let them.Â
i must say, it has helped me improve my life to an extent. they taught me that itâs okay to cut ties with people who are bad for my mental health and encourage bad habits, and that i donât owe shit to them even if they want to make me believe that. they kept telling me âquality friends are worth so much more than a big amount of bad onesâ until it finally clicked in my brain and i blocked half of my contact list.
âlook whoâs talkinâ. mister i work twice as hard as the person i try to lecture,â i jab my finger in his side and he jerks.
âyou know thatâs different,â he holds my hands in his to stop me from doing it again.
i like feeling his hands on mine. i know heâs my boyfriend and it might be weird to say it like that. but i havenât seen him in so long, which means i also havenât felt him in so long. itâs crazy but it almost feels like in the beginning when we were scared to touch each other and would act like we accidentally brushed our hand on the other but we both knew it was fully on purpose.
chris pulls me out of my thoughts again when he speaks, âat least i have an end in sight and workâs gonna be way more relaxed once iâm done with everything. with you thereâs alwaysââ
the ringing of his phone cuts him off and he takes a look at the caller id, his mom. he narrows his eyes at me and gives me a look that says âweâre not done yetâ but picks up the phone and holds it up so she can see the both of us on the screen.
âi was going to ask chris about you but since youâre with him please pinch him for me,â is the first thing mary lou says when she looks at us. and i gladly do as she says even though i don't know what he did to deserve it.
âoww, what was that for?â chris asks whining and i just shrug and chuckle.
âyou told me you would bring y/n the soup and go back home. you lied to me.â
i turn to him with my mouth hanging open, âchristopher owen, how dare you?â
itâs so fun to aggravate chris.
he furrows his brows at me and then looks back at the screen, âshe literally begged me,â he straight up lies. âi was trying to tell her i didnât wanna get sick so i could only drop off the soup and blanket and would have to leave again but then she started cryingââ
i hit him for real this time, hard enough to make him suck air through his teeth.
âmary lou, donât believe a word he says.â
âi know, darling, you wouldnât do that. chris, thatâs twice youâve lied today.â
âsorry, mom,â he actually looks defeated now, âyou know i canât just leave her all alone when sheâs like this. i lied because i didnât wanna worry you. i wonât get sick though,â at that me and her give each other a knowing look but let him continue, ây/nâs weak and in pain, of course iâll be by her side as much as i can, you probably knew i was here, thatâs why you called me,â chris wiggles his finger at his mom with a cheeky smile while sheâs trying to hide her own.
âalright, alright,â she gives in, âthatâs how young love is, i guess. anyway, have you eaten the soup yet?â
âalmost all of it,â i report proudly, rubbing my stomach.
âonly forced,â chris side-eyes me and i roll my eyes at him.
âand the tea?â mary lou just keeps going. well, i definitely know where her son gets the caring from.
i grab the mug thatâs been sitting on the table for two hours and could now be considered iced tea and hold it up for her to see, âthis is my third,â i take a sip.
âvery good. okay, well, i just wanted to check if chris is taking good care of you. itâs important for you to get enough rest, donât go to sleep too late, alright darling? i have to go now but if you need something just give me a call. iâll talk to you both in the morning. good night, i love you,â she blows two kisses as we tell her we love her and then she ends the call.
right when chris puts his phone down we hear the doorbell ring.
we both glance at the direction of the front door as if we could see through it and figure out whoâs standing on the other side. then we turn and look at each other.
âexpecting someone?â chris asks me and i just shake my head no and shrug unknowingly.
âopen up!â the voice sounds muffled but itâs unmistakably matt.
chris rolls his eyes and sighs loudly and i just giggle.
he moves the blanket and gets up to go open the door but stops in his tracks suddenly, turns around again, bends down and kisses me.
âwonât be able to do that for a while if heâs here,â he explains before he goes.
matt and nick do complain every time we kiss in front of them, so we agreed on trying not to do it anymore. they act like little kids being forced to see their parents being all lovey-dovey with each other. at least one of them always yells âGET A ROOM!â as if theyâre not invading our personal space. big babies, like i said.
âwhatâs up, bitches?â nick walks in wearing the pajamas we wanted to match, holding up his hands. one holding what i assume is my set of the exact same one and a pillow in his other hand.
i jump up from the couch immediately and squeal as i run toward him to hug him.
