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Jury Fury
TWELVE ANGRY MEN The Alexandra Theatre, Birmingham, Monday 30th October 2023 Reginald Rose’s classic play from 1955 is doing the rounds again and it’s well worth catching even if, like me, you have seen it before. Based on Rose’s own experience of serving on a jury, this tense, taut thriller continues to weave its engrossing spell, as a dozen increasingly tetchy males gather in a jury room to…
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#Andy Graham.#Ben Nealon#Birmingham#Chris Davey#Christopher Haydon#Gary Webster#Gray O&039;Brien#Jeffery Harmer#Kenneth Jay#Mark Heenehan#Michael Greco#Owen Oldroyd#Patrick Duffy#Paul Beech#Paul Lavers#Reginald Rose#review#Samarge Hamilton#The Alexandra Theatre#Tristan Gemmell#Twelve Angry Men
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was feeling shitty about my self-harm scars, so I went to r/selfharmscars for validation/to feel less alone, but I think that was a mistake because now I'm feeling like my scars aren't bad enough
#gotta love the fucked up thought process of being a self-harmer#i have mixed feelings about my scars i guess#sometimes i hate them but sometimes i sorta like them??#sometimes it feels good because it's like yeah i feel like shit and i have the physical marks to prove it#idk#tw: self-harm
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To Destroy and Conquer
Pairing: Messmer x Reader
Warnings: Mentions of Death, violence, possessiveness.
Synopsis: Before his reckoning, the red haired protector was a husband; a caring one at that.
A/N: It’s been a little since my last update but im back! Thank you everyone for being so patient <3
Enjoy!
“In Death, I would rise and burn thy enemies; harmers of thy soul,” Lightly, the tall man brushed his fingers against his wife’s face.
With her lips parted slightly, tuffs of air dampened his pale cheeks as he blinked down at her with a longing, loving gaze.
His knuckles met with the skin of her cheek, moving them up and down his rougher skin met with the softened surface. he began to memorized each groove, each crevice.
His little wife didn’t know of his plans, his extortions for power.
She was unaware of the dead fleets that lay scattered on the field, just by the castle walls.
She was unaware of the burning hunger for strength that seemed to corrupt a new piece of his soul with every passing day.
No, for how could she?
She was ever the dutiful wife; cleaning, cooking, waiting patiently for her knight of a husband to come back, arms open with kisses to spare.
Tonight was the night he would regain his namesake, no more would he be shunned, forgotten in the shadow of his family.
Blinking he took his little wife in once more.
Dusting his lips across her neck he decided his next move.
He bit, hard.
A perfect red mark shined back at him, with red and purple blood vessels rewarding the man for his efforts.
The woman didn’t stir, for their night before was full of plenty roughness on its own .
Instead she leaned into him, and he coughed out a chuckle.
“Even in sleep Darling, thy craves violence, hm?”
Adoringly he placed dry kisses upon her cheeks, down to her lips and up to her nose.
“I will have it all. Yes, and thy own’s beauty will be there, baptized in flame.”
With his head leaned in, his eyes moved forward, to the open window that let in the petrichoric smells of the land.
The golden castle met his gaze, it laid in the distance with its bordering walls. Trees scattered before the land, and smoke began to peek behind the stone barriers, the aftermath of Messmer’s past display of power.
With squinted eyes he laid back, his wife’s head laid upon his bare chest as his gaze never left the castle.
Messmer sat there, idly scraping at his knuckles while his other arm wrapped around his wife and imagined; imagined a life of fire and smoke, in the middle of it all stood him.
With no enemies left, he could rein, and his little wife would wait just as she always did, for him to return home.
#messmer x reader#messmer the impaler#messmer elden ring#elden ring x you#elden ring x reader#elden ring dlc#elden ring#x reader#possessive#video game x reader#horror
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Celebrity Masterlist (L-Z)
In an attempt to organize the blog and keep everything in order, masterlists are being made to join together into a masterlist of masterlists to make it easier for those on mobile. Thanks for being patient!
smut is indicated with a ⭐
Lee Pace
Oneshots
To Die For
Imagines
Imagine Lee Pace listening along to the bedtime story you’re reading your kids.
Imagine Lee Pace wanting to talk to you but he keeps being called away to set.
Imagine constantly making fun of Lee Pace’s wig on set.
Imagine going to a waterpark with Lee Pace, and his expression when he first sees you in your bathing suit.
Imagine marrying Lee Pace.
Luke Evans
Oneshots
Imagines
Imagine helping Luke Evans pick out his outfit of the day.
Imagine Luke Evans surprising you on Valentines Day with chocolate and candy.
Imagine impulsively inviting Luke Evans to go skinny-dipping with you.
Margot Robbie
Oneshots
Run To You
Imagines
Mark Ruffalo
Oneshots
Imagines
Imagine showing Mark Ruffalo your more spontaneous side.
Imagine Mark Ruffalo meeting your parents.
