#manifesting a life in Dubai

[nightguide]

take disability out of Hollywood and you have your rights to live, establish that out of socialism and you've taken down the neo-american aristrocracy forever, like that was jail-baiting success from average neon light fluidity of human being.

Family Guy would easily get cancelled if they put Keanu Reeves rights to lie on screen but it's your daily joke that nobody will ever get, but it's only the beginning

[barbiebxby]

[may-lis-mar]

[itsrlymine]

You Aren’t Creating Anything. You Are Remembering Everything.

(manifesting proof since some of yall still depend on the 3d) (boooo)

Re-read the title please. You aren't creating anything. You are remembering everything.

How can you create reality when reality is already created? Creation is finished boo. Don’t give yourself that much credit. Stop looking at manifestation as if it’s bringing something new into your life. It’s “bringing” you more of you. When you want to experience something, it’s because you already have and you are now remembering what that experience was like. 

Every time I want to manifest something, I start to question myself on how I got what I manifested.

“How did that trip to Dubai end up going? I know I had wine and food on the plane but what were the beaches like again??” The picture below was taken when I was on a yacht headed to the beach btw.

Deliberately change the way you speak on the inside and your outer world will shift to your desire. You didn’t create your dream car — I mean the car you now own— it was created before you thought about having it as yours. Does that mean it wasn’t gonna be yours anyways??? No. All your desires exist now because they exist now. There is nothing you can think about manifesting that isn’t already in existence. Take that pressure off yourself and realized that you are simply remembering what it’s like to have what is yours. Just like sitting down to remember what elementary school was like when somebody asks you, remember what it’s like and how you felt getting everything you once wanted. Your desires are in the past now and a part of your present. Let's be so fr please.

[thebrokenpapergirl]

AMC IWTV Theory

I think Louis brought Daniel to Dubai either as a distraction or punishment for Armand.

Let me explain...

If it is a distraction it will manifest physically or psychologically. Meaning that Louis is either going to put Daniel's life in danger and force Armand to protect him and attempt to either escape or overpower Armand. Or, if it is in fact, a psychological distraction he wants Armand preoccupied with Daniel while he gets information, either from Armand's head himself or the archives in the penthouse.

If, however, it is punishment. I think Louis is going to force Armand to either watch Daniel die or give him the Dark Gift. Either way, it will haunt Armand for eternity.

I think Louis has pieced together that a lot of what he remembers is muddled. I believe it is because of Armand's influence, but even if it is just trauma, Louis now knows his recollections are missing pieces. I think he either intends to get those pieces back or, if he thinks he has pieced together what is missing, he wants retaliation.

I don't think it's a coincidence that he waited to redo the interview with Daniel until after he was diagnosed with Parkinson's. I think he used the diagnosis as bait for Armand. He knew Armand would give in, he would want to see Daniel, thus more easily acquiescing to Louis' demand.

[lotusmi]

SUCCESS STORY!!🤎🧸

tw//mental problems, abusive family, bullying, suicide attempt, manifest/void obsession

first of all i want to thank lotus because it helped me even when i was thinking about suicide❤️‍🩹

it's been years since I learned loa and I was having problems with the manifest. althought I have known loa for 2-3 years, i constantly reacted to 3D and for such reasons I could not manifest anything for 2-3 years. and when i first learned loa i was obsessed with void. I was hurting myself to enter void. like if you don't enter void today I will kill you. i was crazy because of void. at the same time, I was staying in the family environment that dragged me to death, and I was bullied at school . i was hated by people even though i did nothing. i tried to commit suicide many times, my family wouldn't let me go to the therapist. also, no one said anything to the bullying I saw. thats why I bullied myself for years in the same way. if I told anyone I was being bullied and asked for help, they would say it was probably my problem to my face💀💀 and towards the end of 2022, i seriously couldn't stand it anymore. i was constantly reading blogs [i think there is no blog i haven't read, lmao] and the last time i couldn't stand it, i tried suicide again, but i failed. later i wrote to lotus and she gave me a lot of advice (baby ily😩❤️) and i cried more than i have ever cried that night. the problem is that while people were already ruining me, the real problem was that i was ruining myself too. after that day, in the first week, i had so many problems in my manifest journey. but until 2023, i said to myself, "i don't want to live like this anymore. i deserve the life I want.” i made a promise. and every time I felt like quitting, i remembered my promise to myself. and now i have revised my whole life, i live in dubai🤭. if you're going to ask how i did this, i started to listen to my inner voice, i almost stopped entering tumblr. i stopped affirming and wrote down the things that i was gonna revise one by one, and added them to the notes app on my phone. i made a note at the bottom that I already have these in my life. when “what if I can't manifest the life I want?” if such thoughts came to my mind, i told myself that the creation was already finished. in this process, i focused only on myself and was developing my self concept. before I went to bed at night, i was constantly imagining the life I wanted and I was staying in that state and saying I already had the life I wanted, I didn't affirm anything extra. and even those who made life difficult for me started to apologize to me. (i manifested their karma life lol) anyway I don't want to talk more about those bitches but I want to mention this. please take a break. relax. stay away from things like void, loa for a few days. I noticed that some of you are obsessed with void on this blog. but i must say void is just a method. if i manifested the life i wanted when i was only 12-13 years old, you can do it too. take a break and do what feels good to you. love yourself. loa blogs can help you up to a point. they can't spare all their days for you. start taking responsibility. find manifest methods that work well for you. love yourself. meditate. i’ve talked a lot but I would like to add that, if someone tells you that you are the cause of the circumstances you are experiencing right now, that you created the conditions in which you live, please tell them to shut their fucking mouths. no such thing. i was blaming myself again, thinking what a disgusting monster i am just because this “you create ur reality” thingy. but the truth is that creation is already over. good luck!

