#making good use of my old photos!!
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"When everything is over," Katsura said, his hair draped over Gintoki's knee, "and we're old and grey, I would be happy living together in a house with you. Though I suppose you already are grey, so on your part, you would just be old. I would be the one who'd gone grey when I wasn't before."
[What happens when you have walked past the limit of what your eyes can see?"
#gintama fic#ginzuragin#for the ginzuragin/yorozura exchange 2023#sakata gintoki#katsura kotaro#pear things#making good use of my old photos!!#i said root cave first of all and lied because i couldnt find a nice photo for it :((((
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renaissance dogys
characters belong to @canisalbus
#i love i loveeee ludovica sm shes so cute. ive only known her for 5 min but i fell in love with her design and i love her friendship#with vasco ^_^ i think them having each other makes hiding their sexualities a little less lonely so thats sweet#ik in modern au shes considered an old friend of vascos but i originally assumed she and vasco fake dated in college or smth#to get their parents off their backs until they came out properly and continued to stay in touch as friends after LMAO#im not very familiar with period fashion so i had to look at renaissance costumes as reference. but i have to admit i love the#high waistlines used in some of their dresses.. i have a minidress with a similar high waistline pressed against the chest and sleeves#also if u squint machete is holding a little paper bag in the 2nd photo which is supposed to be his lunch courtesy of vasco <3#idk what ludovica would wear in modern au but i thought poet shirts might suit her because theyre like somewhere evenly between#masc and femme. to me anyway.. based on observation lesbians seem to love poet shirts and i think she looks good in one#these are all shitposts.. ill draw serious art of them one of these days i promise#i listened to fools rush in and it reminds me of them.. especially when it goes 'though i see the danger there / if theres a chance#for me then i dont care' like its so poignant and bittersweet.. a little indulgent when u think of those small moments they have togethr#save me gay catholic furries... gay catholic furries... gay catholic furries save me#my art#myart#doodles#fanart#others ocs#canisalbus#fur#furry art#machete#vasco#vaschete#ludovica#sfw fur#furry#anthro
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so REVENGE, HUH? or justice, if that makes you feel better. it tastes the same when cooked just right. 'I REALLY WANTED A BROTHER.' such a shame to burn a bridge you so desperately wanted to keep, especially when it wasnt even you who started the fire. especially when you hope that not a single fragment of that bridge ever washes ashore.[MAY IT ROT FAR FROM MY SIGHTS] an unfortunate loss! atleast he has his friends.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi prime defenders spoilers#jrwi pd spoilers#jrwi pd#william wisp#vyncent sol#THIS ONE IS FUUUUCKIN OOOOOLLDD RAAAHHHHH i made it like. a year ago. but didnt finish it for so so long bc i just wasnt happy w it.#BUT LIKE A CENTURY EGG the decades of being encased in salt n lime n ash have done WELL to bring out the flavores of this piece#i sorta recently cleaned it up and posted it onto twitty. didnt tag it bc it was SO OLD AND SCUFFED(i see so many MISTAKES NOW)#that i didnt want to expose it to the open air just like that#if i show smth to my small circles then it shall only be understood in those small circles.#open air and open interpretation from minds i cannot predict are NOT something i enjoy the thought of. usually. i am brave tho#BUT EVERYONE ON TWITTY WAS SO NICEEE i was like damn... i guess it IS good enough to be enjoyed by the masses...#lets work on being nicer to our art together. THAT BEING SAID. i really love my colors here HELL YEAHHHH#FIRST TIME IN A WHILE COLORIN THESE BOYS.... i dont use proper color enough..I ALSO RLY LIKE MY BACKGROUNDS HERE#i LOVE when the bg is hyperrealistic (i frankestiened stock photos) and when the subjects are all flat colored n cartoony#recently rewatched Making Fiends and they do that similar thing!! soft shading! lotsa details! almost painted? ill paint one day#ive already rambled so much abt the art im runnin out of ROOm to ramble about WWWIILLIAM GODDAMN WWIIIISP. its been a minute since i saw-#-this episode..but i DO remember the funny smoke trick that will did to his funny brother. EVERYTIME U GIVE AN ORDER. THAT BRINGS HARM-#-INDIRECTLY OR NOT. YOU WILL HEAR THOSE SCREAMS. YOU WILL FEEL THAT PAIN. OHHH WHAT A COOL PUNISHMENT THAT IS#its still an olive branch in a sense! a final chance for big bro bell to show that hes NOT an irrideemable piece o shit. and if not#well. to the wolves of psychosis with him!!! i really think william did the best he could here. if i was in his shoes i have no doubt i-#-woulda done the same. IM ALSO GLAD THAT VYN DECIDED TO STICK AROUND N SUPPORT HIM! thas character development baybe!!#i loooove prime defenders.. its been so long since i watched any eps of it but i KNOW it still has such a grip on my heart..GOTTA rewatch i
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i am the devil’s minion, and he grants my every wish.