Imagine watching the sunset with Mark Ruffalo.
Michael Fassbender
Oneshots
Imagines
Imagine watching old movies with Michael Fassbender.
Imagine Michael Fassbender trying to make you blush from across the room.
Miscellaneous
Oneshots
Calling All Heroes (Avengers Cast)
Animal (Avengers Cast)
Imagines
Imagine the rest of the Avengers cast finding out you’re a self-harmer.
Imagine your co-workers on the Avengers films confronting you about your eating disorder.
Imagine the Marvel cast finding out you’re suicidal.
Nathan Fillion
Oneshots
Imagines
Imagine constantly being late to events because Nathan always wants you.
Imagine Nathan Fillion forgetting that it’s your anniversary.
Noel Fielding
Oneshots
Imagines
Imagine Noel Fielding being captivated at first sight.
Imagine always being able to make Noel Fielding laugh.
Imagine making Noel Fielding’s birthday cake.
Imagine hitting it off with Noel Fielding on The Great British Bake-Off.
Norman Reedus
Oneshots
Imagines
Imagine Norman Reedus catching sight of you for the first time after the hard break up.
Imagine domestic life with Norman Reedus.
Imagine helping Norman find a good place to hide from Paparazzi.
Imagine Norman Reedus trying to tell you that he loves you but having difficulty.
Orlando Bloom
Oneshots
Imagines
Imagine Orlando Bloom talking about meeting you on the set of LOTR.
Imagine getting stuck in a tree with Orlando Bloom.
Imagine being at a fair with Orlando Bloom.
Owen Wilson
Oneshots
Flight Connection
Imagines
Patrick Dempsey
Oneshots
Imagines
Imagine Patrick Dempsey showing up too early for dinner and seeing you in just a towel.
Robert Downey Jr
Oneshots
Ambulances (Teen!Reader!Mentor)
Imagines
Ruby Rose
Oneshots
Imagines
Imagine Ruby Rose catching you crying.
Imagine blurting out to Ruby Rose that you love her.
Imagine living with Ruby Rose and sharing a bathroom.
Rupert Grint
Oneshots
In the Nightside of Eden
Imagines
Russell Crowe
Oneshots
Imagines
Imagine a midnight drive with Russell Crowe.
Ryan Reynolds
Oneshots
Imagines
Imagine the moment Ryan Reynolds realizes he wants to marry you.
Imagine Ryan Reynolds taking you to a fair and taking care of you when you get dizzy.
Imagine Ryan Reynolds running into car trouble while taking you on vacation.
Scarlett Johansson
Oneshots
Imagines
Imagine Scarlett Johansson becoming a motherly figure to you.
Sebastian Stan
Oneshots
Imagines
Imagine Sebastian Stan taking sign language classes for you.
Imagine Sebastian Stan trying to entice you into joining his photoshoot.
Imagine Sebastian Stan coming to visit you in your small town.
Imagine Sebastian Stan really enjoying spending time with you.
Imagine being sick, and Sebastian Stan constantly checking on you.
Timothee Chalamet
Oneshots
This is the Place
Imagines
Tom Cruise
Oneshots
The Fix
Breathless
Shine
If Ever
Certain Needs
Imagines
Imagine spending Christmas with Tom Cruise.
Imagine Tom Cruise taking care of you when you’re sick.
Imagine your family being formed around Top Gun.
Imagine being comforted by Tom Cruise.
Imagine falling in love with Tom Cruise.
Imagine having a child with Tom Cruise.
Imagine getting pregnant with Tom Cruise’s child.
Imagine Tom Cruise acting as the ‘dancer’ at your Bachelorette Party.
Imagine Tom Cruise taking care of you when you’re scared of getting your heart broken.
Imagine Tom Cruise surprising you with a new bag.
Imagine staying at a winter resort with Tom Cruise.
Imagine spending Valentine’s Day with Tom Cruise.
Imagine being caught with Tom Cruise in public.
Imagine going on a walk with Tom Cruise.
Tom Hiddleston
Oneshots
Imagines
Imagine an eccentric director putting you and Tom into a house to test chemistry.
Imagine constantly teasing Tom in interviews.
Imagine working with Tom Hiddleston on a horror film.
Imagine Tom Hiddleston approaching you at a bookstore.
Imagine walking in the rain, and Tom Hiddleston spots you and saves you from the cold with his umbrella.
Tom Holland
Oneshots
Imagines
Imagine being silly at a con with your coworker Tom Holland.
Tom Sturridge
Oneshots
Imagines
Imagine Tom Sturridge having a crush on you.
Imagine having a late breakfast with Tom Sturridge.
Imagine being Tom Sturridge’s wife and finding out you’re pregnant.
Walton Goggins
Oneshots
Imagines
Imagine meeting Walton Goggins on set, and falling in love.
Zachary Quinto
Oneshots
Imagines
Imagine hiring a sky-writer for Zachary Quinto’s birthday.