âwhat are you doing here?â i ask once we let go of each other, our smiles still as big as ever.
âsince chris is here breathing in germs and this one,â he points his thumb over his shoulder where matt is giving chris a pajama pair, âis already sick i thought we might as well have our movie night here since iâm getting it from one of you either way.â
âiâm so happy,â i squeak, elongating the words.
âarenât you happy to see me too?â matt acts sad and offended when he moves to stand next to nick.
i roll my eyes but give him a big hug, âi am actually.â
chris scoffs and we all laugh. he moves to stand closer to me and i wrap my arms around him, tilting my head to look at him.
âyou guys can go in the kitchen, grab some snacks while me and chris put on our pajamas,â i say to nick and matt, my eyes still locked on my boyfriend.
they do as theyâre told once theâve put down their things and soon enough theyâre out of sight.
âyou good?â chris asks me quietly, stroking my hair gently
âyeah. i just realized our alone time is over,â i respond in a hushed tone.
he gives me a kiss on the forehead before he talks, âitâs okay, weâll just go up to your room when theyâre asleep. nothingâs keeping me away from you tonight.â
hearing it makes comfort spread in my chest in a way i didnât know i needed right now.
âi love you so much, chris. thank you for everything,â i try to sound genuine, because i truly am.
he holds my chin between his thumb and forefinger and dips his head until his lips meet mine.
âi love you too, ma.â
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Matt Smith x Reader
Matt and Reader have been together for a long time and it's time for Matt to take the plunge and ask Reader to marry him
Thank you for the request, anon! Iâm rolling this into my ongoing Smith family series of askâs. This can be read alone or as a prequel to my pregnancy surprise and announcement stories. I also hope you donât mind this will contain some serious smut.
Tropes & topics: SMUT (oral sex [f&m receiving], dirty talk, impact play, rough, protected sex), lots of fluff before it descends into porn lol, mentions of marriage obvi
Word Count: 3.1K
Mattâs heart feels like itâs going to burst from his chest if he doesnât throw it up first. Youâre seemingly oblivious, happily digging into your dessert, taking in the stunning seaside view.
Your fifth anniversary had been mid-June, but his shooting schedule kept the celebration limited to you visiting him abroad and sharing room service. He knew you hadnât minded, youâd said countless times that you just were happy to be celebrating together, but he wanted to acknowledge this milestone the right way.Â
This trip was the best way to celebrate that while also finally pushing him to gather the courage to ask you to marry him. As you enjoyed this final meal of the trip, a ring box has been buried in his pocket and his nerves have frayed. Itâs not that heâs worried youâll say no, he knows what you two have is forever, but itâs still such a monumental moment and he doesn't want to bungle it.Â
âHoney, dolphins!â Your excited gasp pulls him from his thoughts and while he glances to see the pod swimming just offshore, his gaze quickly returns to your face. Golden hour is almost here and the slowly setting sun makes your skin glow and reflects the joy in your eyes.
âThere you have it, your favorite animal bidding you farewellâ he replies and you nod, frowning slightly at the end of your getaway rapidly approaching.Â
âIâve really had the best timeâ you say, finally pulling your eyes from the water.Â
âMe too, darlingâ he assures you, squeezing your hand as your server cleared the table. Matt pays the tab before standing, pulling you into his side as you two make your way out of the restaurant.
âCan we lay on the beach for a bit when weâre back at the house?â you request and he smiles, envisioning the scene he already has set up for you there.
âOf course, what a brilliant idea.âÂ
A comfortable silence settles as you both take in the beauty around you on the brief walk back to the small beach house youâd rented for the last week. He follows you through the house, pausing as you both remove your shoes at the backdoor.
âMatty!â you gasp as he slides the glass doors open. âItâs beautiful, when did you do this?âÂ
He grins, pleased at your excitement. He places a hand on your back to guide you through the sand before helping you sit on the large blanket heâs laid out for you both thatâs surrounded by petals from your favorite flower. âI snuck out while you were getting ready before dinner. Now, champagne?â he asks, lifting the chilled bottle from the ice bucket holding down a corner.Â
âYes, please!â you reply eagerly, holding out a glass. He fills it and his own before holding his flute up for the toast heâs prepared.