#interview with the vampire#devils minion#daniel molloy#armand iwtv#oof my art I guess#DEVILS MINION ART WHO CHEERED#I think their power dynamic is fascinating#and I rlly like that by the end of s2 they almost feel like equals- daniel is the only one who sees through Armand’s bullshit etc etc#I firmly believe that daniel asked armand to turn him and held the control in that situation (good for him)#anyways uhhh old man yaoi am I right#also notable with this art is I did a lot of photo bashing with pictures of myself for refs#and they were making me giggle bc I was using a plastic halloween skeleton as my scene partner#ok I’ve rambled long enough I hope y’all enjoy#this is a definite departure from my typical vibe especially in how i shaded this but I think it looks rlly nice :))
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HD version of a classic Ween photo (probably AI upscaled). 1992-ish.
#pretty sure this is ai upscaled cos it reminds me how specifically good ai is right now for bringing out family resemblance#cos looking at gener here i'm like oh hi ashton!#like how i noticed for the first time how much i have my grandad's eyes when i ran an old b&w photo of him through a pretty basic app#and if you did it yourself you could be influencing that subconsciously but the app doesn't know who this person is to you#i'm not a big ai proponent but noticing little accidents like that could actually help us to make it more useful...#if we could do something before the CEOs figure out they don't need to understand it as long as they're paying the people who do#oops i mean#lol jk am dumb pleb don't listen to me#ween#tangent#everything is ween related#90s
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Majeczka welcomes you on this chilly morning :3
#she's basically on hospice care now.#she's 2 and a half years old and has a heart condition#meds only help slow down things and make it more comfortable for her#she's under vet's care all the time also#damn i remember the day we brought her home she was so small#can't believe that much time passed already#she'll stay with us as long as her health allows her to and we'll make it as good for her as possible#I haven't updated yall on my rats in a while. i'll post more later#because i'm about to leave the house to get my blood drawn for tests#i talk sometimes#my rats#my photo#maja#majcia#majeczka#<- we use a lot of different forms of her name but it's all her just lettin u know#wenek-jejecznica
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i am doing not great today lads
#the talkies#job hunt is looking extra miserable and hopeless#not having a good body image time#spent last night torturing myself w old photos of what i used to look like#breakouts are not fucking going away even with my increased med dose so it makes me sad every morning when i wake up and look at them#mom is extremely stressed at work so the air in the house is getting poisoned and she’s starting to take it out on me#+extra sad abt the passage of time and all the things i still havent managed to progress on in the last few years#just not having a great time overall#anyways my emo rant of the day#hope everyone has something happy to brighten their day today
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#i was looking through old photos today. they where from wjen i was like 1 and it made me so sad#bc my mum would have been like only a year or 2 older then i am now and she looked so young#and now she has an abdomen full of tumors and blistered hands and feet. theyre prob gonna hsve to remove her bladder#but shes still very pragmatic abt it. but she grew up in a house where no one really cared about her feelings so she made them small#and now her mother calls and doesn't ask how her grandkids are doing and doesn't ask how her daughter is doing. im cursed with terrible#grandparents on both sides but i resent my mothers mother worse. though my dad said i probably wouldnt have survived his upbringing#and hes right. my nana has like zero empathy and cant cook for shit. idk how my parents r so normal but the fact i had a good upbringing is#probably the only reason im still here. and thats the other thing that made me sad abt the old pics. just looking at this little baby with a#fucked up head and thinking: in 25 years that kid is gonna b so broken down their not gonns kno what to do or how to fix it. idk whats wrong#with me. ive always been some stage of miserable but i used to b able to get things done. and now i cant seem to force functionality#and it sucks. bc im home now and i still feel like im cringing around this open wound in my chest. but whatever#as of today ive started taking ab1lify. hopefully it helps in the long term but in the short term it triggers my 0cd. which is not fun#its so frustrating. whatever. i also found out my eyes used to not work together. not enough to have a lazy eye but it was hard for me to#read and apparently my eyes were tracking at like double the speed of a normal person. wtf is wrong with my brain? also also my mum was like#yea i never would have guessed bip0lar but we thought it was something. autism i could see 100% but yea didnt see that coming. ao i guess#i brehave like a bit of an oddball. ans my nana would bother my dad to try to make me participate in church and my dad was like no. she#clearly don't wanna b here lol. ay. they did the best they could which i appreciate#unrelated