MY FAV SUCCESS STORY TO EXIST!!!! 😭

I literally cried when this girl texted me saying she is living her dream life, I was so pround, I am pround 💗

Backstory, she first texted me 12/15/2022

She told me everything about her circumstances, they were really bad ones, and she was 12 at time and this made my heart so broken (she revised her age) since her parents were really toxic and disgusting ( I am not going to say much about her old story).

So I told her all about the toxic home I lived and how I manifested it away too (my success, my failures).

So, time passed and 01/feb I got this text!

I literally cried because I was so happy for herrrr 💗😭😭

"How she did it?"

She focused in her inner Self being the only reality and ignored all circumstances!

"and i would love to you to add those youtubers and blogs" insta: - kriston jackson youtube: - lana blakely tumblr: - @becomingthatgirl111 — other sources abt loa: - joe dispenza, edward art"

I literally cried so much and I am so happy for you my angel, look how you did it! You were 12 and revised your whole life! 💗💗💗

And that are people out there who don't believe that it is possible to manifest things. Look at this girl 💓

You did it amazing love, I am so pround of you. You are deserving of all the best things in the world. I wish you all the fun in life. Thank you sm for sending me this, I feel so appreciated that I had helped you, but who did all of this was YOU! 💗💗💗

✉️You all, everything is possible!

[nalyra-dreaming]

Comments on episode 2x02 - aka episode 9!

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Intro change!! Love it!!

The coven immediately tracking them but Claudia and Louis not noticing for FIVE MONTHS?! Sweeties!!! Come ON! This is Paris! You know? “Paris? No!“????

But the ribbing about it is EVERYTHING

Sitting on the statue made me laugh out loud

I‘m living for the vaguely bitchy bantering between Armand and Louis!!! Yesssss 🙌

And Daniel not buying it lol

Loved the little moment re the racism (callout) there

Armand and the jab re Lestat - LOL (oh god he is being so PETTY)

Armand needling Louis lmao

The coffins beneath the beds - clever

Poor pidgeons

GO DANIEL!

The interjections with Daniel‘s memories - shivers down my spine!!!

CLAUDIA SAYING SHE NEED A NEW BRAIN IN HER HEAD?!!!!! I FUCKING HATE THEM 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 God the foreshadowing

Madeleine and Claudia (and the dress 😭)

Daniel lecturing them about the gloves!!! I remember a post about this when s1 aired, because yes!!!! GOD THE DETAILS

Oh Louis. His photos. Going to that park to… watch?! Or snack and taste the lust in the blood?!!

Okay the groan and the elictricity … manifestations are definitely related to Armand.

They‘re very cute there on the couch in Dubai! If only Daniel would buy it lol. Also Louis‘ face when Armand says he never harmed him - oof. Pain and harm (for others) incoming 😭

God Armand seemed smitten indeed

The theater. HOLY SHIT. God they ate horrifically and left no crumbs.

Armand is maître. No hiding behind Santiago after all

Claudia choosing Bruce. Oy. Also Louis‘ face seeing the portrait

Daniel after had me laughing tears. Honestly. Drag them 🤣🤣🤣

Armand saying he fucked Lestat. Nawwww sweetie 😆

Louis going to Roget‘s to check if Lestat is actually dead. I… god. Honey.

Also: A part of the real Lestat!!!!!!!! I had not expected this (something similar yes, but THIS)??? GOD!! And Sam‘s presentation of it. Holy Hell. And making Louis his beneficiary. Right in the feels. “My Louis“. 😭😭😭😭 Mentioning the veil between them!!! Asking Louis not to give in to revenge!! But live his life 😭😭😭 FUCKING DEVASTATING 😭😭😭

The blood tears

Also Roget proposing Lestat is sleeping?!!!!!!!!! Does this Roget know?!!!