âMy loveâ he begins, surprised by the emotion clogging his throat. He takes a moment to collect himself and you squeeze his hand encouragingly. âFirst and foremost, I want to thank you for the last five years. Theyâve been the most joyous, love-filled ones of my life. I can hardly believe itâs been half a decade yet at the same time, itâs difficult to remember life without you being by my side. Youâre my rock, my biggest cheerleader, and most importantly, my best friend. Youâre the love of my life, darling.â
He places his glass carefully in the sand before shifting onto one knee, his shaking hands removing the ring box from his pocket, opening it to reveal the ring heâd spent countless months searching for, âWould you do me the honor of sharing the rest of our lives together as husband and wife?â
âYes, yes, of course! Oh my godâ you burst out, holding out your hand for him to slide the ring on. He grins at the sight, dropping his lips to place a long kiss to the spot where the diamonds meet your soft skin. âOh honey, itâs perfect, I love it. I love you so fucking much. Thatâs far less elegant than your speech but itâs true nonetheless. Iâm so lucky youâre mine.âÂ
âI had more time to prepareâ he laughs and you roll your eyes before wrapping your arms around his neck, pulling you flush to him. He buries his face in the crook of your neck, breathing in the familiar, comforting scent of your skin mixed with the salty sea breeze. You stay like that a moment before he pulls away to look into your eyes.Â
âMy beautiful boy,â you whisper, tracing his jawline with your fingers. He leans down, connecting your lips just as the sun slides beneath the ocean. Your hands quickly tangle in his hair and he gently pushes you onto your back, settling on top of you. His hands find the hem of your dress, fingers lightly brushing where your skin meets the fabric.Â
He loses himself in the feel of your soft, pliant body beneath him as you greedily suck his tongue into your mouth. He feels himself beginning to harden as you moan, your hands shifting from his hair down to his backside, pulling his hips against yours. He gasps at the friction, desperate for more, pleased to feel you bucking beneath him already. âSo impatientâ he teases, placing kisses down your neck, leaving small bruises as he goes.
âYou're one to talkâ you reply, grinding your leg into his erection, drawing a groan from him. âAs hot as this would be in theory, can we move this inside? Iâd rather not be finding sand in different crevices for the next week.âÂ
He laughs deeply, carefully standing before offering you his hand to draw you up, as well. You lose your footing in the sand and he quickly scoops you into his arms, carrying you bridal style up the beach. âI thought this would wait until the wedding night?â you tease and he nips playfully at your shoulder.Â
âIâll put you down if youâd likeâ he retorts and you tighten your grip on his shoulders, shaking your head. He goes to place you on the bed but you insist on being set on your feet. âLay downâ you command and he tilts his head, curious as to what you have planned for him, but eagerly doing as directed.Â
Once heâs settled, leaning back on his elbows, you slowly reach around to unzip your dress. âI have a confession to make.â
âOh?â
âBilly brought me the ring box a month ago.â
âHe didnâtâ Matt replies, jaw dropping at the thought of your dog eagerly delivering this gift to you. âWhat a rascal, he ruined the surprise!âÂ
âHe did,â you agree, laughing. âBut that let me plan a little surprise of my own.âÂ
âWell go on thenâ he smirks, watching as your dress pools around your feet. âGood god, loveâ he bites out, eyes hungrily taking in the sight of you.Â
âDo you like it?â you ask cheekily, making your way tantalizingly slowly to him.Â
âI fucking love itâ he breathes out. Your legs are covered in lacy black stockings attached to a garter secured above your sheer black panties. Your torsoâs wrapped in a black leather corset and heâs struggling to keep his hands to himself as you crawl up the bed to him. âYou remembered.â
âYour obsession with garters even though theyâre an absolute pain in the ass to get on? Yes, I rememberedâ you joke and he chuckles at the mischief in your eyes.Â
âMy sexy fiancĂŠeâ he breathes out as you hover above him and grin at the compliment before slowly unbuttoning his shirt, kissing each inch of newly exposed skin. He watches impatiently as you slowly unbuckle his belt, tauntingly taking your time removing it from around his hips. âBe careful, I may have to use that if you tease me much longer.â
âIf only Iâd be so luckyâ you reply, pointedly leaving it on the pillow beside his bed before making quick work of the rest of his clothes. âYouâre so hard for me and I havenât even done anything yetâ you goad, wrapping your hand around his already throbbing cock, causing him to throw his head back in pleasure.Â
âLook at me, Matthewâ you demand and his head whips back up at the command in your tone. âMuch betterâ you praise, dipping your head down to lick a stripe from the base of his cock to his tip, eyes boring into his the entire time.