Imagine making Zachary Quinto laugh during an interview.
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Andercard nsfw headcanons 🤭🤭
Andercard NSFW HEADCANONS!
Ultimate
1. Despite being enemies, Alucard and Anderson have a secretly intense sexual attraction towards each other. They often engage in steamy fights, both physically and verbally, with underlying sexual tension.
2. Alucard loves to tease Anderson, especially during their fights. He takes pleasure in seeing the usually stoic and serious Anderson getting flustered and riled up.
3. Anderson has a secret kink for being dominated and controlled, and Alucard is more than happy to oblige. He loves to use his powers to restrain Anderson and have his way with him.
4. Alucard is a master of seduction and often uses his charm to lure Anderson into his bed. The two engage in passionate and wild lovemaking, with Alucard taking the lead and Anderson submitting to his desires.
5. Anderson has a thing for biting and being bitten, and Alucard's fangs are like a drug to him. Their lovemaking is often rough and primal, with Alucard leaving bite marks all over Anderson's body.
6. Alucard and Anderson have a love-hate relationship, and their sexual encounters are a reflection of that. They are both fiercely competitive and always try to one-up each other in bed.
7. Alucard loves to change his sizes and forms just to play with Anderson more
8. Anderson has a secret love for pain and enjoys being punished by Alucard. He often provokes him during fights, hoping to receive a rough and punishing response in bed.
9. Alucard is fascinated by Anderson's religious beliefs and often incorporates religious imagery into their sexual play. This adds an extra layer of intensity and taboo to their encounters.
10. I fully believe Anderson gives blow jobs to Alucard's guns just to get Alucard excited
11. Alucard with send shadow tendrils to just.. mess.. with Anderson a bit and get him ready for the night
12. Very hard. When Alucard slams so hard into Andersons prostate it leaves Anderson actually gasping for air and his vision blurry
13. Missionary style is Andersons fav position when he tops, while the leap frog is Alucard's when he tops.
14. When they are pounding at each other. Two songs come to mind for the actual thrusts: Harmer Hippyer by Heilung and Alfadhirhaiti by Heilung (For this one go to around 2:30)
15. Because of how rough and intense the sex is, it normally leaves Anderson physically trembling, so rubbing his thighs 100% happens.
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Let's talk self harm and spread awareness.
While self-injury may bring a sense of calm and a release of physical and emotional tension, it's usually followed by guilt and shame and the return of painful emotions. It can be mentally harming.
Some signs and symptoms can be:
Cutting, scratches, bruises, bite marks, excessively rubbing an area to create a burn, excessive weight loss, Binge eating, always wearing long sleeves to hide one's self, talking down on one's self, Spiraling emotions, burning one's self, inserting object under or into the skin and more.
Most frequently, the arms, legs, chest and belly are the targets of self-injury. But any area of the body may be a target, sometimes using more than one method.
If you suspect someone is self harming talk to them. Encourage them to seek help. No this is not easy. As a self harmer we struggle to seek help and recover as there's always chances for relapse. I've been having trouble myself and my inbox is open to anyone who needs to talk. I might be struggling but I won't ever not help someone in need. There's always someone to talk too.
But I also understand it's hard and there's a release like no other in doing what we do. But there is hope. Someone out there to help.
A couple causes of self harm are poor coping skills and emotion regulating and managing.
Things that can help you recover is therapy but more so psychotherapy. It's the best therapy I've done and I won't stress enough how amazing it can be. But if it's not affordable talk to your doctor about therapy of some sort. Someone who isn't of close relation that you can talk too. Or there's tons of online therapist too.
I'll be posting more info about self harm.
#tw s3lf harm#s3lf mutilation#s3lf harn#s3lfharmm#cvtaddict#i want to cvt#borderline personality disorder#bpd#actually mentally ill#mental illness#mental health#bpd blog#bpd things#mental heath awareness
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at the risk of losing followers (when am i not at risk for that lol) im going to just admit this out loud cus i don't care. warning in the tags
i still have a desire to self harm but it's not because i dislike myself or think i deserve pain. i find the idea of scarring my body very Hot. not somebody else mind you, this is very much so a private kink between me, myself, and i.
i don't let others hurt me anymore. an ex boyfriend tried to choke me out in some fucked up backwards attempt to "win me back". i had bruises on my neck for weeks. it wasn't planned, it wasn't consensual. we hadn't dated for years. it left me feeling deeply insecure and afraid. funny enough the dude also disliked that i self harmed, go figure. he wanted to cut me but he wanted me to stop. gross behavior. idk how to trust people around the subject anymore. anywho.
i used to self harm because i was in a lot of uncomfortable situations where i had little control. it felt good to take out my frustrations on something, and i felt the scars looked cute on my body. it was like a tattoo but i was too young, poor, and quite possibly too stupid at the time to get one. so i self harmed. never cut deep enough to get to the white stuff except once lol. often i was cutting words into myself that had meaning to me. when i showed another self harmer they shamed me because they felt my scars were pathetic and superficial. i realized cutting wasn't a social activity lol so i mostly kept it to myself.