Whoa Daniel calling rebound

And Louis lashing out making Daniel remember Armand!!! HOLY MOLY

Louis called Daniel “Danny“

That smile Louis smiled there was vicious. Another little chip of surface humanity gone

Murder Mansion. Sex on motorbikes. It feels feverish.

Ohhhhhhhhh the flirtation. And Armand cutting it short by warning him and pushing Louis towards his shortcomings vampire-wise. OUCH. And also Armand commenting on her body and mind. Beheadings going on behind them. Oof.

The episode ending with a scream and the smile draining from Louis‘ face. Ruthless foreshadowing.

Next episode preview!!!

1556… the way they redirect for these snippets is interesting

Nicolas!!!!

God that gaze between Lestat and Armand is … *fans self*

Catacombs. Does Armand really show / (try to) teach LOUIS the fire gift? 😬

Justin fucking Kirk talking about the Great Conversion in broad daylight. Ohhhhhh I‘m still calling red herring lol.

Louis throwing Lestat against the wall 😈

Armand challenging Louis 🙌

Agh.

INCREDIBLE.

[sparklingfireflyy]

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Rosy cheeks

Desired appearance

Glittery skin

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New appearance + a house + revising deaths + new car

Rich bf + living in Dubai with family + learning new language + dream body + being good at manifesting + social butterfly + jade green eyes + changing hair type

Facial glow up + long hair + athletic hourglass body + being only child + mind control powers + intelligence + avoiding injury + sp getting free from jail + good school life - desired apartment

100k robux + white kitten + desired powers + being witch

Living with best friend + desired school + desired appearance + soulmate + desired parents behavior + great grades + crystals + bunny

Old crushes + compliments + follows + calls + pretty privilege + revising past grades

$500 + desired appearance + good school life + good home life

Apple green eyes + freckles + 10000 dollars

🌸🌸 Illogical : 🌸🌸

Shifting

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🌸🌸 Void : 🌸🌸

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🌸🌸 Others : 🌸🌸

Being biologically male

Texted by influencer

£ 200

Woke up with dream life

Crush confessing

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Parents never being smokers

[charmedreincarnation]

I got into the void using your challenge: live update

Day 1:

I said isn’t it wonderful once every hour: everytime I felt doubt I reminded myself isn’t it wonderful and the doubt went away. It kept me in very good mood and my desires did feel closer to me more than ever

Day 2:

Like the challenge said I started my day with Isn't it wonderful that I love and accept my godly ability to choose my reality, and I said that once and mediated on my limited beliefs to and tried to question why I should have them when I am god. I felt like a new person

I manifested so many things. Free coffee’, a cute man asking for my number, so many compliments from strangers which rarely happens, and not being late to class even though I’m always late. I was already becoming my dream self I envision after the void

I have a good vision board I was using for my visuals. Everytime something reminded me of my 3D, I stared at it on my phone to remind myself of the life I am living so why am I concerned, and I repeated isn’t it wonderful to remind myself of my wonderful life, it worked like a charm pun intended

It is night time so I am going to listen to the third video you recommended.

Tomorrow I will write about how grateful I am for all my desires that have manifested and meditate on the phrase it is done. My dream life is already here even if not in the 3D yet I have already become my imagination and I’m excited to fulfill my desires on the fourth day and I will message you my success story.

Day 3:

Today is my last day and I am already fulfilled. It really is wonderful. This morning I got up at 3 am (Happy Aïdd) and prayed on all the things I am grateful for. I went to sleep and woke up again. And journaled about all the wonderful things I have. My wealth, my beauty, my kind heart, the wonderful celebration in my beautiful house I am having with my family, my wonderful fiancé, mastery of the void state, the millions dollars of income I have flowing in my bank account yearly, my healthsafety and protection from god, all things that will be fulfilled the next time I close my eyes and open it. Then I wrote all my goals for the rest of the year, business plans, school plans, wedding plans, trip plans etc etc. this is a normal thing for me. All I could think is it is done this is my life MashaAllah

Update:

I was not planning into going to the void until after I went to bed. But I took a nap and woke up in the void thank you so much for this wonderful challenge

I woke up from my nap in a room I did not recognize I feared I had died, but it is here. I am not shocked or surprised, I don’t know how when I cried for this to happen for months but I have been fulfilled since the first day of the challenge so thank you dear 🙏

A shortened version of my desires

Living a luxurious life in Dubai

Living with all my family members in a 12 bedroom mansion in Dubai

Many house help who are treated with love and kindness and paid well

Loyal wealthy loving and god fearing handsome fiancé whom my family approve of

Attending zayned university

Hourglass body, and 36 inches of long healthy hair that never gets matted

Misgyony free household

10/10 beauty

Long natural nails that never break

High IQ that is respected

A white phantom rolls-Royce as my car

And a lot more 🙏 thank you to Loa tumblr and god himself. I pray all of this for you kind dearing souls