âFuckâ he breaths out, wrapping a fistful of your hair around his hand before resting it on the back of your head. âMore, please.âÂ
âSince you asked so politelyâ you agree, immediately taking all of him into your mouth, his tip hitting the back of your throat as your lips wrap around the base of his dick.Â
âHoly shit, Y/Nâ he gasps, hips desperate to buck but not wanting to hurt you. You painstakingly pull back after a few minutes of working him with your mouth, pumping him with your hand as you smirk up at him.Â
âDo you want to fuck my face, Matty?â you offer and he feels his eyes widen.Â
âAre you sureâŚ?â
Your only response is to move off the bed and drop to your knees, hands behind your back. He eagerly stands beside you, hands tangling in your hair as you wrap your mouth around him again. He slowly sinks into your mouth, making sure youâre ready before he begins thrusting deep into your throat. âHoly shit, loveâ he groans, throwing his head back briefly, before gazing down to meet your glossy eyes. Slight movement catches his eyes and he watches as your fingers dip into your underwear, fingers circling your clit in time with each of his thrusts.Â
Several moments later he feels you pull back slightly and he releases his grip, removing himself from your mouth so you can catch your breath. âAre you okay?â he asks and you nod eagerly, excess spit dripping down your chin. âJesus Christ, get on the bedâ he commands and you smirk, slowly rising to your feet.
âHow do you want me, love?â Â
âOn your back, so I can devour youâ he replies and you quickly scramble onto the bed, sliding off your panties as you go. âThatâs a good girlâ he praises once youâre settled, thighs spread wide, pussy already glistening for him.Â
He places a sloppy kiss to your mouth as he removes your corset, leaving you entirely bare before him except for your garter belt which he has every intention of leaving on. âBeautifulâ he breathes out, pulling a nipple into his mouth while he teases the other in his hand. Heâs rewarded with your back arching up to meet him.
âLower, please, Mattâ you beg and he smirks, nibbling gently on your breast before settling between your thighs. He traces your hips with his fingers, placing brief kisses to your inner thighs, inching up closer to your core. Youâd complain about his teasing but he wanted you desperate for him before he even really began. He shifted his hands to your thighs, tracing circles along them while kissing your hip bones, eyes rising to look up at you.Â
âPleaseâ you gasp, hips bucking up, before he forcefully pins you back down to the bed.Â
âDo you want me to make you feel good, love?â he asks and you nod eagerly, your chest rising and falling rapidly. âThen be patient.âÂ
You nod again, dropping your head onto the pillow, seemingly trying to get your breathing under control. Just as he feels your body untense below him, he licks a teasing stripe up your center drawing a loud moan from your mouth. He places a hand flat against your belly ensuring you canât squirm or buck beneath him as he begins working you with his tongue.
As desperately as he wants to be buried inside you, he canât stop himself from devouring you until youâre panting above him, hands wrapped painfully tight in his hair. His mouth is suctioned around your clit when you breath out, âMatt, fuck, Iâm going to cumâ and he immediately plunges two fingers inside you, drawing a frantic gasp from your throat as your back arches off the bed. Two pumps later he feels your walls tighten around his fingers as you call out his name, wrapping your thighs around his head as pleasure wracks your body. He gently works you through your orgasm until your twitches settle down and your legs loosen from around his neck. He smirks up at you, licking his lips, and you bite your own at the sight.Â
âYou look so sexy with my cum all over your mouthâ you admit, drawing him up so you can taste yourself on his tongue. He opens the nightstand drawer to grab a condom, rolling it onto himself before pulling away from you.Â
âGet on your kneesâ he orders and you eagerly flip over, ass in the air. âWhat a good girl you are for me, so eager to please.â
âAlwaysâ you agree, spreading yourself open for him and he groans at the sight.