my ex girlfriend hated that i self harmed and when i told her why she said it was disgusting. she told me i was doing it because i was abused. i guess she wasn't wrong about that ROFL. she had backwards views on kink. really funny though because she was into incest but my self harm was too gross for her. Note: i don't give a shit if you have an incest kink. she insinuated that i self harmed because i was angry with her and that i was doing it to have control over her. i wasn't doing it because of her, i just thought it was fun to cut myself LOL. well and i was going through a lot, with being in foster care and dealing with my broken family. i was horny, sad, and wanted to play with pain. she thought my freak behavior was unacceptable. we never did roleplay incest together. we barely had sex. she often would call me mentally ill.
i don't self harm now. i actually feel like I'm a coward because i don't anymore, like I've lost my edge. two major gender affirming surgeries and scars across my chest and stomach, but i still feel like I'm weak. that said, i don't think it's in my best interest to return to it. i legit think i was addicted in a way, and i had to keep scars fresh on both my thighs or else I'd feel naked. i would seek out things to be upset about and then proceed to chanel that energy into cutting. now in days i would rather do something fun like watch a tv show or go on a walk or stand on my spikey mat because at least that doesn't leave marks.
real talk if you self harm consider buying one of these they're really fun to play with:
sit on it with your bare ass. that might be fun.
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Despair Time Chapter 2 Remaining secrets.
Recently, I got into Danganronpa: Despair Time. Which is unfortunate considering it went into hiatus recently. But as I’ve watched all the videos and still have some hyperfixation juice within me, I’ve decided to try to figure out who the remaining secrets belong to, and maybe who the killer is, by using logical deductions.
Now, the remain secrets are:
You’re constantly blaming yourself for the death of your parents and siblings. It doesn’t matter that it’s not your fault, just that you didn’t go with them.
You only took on your talent to distract from your incessant need to harm yourself for fun.
You always treated the competition with ruthlessness, but poisoning them to win was a bit too far, wasn’t it?
You were quite the hopeless child. Dying once wasn’t enough, so you attempted suicide three times.
How could I even select what secret to be your motive? Just about everything you’ve done in your life is worth killing for. This killing game is all your fault.
You’re a murderer, and you hold no remorse.
Yes, I know David said the Killing game one was Xander’s, but let’s face it, we all knew that was bullshit.
Now I made a chart in my notebook, but then I’de have to take a picture of it with my phone and do this whole thing on mobile, soooooo:
Min|Hu|Xander|Tersuka|Veronika|Levi
Par&Sibs| | | | | |
Self-harm| | | | | |
Kill game| | | | | |
Poison| | | | | |
Sucide 3x| | | | | |
Murderer| | | | | |
Yes, I know it’s bad. Bite me. I abbreviated the motives for obvious reasons.
We can get the obvious ones out of the way. The thing about survivor’s guilt is Xanders, as implied by his bonus episode, and the killing game one is Tersuka because A. she’s the protagonist B. If she knew which one was hers she would have said something, and C. I would certainly describe her as having” everything she’s done in her life worth killing for.”
Min|Hu|Xander|Tersuka|Veronika|Levi
Par&Sibs| x | x | V | x | x | x
Self-harm| | | x | x | |
Kill game| x | x | x | V | x | x
Poison| | | x | x | |
Sucide 3x| | | x | x | |
Murderer| | | x | x | |
... Those are pretty much the only ones that are obvious so I’m going off of which people it definitely can’t be.
Hu’s old sprites have visible wrists and she has no cut marks on them so she’s not the self-harmer and Min’s bonus episode talked about why she wanted her talent so it’s not her either. Levi and Veronika don’t have talents that would be used in any competitions, nor are they particularly competitive in any way.
Min|Hu|Xander|Tersuka|Veronika|Levi
Par&Sibs| x | x | V | x | x | x
Self-harm| x | x | x | x | |
Kill game| x | x | x | V | x | x
Poison| | | x | x | x | x
Sucide 3x| | | x | x | |
Murderer| | | x | x | |
Now, we’re mainly going off of personality, the person who self-harms is described as doing so “for fun” so it’s probably Veronika. Honestly I should have just immediately marked that one like with Xander and Tersuka, it’s obvious. Also Veronika’s entire body is covered except for her face, neck, shoulders, and part of her thighs. So that might be some evidence towards that.
Min|Hu|Xander|Tersuka|Veronika|Levi
Par&Sibs| x | x | V | x | x | x
Self-harm| x | x | �� x | x | V | x
Kill game| x | x | x | V | x | x
Poison| | | x | x | x | x
Sucide 3x| | | x | x | x |
Murderer| | | x | x | x |
Honestly, I don’t even think Min knew anybody else studying for the Ultimate Student thing, also during that time period studying had taken up her whole life so she wouldn’t have time for that. I also feel like It would have been alluded to in her bonus episode if that was her secret.