Another update

Tomorrow we throw a celebration and none of my family knows I did this, it is like we have always been rich and happy when we were poor and torn apart. I decorate and set up with my sisters, my mother is cooking 30 dishes, and my father for once is helping her clean up. He now worships here rather than abuses her. I am already getting many gifts, purses and jewelry I could only see in my dreams. My closet is very large the size of my old apartment 😂😂 I have hundreds of shoes and even more clothes and purses. I am in awe and greatful 🥰

Happy Aïdd😭😭🎉🎉💕 the fact that you got your desires on this wonderful day makes me so happy !!! You honestly did the challenge in more depth than I gave and it worked out so beautifully I am beyond happy for you beautiful anon 😭🫶🫶

[roboticprince100]

Reaction - The Most Underrated Key To Manifestation

Reactions are one of the strongest instincts in all living creatures, from animals to humans. How can you control your reactions to control your reality? Short answer - Don't give a damn about bad circumstances, take massive action and keep affirming your desires till you get them. For a long answer, keep reading.

Why should I worry about anything if I have created everything? Why should I care about the 3D if it's the mirror of my inner world? Why should I react negatively if the triggers are the fruits of my mind?

You can control your reactions completely and take all the power from the 3D and from other people in your hands. Take the reality, take the control in your hands. The 3D just keeps showing you circumstances or people or misfortunes which trigger you from the inside. But why does this happen? Why do you repeatedly get thoughts which are negative, which trigger your emotions, which make you restless and your mood turns bad? Why do you keep experiencing bad circumstances? The answer to why these thoughts pop-up all the time and why do you face bad circumstances all the time is more important than actually solving the thoughts and the bad circumstances. The 'Why' is crucial here.

The simple answer is because your subconscious mind is used to thinking like that. You are used to staying in the negative and thinking about how all the situations could go bad or even worse. You train your mind completely on this foundation as to what if everything goes wrong? What if things get worse? What if I fail? What if all this is a scam? What if I never get what I want? So many what ifs and so much negativity getting filled in your mind. You give a lot of importance to all the small, medium and big negative stimuli so your mind takes them very seriously. It's good to plan if things go wrong, it's good to be careful and take precautions, but there is a limit for it. There is an urgent need for you to stop planning only for the wrong situations. Because once that limit is breached, you are not really making yourself safe from those situations, you are actually creating them. I understand this in-depth because I was an overthinker for more than a decade and also an empath. My reactions kind of ruined my mental health and with a dangerous mental health, I lost everything.

Don't make your precautions your creation.

The subconscious mind is completely blind. It doesn't care, doesn't give a flying monkey to what you say, what you repeat, what you fear. So if your reactions are the same to certain triggers, it means your subconscious mind is perfectly trained to make you scared, impulsive and cautious. Flip it. Flip all your bad reactions and make a positive affirmation about them. Change your reactions to change your reality. Never react without stopping for a few seconds, never react impulsively no matter how bad things go in your life, never react to the 3D which is created by you. Your reactions are your power, they are your inner strength, never lose them so easily. I have a simple hack for all the negative thoughts, bad images, scary thoughts and triggering emotions. Say 'Vanished'. Repeat just one word 'Vanished.' If you have read The Power of Your Subconscious Mind by Dr. Joseph Murphy (literally the only book needed for manifestation and should be memorized word by word), you must know how Joseph Murphy emphasized on the word 'Wealth'. He asked people to just repeat one word wealth calmly and feelingly. Nothing else. He has also advised on affirmations and repetition of long statements in different scenarios, but just the power of one word is unbelievable.

Just close your eyes and think about one word Wealth. Slowly repeat it. What does your mind show you? Stash of money, property, assets, luxury, flying jets, first class travel, yachts, big houses, elegant cars, gold watches, rich people, Dubai, Monaco, billionaires? Just one word wealth and so many images created. So many thoughts fired. That's the power of one simple word. You don't even control your reaction or your thoughts, your mind automatically does that for you. It thinks about richness and luxury the moment you say 'Wealth'. If you didn't get any of the above images in your mind after saying wealth, you can understand how your mind doesn't even think about good thoughts because you never ask it to. I am not saying imagination is important, it's not even needed to manifest but at least your mind should be able to think good and happy thoughts.

Use the same trick for the word Vanished. The moment any thought that comes up in your mind which is there to trigger you, disturb you, mentally and emotionally drain you, just say vanished. No explanation, no affirmation, nothing. Vanished. I have put this word in my very first affirmation in my list of affirmations. But still, even now if anything comes in my mind which I don't want I just say Vanished. I repeat it calmly and the thought is gone.