He lines himself up with your entrance, âReady, love?â he asks and in response, you sink yourself back onto him. âJesusâ he grounds out, the sensation of being fully buried in you so quickly overwhelming him for a moment.Â
âIs it too much darling?â you ask, teasingly wiggling your hips back and forth. He shakes his head at you before reaching beside your head to grab his discarded belt.Â
âIs this what you want?â he asks and you lick your lips, nodding enthusiastically. He wraps the leather around his hand before bringing it down sharply on your ass, drawing a gasp from your mouth. âIs it too much darling?â
âNo, more pleaseâ you beg and he obliges, bringing the belt down on your other cheek. âYes, Matt, fuck me now.âÂ
âSuch a slut for meâ he taunts, driving into you roughly.Â
âYes, yes, Iâm your little whoreâ you gasp out and he rewards you with another slap of the belt against your backside.Â
âFuckâ he mutters, overwhelmed at the sight of you bent before him, ass cheeks red, makeup smeared, mouth open wide in pleasure. âYou look so sexy right now.âÂ
You simply whine, driving your hips back, silently demanding more. He tosses the belt aside so he can focus, gripping your hips and pressing your back down more so he can fuck you deeper, setting a ruthless pace.
âYes, yes just like thatâ you gasp, hands wrapped tightly around the sheets beneath you.Â
âTell me what you want, loveâ he breathes out shakily. But all you can do is pant for air, your breathing mixed with moans and curses. He feels you tightening around him again and he wraps his hand around your hair, pulling you up so your back is flush to his chest. âUse your words, darling.â
âYouâre fucking me so good Mattâ you whine, your hand dipping between your thighs to rub your clit as you look back at him. âPlease make me cum againâ you whimper, the tempo of your fingers increasing as you squeeze around him even more intensely.
âCome on baby, let me have it. I can feel how close you areâ he encourages and you whimper, your eyes turning glossy but never leaving his. Your lower lip quivers as your orgasm tears through you, your pussy clamping and twitching around his cock as you whine and moan beneath him. âThere you go, Iâve got you, loveâ he assures, gently releasing you so you can rest your forehead against the pillow. He gently rocks into you until you stop pulsing around him, placing kisses to your shoulder blades.Â
âLet me flip over, I want to watch you cum for meâ you request and he pulls out just long enough for you to resettle on your back before reconnecting your bodies. As his pace picks up again you pull him down to you, placing a deep kiss to his mouth as you wrap your legs around his back. His mind goes pleasantly blank as he loses himself in the pleasure your body gives him.
âCan you feel how soaked you made me?â you whisper and he groans, dropping his forehead to your shoulders and nodding, words beyond him now. âI want you to cum inside me, baby, please. I want to watch you come undone for me.â
âIâm so fucking closeâ he gets out and you tug at his hair lightly, making him gasp in pleasure.Â
âI know, baby, I know. My cuntâs squeezing you so tight, isnât it? Show me how good Iâm making you feelâ you taunt, hands dropping down to squeeze his balls softly. His vision goes white as his orgasm shoots through him, frantically burying himself inside you as wave after wave of pleasure coarse through him. âThere you go, Iâve got you, my loveâ you whisper, running your hands over his back as he catches his breath.
You two stay wrapped together for several moments longer, neither of you wanting to separate, both of you soaking in the afterglow. Eventually he lifts his head from your chest placing a gentle kiss to your mouth before slowly pulling out. You hiss at the loss of him and he agrees softly, already missing the intimacy of your joined bodies. He rises to clean himself up before returning with a warm, damp cloth.Â
âHoly shit babeâ he chuckles, gently wiping between your legs, shocked at how much of your pleasure is still leaking from you.Â
âIâm not exaggerating when I say that was the most intense orgasm Iâve ever hadâ you laugh, removing your makeup with the wipe heâd brought out for you so you didnât have to get up.Â
âI can tellâ he grins and you roll your eyes.Â
âNo need to look so fucking smug, Matthew.â
âWhat?â he laughs, tossing the cloth in the tub before sliding the quilt down, tucking you underneath before settling behind you. âCanât I be happy I made my fiancĂŠe feel incredible?âÂ
âSure, I bet thatâs all it is. No ego swelling involvedâ you grumble and he pulls you flat against him. He opens his mouth to make a dirty joke but you cut him off with a quick, âDonât you dare.â
He laughs again, joy filling his chest to the brim as he places a kiss to the back of your neck before settling onto his pillow.Â
âI love you so much, darlingâ he whispers a few moments later, your breathing already evening out as sleep approaches.Â
âAnd I love youâ you reply, squeezing his hand. âI canât wait to be your wife.â He feels a small smile pull on his lips at the thought before sleep drags him under.