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Davis Graveyard yard haunt. Milwaukie, OR (Oct. 21st 2023)
#🎃 Cryptid sighting#Davis Graveyard#Misadventures around PDX#Graveyard#cemetery#Halloween decorations#Death#That last one with the skele-horse-drawn hearse was when mini Nightmare Bonnie was starting to menace me :3 Good times#I have a lot more to learn about effectively using my camera (then again it’s been about a year since I used it so I’m rusty to boot)#But I was happy to get better night shots than my old phone can#Not that photos of their yard display aren’t plastered all over the place already#But it was nice to get some of my own#This & Hallowed Haunting Grounds have shaped my idea of what I want to do with a haunt eventually#The realistic detail & peaceful somber ambiance really elevate the few supernatural effects & make them stand out#It’s a beautiful haunt
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this photo is 4 pixels wide but i've never seen it and i love it
#we just got a new desktop at my house this week and i'm not gonna lie#that's the reason why i haven't been making as many edits as i normally do bc the old computer was uh#11 years old#and it was literally senile for a computer#so now that we have a good computer i might be more active#and write more fic bc ever since my hamster died in oct '21 i haven't written as much#we used to sit out in the computer room into the wee hours of the morning and once he was gone everything felt off#anyways NEVER SEEN THIS PHOTO IT'S 4 PIXELS WIDE BUT#def leppard#steve clark#joe elliott
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I AM ONE OF GONKIS STRONGEST SOLDIERS
I WILL ALWAYS WRITE GONKILLU AHHHHHHH
#personal#PERIOD#BEEN A GONKI SOLDIER SINCE 2011 AND REJOINED THE BATTLE IN 2020 AND I WILL ALWAYS POST THE#M REGARDLESS FANDOM WHO DONT PAY ATTETION TO THEM I AM FEEDING ME GOOD#I WILL WORK FOR NOTHING BUT A PAPER CLIP AND ONE LIKE#BTW THANK U ONE LIKER I BOW SOMETIMES ITS TWO#I WILLLLL NEVER STOPPPPP#GONKI MY BELOVED TINY KI MY BELOVED#I JUST LOVE THEM SO MUCH#I WILL ALSO ALWAYS MAKE EDITS TOOOO#tho my pic arts special effects are running out soon I HAVE TO PAY MONEY TO EDIT SO IF THAT DOES NOT SHOW I CARE#and! I HAVE TO USE MY OLD IPAD WITH THE WORKING PHOTO SHOP MIX#I WILLL GO THROUGH HOOPS FOR GONKI AND MY BABEY KI BEST BELIEVE
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im back baby
also look at this wonderful screenshot i found
#milgram#kotoko yuzuriha#do i still need to tag pekabloooop edits dum shit?#i dont think so cus thats kinda the side blog#anyways hello#im back#i know unfortunate#sorry ive been gone so long#i got locked out of my old account and have been trying to get back in for a while but couldn't figure it out#so now we are here#and i can finally ruin the last trial 2 mv#lets go#i will be doing this more now#but ill still be inconsistent as ever#also considering now i dont have new material every 2 months#and i only got here early trail 2 so who knows how long it will be#but ill make due#next up are the birthday photos#yes you should be scared#have fun trying to find her mouth on the first ine cus wow its hard to see and im not redoing it#also im using this sideblog now so yea#hava a good day
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What's that one quote that goes like "I had a dream of my mother with the love of her life and no children. It was the happiest I've ever seen her", because... yeah
#grandma dug up an old photo album to show me#1998. mom was 25. young and beautiful and happy#I look at those pics and its hard to believe it's the same person#she's twice that age now so of course she looks older. but she's also genuinely happier and unburdened#she has told me before she gave into societal pressures when it comes to marriage and kids#so the 'love of her life' part of the quote doesn't really fit#but it does hit hard sometimes to realise that she really. really would have been happier if she never had vi and I#it's definitely tough to think about#am I glad she had us? sort of#like. I exist. so that could count as a positive#but considering that she's a good person but a bad mother. sometimes I wish she never did#she's still my mom. I still wish she could have been happy in life#now she's just 50 and full of regrets#so looking at old photos always make me.. sad. melancholic. I suppose#she was really pretty in her 20s though#on one hand I'm happy I don't look like her because I wouldn't want to be reminded every time I look in the mirror#(suirencore)#but on the other I'd certainly rather look like her than my dad#lose-lose either way. really
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failed ventures into digital painting