Now some people would argue that you should express yourself fully, even your negative emotions, you should cry if you feel like, you should vent it out. Yes definitely. I totally support this. You should release your negative emotions. You shouldn't suppress them. In fact I did this many times. But for how long? My entire life? Once in a while I can understand, but continuously and regularly doing this, absolutely no. This is the reason why Neville Goddard said - 'Do not waste one moment in regret.' Regret, shame, guilt, embarrassment, humiliation, all these things once in a year are fine, but not more than that. They train your mind in full negativity and then anything wrong happens in the 3D, your mind is the fastest to react in the worst way possible. Where there was no need for any reaction, your mind reacted in such a strong way that the situation became powerful. All other similar situations which never had any power, now have all your attention because that is what your mind is craving. That is what it is trained for. This is how the Loop of Reactions is created. This is why your triggering thoughts and images are so powerful because they are on a loop.

Take the power out of them, take the life out of your negative thoughts, fears, worries, doubts and anxieties. The most powerful way you can do this is by changing your reaction. Here are the steps to use Reaction in the best way possible to manifest your desires:-

1. Say the word 'Vanished' whenever any bad thought comes in your mind. Keep saying this for days and weeks and you will feel the change in your mental health. You will feel closer to your desires because there is nothing else blocking them in your mind. This takes time so keep persisting till you become fearless. Just smile and react happily as if you have defeated them.

2. Stop for a few seconds before reacting to anything. Good, bad or neutral. Don't react to anything. Wait for a few seconds. This time gap is the actual key to controlling your impulses and emotions. It gives your mind the time to process things differently. Fun Fact:- Not only can I react calmly to any situation after practising this, but also my anger issues towards certain people and certain circumstances are gone completely, kind of vanished. Pun intended.

3. Don't react to repeated bad situations. You tried to get a taxi but got rejected 5 times by the driver and there are 50 people behind you looking at you. You will feel immediate humiliation and embarrassment, but why? Why are you giving importance to those 5 rejections or those 50 people at all? None of them matter in your life even if you are a celebrity. If you react in a weird way, you give that situation and also those people, the power to control you. Just be calm and relaxed. It's not a bad day, it's your foolish reaction. Don't react unnecessarily and hype everything up. I promise you, this single practice will make you mentally so strong that even if you are embarrassed by making a big mistake, you will smile and move on. Because now your reactions are in your control, not the outside world.

4. After taking a small gap like I explained in Step 2, react happily and cheerfully to all the good situations, minor good thoughts, remembering old jokes, little good circumstances happening here and there. Happy reactions are contagious to everyone and everything - people, situations, Universe. Do you observe how parents make their little babies react to toys, cartoons, music, games and the kids react by smiling and laughing? Because this is contagious and makes everyone happy. The parents do this in front of others also, because the babies spread love and happiness. Keep a note of all the good thoughts, write them down in a book and in your notes app, remember them again and again. Create the most powerful loop in your subconscious mind - the Loop of Happiness, Love and Peace.

Nobody wants your pathetic reactions, nobody wants your negativity, nobody wants you to be so fickle that they can't share anything with you because your reaction is always weird. There is a reason why we don't share everything with our family and friends because we already know their reactions. If you stop reacting negatively to everything, you would know more about everyone's lives than what you know now. If you could truly master your reactions, you would end up manifesting everything you want and even more. Being indifferent collapses time and space, and manifests your desires instantly.

I manifested $100 million dollars? That's cool. I am happy. My bank account has $200 only? That's cool. I don't give a damn. Your job is this - Always react calmly no matter what, always react with a pause no matter what, keep affirming what you want irrespective of your circumstances, take massive action, be fully disciplined and consistent with your affirmations and be independent of your desires. When you don't react in a weird way, don't get scared, don't depend on your manifestation, don't react negatively, you take all the power from your 3D and bring it back in your hands. Now your reality has only one frequency and vibration to play with, the happy and cheerful one. Because you no longer care about the bad, negative, worrisome circumstances and people. You don't react and you don't take them seriously. So it is forced to give you all your desires that make you naturally happy, satisfied and peaceful. All the blockages and fears have vanished. You choose your reality based on your happy reactions and manifesting becomes a piece of cake. Good luck!

[paganminiskirt]

Now that I’ve had an afternoon to process the Jacob Geller video - Spec Ops: The Line did better with the option to let Martin Walker quietly move on and live with what he did in spite of the unfixable moral & psychological damage than FNV did with all of that self aggrandizing narratively vindicated mighty whitey bullshit about Joshua Graham put together. Because Martin Walker is also an irredeemable bastard, but unlike Graham, the narrative deals with the ethical weight of his crimes by directly intertwining his nightmarish selfishness & cruelty with the reality of his indomitable humanity. This is why Walker has the option to mercy kill Riggs, to spare him an agonizingly painful death even though he doesn’t necessarily “deserve” it. This is also why Konrad, the manifestation of Walker’s conscience, painted a mural of his/their victims in his final moments of existence. Because what Riggs and Walker and men like them individually “deserve” isn’t the point, and never should’ve been. The Walker we see in the final scene with Konrad is the real Walker, and he isn’t heroic, decent, excusable or redeemable, but neither is he a tooth gnashing monster. Instead, he is scared, desperate and confused, crying “I didn’t mean to hurt anybody!” in a manner so brutally infantile that the ocean of blood on his hands ceases to be impossible to comprehend. Of course, this is the true face of the game’s Bad Guy™, this fractured shell who it would be completely pointless to kill, by his own hand at least. Walker is evil, but he’s still a person, and in that context the full extent of his unspeakable guilt becomes possible to interpret and cope with. To reconcile internally, through understanding, if not externally through justice.