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adhd!reader with Matt or Chris when overstimulated
Matt âŚ
There werenât many time that you easily got overstimulated, they were usually more subtle â easier to deal with right away with some easy fixes.
But, there were other times that every little trigger played into it â and today was that kind of day. You and Matt needed to go to the store for dinner items and other food necessitated and the grocery store was packed when you arrived. People were everywhere â bumping into carts, clogging the aisles, and standing way too close for comfort.
You werenât one for crowded places â never have been. It made you feel suffocated and stuck in a place you couldnât escape from. The chatter, the beeping of cash registers, and the squeaking of cart wheels were all blending into a chaotic mess. You had thought this would be a quick trip with Matt, but now it felt like the walls were closing in the longer you were there for.
Your breathing had started to quicken as you scanned the crowded aisle, gripping the cart tightly. You tried to calm your nerves yourself, but it ultimately felt like the walls were closing in on you and there was no room to move. âDo we have everything? Can we just go?â you asked, your voice sharper than you meant it to be.
Matt glanced at you, immediately noticing the tension in your face and the way your hands were clutching the cart. âHey,â he said gently, stepping closer but not touching you. âWhatâs wrong?â
Your teeth gritted together which â just made your brain cringe more at the sound and feeling. An unsettling feeling creeping through your bones. âI just â I hate crowded places,â you muttered, avoiding his eyes. âItâs too much. I just want to leave.â
âOkay,â Matt said, his voice calm. âWeâll leave. But first, letâs just breathe for a second, alright?â trying his best to not set you off any further.
âI donât need to breathe; I need to get out of here,â you snapped, feeling a mix of irritation and panic bubbling up deep in your chest. Your brain was rattling, that gross feeling still coursing through your veins from gritting your teeth together.
Matt didnât take your tone personally. Instead, he nodded. âAlright. Letâs head toward the checkout now. You donât have to do anything else â Iâll handle it, okay baby?â
You hesitated, still feeling anxious, but you nodded and started moving toward the front of the store. He walked slightly ahead of you, creating a subtle barrier between you and the crowd, giving you space without making it obvious. At the self-checkout, he took over completely, scanning items quickly and efficiently while keeping an eye on you.
When you finally got outside, the fresh air hit you like a wave of relief. You took a deep breath, your chest finally loosening. Matt turned to you, his expression soft.
âBetter?â he asked, keeping his tone low and calm. You nodded, your voice quiet. âYeah. Iâm sorry I got snappy.â you muttered.
Matt shook his head. âDonât apologize,â he said with a small smile. âCrowds suck. I get it.â You managed a faint smile. âCan weâŚcan we go home now? please?â you asked softly, still feeling the urge to get home to the peace and quiet.
âOf course,â Matt said, unlocking the car. âNo more crowded places for the rest of the day. Weâll watch your favorite show when we got home, deal?.â
A faint smile spread across your face â âDeal.â
Chris âŚ
The party had been a mistake. Youâd known it from the second you walked in. The music was loud, the crowd was thick, and the energy of the room was chaotic in a way that immediately set your nerves on edge. But youâd pushed yourself to go because Chris had been excited about it, and part of you had wanted to believe you could handle it.
You couldnât.
By the time the house was packed and the bass thumped relentlessly in your chest, you felt like you were vibrating with tension. Every laugh, every shout, every clang of glass was grating against your nerves, and you couldnât think straight. You stood near Chris while he chatted with friends, but the words blurred together, and all you could focus on was the overwhelming noise.
âHey,â Chris said, nudging your arm gently. âYou good?â he asked, concern written along his features. He knew something was off â he could sense it in the way your body language had quickly changed.
âIâm fine,â you muttered quickly, pulling away from his touch. Your tone was sharper than you intended, and you immediately hated yourself for it. âI just â I need a second,â you mumbled, already turning and walking off toward the kitchen. You found a quiet spot, a part of the kitchen that seemed to be off limits but you didnât care.
You leaned against the counter, crossing your arms tightly over your chest. Your breathing was shallow, and your irritation was boiling over into full shutdown mode. You didnât want to talk, didnât want to explain. You just wanted everyone, including Chris, to leave you alone.
