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Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles episodes I wish we could have gotten (in no particular order):
The turtles get cloaking charms to look human, like Sunita or Big Mama have (I just wanna know what they'd look like as humans, canonically)
A flashback of the first time the turtles met April
More Donnie and Raph content (More Brains and Brawn, please and thank you)
More Donnie and Leo content
So much more more Mikey content in general
Casey Jr. adapting to living in not-the-apocalypse
Casey Jr. flashing back to all his future's turts and his April, and comparing them to their younger counterparts
Raph bonding with Cassandra (because raph and casey brotp ftw)
Cassandra bonding with Casey Jr.
We meet April's parents and April's parents meet the Hamatos
MORE TIME WITH GRAM-GRAM KARAI maybe before she got got (a flashback kinda ep) or Mikey talks to her as a Hamato ghost idk
An episode about Big Mama's masked lackey (I know we got a reveal for her in the anniversary comic, but I want to know mooore)
Another girls night episode, but with April, Sunita AND Cassandra
Cassandra trying to un-Krangify the foot leaders
Actually, maybe also an entire episode (or series of episodes) dedicated to addressing the fallout and trauma from the Krang invasion
The Crying Titan. 'Nuff said.
Draxum winning over the rest of the brothers (My theory on how it would go down: Donnie's the next most receptive besides Mikey. Raph's trust is harder to earn, but is won over when Raph sees how Draxum wants to protect the family as much as he does. Leo's...gonna take some work)
Leveling up ninja training, working on each turtle's weakest area. This would probably work better as multiple episodes, where in each one, Splinter focuses on one turtle's training and they root out some deeper-seated personal issues. And maybe working around post-krang injuries (Mikey's arms, Leo's leg, Donnie's shell, Raph's eye)
More Todd and the weird dentist poachers, there was definitely supposed to be more there
More Hueso, maybe with another turtle besides Leo
Agent Bishop and Sister Krang
More Mud Dogs, with Sean Astin voicing Heinous Green
#man i wish i could see some of these#even one#i'll die mad that this show's plug got pulled#but you can't stop me from dreaming#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#text post#egg rambles
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Voice from the wasteland
#half life#half life au#half-life#HL Hibernation au#gordon freeman#gman#g-man#hibernation gordon#hibernation gman#eye contact tw#shmorps art#trying comics now cause they're neat#My computer did not like me drawing so many layers on one canvas#Anyway I had the idea of some of the weird dreams/visions Gordon would have in this au#and that resulted in this#Always feeling haunted by Gman wanting him to succumb to the freezing temperatures#He doesn't even know why. he's just scared of her getting under his skin about it#I wish I could explain gman and gordon's dynamic in this au properly#Like. gman sees Gordon as a bug in a jar#or a pet she's just letting out for a bit before making him come back into stasis or just. letting him die.#anyway yeah silly
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as promised tumblr, the drawing has been done
#i know there’s at least something (or someone) in that dungeon who’s delicious!#haha i jest! i just love kabru with my whole heart and soul#there will probably be more art? at some point? but for now all i can do is sketch him bc i think he’s um#well i think kabru is one of the most perfect characters ever written#i wish i could have captured more of his weird and nervous possibly sweaty charm but i was watching a scary tv show#and i really just needed to see a beautiful smiling man#kabru dungeon meshi#kabru#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dunmeshi#mithrun#dungeon meshi mithrun
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going absolutely insane about this

he has so much adoration in his eyes THAT MAN IS IN LOVE
the writers completely failed when it came to writing his ACTUAL love interest
bro wants to get married and have babies and grandbabies with Erik Lehnsherr
he’s already planned ahead 😨🤯
thank you James Mcavoy for giving us head over heels in love Charles Xavier😌🙏
#for some reason i dont have eriks side of the picture 🤔#if i knew how to properly put thoughts into words and have them make sense i would write an essay about the failure of writing that is moira#my hatred towards her has kind of mellowed i just need to see her as just an independent character that has her own story#specifically one that isnt connected to a man#they just had to age down her other love interest 😾🤨#we could of had sean and moira 😭😭😭#well i guess its charles’s fault for being able to attract anyone#sighh 😔#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#x men#professor x#magneto#wish does not shut up#moira mactaggert#xmcu
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perhaps my most #cancelable videogame take i can post on this website is i think that the kind of people who say that anyone who picks the "morally wrong" or "mean" options in video game dialogue should, as a player, feel bad about their own choices/morals in real life. is that those people are just another flavor of the kind of dudes who play Disco Elysium and get mad for not being rewarded for picking the facist options. both of these groups are reducing games to "a thing I want to agree with me and everyone else who doesn't either suffers or does not have the option to play a character who behaves otherwise" rather than "a medium where you get to (or even Have to) explore different kinds of characters in order to experience the full depth of the story and characters in it."