If Walker decides to live, he will walk out of Dubai regretting that he is alive, but he will be alive anyways. All of his convoluted internal justifications came crashing down, and he still had that awful, glorious freedom to just… stop. That was what was wrong with him the whole time, right? He just couldn’t stop killing. But he does stop killing. And he starts where anyone seeking to better their circumstances should always start, with themself. By choosing not to commit suicide, Walker makes use of the autonomy which the game previously chastised him for not using, and sets himself up to do so again. Martin did this, he can’t undo it, but he can still go on. He’s still got the air in his lungs and is entitled to that, by virtue of nothing but his own choice. By surrendering himself to the truth, Martin can rest inside of it. He built a life and tore it apart and the sun kept shining. For a game so notoriously bleak, that’s quite soothing.

[moebiusx9]

Archetype Inception Spoilers: Wanted to talk about a theory I had

I wonder if Extella BB became the Extraverse Archetype, it'd be very fitting if it did turn out to be her. (As Extella Material says she never disappeared, but just sunk into the depths of the Moon's Far Side after giving up on her plans) Just a couple of things making me believe this: BB Cosmos(Chaldea BB) was able to become an Archetype when she and Dubai merged as BB Golden. She was ironically launched into space by BB Dubai at the start of the chapter, potential nod? Furthermore, BB Cosmos is literally an astronaut and has a rocket ship in her NP. Then there's Arc's line for BB:

Along with this, you also have Gil's line for Hakuno implying AI have become the new Prime Species:

The Hakunos say their BB has "departed", unknown if this means she has died or if she has left the Moon Cell. They also seemingly mention that they hope Chaldea BB will be able to traverse farther into space than humanity, according to other. Extraverse Archetype info:

The Extraverse Archetype was not created like the one in Moon Dubai and manifested on its own, immediately coming to a mutual understanding with humanity. BB is a health care AI with the express purpose of helping humanity, that's partially what the Moon Cancer class' true purpose is, as revealed by this chapter.

There's also the CE obtained when completing the chapter (using DeepL translation)

BB in its description describes viewing this dream the morning of her departure, along with the line "A glorious record of her life that burns in our hearts even in the distant space"

[blueiight]

1. Which kink do you think Louis would have that would surprise Lestat?

2. Do you think this fandoms racism has become more obvious due to Louis being a black creole person? Like I feel like people are more aggressive when they say Louis is top because he’s “rough” and Lestat is this dainty pillow broad.

1) i think it would take a lot to surprise lestat sexually [my dude a #BigOleFreak] but the one thing thatd somewhat unnerve him at first is lou breeding kink.. lestat has a very hobbled relationship w being the architect of creation meanwhile louis is like begging to be bred and plugged up so the baby can take. lestat would come around to it & meanly tease lou about it tho :3 if anything i feel like lestat is the one w/ hyperspecific kinks that unnerve louis and take him more time to get used to [we talmbout virginal catholic pimp who despite selling sex and being the voyeur to numerous sexual encounters, his only actual sexual experiences were handjobs & secretly getting head from younger guys prior to les… les got freudian relations & semi normal (nicki) relations, hes been w / men and women before, hes a real freak. i think lestat is a bratty vers whos dom top ways r activated in the presence of louis omega pillow princess pheromones lol]

2) when ppl hear an accusation of a ‘racism’, their only thoughts is some caricature of a confederate/nazi/klan member screaming that they dont want ‘woke’ [if not using the racial slur w/o the euphemism] vampires. when in reality, racism manifested in fan spaces which are predominately composed of white women / white lgbt w/ #blm stickers or bio posts, who have black friends, maybe have even dated or fucked somebody black, manifests as the beliefs they have internalized bc of cultural messaging around black people. their inability to recognize & analyze evident traits in black charas, the inability to relate to the ‘other’, shoving characters who r not such at all into these narrow stereotypes of the mandingo archetype, the stoic black brute, etc. etc. so when they hear us say ‘fandom racism’, they seem to think we’re calling them klan members & personally insulting them. diverting an observation on trends & cultural messaging to personal feelings, so a bystander can go omg how could u do that :( like i said, idrk or care for low bar discourse or throwing shit on ppl but i do think its funny to see ppl make les a dainty delicate waif off 1 hate sex scene that we dont even rly see all the way c. the other scenes we see lol. so they project onto les cuz hes more relatable to them simply cuz theyre both white? my friend who never even watched just knows of it cuz im aggy af mind u made a profound comment i find applicable w les in both book& show verse

‘[its] the contrast between a public show of subversive bi male femininity versus a domestic/private bi male masculinity—that truly applies to a lot of white gays…putting on the performance of gender non conformity but not actually being equitable in your domestic behaviors and simply reifying gendered violence’

nb ppl r more readily able to apply/recognize gnc ~traits~ in pale skin that may or may not be there. i compare les to david bowie & prince bc those men were gnc in performance but very typical to the role of ‘Man’ in their interpersonal& real lives.