Min|Hu|Xander|Tersuka|Veronika|Levi
Par&Sibs| x | x | V | x | x | x
Self-harm| x | x | x | x | V | x
Kill game| x | x | x | V | x | x
Poison| x | | x | x | x | x
Sucide 3x| | | x | x | x |
Murderer| | | x | x | x |
Looks like Auntie Hu ain’t as innocent as she looks. Makes sense, out of everyone on this chart she seems the most likely to poison somebody. Also note, it doesn’t say the poisoning was lethal. She probably just made her competitor sick so they couldn’t compete, or at least have a difficult time doing so.
Min|Hu|Xander|Tersuka|Veronika|Levi
Par&Sibs| x | x | V | x | x | x
Self-harm| x | x | x | x | V | x
Kill game| x | x | x | V | x | x
Poison| x | V | x | x | x | x
Sucide 3x| | x | x | x | x |
Murderer| | x | x | x | x |
And then there were two
Min Jeung, who knows her talent is useless. Who believes she’s inferior to all the other ultimates. Who is very obviously emotionally volatile.
and Levi Fontana, implied to have a dark past. Occasionally shows a darker side to his personality and threatens violence.
... I think it’s pretty obvious who’s who. (Also someone being a murderer is too good for drama to be wasted on somebody who’s deceased)
Min|Hu|Xander|Tersuka|Veronika|Levi
Par&Sibs| x | x | V | x | x | x
Self-harm| x | x | x | x | V | x
Kill game| x | x | x | V | x | x
Poison| x | V | x | x | x | x
Sucide 3x| V | x | x | x | x | x
Murderer| x | x | x | x | x | V
So the motives are
Xander: You’re constantly blaming yourself for the death of your parents and siblings. It doesn’t matter that it’s not your fault, just that you didn’t go with them.
Veronika: You only took on your talent to distract from your incessant need to harm yourself for fun.
Hu: You always treated the competition with ruthlessness, but poisoning them to win was a bit too far, wasn’t it?
Min: You were quite the hopeless child. Dying once wasn’t enough, so you attempted suicide three times.
Teruka: How could I even select what secret to be your motive? Just about everything you’ve done in your life is worth killing for. This killing game is all your fault.
Levi: You’re a murderer, and you hold no remorse.
So, I was going to talk about who I think the murderer is, but this post has been going on for too long at this point, so I’ll make a part 2. Don’t worry it doesn’t involve any charts.
Part 2
#Danganronpa despair time#despair time#despair time theory#teruko tawaki#hu jing#veronika grebenshchikova#min jeung#xander matthews#levi fontana
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So, Michael may be cute… but he is also a yandere. What kinds of things does he do that are dangerous, what is his more volatile side like?
This is true. Although I wanted to make Michael very complicated--and to be fair, I don't classify him as being all bad--he is still capable of some pretty awful things at the end of the day, as all yandere are.
Some of this information is going to tread into game spoiler territory, so read at your own discretion. ~~~~~~~~~~SPOILERS BELOW~~~~~~~~~
The first major difference between Michael and other yandere characters, I think, is that his love for MC/Pheobe is not without limits. Of course, I don't think he'd ever harm her intentionally--or rather, not while in a calm and rational state of mind.
The worst possible case scenario in this story is you(the MC) do something irredeemable/irreversible that sets Michael off, and he kills you and then himself.
Ironically, Michael killing someone else first is a fast track to that bad ending. Despite the fact that he can kill, Michael is NOT without any sort of conscience. I think the reality of what he did would set in pretty fast, and the guilt would eat him alive and manifest in him becoming incredibly unhinged(possibly blaming you for what he did, even.)
Less extreme cases would involve Michael being very moody or having a bit of a short temper when things aren't going his way. He constantly flip-flops between blaming MC for his shortcomings and then himself for not 'doing good enough'. While he can definitely act pretty scary in these situations, I don't think it would escalate past him just generally handling MC a bit more roughly(like pulling/pushing her with a bit more force than usual)or shaking her slightly if she really pissed him off.
He's also a chronic self-harmer, unfortunately. He's just gotten very good at hiding the marks(either under makeup or clothes)
Ultimately, it's kind of up to the player/MC and how they handle Michael to prevent him from becoming worse and worse. He's salvageable if he can get past the issue of why he's obsessed with MC in the first place and stops feeding into his self-destructive habits.