#scraps#fanart#i wont tag these with the ship tag bc i dont think theyre good#but i also spent so much time making them i feel bad burying them in my folder lmao#i used photo references for the one where theyre little and the one where their eyes are closed#the other one i just eyeballed it and you can Tell#although the one where theyre little i was just making a study of the background#and decided it looked kiiiinda like it could be part of the orphanage#so i just added them to practice integrating characters onto environments or something#also the first one i had in mind putting some text over it like its a comic panel#but i was trying to paint u_u maybe i'll redo it someday maybe not#oh btw i made these like from september to october of last year so theyre kinda old#sorry again for the tag wall i like having a place to just ramble haha#have a nice day<4
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did they take away the ability to preview photo posts on ur blog dfshgfdshgfdsh 💀
#tumblr. a plague on ye household#dishonor on u and ur cow. u wretched lil creature#like. I understand that these days ppl don't rlly seem to have blog themes anymore#or custom themes enabled at all#but I'm a product of old tungl dot hell sdfjhfsdjhdfs I love my silly custom themes jdsfhjhfdsjhdsf#this is so beep boop of tumblr. so beep boop 404. hdsfjhfsjdhsfd#bc text posts. I can still preview.#just fine. and the coding looks the same#but as soon as u go to make a photo post 💀#I just love it when tumblr takes away functions that I use all the time jdsfhjfdhsjhfds#to replace them with like. an extra tab on ur posts. so u can see where the string of reblogs on ur work go to die jhdjhdsfjhdfj#no offense if u like that feature ofc#but. jshdjhddfsjhfsdj#sam speaks#I just wanna see if my stupid aesthetic banner looks good on my desktop blog fjdhjshfdhfdsjhfdsj bc I'm DUMB#why would u break my heart like this...............#I use desktop SIGNIFICANTLY more than I will ever use mobile 💀#like. 90% of the time. desktop. so this...........................yeeowch (is torn asunder)
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#when I start trying to prepare to move—it feels like the coldness of the bare floors creeps up into my blood and chest and heart and throat.#I stare at a single object and wonder if I’ll miss it or not.#I make a pile to donate. a pile to keep. a pile I might donate if I decide I won’t miss it too painfully. a pile I’ll miss but I don’t wsnt#to keep- I want to give away to someone who will love it like I did. a pile to ask my mom if she wants it for sentiment. a pile for#things that are trash but have salvageable components I can remove before throwing away. a pile of salvaged components that haven’t found a#use yet. a pile of things that are trash unless I find a way to fix them. a pile for a single item- a feather from my childhood pet bird#a pile of my old cat’s favorite planet and toy. a pile for gifts I was given that I never used but still treasure as they sit on a shelf.#a pile of fun rocks#a pile of paper clips that started as just office supplies but now they’re 15 years old and they remind me of warm summer childhood day#scraps of string and tiny empty boxes and wires to unknown electronics and acrylic paint that is too dry to donate but I could still use it#because I think it’s fun to do the work to re-pulverize it and turn it into pigmented paste again#a comb missing half its teeth but I can’t remember if it was a gift or not so I keep it just in case#a tiny pillow. is it even mine? it isn’t trash but a thrift store would probably just throw it away. but it isn’t trash so I keep it#a box of assorted nuts and screws and a tiny little jar that I know I’ll find the perfect use for one dayS#a little bag like the kind you get when you buy a bag of polished rocks. inside it are delicately folded soda pop bottle labels from#a birthday long long ago.#a small box of sequins I’ve had as long as I can remember. maybe I’ll make something with them so I can justify keeping them.#old clothes I loved that are too tattered to donate but might fit me again one day or make good fabric for something else#a single old sock but it’s elastic is still good and I should use the elastic for something because I’m always wishing I had some to spare#tickets to a state fair. booklet for a play i saw. graduation photo. a polite birthday card from a childhood nemesis.#it’s so hard to get rid of those things. it feels like throwing away my childhood. and I had a rough childhood! I don’t wanna throw away the#GOOD parts of it. I need those parts. I guess they’ll still be there even without the objects. but…#I can’t remember the Memories without the Objects. they are my memories.#maybe I should just start by filling boxes with Memory Objects. and once I’ve got them all together. I can see if I can part ways with any.#and if I can’t—well#at least they’ll be packed up.#I wish my medicine wasn’t a political debate… oh well. it’s always been hard to get meds. though I’ve never considered moving over it#I wonder if my surgeon will have time to for our consult before. my doctor tried to assure me that my PCOS would justify the surgery but I#I read the bill and it says No Removal Of Healthy Organs Associated With Your Sex Unless You Are In Danger Of Imminent Death#And I’m not dying from PCOS… I’m just like… Chronically ill from the chronic blood loss and overworked pain neurons and sometimes miss
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