You were so lost in your head, that you didnât hear footsteps approaching the doorway. âHey,â Chrisâs voice cut through the fog. You glanced up to see him standing in the doorway, his eyes soft and his hands tucked into his pockets. He stayed where he was, not coming any closer. âWhatâs going on?â
Your eyes squinted. âNothing,â you snapped, your voice clipped. âIâm fine. Jusâ go back to the party.â and Chris tilted his head slightly, studying you. âYou donât seem fine,â he said gently, his tone calm and steady. âItâs okay if youâre not.â
You shook your head, your teeth gnawing on your lower lip. âI donât want to talk about it,â you muttered, turning your gaze back to the counter. âAlright,â Chris said, his voice still soft. âWe donât have to talk. But Iâm staying here.â
You frowned, irritation bubbling up again. âI donât need you to babysit me.â you mumbled. âI know,â he said easily. âIâm not babysitting. Just⌠being here.â
His calmness started to chip away at your frustration, and after a long silence, he spoke again, his tone even gentler. âCan I help? You donât have to say anything, but⌠would it help if we did some breathing? Just to settle a bit.â
You hesitated, still caught between irritation and desperation for relief. Finally, you nodded once, stiffly. Chris smiled softly, staying where he was to give you space. âAlright. In through your nose, nice and slow.â He inhaled deeply, exaggerating it slightly so you could follow. âAnd out through your mouth.â
You mirrored him, your first breath shaky but slowly steadying with each repetition. He kept his pace slow and easy, his voice a low hum guiding you through it. âThatâs it,â he said after a few rounds. âYouâre doing great baby.â
And â your chest loosened slightly, letting out a shaky sigh. Chris didnât move closer, but he tilted his head, his eyes meeting yours. âWould it be okay if I touched you?â he asked gently. He knew sometimes when you were like this, you didnât like physical touch â so it was important that he asked first.
You hesitated, but you felt as though it would help more⌠so you nodded again, this time more confidently than before. He smiled, approaching carefully, his movements slow and deliberate. When he was close enough, he wrapped his arms around you, pulling you gently into his chest. âYouâre safe,â he murmured softly. âIâve got you. Just focus on my breathing, okay?â
His warmth and the steady rise and fall of his chest against yours helped pull you out of the haze. You rested your forehead against his shoulder, letting yourself melt into the hug as the tension in your body slowly unwound.
âIâm sorry,â you mumbled after a moment, your voice muffled against his shirt. âI didnât mean to snap.â Chris shook his head, his hand gently rubbing circles on your back. âDonât apologize. I get it. Itâs a lot.â You stayed there for a while, his steady presence grounding you more with each passing second. When you finally pulled back, his hands stayed on your shoulders, his eyes scanning your face carefully.
âBetter?â he asked softly. You nodded faintly. âYeah,â you said, your voice steadier now. âThank you..â
âAnytime,â Chris said, his lips curving into a soft smile. âLetâs get out of here, yeah? We can grab food, sit somewhere quiet. Just you and me.â You nodded once more, feeling lighter already. âThat sounds good.â
Chris dropped one arm to his side but kept the other resting gently on your back as he led you toward the back door in the kitchen. âNo more parties for a while,â he teased lightly, his voice warm. âJust peace and quiet.â
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a/n : If this doesnât seem the best i apologize..i donât have ADHD myself (at least i donât think, iâve never been diagnosed) but i do get overstimulated so iâm going to write based off of how i get overstimulated (i tend to get irritated or shut down and become avoidant) ik there are many many other things ppl do when they become overstimulated, but idk if i could portray them well enough.
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warnings: break up, mentions of kissing, basically sad shit ex!matt ;(
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it's been 4 weeks since matt and i roughly broke up and he still hasn't stopped trying to contact me.
message after message and tears after tears.