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in a very bizarre sad twisted way i wish i could have more marks and scars on my arms i have resorted back to very childish hurt behaviors lately every now and then iehad before cutting like scratching at my skins picking at my skin digging my nails hard into my skin digging in so hard because I'm trying to break the skin i wish i could rip open my arms and legs it's so insane and so selfish i know but i have a very selfish pain. i have a pain i wish everyone would see because i am selfish and i want people to see me and take pity on me. i want to be held. i admit it im attention seeking i want attention. i want attention. i want people to see me cry and bleed and then coo at me and tell me it will be ok and hold me and rock me. i admit it. i hate hiding my wounds i hide them on my legs because i don't want to be burdensome but at the same time i want an easy indicator to let everyone know i hurt. it is extremely selfish but when have i ever not been selfish. i am a very selfish girl. i am a very selfish girl. i am the bad type of self harmer people use to show you how selfish cutters are and why they're bad people. but it's fine. at least it gives me use. i am a selfish person.
#vent.txt#self harm cw#i do not have that particular type of scar on my arms. but i do have ones from picking my skin anxiously.#constantly in middle school often without realizing it i would just aggressively scratch at my arms and they wouldnt bleed#but they would get all red. and at the time i didn't recognize it as harm. just an anxious scared habit.#one time i was doing it without realizing in class once and a friend had to tell me to stop.#ask to tag
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1 Chronicles, Chapter 2: 7-24. "The Sudden Impulse of Unity."
7 The son of Karmi:
Achar,[b] who brought trouble on Israel by violating the ban on taking devoted things.[c]
= The evil things we do in secret. If we reveal the violations, they can be resolved and forever leave us in peace. To take the peace by keeping something important to the community a secret, like the whereabouts of sex offenders, for example, is a violation of the Decrees.
God says: "I will not punish you for the hidden things!" because "[The hidden things] belong to the Lord, our God," He will only exact punishment upon that particular individual [who sins in secret]. However, "the revealed things apply to us and to our children" [that is, we are responsible for detecting the sins committed openly in our community, and] to eradicate any evil among us. And if we do not execute judgment upon these [open transgressions, over which we do have control], then the whole community will be punished [because they would be remiss in their responsibility].
8 The son of Ethan, "Perpetual Purity":
Azariah "To help in God's name", mostly in terms of help with a military campaign.
"To help in God's name is to permanently remove the Hidden Things from the path of history with a military strategy."
9 The sons born to Hezron "The Village" were:
Jerahmeel, Ram and Caleb.[d]
Jerahmeel= he will obtain the mercy of God
Ram=high, Exalted
Caleb= faith
From Ram Son of Hezron
10 Ram was the father of
Amminadab, and Amminadab the father of Nahshon, the leader of the people of Judah. 11 Nahshon was the father of Salmon,[e] Salmon the father of Boaz, 12 Boaz the father of Obed and Obed the father of Jesse.
Ammindab=People of Liberality
Nahshon=The Bronze Serpent
=The People of Liberality produce the marked man, who is the opposite of the serpent of Eden.
If a snake has positive healing powers, why did the snake entice Adam and Eve to turn away from G‑d’s commandment? One would certainly not expect the snake to be a source of blessing and healing! What does the serpent represent?
We must begin by emphasizing that it was not the snake itself that brought the cure. In the words of the Talmud: “Could a snake [on a pole] cause death [by not looking at it] or give life [by looking at it]? Rather, when Israel would look upward and subject their hearts to their Father in Heaven, they would be cured; but if not, they would waste away.”
In other words, their healing consisted of comprehending that a Jew’s life transcends the natural order. When looking upward, towards the spiritual worlds, they repented and reaffirmed their trust in G‑d and His healing power, and were cured.
With this in mind, we can understand why the snake was chosen, as this only made things even more supernatural. A venomous snake is a source of harm and destruction. Spiritually, too, the snake brought incredible harm to this world when it enticed Eve to eat from the Tree of Knowledge. Yet here was the image of the harmer that actually healed! Or as the biblical commentator Nachmanides puts it, “A miracle within a miracle.”
This demonstrated how ultimately G‑d is in control over everything, and that He has the ability to bring beneficence or destruction to the world employing any of the creatures he created.
Judah=praises
Salmon=Coat Rack Man
"The successful village praises the Dreamer, the one who strategizes and is frugal with the resources and time that belong to the people."
Boaz=by strength
Obed=to work or serve
Jesse= the branch
Boaz/Strength = The etymology of the name has been suggested by many as be'oz, "in the strength of", or bo'oz, "in him (is) strength" from the root 'zz, "to be strong", hence the use of the name "Boaz" for one of the pillars at the portico of the temple (1 Kings 7:21), although Biblical scholar Martin Noth preferred "of sharp mind".
The implications using one's strength to "serve the branch" are the same as Jacob's struggle with his future manly self which resulted in his becoming Israel.
13 Jesse was the father of The Royal Line of David:
Eliab his firstborn; the second son was Abinadab, the third Shimea, 14 the fourth Nethanel, the fifth Raddai, 15 the sixth Ozem and the seventh David. 16 Their sisters were Zeruiah and Abigail. Zeruiah’s three sons were Abishai, Joab and Asahel. 17 Abigail was the mother of Amasa, whose father was Jether the Ishmaelite.