& idt louis is that too gnc in his appearance neither, he still favors suits in his heyday yet in dubai has this androgynous unsettling plain black wardrobe. very cold cutting feminine eartha kitt grace jones type appearance/role he plays in this second interview v. the boyish swagger of a typical 1970s black man he puts on in divisadero in sanfran. but he subverts gendered racial stereotypes moreso in his dynamic w nb partners as black men r expected to be overpowering & domineering. where louis holds up gendered racial stereotypes/dynamics as a black man imo is w/ claudia & miss lily, 2 black women, emotionally and physically extracting from the bw in his life and making claudia make the decisions he cant bring himself to do. sorry if this got a lil off topic lol

[lotusmi]

https://www.tumblr.com/lotusmi/710901526611329025/i-know-everyone-says-you-can-manifest-anything-in?source=share

if you think this is not possible wouldn't that be limiting in a way

Well, here it comes to a point you are judging my beliefs lol. If you want to believe that, then it is upon you. You do not need to agree with me.

🔖LOTUS thoughts on shifting, manifesting and realities:

I ask you to read this fully - but dont overthink this topic, it is no-sense to overthink it. Again, you don't have to agree with me.

Now here it comes to 2 theories that I still am learning and I dont know what theory I am bending for yet.

1. There are infinite realities, each one with all that already exists. (shifting thinking)

then I have two points:

a) We change our reality? I don't think so. For me, creation is finished. For me, we only shift! For me we shift a reality where we have the desired thing. my anon revised living in Dubai. Does both our awareness shifted together? Or does the reality was changed?

b) And if we got INFINITE realities. Then we are talking here about even life in other planets (which i already real about in cia stuff). We are talking here about you wearing now, in each reality, the same dress but all different colours possible. All the clothes that exist. You having all the different skin colours. You being born in other country. Realities that you already died. Realities where you was not born.

And then comes a person who wants to be married to Jimin in all realities, shit like that. Oh, right. But what about realities that guy was not born? What about realities that guy did not even joined bts? Hm? I like to see the bigger-picture, always. Let's say someone want chickens to stop existing in all realities. Yea. Well... what about planets that chickens already were non-existent? What if in that place, 🍗 were the only food?

Another thing that is really no sense for me are those girlies who want to date a celebrity and date the guy IN ALL realities. I MYSELF. Don't believe that. Why? Because for me, all possibilities are ALREADY DONE. So the guy is dating the girl and in other reality he is with her cousin etc.

Some people really overcomplicate this and overthink it. Like, they are really afraid of shifting. But what they don't remember is: they are manifesting since they were born. So they are shifting since that. They are not in the reality they were at the 'begining', but they shifted at every state. Like 🦋 effect. If you decided to drink coffee is one reality, if you decided to drink tea, other.

2. There is not objetive reality, but only counciousness being reflected. (tradicional loa thinking, hologram universe)

This means there is nothing that exist if you are not aware of it. It means what you aware = what you see. That means there was never something real, but what you were aware, was being projected. Like a simulation. "Nothing to change but self". Why? Because there is no "realities", but shadows of our beliefs, what we were fooled to believe. “There is no 'here' to differentiate it from 'there.'”

But then...

a) is the entire multiverse, 3d and 4d experience and astral experience personal? Because, if it is, then the whole multiverse and all deities and beings are yours to control. EVERY aspect of 'what exists'.

b) If this is the truth, then it is no sense the "fear" some people have of manifest a thing and shift. There was never a 'here' to shift to 'there'. We only change the hologram by changing our counciousness.

Example:

Ok let's say your mom is sick. Then you probably will go to some blogger's inbox and ask something along this lines "Hi, my mom is sick. I want to manifest her to be healthy without shifting, since I don't want her to be sick in my old reality and I shift to one where she is healthy" or "I want her to be healthy in all realities".

We know, we should not concearn about the "how". Our business is only assume it is already done and fullfil our desire within.

We all also know that we should not be reasoning about what is happening in the outside, but within.

So this is mostly all my thoughts on this topic, I try to see the bigger-picture, but I still have so much to learn.