When I want to pick options in a game that are mean, negative, arrogant, or ignorant, it's because I want to explore what would push a character into becoming that kind of person. Sometimes I want to see how the NPC characters who I-The-Player like/agree with react to someone who is fundamentally different from them. I think it's GOOD actually when the narrative allows you to push limits and especially when it has the option to then punish you for it in some way, such as losing options/routes later on, or companions straight up abandoning you for your choices. It DOES often make me deeply, viscerally uncomfortable to make choices in a game that are so counter to my own, but it means I get to experience that discomfort in an isolated environment and also think about what it means, what would push the character or even yes a real person into actually feeling those things. And I get to play with what ways the narrative could challenge them/make them grow over the course of the game--or on the other side, it can let me make a character who does start off more open/accepting but let the events of the narrative push them into being more reactively closed-minded instead.
I like that we have invented a medium where you can play a game multiple times and experience it differently depending on the character you play as. Books and TV and movies are all static--the greatest draw of games to me is the ones that are responsive, that can tell a slightly different story every time--when other characters in the game respond differently to you because of it, or some paths open up and others don't. And so yes it did disappointment me when a franchise that previously had these elements, Dragon Age, did not include them in the most recent installment. I don't think games should have options where you get to just hit a button to say something racist with no consequences or exploration into why a character would do that. but like, if i can only ever play a game as an upstanding person who is morally right all the time in basically the same flavor for every dialogue. I only get to truly play that game Once, you know? And I only get to see the way the companions react to someone they like and trust. And never really go deeper than that.
So like... I just sit and think about the scenes you can get in Inquisition. with Cassandra breaking down, because she fears she placed a would-be tyrant at the head of a powerful organization--that she searched and searched and chose wrong. Of Varric who is desperate to convince you not to become a monster, like the last person he feels betrayed him. Vivienne intentionally pissing you off because she wants to see how far you'll go when angered, how much she has to worry about your reactions. They say so much about the companions, what they fear most, and where they will draw the line. And especially in Inquisition, at these crisis points--you don't have to double down. Your character can have a come-to-Andraste moment where they go "woah... is that really how people see me? is this what i want?" and I think that kind of option can do way more for encouraging actual players to examine the choices they make in stories, more than locking the player into supportive, non-aggressive options does.
now. do i think all games execute these flavors well? no. writers and devs will have their own biases and blind spots, even if they are otherwise well-intentioned. and I don't think the ends of the scale need to extend from "absolute angel" to "horrible bigot", because the real complexity of course lies in the middle. I am not asking for games to let me be bigoted at every turn, what I want is games that let me make the protagonist deeply flawed in one or more ways--fearfully closed-minded to things outside their upbringing, or afraid of change to the status quo, or who want to advance their own aims regardless of consequences to others. I actually agree that the game was correct not to include any options for disrespecting Taash and their personal journey for example, but I do wish... idk maybe that we could have had a scene where if for instance the player character avoided outside-world missions relating to clearing away blight, they could confront us on how this might devastate the natural world and its creatures like dragons, and push us into trying to resolve it. Or in the other direction, if you spend the (currently meaningless) time giving money to background NPCs begging in the cities, Neve could could have a special cutscene thanking you for your attention to people otherwise beneath notice. You know?
And of course not every game can do this, I can write those sentences up there that represent hundreds of hours of dev time, of course they can't do it all. But the prior games usually did have at least a little of this, and that was enough to make me really fall in love. I KNOW the tumultuous development cycle, restarts from scratch, interference from higher-ups all contributed to why Veilguard was unable to hit those same marks this time. And we probably won't ever know how much of the loss of options/reactivity was intention vs a side effect of these things. But I wish people wouldn't frame players who miss these aspects as insane/morally corrupt. When for most of us it's because we genuinely enjoy challenging and exploring these aspects of reality in fiction in a way entirely unlike what we actually support in real life. i fully acknowledge not everyone desires to play this way. and that's fine!!! i am glad people can enjoy doing a "good" run each time that brings them joy. but for me it really limits the potential bounds of my enjoyment i guess. I like media that is complicated and messy and makes me think, and extra so when I get to see how playing that way impacts the greater story around it.