Eliab=God is the Father
Abinadab=My Father is Noble, the Father of Liberality
Shimea=He listens
Nethanel=God has given
Raddai=He has come, He subdues
Ozem=the angry and the strong
David= "The Beloved."
David is the youngest of eight (1 Samuel 16:10-13) or seven (1 Chronicles 2:15) sons of Jesse the Bethlehemite, and the first king of the united Kingdom of Israel. He was not the first king of Israel because that was Saul (1 Samuel 10:1). Saul, however, never managed to make peace in Israel.
Caleb Son of Hezron
18 Caleb son of Hezron had children by his wife Azubah (and by Jerioth). These were her sons: Jesher, Shobab and Ardon. 19 When Azubah died, Caleb married Ephrath, who bore him Hur. 20 Hur was the father of Uri, and Uri the father of Bezalel.
Caleb=Faith
Hezron=the Village
Azubah=One who flowers forth via deduction
Jerioth=Taburnacle Curtains
Shobab=to return
Ardon=to be free
Ephrath=to be fruitful and share
Hur= Noble Man Cavern
Uri=Yah is My Fiery Flame Light
Bezalel= In the shadow of God
"The Villager of Faith flowers through deduction, which is provided by the Fire Behind the Tabernacle Curtains, in the Noble Man Cavern. God is the Fire of Deduction, free men are always in His Shadow."
21 Later, Hezron, when he was sixty years old, married the daughter of Makir the father of Gilead. He made love to her, and she bore him Segub.
Makir=to know
Gilead=the perpetual fountain
Segub=the son of the king that founded the gates of Jericho.
22 Segub was the father of Jair, who controlled twenty-three towns in Gilead.
Jair=who gives light
=When a boy becomes a man at age 13, and by faith enters the Village, and through what is called Makir, the study of the Torah gets to know "dara calcol" "The nugget of wisdom that is the obvious of infinity" he breaches the gate of Jericho. This is what is meant by the Perpetual Fountain. It is always drawing out the water, waiting on us behind the gate.
The Gematria of 23 says the same= A kid who is a "dead dad."
So the above means renewal of the Village depends on "Segub Jair" youngish men who give light becoming Havvoth Jair a Village of Enlighteners:
23 (But Geshur and Aram captured Havvoth Jair,[f] as well as Kenath with its surrounding settlements—sixty towns.) All these were descendants of Makir the father of Gilead.
Geshur=Fortress of Despair
Aram=elevated citadel
Havvoth Jair=village of enlighteners
Kenath=Branches, stalks, acquires
Enlighteners who reside in an Elevated Village are to capture those trapped in the Fortress of Despair, the poor, the oppressed, the ignorant and graft them to the community. This is discussed in Isaiah 10-12 and is also a requirement for Pesach. This builds unity as the Coat Rack Man proved in Egypt.
24 After Hezron died in Caleb Ephrathah, Abijah the wife of Hezron bore him Ashhur the father[g] of Tekoa.
Caleb Ephrathah= Faith= the combination of the Cherubim and the Cover of the Ark which "cover us" from transgression and protect the comforts of civilization. They provide a protected entrance to the Village.
Abijah=Yah is my Father
Ashhur="the level step of happiness".
Tekoa= the trumpet call of the sudden impulse to unity.
"The Village of Faith" attains its soul at age 60. The age at which a soul attains great political competence signified by the ability to avoid significant confrontation by being shrewd:
Highlighting One’s Purpose
Showing appreciation for the gift of life should involve more than speeches and songs. As the Previous Rebbe taught,5 on a birthday a person should spend time alone, meditating about the purpose of his life and correcting those matters that need amending. Since his mazal shines powerfully on that day, a birthday celebrant can use this influence to focus on his individual mission, and work to align all the elements of his life with it.
In this context, a 60th birthday is a unique milestone. The standard text of Pirkei Avos reads: “At 60, one attains ziknah (sagacity).” Our Sages thus associate6 the term זקן with the phrase זה שקנה חכמה , “one who has acquired wisdom.”
Wisdom is not merely the result of accumulated information. Rather, wisdom is characterized by the ability to focus on the unifying element behind all information.
This in tandem is what is meant by Takoa. "The Trumpet Call to the Sudden Impulse of Unity."
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Cruel Promise, Titan Fall Book One by Ketley Allison
Imagine Doing The Brave Thing And Choosing Your Own Vagina Over Your Murdered Best Friend.
Don't think I have ever seen such a Classist, Gentrified book as this.
It is the mark of a buffered woman who thinks someone could love the murderer of her best mate.
This is a Trauma bond no different to those girls who you find after decades with children and grandchildren to their abusers.
Allison needs to get re-educated.
They believe in the concept of Virginity
This Author pretends the heroine LIKES pain despite her chronic distress throughout.
I assume she fed off a self harmer in the past and used that Angst to fuel this story and those like it.