[nalyra-dreaming]

Holy shit?!

src

“Louis is still fighting to get to something, to unlock the memories that have curiously evaded him. "The pursuit of memory and truth is the driving force this season. It motivates Louis to get to where we're going to get to by the end of it," said Zaman. "Season 1 proved that his memory's completely shot in lots of ways, but who, or what, did that — that's the question I think we're going to have to answer."…

“It all begins with Louis, a textbook unreliable narrator, though Jones and Anderson both bristle a bit at the term. "One self delusion knits itself to the rest of your life," Jones said. He argued that Louis' memory might be "80-90 percent" correct, though it only takes one mistaken detail to muddle a timeline and cancel someone out entirely. "To unwind that, you call into question all this stuff. It doesn't mean that all this stuff isn't right. It's just this thing has altered it a little bit."

…

To Anderson, Louis' unreliability matters less than the vivid reality of his feelings. "It's not necessarily that Louis is a quote-unquote unreliable narrator," he said. "He is, because what he's saying is completely subjective. But I think it has just as much to do with how something felt, the feeling of a person or the feeling of an experience, than it is him actively trying to deceive anybody." That comes out most strongly in Dubai, particularly in the second season. "He's really, genuinely trying to find the closest thing to an objective recalling of events that he possibly can."…

“I like writing for Sam Reid, and I think in terms of how this thing is structured and what's going on in this headspace, it wasn't a big leap to go, 'Oh, he's haunting. He's inside Louis,'" Jones said. When we see Lestat at the beginning of the season, he manifests as what Anderson and Reid referred to as "dream Lestat" — not quite himself, not quite a ghost, not quite a memory, but some blend of all three, filtered through Louis' guilt and grief.

…

"Who is Louis remembering, and how is Louis remembering [Lestat] is always on my mind," said Reid when we first spoke at the Television Critics Association winter press tour in February. "I'm always thinking about it, and I'm always talking about it, much to the chagrin of pretty much everyone." (From across the table we were crowded around, Anderson heckled, "I can vouch for that.") Later, when we met one on one over Zoom, Reid elaborated, "Louis is speaking to himself, so he speaks like Louis. But he's also speaking to Lestat, and he's choosing to speak to Lestat when he's speaking to himself." The first time we see Lestat in Season 2, he materializes before Louis as a gory vision during a moment of mental deterioration, vengeful and overbearingly loving all at once. What was already a blurry line between the ex-lovers has now become indistinguishable.“…

“With dream Lestat assuming a number of dispositions, all dictated by Louis' headspace, separating dream Lestat from the real Lestat was crucial to Reid. "It's clear that Louis is putting the words into his mouth," Reid said. "Who's the guy that he's forced to see looking back at him, saying the words that he thinks he should be saying?" The presence of dream Lestat means that the state of the real Lestat is unclear when the season opens, but becoming this slightly unreal version of his character built on the groundwork Reid had already been laying. Going back to the first season, he often rejected Anderson's impulse to play their scenes together as if they were true. "I know this is not how this happened," he said of Louis' version of events, "which allowed me to kind of lean into the more sow's ear version of Lestat in specific moments, because I knew that we might be revisiting them."…

“For Claudia, Lestat's influence will always linger. "That's his daughter," Hayles said simply. "He doesn't need to be a ghost. He's in her." Louis and Claudia know each other inside and out, and Louis' love for Claudia is all-encompassing, but she sees the writing on the wall the moment he meets Armand: What happened with Lestat will happen again as Louis chooses another man over her.“

(much more behind the link!!)

UPDATE: link to the author’s tweet, Allison Picurro

[bysisandamgedezi]

4 years ago I wrote a list of manifestations that I would like to accomplish, and some of them were accomplished. I told myself I would go back to them to the progress and update. Well this is me updating that list.

A lot has happened since then. A pandemic that turned almost everybody’s lives upside down including mine. Failed romantic relationships. Adopting my niece as my daughter. Getting retrenched from a well paying job months after moving into a dream apartment. Becoming a full time freelancer that I now get paid more than when I was a full time art director. Contracted meningitis and almost dying from it, grateful to have fully recovered from it. Friends getting married. The past four years since the last time I wrote the first list of manifestations have been very eventful.

Having a second lease on life, I thought let me update my list of manifestations for the next few years. Again, I don’t want to put time limits on it, don’t want that kinda pressure on myself.

* Make at least one short film a year, be consistent at it.

* Write a feature film, pitch it and have it picked up by a recognisable studio.

* Be the director and show runner of a very successful, proudly South African, TV show.

* Move to Dubai, LA or New York.

* Document my life more, even if it’s just for myself.

* Earn enough and travel more.

* Buy a house for my retired parents.

* Be known as a fully fledged director and multi-disciplinary artist.

* Design furniture with my sister.

* Work with artist that I admire and my role models who I consider my favourite geeks.

* Meet and get to take Zendaya on a date.

In time I’ll come back to this list to remind myself of how far I’ve come.