#idk man. i need to stop writing the same damn post over and over i know. i just Keep Seeing That Shit Again you see#its my own failing. to think that 'but if you listen to me this time and see my perspective you'll finally Get It'#when like other ppl are just not interested in that. we simply come to games for different things#but seeing posts that say 'it says a LOT about a player who chooses x' well maybe it Doesn't Actually. reflect their real life at all#there are of course going to be bad actors everywhere. but instead of turning them into Boogymen and accusing each other#i wish that conversations could just be taken in good faith that Some People Desire Different Things#without having to somehow be bad people for disagreeing with you#veilguard critical#datv critical#dav critical#datv spoilers#da4 spoilers#ramblings#i don't Hate veilguard by any means. i enjoyed the game play and like many other aspects of it and i love the characters#i just wish we got to see more sides of them and who they could be when pushed to extremes#like we did the last games#'jade these thoughts belong in a DM with your besties not tumblr' well alas neither of them Wanted to play veilguard bc of the above#so here i am with nowhere else to go besides my personal tumblr ot get it out 😞#the worst thing a piece of media can be to me is Uninteresting. because at least something that's Nasty has something its trying to say
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theyre in my head. forever. take some scraps
#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc gangle#tadc jax#tadc zooble#tadc pomni#before anyone speaks up i am a lesbian pls dont point out the dyke part#i simply think he could be lesbian material. is he? no#i personally see him as very questioning and weird. too stunted with too many walls for romance#begrudgingly accepts friendships and maybe gets One close enough that gives him a weird. moment. realization#kicks his ass into gear that oops cant be driving them all away now or ill wanna kms#i wish i was capable of multishipping bc ribbun has some funny potential but man.#as is its too Not For Me. but gangle beating on jax for revenge is sooooo funny#also the fact ragatha and jax are the same person in different flavors? delightful.#both hiding themselves to such an extent that the one everyone knows isnt Real.#rags hiding herself through helping others while jax does it through pushing them away viciously and acting out#despicable. they care for each other in their own weird way.#she hates him but doesnt want him to die. she hates him but if something happened then she would be worried.#thanks for reading my rambling
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Based on my favorite gif lately
#my art stuff#digital art#baldurs gate 3#bg3#astarion#batstarion#once again specifying this is a spawn astarion with some sort of wild shape thing#bat#good morning#gif#I’ve been in such a weird place mentally about art lately#I just keep stopping myself from drawing things cus I want to draw Astarion -#- but fsr my brain decided I draw him wrong and thus makes it pointless to even start#bat form is fine - I have no problems with it. But in his normal form? no can do buckaroo.#It’s one part why I haven’t shared much art lately - I don’t get happy enough about the “quality”#then just don’t share it as a result - in turn making me feel worse because I’m not posting - making me doubt myself more - etc etc#idk man - I got way too giddy earlier today cus someone could tell this was Astarion - even though this isn’t even the version of him I -#- feel insecure about#I keep seeing these artists making more realistic art and cool comics and interactions - most of which are shaded really beautifully -#- and all I can think about is how I CAN’T do that - even if it wouldn’t fuck me up mentally#I just put too much stress on my ability to create realism and I keep “failing” at doing that (by actively avoiding it for my own health)#idk man - I just wish I felt better about Astarion’s stupid chin OTL
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thinking about the culture shift on tumblr away from reblogging and how sad it is. not just for my own artwork and how small it makes my circle feel, but also for all the artwork out there that i just won't see, because the decline in reblogs means its interactions and reblogs might quiet down and "die" before i even know it exists. like. using some of my own artworks' notes as an example, with their reblog maps shown. Here's a side-by-side of two reblog maps, one on a piece i created (and was proud of!) in about 2018, the other with a much more recent piece of a similar quality.
like, looking at these two reblog maps side by side is miserable, isn't it? Look how far the first one spread, how each of those reblogs had a chance to start a new chain reaction, compared to the tiny cluster on a modern-day post. Posts used to travel around this site and connect us, fanart and fics and gifsets and all the rest. Now they're so localised.
How many wonderful fanworks have i never even had the chance to interact with, because they stayed in their little bubble and never reached mine?
i don't really have an endpoint to this post. the culture has shifted, and this is how things are now, but it's sad.