Pain is literally Emotional Distress.
How ill are you that you can "understand" a murderer of your friend.
Smacks of a West Brit, "thats war for you".
Ill enough to need institutionalised. As always, the issues that impact the Deprived the most are sold back to them by those who think Pain is hot topic.
Her brain broke.
That's what happens when abused.
#bully romance#ketley allison#cruel promise#chronic pain#trauma#ptsd#complex ptsd#ptsd vent#chronic exhaustion#romance
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Imagine the rest of the Avengers cast finding out you’re a self-harmer.
It felt as if all of the air had been sucked out of the room. Vacuum-sealed. All sound had gone with it too, just a complete silence falling over the room. You felt that you couldn’t move. Couldn’t hide the scars that criss crossed your upper thighs. The still healing cuts from two days before, when you had been on your own, feeling overwhelmed and needed to gain some sort of control over yourself. It was bad enough that your castmates were seeing you in your underwear right now, but even worse that they were all looking right there. The mega-stars of your generation. Chris Evans, Chris Hemsworth, Mark Ruffalo, Jeremy Renner, Robert Downey Jr and Scarlett Johansson.
“What happened?” Chris Evans was the first one to ask, walking in. Of course it would be him. With his own anxiety problems, he could understand. But you saw in his eyes that he wanted you to say something like you were in an accident or - or mugged, or something, just so that it was something that could be healed and moved on with. But you couldn’t say anything. You just hung your head in shame as your stylist finally grabbed you the pair of pants that you were planning on wearing to the event tonight, and you slipped them on, zipping and buckling securely.
“What are you doing in here?” You asked, avoiding the question. Trying to pretend that they didn’t see what they knew that they saw. Robert and Hemsworth were looking at each other now and Scarlett was stepping past Chris to come up to you.
“We were uhh -” Mark Ruffalo said, looking sheepish. “- we planned on surprising you? It was just a stupid prank, really...”
“What happened?” Chris Evans asked again, this time cutting off Mark. Scarlett put her arms around your shoulders and dropped her head onto one of them, hugging you quietly. You looked away from her. From all of them. Even your stylist, who had been keeping your secret for over five years now remained silent.
Jeremy came onto your other side and hugged you as well. Chris then. Both of them. Mark. But not Robert. He was the one who stood near the door with his arms crossed, looking at you. Evans understood because he knew anxiety. But Robert understood because he knew addiction. It was because of that look that you opened up and let it spill. It was only an hour until you were on the red carpet, and make up artists had to be called into your room to fix Scarlett’s eyeliner and to make the guys eyes look less red because they cried with you, they cried for you.
“You can turn to us whenever you need it, you know,” Chris Hemsworth said, towering above the rest of you. He ruffled your hair which made your hairstylist gasp with horror.
“Now that we know, you’re going to have a hard time getting rid of us, actually,” Scarlett said, kissing your cheek, and wiped off the smudge that was made by her lipstick.
“You guys don’t have to-” You started, but Robert blew you off with a very Tony like wave in the air.
“We don’t have to do anything - except what’s in our Disney contracts. This - we’re doing cause we love you.”
Requested by: Anonymous
#Avengers Cast#avengers cast x reader#celebrity imagines#celebrity x reader#imagines#request#tw:selfharm#tw:cutting#x reader
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If we’re going to share pictures around on social media, why not share around this photo of the guy who hired the white lives matter plane to fly over the Ethiad stadium last weekend.
Seen here with a guy doing the Nazi salute, just in case you were in any doubt.
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I will forever associate this with deep winter with its long, dark nights.
At the very first light of dawn
Up from the horizon
Came a black cloud
And in its midst, Adad bellowed continually.
Sullat and Hanis were going at the fore,
Throne-bearers travelling mountain and land.
Erragal was ripping out the mooring poles;
Ninurta, as he went, made the weirs overflow.
The Anunnaki bore torches aloft,
Setting the land aglow with their brilliance.
The calm of the storm god passed across the sky
And all that was bright was turned into gloom.
The wide land lies like a broken urn.
One whole day the south storm blew
Gathering speed as it went;
Like a battle the cataclysm passed over the people.
One person could not see,
Nor recognize, another in the destruction.
Even the gods took fright at the Deluge!
They withdrew to the heaven of Anu.
Curled up in fear like dogs,
The goddess Ishtar, screaming like a woman in childbirth,
Belet-ili, the sweet-voiced, wailed aloud:
“Indeed the past has truly turned to clay,
Because I spoke evil in the assembly of the gods.
How did I speak evil in the assembly of the gods,
And declare a war to destroy my people?
It is I that gave birth to them - my own people!
Now like so many fish they will fill the sea.”
The gods, the Anunnaki, were weeping with her...
#Ishtar#babylonian#sumerian#lyre ensemble#stef conner#andy lowings#mark harmer#mesopotamian#witchblr#witch#witch aesthetic#witchcraft#ancient music
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