I've always believed in right person, wrong time but if i love him this much why can't i have him now? i don't understand why he can't let go after breaking up with me, so that's why i'm outside his door right now trying to build courage to knock, the floor boards creak inside the house telling me someone's home.
anxiety flowing through my veins as i stand here, the wind flowing against my back giving me chills
knock,knock
..
click.
i straighten my back and look up listening to the the sweet but threatening sound of the lock clicking, reminding myself why i'm even here. i stand frozen staring into them blue eyes i'm used to, just puffier. "hi.." i whisper my voice a little louder than the branches cracking behind me. he stares at me clearly in shock and regret, we haven't seen eachother since the breakup and clearly it shows.
i slowly back up keeping my space, i try to let words escape my mouth but they're stuck in my throat same with my breathing, my stomach swirls and suddenly every body part itches from the sweat. his face goes pale blue with sadness and he slightly moves to the side sweetly inviting me in with no words.
i walk past him his strong cologne infecting my nose, i sit down on the couch and place my bag on the scratched up table. as i look around their house there's so many memories i didn't know i'd be so sadly familiar with. like the dent in the wall from when chris threw my heels, the countless coffee stains on the table from my rough mornings here..and the more i look the sadder i get, tears threatening to escape my eyes, it's silly really..i shouldn't be this sad about a ruined wall or table, even looking down hurts my heart; it's like someone is stabbing a hot cigarette into my fragile heart.
"y/n?" he speaks with sadness, i think he has been trying to get my attention but i've been looking around and forming a wetness on my face from my eyes .
i quickly wipe my light red cheeks and straighten up wiping the tears of embarrassment against my blue ripped jeans. i apologise and clear my clogged up throat.
"what are you doing here?" he asks sitting down and licking his lips, a thing he does when he's nervous he doesn't want dry lips and wants to present himself and act like hes not nervous
i don't wanna tell him why i'm here, i don't even know how to tell him.
i don't even know why i'm here
the silence thickens and as the seconds go on i regret this more and more.
"i don't know" i finally speak up allowing him to un-tense and let out a healing loud sigh.
it's starting to get more awkward as seconds turn into minutes and tears fall
"i'm sorry y/n" he lets out his volume decreasing, almost like he regrets starting to speak. he's sorry. i'm sorry. why can't we be the same? hes said his apologies so why isn't his aura yellow, happy like we normally are? why can't we go and laugh on fun car drives or cry in each others arms why are we separated?
"was there someone else?" i whisper my voice and heart breaking halfway through of the thought of him being with someone else.
he flinches. as if this question is important, as if i'm right.
"y/n.." he says trying to console me "there was someone else?" i ask knowing the answer but unable to believe it, my world just broke in two. the room spins vertically and horizontally and time stops giving me a second to break down, tears escape rather fast and i'm unable to breathe the dizziness taking over my whole body.
i nearly said sorry just because i don't want this to be true i don't want this life i want me and matt happy together i don't want a cheater i want matt. normal matt. happy in love matt. We've been doing this dance for a while now, the fallen out of love dance. one step forward then he spins me all the way back, the music slows down till it eventually breaks up into static and we're no longer dancing. we're just here.
imagining all the times he kissed her, hugged her, told her she's special, the compliments.
i feel his stare stabbing me like thousands shards of glass as i sat there, staring into his familiar yet deadly eyes, i felt a surge of emotions welling up within myself. the silence between us is deafening, broken only by the haunting echoes of my own heartache. suddenly, the words escaped his lips, shattering the fragile hope i've clung to for so long. "I'm sorry," he murmured, his voice heavy with guilt and in that moment, the weight of his confession hung in the air, suffocating the remaining fragments of trust and love - the truth, like a jagged blade, pierced through my heart, leaving behind a raw ache that no amount of apologies could soothe. nothing could mend our wounds, our love can't be replaced or fixed. I felt a surge of conflicting emotions raging within. betrayal, hurt, and a burning desire to escape engulfed my senses. without a word, I rose to my feet, my movements fueled by a mix of anguish and determination. every step I took echoed the resounding ache in my heart, a painful rhythm that matched the cadence of his footsteps behind me.
I could hear him calling my name, barely as my ears are focused on any other sound than his voice, that one sweet voice that once made me feel the most special but now it's disgusting and tinged with desperation, but I dared not turn back the tears that stung my eyes blurred the path ahead, yet I keep on, driven by my sadness and panic from the shattered pieces of our love. His hand reached out, barely touching my hand, but I still felt the strong energy between us.
the air was thick with unsaid words and broken promises, a weight that hung heavy between us even if we are a 10 minute drive away. i can still hear him pleading to me as i lay lifeless in my bed unable to even flinch or blink. breathing hurts and falling asleep becomes difficult. my mind clouded unable to shut down all alone i lay, without him by my side.
maybe it isn't the right time.
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