#i'm not trying to Make A Public Statement here i'm not trying to guilt anyone#this is a more generalised statement of nostalgia for how things used to be#but like. man#it IS sad isn't it#to be clear i'm not like ungrateful for the lil cluster of folks that have and do reblog my current work!#i'm more just generally sad about how mobile posts used to be#especially fanworks#people seem so reluctant to share fanworks these days#and i totally understand why fanwork creators burn out so easily compared to the rampant joy we used to see#i wish we could get some of that old energy back
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man it would really be so cool if there were fics in the timkon tag that were about timkon, instead of 5000 fics about ~the batfam~ that include like maybe one line about tim wearing a superboy t shirt
#some days i open the timkon tag and my ao3 savior settings literally take out the entire page#like. man#i understand at this point there's no convincing ~the batfam~ fans to actually give a shit about comics#but i wish there could be a ''convincing them to get their own tags''#because they make it actively fucking impossible for people who ARE comic fans to use the tags#and it's like. a completely separate entity at this point i don't fucking know man#like idek what they're fans of. each other's fanfic i guess. but oh my god#i don't CARE about the 10000th fic tagged dick & jason & cass & tim & steph & damian & bruce. i don't!!!!!#i would like to see kon-el and tim drake's relationship!!! which is why im in the tag for them!!!!#can you stop fucking tagging them when kon doesn't even factor in the goddamn fic!!!! aoughghghh#rimi talks
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i aint one for drinking but im missing dsmp like a motherfucker
#like veeeery specifically the like reaal early shit. a handful of my mutuals i gained from my final days in the fandom when i was like 14/15#in like 2021/2022 and primariliy posting tntduo which uuuuh yeah you see why ive been quieter about being an ex dsmper now huh? but like. i#fucking craving that shit man!! thats like the only time i was like IN a community. like immersed in it!!! people knew my name- i STILL#think about during the tntblr elections where i was @'d and accused of running the election blog due to my engagement with the posts but#lack of public opinion [this was back when i was going as t1ddly_w1nks] but like FUCK MAN!! people knew me!! thats awesome!!!#even outside of that it was like my first active fandom that i was actively engaging and posting in. my kinda ass drawings would get like.#50+ likes consistantly on instagram. and on tumblr i was THE shapeshifter wilbur and thermodynamic tntduo guy IT WAS ME!! i made people cry#with my fucking headcannons dawg it RULED!!! im trying to like. draw dsmp art but because i was SUCH wilbur fanartist its like??? difficult#absolutely no shade to anyone still drawing c!wilbur while not supporting the guy himself since like. i wish i could as someone who was#always fighting the good fight w the differnce between c! and CC! but like......... something in me wont let me without feeling bad since.#the part ive always fixated on.... was wilbur centric AND IT DOESNT HELP THAT THE THING SPARKING THIS IS THETOYBOXS' ERROR DSMP AMV CAUSE#FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK ITS GOOOOOD anyway. ramble over. who knows. you might see some dsmp scribbles in the coming days. or not. anyway bai.#dsmp#dream smp#dsmpblr#dsmp ramble#mcyt#lmanburg
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greatest tragedy of our times is that this is the most we have visually left from harry nilsson's the point starring davy jones and micky dolenz
#PLEASE if you have more pictures SHOW THEM TO ME#you guys this musical is kind of crazy important to me its rly good#i think the puppeteering stuff is so charming i just wish i could SEE IT#tbh mickys costume in that photo is fucking HORRENDOUS i understand why it didnt take off#like to have such a strong visual element as fucking points and to flop so bad is crazy . sorry to whoever designed it but come on man#shouldve gotten me on set i wouldve done some serious damage#davy jones#micky dolenz#the monkees#the point musical#jolenz#harry nilsson
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IM GONNA GO TO FLORENCE DUDE I will send you photos of arts and statues so you can draw the boys
Aa that's so cool, I hope you have wonderful time!
(Maybe think of my dogs if you see a Saint Sebastian anywhere 🏹 )
#I wish I could go myself but man traveling is just so expensive#trust me when I say I live far away from everything#and going alone wouldn't be fun but none of my friends and family are that interested#answered#elios-zosimos-bandy#unironically I'd like to see the photos send me some if you feel like it
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inspired by @garymerlow's list (and others i've come across since), here's my version of an orderless pile of 100 favorite movies!
#i keep seeing people express worry their lists might be too obscure#and then they have pirates of the caribbean and lord of the rings them#so here's MY list. which might be too obscure. and has top gun and a marvel movie on it#*#polls#tag stuff#( < not really but in spirit. and to find it again)#i've said this before but any time i look at my movie history i go Holy Shit. i Have to watch some stuff that's not from north america#and i have been doing that!! but i should do it more#'so what's a good dutch (or german) movie?' man. i wish i could give you an actual informed answer
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if season 2 of xmen 97 doesn’t show more of them WHATS THE POINT

i need every piece of content where they’re in haifa i’m going to read all the comics
just gonna have to ignore the fact charles was dating gabrielle at that point
#these guys were making out in back alleyways#i read the script for the magneto origins movie a bit back#i’m pretty sure at one point erik was just checking charles out while he played sports with kids#they killed magda in that movie so no pietro and wanda#erik was STRUGGLING#just saying but erik totally had some kinda one-night stand with the american agent#even in writing i could tell they were eyeing eachother#also this movie kinda failed at showing WHY erik became magneto#he didn’t even save the mutant kids at the end charles did#erik was busy killing the the guy who experimented on him#they also showed erik making the helmet FOR NO REASON?#bro was on good terms with his man why is he shutting him out 🤨#charles literally rescued erik from getting arrested#bro left the hospital to save his boyfriend#he has PRIORITIES#i would of def liked to see this on the big screen but there was definitely some aspects that need to change#or maybe the writers will keep their consistency of inconsistent movies#i kinda went of topic lol#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#x men#professor x#magneto#xmen 97#wish does not shut up
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gender rant in tags
#there is a part of me that desperately wants to identify as a man but i just can't#because i hate being associated what that means for people#like yes obviously being big and masculine and putting on muscle and weight is affirming to a lot of people#and that's fine#but i really do not know how to explain how much i do not resonate with that#and how much i equally don't resonate with femininity#i have spent years debating whether i want to medically transition#i know about all the literal physical stuff i just don't know if i want to bite the bullet and do it#and i go on tumblr hoping to find some kind of inspiration some kind of motivation literally anything to encourage me to do it#but literally every post about being transmasc is about being strong and hairy and typically masculine#which. again. is fine. but i literally never feel like my gender is one that even exists#so then i convince myself that it's best not to even try#when i still don't even know if i've decided that's true or not#i dont know#i don't even know where i'm going with this i just feel like i will never ever be seen in my life#and even if i make the jump to medically transition it will mean i may lose a lot of people close to me#so it's not ebven like it's just a gender question it's like well. do you want to feel Vaguely Dissatisfied but not in agony and keep the#things and the people that are closest to you#or do you want to try this thing that you may not even like and risk losing everything#i just wish i fucking knew#i would know if i thought i could be the person i wanted to be on T#but honestly i'm not convinced that i will ever be that person#i see trans people being happy and it just makes me fucking sad#and i fucking hate that#if you’ve read this far I’ll admit to you this was because I started crying looking at the tumblr forcemasc tag. because I’m normal#anyway. goes back to reading my stupid naval uniform book#mine#delete later
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thinkin bout magneto's lil list of aliases from that One Shot of his government file or w/e in 97 and how it lists the three main men who've played him (David Hemblen, Ian McKellen, Michael Fassbender) and kinda cackling at the idea 1.) if they included All his names 2.) having 'michael' on that list twice
#snap chats#'real name magnus' to YOU. maybe to me too idk magnus IS a cute name but not the topic#some people bemoan references to the movies in the comics/cartoons I HOWEVER think theyre always cute when it comes to the xmen...#like in legion of x- i forget who but someone was like 'magneto can do a GREAT gandalf impression just get him drunk first'#like oh im sure im sure he can... [insert rivals tank joke here]#kinda wish they called back to his other VAs or at least earl boen who played him in Pryde of the X-Men but ill live#i just like the shout outs in general..... thats so cute idc i love it when comics/shows do that#also love how david hemblen's name is the only one not fully censored vJELKJVAELKJ#rip king you'll always be iconic for your performance in 92. AND in road to avonlea <- he was in one (1) episode#anyway no please can you imagine how goofy that list would be. and how long#like 'you got two michaels on here you wanna explain' you gotta ask his ex about that one. michael a good name idk what to tell you#'ok so david hemblen ian [redacted] michael [redacted] michael. michael xavier......' loud ass eyebrow raise#ik in the tas verse mags doesnt get the opportunity to 'become' michael xavier but let me have this joke ok. just this one#didnt know charles could see into the future ... it really is so funny that a man named michael would eventually play mags tho#thats so funny .. serendipity or whatever#wait that just reminds me of when he borrows charles' last name for that 2012(? or was it 2011) magneto one shot#he couldnt have been going by michael xavier in that it was well before that time.. was he just going by 'magnus xavier'....#or just Mr. Xavier .. or charles xavier ... funny as hell i love magneto's name shenanigans#james arnold taylor deserves a shoutout. maybe not in tas but just in general WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE PLAYED TIDUS#INFAMOUS LAUGHTER TIDUS THAT ONE ????? range. he also played johnny test but we dont gotta talk about it#that fact alone has made he decide mags has an ugly laugh. like i know the context of the tidus laugh and its sad but ssh#ignore me im just. i love voice actor stuff its always so funny going down the rabbit hole#seriously tho shoutout to mr taylor he's played mags in virtually all his video game appearances. AND lego charles#thats enough outta me ok bye im gonna go
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